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puppyeared · 1 year

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mmmkay

#hugest biggest art block fr the past week or so. maybe im nervous cause school idk #so what do i do except draw my fav in a different style. its fun #idk if ill keep drawing like this cause its mostly style exploration and to just draw /something/ yanno #mk ft my fit at work today. i realized i like balloon pants theyre so fun to wear #mine kind of pinch at the ends so it looks fluffy and it just reminds me of how ppl draw wukongs pants. i get it now #im sleeby #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #myart #doodles

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mercurymacaroons · 11 days

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arrives 15 min late with a latte

......sup

#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags #fellas im surprised hes here and done #did not think that was gonna happen #fuck i forgot smth #eh ill fix it before i make my print #anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i #yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell #i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him #also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1 #bc i wanna do this in gold foil #and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell #but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1 #my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･#so whatever gets done will get done #also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao #if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr #so uh yeah yeehaw #idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years #im not fucking kidding #the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned #hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako #boys lucky to hit top 5 #he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either #maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it #nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is #ill do better by the women i promise

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egoarc4de · 11 months

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homecoming

#tf2 #tf2 scout #my art #i always wanna draw rooms and then get overwhelmed by all the detail #so there's definitely some lack of that here but hey! i pulled thru!#based on the little ant mill au so there's some context missing #also if you saw the first post of this SORRY and no u didnt...#pls pretend u didnt...#anyways this was a lot of fun to paint!!#im shit at perspective and avoid backgrounds at all cost but i rlly wanted to try smthn out of my comfort zone #but ill be back to wacky zany colourful and trying to make more fun stuff soon huhu #hello all my friends i hope u are well!#link is to the song that inspired the first draft of this #which i still want to kind of make LOL maybe some other time #anyways this is weird and a little dull looking but im quite happy with some bits of it!! yahoo!! now to... shivers... do uni work...

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plulp · 1 year

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im so glad we all agree avery has white hairs

#my art #dol #avery the businessperson #ugh the EVERYTHING is so hard to design #i HATE designing. cant even make my own ocs BEE TEE DUBS #i hate colors too #hope this is OKAY #maybe ill change it later im not sure #i wanted to make their hair more Gray but uwwaaaaagghhhh #tried a lot of things #but this seemed to work fine #oh but all white does look kind of awesome #but i dont know #if any of you have any suggestions ill be glad to get them #OH MY GOD. it was so hard not to draw The American Psycho or Hannibal. you dont understand #i dont know how to color the suit so :(

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milksnake-tea · 28 days

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sometimes i think about the way sunday is 100% fine with doing fucked up things as long as he thinks the people he’s doing those things to deserve them

#thinking out loud 🏵️#honkai star rail #listen i might cry and sob over sunday whenever i think abt him #but he is BRUTAL #like look at what my guy did to aventurine 😭#straight up said ur dying now have fun #and he didnt feel ANY remorse because in his eyes aven was the villain #aven was a threat to penacony #and so in his mind his actions were justified #its the same w gallagher #sunday is an asshole to him because gallagher killed his sister (and he doesnt know that shes actually fine)#im telling you if gallagher didnt stab sunday when he did #sunday wouldve started pulling out his whole oh triple faced soul thing #and he wouldve been a lot worse to gallagher than to aven #would it have worked? no idea bc gallagher. isnt exactly real #but who knows #sunday is kind and empathetic no doubt about it #but like an angel he is kind to the weak and ruthless to the wicked #and i LOVE that about him #he’ll be a decent person but the second he has any reason to believe that youre a threat #its free real estate #i have a lot of thoughts on sunday #maybe one day ill share my perspective on how stellaron hunter sunday could work from a narrative standpoint #but today is not that day

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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ough i wanna draw so bad but my arms are virtually Unusable... too much lifting and hauling... in other news i felt True and Intense Pining today for the soft, delightful, tiny pig beanie baby in a diner gift shop. she was a wonderful pink with a lovely purple nose...

#and make no mistake the strong emotion i felt was indeed pining. longing. Yearning.#gazed lovingly at her for a solid ten seconds in the checkout line #i will think of her often and fondly #leaving the diner without her Hurt Me. but i cant afford a new friend rn </3 #still i am sitting by the bright window and playing rain sounds while looking outside in anguish #alas... we were two ships passing in the night....#absolutely unprompted #ough but really though i have to rest like. my entire arms on my desk #even just typing is making me take minecraft damage #Still I Am Going To Attempt Writing Because Now That The Work Is Done I Am Very Bored #maybe ill write some human au! i have Scene Ideas for it!#or ill continue to workshop lights out #probably work on act three... i cant decide which direction to go in with it #it'll end up in the same place for act four But. the road there... which turn will i make them take....#depends on how mean im feeling. theres the kind version. the distressed version. and the anguish version #knowing Me i will probably choose the anguish version as the au's canon!

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teabutmakeitazure · 2 months

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told my mom I don't feel like her daughter or blood because of the way she treats my cousin and she told me I'm being ridiculous and petty

#vent #mom tells everyone that (insert cousin name) is her daughter and that she treats her like such and is always talking praises about her #but whenever she talks about me somewhere its always complaints #that i dont take care of her and dont spend time with her and only gove her stress #a few days ago she told everyone that i dont do (insert name of thing that i explicitly do every single day for her) for her and that she's #-unlucky for having a daughter like me whereas my aunt (who she was talking to) is lucky to have such amazing 3 daughters #and then when she sings praises of my cousin (not this aunts daughter) its always everything good #and even when this cousin is staying at our place with her 3 kids uninvited my mom treats her better than me #and when i point that that im suddenly being ridiculous and petty #it hurts worse because this monthly cycle im having 2 depression weeks from the looks of it and it currently a depression week #guess mom will be happy when im gone next month #she can spend all the time she wants with said cousin #for context my mom is cousin's aunt and she kind of raised her and her brother for a couple of years since their mom died when they were-#-little #and my mom keep saying she pities her for her moms death even tho she lives a happier life than us #you cant miss a relationship you never knew so ofc shes fine #i cant belive a 4 year bond is stronger than blood for my mom. guess ill get back to work then #maybe coding is dae wae #zuri rambles #edit: i just cleaned the entire apartment. broomed and mopped all the floors. did the beds and bedsheets. put everything back in place. did #-the dishes and rn mom's outside singing cousin's praises because she made tea for us during breakfast #god when will august come i cant take this anymore

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blobbei-art · 2 years

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Forcing myself to doodle more and it resulted in Werewolf!Descole because I like creatures and it’s halloween mood. Luke would definitely use this opportunity to the fullest to mess with Desmond

#professor layton #descole #desmond sycamore #art #my art #fanart #i...i dont like doodling that much actually #especially when its about scenarios/emotions #theres a good pay off there bc you like characters and you like seeing them in fun scenarios! but i dont like doodling it for some reason #i like thinking about composition and nice colours #but either way i meant to draw a furry descole and ended up not being up for drawing a humanoid at all so it became full dog #i actually tried reusing shapes from descole's design in the werewolf form? Like his ears are supposed to look like his hat #and the body shape is based off of his wolves from eternal diva #i tried putting in some desmond but descole kind of has more interesting things to work with. he DOES have some side fluff #for the bread hair #also theres no lore behind it i just. drew a dog #maybe ill delete this bc again i really dont like uploading sketches #but im not really getting much out of it so i thought maybe someone else on here would???

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puppyeared · 10 months

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doodles of my fav sillies

anton belongs to @poicyss

#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it #im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3 #im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow #homemade comfort blorbos......#watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks #or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands #i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks #its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days #i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside #cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine #AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached #i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right #on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands #and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits!#i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly #the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking #maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol #myart #my art #my oc #oc #friend oc #augusta #anton #vincent #sillies family #doodles

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bueris · 4 months

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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

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wild-at-mind · 6 months

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Had a really stupid conversation via minor emotional breakdown with a queer friend about what makes an LGBTQ person 'assimilist'. From what she said I'm kind of forced to draw the conclusion 'if you say you're not assimilist, then you're not'.

#i love her but none of it makes any sense to me #i think i really just wanted her to see that this kind of rhetoric is no good if you're fundamentally unable to see yourself as having valu #to a community- which is where i'm still at sometimes unfortunately.#i would say that i may not be the only one since mental illness + self esteem issues + being lgbtq are not exactly unlinked #but i have basically never found anyone else who has my particular hangups...maybe online once ages ago #so in my own mind i'm the most assimilist lgbtq who ever existed- not even worthy to call myself queer #and it's nice that she thinks i am not like that and in fact am 'one of the good ones'#who is not assimilist- look i know that 'one of the good ones' usually means the opposite ok i know! it's just an impression i get #she's like telling me obviously i'm all good because i look like i do but all i can hear is #that if i didn't look like this then i'm an assimilist #i fucking hate my brain honestly no one asked me to have a mental breakdown at their house (thank god i didn't cry)#and then go home and that's when i cry because i saw a trans guy's 'this many years on t' post and i felt like shit because #i haven't done anything about transitioning in ages and i'm not even out at work :'(#like i know i'm an assimilist because my main reason for not coming out at work is not wanting to do the beaurocracy #of changing my name on my email and every fucking log in i have on everything- telling every single person i interact with #i just can't it's too much and my line manager is worse than useless #but i have 'my job is computer and doing emails all day' privilege so i don't like to talk to people about it

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spaghett-onaplate · 15 days

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oh yeah i went to a uni open day and allergies decided to pummel me in a rather quiet room with over a hundred other people during a law course presentation when i had ONE tissue that had previously been a bookmark. i only sneezed four times but my right eye and nostril could NOT stop watering i gave in and used my sleeve and it got absolutely soaked in snot 😭😭

#anyway the uni was pretty whelming but i got some useful info about ways to get into the course i want if i don't qualify initially #and some actually really useful info about a lot of work opportunities during the degree. there's an on campus law practice :0 #and a lot of places offer jobs through the uni instead of putting them on market #so pretty good stuff #tho i did see my almost-ex (we never really dated but he liked me and i humoured it for a couple days before i realised i did not like him)#and he was pissing me off there i dont feel strongly negatively but man i do not fw him #oh man we're tumblr mutuals hi if you see this.... i would block but i forgot his URL. dont think he uses this often?? ill have a look #and maybe block. yeah #update i scrolled through my tumblr messages to find him and it says his blog does not exist #anyway. wow i got off topic #oh yeah i didnt fw him during our short ideal either #bc i was all uhh yeah im not sure about this lets take it slow bro did NOT take it very slow #anyway it was kind of funny he very obviously liked me for weeks before i caught on it he said 'i like you' and i still did not realise #on halloween he was eager to suggest doing the lady and the tramp spaghetti move on a pocky stick as a 'challenge' and i thought nothing of #it #so that was a cool insight into how oblivious i am in the romance department

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comixandco · 1 year

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i’m just

there must be so many gaps in jieum’s memory

she was the girl of many trades but can she remember how she learnt any of those skills? No they were all from her past lives so they’re gone. Can she remember leaving her neglectful family to live with ae-gyeong? No because she was from a past life, so where does ji-eum think she grew up? She remembers being good at school and her awards but not if anybody was there in the audience for her. She says in her phone call to her superior that she remembers switching departments before, but she doesn’t remember working in the hotel. She cooks meals the exact way as ae-gyeong taught her and she taught ae-gyeong, but she doesn’t remember having learnt them. if she can’t remember anything to do with her past lives, she wouldn’t be able to remember anything that had happened in the past few months the drama is set over.

that must be such an odd and confusing existence, to only remember small dots and flashes of your life, and a giant gap in recent memory, and she doesn’t even seem to be affected by it either? Did she go to the hospital after coming to consciousness standing on a bridge with no idea how she got there? Did they run tests on her brain to see if something had gone wrong? Does she think she suffered a mental breakdown?

What is going on in ji-eum’s brain in those final scenes i want to dissect her thoughts like a grape