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akwardlydifficult · 4 months

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I want to draw. I want to paint. I want to sew. I want to quilt. I want to program. I want write. I want to decorate. I want to converse. I want to love. I want to make art. I want everything that humanity can give me. I want to swallow the world whole. I want to love.

#yearning #hopecore #love #what do i even want to do in life #i do nothing with my ability to do everything #look where its got me #a sad blog on tumblr where i pour my soul out #i hope the ones and zeros like my words #maybe theyll shed a tear for me...

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arkiwii · 6 months

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very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around

have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along

#i'll elaborate #firstly it's ok if you headcanon this i don't want to invalidate what people think #it's just that I think it's a fanon joke that have been going around for way too long #and I can't help but shed a small tear when I see people really headcanoning it #I personally think it's way more interesting if we consider that they never had something going on before Lone Trail #mostly because it's weird that they started dating in like some months when they barely knew or saw each other #but also because it adds nothing but just makes things even more harder for them #my personal headcanon is that Silence was maybe having feelings for Saria but like #you know these very premature feelings #like just “oh wow she's pretty and nice”#but nothing like really deep #but they never had anything going on before the diabolic crisis #and after lone trail after they made up and saw each other's true person #they start to actually get real feelings #I'm just complaining but I've been still seeing it around somehow and it's sad to me that this joke became a fact for many people #there's still a lot of fanfics about how they had been dating and now they're on bad terms #I think that going on the “they're exes” route is way too easy and actually hides the potential and interesting reason #of why Silence was mad at Saria #it's not because she hates Saria or blame her #it's because she's mad at herself for being so weak #really making them appear as exes just hides this really interesting truth and makes it all seem to be a sad love story #consider that they never had any of this and that this tension between them is because they blame themselves!!#their story is not a love story but above all a story about self love and acceptance #just my two cents enjoy my rambling i go back to bed now #(not putting this in the main tag I don't want to start a war I'm just rambling)

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rosetterer · 3 months

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tommy's not-so-guilty pleasure music is anything by journey and no I will not elaborate on that

#i will elaborate on it #just a little #don't stop believing is his go-to karaoke song and maybe he's shed some tears to faithfully #bucktommy #tommy kinard #i don't even know why but he feels like the kind of guy that would listen to journey #idek what this isssssssssssssssss #headcanons #i guess #OH AND MOTHER FATHER IS THE SONG THAT MAKES HIM THINK OF HIS LIFE AS A KID SO HE LOVES THE SONG BUT CAN'T BRING HIMSELF TO LISTEN TO IT

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crystallakec · 1 year

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hello this is the anon talking ab ur selfship from before!! here is a quick doodle of your handsome mascot and mr thragg before i go hide in your tumblr again!!!

https://ibb.co/HKmnSd5

HUEEEEEEEEE WUGHEEEEE AAAAAHHH.....A HEEM HEEM......WHIMPER..........WUEEEEEEEEE..!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💞💕💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

#CLEANER SHEDDING REAL TEARS #I LITERALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUD AT HOW CUTE THIS IS ?!?!?;?#love love LOOOOVE HOW YOU TURNED HIM PLUSHIE SIZED OOOOH MY GOD HES SO LITTOL HES SO SCRUNKLY #🥹🥹🥹my handsome mascot……?v!!?!!YOU DREW HIM SO WELL TOO I CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH JOY THIS JUST GAVE ME #thank you for being so nicey i wish i could draw something for you too……!!!#don't just hide in my blog waaah if you ever want to send me something non anonymously feel free to!#maybe we could do art trade even…🫶only if you want to ofc ahehe #THIS IS SO CUTE. THANK YOUAGAIN . DEFINITELY MADE MY DAY #清洁工碎碎念²

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mellarked-katnisseverdeen · 5 months

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Confession time. I, totally had to stop rereading CF for reasonsTM. Maybe when I go over my thoughts about this reread I'll touch on why (most of it is more personal then I tend to get so it's up in the air if I get brave enough) but. As of today I am thinking I am finally gonna get myself through the last handful of chapters over the rest of this week.

And than it's on to Mockingjay. Honestly I am genuinely afraid of touching that book after the battle I had with CF but I have chosen violence with this intentional slow reread so.

#Being very off the charts hopeful thinking maybe it won't be that painful #knowing full well it's gonna be even worse that I recall #I am gonna reread the epilouge SO much just for comfort you don't understand #tears will be shed the book will be thrown #Everlark #Katniss Everdeen #Peeta Mellark #Catching Fire #Mockingjay #AJ Rereads

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claitea · 1 year

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wait there's people who genuinely despise carmine.... i get she makes a bad first impression i didnt like her at first either but did you. play the rest of the dlc or

#clai speaks #i tend not to like mean charcaters either!! i didnt like ARVEN at first bc he's snippy to you at his first encounter!#sv dlc spoilers #she's genuinely kind she's just prickly and doesn't like to show it #she was tearing up the shed trying to find a third mask for you she tried to hand ogerpon its mask back she cares a lot for kieran--#--even tho they bicker a lot but like they're siblings. she's maybe not the best at reading him but that doesnt make her evil #no one treats the rivals right. nemona and carmine get behind md

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thenamessparkplug · 8 months

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shoutout to my old 4th grade teacher for being more supportive of me one time 6 months ago than my own mother's ever been< 3333

#it was like such a tiny interaction but i also never forgot #it was during some kind of family party thing for kids parents (and siblings) to come and eat pizza and some other stuff i dont remember #and anyways my brother(who currently goes to this school) wanted to go so my whole family went #and while i was there my mom saw my old 4th grade teacher and was like “omg you should go talk to her”#and i was like yeah i should she was a really cool lady actually #so i nervously was like “hi” and didnt think shed recognize me at all #but she IMMEDIETLY was like “ITS YOU! /pos”#she then points to my shirt and asks me “hey are those your pronouns now?”#and this was back when i still wore pronoun/pride pins in general #and i was like “yeah actually!” because no adult had ever asked me about it before and i was so happy to like be recognized as a person #and she gave me a hug and told me she was proud of me and how much id grown and i /maybe/ got a little close to tears but ignore that #and my mom just stood there the whole time #she didnt say anything #she didnt smile #and this was not my first time wearing my pronoun pin my TRANS FLAG pin even #never once did she acknowledge it #also like a month later she made fun of me for it and i havent worn one since #uh yeah anyways #sorry for ranting lmao #or ig venting?? this was not my intention mb mb #trans #transgender #lgbt #lgtbq #lgbtqia #(to be clear my mom has made it very clear she will never support me on numerous occasions it wasnt like a one time thing lmao)#tw vent??#tw vent

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tchaikovskym · 25 days

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I think I would thrive as a teenage runaway accepted on a pirate ship as a deck scrubber who yearns to be swallowed by the sea one day only to die of scurvy and be forgotten and erased off the earth without a trace of me

#maybe some pirate would even shed a tear for me #creation of insomnia

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pressdelt · 1 year

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i haven't opened honkai star rail in like a month but i'm being spoonfed hsr contents by social medias, and i'm telling you there's a couple (?) with a whole ass angsty danmei plot to them.

with all the information i got, i'm gonna guess what happens in the game. but i am sure the real story would be much sadder than this.

from what i can grasp without playing the quest is that there are these two characters called dan feng and yingxing. they are very close and implied to be engaged in the game. dan feng DIED without yingxing knowing. but before that, dan feng managed to turn yingxing immortal.

yingxing doesn't know that dan feng died, and kept searching (?) for him. he doesn't like being immortal because that leads him to an endless pain and suffering.

but then he found dan heng, who is a reincarnation of dan feng. and dan heng doesn't want ANYTHING to do with this because he's not dan feng and he doesn't remember shit. but yingxing doesn't believe that and then chaos ensues?? plot thickens???

i'm gonna continue the game after putting it aside for too long oh my God whats going on

#i dont think im wrong #maybe not entirely correct but i know im not that far off from the actual plot #is the real thing sadder than this? oh i bet it is right?#oh i havent mentioned jing yuan #bro i feel so bad for him #isnt he the only one that stays while his friends change #i havent even played the quest and im already shedding tears #hoyoverse you little fucker (endearingly)#renheng #honkai star rail

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chimerahyperfix · 3 months

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loveletter brain

#siiigh. it’s in my brain now. it just lives here ig #can’t stop thinking about it…. it makes me soooo upset…….#oughhhhh poor thang. trapped in another timeloop. trying to help someone who you just make mad #because you aren’t approaching this situation with them as a human being. but as a test subject. or smth #you don’t take into account their feelings or their friends and you fail to help them until they snap and attack you #they attack you with intent to hurt— maybe even to kill?— and you bleed your not-blood and cry your not-tears when he’s gone #because it hurts. it hurts. you know you know you know. it’s the same thing over and over.#there was no escape for you and you gave up and shed everything that made you. you. and now he will too.#you don’t want this. for him for you for the ones you love and the frozen and everyone in between you never wanted this #you just wanted to help.#and you aren’t helping him. your making it worse. you think scientifically and mindlessly and it destroys him #until he turns it back around on you and loops to a place you can’t reach.#but that traps you on the floor. a whole new type of cage. and you just have to suffer until they give up too and you die to the reset #FFFUCKINGGGG SCREAMMINGGGG. LOVELETTERRRRRRRR #sasasaap spoilers #ddont be sad; loveletter #in craft and cages #chimera rambles

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venacesaur · 16 days

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It hurts again and again that the only person I can save is myself

#my closest friend just ended our friendship. I don’t know how to feel #obviously I’m sad but also not as sad as I thought? I feel like #I have matured and no longer see losing someone as the end of the world #but maybe I’m also just numb and it will kick in later #morris I loved you and still do. some things will always remind me of you #and I’m sorry it had to end this way. I’m sorry that we hurt each other.#more than anything I’m angry at all the people who hurt us before we even met #everything that made us have such a hard time trusting other people #maybe in another life we could have loved each other properly #I’m sorry again. but I also know that I don’t want to be a part of that unhealthy dynamic anymore #you taught me so much and you were the first person I’m not related to who truly felt like family #I hope you find a way to heal #I hope you keep my letters and think of me from time to time #I chopped jalapenos today and as usual forgot to wash my hands #got some in my eye and now it hurts to shed tears physically as well as emotionally #I wish that someday we could reconnect when we’ve grown more. even if it’s years or decades from now #I know it’s probably not going to happen #goodbye old friend #words words words

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crows-of-buckets · 20 days

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For some reason whenever I brainstorm for my eventual solasmance Lavellan I always imagine her leaving on bad terms with him and swearing to stop him no matter what it takes. However. Just had the idea of Lavellan solas and Varric being in a weird love triangle. during inquisiton only Solas and Lavellan would happen, then They break up and Lavellan is with Varric within a year. Queen of moving on or whatever. Cole gets dropped right in the middle of whatever the fuck they've got going on. Rest of the inquisiton is immensely intrigued by them

#dragon age #she would break up with solas at the end of trespasser and end up with varric afterwards i think #god could you imagine if varric does die in dav.#she would be PISSED #ive been thinking about her for a while and she may end up being one of those chatacters i design but never play #because like. i am not a fan of replaying dai im sorry 😭#im still in the middle of my selene run. instead of working on that im replaying dao #anyways the only things ive got on her is that shed a blonde warrior who likes hitting things #at the peak of their romance she would carry solas around skyhold i think #idk maybe ill get around to her eventually #i know which worldstate she goes in at least #it would be my Mahariel worldstate with veloura and yvette hawke #i need to finish yvette's run too sighhh #crow rambles #also. the likelihood of this happening if i ACTUALLY play solasmance is so low #because i always get oddly attached to ships while im playing them #man what is it with me and toxic m/f ships. what #my ideas for sebhawke include 'hawke who quote on quote betrays seb by sparing anders'#is that even an option? id assume so #or maybe its just the guys im not too fond of. idk #in my defense i feel like narratively solavellan ending shittily would be very interesting #woman who made you realize people were. well people breaks up with you and moves onto the hot dwarven writer #id also tear down a veil or something i think #idk I'm just rambling at this point

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addoves · 11 months

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staring directly at my incoming homework assignment as i draw luke instead

#.text #his asteria outfits did NOT have to be so good btw #if one of them at LEAST isnt in abyss remake.... 😒#i hope they give them legacy costumes too. hang on let me think of a lineup for them #im not sure abt natalia but id Love to see her in leons outfit. idk why but i would. shed rock it #anise as elize xillias or rita. bc she would be a good rita.#guy as asbel or. rokurou.#jade as eizen or ludger i cant choose. either is funny. i honestly dont think anything fits fits him. u could put him in like literally any #one elses costume and hed look funny in it. cant explain that #tear as. hm. mint or raine. the healers. but also bc they look professional and to ME tear is a professional gal #luke as judas sorry i decided that ages ago. literally forever and ever ago. i dont even know who he is his design is just rlly good #tho i think yuri or lloyd would be funny too. aka lukes besties #oh my god i forgot asch #any of the traitor characters would be funny for him i think. maybe richard #the problem with asch's costumes i think. or costume. is that i think itd be the FUNNIEST thing if you gave him like a joke costume #and he had to keep it on for the rest of the game. the devs wouldnt allow it but itd be funny.#anyway thats my list ill be emailing it to bandai namco soon

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dapperrokyuu · 1 year

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Been interesting to ponder how Round 5 wouldve gone down if Sua was there instead of Mizi.

In my mind, Luka is completely baffled by how unnervingly calm or even receptive in playing along Sua is being, while she lures him up to the highest part of his stage to shove him off, lol.

#dee p thoughts #alien stage #alnst #vivinos #I miss Sua.........#theres the question about whether sua would just break down and give up after mizis death or if shed go hellbent #its easy to think the former since I personally believe sua had no intention of living past round 1 #but I think sua being the latter would surprise even herself. understanding that she has nothing left. that they took the light of /her #universe/ from her. that they couldnt recognize how mizi shined so bright. that she absolutely deserved to live longer than her. and then #sua would go guns blazing. ultimately she doesnt care how far she goes but she'll go as far as she can and tear down everything in her wake #society's prince is a fitting first. especially seeing as hes insulting her /and mizi/ so. cynical sua's real and she shall become SPITEFUL #and maybe she'll achieve mizis dreams for her...and wonder what mizi would do then.....#anyways *thinks about alien stage*

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p-inkbrush · 2 years

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There's something about Daud and how hard he works to find runes, increase his abilities, versus the Outsider having a clear distaste for him. Corvo finds runes with almost no effort, and his abilities are useful to him and op powerful without much extra effort.

Daud on the other hand pulls strings, does rituals, works his ass off for every extra rune... and he's had powers for Years by the time Corvo is marked. And yet, his abilities are barely/if on par with Corvos at the start of Knife of Dunwall...

How nice it must be to be the Outsider's favorite.

#sure his blink has the time freeze/pull elements. but the range is so much shorter and he cant even possess people #dishonored #thinking about him. the old knife #grasping for every last extra bit of power he can #while the outsiders eyes are turned away from him #i wonder if he partially accepted the mark on Jessamine as an attention grab lol #'you have my attention again' [daud sheds a single tear; a montage of him celebrating in various poses plays]#then 'there will be consequences for this. you cant disappear in the shadows' and hes like. 0-0 oh maybe i have fucked up now #bumble buzz

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tofangirlornottofangirl · 1 year

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if gojo somehow dies i'm quitting the manga and just waiting 10 years for the anime to catch up and then i will stop before i reach the episode where he dies so I can continue to live in a world where he doesn't die

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #gojo #im not even a gojo girlie #but this man needs a hug #and some happiness #and maybe more friends and a loving partner #so he can stop being so alone and lonely #what's the point of being the strongest alone :')#his one and only best friend isn't coming back i lost hope on that a while ago #and idk shoko seems a little checked out from the world sometimes #he has never looked more human than in the latest chapter #when he had the nosebleed i actually shed a tear and im NOT very emotional in general #that panel is so powerful #i sometimes think about what would happen if gojo just gave up one day like geto NO STOP IT. BAD BRAIN.

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