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rice-ballin · 5 months

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damn i rly wish i didn't overthink so much and just ASSUME everyone hates me!! really wish i was likable!!

#uhhhhh not in a good mental state right neowwwwwww #i think shes mad at me but idk #maybe she was just overwhelmed #ughhhh but she seemed rly pissed offffffff #i feel like shit #i constantly feel like shit

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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A new challenger approaches (slowly)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen chao #jin zixuan #jiang cheng #lan wangji #tulu xuanwu #Wen Chao's turtlephobia starts now. I wonder if that's ever going to come back into play?#Slight re-ordering of events for the funny punchlines but we're close to getting back on track.#The mianmian stuff happening right after we also have a Torment Tortoise looking for blood makes this scene so chaotic.#A good kind of chaos as it is supposed to be overwhelming and anxiety inducing!#I have been sitting on the idea of the Beast being just a normal turtle with a knife for ages. Years in fact.#It's stupid as hell but that's sometimes what art is. Indulging the past you who would have loved to see the dumb thing be drawn.#Making it canon now that A-Qing's turtle (the one pd-Lan Sizhui found) is a descendant of this turtle.#Maybe she was so defensive because she has eggs she was watching over! How insensitive of these cultivators!#You can insert your own choice of boss music here - I did not grow up playing video games so I have nothing off the top of my head.#I am making a BOTW reference here so you could substitute one of those themes but I find them more melancholic than menacing.

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forzathunder · 2 months

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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

#i have so many thoughts on these two #hes such a clingy brother wth #as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or #by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed #cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless #or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him #but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love #that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away #“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her #AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love #cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless #and only for lucrezia #lucrezia borgia #cesare borgia #cesare x lucrezia #the borgias #dailyborgia #perioddramaedit #perioddramasource #weloveperioddrama #onlyperioddramas #romancegifs #the borgiasedit

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peanutseagle · 1 year

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Could u plz draw part 2 of Damian asking Anya 's hand from Loid ?

Your wish is my command, anon 🥖

(part one)

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fusionsprunt · 4 months

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So wait. Gideon k.o himself to be Hunter? Or his organic body still intact? He's pulling a Springtrap??

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#it was a very desperate decision honestly!#Guideon had not much of his parents left besides the overwhelming responsibility for the company and an inactive Exocannis prototype #In a way it was like the universe giving him a second chance to make things right for once (and to be useful perhaps)#He could've just let the poison do its job. but just like young Gideon would he sought comfort in his mother's creations #He knew how the Exocannis worked bcs he designed them himself as a kid and gave the drawing to his mother. 'his name's Hunter!' he told her #She made his childhood drawing into reality and now- it came back to save him from this painful fate.#the poison was not something he willingly drank by the way!#maybe Guideon had grown *way* too popular since the UNITY androids granted Bortom's victory against Fusionsprunt #some people are ready to take the credits once the original creator is long gone #and he was too careless to pay attention to that #inbox

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velvetjune · 5 months

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Thinking about Saga coming home after the events of Alan Wake 2 to see her family, and Tor and Odin just. coming with to also visit the family. Congratulations Logan, you now have two party animal gods as your great grandparents for the (thankfully avoided) price of almost getting written out of existence!

#this is based off of absolutely nothing but it’d be fun if they taught Logan to play one of their instruments !#or let her play the chimes in one of their performances lol #Tor and Odin would be very overwhelming at first but Logan seems to love family time! even if she jokingly complains #and imo I think saga would tell Logan about them and her seer powers. maybe not Everything that happened just yet but she wouldn’t want #Logan to be kept in the dark. she’s in for a wild ride when she hears all these stories #extremely funny how Tors will in some way always include ‘so i was beating someone up with my hammer—‘#alan wake 2 #saga anderson #logan anderson #tor anderson #odin anderson #this is just a bunch of thoughts all thrown together

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moe-broey · 21 days

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Ohhh I remember why I don't do full illustrations like ever. Page too big attention span too short. Well.

If anyone wants to do this concept better than me feel free. This is my final message...... goodbye..............

#fire emblem #feh #wip #i. don't know if i'll come back to it but i can feel myself getting overwhelmed and wanting to do something else.#as a prop she's like those waitress trainer class designs. has some tea dishes and a pokeball (healball most likely)#all tipping over with like. frosty snowflake swirls. maybe some bubbles too esp in ref to primarina #idk i just felt so strongly they matched so well.....#plagued with. the urge of i don't wanna.#already was feeling myself fumbling the execution too. SAD.#i'm gonna go burst into tears now and go back to my safe corner now. farewell...#fe felicia #pokemon #primarina #my art

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arolesbianism · 1 month

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Welcome to the “they’re just like me fr (derogatory)” club featuring no color because I would rather die than draw Sif with color

#keese draws #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #jackie stern #oxygen not included #ignore how I made sif look comically tiny I didn’t mean to even if I’m right #also the (derogatory) mostly applies to just jackie but sif made me remember I have hashtag issues so he gets a lil too #I do deeply adore both of them I just like jackie more because she’s a terrible person #which in turn means I bully her harder #I wish I could imagine fun interactions between sif and her or olivia but alas I don’t think it’d be very interesting #jackie would not be interested in talking to sif and olivia as much as I love her isn’t a very interesting conversationalist lol #I’d still enjoy watching her and sif interact but I feel like sif would get kinda overwhelmed by her technical questions #same with jackie if she actually did talk to them but I think she’d be more keen to seek the scientists of their world #and then she’s like this time craft needing immense power thing is bullshit I did it and it generates infinite power all by itself #and then she blows up this planet too to prove her point or smth #but yeah there’s smth deeply wrong with these guys I think they should die horrifically over and over again #but alas that only happens to one of them 😔#I’d love to put jackie in a timeloop she’d actually probably be actively happy for the first maybe few months but once she starts to crack #she’d just spiral soooo bad and shes absolutely incapable of self reflecting so her ass is not escaping #rly the most interesting question of looping jackie to me is how long would it take her to even for a second think she might have done a #single thing wrong in her life lol #sif vc aw shit I just messed smth small up time to have a breakdown over it #jackie vc wtf why did the earth blow up this must be dr.techna’s fault

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nerosdayinanime · 1 year

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wait. random idea. Pathetic(blame candy) muzan & kokushibo are exes from Centuries ago and he has Complaints hed like to talk about w him but all hes getting to now is Nakime. hes so sick of his bullshit and just enduring it and goes to kagaya like 'i have to kill kibutsuji. ill help you kill him & the other upper moons just PLEASE im so sick of this shit. i need to kill him' 'well you arent killing me so ill give you the benefit of doubt-'

since they broke up he's hacked at the curse to the point he can snap it Whenever without muzan noticing, he finally did so & went to kagaya bc he can Feel shit's gonna pick up soon. he has his memories but he Ignores Them bc hes ashamed and kinda projecting it onto muzan. he has to kill muzan to kill his shame kinda fucked up coping mechanism yk?

the hashira try to kill him On Sight together but he calmly deflects everything while explaining hes working with them to kill kibutsuji. reluctant acceptance with the note from kagaya giving him a pass. most of them fully believe its a trap tho.

koku seeing tanjiro & his earrings and starting to approach, giyuu already has his blade lodged in his neck as a warning/threat & tanjiro staring at him in shock like 'HUH?? THE MAN FROM MY DREAMS?? HES A DEMON NOW? WAIT WHATS HE DOING HERE-'

#allied kokushibo au #he gets to have a conversation w tanjiro (giyuu watching like a fucking hawk) about his brother & sun breathing and all that- nezuko and her #conquering the sun- koku agreeing that of any demon she deserves to have the sun's blessing. not fuckin *muzan*. he'll want his grubby #little hands on her as soon as he finds out. You. practice sun breathing Right Now you have to be Ready for this.#kokushibo #tsugikuni michikatsu #kny spoilers #<probably need to add that since this is like Entirely surrounding the final few arcs #he talks to tomayo&yushiro and shinobu and gets in on their plans. maybe stop shinobu from her suicide attempt & deals with douma himself #leaves more than just tanjiro and giyuu to fight akaza #i dont remember how kaigaku's goes isnt zenitsu the only one? if so he can keep that thats his atonement whatever for jigoro #nakime however is going to have much more of a Time defending against like 4 hashira at once #yadda yadda less casualties happier ending. koku not knowing what the fuck to do now. stop the need to Eat People to live obviously but what #the fuck. he still hates himself. all the tereible shit hes done and for What. does he kill himself? walking into the sun seems like a good #way to go. fitting yk? but if he becomes fully human like nezuko did what the fuck does he Do. just. Live? after all the shit he did? no..#cool at the beginning but the ending has many questions #i do think he'd want to kill himself but i also think he'd be scared to see his brother in the afterlife. in canon it feels like a spur of #the moment Explode Yourself bc the emotions were overwhelming in the moment #or maybe its been way too long since ive read the manga and this shits ALL out of character #whatever it was funnie at first but then i put too much thought into it #def wanna see somethn with him & tanjiro talking about how theyre connected #kny manga spoilers

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ilkkawhat · 2 months

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maybe i’m just being delusional but i think it’s a sign of growth that i’m letting someone else help me during a very overwhelming day and doing things that really i should be doing as a supervisor

#though part of me is berating myself that i can’t be the person she is—showing signs of a true leader #maybe i’m just not cut out for this #but legit there’s just so much that i can’t do because im doing other peoples jobs #but then it’s like how do you train someone to do their job in such a short period of time #without overwhelming them too #idk this is just. bad day for me so far #tbd

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biblicalhorror · 3 months

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My relationship with my mom has come such a long way in the past few years only to come crashing down the second I try to do something nice for my dad and/or acknowledge that she is not the main character of the universe ://

#i tried to ask her if she wanted to get sushi with us for fathers day (48 hours away) and she said 'yeah unless something happens'#and i was like 'okay well the website says they wont seat us unless we're a full party' and she was like 'maybe ill make it maybe i wont'#then hung up on me #THEN texted me like 'just put me down for a no.. i cant decide this on less than a moments notice and you clearly dont want me there anyway #and 'thats the answer you wanted right? 😘'#fucking GOD FORBID i try to do something nice for my dad on FATHERS DAY after not being able to see him for several months #bc hes been flying to and from IL every couple of weeks to care for his dying father #and the saddest part is that for mothers day or her birthday or anything like that my dad is always the person bringing it up first #to my sister and me to make sure we can all plan something that will make her feel special and appreciated #and meanwhile my mom acts like a fucking toddler the second the attention is not on her for 2 seconds #'im tired and so busy and you gave me no time to decide' i literally would have given you a few hours to think about it if youd communicate #instead you passive aggressively imply i hate you because im doing something nice for someone else #ALSO you are not the only person on the goddamned planet that is busy and overwhelmed right now like are you KIDDING #i want to cry #personal

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to-be-a-dreamer · 5 months

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And if I make a full post talking about how Abby, Shannon, and Taylor were actually really interesting and compelling characters that were just wildly mishandled by the writers and weren't allowed to fully explore their own motivations or personalities outside of being a love interest then what?

This is a threat.

#abby and learning how to prioritize herself after spending her entire life caring for other people at the expense of her own identity?#and realizing she's been doing it even in her relationship because she's literally been teaching this boy how to be a good partner #and that's not fair to her no matter how much she genuinely loves him and it really was just 'right person wrong time'#shannon and feeling so helpless and overwhelmed that the only thing she could think to do was run away #and even when she was ready to come back she was so ashamed of what she'd done and terrified she would never be forgiven #and she didn't have the courage to take the first step on her own but once she was given the chance she was ready to put in the work #taylor and prioritizing the truth over the comfort of others because so much of her life was spent being uncertain about her own family #and learning too late that the truth and your career don't matter if you keep hurting the people you care about #and maybe she learns to be better but she already burned that bridge and your personal growth doesn't undo the hurt you caused #i have so many thoughts about the FLEET of women who were done dirty by fox not allowing them to be independent characters #before they tried to make them a love interest #911 #911 abc #911 fox #abby clark #shannon diaz #taylor kelly

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quietwingsinthesky · 3 months

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part of me wonders like. what if ruby's mom had just left. what if ruby had said "i'm named after a road", looking at her with so much hope in her eyes, and her mom, who made this choice nineteen years ago, couldn't handle it. and left.

#sorry i just keep thinking about that one sarah jane adventures episode with clyde's dad #where at the end. his dad doesn't magically become the person clyde needs him to be. he can't. he wasn't.#and he leaves again. and all clyde can say is 'don't do to another kid what you did to me.'#and he has a family. he has his mom and he has the bannerman road gang.#it's not that he doesn't need his dad because he does and did but he *can't* have his dad. not in the way he needs. because that version #of his dad doesn't exist.#so i just keep thinking. this whole season revolving around ruby wanting to find her mom. because maybe then she can make sense of it.#maybe she won't feel like she was left there because there's something Wrong with her #i keep thinking what if she'd looked at her mom and said 'it's me. you left me. please. i don't hate you. i was safe. i was loved. but it's #me. do you see me.'#i keep thinking what if her mom got overwhelmed and ran.#it's not malicious it's not intentional to hurt ruby. but ruby is a ghost of a mistake she hasn't faced for nineteen years.#how do you look at that. how do you.#what if she ran. and left ruby in that coffee shop. and the doctor warned her but she tried anyway.#thinks about ruby. shell-shocked because this Wasn't Supposed To Happen.#not because she thought it would go perfect but she thought there would be Something #and instead her mom left.#imagining ruby collapsing into the doctor's arms after that and just losing it. you know.#cathartic. to me.#ruby sunday

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flagsontheland · 3 months

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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later #but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head #wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds #I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early #but im just tired of my body not working right #it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines #and stress about some things #but its so infuriating #im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying #maybe i need to take better care of myself idk #anyway I'll shut up now

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bootyful-seventeen · 7 months

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I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds

#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day #and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those #I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad #and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd #like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff #it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie #Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about #give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit #the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash #but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think #sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots #tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand #saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀#the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age #I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it #omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too #just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned #like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things #cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane

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giftedeath · 4 months

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maybe i do think about how pike is "angel, oz, and xander all rolled into one." bc that's crazy

#i have thoughts ....#a lot of those thoughts are incoherent bc buffy herself i dont think knows how to handle that lmao #like wdym someone who's bestie but also incredibly helpful and makes life less difficult #bc its kind of a funny thing to have that when she doesn't wanna acknowledge or accept it #bc that would mean she /wants/ the help and feels overwhelmed all the time #and that would be bad :(#bc she's BUFFY!#maybe i'll just kms #/joke #going through the horrors › ooc.

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