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aofikofi · 1 year

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i miss the life series So Bad

#ao text #currently. listening to animatic songs and genuinely tearing up in my bed help me #ITS 1 AM DJFJDJD #i miss them so much #i miss 3L and LL era already #its been whole year whaaat ........#maybe i just miss 2021 idk #but i Do also miss waking up and seeing 4 pov uploads of LL #i watched gri scar mumb and lizzies povs for LL #idk idk idk im sleepy #mmmm the end of 2021 ... when i first joined this fandom #the era of online classes #ough me binging grians s7 and s6 in classes #both took me like a month each #can you believe i finished s6 less than a month before my finals #on the topic of my 'start' in this fandom #it was thru tumblr lmao #so how it started right #i was already a casual watcher of lizzies esmp1 series #since ep 1 #which was june / july i think i cant remember #for hc i only started it at like ep 6 or smth bc i got distracted while watching the 1st one and never finished it until then #OH BUT i was alr an enjoyer of grian right . (hes like the only other eng mcyt i watched as a kid)#and recently just started watching him again #I ACTUALLY SAW THE PREMIER OF 3L EP 1 #but . just like hc . i got distracted . BUTTT when LL fimally came out i saw that lizzie was in it so i was like ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ILL WATCH #and i went and watched 3L first And then kept up with LL and i rewatched 3L bc i was bored and on that rewatch i Fell In Love #so i was like Oh i wonder if theres a fandom for this . i looked on google (yes) . and saw fanarts all linking to tumblr #AND THAT LEAD ME TO THE BRAINROT RABBITHOLE so deep on character analyzing sides of trafficblr etc got invested in scarian immediately LMAO #but Yeah thats the full origins story ... i miss that time of my life so much aw :")) maybe its the fewmonthslefttocollege brain going mush

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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months

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Baby boy brother birthday photos from last year that I just realized I never uploaded!

#cats #also hopefully it's not weird to still post photos of George (the brown cat) even after his death a little while ago. I just have so many #beautiful old pictures of him that I still love but just never had the time to sort through or upload (my cat photos folder on my #computer had like 450 pictures in it or something lol... SO many). I feel like it's kind of just honoring or appreciating him #and not actually strange or anything. like what am I supposed to do. delete them?? I want to share them still because he is beautiful and #perfect ! idk. aNYWAY. Also this is their 2022 birthday when they turned 14 years old. (even though I think when I posted #their 2021 bday I might have said they were 14 then too. I was off by a year lol). 2023 when they turned 15 I unfortunately #was feeling kind of sick at the time and didn't really have the energy to do the decorations like I usually do. So they just got a few #treats and stuff. But I didn't know that would be george's last birthday lol. :/#They also do not really know or care though. they're cats who cannot process it or know the concept of birthdays so. eh #I still have no idea how these got lost on the computer though. Like I had them fully edited ready to post but just sitting in a folder??#Since MARCH 2022 lol... ??? the folder was in another folder of pictures so maybe that's how I overlooked it #But it's my 'once every 4 months computer organizing and clean out time' so I was going tghrough looking for pictures #I could drafts posts out of or sort or etc.#They got lots more treats for this birthday because one of my friends actually game me a few gifts for them #elderly boys.!!!!#I used to write in the little caption/image description sections to talk about them all individually but at some point tumblr broke that #feature and for so long they never saved or weren't visible so I stopped doing them and just ramble a bunch in the tags instead #but I kind of miss them. Thinking about old posts of the cats where I commented on each photo individually too lol.. the good ole days

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barclaysangel · 3 months

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Y’all remember the transfem Juniper Wheeler AU?

Ok so I kept searching and searching and searching for a proper fc for Juniper that actually looks like Teo and is Filipina. Couldn’t find anything…

…then my dumbass remembered that Teo has an older sister, Isa. I could’ve been using Isa Briones this entire time.

Like, the similarities are insane (photo credit to @the-carlos-cow-eyes )!

So this is an official post saying that Isa is Juniper’s fc for this AU :)

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xianyoon · 2 months

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i miss 2021 genshinblr sm im ngl 😞😞😞

#the vibes were like no other actually AHJAHJJHAHJA #ik that it was like that because of the pandemic but there was really that sense of closeness in the community that you couldnt #get anywhere else.#and 2021blr was where i met most of my besties who (some) eventually bcame my irl friends!!!!#and all the character anons rp blogs events tag games everything #was quite lovely! i loved talking to people sm back then #people interacted with each other despite being part of different cliques and you'll see ppl reblogging from others and it felt #like a crossover episode of a multiverse sometimes LOL #and i remember cranking out fics every single day that was crazy i was truly in my writer period #but i just remember having fun. literally just having fun and not caring that my works were “not good” at all #because i was writing every single day out of the love for it.#and that's what matters the most #and also the theme changes every single week dude that shit was crazy #if anyone is here and remembers the ol syrup discourse of genshinblr 21 teheee #it was such a cute community though. loved it to bits and i love it to bits #genshinblr 22-24 is great but idk i feel like once the pandemic kind of settled down there was that detachment #maybe i miss being chronically online and not having to deal with anything HJAAJHJHEJHA #2021 was the year before my national exams and i remember attending online lectures and studying with my friends and idk i rmb so much ac #AHH AND ALSO dalgona and bbt at home omg #and everyone started learning guitar..#im going insane over this HJAJEJHJAEHAHJEHJEA to q k a a k c e s t j g b l y p s l t you know who u are #im grateful every day that you guys are still here and thriving #and i love u all sm hehe #― ying talks.#thoughts over AHAHAHA ty for dealing with me

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valoale · 6 months

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My intrusive thoughts really be getting to me

After almost two years of living alone with my now retired dog without any puppies or youngsters around to board and train my brain is really starting to convince me to get a puppy again

This is very hazardous

#and my friend is a breeder and one of the dogs I once trained as a puppy is having a litter later this year #and she’a also trying to convince me to get one #dangerous games they’re playing #I haven’t had a puppy in my household since 2021 and I’ve clearly forgotten how annoying (ly cute) those velociraptors are #but I would actually like getting a new working prospect again #I’ve got serious issues you see #I used to be a very active dog trainer and I kinda miss it tbh #maybe this isn’t a bad idea #is it #maybe I just need to let those intrusive thoughts win and start handling dogs again #idk man gotta think this through #but this one would live its entire life with me and wouldn’t go anywhere after training #so it’s a win win #idk man #working dogs #dog training #gsd #german shepherd #vee talks

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ivoryrisuet · 1 year

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drew this a year ago or something...still think it’s funny af

#encanto #peppa madrigal #julieta madrigal #bruno madrigal #fuck what a hyperfixation it was #or maybe i was just generally happy idk #anyway i miss december 2021 so much #family madrigal #hamilton meme #hamilton #ivory risuet i guess

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taegularities · 8 months

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i miss the old tumblr so much

#and im not talking about interaction so don't come at me lmaoo 🔪#but like when all moots were still around.. like yk my gen of writers from 2020-21 if y'all are reading this i miss you #like the community was so big and so loud and everyone supported each other!! we'd have huuuge ass chats and would talk for hours in nets #now no one bothers to hype each other up anymore :( no one plays ask games or drops in to say hi #and no one's happy about other writer's success or maybe im just hallucinating???#idk there's just a lot of negativity (from anons and within writers etc) now #and a lot of lil groups too!! also a sense of inferiority and superiority i feel :((#back in 2021 we had sooo much fun and it wasn't so.. lonely being here?#idk i just miss it.. and im like 70% sure ill also 'retire' once cmi is finished #ill try and post some stories ive been looking forward to before that but #yeah i feel like the chapter's slowly closing 🥺 i just miss ppl a lot idk if y'all are here pls say hi!! 🤍

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littlehatmouse · 3 months

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methinks more artists should post their art with speedpaints because a. theyre fun to watch and you can put fun character playlists in the background and b. HOW DID YOU DO THAT. SHOW ME SO I CAN STEAL UR TECHNIQUES PLSSSS

#lila thoughts #i finally made a tag for myself!!!! maybe this means i will be more active on tumblr (probably not)#anyway i miss watching speedpaints in like. 2021 and i see so many cool artists and i want to learn to draw like them but idk how #i would make some myself but i cant just. sit down and Finish a whole ass drawing like that #however i fear i will never get around to learning how to animate #so this may be my only way to share my character/ship playlists without annoyingly shoving the actual links in everyones faces

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liminalweirdo · 3 months

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#actually looking back through my ao3 my real dissatisfaction with my writing really only started in 2021 #after a couple of years of almost exclusively co-writing #i always attributed the decline in quality to 2018 when i was so burnt out i lost significant ability to perform IADLs #but it was definitely c. late 2021 and early 2022 #when i could sense the decline in my writing skill and enjoyment and so took multiple breaks from co-writing to write solo again #it's weird i co-wrote (and did written roleplays) SO MUCH as a teenager and in my early 20s #and never developed this massive block when i wrote solo back then #maybe it was partially the pandemic #i know my inability to go out in the world has significantly impacted my connection to like... reality and The Real World and Society #i don't talk to people anymore -- everyone's schedules got so messed up that even my friends who i spoke to regularly #when Work Hours were a thing for me all faded a lot #like we're still friends but i don't speak to anyone but my partner regularly #it's so lonely?#anyway i think i made the right choice when i started exclusively writing solo again but i sure miss the excitement and drive of co-writing #idk maybe i just need a boost #mutuals who want to co-write a SDT fic with me hit me up #seriously #disability #liminal scrawlings

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digyoman · 6 months

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thinking about earlier this year and even last year when i was so deeply hyperfixated on lloyd & he was all i could think about and yet i barely shared any of my thoughts on here. i kind of want to kick myself about it now actually because i know i had so many things to say and so much i wanted to do but i never made it happen. why was i a coward.

#raaghhh i’m just so disappointed in myself :(#it would’ve been so cool to have those posts to look back on now!!!#technically i still can because it’s all rotting in my notes app. but that’s not as fun.#and it’s not even really about that it’s more like. knowing there’s so much that i’ve missed out on #i never shared any of my writing here (despite saying that i would like. 5 million times!) because i was so so scared of it being perceived #so i never got to experience what it’s like to get feedback!!#and then there’s the lloyd roleplay blog that i’ve wanted to make since very early 2021….#i got so close to doing it last year and i put literal hours of effort into the blog but then i just. decided not to use it.#and i think that makes me the most sick because like. how many interactions do you think i missed out on??#maybe it wouldn’t have gone anywhere. maybe it would’ve sucked and died immediately but i’d never know unless i tried!!!#and now i’ll never know.#‘just do it now’ well you see. I Am Still Scared :)#idk i just find it so difficult to put myself out there #even in a fandom that has a grand total of five people 💀#but i am thinking about it!!! and that should count for something #anyway wow i can ramble!#if you read all this…. hi :)#i’ll probably delete this later but it was good to get it off my chest!

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corvidcrowned · 2 years

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congrats on the headphone fix! how abt some gfs jamming ? :]

They are probably listening to something very very noisy.

#About the headphones I tried gluing them (the glue broke) but luckily masking tape came to my rescue!! Technically these guys broke in 2021 #but I missed them. They were the only good headphones.#AND NOW THEY”RE ALIVE AGAIN YAY #anyways #yttd #sara yttd #sara chidouin #anzu yttd #anzu kinashi #saranzu #eli’s art #I think. Anzu’s taste in music is like a mix of the most obscure shit you have ever heard and vocaloid I will stand by this #meanwhile sara mostly listens to music that makes him go “oh shit they’re just like me fr”#(aka Penelope scott certain songs picked from random genres and then sometimes just little miss perfect on loop)#I have. A lot of headcanons about these hooligans sjjdksj #Also they are on a school bus idk why. Maybe keiji bought an old one to drive his 50 kids around

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pepprs · 2 years

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meant to post abt this yesterday and ik it’s kinda mean but i think the counselor i have rn is the worst one ive ever had possibly even worse than (or tied w) the one i had over the summer who kept ending our sessions well before the full hour was up when i was going thru a horrible time and kept spending the sessions mostly talking abt herself and her own problems. actually no now that i write that out she was probably the worst (though she was one of the warmest / nicest and our personalities meshedreally well so i feel bad saying that she was the worst). but the one i have now is so…. lke idk. my experience w the worst counselor made me rly want to work w a clinical intern again bc i wanted someone who would like. actuallytake things seriously and give me the time i was paying for and spend all of it talki ng abt the things i was paying to talk abt and draw from the most recent / cutting edge info instead of entirely personal experience (WHICH AGAIN I FEEL SO BAD ABT BECAUSE. my work is all abt healing each other by sharing things like that and i realt did like her but it just wasn’t appropriate i guess bc it was a counseling relationship!) but my current counselor is so… rigid and restrictive. like i think he is trying too hard to apply what he’s being taught and he seems like nervous and talking out of his ass and he masks that by taking up SO much space and spending like 3 minutes responding to every one minute i talk and literally like strongarmimg the convos and deciding what we’re going to talk about and moving us on to a new topic abruptly before i feel ready to move on and like taking time out of our sessions to do paperwork / admin stuff so he doesn’t forget later (and a lot of the time i think he’s doing it while im talking bc i see his eyes moving around his screen and the light on his face like he’s not even listening to me). and it fucking sucks. i want to crack him like an egg so bad and make him realize it doesn’t have to be this way but i know that’s not my responsibility and in our session last night i basically gave up trying to create enough space for myself and just let him steer things bc i was having side effects and it was just rly unsatisfying

#purrs #i know it is entirely within my right to address these things both for my sake and for his / his future clients but im so scared lol like i #don’t want to tell him he’s doing a bad job and making it hard for me to navigate but literally when you keep steamrolling and silencing me #and cutting me off and forcing me around… yeah. also he has to record our sessions and show them to his profs / supervisors and it’s so like #idk. ive been recorded in sessions before and im totally fine w it but there’s 2 things abt this specific instance of it thst distress and #annoy me. 1) when we sign on to our session he says like 2 things to me then starts the recording and is TOTALLY fake and forcing it like #hello tess welcome to our session and he’ll repeat some of the stuff he said but in a more like.. extensive way so it just feels rly fake #to me lol. WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME 1.5) not related to the recording but every time he asks me questions he asks like… 3 questions but doesn’t #give me space to answer the two like it’s just a bridge for him as he&/ working his way to the thing he actually wants to ask me and i #fucking hate when ppl ask me questions and then answer them themselves or like don’t want to hear the answer. i had 2 profs like that in #brighton and it fucking pissed me offff so being around someone who does that again is rly agitating ik it’s just a nervous habit but yeah.#and 2) i am kinda concerned that none of my counselors profs or supervisors have seemed to call him on how he doesn’t give me space or let #me guide the convo. like idk maybe it’s just that all of my counselors before him were too loose w me but i feel like it s not supposed to f #feel this rigid and i am kinda scared abt the implications of no one actually watching these recordings and see how i try to speak but he #almost always talks over me and i just give up. lol. i like him he’s a nice person i just think he’s nervous and trying too hard and it #would be passable for like.. the little kid clients who usually go there but it doesn’t feel good for me a 23 year old who has had like what #6 counselors before him all of whom gave me space and didn’t shove me around. i miss the counselors i had from oct 2020 - jul 2021 and sept #2021 - feb 2022 they were the best ever and i am inches away from terminating here and just trying to go to wherever they are full time now #and working w them again bc they rly got me and i didn’t know how good i had it lol. i guess i don’t need someone as good anymore bc things #in my life are objectively better than they were during those times but my mental health is still bad so i would uhhh… like someone good #and don’t think that’s too much to ask and need to get it into my head that i CAN ask it. ok rant over #*no one actually watching the recordings has seen / pointed out to him how he steamrolls me etc etc

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shvkespearc · 2 years

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pandemic got me fucked up. im still 19. how long will i keep being 19

#life after covid first appeared has never been the same and it actually sucks all the time #i feel like my life has gotten a lot more normality back since 2020 or 2021 objectively #etc etc #but after being so stunted for a while things still just feel so stupid now #im sick of being in my bedroom then going to work then going back in my bedroom #miss the feeling of seeing people and doing things #miss the feeling of that which would make me feel like a human person #but idek what that is anymore #feeling like the equivalent of a stuffy nose now #oh to breathe with ease and be taken into a more peaceful slumber #maybe its the trauma of society atm esp pandemicwise #like the ptsd genre fear of preparing for the next horrible thing #so one cannot relax and therefore feel free to flourish #etc etc idk #.txt

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godblooded · 2 years

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honestly i’m gonna get taco bell and cry because i think that’s just kind of what i need rn.

#ooc. higurashi no naku koro halloween kills 2021 dir david gordon green ni.#[my head’s spinning and pounding at once. which means maybe Bruce or kitty replies because they’re my most emotional characters.#tho millie is possible. idk. I’ve lost the ability to route my emotions through writing and that’s not… okay. or like me.#that has to change. i hate it. i miss my creativity. I’m just going to try to…. get myself back I guess. again. thank you guys so much for #being here for me. i woke up at fucking noon because I couldn’t fall asleep until 5. I was just so wired. i hate when my insomnia acts up.#I’m gonna load the fuck up on chalupas.]

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dogtheories · 1 year

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actually the fact that the time travel you know like the Foundation Of The Plot is never mentioned in the synopsis or the blurb of dark in any capacity works against it i think because when your synopsis is just "missing german child makes german families uncover mystery" thats like the same as 60 other shows. you dont need the time travel to be your episode 2 cliffhanger twist put it in the damn blurb and more people would be interested in it

#soda.txt #its a show ive been hearing about since like 2021 and i was never interested in it because nobody was forthcoming in details #nor even MENTIONED it has time travel.#i just assumed it was another version of that one uhh french maybe. danish. idk theyre all the same. cop show.#ok yeah its french. the missing. i think thats what im thinking of.

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fewderpewders · 2 years

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cranky that I had to drive around all day on my day off. what do u mean i can’t just lay in bed for 12 hours

#blah #getting my car fixed… so i have to drive my moms car around to pick up and drop everyone off at work #i miss my car… hers is like a plastic box #hers is a 2021 and mines a 2009 mind u #and mine has about 120k more miles on it #AND YET SHE DRIVES BETTER #or maybe i’m just used to it. idk mine accelerates faster at least #and i have ✨bose speakers✨#but anyway. i hate grocery shopping also. and i have to cook tonight. MAN :c

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