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rhyme-thinks-stuff · 10 months

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i can't wait until im five years in the future and emotionally stable enough to try dating and figure out if i actually feel romantic attraction

#idk what this post is #maybe i could get a girlfriend #maybe I'll figure out that I'm indeed arospec #who knows!#five years is a wonderful land of possibilities #there's no reason in particular that i chose five years but y'know. i was bad at a lit of things two years ago that I'm better with now #im assuming that pattern will carry on to the future #see just last year i figured i was doomed to never make friends i think I'm doing much better now #hope really is a skill isn't it. im practicing it #it's hard to know if i want a relationship when I don't feel like it's possible for me #but i think eventually #ill have the skills i need to figure it out #rhyme rambles

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whaliiwatching · 9 months

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gals & colors..

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moonsinkfoxgirl · 1 year

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went to the planetarium today, it was super nice^^

it turns out reflective nebula are made from diamonds, and that stars actually pulsate a bunch before they die, didn't know these things before

#aquarium; zoo; theatre; museums; planeterium got all the big things checked off now #though I guess we could also still go to an amusement park #we like went through the amusement place district park something it's not really fenced in called the Prater on the way home #but getting on any of these rides would've been a bit ridiculous as a tag-on to the planetarium date #so we let that be for now #maybe next summer^^#rambles from the moonsink #head full of girlfriend ^_^

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daily-hanamura · 1 year

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#persona 4 #p4 #persona 4 magician manga #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #you know despite all the evidence i dont think yosuke actually realises that he's actually quite attractive and good looking #kou talks about girls coming over to check him out and sure maybe it's just the novelty of him being a new student #but his hometown friend katsuragi FOR SURE has a crush on him look at this classic shoujo scene where katsuragi sees a text from yosuke and #smiles in a way that has him being teased like ooooh is that from a girl #getting a text from yosuke makes katsuragi smile in a way like one would when they havr a crush OK I DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS FURTHER #ITS TOO OBVIOUS AND I LOVE IT BUT #this is a yosuke centric blog and all these to say.... i wonder if yosuke is actually just seriously oblivious #to when people are interested in him #i think it stems from a place of low self esteem like “oh who could possibly like me” even when hes actually quite a solid catch #yosuke probably receives letters of confession in his shoebox and thinks they were placed in the wrong box so he politely returns them #when they actually have his name on it he just laughs and says wow theres another yosuke/hanamura in this school?#or assumes its a prank by someone else #i swear this boy had the most OUT THERE mental gymnastics going on #yosuke talks endlessly about how he wants a girlfriend but i bet you if a girl asks him out his response will be “go where?”#“oh maybe later? i have a shift today but if it's a junes related issue you can find me at the grocery dept! seeya!”#theres the whole “disappointment the moment he opens his mouth” thing but come on #theres going to be at least some confessions from people who have only seen him from afar #not to mention that yosuke canonically likes fashion and always dresses well #honestly maybe yosuke's rizz lvl is so high that it just circles down into the negatives #only joking i think he does get interest but he doesnt realise #and because everytime he does attempt to flirt hes immediately rejected he thinks hes never had any interest #which i think is just not true #and i havent even started talking about yu lmao #anyway the magician manga was devastating for my mental health and i beseech all of you to resd it as well and then cry about it with me #he's good with his queue

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jellydragons · 2 years

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May the whole sky fall, may it all come down, waste it all for the truth, for the fool in her wedding gown

#my art #my posts #the crane wives #the crane wives fanart #the crane wives the fool in her wedding gown #the crane wives shallow river #love the song love the album cover so here we are #fun fact i actually started this last april and have just been very slowly poking at it everytime i didn’t know what to draw #i tried to get it to look as close to the album cover as i could but i deffo took some liberties with the dress #and the saturation apparently but shh we don’t gotta worry about that #tfw when you’ve gone and trapped yourself in a loveless marriage and your kinda maybe secret girlfriend is calling you an idiot about it #hashtag just girly things

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homosexualcitron · 9 months

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how about you look at them because they are very cute

#dysphoria is killing me and the idea that people perceive me as a girl makes me want to die #but i'd fall in love with any man calling me by a fem term in a gay way #i'm doing very bad rn but i need to remind me that these ocs exist #and everything will get better #also yes Ambrose you could be his girlfriend #or his boyfriend or whatever #but you decided to not officialy date him and you're sooo stupid for that #:3 #Olive's gender is like #or maybe that's mine teehee ^w^

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streetkid-named-desire · 5 months

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Happy Sunday I'm bullying your OCs in an AU where they all exist together

From the top left:

VG and Bea

@wraithsoutlaws Dagger

@faepunkprince Valentine

@totentnz VS

@byberbunk2069 V31L

#i know dagger is bisexual but i get the impression he's never like labeled it before #'dum dum am i gay'#'idk what did the quiz say but you like women too right'#'yeah but what does that mean am i gay or what'#texting bea 'yo am i gay' 'idk maybe'#v31l is just a chairjock and appreciates her privacy and making out with her girlfriend in peace #valentine is just such a sub bea would convince him to let her eat his leg #VS is self explanatory just look at her #actually bea could probably convince valentine to let her eat his leg outside of a plane crash scenario

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darcyolsson · 11 months

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truly did not expect to come out of my tmi reread a hardcore jimon but i should have known that the second i started ironically shipping them it was over for me

#i could dissect it for ages but i think their reluctant friendship combined with the fact that they are #objectively the two most attractive characters in the series just makes them make a strange amount of sense #like obviously their dislike for each other is mostly for comedic purposes #but its like.... why is jace avoiding physically touching simon after all this time still? even though they lived together etc?#and also the fact that most moments of intimacy between them are framed as either simon or jace 'losing control'#eg simon drinking jaces blood or jace moving in w/protecting simon when he was mentally in a very dark place #it basicallt perpetuates the narrative of jace (mostly jace) having some kind of positive feelings for simon which he prefers to repress #which makes very little sense. because thats his girlfriends best friend. unless there's something else at play there #do you get me. IM NOT CRAZY. okay maybe a little #vic reads tmi #(also yes simon is arguably the most attractive character in the series based on other characters' interactions with him)#(...and i would go as far to say that simon's attractiveness is as relevant to the plot of tmi as jace's is)#jimon

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alexjcrowley · 3 months

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Hey I just want to know something: am I the stupidest person on the planet or the f1 fandom is built differently?

Everytime I go on a social media to look up f1 content I see cute/horny (let's be honest) edits and everybody calling the drivers pookie or making memes. And that's alright, I guess.

I most definitely know that a bunch of (mostly white) men in a very competitive male-dominated sport rooted more than many others in capitalism are probably going to have scandals around them. I am not that dumb. I also know that because probably none of them is scandal-free and people who get crushes/hyperfixation on them just learn to live with them, but I didn't think they just...ignored them? Swept them under the rug? Let me explain.

When I so much as stumble on a TikTok with a song by The 1975 or McCafferty- or hell even Lovejoy recently- I see comments flooding with "bUt DoN't YoU kNoW tHeY'rE pRoBlEmAtIC?". Same happened with content about cinema or books. And on Tumblr happens less but still happens. As soon as you mention something that has ties with sexism, racism, homophobia, etc. people will soon point it out to you. Maybe because they're some of those people with the obsession of only consuming "morally pure" content, maybe they genuinely want to inform you, maybe they fucking hate that song/book/movie and want to give YOU a reason to dislike it.

But can someone tell me if I'm fucking dumb and I managed to stumble in the wrong part of instagram/tumblr/TikTok or NOBODY fucking talks about the shit some drivers have done? Because I am stumbling on a LOT of shit done by drivers I really liked lately even though I have been interested in F1 for a while now. Not too long, but enough that I think I would have heard some stuff.

Like, if I spent like 6 months on the hashtag of Guy Who Drives, why am I now finding out that they said something really discriminatory? I am just confused, I simply thought it would have popped out sooner, but apparently it was buried under 500+ posts about their abs? Like what?

I get that anyway it's not like you can cancel a driver, no matter what shit they say they'll probably still going to be racing the next weekend, but why people don't talk about it? Was my socials' fault for showing me horny posts everytime I simply looked up the name of a guy or do people don't talk about this stuff in the f1 community because "what are you gonna do anyway"?

I am leaning towards the second option because there are a few things that happened while I was already watching f1 (not in order: Lando's comments about, Trump, Hornergate, most drivers saying Hornergate was just noise) and at first people were talking about it but then they just...stopped? Like, I don't know, personally the words of disenterest many drivers expressed about Hornergate made me change my opinion about them at least a little and people seemed so outraged at first but now...it's like it never happened. Everybody back thirsting on main for Ricciardo, Norris, etc.

Genuine question, is the general response of the f1 community to these behaviours "forgive and forget in time of the next gp"? Am I missing something? I don't think they should be crucified but why I have not seen more people talking about this stuff? The "serious sport bunch" seems to be uninterested in "gossip" or whatever happens outsid the tracks, the good old fashioned fandom is writing fanfiction/making edits/funny posts, who keeps tracks of this stuff?

I have never been interested in a sport before. In the artistic world (cinema, literature, etc.) some scandals can get you out of a job and a long lasting hatred from the community. In motorsports, because the success of a driver does not depend from his fans' engagement but can be "objectively proved" by results and victories, do people just...make peace with the fact that some athletes are pieces of shit?

I want to specify it one more time, I am NOT saying LET'S CANCEL ALL THE DRIVERS AND BOO THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE DONE SOMETHING QRONG AT SOME POINT, I am asking:

how do you deal when an athlete you cheer for does something really fucked up, and you know other athletes in the same field are no saints?

#yes this was prompted by sad discoveries about kimi räikkönen #like fuck I could find so many fucking useless anecdotes about him and NOTHING about the sa allegations or the merch?#which then prompyed a research about kimi's other controversies which brought up controversies from other drivers #I am sorry I understand if I sound naive but please understand this is the first time I get into a sport #and again the world of literature of cinema for exmaple os very different because not even considering the whole cancel culture #but just at school or university professors say like 'yo this is a very important book from a very important author but hey it also happens #to be racist so pay attention to that'#I guess I didn't expect too much fucked up stuff from kimi because he was (still is? I think?) seb's friend #and look what I know about Seb is that that man advocated for the environment women and the LGBQTIA+ community #so maybe I thought a stupid thing and didn't think he would such a close friend of someone who had those sort of allegations #I thought the stupid thing #f1 #formula 1 #controversies #also me looking up 'x driver controversies' on this hellsite because google is useless anyway #(and often journalists do not label as controversies shit that definitely is controversial)#tumblr results: being x driver controversial young girlfriend #SEE WHAT I MEAN #btw thanks lewis hamilton for existing I guess and not giving me heart attacks bc even where you've done wrong you apologised and grew up #which not many drivers seem to do

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basketobread · 10 months

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Your tav may not be minthara. But I feel like she would love her all the same 😭 she may not be good but she LOYAL and will ride or die with your tav if your genuine to her. She deserves to be saved without massacre.

SEE, I DEFINITELY AGREE WITH YOU!! had they met under different circumstances, i feel like they would've had a chance at some form of friendship... or much more FDISUHDSI but seriously, it sucks that the cost of recruiting her is the lives of the tieflings. lunara's poor little heart could never handle that so minthara must be a what-if... 😭�� for now... >:)

#minthara was even like “ah another sister...” like they wouldve been drow girlfriends but alas...#i mean like i honestly dont think lunara could excuse the evil deeds but...#that wont stop me from wanting minthara x lunara interactions #maybe one day i'll do an evil lunara au campaign DIFUHDFI #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #lunara posting #tav #bg3 tav #ask bob #also kind of related but u know i think lunara's name is not helping the case of ppl mixing her and minthara up #IM SORRY LUNARA SOUNDED LIKE SUCH A PRETTY NAME FOR A CLERIC OF SELUNE #IT WASNT UNTIL AFTER PLAYING FOR A BIT I WAS LIKE oh wow i dug myself a deep hole #never beating the minthara copy allegations... we aint ever getting out of the grove with this one...

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coquelicoq · 7 months

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through a series of events that i believed to be harmless while they were happening, my ex is now the proud owner of a browser window exclusively containing maybe 10 tabs of ao3 i opened sometime last year. i have no memory of the specific fics, and probably most of them i had not yet read, but i am positive at least some percentage of them are E-rated. it's possible there's no kinky shit, but not impossible. to preserve both of our dignity i am pretending not to remember what is in the tabs at all, and he's not saying anything about it. but i remember enough. i remember enough.

#hahaha! this is fine.#the last conversation about sex that i had with this man with whom i had a lot of sex in the 2010s #was last year when i told him that he could tell me anything he wanted about his love life EXCEPT i didn't want to hear about sex.#now this. sorry dude. i really did not think this would happen!#i wish i could remember like what ships would be represented in this tab collection but all i know for sure is wangxian #i recently visited him and met his new girlfriend and this is how i repay him lol #i am not going to talk about which kinks might have been in there but there are a few possibilities #that i really do not want him specifically to know about lol #well who knows. maybe he'll become a wangxian fanboy and months from now i'll be getting a heartfelt thank-you #for introducing him to the greatest love story of all time #(this has a 0.0001% chance of happening btw. but let's pretend.)

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scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde · 10 months

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the urge to write vs the urge to create a sim and make them a famous best selling author to live through vicariously

#writing is painful because i have to read it and physically cringe #playing sims is easy 😎😎😎👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#i usually cheat and give them high skills and promote them but id do it propperrllyy this once #until i got impatient lmfao #or i could actually write but thats just 💀💀#i have some uni work to do but uh no #creative writing uni work i mean #one of my modules is fairytales ive gotta rewrite a fairytale for my assignment but i dont wanna #she wanted us to be creative with the fairytale we picked so i picked some random niche one from hans christain anderson called the rose elf #its actually so slay theres a murder lmao #and in my rewrite im turning the couple into lesbians because double slay #and also im giving the girl some lines and autonomy because in the original she meets up with her bf who gets murdered by her brother then #she cries for days then dies in her sleep from sadness so 💀💀 homegirl is gonna fight back for her GIRLFRIEND in my one <3 shell still cry #just she is not dying from sadness padme style okay she knows it was the brother but doesnt confront him in the original shes gonna be #kicking and screaming in mine plz and thank you #okay maybe i should write #sims 4 #writing

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orcgirlcock · 11 months

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i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me

#i just woke up from a dream where one of my friends wanted to kiss me but was too shy about it #but i could tell they wanted it so i gently rubbed their face and leaned in most of the way #and let them close the distance. they were still nervous until i slipped my tongue into their mouth #in which case all worry left their head and they kissed me back proper #and it was everything I've ever wanted in a kiss. but now im awake completely unkissed #I'm tired of getting teased by my dreams like that..#i get stuck with all this vivid passionate imagery and no fucking outlet #i feel so pathetic yearning this hard but all my peers have had their first kisses #friends that i wanted to kiss going and kissing eachother in front of me just for the hell of it #the girlfriend i dated for longest refused to kiss me. i got like. maybe 2 cheek kisses? never once on the lips #even when i asked she would say no. i dont resent her for it but Man did it hurt #the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong #every time my heart flutters and i want to kiss him for real #ive just been searching for someone to kiss me for a very long time #and ive just never found them...

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year

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what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing

#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy.#sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.)#hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help.#don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again?#sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone #if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you.#even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting?#sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death.#so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion?#[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with #himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was #turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3)#GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES?#such a good fucking concept. squandered.#anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change.#hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference.#both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line.#and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right #hallucifer #spn #sam winchester #amy pond

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lttleghost · 2 years

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a collection of Jesse "memes" I've made:

#describing them as ''memes'' cause most of these are me putting two images together #mmmm #I'm not putting this in the breaking bad tag #just my personal Jesse one #this is my girlfriend don't touch him #meat.txt #god I've made so many of these #im either trying to get an actual point across or i see something that i think could maybe vaguley fit her #my thinking Jesse uses he/she gives me far too many options #but i enjoy making these lil things #theyre fun #jesse pinkman

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theygender · 1 year

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This has been on my mind for weeks and I talked to my therapist about it today and told my girlfriend about it too so now it's time for me to update the gay people in my phone: I may have schizotypal personality disorder

#this is like the equivalent of telling the bees to me #rambling #like ive been thinking about ever since i learned that autism shares a lot of similarities with schizophrenia and looked into that #and then learned about negative/cognitive symptoms and realized i related a lot to them #and then i learned more about schizotypal personality disorder and it was fuckin scary how much i related to it #what with the magical thinking and the severe social anxiety that doesnt go away when i get to know someone #and the ideas of reference and the eccentricity and the communication difficulties and the strange thought patterns #and then i specifically learned about avolition as a negative symptom which describes the exact thing thats ruining my life rn #and. i was scared to talk to my therapist about it bc i was worried it could be used against me somehow #but it was good to talk it out with her and get some additional perspective on whats going on in my brain #and if it means i could maybe possibly work on fixing the avolition and the social anxiety (my two biggest issues for years)#then it would be 100% worth it tbh. and its also kind of helpful to have some sort of framework to understand whats happening in my brain #funnily enough when i told my girlfriend (who was previously mis?diagnosed with schizophrenia and considering autism)#about it she related a lot too. so i guess we'll see how that goes #its. crazy how much of an overlap there is between schizospec orders and autism #i feel like i might should write up a post going into detail about different schizospec disorders to raise awareness #bc like. it is so much more than just hallucinations and delusions #in fact its not even required to have both of those for any schizospec disorder. some only require one and others dont require either #there is so much to the schizophrenic spectrum that i was unaware of and I'm sure that's probably true of other people too

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