#maya x jesse

[pelova4president]

The extrovert to my introvert

Maya Le Tissier x Reader

summary~ You met Maya when you were twelve and playing in a boys only team, she too was the only girl in her team. A year later you meet again, only now she’s your teammate at England.

You’ve always loved Maya Le Tissier.

Growing up, playing in an all boys team was tough. At first they were soft with you but that changed when you started to tackle them, hard. They challenged you more and harder, they didn’t want to lose to a girl. ‘Girls can’t play football’ is the phrase you heard most growing up.

When you had a game against another team, your teammates did stick up for you. The boys from the other team would yell insults when you walked past them. Their parents were even worse, the dads yelled at their kids whenever you nutmegged them and the moms told your parents that they should take you off football.

The game almost always got a whole lot more physical after the first half. The opponent didn’t want to lose to a girl. They tried to take you out with bad tackles and tugged at your shirt until you fell down. But your teammates stood up for you. Your captain pushed the boy that took you down and even the parents of your teammates would yell at the boy and his coach for being so reckless.

You’d never played in a girls team or against a girl, really. Although it was hard playing against boys, you wouldn’t trade it for a thing. The boys were tough on you but whenever you needed them, they got your back. It had always been like this, it kept you on your toes and you preformed better because of it.

It wasn’t until you turned twelve that you played against a girl. The only girl on an all boys team, just like you.

You stared at her from the sideline, where your team was doing their warming-up. “Y/n, what’re you looking at?” your captain yelled. He took you out of your trance and you turned you head towards the warming-up again.

“You know the girl?” you asked one of your teammates that was stood next to you, stretching. He shrugged and answered, “Not really, all i know is that her name’s Maya.”.

Maya was a defender, you were a striker, you were destined to meet on the field.

Your team starts slow, and the other team scores an early goal. But you need to make an impression. As the game goes on, you notice the girl defending you, she had so much skill and isn't afraid to make a tackle. She makes it beyond hard for you to get past her.

At halftime, your team is 2-0 down, but you can't lose, not to her. In the second half, you come back stronger and harder. With fast footwork, you create opportunities. The girl is right there, trying to block your every move, but you're not giving up.

In the final minutes, it finally happens. The parents watching spur you on as you maneuver past defenders, including the girl who you've been eyeing all game. You score a goal and you run towards your teammates, but not before looking at Maya. The girl smiles, impressed by your work.

But you're not done yet. You're still one goal down, you need atleast one other goal. As the game continues, you find yourself in the perfect position.

With a well-timed shot, you score another goal, tying the game.

The match ends in a draw, but for you it felt like a little victory.

You shook the hands of your opponents, leaving one for last. The brunette walked over to you. “You played good.” she complimented. With red cheeks you responded, “Thanks, you too, you made it really tough to score.”. She laughed and walked away.

One year later you met again, at the Under 15’s for England. Maya had already made friends but you didn’t. It had always been harder for you to make friends, especially girl friends.

You were sat on a tree trunk outside. It was wasn’t really cold outside since it was still summer but it wasn’t warm either, the evening breeze making the hairs on your forearms stand up.

There you were, feeling homesick and kicking some rocks away like they were footballs.

Maya saw you sitting from inside the training center and decided to go talk to you. “Mind if i sit here?” she asked you but was already sitting next to you before you could answer. You already knew who it was. Maya started kicking rocks too, “This is kinda boring, why won’t you come inside?”. Again, you didn’t really answer and just shrugged. You didn’t move to go inside so she stayed there too, the whole evening.

She did all the talking. “I’ve never been to an England camp before, i hope we get to keep our game kits.” she rambled. She even made you laugh when she told you about the one time she ‘accidentally’ broke the nose of an opponent. Maya could talk for the both of you and you just listened.

When the England staff called the both of you inside because you needed to go to your room you said something for the first time that evening. “You’re fun, Maya.” you told her looking at your feet that were still kicking little rocks away.

“Thank you. I think you’re way better company than the other girls here, y/n.” she complimented, looking at your face that had gotten red at her compliment. She knew you weren’t much of a talker but that didn’t bother her, you’ll eventually open up.

You did open up. The two of you were polar opposites, Maya’s extroverted who loved to talk while you were an introvert who rarely talks. But even though you were so different you were inseparable from that first camp day on.

A year later, you realised that you didn’t just think of Maya as your bestfriend. She might’ve been your whole world at this point. When you weren’t at camp together you’d text or call eachother whenever you could.

You had Maya as your screensaver and laptop backgroup, a photo of the two of you next to your bed. Her Le Tissier England shirt was hung up on your wall. She made you a friendship bracelet with her intials and number on it, a red and white ‘MLT4’ rested on your wrist. You’d made her one too but messed the colours up, she still wore it though.

You laid down on your bed and looked up at the ceiling, where ofcourse was another photo of the brunette and you, at the first camp England camp.

It was at the Under-17 Euros that you confessed your crush on her. You’d just been eliminated. You had to go home. You had to go home, text or call Maya everyday pretending you were fine with just being friends and after six weeks you got to see eachother again and you’d do it all over again.

It was silent on the way back to the hotel. You didn’t say anything, she didn’t say anything. The team got out of the bus and most of the girls headed to their room.

You didn’t. You walked towards a wooden bench outside and sat down. The bench made a little sound when you sat down. The sun had long gone down and you could only think about what you could’ve done better. You could’ve passed to one of your teammates and maybe they would’ve scored.

You heard the bench make that same sound again when Maya sat down beside you. Frowning you looked up at her. The defender looked you in your eyes and sighed.

“I know it’s not the end of the world but it certainly feels like it. I mean how did we let them score that first one? I had to do better-“ she rambled like she always did. Normally you’d let her but not today. “Maya, i could’ve scored. Don’t go and blame yourself. Just like you said, it’s not the end of the world, we’re gonna be alright.” you cut her off.

She looked at you again placed her and on top of yours. “Also.. i like you Maya. Not as teammates or friends. I kind of love you, you know.” you blurted out without thinking.

Maya had to stiffle her laughter and bit her cheek. You looked up again, confused by the silence. “Why aren’t you saying anything, please say something.” you said, sounding a bit stressed.

“Y/n, that’s the most you’ve ever said to me in one time.” she laughed. You looked away with a red face. “Y/n i love you as a teammate and a friend but i’d love you even more as my girlfriend.” she said taking you by surprise.

Maya took your chin in her hands and turned your head towards hers. “I’d like to kiss you now.” she whispered softly, leaning in you kissed her. It was soft, passionate and sweet, just like her.

The two of you were girlfriends by the time the Under-19 World Cup was happening. Now that you’d both got scouted by the red side of Manchester you started living together. It wasn’t a big appartement since your parents money was still the biggest part of your income.

Maya’s dad drove you and your lover to the airport since you had to fly to Spain where the tournament was held.

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The tournament went well. Maya asked you to give the girls another chance and you’d do anything for Maya so ofcourse you did. You liked Maya’s company better but this was fine too. Some of the girls were quite funny.

When you were eating dinner with some of the girls you got the best idea. Biking around for a bit in the dark and maybe even swimming in some lake would be fun. You proposed the idea to a few of the girl and they were in. But something was in the way of this brilliant plan. The staff probably wouldn’t let you go so you needed to do it in secret.

You asked the girls to meet you by the bikes at 8.

You were waiting with Maya when some of the girls joined you. The sun was going down but it was still warm since it was June and you were in Spain.

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After the World Cup, where England got second, The Netherlands winning, Maya took you camping. Maya had told you all about her camping adventures with her family.

Camping in France had been a tradition in your lovers family. Every year they’d go and camp for atleast one week. Maya loved her family so she was beyond excited to take you camping with them.

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Even after the World Cup, when you both got into the Senior England team you loved to travel together. Maya got to make her debut while you still had to wait. It was okay because you knew she deserved it.

At Manchester United the both of you were regular starters. When you got a professional contract for the senior team you bought your lover and yourself your own (tiny) house. It didn’t matter that it wasn’t big. You got your own space, a little home for the both of you.

When the big home Euros arrived, Maya was called up. You weren’t. Ofcourse you were heartbroken but that only made you work harder, wanting to get where your lover got.

Every England game you were sat in the stands, watching your girl play for her country.

mayaletissier

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Proud to have made my Euros debut.

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y/n_y/l/n so so proud of my my MLT23

ellatoone shining ✨

keirawalsh ⭐️girl

woso4evr she’s the future of england

maya_y/nfann so sad y/n wasn’t selected

When Maya won the Euros you screamed your lungs out. The usual quiet introvert left your body and you went crazy. Your Maya had brought it home.

When it had all sank in you got on your plane to your planned vacation. It was perfect. It was sunny and sandy and there were restaurants and little shops everywhere.

mayaletissier

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love love love

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y/n_y/l/n are your parents bakers, because you’re a cutie pie

↳ mayaletissier disgustingly cheesy

↳ y/l/n_y/l/n you know you like it

alessiarusso99 cute!!

missybokearns girlfriends that play together stay together 😍

letissier4fan they’re so good together

y/n_y/l/n

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the extrovert to my introvert

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jesspark_16 🧀🧀yyyy

↳ y/n_y/l/n go find a gf jessie

1maryearps already so grown up

mayaletissier do you have a sunburn or are you always this hot??

↳ y/n_y/l/n maya..

leahwilliamsonn why does your vacation look better than mine

↳ y/n_y/l/n cuz i’ve got my planner gf

li0n3sses45 i don’t know who’d i rather be, maya or y/n

footballtooney11 i want what they have

[alotofpockets]

Lionesses as kids Appreciation pt.2

Request a player | with @totaly-obsessed

[romancemedia]

[rp-partnerfinder]

Hi hi! I’m looking for 18+ writing partners in a few different fandoms. I will have pairings that I’m interested in listed below, the characters with a * mark is who I’d be interested in writing as.

These fandoms are…

•Stranger Things

*Chrissy x Steve

*Chrissy x Eddie

*Max x Eddie (platonic)

*Max x Steve (platonic)

*Max x *Nancy (platonic)

Steve x *Nancy

Steve x *Robin (platonic)

Eddie x *Nancy

*Nancy x Jonathan

•The Last Of Us

Joel x *Ellie (platonic)

Ellie x *OC

Joel x *OC (romantic or platonic)

•Gilmore Girls

*Rory x Lorelai (platonic, of course)

*Rory x Dean

*Rory x Jess

*OC x Rory, Dean or Jess

•Girl Meets World

*Maya x *Riley (platonic or romantic)

*Maya x Lucas

*Riley x Lucas

(All characters will be aged up 18+ !)

In terms of writing styles, I'm quite adaptable and am willing to write with anyone within the semi-literate to novella range. I have a preference for Discord to plot and write. (Though I’m not at all opposed to other platforms). If you’re interested, please leave a like on this post and I’ll DM you! I look forward to chatting with you:)

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[blue-aconite]

Can we learn more about Maya x Jake with 20 and 27? ❤️

Yes yes, of course <3

20. How do they comfort each other when one of them is upset? Is this method of comfort effective?

Maya prefers communication. She'll notice something is wrong and she will ask about it, not really beating around the bush. Jake takes some time to open up about what's bothering him, so when he doesn't answer her, Maya will make sure they boys are somewhat occupied, take Jake's hand and pull him over to the couch for a cuddle. He'll rest his head on her chest and Maya will play with his hair. Then, she'll handle the boys and do the chores, making sure Jake gets to take an uninterrupted shower and have some time to himself. It always works. He loves her for it.

Jake will wrap Maya up in his arms, kiss the top of her head and ask what she needs. And then he'll do it. He makes sure she knows he's there to talk. But Maya often prefers distance while upset, as to not take out her frustration on others, so she'll withdraw and stay silent. Jake makes sure Levi and Josh won't bother her and he'll leave her alone. For the time being. After a while, he'll get worried and checks on her. He makes her favourite food, picks up a new book for her, anything to make sure she knows he cares.

They're both super open with each other, so they communicate a lot, instead of letting things fester.

27. How do they say “I love you” non-verbally?

Maya will press a on Jake's chest, over his heart. Drag her fingers through his hair, massaging his neck. Leave new polaroids of her and the boys in his wallet. Stocks his bathroom products because he will always forget to buy new ones.

Jake makes sure there's always a vase of fresh flowers in the kitchen. Buys her a new book when she's never asked for it. Leaves a warm cup of tea on the nightstand when he leaves for work and she's still in bed. Pulls her away from grading when she's been stuck for hours. Impromptu massage sessions.

Ship Asks

[joequinnisgod]

(I Just) Died In Your Arms (Part II)

Part I Part II Part III

Pairing: Joseph Quinn x reader (as best friends)

Summary: After that weekend, the group reunites, angst ensues between Joe and you.

Warnings: angst, no smut in this one

Word count: 3.1k

A/N: Soo…it’s been a while since inspiration and I have hung out, but it happened eventually!! :) This is not the final part of our journey, probably part III will be.

Winter soon arrived to London with heavy snow and a low temperature. The sound of the fresh snow crunching under boots followed people's steps everywhere, as the festive lights lead the way alongside with the street lamps in the darkening late afternoon hours.

You were on your way to Jamie and Jess's house to have an early Christmas celebration with the others. As a few of you are going to be out of town for the holidays, the friend group figured you could have an early celebration and play the game of Secret Santa. On a night out you wrote your names on small pieces of paper, put it in a baseball hat and everyone picked one. Praying you wouldn't grab that name, you were quite relieved when you saw 'Jess' written in black ink.

"Hey, come in." Jamie opened the door with a wide smile on his face.

"Hi. This is for the hosts." You held up a bottle of wine with a red bow in it.

"You didn't have to. Thank you." He gestured to the wine.

He helped you take your coat off and after removing your shoes as well, you walked to the living room where the others were already deep in conversation.

"Hey." You placed the present under the tree. "What'd I miss?"

"Nothing, don't worry." Maya smiled as you sat beside her on the couch. Your eye scanned the room, but stilled on something.

On someone.

He already had his eyes on you, but looked away when your stares met. You hadn't seen Joe for the past two months.

In practice, avoiding him was actually easier than you'd thought. Majority of the group got busy with work, – including yourself – so the group chat hadn't been the liveliest. Since that weekend the group had hung out maybe three or four times, most of those occasions declined by you, expect for one; when he declined before you had the chance to.

Theoretically though, it was way harder. He wandered through your mind multiple times every day – the longest time you spent without having him on your mind wasn't more that just a couple hours. At this point he was living in your head. Sometimes, when you thought about it too much, it felt torturous, but a part of you had convinced yourself that you deserved it for rejecting him.

"Everyone's here now, so..how about we open gifts?" Jamie suggested as he walked back into the living room.

Everyone picked up the box that had the little paper with their name on it and sat back down. Wrapping paper was all over the floor in no second as everybody was curious to see what it was hiding. When you took your box in your hands, you noticed the small tag hanging from it saying 'From: Jess'.

"What's the chance? I'm also your Secret San..." You look up at Jess, only to see a different box in her hands from the one you brought. Your eyes scanned the room for the box wrapped in the red Santa hats covered paper. When your gaze caught it, you realised, the pattern of the little hats was being torn – slowly and hesitantly – by hands a little too familiar.

His hands.

Joseph had your gift.

The box with black, fluffy handcuffs and a blindfold in it was in Joe's hands.

By the time you realised what was happening in front of your eyes, it was too late. His head shot up, the confused stare of wide, rounded eyes burning into yours as he saw what was inside the box. The shade of your face started to grow the same as the colour of the santa hats.

"Hm?" Jess looked up as she heard your voice. She saw the uneasy look on your face and followed your eyes.

"That's supposed to be Jess' gift, I'm her Secret Santa, not yours!" You tried to stay as calm as possible.

"It says my name on it." He held up the paper.

"No, it says Jess!"

"No, I got Jess." You heard Maya's voice.

"It literally says 'Joe' on it!" Joseph handed you the small note that quickly became your enemy in a few seconds; it was responsible for this awkward situation.

"That's Jess." You murmured as arguing seemed easier, rather than to just accept the fact that you had actually been Joe's secret Santa all along.

"It says Joe, that's an 'o' and an 'e' at the end!" He followed the line of the pen on the paper, drawing the letters with his finger, growing more and more annoyed with the situation.

"Since when do you have such a messy handwriting? Couldn't you just write 'Joseph'?!" You sighed.

"It's not my fault you can't read three fucking letters!" He stood from the couch.

"Woah, it's okay, calm down." Jamie said as everyone else was too stunned to speak. "You misread his name, it's no big deal. Don't loose your mind over it...Nice gift, by the way." He wiggled his eyebrows with a small laugh, trying to ease the thick tension hanging in the air.

"It's..fuck...I was sure it said 'Jess'."

"Maybe you just wanted it to have 'Jess' on it." He scoffed with annoyance written all over his face.

"What is your problem?" You snapped at his attitude.

"What's my problem? What's yours?!"

"Okay, enough! Go outside and talk it out or stop it. It was supposed to be just a nice gesture, don't take it so bloody seriously for fuck's sake."

You and Joseph just eyed each other for a couple seconds, before he grabbed his pack of cigarettes and lighter from the coffee table and stormed outside, leaving you with prying looks as everyone sat in silence, not daring to move.

"I'll talk to him." Jamie walked to the front door, grabbing his own and Joseph's coat before heading outside, following him.

"What was that?" He stood next to him and held the coat open for Joseph.

"Nothing."

"Well it was quite a big scene for nothing." He humphed. "Seriously, what's the matter? You've been weird ever since she got here."

"I'm just tired."

"Don't bullshit me. What is it? You like her, so why'd you snap at her like that?" Jamie examined his face, only guessing what could have been causing so much tension.

"We, uh...we slept together." Muttered Joseph barely audibly as he sighed, his thumb and ring finger pinching the bridge of his nose as he held the cigarette between his pointing and middle finger.

"No shit." Said Jamie, unsurprised.

"What? How do you know?"

"Oh, c'mon. Even the blind can see something happened between you two."

"Do you think the others know?"

"I have no idea. I didn't say anything to anyone, so...when did it happen?"

"Uh, remember the weekend we spent at that house?"

"You two did it while Jess and I were on the other side of the wall? Seriously?"

"Well, not exactly.."

"My goodness..where?"

"The kitchen.." Mumbled Joe.

"You're kidding, right? In the kitchen? Where we had fucking breakfast?" He chuckled in disbelief, but his face dropped when he realised. "That's why you were there when I went downstairs!"

"Well, kind of..yeah."

"And what happened then? What went wrong?"

"Well..the following day we talked about it. I asked if there could ever be more between us." He stopped and sighed.

"And she..?"

"Said we should just forget it." He said as he ashed the cigarette, remembering how much those words stung when he heard them fall from your lips. Jamie hissed in empathy, only imagining how his best friend must have felt.

"Have you talked ever since that?"

"Yeah, a few minutes ago." He huffed.

They stood in silence, just listening to the busy streets of London as the cold winter air started to creep under their clothes – almost like it was trying to get under their skin, all the way to their bones.

"Let's go back inside. I'm fucking freezing."

"What do I do? I can't just go back in and act like nothing happened."

"You're going to apologise for snapping at her like that and tell them that you're just tired."

The atmosphere shifted from awkward to painfully awkward when Joe and Jamie came back inside, everyone staying silent, unsure about what to say, or do.

"Sorry for snapping at you like that. I'm just really tired." He glanced at your for a second before sitting down across from you, rather avoiding eye contact.

"It's okay." A quiet sigh escaped from you. "I'm sorry for misreading the paper."

" 'S okay." He muttered.

"Tired, eh? You had a long night?" Keery looked at Joe with a grin on his face.

The previous night some of the boys payed a visit to the group's favourite pub. Joseph sent a text to the group chat last minute, in the late evening. He just had a shit day and wanted to blow some steam off before spending a whole day around you with the endless tension. He did chat with a blondie but he found her to be rather tiring with all the talking; chitchatting with her was the last thing on his mind. He ended up leaving the pub alone, with a failed mission.

"What? No, nothing like that." Joe shook his head, not really feeling like having a conversation of that type.

"What happened to that blondie?"

"Nothing happened. It's a long story."

"You kidding me? She was all over you!"

"Whatever." Joe tried cutting the conversation short.

A nasty feeling creeped up on you suddenly by the thought of Joe flirting with other girls and even taking them home possibly. Jealousy flashed its green eyes at you, leaving you frustrated due to not really being able to do anything about it.

Two months have passed since that weekend, during which you were able to think things through. You started reminiscing about your friendship and how you always got along so well with him. Before Jason came along, you actually almost thought you had started liking Joseph, but the thought of possibly ruining your friendship scared you. But now here you were, and the more time passed without seeing him or talking to him, the more you missed him. And now that he was here in front of you, you wanted nothing more than to apologise to him. All evening you looked for moments to get him alone, unsuccessfully. During dinner he sat the furthest away from you, he avoided any interaction with you, which left you somewhat confused and hurt. It might've been cruel to decline him on that weekend, but did it really hurt him so bad?

Everything became suffocating and frustrating all of the sudden and you needed a minute alone.

"I'll be right back." You got up and walked out of the living room, to the bathroom at the end of the hallway. After closing the door behind you, you were met with your reflection in the mirror, which looked different than when you left your home. It was care-worn and anxious now, your thoughts written on your face. You were surprised nobody pointed it out. Deciding to take your mind off the topic for the rest of the night, you took a deep breath.

Upon exiting the bathroom you saw Joseph putting on his shoes and taking his coat from the rack.

"You're leaving already?" Your voice startled him.

"Uh..yeah. I have to..good night."

"Good night." You said hesitantly.

He stilled and looked at you before he walked out and the front door closed behind him with a soft click. Your mind didn't even have time to process what you were doing, and before you knew it, you already had your shoes on, reaching for the doorknob, following Joseph.

"Joe!" You saw him standing in the snow, mid-conversation, facing in the direction of the corner of the front porch, where Jamie stood, smoking. Joe's eyes examined you as you were looking at Jamie.

Your common sense caught up to you, immediately starting to curse at you for going after him.

All three of you stood in silence for a few seconds, just waiting for something to happen. Jamie ended up moving first. He put out his cigarette and walked to the front door, nodded at Joe encouragingly and went inside. Your eyes rested on the freshly fallen snow covering everything, before eventually looking at Joe who stared at you with a surprised, awaiting expression.

"I'm sorry." You barely recognised your voice, it sounded so unsure as all the courage had left you, the sudden rush of adrenaline dying down, letting the freezing temperature slowly get to you.

"You just misread my name, I'll live." He shrugged his shoulders, a tad uncomfortable in the situation.

"No, not that. I'm sorry for saying that we should just forget what happened..between us."

He didn't say anything, just nodded, unamused – not exactly the reaction you expected, so you continued. "This wasn't how it was supposed to go. I really didn't regret it, but it still feels somewhat wrong. I didn't intend to make you feel used…you weren't a rebound."

"Then what was I?" He asked, clearly hurt.

"I don't know, but definitely not just a rebound. Listen, I'm not ready for any sort of romantic commitment yet." It got quiet for a few moments before you carried on, with a voice barely above a whisper. "I miss you. I miss us being best friends."

"And what do you want me to say to that?" He huffed.

"I don't know." You said quietly, completely regretting coming after him now.

"Is there anything you know?" Mockery and disbelief was dripping from his tone, making you feel small, and more embarrassed and frustrated than ever.

"You know what I know? I know that I fucked up and I hurt you, but after two months of avoiding each other I'm standing here, apologising. I said sorry, sincerely, and I also know that in this very moment you're being a jackass!"

"Me, a jackass?!" His eyebrows almost met his hairline in disbelief.

"Yeah, because I'm saying sorry and feeling bad for hurting you and you can't accept my fucking apology! What else could I say to make you believe I truly am sorry?! I never thought you'd get so caught up in this."

"Of course I'm gonna get caught up in this! Just when I finally feel like I might have a chance with you, you reject me!"

"What's that even supposed to mean?"

"It means that I've liked you for fucking ages, for fuck's sake! And I understand that you were confused and the last thing I wanted to do was forcing myself upon you, but you also have to understand that this isn't easy for me! I tried getting over you, but I see you in every woman I talk to!"

You were stunned, to say the least. Silence settled between you – the kind that makes you feel like you're walking on very thin ice.

"You liked me?"

"Of course I did!" He threw his arms in the air in disbelief. "I do."

"Since when? And why didn't you say anything?!"

"For about a year now. And I was gonna tell you.."

"When?"

"When you introduced fucking Jason to us! I was going to make a move on you that night."

You truly didn't know what to say or do at this point. Your thoughts were racing as the eye contact never broke between you two.

"So what now?"

"What now?" He reciprocated your question. "You're flying home for Christmas, I guess?"

"I am." You nodded.

"When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow, in the early afternoon. I'm coming back on the 28th."

At that moment it felt like everything that had to be, was said. You just stood there, your eyes wandering from each other to the landscape. You both waited for the other to say something, neither of you truly wanting to say goodbye yet.

"I um..I have to wake up early tomorrow." His voice sounded eventually. "So..take care. And get inside, it's freezing."

"Take care."

"Good night."

You said goodbye to him before he got into his car. Your eyes followed the taillights of his car with an upset, distressed gaze. You were truly hoping this tension filled situation would come to an end finally. With a heavy heart you walked back inside, only now noticing the cruelly low temperature outside.

You didn't sleep so much throughout the night. His words kept you awake as you replayed them in your head on an endless loop. The more you remembered him saying he liked you, the more it warmed your heart and made you feel excited. Regret and shame filled every part of your body for doing all of this to him, for creating such a mess – even though you never intended to.

As you were packing your suitcases in the early morning, you were secretly hoping – not even admitting it to yourself – that Joe would show up. The sound of your doorbell – which you usually absolutely despised as it always stressed you out when hearing it – was all you wanted to hear. It would've been the sweetest sound at that very moment.

Actually, you were sure at this point you had forgotten to pack something, but you couldn’t be bothered to care – you just couldn't stop thinking about him for not even a second. Not when you were packing, not in the back of the cab on your way to the airport, but most certainly not at the airport, where all you could see were couples. Suddenly you were the only single person left on the planet, it felt like. It was like a twisted game karma was playing with you, with a nasty grin on its face. Seeing lovers telling their goodbyes while hugging and kissing, squeezing in a laugh or two between their falling tears felt sickening all of the sudden.

When you heard the announcement from the speakers saying that your flight was boarding, you just wanted to cry.

Maybe this was the moment he is going to show up?

Running through the airport, chasing after you to tell you he'll forgive you, and ask you that question again?

But soon you had to get back to reality and realise this wasn't Love Actually and Joe wasn't the older version of Sam, just like you weren't the older version of Joanna.

You sat in your seat on the plane, just blankly staring at your phone's darkened screen, waiting for it to light up with his name written across it. You glanced up occasionally, watching people claiming their seats.

Couples everywhere again.

They just can't seem run out for Christ's sake, now can they?

You waited until the last second, before turning your phone off, accepting the silence.

Taglist:

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i didn't wanna do a follow forever this year because firstly tumblr limits the amount of people you can tag and I have too many people to add and don't wanna make two posts and secondly it takes so much work and I'm also sick right now but just know ILY all so much you are the best mutuals and I hope to get to know some of you better in 2024 and the ones I'm very close to you have made such a hard year more bearable (lana/callie/jess/elsbeth//diamond/melissa/b/yusi/justine/miri/laura//riley/becca/nat/cher/other becca/cloud/nessa/jaiden/cat/poorni/ashlyn/heidi/maria/lourdes/jen and so many more!!) like idk if I could've gotten through my dad's passing without you! and the others ily so much you are amazing and I hope 2024 is amazing for all of us!!

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[romeoeatzgravel]

OKAY!!!!

Goldenpunk (aka Hobie x Pavitr) HCs cause I can

Hobie is a SKINNY MF (slightly from malnutrition) he’s also very light and is 6 foot something

Pavitr is pretty toned for a 16 year old and is avarage height

Hobie is a Transmasculine Enby (he/they/it he/him pref)

Pavitr is a Nonbinary Demiboy (he/him)

Pavitr when sleeping takes up a LOT of space and Hobie takes up very little so they’re perfect

THEY ARE TFT (both nonbinary)

Pavitr is Bi while Hobie is Gay

Hobie wasn’t able to afford top surgery so he got it done for free in a sketchy back alley and also cause fuck capitalism

Hobie is AFAB and has been on testosterone for 2 years (which once again he gets in a sketchy ass alley once again also cause fuck capitalism)

Pavitr is AFAB nuff said

I was informed that GRLwood is cancelled for completely fair reasons (one of the members is a sexual abuser) so i simply removed this HC

Hobie is fairly strong for such a skinny guy

Hobie doesn’t like his mom a lot

Pavitr misses his mom and thinks she would think he is a disappointment

They’re inlove

Hobie has a soft spot for stray animals of any kind so do with that HC what you will

The first time they met Hobie tried to murder Pavitr out of instinct and instinct alone

Pavitr sometimes helps Hobie with his hair but he really loves running his fingers through hobies hair same with hobie

Hobie HATES cold weather

Pavitr will complain if it’s a little too hot

Sometimes Hobie will just crash through Pavitrs window and Pavitrs basically numb to it at this point

Mentioned in the previous post but Hobie wears lipstick and is heavily affectionate so….it didn’t take a lot of people long to figure out they were going steady

Hobie constantly uses the term Necking instead of Make out cause Miguel hates it and he loves to make Miguel mad

I call the ship Chai Tea sometimes ( Chai = pavitr Tea = Hobie) just cause it feels right in my bones

Pavitrs aunt maya loves Hobie just she’s a little suspicious about the fact he’s British, not to mention she makes a FUCK ton of jokes about Hobie stealing pavitr like the british stole India's history which slay girlboss

Pavitr makes a lot of jokes about Hobie being British too

Hobie wrote an entire song about wanting to kiss Pavitr and it took Pavitr two years to figure out

Miguel hates their constant PDA so Hobie calls him Homophobic (and also a nonce)

Jess thinks that it’s sweet that they’re so affectionate with each other

Miguel will piss off Hobie and hobies like “aight OI PAVITR LETS GO NECK IN MIGUELS OFFICE”

Pavitr likes Hobies accent a lot

Same with Hobie

Hobies 17 and Pavitr is 16 but Hobie is older by 3 months

Hobie is easily flustered he just is good at hiding it

slightly angsty one but Hobie (when they were first developing crushes on each other) was terrified that pavitr would either get killed because of him or pavitr would turn out to be homophobic, this caused him to have a breakdown in the middle of a fight

Hobie and Sunspider are best friends cause WLW and NWLNW solidarity

Sometimes Gwen and Hobie hang out in Pavitrs universe but Hobie hangs out there all the time

They like to have really meaningful conversations while beating up facists

Both of them hate facists

On Hobies back there is a tatto (which he shouldnt fuckin have but once again sketchy ass alley and fuck capitalism) that says Stay woke as a reference to something said in the black community years back to fight against police brutality

stole this one from @toshkakoshka and made some adjustments but Hobie and Pavtir have matching henna designs of each others spider symbol

aunt maya did it for them

hobie will NEVER admit but he is a HUGE snuggler (also he'll never admit hes a fan of weezer)

Hobie is the parent of the friend group.

THEY ARE Black lab and golden retriver

After quitting Hobies watch slowly stops working so he started collecting small pieces of tech that were given to him by gwen and other friends who think miguel should pull the stick outta his ass and just let miles join *cough cough* sunspider *cough cough* so hobie makes the first version of the watch that gwen was given near the end of the movie, this first version has a time limit so when ever Hobie wants to go hang out with pravitr, miles or gwen (usually pravitr) he has to stay vigilent so he doesn't fucking die

and because of this and being homeless he rarely gets sleep

Pavitr and Hobie are either roughhousing when ever theyre around each other or Being a lovey dovey couple cause the fucks refuse to separate

Pavitrs type in men is tall guys with piercings and who dress androgynous his type in girls is usually gals who are the same height as him who are smart, have short hair, and can rock both the fem and masc style

Pavitrs and his Gf spilt up because they both realized they were going complete separate ways in life (she never wanted to have kids and Pav wanted kids one day) so they spilt but they are very very good friends still and are slightly queer platonic (Hobie is completely comfortable with this)

once Hobie shaved his head and when i tell you pavitr had Bisexual panic i mean it

even if the relationship was only platonic Hobie would still be heavily affectionate to Pav since thats his way of showing people he cares about them

Pav can be VERY bitey at times this annoys everyone except Hobie

Hobie writes cheesy ass love songs then plays them for pav but he never finishes them

Pavitr needs reminders that Hobie still wants to pursue a romantic relationship with him (similar to me lmao) Hobie is completely fine with this and reminds Pav when ever he needs to

Pav is a ACCIDENTAL shirt thief he forgets to give them back (same lol)

Aunt maya loves the entire group (even though they make her life slightly harder) and calls them little nicknames in arabic

here are the nicknames (Sry for the butchering im using google translate) Miles = العنكبوت الصغير Hobie = بريطاني gwen = فتاة ذكية and finally Pav = حمار (pavs is a tad mean but hes okay with it)

Hobie only lets the friend group call him Spider-punk, with anyone else? ON SIGHT ASS BEATING

Hobie AND Pav have abandonment issues just in two different fonts

Hobies gender envy sums up to Demonic shit and beings

Pav (by other people) has been described to be as loyal as a dog which can bite him in the ass based on the people hes friends with

heres a Gwen x Miles HC for your troubles, Gwen did the kiss thing except She stuck Miles to the ceiling and took off his mask to kiss him

Sun spider started teasing Pav about his and Hobies relationship kinda being like romeo and juilette after Hobie quit, just for shits and giggles (Pav didnt mind at all)

Charlotte calls Hobie hobo or faggot and Hobie calls her Slag or Dyke (They are NMLNM and NWLNW solidarity)

so a common interaction between the two would go like "sup fag" "hey dyke" then the two laugh about it

Hobie and Gwen have set a building on fire together like besties do

Miles asked Hobie if he liked Gwen and Hobie laughed and just said "Im gay bruv"

Gwen and Hobie (at first) COULD NOT handle eating in Pavs universe

Pavitr (when kissing) bites for some fucking reason he doesnt even understand the reason he has the impulse to bite his romantic partners

Sometimes Hobie just screams for no reason other than "fuck you miguel"

Hobie thinks we should get rid of the pride parades and just have riots (he has a bit of a point)

sometimes hobie will just carry people like they're wet cats (its mainly charlotte)

Charlotte and Pavitr had a Greece moment in which was of course ruined by Miguel

Basically SunSpider wanted all the deets about Pavitr and Hobie

Hobie calls Pavitr Pavi and Pavitr calls Hobie Hobs (sometimes)

[indigenous-character-tournament]

Indigenous Character Tournament

Round 1

The bracket was randomly generated with minor tweaking to balance it out since there are so many characters. Ties are allowed only when there is an exact 50/50 and in that case, the characters will move on as a team. Propaganda is allowed and encouraged! The polls of each bracket will last one week! Below are the match-ups in case it is hard to read the bracket! :)

Voting will start Monday, May 8th at 6:00 P.M. EST! The polls will be released in waves.

Bracket A

Eliza Maza (Gargoyles) vs Willie Jack (Reservation Dogs)

Sokka (Avatar: The Last Airbender) vs Kamakiri (One Piece)

Joseph (Blood Quantum) vs Fuzzy Mac (Grace Beside Me)

John Redcorn (King of the Hill) vs Clinton Skye (FBI: Most Wanted)

Travis Manawa (Fear the Walking Dead) vs Jessica Keynes (Miraculous Ladybug)

Artemy Burakh (Pathologic) vs Nakamura Kotan (Yuusha Dan)

Delsin Rowe (Infamous: Second Son) vs Moana (Moana)

Pike Dexter (Big Eden) vs Naru (Predator)

Victor Joseph (Smoke Signals) vs Volo (Pokemon Legends: Arceus)

Prince Ashitaka (Princess Mononoke) vs Kurapika Kurta (Hunter x Hunter)

Naranpa (Black Sun) vs Kirikou (Kirikou and the Sorceress)

Fredzilla (Big Hero 6) vs Margaret Kohere (Apex Legends)

Wyper (One Piece) vs Jenna Begay (Echo Project)

Kronk (The Emperor's New Groove) vs Rock (Nanbaka)

Ka'kwet (Anne with an E) vs Akita (Ninjago)

Tanis (Letterkenny) vs Caitlin (Mohawk Girls)

Bracket B

Asirpa (Golden Kamuy) vs Asterix (Asterix the Gaul)

Little Strongheart (My Little Pony) vs Atticus O'Sullivan (The Iron Druid)

Makoa Gibraltar (Apex Legends) vs Joss (Blood Quantum)

Kenai (Brother Bear) vs Ratonhnhaké:ton (Assassin’s Creed III)

Miyax/Julie (Julie of the Wolves) vs Massai (Fortnite)

Anna (Mohawk Girls) vs Princess Maya (Maya and the Three)

Izel (Onyx Equinox) vs Mercy Thompson (Mercy Thompson)

Charles Smith (Red Dead Redemption 2) vs Dr. Joshua "Strongbear" Sweet (Atlantis: The Lost Empire)

Lady Silence/Silna (The Terror) vs Dedue (Fire Emblem: Three Houses)

Koen West (Cleverman) vs Hau (Pokémon Sun and Moon)

Elora Danan Postoak (Reservation Dogs) vs Iduna (Frozen)

Zia (Mysterious Cities of Gold) vs Knuckles Thrash/Harley (Sleepless Domain)

Carlos Oliveira (Resident Evil series) vs Nainoa Flores (Sharks in the Time of Saviors)

Katara (Avatar: The Last Airbender) vs Little Creek (Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron)

Asta Twelvetrees (Resident Alien) vs Hototo (Appare-Ranman!)

Bracket C

Nate Kinski (Neighbours) vs Usui Horokeu/Horohoro (Shaman King)

Reki Kyan (SK8 the Infinity) vs Waruu West (Cleverman)

Mugen (Samurai Champloo) vs Sitka (Brother Bear)

Samantha Black Crow (American Gods) vs Sasappis (Ghosts CBS)

Nina Aroyo (A Snake Falls to Earth) vs Malakai Mitchell (Heartbreak High)

Echo Reverie (Friends at the Table) vs Nuna (Kisima Inŋitchuŋa)

Margu (Klaus) vs Raúl Cocolotl (Wendell & Wild)

Huā Chéng (Heaven Official's Blessing) vs Leilani (Indivisible)

Elatsoe Bride (Elatsoe) vs Tao (Mysterious Cities of Gold)

Scar (Fullmetal Alchemist) vs Jesse Cosay (Infinity Train)

Kalgara (One Piece) vs Molly Mabray (Molly of Denali)

Miko Kalani (Barbie) vs Tom Evans (Captain Canuck)

Nani Pelekai (Lilo & Stitch) vs Gideon Nav (The Locked Tomb)

Thomas Builds-the-Fire (Smoke Signals) vs Fiza (Daevabad Trilogy)

Tikal the Echidna (Sonic the Hedgehog) vs Greiger (Yu-Gi-Oh!)

Maya Lopez/Echo (Marvel comics) vs Bear Smallhill (Reservation Dogs)

Bracket D

Chakotay (Star Trek: Voyager) vs Piper McLean (Heroes of Olympus)

Emperor Kuzco (The Emperor's New Groove) vs Denahi (Brother Bear)

Ricky Baker (Hunt for the Wilderpeople) vs Kristoff (Frozen)

Serapio (Black Sun) vs Boy (Boy - 2010 film)

Inkarmat (Golden Kamuy) vs Geronimo Jr. (Cyborg 009)

Tanigaki Genjirō (Golden Kamuy) vs Betty (Infamous: Second Son)

Pacha (The Emperor's New Groove) vs JJ Jacobs (DImension 20)

Kaya'aton'my (American Girl) vs Danielle Moonstar/Mirage (Marvel comics)

Knuckles the Echidna (Sonic the Hedgehog) vs Sacagawea (Night at the Museum)

Débora (Cidade Invisível) vs Matthew Carver (Kagagi)

Papa-Capim (Turma da Mônica) vs Professor Kukui (Pokémon Sun and Moon)

Tainá (Tainá uma aventura na Amazônia) vs Nuna (Indivisible)

Ken Hotate (Parks and Recreation) vs Nizhoni (Race to the Sun)

Revali (The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild) vs Daunis Fontaine (Firekeeper's Daughter)

Korra (The Legend of Korra) vs Ch'ah Toh Almehen/Namor the Submariner (Black Panther: Wakanda Forever)

Tye Longshadow (Young Justice) vs Lilo Pelekai (Lilo & Stitch)

[girlbosswar]

ROUND 1 MASTERLIST

So uh… yea

No I didn’t actually include everybody submitted but I included most of them

Polls will go up around tomorrow at 4:00 PM CST

If you make any edits or art or whatever make sure to tag this account

SIDE ONE

Sharpay Evans (High School Musical) Vs. Misako Montgomery Garmadon (Ninjago: Masters of Spinjitzu)

Queen (deltarune) Vs. Tanya Degurechaff (Youjo Senki)

Reko Yabusame (Your Turn To Die -Death Game By Majority-) Vs. Mai Zenin (Jujutsu Kaisen)

Sunset Shimmer (My Little Pony: Equestria Girls) Vs. Scheherazade (One Thousand and One Nights)

Megaera (Hades) Vs. Clementine (The Walking Dead)

Agent 8 (Splatoon 2: Octo Expansion) Vs. Palutena (Kid Icarus)

Nobara Kugisaki (Jujutsu Kaisen) Vs. Amy Rose (Sonic the Hedgehog CD)

Lucretia (The Adventure Zone) Vs. Maya Fey (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney)

Phi (Zero Escape: Virtue’s Last Reward) Vs. Morganthe (Wizard 101)

Bo Peep (Toy Story) Vs. The Administrator (Team Fortress 2)

Audria Rose (Descendants) Vs. Chandrelle Stormblaze (The Hex)

Mion Sonozaki (Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni) Vs. Motoko Kusanagi (Ghost in the Shell)

F!Nefarious Tropy (Crash Bandicoot) Vs. Toriel (UNDERTALE)

Nagisa Misumi (Futari wa Precure) Vs. Aspheera (Ninjago)

Sara Chidouin (Your Turn To Die -Death Game By Majority-) Vs. Renée Minkowski (Wolf 359)

Callie (Splatoon) Vs. Romana (Doctor Who)

Marina (Splatoon 2) Vs. Junko Enoshima (Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc)

Jolyne Cujoh (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure) Vs. Kagami Tsurugi (Miraculous Ladybug)

Ema Skye (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney) Vs. Maki Zenin (Jujutsu Kaisen)

Edelgard von Hresvelg (Fire Emblem: Three Houses) Vs. Daisy (Super Mario Land)

Hinomori Shiso (Project Sekai: Colorful Stage) Vs. Nyota Uhura (Star Trek)

Regina George (Mean Girls) Vs. Lisa Lisa (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure)

Olivier Mira Armstrong (Fullmetal Alchemist) Vs. Yor Forger (Spy x Family)

Lady Iron Fan (Monkie Kid) Vs. Claire Elford (Witch’s Heart)

MEIKO (Vocaloid) Vs. Hornet (Hollow Night)

Franziska von Karma (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Justice for All) Vs. Prudence (Papa Louie)

Ningguang (Genshin Impact) Vs. Eleanor Shellstrop (The Good Place)

Buffy Anne Summers (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) Vs. Kokomi Teruhashi (The Disastrous Life of Saiki K)

Gertrude Robinson (The Magnus Archives) Vs. Larxene (Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories)

Tohru Honda (Fruits Basket) Vs. April O’Neil (ROTTMNT)

Sasha Waybright (Amphibia) Vs. Princess Carolyn (Bojack Horseman)

Madoka Kaname (Mahou Shoujo Madoka★Magica) Vs. Zora Salazar (Epithet Erased)

Reagan Ridley (Inside Job) Vs. Vera Oberlin (Monster Prom)

Jay Ferin (Just Roll With It) Vs. P.I.X.A.L (Ninjago)

Katherine Pierce (The Vampire Diaries) Vs. Monika (Doki Doki Literature Club)

Lumine (Genshin Impact) Vs. Korra (The Legend of Korra)

Bulma (Dragon Ball) Vs. Siobhan Roy (Succession)

Lady Macbeth (Macbeth) Vs. Alice (Zero Escape: Virtue’s Last Reward)

Susie (deltarune) Vs. Kim Wexler (Better Call Saul)

Fairy Godmother (Shrek 2) Vs. Kanaya Maryam (Homestuck)

Rumi Usagiyama (My Hero Academia) Vs. Jess Valenzuela (National Treasure: Edge of History)

Lauren Mallard (Welcome to Night Vale) Vs. Hitori Gotoh (Bocchi the Rock!)

Bayonetta (Bayonetta) Vs. Erza Scarlett (Fairy Tail)

Azula (Avatar: The Last Airbender) Vs. Banica Conchita (The Evillious Chronicles)

Frye (Splatoon 3) Vs. Piper McLean (Heroes of Olympus)

Ann Takamaki (Persona 5) Vs. Haru Okumura (Persona 5)

GLaDOS (Portal) Vs. Princess Leia (Star Wars)

Kyoko Sakura (Mahou Shoujo Madoka★Magica) Vs. Poison (Street Fighter)

Beidou (Genshin Impact) Vs. Gertrude Robinson (The Magnus Archives)

Clawdeen Wolf (Monster High) Vs. Chiemi Serizawa (Raging Loop)

Alcina Dimitrescu (Resident Evil) Vs. Lois Lane (DC)

Miss Piggy (The Muppets) Vs. Starlight Glimmer (My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

Lord Dominator (Wander Over Yonder) Vs. Homura Akemi (Mahou Shoujo Madoka★Magica)

Aradia Megido (Homestuck) Vs. Maika Halfwolf (Monstress)

Dahlia Hawthorne (Ace Attorney) Vs. Shiva (Final Fantasy)

Lucina (Fire Emblem) Vs. Jade Claymore (Willow)

Makima (Chainsaw Man) Vs. Marie (Splatoon)

Loona (Helluva Boss) Vs. Toph Beifong (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

SIDE TWO

Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid) Vs. Misa Amane (Death Note)

Opal Koboi (Artemis Fowl) Vs. Solar Flare (Plants vs. Zombies)

Mia Fey (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney) Vs. Fleabag (Fleabag)

Adagio Dazzle (My Little Pony: Equestria Girls – Rainbow Rocks) Vs. Agent 3 (Splatoon)

Yashiro Uzuki (The World Ends With You) Vs. Isabelle (Animal Crossing: New Leaf)

Panty Anarchy (Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt) Vs. Tabitha Chrysanthemum Scarlet (Scarlet Hollow)

Rosemaster (Cucumber Quest) Vs. Astrid Hofferson (How To Train Your Dragon)

Athena Cykes (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Dual Destinies) Vs. Lucifer (Helltaker)

Rapunzel (Tangled) Vs. Alana Bloom (Hannibal)

Nami (One Piece) Vs. Yukina Minato (BanG Dream!)

Nadja (What We Do in the Shadows) Vs. Kathryn Janeway (Star Trek)

Bridget (Guilty Gear) Vs. Liezel (Papa Louie)

Vriska Serket (Homestuck) Vs. Fish Mooney (Gotham)

Nina Cortex (Crash Bandicoot) Vs. Yosano Akiko (Bungo Stray Dogs)

Celestia Ludenberg (Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc) Vs. Chloé Bourgeois (Miraculous Ladybug)

Tsunade (Naruto) Vs. Helen Richardson (The Magnus Archives)

Akane Kurushiki (Zero Escape: 9 Hours 9 Persons 9 Doors) Vs. Violet Muller (Court of Darkness)

Mikasa Ackerman (Attack on Titan) Vs. Clementine (Stray)

Nancy Wheeler (Stranger Things) Vs. Katelyn (Aphmau)

Annabeth Chase (Heroes of Olympus) Vs. Test Tube (Inanimate Insanity)

Tifa Lockheart (Final Fantasy VII) Vs. Jinx (League of Legends)

Jude Duarte (The Folk of the Air) Vs. Lotus (Zero Escape: 9 Hours 9 Persons 9 Doors)

Yang Xiao Long (RWBY) Vs. Dark Noël (Shadows Over Loathing)

Her Imperious Condescension (Homestuck) Vs. Kitty Softpaws (Puss and Boots)

Boss (AI: The Somnium Files) Vs. Nathalie Sancoeur (Miraculous Ladybug)

Coco Adel (RWBY) Vs. Mary Katherine Blackwood (We Have Always Lived in the Castle)

Harumi (Ninjago) Vs. Tina Templeton (The Boss Baby: Family Business)

Nya (NInjago) Vs. Lady with an Ermine (Leonardo da Vinci)

Edalyn Clawthorne (The Owl House) Vs. Leslie Barbara Knope (Parks and Recreation)

Kanon Tachibana (NEO: The World Ends With You) Vs. Darling Charming (Ever After High)

Pearl (Splatoon 2) Vs. Amelia (The Amelia Project)

Mira (Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma) Vs. Carmelita Montoya Fox (Sly Cooper)

Hollyberry Cookie (Cookie Run) Vs. Vex’ahlia (Critical Role)

Yumeko Jabami (Kakegurui) Vs. Queen (Chess)

Lup (The Adventure Zone) Vs. Moonshine Cybin (Not Another D&D Podcast)

Taiga Aisaka (Toradora!) Vs. Sweetheart (OMORI)

Sister Beatrice (Warrior Nun) Vs. Millie (Helluva Boss)

Katara (Avatar: The Last Airbender) Vs. Kyoko Kirigiri (Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc)

Samus Aran (Metroid) Vs. Amelia Hughes (Infinity Train)

Mari Ohara (Love Live!) Vs. Clover (Zero Escape: 9 Hours 9 Persons 9 Doors)

Pomegranate Cookie (Cookie Run) Vs. Jessie (Pokémon)

Fiona (Shrek) Vs. Asuka Langley Soryu (Neon Genesis Evangelion)

Dana Cardinal (Welcome to Night Vale) Vs. Zakuro Fujiwara (Tokyo Mew Mew)

Aqua (Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep) Vs. Rose Lalonde (Homestuck)

Nadia Vulvokov (Russian Doll) Vs. Tron Bonne (Megaman)

Lucille Sharpe (Crimson Peak) Vs. Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg (Ride the Cyclone)

Statue of Liberty (USA) Vs. Undyne (UNDERTALE)

Ryūko Matoi (Kill la Kill) Vs. Bea Bottom (Something Rotten)

Mari (OMORI) Vs. Petra (Minecraft: Story Mode)

The Manger (The Hotel) Vs. Rosalina (Super Mario Galaxy)

Mamimi Samejima (FLCL) Vs. Weiss Schnee (RWBY)

Miriam Maisel (The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel) Vs. Elizabert Megafig (Bugsnax)

Cleo de Nile (Monster High) Vs. Green Shadow (Plants vs. Zombies)

Quinn (Papa Louie) Vs. Skylor Chen (Ninjago)

Barbie (Barbie) Vs. Shiver (Splatoon 3)

Cynthia (Pokémon) Vs. Kaede Akamatsu (Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony)

[peonyblossom]

Ships I'll Write For

for reference :)

Pixelberry

Alpha

m!Channing Lowe x m!MC (Kalani Mochizuki)

America's Most Eligible

Carson Stewart x f!MC (Juliet James)

Blades of Light and Shadow

Nia Ellarious x f!human!MC (Iris of Riverbend)

Valax x f!human!MC (Iris of Riverbend)

Mal Volari x Tyril Starfury

Mal Volari x Tyril Starfury x m!elf!MC (Hades Nightbloom)

Bloodbound

Adrian Raines x Gaius Augustine

Dirty Little Secrets

m!Carpenter (Emmett King) x m!MC (Brooklyn Peters)

High School Story

Wes Porter x Ezra Mitchell

Payton Saunders x f!MC (Lola Williams)

Michael Harrison x nb!MC (Jamie Baxter)

Mia Warren x Katherine

Hollywood U

Thomas Hunt x f/nb!MC (Jackie Winters)

Hot Couture

Marco Di Vincenzo x f!MC (Analise Moore)

Immortal Desires

m!Cas x m!Gabe x nb!MC (Reese O'Malley)

It Lives Anthology

Noah Marshall x m!MC (Harry Spear)

Noah Marshall x Connor Green

Connor Green x m!MC (Jesse Harrison)

Ava Cunningham x f!MC (Raven Adams)

Stacy Green x f!MC (Ivy Lovelace)

Imogen Wescott x f!MC (Fiona Vance)

Tom Sato x m!MC (River Vance)

Danni Asturias x f!MC (Merliah Vance)

Abel Flint x nb!MC (Ollie Bridgers)

Lincoln Aquino x nb!MC (Keagan Burke)

Amalia de León x nb!MC (Lottie Hamilton)

Jocelyn Wu x f!MC (Eleanor Wilkins) (slowburn)

Matthias McQuoid x m!OC (Ezra Wilkins)

Open Heart

Ethan Ramsey x m!MC (Sydney Valentine)

Ethan Ramsey x Tobias Carrick

Aurora Emery x Sienna Trinh

Queen B

Zoey Wade x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)

Ian Kingsley x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)

Untameable Anthology

m!Kit Jackson x m!MC (Jules Rojas)

Mandy Martinez x Ryder Wilson x m!MC (Barrett Kemp)

Grey's Anatomy/Station 19

Mark Sloan x Jackson Avery x Lexi Grey

Mark Sloan x Jackson Avery

Meredith Grey x Derek Shepherd

Meredith Grey x Andy Herrera

Victoria Hughes x Lucas Ripley

Izzie Stevens x Denny Duquette

Ben Warren x Miranda Bailey

Cristina Yang x Teddy Altman

Maya Bishop x Carina DeLuca

[mcsm-confessions]

Hot take but MAN I really wished there were more artists or just members in general who did more with the female characters from mcsm, and not just all of them just even a handful would be nice because I’m sorry to say this but aside from like a few of them, I really just do NOT care about the male characters in the slightest and that includes male Jesse (except for yellow suspenders, he’s done nothing wrong) like I’m sorry but even if I were to dissect them under a microscope at the end of the day they’re just, there to me.

But the female cast in the other hand, asides from just hating ONE of them, most of them have SO much potential to be used in stuff like AUs or even Fan Art but for most people to blatantly ignore that is INSANE. I think with my mindset being this way since I am in other fan bases (mostly as an observer) where most fans actually pay attention to the female characters (Genshin, Honkai Star Rail, PreCure, Love Live, Idolmaster, or any media with a large amount of female characters in it) and going here is WHIPLASH LIKE EXCUSE ME?

And to bring up shipping, why is that aside from Jesstra most sapphic ships are blatantly ignored for (I’m sorry to say this) Jesskas, the ship that’s the equivalent of stale bread with a glass of lukewarm tap water, not even filtered and crispy. Like the fandom treats the pairing as the holy grail of “perfect” (by making Lukas blander than saltine crackers because we can’t possibly have his sassiness corrupting the innocent green suspenders Jesse (aka making it actually interesting) oh, no, no, no! Thou shan’t be!) like god forbid y’all see someone Maya and Fem!Jesse, Olivia and Petra, Nell and Emily, Harper and Ellegaard (look I know Harper and Ivor are a thing and love them but Harper x Ellegaard is a thing), hell even het ships like Fem!Jesse x Axel, because it’s not your stale white bread of a ship. Like sorry if my insulting this ship but it’s true and cannot hold back anymore.

But besides that I really wish there was more content of the female characters even if it’s just two others and it doesn’t even have to be serious or canon abiding content! Do silly shit, do shit like idk them at the beach, self insert POV or just in different situations whether it’s just for fun or an AU.

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[rp-partnerfinder]

Hi hi! I’m looking for 18+ writing partners in a few different fandoms. I will have pairings that I’m interested in listed below, the characters with a * mark is who I’d be interested in writing as.

These fandoms are…

•Stranger Things

*Chrissy x Steve

*Chrissy x Eddie

*Max x Eddie (platonic)

*Max x Steve (platonic)

*Max x *Nancy (platonic)

Steve x *Nancy

Steve x *Robin (platonic)

Eddie x *Nancy

*Nancy x Jonathan

•The Last Of Us

Joel x *Ellie (platonic)

Ellie x *OC

Joel x *OC (romantic or platonic)

•Gilmore Girls

*Rory x Lorelai (platonic, of course)

*Rory x Dean

*Rory x Jess

*OC x Rory, Dean or Jess

•Girl Meets World

*Maya x *Riley (platonic or romantic)

*Maya x Lucas

*Riley x Lucas

(All characters will be aged up 18+ !)

In terms of writing styles, I'm quite adaptable and am willing to write with anyone within the semi-literate to novella range. I have a preference for Discord to plot and write. (Though I’m not at all opposed to other platforms). If you’re interested, please leave a like on this post and I’ll DM you! I look forward to chatting with you:)

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[goldnhrs]

hello! i finally have some free time ahead of me and have been dyinggggg to write. i'm looking for 21+ partners to write with on discord & open to m/f & f/f ships! below are some wanted fcs, wanted opps and fandom ships that i would love soooo if you are interested please feel free to shoot me a message or like this and i'll reach out ♡

wanted fcs:

sabrina carpenter, madelyn cline, sydney sweeney, olivia rodrigo, camila mendes, lola tung, camila morrone, abigail cowen, margot robbie, simone ashley, greta onieogou, zoey deutch, lily collins, ana de armas, kristine froseth, jessica alexander, olivia holt, maude apatow, florence pugh, halle bailey, laura harrier, dua lipa, kaia gerber, madelaine petsch, dakota johnson, blake lively, lily james, alisha boe

wanted opposites:

drew starkey, harry styles, jeremy allen white, glen powell, pedro pascal, renee rapp, joe keery, maya hawke, oscar isaac, austin butler, theo james, chris evans, sebastian stan, christopher briney, jonathan bailey, jacob elordi, michael evans behling, bill skarsgard, mason gooding, cillian murphy, jonah hauer king, joe burrow, dylan o'brien, damian hardung, penn badgley, michael b jordan, barry keoghan, + any from my wanted fcs

fandom ships: (bolded is my preference)

haley james x nathan scott , sarah cameron x john b routledge , sarah cameron x jj maybank, rory gilmore x jess mariano, nancy wheeler x steve harrington, kate sharma x anthony bridgerton, summer roberts x seth cohen, marissa cooper x ryan atwood, joey potter x pacey witter, belly conklin x conrad fisher, ruby bell x james beaufort, padme amidala x anakin skywalker, daisy jones x billy dunne, gwen stacy x peter parker (tasm), elena gilbert x stefan salvatore, serena van der woodsen x nate archibald

[randomthingsthatidointhedaytime]

Permission to ramble about any MCSM character you’d like 🫡

oh- Urm hmmm PERMISSION GRANTED

Aiden. Let's chat about that fucker. Oops- !!spoilers about Mcsm!!

I like how he can get mad at some silliest things, he's just so... OAHDJSHX I love him sm, he's so damn idiotic and silly, I also like how if you take him with you he talks about how sorry he was and how he'll become a writer, Im happy that he at least was mentioned in season 2.

HC ALERT, srry

He uses gel to slick back his hair and he always gets ready in the day

He has a temper problem

Magnus is his favorite member, it's literally obvious, I don't think it's not obvious

The spot where his tooth was punched out is still empty, maybe it grew back- IDFK

He secretly cares about Gill, even though he usually pushes him around, he treats Maya a little differently than him,... IVE NEVER DONE A HC THING IM SORRY OK

The unused voice lines of his show that he cares about Lukas during the Witherstorm arc, maybe even... A small crush?

Later on after the sky city incident, he obviously becomes a writer, he writes poems about stuff he likes and cares about. After hearing about how Lukas has a better reputation than him, jealousy hit again, blah blah blah and he started even trying harder to get popular than him.

AOUGH, I WANNA THINK HE RETURNS TO BEACONTOWN WITH MAYA AND GILL AFTER SEASON 2.

Erm... I have OC x Aiden HC... HAHA HAVE SOME EVEN THOUGH YALL DONT CARE 💅

Spoilers again-

When Jesse was like fighting Aiden, Menixa somehow DOTN ASK ME, she like flies off the ledge, and for a millisecond, Aiden quickly grabs her and pulls her up, she hugs him as she was shivering with fear, she thanks him a bunch as Jesse realizes maybe that Aiden not so bad after all

AOHS, Aiden and Menixa have like a enemy type of relationship, they always push each other around and stuff

Menixa's ex boyfriend is Floyd, a guy who she fell for his handsomeness, he was a sweet guy but he quickly hated her after Menixa dumped him after SHE found out he cheated on her.

Aiden gives Menixa his jacket when she's cold or it's raining, because she usually wears her tank top all the time in Beacon town or during any adventure with her "armour" on.

Whenever Menixa like, runs her fingers through her hair, it always strikes Aiden's heart, he has a thing for that. NOT IN A BAD WAY HOLY-

Ummm that's it I think

Bonus: Menixa is a complete Gaga person or how TF you call them, for bad boys.

AHEM, Aiden is like a bad boy, but slightly good.

Yeah silly blocky people and FUCKING AIDEN

Yw 😁

[joequinnisgod]

(I Just) Died In Your Arms (Requested)

Part I Part II Part III

Pairing: Joseph Quinn x reader (as best friends)

Request: hiii, I’d like to request a story in which Joe and reader are best friends and they go on a weekend trip with other members of the ST cast and maybe the reader just got out of a relationship so she’s confused about her feelings and Joe and reader somehow end up sleeping together and the reader suggests that they just forget it but Joe's kinda hurt cause he’s liked reader for a while now?

Warnings: rpf, angst, smut (PIV, kinda unprotected – birth control), being confused about feelings, idk what else..?

Word count: 4,1k

A/N: Thank you for the patience to the dear requester!! I got inspiration from Cutting Crew's "(I Just) Died In Your Arms" (btw that song is the perfect song to ever exist), 10/10 recommend listening to it while reading :)

A sweet escape in a wooden holiday house with your friends in the peaceful and quiet landscape, just two hours from London; probably what you needed the most after the past few days.

Last Saturday, when you were hanging out with Joseph, Maya, Jamie and Jess, you decided to go on a trip for this weekend after a long week full of work for everyone.

"Who's sleeping where?" You asked stepping inside the house with your suitcase in your hand.

"Jess and I can take the downstairs room."

"How about the balcony bedroom for us?" Maya looked at you as she took her shoes off.

"Sure." You smiled.

"So I'm sleeping alone?" Joseph stood at the entrance.

"Looks like it." You laughed at his disappointed, childish tone.

After taking your suitcase to the room, you decided to look around the house a little. The dark wooden floors matched the walls, but the natural light of the slowly setting sun coming through the big windows compensated the dark tones. A few pictures hung on the walls, bringing a little life to each room. The kitchen and living room area was quite spacious; it had enough space for a kitchen island, and a big couch with two armchairs. A sliding glass door lead to the terrace, which had outdoor furniture, a fire pit and a small outdoor kitchen.

After unpacking and getting settled in the rooms, slowly everyone claimed their seats on the outdoor furniture, around the fire pit.

"Should we start making dinner?" You asked as you poked your head outside, about to grab the groceries you bought on the way.

"Yeah, I'm starving." Maya nodded.

"I'll light the fire pit." Joseph rose from his seat, walking to the kindling.

You took the vegetables, the sausages, the meat, the bread and the marshmallows outside and put it on the big wooden table. After grabbing knives and a cutting board, you washed the vegetables in the sink and started dicing them with Maya. Jess brought plates and silverware outside and started preparing the meat, while Jamie and Joseph brought a few drinks outside and made sure the fire didn't go out.

About an hour later everyone was sitting around the fire pit, having dinner and the time of their lives.

"It's a shame the others couldn't make it. They're truly missing out." Implied Jess that Joe, Maika, Natalia and Charlie couldn't come to the trip.

"Wait, how come you didn't bring Jason? I thought you two were gonna be all over each other all weekend." Jamie said in a teasing tone as he eyed you with curious eyes. The question made you nearly choke on your drink as you were glad you could finally get him off your mind for a little while.

"Well, umm..we're not really together anymore. We broke up." You said, examining the drink you had in your hand.

"What? What happened?" The smile disappeared from his face instantly.

"A few days ago I found out he cheated on me."

"What the hell? How are you feeling?" Jess put her hand on your knee with a worried expression on her face.

"I'm still kind of processing, but I'll be fine, don't worry." You let out a soft laugh as you looked up. Right when you did, you caught Jamie nudging Joseph's knee with his own, whose eyes were already on you. It was weird, but you didn't pay much attention to it. "I'll take the dishes in." You said upon noticing the empty plates, an opportunity to escape from the prying eyes. After collecting the dishes from everyone the others shared a worried look as you walked inside the house.

Placing the dishes on the counter, next to the sink, you felt a few tears well up in your eyes. You quickly blinked them away when you heard the sliding door open.

"Hey, are you okay, love?" You heard Joseph's voice from behind you.

"Yeah, of course."

"Are you sure?"

"I am, Joseph. Don't worry." You turned around to look at him, forcing a smile on your face.

"If you need anything let me know, yeah?"

"Okay. Thank you. Don't pity me, though, I don't need that. Like, it's not even that I'm sad. I mean, we'd only been together for three months. I'm just angry…and frustrated. Did he really think he could just get away with it? Did he really think I'm that stupid? That I wouldn't find out? And then he came to my apartment, having the audacity to tell me it's not that deep? That fucking asshole."

Upon finishing the sentence, your vision was blurry due to the forming tears. You tried to blink them away again, this time unsuccessfully; a few of them rolled down your cheeks. Knowing Joseph had noticed them, you weren't so quick to wipe them away, since there was no point in hiding them anymore. He walked around the kitchen island and hugged you. With one of his hands rubbing your back and his other one on the back of your head, you couldn't stop the tears from rolling down your cheeks.

"I'm sorry, I just haven't talked about this with anyone, I haven't even told no one that we broke up." You murmured into his chest while slowly straightening your posture, noticing the dark, wet patches on his shirt. "I stained your shirt."

"It's okay, love." He smiled as he wiped your cheeks with his thumbs.

"I'm sorry."

"Stop apologising. Are you feeling better?"

"I am. Thank you." A genuine smile spread on your face this time. "I uh..I gotta do the dishes." You said lowly when silence took over the room, eye contact remaining strong between you.

"Do you need any help?"

"I'm good, thanks...I just wanna be alone for a few minutes if that's okay."

"Yeah, yeah, of course. Let me know if you need anything."

"Thank you. I'll be out right out."

A few hours later the night sky was pitch black, letting the Moon and the stars shine brightly. The fire and the soft light of the outside lamps painted orange tones on the terrace and on your faces. The warmth of the fire and a sweatshirt you had brought out overtime helped you stay warm in the cool, light breeze of the night. As the hour hand was closer and closer to twelve, your yawns became more frequent, your eyelids grew heavier and your words blurred together more than usual. When you couldn't fight the sleepiness anymore, you decided it was time to go to bed.

"It's getting pretty late, I think I'll head upstairs." You stood up and stretched.

"I'll be up in a little." Said Maya.

"Okay. Good night, guys." You smiled.

Sleep was avoiding you from miles that night, even though you felt tired. Maya was long asleep beside you when you still hadn't slept a blink of an eye. The thoughts in your head were racing, mostly about the breakup and the feeling of uncertainty, but the loudening thunders didn't help you fall asleep either. After hours of tossing between the sheets, you got out of bed, your legs leading you towards the bedroom door. You went downstairs to the kitchen to get some water, hoping it would help. The room was unusually bright; it was illuminated by lightnings every once in a while and a fainter light coming from outside. Curiosity took over you and led you to the glass door to look outside.

Upon the sliding of the door Joseph jumped a little in his seat, lifting his stare from the fire towards the source of the sound.

"Guarding the fire?" You chuckled as you walked to sit in the chair next to him. He smiled at your question and rested his gaze on the fire again.

"Just thinking. What about you?"

"Couldn't sleep. Too many thoughts in my head."

The crackle of the fire, the crepitation of somewhat distant grasshoppers and a few thunders interrupted the comfortable silence.

"Thanks for not telling the others about my hysterical rant earlier." Your fingers started fidgeting with the armrest of the wooden chair.

"No worries. And it wasn't hysterical..but...can I ask you a question?" He asked hesitantly.

"You can ask even two."

"How come you haven't told anyone about the breakup?"

"Well..it's only been a couple days, plus, I just didn't know how to. Like there's just no correct way of saying that, right? 'Guess what, Jason and I are no longer together, 'cause he fucking cheated.' Like you don't say that."

"Right, I'll give you that one."

Over the few minutes you'd spent outside, the thunders and lightnings became more frequent, but you only realised that, when the rain started pouring suddenly.

"Shit, let's get inside before we soak." You chuckled while grabbing the few bottles from the ground and throwing them in the garbage while Joseph put the fire out.

Inside, you turned on the floor lamp next to the couch so the brightness wouldn't be so harsh.

"Do you want a sandwich?" You whispered.

"I could eat."

"So..if you don't mind me asking...what kept you up for this long?" You asked Joseph as you started making the sandwiches.

"It doesn't matter. It's stupid." He stated after hesitating for a few seconds.

"It's most certainly not if it kept you up nearly 'til 3 in the morning."

"I, uh, don't really wanna talk about it."

"Alright, but I'm here if you change your mind. Bon appetit." You smiled and handed him a plate with his sandwich on it.

"Thank you, love."

You ate in the comfortable silence that was occasionally broken by the sound of the thunderstorm and the faint snores that came from the downstairs bedroom. You started at the black countertop lost in your thoughts, while unbeknownst to you, Joseph was carefully eyeing you, trying to not make it too obvious and get your attention with it. Once he finished his sandwich he rose from his seat and took his plate to the sink. Upon noticing how you had zoned out, he took the empty plate from you and placed it in the sink as well.

"Thanks." You looked up at him as his action snapped you back into reality. Following a bright lightning and a loud thunder, the room became dark.

"Looks like power's out."

"Well, it must be a sign for us to go to bed. It's late, go and try getting some sleep, love." He put his hands on your shoulders and gave them a light squeeze.

"You too. Take a warm shower. You've been sitting outside for ages and it's kinda cold."

Your caring words made him smile before pulling you into a hug. Your hand soothed his back as he rested his head on top of yours.

"Good night, Joseph." You whispered against his chest.

"Good night, love. Get some rest, you deserve it." He leaned back and cupped your face to press a kiss on your forehead. When you were face to face again, the eye contact was an unbreakable bond between you as the silence and tension grew thicker with each second passing by. Your eyes diverted to his lips for a quick moment which didn't go unnoticed by him. His eyes fell on your slightly parted lips as well, before you both started leaning in slowly and carefully, unsure about the other's reaction.

"I'm not sure if this is a good idea." Joseph whispered against your lips. "Considering the fact..that you just got out of a relationship..and you're hurt...I don't wanna take advantage."

"Shh, just..just stay quiet." You put your finger on his lips.

"Seriously, love..you may regret it in the morning."

"And you? You could regret it in the morning, too."

"I'm not afraid of that happening. I just don't wanna–"

You cut him off by placing your lips on top of his gently. After a few seconds of resting your lips on his, you pulled back and opened your eyes. Your gaze found his, both of you searching for any signs of discomfort or regret on each other's face. He suddenly captured your lips again, this time with more passion and courage. Your lips started to move against his, while your hands found their places on his chest.

"Maybe we really shouldn't do this." You managed to get the words out.

"Tell me to stop and I will." He whispered quickly, breaking the kiss for a second before connecting your lips again. When you stayed silent and continued to kiss him, he grabbed you by your hips and put you on the kitchen counter. He stood between your parted legs with one hand on your thigh, stroking it, the other in your hair. Quiet gasps mixing with heavy breaths and the sound of your lips moving against each other filled the room. Your hands found the hem of his shirt dragging it up and pulling it over his head. Your lips found each other again as soon as his shirt hit the floor. His fingers crawled up on your skin beneath your shirt, the sudden coldness right under your chest making you jump a little. Joseph's lips found your neck, showering it with kisses, while you couldn't stop the thoughts racing in your mind.

Was this the right thing to do? What if this will ruin your friendship and make it all awkward? What's gonna happen in the morning? What if one of you's gonna get hurt? Is this what you need to get over Jason?

The questions dissolved from your head when he pressed himself against your clothed core, letting you feel just how eager he was. You decided to not think about the consequences and the possible outcomes of the situation.

He gripped the bottom of your shirt, pulled it over your head and tossed it down onto the floor, on top of his own. His gaze fell on your now exposed chest and he leaned forward to press kisses above your breasts teasingly. He made his way further and further down, until he reached your nipples, kissing them gently. When you grew impatient, your hands started working on his belt, then the button of his jeans. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of your shorts and pulled them down as you lifted your hips from the counter a bit to help him.

"What if the others catch us?" You chuckled lowly as you imagined the possible reactions you could get.

"They won't. Everyone's asleep. But they definitely wouldn't let us live it down." He murmured while sliding his jeans down and letting them pool around his ankles. "Shit..do you have a condom?"

"Yeah, 'cause I was definitely planning on having sex with someone this weekend." Your voice was dripping in sarcasm. "I'm on the pill, though. It's okay."

That was all Joseph needed to hear. He pushed his boxers down and took his cock in his hand, giving it a few tugs before positioning himself closer between your legs. His other hand was resting on your waist, but he let it slide down on your butt as his tip came in contact with your wet and warm core.

"We can still stop." He said between shaky breaths.

"Just get in me, please Joseph. I need this. I need you." You wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist.

He slowly pushed himself in, stretching your walls around him. When he was all the way inside you, both of you let out a quiet moan, trying to keep the noise down so the others wouldn't wake up. The risk of getting caught only made the situation even more exciting and it made Joseph dictate a rather quick tempo at first.

"Shit, slow down. Your balls are slapping against me, it's loud. We're gonna wake them." You giggled.

"Sorry." He chuckled and slowed his pace, choosing to go slower and deeper. "Fuck, baby...you feel so good."

The new, stronger sensation and the feeling of his cool chains against your skin made you remove one of your arms from around his neck to grip the edge of the counter, making your knuckles slowly turning white. Your lips were right next to his ears, letting him hear every little shake of your breaths and all the small whimpers and whines that escaped your throat.

The storm outside didn't seem like it was going to quiet down any time soon; the frequent lightnings lit up the room regularly, which were followed by the loud thunders, all while the pouring rain was hitting the window loudly. It was the perfect representation of what was going on in your mind. The nasty thoughts and feelings began creeping up on you once again, while the state of euphoria was getting closer and closer. Joseph's deep moan pulled you from the chaos of your mind to the chaos of the reality. Sweat was building up on your skin and you could feel his back becoming a tad clammy.

"I'm close, Joe." You whispered before accidentally letting out a louder gasp as he hit your g-spot.

"Shh, it's okay, love. Just don't wake the others."

As he repeatedly hit the spot, your moans grew somewhat uncontrollable, resulting in him covering your mouth with one of his hands with a satisfied smirk on his face. You tried to let him know when you were about to cum, but that attempt was unsuccessful due to his hand. Your back arched as your high washed over you with your fingernails leaving deep marks on his back. Your orgasm triggered his own, making him release a deep moan and still his hips after a few thrusts. The hotness of his release only intensified your passing high, your nails digging into his skin once again.

Your heavy breaths mixed after he removed his hand from your mouth and rested his forehead against yours, lips only an inch apart. Suddenly the weight of the situation came crushing down on you; you just had sex with Joseph. With one of your best friends. You wanted to ask him so many questions, but your voice failed you. After your breathing and pulse slowed down to its original pace, you slowly unwrapped your arms and legs from around him.

"Are you okay?" He tried looking for your eyes in the darkness.

"Mhmm. Are you?" Whispers left your lips.

"Yeah." He bent down to pull his clothes back up and take your shirts from the floor.

"What the hell?" You both heard a low voice come from the hallway.

"Shit." You heard Joseph curse.

You quickly put your shirt back on and hopped down from the counter, your legs almost betraying you. When you heard the clicking of the light switch, your heart missed a beat, but thankfully, the power hadn't come back yet. Your heartbeat intensified again, not knowing what is going to happen. You didn't even dare to breathe, you just waited. The sound of Joseph's keys hitting the ground as it fell out of his pocket felt deafening in the situation.

"Who is it?" You heard Jamie's voice.

"Uh, it's just me." Joseph answered. You carefully creeped your way around to the staircase, trying to not make any sounds. Just when you thought you could easily sneak back into your room, the wooden stair betrayed you; it squeaked as you put your foot on it. You froze for a second but heard Joseph's cough, his attempt of masking the sound or at least get Jamie's attention.

"This bloody storm woke me." Jamie said.

"Yeah, same. I couldn't sleep 'cause of it."

When you reached the top of the staircase, you hurried to the bedroom you shared with Maya. It took a while for you to calm down and fall asleep, but eventually tiredness took over you.

The next morning you were woken up by the quiet curse words that left Maya's lips as she was looking for something.

"What time is it?" You groaned tiredly.

"Shit, I'm sorry. It's 8:30. And I left my favourite shirt at home."

"It's okay. Are the others up?"

"I don't know about Jamie and Jess, but I ran into Joseph in the hallway a few minutes ago. He looked pretty tired. Must be the storm, it also woked me up. Where were you, though?"

Your eyes shot open upon hearing her question.

"I woke up, too, I went downstairs for a bit."

Trying to escape from the situation and further questions, you quickly got out of bed and went to the bathroom before going downstairs to get some breakfast.

"Good morning." You greeted Jess and Jamie, who were in the kitchen, eating.

"Morning." They smiled back at you. "Did the storm keep you up at night, too? Jamie couldn't sleep because of it."

"Yeah, for a bit it did. I fell asleep pretty late."

You explained as you walked to the fridge. The terrace door opened, Joseph walking in after finishing his cigarette.

"Good morning." He said after a moment of eyeing you, last night's events on his mind immediately.

"Good morning." You said as you looked in his eyes for a quick second, trying to rather avoid eye contact with him. "What's the plan for today? It's raining pretty heavily." You glanced at the couple sitting on the other side of the island.

"Maybe it's the best if we stay inside. I found Monopoly in the cabinet under the TV."

You smiled at Jamie's childlike enthusiasm and started preparing breakfast.

"Have you had breakfast yet?" You looked up at Joseph, your conscience making you ask him.

"No, not yet."

"Scrambled eggs?"

"That's fine..thanks."

The day went by quietly and calmly. The rain quieted down a bit but not entirely. You tried to make the least interaction with Joseph, as your were still confused about what happened. You didn't exactly regret it, you just didn't know what it meant for him and for your friendship. It scared you.

You were in the kitchen, doing the dishes when Joseph stepped to the fridge, next to you, to grab a bottle of beer.

"Can we talk?" He asked quietly as he opened his drink.

"About what?" You tried playing dumb, hoping it would save you from the awkward, somewhat unwanted situation.

"You know exactly. About what happened right here last night." When you didn't respond, he continued. "I'll go out for a smoke, come after me." He walked to the couch and placed his drink on the coffee table. He took the pack of cigarettes from his pocket and went outside to the covered patio. You finished the dishes and put them aside so they could dry before heading out to follow him. First you just stood side by side, waiting for the other to say something.

"Do you regret it?" His curious, shy tone broke the sound of the rain as he was starting into the distance. You hesitated, unsure about your feelings.

"I don't know...I don't want it to ruin our friendship, though."

"What if..maybe...there could be, uh, more than friendship between us?" He stuttered, lifting his gaze up at you for a moment. "Not from right now, of course, but with time maybe?" He tested the waters while nervously examining the floor.

"I don't know, Joseph." You crossed your arms, earning a sigh from him. "Look, I'm confused..I definitely don't want to hurt you. And..I'm somewhat scared, 'cause I don't regret last night. But, for now...maybe it's best if we just forget it."

He looked at you again, this time with disappointment and frustration in his eyes. He wasn't going to beg you or make you feel pressured, but asking him to pretend last night didn't mean anything to him was almost entirely impossible. He understood your feelings – or at least he tried to –, but he needed you to understand him as well.

"Do you really want me to pretend nothing happened?"

"This isn't easy for me either, but it might hurt us even more if we just jump into this."

"Alright, if that's what you want." He said with an empty expression on his face upon noticing you're not ready understand him yet, too busy with figuring out your own feelings. Choosing not to complicate the situation further more, he simply put out his cigarette and went inside, leaving you alone, with your thoughts.

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