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#horizon zero dawn#hzd remaster#hzd photomode#hello i am (temporarily? work will eat me one of these days) back#honestly didn't play much horizon lately#mostly control and the odd glacier pic session#felt a little burnt out#but. now the remaster is out i'm being reminded why i love this game so much and god.#you can tell they tried to get it more in line with hfw visually#but it is still distinctly hzd and i could just cry at its beauty all day#can't wait to explore all the areas i've loved to bits in the original and see what they look like now#unfortunately photo mode is still a hassle but we'll make do#they added an option to turn off lens flare. i'm content#...at least i think you couldn't do that before? i remember lens flare giving me a headache regularly#maybe i'm just misremembering
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Oscar bts Celibacy gif everyone C:
#did I spend 3 days working on it? maybe#was it worth it? absolutely#I'm glad I colored it too! nothing much though#im really happy with how the cassock skirt movement turned out >:D#also i drew so many happy arthur faces here :((#malevolent#malevolent podcast#my stuff#oscar malevolent#arthur lester#charlie dowd#noel finley#malevolent shitpost#malevolent fanart#celibacy gif#its still very funny and surprising to me how many oscar ships there are#like my guy is a priest id thought he would be celibate or sth#and so every time ive seen oscar shipping the famous bts celibacy gif would be projected into my brain#*oscar kissing someone* bam! CELIBACY#you get the picture#so i had to make it#though im not sure why but i think it had been done before with him...? or im just misremembering stuff..
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okay tumblr help me out
WHY THE FUCK IS THERE A HEART BUTTON IF I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO USE IT ???
you find a tag you like. you scroll thru it. YOU DROP HEARTS AND REPLIES AND REBLOGS TO EXPRESS YOUR APPRECIATION OF THEIR EFFORTS IN FINDING / MAKING THE CONTENT ??? right?
BUT THEN I GET THIS MESSAGE AND I'M SO CONFUSED ???
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AITA OR WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ???
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UPDATE: i successfully resisted the impulse to go slap hearts on LOTS more of their posts out of spite. and then i blocked them. bc. they weren't actually rude in the method of communication or words used. although the content of the message Felt Very Rude? but i'm still confused and mad about being confused and startled by such a different mindset to mine in regards to How To Tumblr (and i've been on tumblr for about 3yrs now btw)
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FURTHER UPDATE--okay. a theory ventured by my friend @bibookdemon -- this is A Thing on instagram apparently ???
The issue is that folks believe spam liking will trigger a shadowban due to Insta flagging the likes as bot activity
and i was like. wut? what the hell is a shadowban ???
It limits your content reach. Your posts are moved lower in peoples' feeds, or hidden entirely, or etc
and then i was like...um. tumblr defo Does Not Work Like That ???!!! that's part of the charm
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ifstg I'M ABOUT TO CHANGE MY BLOG HEADER TO SAY "MASS LIKES CELEBRATED" or smth I DID IT
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haha info i've just discovered re: tumblr header images
ideal avatar / pfp image size is 128x128px and a file size no larger than 10MB -- supported file formats are JPEG, PNG, or WEBP
ideal header image size is 2048x1152px (16:9 aspect ratio) and a file size no larger than 10MB--supported file formats are JPEG, PNG, WEBP, and GIFs
more info about changing a tumblr blog appearance
#tumblr#tumblr ettiquette#AITA#image id in alt text#WTF#y'all know there's a setting in the activity feed to not get like notifs. or am i misremembering that ???#MAYBE DON'T PUT YOUR BLOG AS PUBLIC IF YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO INTERACT WITH IT??? Whaaaaaaaaaaat The Fuxk#once again feeling as if i'm being scolded for being too autistic in public AGAIN#strongly tempted to go put hearts on more of this user's posts#ffs#neurodivergent#adhd#audhd#autism#autistic#autistic adult#autistic things#mass likes#spam likes#MY BLOG IS NOT A SPAM BOT FFS#just so were queer on the topic#MASS LIKES ARE WELCOMED AND CELEBRATED ON MY BLOG#mass likes welcome#mass likes celebrated#i didn't even KNOW this phrase existed before now#IT'S JUST THE PHENOMENON WHERE SOMEONE FOUND ONE OF YOUR POSTS SOMEHOW SOMEWHERE AND LIKED IT ENOUGH TO GO LOOKING THRU THE REST#they Let You Know that they Like Your Stuff by interacting with it IN SOME FASHION#so that YOU know you aren't just Screaming Into The Void ???#personal story#tumblr faq
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am I crazy or was night of the living pharmacists in one part before disney+
#phineas and ferb#I swear all the so called 'two parters' used to just air seamlessly#like they wouldn't play the theme song after the first half of the 'two parter'#they would just start the episode#but maybe I'm misremembering?
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I have no idea if this is just like an artifact of What I'm Seeing Lately. So it could be purely bias in what's crossing my view not a real thing. But I've seen such a sharp rise in the last like 2ish years of Girl Power popular media being like "only losers ask you to split the bill! Yuck!" I feel like when I was growing up it was pretty common for Girl Power popular media to be totally okay with splitting the bill as a sign of, like, Equality In Relationships. Is this...an actual change? Is it just a change in what I'm seeing rather than what's out there? Idk. Weirds me out though.
#book's life#it's only been like. the last five years maybe max#and in that time the amount of stuff I've seen#in these sorts of Girl Power discourses#has changed. so much#i know I'm not a straight woman so on some level this is none of my business#but....it worries me#because it always seems so gender essentialist#and it's positioned as like. a feminist action#which really fucks me up and makes me feel like I'm misremembering#but i know i have a weird relationship to this stuff bc i really disliked being A Girlfriend#basically everything about it was gross and weird to me#which is not true of everyone. many people enjoy it!#like - i passionately hate having my chair pulled out for me. i never wanted to change my last name. etc#so i clearly just don't vibe with the framworks being presented here#and i don't want to let that bias make me judgemental#and i know some of it is interpersonally harmlesz#if a woman wants a man to pull her chair out bc it makes her feel good that's None of my business#if a woman wants a man to pay the bill on a first date that's also none of my business#it's just the idea that it's *universal* and that anyone should know that the norm is for men to always pay. that's what's risen for me#and i don't like it
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i don't mind the varying art styles at all, it would be fun to have like a warioware-esque game where each mini game has it's own style. my own worry is that the minigames won't have the usual zaniness of previous games
#this mini game looks very cute and i love the cat. obv i literally can't say anything about a game that'll release next year#but this seems a bit plain in comparison to other minigames in terms of weirdness where it looks like it's just cooking#like each minigame usually has SOME gimmick#like all the sport ones that take place in space#or just average people in weird situations like first/second contact#maybe i'm just misremembering but i can't think of many minigames that have extremely normal premises besides maybe....freeze frame..or lik#i guess love rap too#games like that#i'm optimistic and soooo hyped but this is a worry in my mind#txt#rhythm heaven#also that duck one looks ugly i'm sorry i can't hold back on that one#edit 1: i just remembered catch of the day and exhibition match those are also very normal. my bad lmao. but still#i wouldn't want a game with a majority of games like that. that's my worry with the new game. but we'll just have to see
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#tapu koko#now we're into the tapus. and i'll be surprised if i can manage to post all of these without mixing up any of their names#i really do not remember these guys having a very pertinent role in the story besides like#saving us and nebby at the beginning of the fucking game. and then after that ???????#they just served to be really hard to catch in the endgame i guess#maybe i'm wrong. maybe i'm misremembering bc it's been a while. or i haven't played usum and maybe they're more prominent there#who knows. point is that there is four of them and they all start with tapu
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i wish i had the brainpower to explain my thoughts on the change god / the Universe as a stand in for Us, as the audience, eager to watch and rewatch siffrin's tragedy
#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#i just Love it when meta with a motif of theatre/stories does this. ok.#i don't know if i'm misremembering the dev joking about the change god being their self insert? did i make that up.. maybe i should rewatch#when they voiced the encounter on stream.. was it there ..
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I'll never forget when [REDACTED]fandom took [REDACTED], a character that canonically became a radical violent teenager that fell in the slippery slope because of a bruised ego on her patriotism and fell in love with the Evil guy trying to take over and she then became his right hand, then she killed her best friend when she tried to back off from the evil uprising.
She killed her own mother in front of her dad's eyes and in front of two children that her bestfriend adopted (yeah teen mother or something). Then the evil guy died (killed by his own trashy father) and she took his place and led a bunch of angry radicalized teenagers and evil guys, took prisoner her own grandmother and counsin and killed her grandpa (the leader the radicalized teens didn't like).
She was defeated after a fight but still managed to run away and was never caught or seen again.
And the fandom made it so she was manipulated and decieved by the evil guy, if not outright mind-controlled and tormented by his ghost and made her whole family abusive jerks for her to have a reason to murder them all. Which, don't get me wrong would have nice to get more deep in her character besides "i think our leader (grandpa) is a weak pussy and we need to be more violent". And yeah, her dad did held hostage a kid in exchange for supplies from another group because a sickness decimated them, so not that great but i still think of the "No you dont get her! [REDACTED] manipulated and abused her into this" which had, and i swear this on my name, zero basis in canon, fans just wanted her to be in an abusive relationship and make her sad and that was all her personality while the bad guy only got 'evil jerk violent boyfriend' characterization despite the fact his own mother trained him to take revenge against his trashy dad, and it was very weird. I didn't even like these characters and i'm still irked by how mischaracterized they were , it was...so weird.
#rambling#probably gonna delete this later lmao#i have been rambling so much lately haven't i#i just think is craaazy how fandom took [REDACTED] and made her just an abuse victim it was sooo bad and weird#you dont get it it was taken as fact like think of something that ISNT a thing but everyone does in fandom like idkkk Mind Healers in SW#well like that but worse because almost all content was her suffering and being lonely because bad evil boyfriend manipulated her into this#AND HERE'S THE CATCH they didnt even were a couple like she had a crush on evil redacted guy but it was never a relationship lmaooo#maybe is been so long so perhaps im misremembering some little bits that could be interpreted that way (i doubt it)#but no way i'm returning there lmao#rhea's notebook#there was one fanart of HIS GHOST choking her hell naw
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It shocks me that Zeta Gundam & Gundam ZZ released back to back bc so far ZZ feels so much more dynamic in character animation. Big fan of Judeau & the new cast, can't wait to probably see every single female character I like get butchered by the writing as the series continues.
#mobile suit gundam#got sick of trying to understand different watch orders so I'm just watching them in chronological order#maybe I'm misremembering what Zeta was like at the end though#frankly I really hated Rosamia & stopped paying much attention as I forced myself through the parts with her in them
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Imagine Percy telling Nico about his quests and mentioning at some point that Hades straight up told him "Okey-doke" when he was twelve. He'd have a stroke I think
#all the posts i made while live reacting are all somewhat negative LMAO i'm sorryyy#it's just that i'm really ?????? about many of the choices rick made with this show#like he's entitled to do what he wants with it since it's his books and all but they all feel like different characters to me#except maybe the main trio. and luke#was hades so goofy in the book? did i miss or misremember something like– 😭#how would his coldness with nico even play out#pjo#pjo tv spoilers#pjo tv show#percy jackson#lonely thoughts
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guy who's unaware he's gonna spend the next 3-5 hours reworking the lyrics of dream sweet in sea major: haha maybe i'll write a silly little narrative for my hmself, wouldn't that be fun? :)
#chemi chats#ALONE ON THE EDGE OF PERIPHERY COMES THE WRONG TUNE (OR MISREMEMBERING WHAT YOU KNOW)#the ideal way for this to work is to make a mashup of Dream Sweet/Isle Unto Thyself/Intro to the Snow and sing to it#which sounds cool in theory and in my head but i cant make that hfgjh i wish i knew music but i only know how to sing :')#their current names are Petal for Heart | Synapse for Mind | Soli for Soul :0 all are names for parts of a larger sum/whole#there's a vague storyline that i think is very interesting but parts of it might need to be scraped. hmmm alas. still very cool tho!!#''Petal (pedantic) / Synaptic (sycophantic) / A blade before the brow / A seam so it seems I *screamed*''#in theory the timeloop would be contained to just this song. And you can make them loop by sticking the song on repeat :]#Soli has a sword!! because what else would be in character for me lmao. He's music coded (a Soli is a solo done by more than one person!)#The conductor and the baton! Petal has flower imagery (instead of a blindfold he has a flower in his left eye)#I'm not sure what to do for Synapse exactly because synapses arent actually very aesthetically pleasing lmao#maybe star coding. because that's my other aesthetic? ough idk!! dont know about this guy hkjgh#im not very good at making characters hkjhg this is why im a fanartist hkjg#i am decent at writing lyrics and im very good at storytelling though so let's see what we can make~!!#but. not right now. bc i am soooo sleepy jhkjdhg
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I'm doing a new playthrough and it's getting me thinking about stuff. I find it incredibly harrowing that Victor basically has a dead guy's brain copied into him and has to do whatever House tells him to do.
Trudy is telling me how 'it's' hiding something, and doesn't trust Victor at all. Easy Pete telling me how he's harmless and "a broken down relic with no place to be."
Got me thinking again about how Victor's just been rolling around every so often in Goodsprings (while I'm assuming every so often switching consciousness to another robot). Why? Why keep watch over Goodsprings? It's not like it's instrumental to the strip or House at all to hang around there for 10 years.
Which leads me to the deeper questions like how much humanity remains in him? How much of the person he's based on remains specifically? Does he still think like a human, or are all the processes now... hmm filtered through machine like reasoning?
What got me thinking about Victor in this way again was suddenlyremembering how I asked him to help us defend Goodsprings in my first playthrough, and he didn't show up. Feeling disappointed. Then I think I used science skill when I next saw him to determine 'someone' (obv House in retrospect) had shut him down to prevent him showing up to help.
Incredibly horrifying to think that someone who owns you could shut you down like that, no matter their relationship when he was human. If House can shut him down, and gets him to do things like follow me around but not get involved, then how much free will does he have over his actions? Has Victor changed in the last 200 years? Or is he stuck exactly as he was when his brain was scanned, except that he has no choice in what he does now if House doesn't like it. Does he get to die if he wants to? Or is he too useful to House to be allowed that? Can House mess around with his artificial brain or just simply manipulate him into doing what he wants the old fashioned way? Is his compliance with House out of habit from when he was human, choice because he still agrees with House's ideas, or is there no choice for him?
I vaguely remember the explanations he gave me in the Lucky 38 in a previous playthrough making me sad. I can't even remember what he said exactly about himself, but I remember lots of questions feeling left unanswered. Which is part of the fnv experience of course... But, in this case I just couldn't even look at Victor standing outside the Lucky 38 without feeling bad. And now seeing him rolling around Goodsprings it's bringing back some of the sadness
I know part of the fun of FNV is creating your own ideas, roleplaying, deciding how to take situations where it isn't fully fleshed out or the constraints of the game are showing. So idk, I hope maybe I'm thinking about it all in a certain way, and maybe I come across or reason out another way to think about these Victor questions in my current playthrough. But for now he's a bunch of unanswered questions to me.
#fallout new vegas#fnv#if any of this gets a very specific answer in game pls just let me discover it myself. I'm sure I've misremembered some details but maybe#when I replay it this time I'll learn something new and it'll put a different light on it all. maybe less sad#uhhh#fnv spoilers#in case someone who just started the game is excitedly looking through the tag. bc that realization of why Victor dug courier out of the#grave is something you gotta experience firsthand imo. not see it in the fnv tags#i'll make a fnv rambles tag at some point but for now. eh
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#are we getting an mv? bc i just noticed they didn't say it's premiering on yt like they usually do#or maybe they don't usually do that and i'm misremembering#AUGHHHHHHHHHh#txt
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I'm rewatching s1 again and I think it's so fucking funny how much every other doctor except nine absolutely hates guns. nine is SO excited to shoot that goddamn dalek. he is READY he is DOWN he is soooo for it. he points a gun at rose tyler and doesn't even think about it until she scolds him for it.
and then in bad wolf where he's incredibly comfortable about holding that big ass blaster. never gets onto jack about parading around with them either. just does not bat an eye. in fact he is threatening people with it, even if it is a farce.
the others would NEVER lol
#admittedly I haven't watched thirteen yet but I am assuming she's the same as the rest#and I know about the end of time specials shush I know I watched them#but ten does not have the same casualness. like. at all. in the slightest#I mean it's not that nine LIKES guns. that's not what I'm saying#it's just his attitude and how he treats them compared to every regeneration after him#plus he's so unbothered by having guns pointed at him as well#which I know most aren't too bothered either but he is completely uncaring. finds it a little amusing even#maybe I'm misremembering the rest a little bit since s1 is the only one I've come back to over and over again#but I think this is pretty accurate#and I UNDERSTAND why his attitude is different but I still think it's funny#ninth doctor#doctor who#so I uh just now remembered this but twelve LITERALLY shot a guy. so. maybe HE would#big differences there I suppose with twelve are into the dalek and how he treats danny and other examples I'm sure I forgot#so I still don't think I'm wrong but yeah twelve certainly bends it a bit
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The thing with the Tholian Web and Jim's dying message is that it's like "haha see Spock and Bones can't work. together at all Jim needs to always keep the peace even when he's dead" except there's a shitton of episodes previously where something happens to him and they've always managed somehow. I could buy this plot in s1 maybe but by the end of s3 it's kinda... eehhhhh
#.talk#maybe I'm not enlightened enough#I'd love to have my opinion on this episode get turned around#another thing is that it doesn't really feel like spock and bones get equal treatment in this storyline#it's about spock and bones is just there to be in opposition to him. ik “illogical humans” & whatever but the way he just flip flops#his opinion to be the opposite of spock's for no reason after we get to see Spock's entire thought process kinda doesn't jive with me#maybe I'm misremembering the ep
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