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kenobion · 2 years

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Andrew Garfield for IMDb

#that middle gif is very important to me . . . how is he so gorgeous??#andrew garfield #I love his face and his hair . . . the texture looks amazing #whoever styled it knew exactly what they were doing #I have a spiritual need to take his face in my hands and smooch him #maybe that'd fix me #andrew my beloved . . . I am available anytime #please let me love him 🤞🏻#my gifs

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girlboyburger · 1 month

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with my move around the corner and life feeling sort of real again, i'm having Regular Thoughts about hobbies i've been meaning to revisit...

#i didnt realize just how close i was to finishing my suit until i started packing up my supplies #i really did just let the joy get sucked out of me in this place #aahh... so SO excited to LIVE again. ill have hobbies! a consistent work schedule! maybe even treat myself better!#actually. absolutely will treat myself better. and a fursuit? that'd fix me better than therapy tbh #waves my hands around #ee #my art #furry #fursona #fursuit #oc: cow #the cow fursuit timeline #<--this tag will be used again! yay!!#augh #little known hyperfixation is fursuiting btw #i like to watch fursuit parades while drawing sometimes. or like. whole eating lol #and i can name most makers as it goes on #i love fursuits i love crafts

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eff-plays · 9 months

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I think Wyll is prettier than Astarion. There I said it. Astarion is more interesting certainly but mainly because Wyll is easier to look at. I just kick my legs and giggle whenever he's on screen. Mesmerized by him. Cannot tear my eyes away type shit.

#i desperately want to romance him but he's hard to find an angle on for an appropriately angsty romance that i enjoy #cuz he's so nice and well-adjusted it's like u deserve better than whatever creature i make for u king<3 #wyll keep trying tho he simply must be smooched asap #i think pally is my best bet tbh #like someone who's righteously angry at mizora #like feral abt how she's mistreating wyll #vengeance pally would be juicy i think but maybe barb could also work? hmmm #i did make a rogue drow just now who looks like the joker and i feel like that'd be a fun combo #i will keep thinking on it #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #wyll ravengard #the problem with wyll is that he's not real and not my boyfriend #astarion type men are fun when they're fictional and you know you wouldn't touch them with a ten-foot-pole irl #but wyll?? i wanna kiss wyll. reader x wyll type shit. i think he can fix me<3

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ajarofpickledtears · 4 months

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vent, negativity

I'm literally just some useless pos garbage person and don't deserve anything good or nice

too incompetent to even just function like an even half regular person

all i am good at is sleep

which i should probably do more bc not like I'm gonna accomplish anything when awake anyway

at least that way i won't be such an annoying attention seeking bitch or bring the mood down because i can't handle anything in life

i could disappear and nothing would change, no one's lives would really be affected

im just nothing

#cylas vents #how about 'nothing of value was lost' for a gravestone inscription. though tbh that'd be too much effort already #just leave me to rot somewhere #negativity #/neg #depression #or maybe i just suck and try to use mental illness as an excuse #im probably perfectly healthy and just a lazy miserable pos #that's why antidepressants don't change anything #because there's nothing to change or fix

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morrigan-sims · 1 month

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To anyone who's ever read my story: Thank you, and I'm so sorry I haven't posted anything in ages. I really, really, really want to keep working on it, I just kinda hit a wall with where to go next, and that has been killing me for months now.

(Basically, I have the entire last half or third of the story plotted out, but aside from a few scattered plot points, I don't know how to do the setup to get there. And the harder I try to brainstorm the emptier my brain gets. So I've kinda just stalled.)

#oh to have the same level of awesome inter-character interactions and cots....#I'm just really bad at coming up with scene ideas that lead to those kinds of inter-character interactions aside from one-on-ones w/ Fallon #anyways. enough late night / early morning thoughts.#who knows maybe someday soon I'll have an insomnia week where I fix every single problem with RTQ/ATQH.#that'd be nice.#knowing me it will be during a week where sleep is critical tho.#since my last productive insomnia week was during my fall semester exam week lmao. very funny but also annoying as hell.#morrigan.txt #delete later #I make too many posts at odd hours.#I need to go the fuck to sleep. It's after 2am and I have to be up around 9am.

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scare-ard--sleigh · 2 months

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i think about how long it's been since someone intentionally made croc smile or laugh and god i rip off my skin and fucking eat it like a jerky i'm sorry i just . gnawing, BITING even . screaming !!

#cw self cannibalism (sorry)#one pieceblogging #crocodickblogging #<- block that i'm going so insane about him today .#thinking about this and the fact that he wasn't like That upset about being in impel down. when did he last share a #meal with someone who wasn't absolutely terrified of him???? losing my MIND .#i literally can't even think about how long it's been since he held hands with someone my nose fucking runs blood just . violent things #happen to me! can't do it !! i think of being even fractionally that lonely and it makes me so sick holy shit !!!#i cANNOT fix him but i can fuck him and maybe that'd calm us both down jfc

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abysskeeper · 3 months

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Hm...

#don't mind me #I think if the ground could open up and swallow me whole that'd just...be nice #just to disappear for a little while #couple days...maybe up to a week or two #that has the potential to fix me I think

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running-in-the-dark · 3 months

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it has to be said though, I had a lovely rest of the day after my breakdown this morning. it was very cathartic. painted for like eight hours after that, and had a good time doing it.

#also watched Sad Boyz for... well that entire time tbh #maybe that also helped. probably. Jarvis in particular is always incredibly calming to me. I relate to him so much so it helps when he says #something very eloquent about his feelings or whatever. idk it's just good #big feelings day today I guess #alsooo had a......... long shower... for the first time in a month/since I've been here. if you get what I'm saying. because I'm #uncomfortable saying it lol. anyway that... also helped #removed a lot of the way-too-horny anxiety lol.#annnnnyway no one needs to know that but whatever 💖#then I rewatched the night court episode with the law club where Dan is really just. selfless. and does something so nice for Christine #man I love that episode #he's my good boy. I could totally fix him and show him that he isn't the worst person on earth. that'd be fun #it'd fix me too tbh #or we could make each other worse 💖 I'd be okay with that too #anyway it's bed/daydream time. so that'll be fun haha #it is very frustrating that I can only realise things about myself and my own life through fictional characters and random guys. but #whatever I'll take what I can get #personal

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daz4i · 5 months

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hugging my knees rocking back and forth. i need a vampire bf

#that'd fix me. maybe.

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astrxealis · 9 months

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finally actually working towards fixing my blogs lol 💪

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#THE PROBLEM W ME... though... is i want to fix every single post on this account. which isn't. very. good.#considering i have thousands of posts and i am a very busy student but will that stop me !! probably not.#i'm NOT going to change my tags anymore i think. that'd probably kill me #there's a website tho ik but STILL.....!! troublesome. so. anyway!#gna start writing here soon again but that's dependent on whether i get my shit fully together finally. aaand i'm fixing my selfship #sb and etc etc etc yes <3 it just turned 12 am honestly i don't think i have the braincells rn #i want to COLLAPSE !!!!! tbf i could. totally do so. there's nothing important for me to worry over anymore #i mean yeah i might have a quiz later today but our teacher hasn't responded to email my classmate sent eyaghhhhhhh #SO. idk. we were supposed to do a lab fun thingy yesterday BUT THEN we got. noon classes suspended. weird shit. sigh #so.....!!! so.#it's physics and honestly going to be pretty easy since they're giving the equations so i'll just brush up on my knowledge #and then the concepts etc ... oh god. or maybe i could just yk... sleep...!#idk. anyway. HII GOOD JUST-TURNED-TECHNICALLY-MORNING-BUT-IT'S-MIDNIGHT FROM ME ^_^#i am so ill (figuratively) i am a mess but i'll Fix Things #yk what would be so good for this all... exercise..... i at least am able to walk a lot everyday bcs of school but STILL #okay bye from me now. i am. TIRED... bye <3

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antoncrane · 1 year

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You ever feel like one of your co-workers doesn’t like you, but you have no idea why or how to go about fixing that. :Ic

#This dude is so chatty with *literally* everyone else so obvs' it's a fault on my end #(People newer than me he's also chatty with)#If I have to talk to him b/c the system is running an error - he won't even look at me when he's talking and then he skedaddles away #LIKE dude what did I do??? How do fix this???#I don't think it's an intimidation thing b/c he's like half a foot taller and I'd say ten-ish years older than me #am I off putting -- am I *too* creature #Maybe it's just one of those natural no vibes things idk #Lozz blah blah #All the middle aged ladies are chill with me at least #(but I don't want to drag them into this b/c that'd be weird for everyone)

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mayonakano-archive · 1 year

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every day, no matter how cold it is, i get a liiittle more tempted to just skip school, turn off my phone, and drive the hr+ to the ocean despite being terrified of driving

#leoposting #i wouldn't turn off my phone actually it has ash in it :(#i'd ignore my parents tho...#i miss the ocean... i don't care if i'd be shivering in my hoodie i just want to see it. maybe that'd fix me #actually i'm too much of a goody-two-shoes to skip school... bleh...#maybe one of these days on the weekend i'll just... leave. probably not though. getting to the ocean means going through Scary Roads...#sigh. this stupid town has too many goddamn roundabouts i hate those things

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keeps-ache · 2 years

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being denied silver fruit (making art) by some invisible - and maybe perhaps non-existant - punishment (??)