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i was peacefully working a closing shift when i was struck by a horrible yet wonderful and supremely indulgent idea:
Danny Phantom x Voltron crossover
#OKAY NOW HEAR ME OUT#the phandom loves Danny as a being of space and balance#space as we are aware of is objectively terrifying and endless and full of cosmic bodies#voltron has delved a bit into weird space stuff including ginormous space whales and insane space anamolies#some pretty cool stuff actually#so picture this: the paladins & co. either a) hear about weird occurrences and go investigate#they keep running into weird anomolies like getting stuck in pocket dimensions until something gets resolved#or a time loop or a shared fever dream like that one doctor who episode#whatever else#until they find an abandoned temple or smthn at a planet or a moon and they find Danny trapped there deep in slumber and encased in ice#OR b) they get a call about a planet’s’ communication system going on the fritz for some reason#they mention a nearby cold star in passing that’s been giving off flares#everyone is ofc like; cold star??? flares??? now that we have to see#they go and the star is pulsating and it is just putting out extremely cold temperatures#unapproachable#but allura being the magical girlie she is starts getting Vibes from it#maybe the star is reaching out?#something pushes her to reach me out as well and boom!#the star begins cracking#but not egg-like per se#this is a star and its space and it’s a HUGE reaction#and dangerous#maybe they wormhole it somewhere safe and that beomes like a whole stress sequence#anyways the star basically goes into a very tiny miniscule mini supernova#and this huge THING this BEING stretches out#layers and layers of whatever their body is just unfolding and unmaking themselves to reveal a fucking nebula#vaguely human shaped and holy shit it’s moving! and it just turned its head(?) to look at the castle of lions#that is terrifying#TLDR; danny is in a space ice cocoon (hibernating trapped actually metamorphosis etc) and the voltron gang wakes him up
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What could’ve been if Noonien Soong had actually programmed his sons with relatively healthy coping mechanisms that don’t include murder.
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#lore soong#star trek lore#I really should journal! I am realizing right now the depth of how much stress will impact your body/physical health#but then again…maybe doodling Lore and reaching out to people is good enough for right now 😂💛✨#I’m gonna be okay. And so is everyone else!
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ed dreamily saying "stede stabbed me once, i had to make him do it" followed by him in the next episode "making" stede pull rank and be mean captain...
man's orchestrating situations. manifesting. good for him.
#you go ed dont let your dreams be memes reach for the stars#get more out of life: ask the guy you're hot for to stab you and then be stern with you. juuuust a little#work your way up to having him call you pretty while he tugs your hair maybe lol#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2#edward teach#stede bonnet#blackbonnet
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the appeal of yeojeong as a normal guy who’s just a little bit off. not enough that you would notice when talking to him, of course, but it’s just there, under the surface. a disturbance. and i think it’s interesting because typically you have two types of guys somewhat adjacent to this: guy who seems totally normal but is secretly sadistic/a psychopath, and then guy haunted by a traumatic/troubled past, who has that secret layer of torment running beneath the surface of their image. but yeojeong breaks through these archetypes, and i think part of it is because he’s just so...calm. it’s not that he’s living a double life (kind doctor by day, killer by night) or hiding part of his past (everyone he worked with knew about what happened to his father, and watched his downward spiral during his college days). he’s not the typical male character who is, at every attempt, trying to outrun his tragic past (even though he does run once or twice); he’s not haunted by flashbacks, or suffer from PTSD in the way that is usually portrayed in dramas. and i think part of that is because the glory is a story about victims. it’s dongeun’s story, first and foremost, even though it is also yeojeong’s story, and hyeonnam’s story, and sohee’s story. but it’s a story about dongeun’s pain, and when it’s not about her pain, it’s just about the pain of victimhood - unlike other dramas, this isn’t a show where male pain outweighs the rest.
so yeojeong is just a normal guy. he’s handsome. he has a good career. he’s a plastic surgeon, an interesting choice when both his parents were/are hospital directors, and his father seemed to have worked in the er or something of the sort prior to his death (or at the very least wasn’t a plastic surgeon). something could be said here of yeojeong choosing the ‘safe’ path as a doctor, a path where he cures pain and makes people happy without the added risk of being attacked by one of his patients. there’s no proof of that in the show - why he chose to be a plastic surgeon - but it’s an interesting thought path to travel.
dongeun says he must have lived a good life. that he’s never had to worry about the path that he’s on. and that’s true, to a certain extent. to everyone, including her in the beginning, yeojeong is perfectly friendly. he’s perfect, but not the perfect that people perceive as too perfect (i.e. the guy who’s hiding things); he has his moments where he spazzes out, gets into fights, goes crazy over dongeun texting him back, teases his mom. he’s perfectly well adjusted (a perfect contrast to dongeun’s ‘maladjustment’). he wears flip flops to work and gets the same coffee order daily. he plays go with old men in the park.
he likes to listen to the fizzing of vitamin tablets in water because it calms him down. is this a strange thing? only because he thinks it’s important enough to mention to his therapist. he does it at work too - drops the tablet in, closes his eyes, rests his head. he does it at home - drops the tablet in, opens the drawer, draws a knife. it’s about the noise. bubbles rising to the surface, like bubbles rising from underwater. he stays underwater until the last possible moment, when he has to break the surface in order to breath. dongeun makes him feel like he’s at the eye of a storm - a deceptively calm center, while everything else rages outside. and i think it’s kind of important that he makes that comparison, when he’s someone always seeking that calm. the soothing noise, that makes him feel lonely.
so he’s just a normal guy. a normal guy who receives letters on a regular basis from the prisoner who brutally murdered his father. he doesn’t like letters, he tells dongeun. who knows what he does with the letters - does he keep them? does he throw them away as soon as he sees them? he must have read some of them; maybe you only need to read one to know what is in the rest. maybe he’s still reading them; maybe he keeps them without reading, an invisible torment. it’s not what he does with the letters that matters, but that he receives letters at all.
can you still call it a haunting if you’ve almost made your peace with it? if you’re living with it?
he’s just a normal guy, who looks his therapist right in the eyes and tells her that she couldn’t fix him. he diligently attends therapy for years on a regular basis, even though it doesn’t work. he finally abandons it when he moves to semyeong, because he chooses to embrace dongeun’s revenge. he chooses his own revenge, too, in a way. the dark part of him that he can’t escape. the one that makes him pick up the knife, who asks dongeun who to kill before she even tells him she wants any of them dead, even when he’s a doctor from a family of doctors, and doctors don’t kill - they save lives instead.
you couldn’t fix me, he tells his therapist calmly. so calmly. as if there’s not a bloodied man sitting next to him, a man he dreams of killing. the man is just life to him, just like the letters are life to him to. a dulled numbness. an acceptance of it.
is your son going through hell? can you even tell it’s hell, if it’s what you’ve become used to? is it hell when you’re a doctor dreaming of murder? is it hell to no longer be tormented by dead men and living murderers who send you letters? is it?
#star stumbles#my thoughts#the glory#the glory 2022#netflix the glory#kdrama#joo yeojeong#hmm. yes. how long has it been since i made a very long text post analyzing a character? quite a bit#he's just under my skin#it's the normalcy and then the just...tad bit off uncanniness to it all#like staring at a room and feeling as if something is wrong but you can't pinpoint what it is#until maybe you finally discover there's a book out of place or something missing or something unaligned#and it's not even psychopathic. seen a lot of people say that but like...it's not#it's a slightly different vibe from that#it's like dongeun staring at the boiling kettle and reaching out to touch it#the dissociation from reality#when you hurt yourself and marvel at the wound before feeling the pain#the fizzing of the vitamin tablets got me first & the letters#but mostly - what really wormed into my core - was the way he stared at his therapist and simply said 'you couldn't fix me'#'after all this time you couldn't fix me'#the dead acceptance.#feeling so mentally unwell about him i can't even describe it#the way his character was designed to be dongeun's (romantic) partner in crime
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next // previous
september 2, 2021 1:00 p.m. grant's house / henry's house
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 story#sims 4 storytelling#simblr#hlcn: everything the stars promised#a touch of filler before the next big scene#i think grant at this point in his life does have some empathy for kelly?#if he encountered her before going to therapy with margo (omg i need to bring margo back) he would not be saying semi-nice things about her#and in a way kelly reaching out even if it didn't go well helps to foster some empathy in him#it's a weird empathy driven by the 'idk i guess no one else went through the shit we did but you'#i mean elizabeth yes but she's...long gone#on paper it just *looks* like maybe something has changed between them to him...even if it hasn't#holocene.docx#holocene.png#hlcn: grant#hlcn: henry
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someone pls end his painful existence.
non-stabby version too because I like both:
#hsr#hsr blade#blade hsr#honkai star rail fanart#honkai star rail#honkai star rail blade#star rail fanart#hsr fanart#sketch#art#artists on tumblr#my art#lee arts#arts#tw blood#i suppsed i should add that maybe idk#i didnt think id reach a finished point with this but i kept wanting to work on it with no ideas. so i experimented a lot#and i really like how it turned out!!!!#theres some things im noticing now that need fixed lmao but oh well it's fine for now. maybe if people want prints ill fix it#hes kinda pretty tho and great for art#who should i draw next 🤔#oh. i never finished my fontaine siblings art oops i should prob do that#*
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applied to the planetarium work-study program at my college and they wanna schedule an interview! kicking my heels up and giggling perhaps!!!!
#AAAAAAAA#freaking out a little. they don't even reach out to everyone who applies just people they're interested in hiring!!!!#so who freaking knows maybe I'll get paid to tell people about stars#literally the dream!!!#please please pray for favor and that if it's God's will I get the position#I really need help paying for college even besides the fact that this would be FUN!#astronomy#college chronicles
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Star Fox- James McCloud adopted Falco Lombardi and he is Fox McCloud's Brother(Revamped post)
So I made a similar post 2 years ago, figured it was now time for an update and perhaps a little deeper dive into this little headcanon of mine!
Which is of course Falco Lombardi and Fox McCloud being brothers! I ain't talking about like brothers in arms(though they are that too), but I'm talking about they really see eachother as family, moreso than the rest of the team!
Now before James disappeared, Fox was at the Academy and who was there with him? Well none other than Falco himself, who he was bunked with at the time!
Now granted the Nintendo Power comic isn't exactly 100% accurate with regards to Star Fox, however in this regard? I don't see the need to question Fox, Falco and Slippy being in the Cornerian Flight Academy together since we never really dive into their past all that much to begin with.
So in this information, it's not completely dismissive and considering how the Star Fox Team operates, it's more than likely they were all at the Academy anyway otherwise I don't think they would function nearly as well in terms of working as a team.
With all that in mind, it's not much of a stretch that James McCloud met Falco and Slippy, with the former he noticed the strong bond/rivalry that they had together and noticing that Falco needed more of a Father figure in his life. So I'm going with that Fox and James both saved Falco from a rather....hard life, helping him become the person that he becomes later and thus James adopted Falco as his sort of second son!
But moving on here, after the Lylat Wars(Star Fox 64) we know that Falco heads off on his own...however here's something else, despite leaving the team....he still keeps in contact with Fox.
Now this says a lot in Falco's relationship with Fox, he completely has left the team at this point, going to do his own thing. Yet he still keeps in touch with Fox and only Fox.
And who is the one who comes saves Fox at the end of Adventures in helping fighting Andross? None other than Falco himself!
Then we get into Assault, we have at least 3 moments which gives some insight to their close relationship.
1st instance is with Fox getting ambushed at the Cornerian Army Base on Katina by the Aparoids and who is the first to comment about dropping in on foot to assist Fox? That's right, Falco!
To note, Falco and the others were already in the air covering Fox from above. Yet Falco still decided to bring up in coming on foot to assist Fox should he have needed it.
Next instance is at the Climate Control Center on Fichina, Fox gets trapped within the center on a lockdown by Pigma. Who's the one that's really concerned and who jumps in their Arwing first to save Fox? That's right, Falco!
Falco's the 1st one in at the sign of trouble to save Fox's life, multiple times in fact! To hell with anything else that might cause issues, he's going to save Fox.
But going further down the Aparoids time to the next instance, we get to Corneria where Fox states to Falco this....
If he should get killed by the Aparoids on Corneria(who were invading the planet at the time), that Falco is the one to basically take command of Star Fox and save Corneria.
Now as Star Fox fans know, Falco has been deemed 2nd in command of Star Fox since basically the beginning, Star Fox 64 even notes this in the strategy guide as Falco being Fox's 2nd in command.
I find this very, very critical to their relationship. Fox trusts Falco enough to the point that should anything happen to him, he's the one to take command of the team. This mind you is his Father's legacy, the thing that he built.
Now all of this to me shows that Fox and Falco have a bond that goes way passed being just comrades in a mercenary outfit. The interesting thing is, we never really get much insight to relationships other than these 2 as far as depth goes. Apart from Fox and Krystal of course, but that's a whole separate thing involving romance.
But I feel this is getting too long winded here, these are just my crazy thoughts in that Fox and Falco are brothers and James adopted Falco, but didn't get the chance to ever tell him. Though it shows throughout the games, just how close Falco and Fox are!
#Star Fox#Falco Lombardi#Fox McCloud#James McCloud#Nintendo#N64#Star Fox 64#Star Fox Assault#Nintendo Power#Nintendo comics#Is it reaching? Maybe#But hey it's my head and there's a lot of crazy stuff out there#Starfox
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My niche Keith Kogane headcanon is that "Thief" by Imagine Dragons from the Smoke + Mirrors (Deluxe) album is HIS song, no if ands or buts, it just screams mullet emo 'delinquent' in the desert bonus with space motifs. If you told me it was written by the angsty fuck himself I'd totally believe you lmao
#i listen to this song and all i can think of is pre-s1 keith with that fuckass bandana running around in the desert looking for#canyon drawings and grieving the old times when he'd go racing and stargazing with pre-Kerb Shiro🥲#or even further his dad#shit i think it could applied to post S2 Keith reminiscing about early and pre-Voltron time in general#mans has gone through so many life-altering events😭 id be an emo bitch too tbh#mine#vld#keith kogane#vld keith#if someone doesn't make an amv for this damn song where the first verse shots are ep 1-3 s1 keith angsting about pre-kerb and second verse#is s2 after BOM trials about early s1 voltron an earth when things were simpler and they didn't have the entire universe on their shoulders#then i fucking will damn it#“back when i was unafraid just like a thief” cuts to him breaking out shiro with that stupid bandana#“from desert heat to cobbled street from broken home to the city beat” are obviously clips going back and forth from him searching the#the desert and his little shack paralleld with tiny keith in the garrison and then later in the castle of lions#“all the heights that i could reach” is OBVIOUSLLLLY either shots in space or his stupid dive trick with the smirk on his hoverbike#“if i could live a thousand times if i could make a thousand tries oh maybe then id get it right” is OBVIOUSLY space whale flashbacks to#losing shiro and his dad and getting in trouble at the garrison or even his half galra angst in s2#“when the stars look down on me what do they see?” come on its VOLTRON theres so much potential there with their fights in space AND#being a pilot at the garrison#okay im done now lmao anyway its a good song and its very keith coded#honestly could apply to multiple paladins but i think the desert and theif lines specifically make sense for him
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(slight spoilers for ISAT, but just broad stuff no details)
I can't tell if it's because I'm a biased super fan of In Stars and Time or if it's just because due to work I had to space my playthrough of it out over the course of a week or so, but I keep reading reviews that say "wow this is really good but it does have a repetitive section later on in the game, so I'll understand if you can't deal with that!!" and every time I see it I'm just like???? I have no idea what section anyone is talking about????
I don't think I found the game repetitive at any stage. I might have just gotten lucky on that last "guess which route you need to take" section, but even then I went back and double checked the other passages just cause I was curious about what was there. Which you're rewarded for doing, like the extra good scene you get with Bonnie for checking the book and you do need to get into the astronomy room in the story ANYWAY so you gotta know it's there. And I'm a chronic dialogue hunter so every loop through I'd still double check everything for A) New dialogue, usually from Siffrin, which the game was very good about rewarding me for and B) because I kept trying to trigger that scene that's in the prologue where if you act weird enough your friends will confront you about it (I never did trigger this, but I read somewhere that you can if you also check the wishology and timeology craft books in the same loop?). And this is coming from someone who did a full run with everyone's personal quests done like. Three times. And I hardly ever fast forwarded until near the very end of playthrough and unless something was on the third floor I would just go in through the front door on most loops. So I gotta politely disagree with reviews saying some parts of it get repetitive!
#truly and with as little judgement as possible: Skill Issue#maybe it's just my great love of groundhog day stories that makes me immune#I've ingested so many time loop stories that I'm mostly like#ah siffrin actually got out of this one pretty quickly compared to other time loop stories#if I'm comparing this to groundhog day: this is if Phil got out of his time loop when he kidnapped the groundhog and drove off a cliff#most time loop main characters reach that pit of despair and then have to just keep looping#usually they get forced out of the pit of despair through sheer force of repetition#but they also usually don't have as much control over the loops as Siffrin does#this is not a bad thing at all I am just a time loop connoisseur#and like comparing the different approaches to time loops like fine wine aromas#bored badgering#in stars and time
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that feel when u were dead for like a year and you have an emotionally compromised daughter that didnt handle ur death well
#SHES TRYINGGGGGGGGGGGGG#really wanna work with this timeframe more like i think peppa would get so Jaded with kathryn#and kathryns like rrrrrrr I DONT KNOW HOW TO REACH HER :'''''''(#they have fun bonding time stuck on Earth in Protectors together#cheeky little Kathryn seeing what peppa did to her face for the first time moment shortly after reuniting#peppa winces when she touches the scar but doesnt say anything#maybe kathryn and chakotay talk about it later that night#hed have to fess up that he lowkey abandoned them lol!!!!!!!!!#probably finds out more about it when shes on earth and can ask Gretchen!!! :)#My Art#Kathryn Janeway#Amelia Janeway#Philippa Janeway#Star Trek: Voyager#Threshold#AU#The Eternal Tide#First Splinter Timeline#Human
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I keep thinking about how on earth they would canonize ggy bc like. at this point if they have to sacrifice Gregory screentime of just him to make something we already know actually canon, I would rather just take the screentime, but on the other hand they have to canonize it if they want to do anything at all with that plotline, and that makes me wonder if theyll stick with it as canon in the games at all or just leave it as background knowledge if u read the book 😭
#like i love ggy just as much as the nezt person and go crazy at how canon it is but not yet#but also i like gregory a lot more and ggy isnt the only reason hes my favorite#gregory was my favorite for a whole year before ggy even came out#i want him as a person to be developed more than his ggy plot when we already know its real#but gregory himself desperately needs more time focused on his character to tell us more about him#maybe give some context to some of his decisions#best case scenario honestly is Gregory has a protagonist plotline where it showcases his character and relationships with others#as the game progresses naturally with dialogue and stuff (freddy and vanessa being his guides or something)#with the focus being saving cassie#but as the game reaches its climax gregory realises for some reason or another that apparently he was ggy and did all those things#and was the mimics fave#but its established he had amneisa before security breach so he didnt remember and still doesnt#he just knows he did it and has to deal#so it doesnt completely take over everything else about his character#and then whatever happens at the end of that game has cassie saved and joining 3 star#who GOT DEVELOPMENT in this hypothetical#like idk i want ggy to be canon but i dont want it to overtake gregory#yknow what i mean#it should be background to him not the other way around#vanessa and cassie already have that big main possession plotline#pandas.txt#tbh if they replace gregorys backstory with something equally interesting I'll be ok with no game ggy#we already have a whole book to mess around with i wouldn't mind it being a little au even tho i know it isnt#its VERY canon and ill 100% be alright and happy w game ggy#but im nervous for how they would establish it in a game if at all#with how much gregory needs screentime just as a character and if he'd need to wait even longer after a ggy reveal#thoughts#gregory
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hey favorite online medias. stop putting people I don't know in your content pleaseeee thank youuu <3
#im autistic and i dont like it#maybe im crazy but like. the true huge fans of things like niche youtube channels and streaming services and stuff#are bound to be. by a large percentage. autistic.#and i feel like channels are always like 'we need to grow we need to reach out more we need guest stars'#which makes my brain so so mad. and if I had to guess. rubs other autistic people the wrong way too#i got comfortable with the core group of people involved and now you're bringing on random people i dont know. i dont like that#like. if there's someone i dont know in it. i just wont watch it.#im talking to you drawfee. dropout. no rolls barred.#stop trying to appeal to a wider audience and start catering towards the people you know are loyal#it just makes sense to me.
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FINALLY!!! Damn, this one's taken a while for me to get out. But we're here now!
Chapter 35 - Senaara Feearr
Sabine goes undercover in the hotel, Inikagapi, with her fake identity as a part Mirialan, Senaara Feearr.
#ahsoka tano#sabine wren#star wars#sokabine#ahsoka series#star wars wlw#ahsoka#ao3 fanfic#star wars sapphics#reach out and feel me#life and events and writer's block really got to me#but hopefully i can start getting back on track#and play catch up#maybe respond to the 50 inbox messages#and actually read and comment on other people's work#that would be nice
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#dont know if i can stay here til tuesday#what am i even trying to prove#is the crying every approx 2 hours just due to fuckin hormones#i want to hear from you more but i shouldnt need to#when will a conversation with my mother not feel like someone is reaching into my chest and squeezing#will i get through an entire night while here without having to have a drink#relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse re#way to make myself feel even more like im 15 again by venting in the tags of an empty tumblr post#i just dont want certain people who have my private twitter to see this#but when i cant talk to anyone who knows and cares about me i can always talk to hundreds of strangers on the internet (and also some#people who do know me hiiiiii if you read this i am okay)#i miss living (a week ago a year ago 5 years ago never)#too much love nothing to do with it#except cry and drink i guess#maybe try and see A Single Star in the suburban london sky#i used to love it here#i miss my old friends but cant talk to them i miss alex and patrick and kris and travis and gargi and alex the most#i dont want to think in my own brain anymore i cant fucking wait til buxton i need to act again get me out of ym fucking head
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-starts playlist for dr/haruhi crossover-
-immediately has a better series title and has to go change it-
Gonna call it That Faint Green Light. It's a Gatsby reference!
...still have no idea what I'm going to call the first fic, though.
#musings#bandit writes fic#dr haruhi crossover#playlist#it has all of three songs on it#rewrite the stars - which i plan to have as a fic title eventually and debated for the series title#wherever you are - this is a winnie the pooh song and i think it's got haruhi longing for unknown entity vibes ON LOCK#and alone in the universe - from seussical!#...this isn't really a /happy/ vibes playlist yet#it's the /longing/ vibes#for something out of reach but that you maybe knew once and want back#the longing to be seen and heard and known and to not be alone#which i think is perfect for haruhi#(except that i also think haruhi doesn't really want to find any of that stuff#she'd get bored with it if she did#haruhi likes the chase#which is why she can be surrounded by the paranormal and supernatural and everything she wanta#*wants#but never see it#because let's be real if haruhi actually wanted to know and see and have#she would#we know that she would#her subconscious just understands that what haruhi really wants isn't those things#but the pursuit of them#and friends who will come alongside her and chase with her#haruhi seeks the unknown because she herself IS the unknown#haruhi seeks the unknown to understand and be understood#haruhi seeks because she wants her people#but the brigade IS her people#it's. complicated)
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