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petbrain · 1 year

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damn girl you really suck at pretending to be human

#me @ myself every single day #otherkin #therian #alterhuman #therianthropy #otherkinity #confessions of the hound #confessions of the gecko #nonhuman

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heymacy · 1 month

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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mobius-m-mobius · 3 months

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Hey! Change of subject. I thought of an answer. To what? Your question.

Lokius + reflection for anon

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #coming out of making this set in a complete stupor of how absolutely insane their love is 😭💖#every single day i regret to inform myself 'love is a dagger' will never EVER leave my thoughts so it feels nice to give in and gif it lol #god they're both so sharp in mind AND personality which is why they've never completely fit in with anyone else around them before #and i'll never be over the way you see them struggling to figure out exactly what they're feeling because it's so completely new #but still falling into place beside each other effortlessly because of how lovely it is to finally be cared for 🥺#tysm again for such an amazing request and for giving me something to focus on that's genuinely been a highlight 💕#marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs #flashing cw

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autisticaradiamegido · 20 days

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day 100

genres of magical girl

#day 100 #year 5 #jade harley #roxy lalonde #rose lalonde #june egbert #homestuck #this is a wip im gonna clean it up and add some others but this is as far as i got tonight SO! this is what yall get #im trying to let myself post more unfinished stuff instead of like #putting pressure on myself to put out a finished work every single day #i think it's been kinda stifling my ideas lately & keeping me from doing anything like #more complex or time consuming than can be achieved on an average weeknight??#and that sucks and is NOT the point of the blog #or even the practice of doing daily art stuff anyway

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prestidigitated · 2 months

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i've been participating in the ranhuerary color-palette challenge on twitter and decided i will art dump my last seven pieces on here after the end of each week (since it totals out to be 4 weeks)

so here are my first seven drawings for week one :D

#ranboo #ranboo fanart #generation loss #genloss fanart #forcing myself to finish an artwork every single day has helped my artblock a bit #the perfectionist in me normally refuses to keep artworks simple and quick so this is definitely a challenge LOL

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whaliiwatching · 4 months

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gals & colors..

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otter-pup · 6 months

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so I have already been pretty quiet on here recently but uh. i kind of genuinely need to take a step back from sexual stuff for a while - nothing happened, i just think it is maybe a bit unhealthy how much of my time is taken up by Being Horny and Getting Off. like as much as those r both normal I do them too often, like. genuinely. idk when I’ll start being active again but thank u for understanding

#dm responses included in this unfortunately #like look I respect the naturalness of horniness and such. But holy shit #I’m genuinely spending multiple hrs a day. nearly every single day. just getting off.#like that’s not healthy for me #and if I admit it on here it will make it feel a little more like I actually have to commit lol #bc i was saying this this morning. and then spent multiple hours today getting off.#puppybarks #sorry for the vent in the tags im just. really frustrated w myself #and w my relationship w sex/pleasure atm #hoping I will feel better soon

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coquelicoq · 3 months

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i still can't really have a conversation in french but i can read the french dictionary and i can translate 18th-century treatises on mollusks from french. that should count for something.

#-me to me after totally wiping out in conversation class #whatever!! i'm in conversation class to get better at conversation not because i'm already good at it!#<-repeating this to myself ten times a day #some of my classmates however. now those SOBs can converse. can they ever. you wouldn't believe #the conversations these assholes are having in front of me and trying to engage me in #such as 'where do you live?' and 'what do you do for exercise?'#and then i'm also supposed to think of questions to ask them. unfortunately when this happens i can't think of a single question #that has ever been posed in the history of human interaction #'do you like...uhhh...[sweating and eyes darting around] calendars?'#except i forget the word for calendar and say a made-up word #(this exact scenario has not occurred but in the broad strokes it is accurate and in the particulars it is only a matter of time)#every time someone asks me a question i want to say 'thanks for your question! you can expect a response in 2-3 business days.'#for some reason this is frowned upon however.#french

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beeextraordinary123 · 4 months

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Holy shit. I was doing a little AO3 wrapped for fun, and I realized that in the Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media tab, What Was Stolen is the 15th highest fic based on number of hits for any rating of fic, and the 5th highest fic for teen rated fics. That’s INSANE. I am delighted and shocked to realize just how many words I have written and published this year, and just how many people even tried to read them. If you are even one of those hits, thanks for making it a wonderful year for thievery, flirting, heartache, yearning, and knight training. I love writing my dramatic ass story, and I can’t wait to bring it to its end in the new year.

#I just never think about how big the fic is until I intentionally look at the numbers #I NEVER look at the numbers #because I’m writing this fic for myself and myself alone at the end of the day #but damn #that is so special #I feel so honored by every single person who took the time to add to any of those numbers #call me bee the bard I guess #ao3 wrapped #Bee talks #bee talks about what was stolen #sonamy #sonamy fanfiction #fanfiction

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antariqsh · 8 days

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i am tired of seeing the tone deaf posts by people who are rich. the rich keep getting richer and the poor keep getting poorer, it is nauseating.

#watcher #(redacted) on tumblr #i am so terrified of my future. i am terrified that i'd work day and night on a job that doesnt excite me let alone live a life that i want #for myself #i am tired of coming online and seeing new cases of consumerism racism misogyny homophobia transphobia #even if i wanted a child i wouldnt bring them into this world it becomes bleaker every single day #autopsy.#not to mention 'girl math girl dinner for the girlies' SHUT UP #spotify #youtube

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gendertrickster · 5 months

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a clocky vriska to ease the turbulent soul

#homestuck #vriska serket #ado's art #i really don't draw myself enough i gotta do it more #you can't convince me that she really put on makeup every single day for three years on that meteor #she would be able to let loose. she would allow herself to stop giving a shit about passing

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beyondourstars · 6 days

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it occurred to me that I've never drawn KH4 Sora

#took majority of last year off art to do some healing (both physically and mentally)#hence *gestures vaguely* all the older art you've been seeing these days #so technically this is one of my first drawings this year #kinda proud of myself haha #thank you for all the support you've given me here <3 #i know my art's not really super detailed and they're mostly just tiny lil stuff here and there #but i really appreciate every single interaction i've gotten from everyone #♡♡♡#beyondourstars

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faofinn · 2 months

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A question.

We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.

Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.

As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.

Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?

If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.

#ev posts #faofinn breakup #this isn't how i expectedly the blog to go ngl #but i also didn't expect to be split up either tbh #we've got five years of writing every single day behind us #but now I'm not allowed to even message every day #hell even any week #shout out to mental illness for ruining my life again #ironically enough it wasn’t my depression that broke the straw #but i did try and off myself the same day shiv broke up with me lmao #and not a week has gone by without a tragedy #I've had too many deaths in the family #and three prealerts #two resus stays #and another three admissions #and not one of them was for my bloody mental health #it's literally a broken heart #they've actually genuinely considered it and it blows my tiny medical mind.

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hwiyoungies · 1 year

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welcome back kang younghyun 💕

#day6 #young k #youngk #ok so i thought about doing something more complicated but also i'm So burned out from this series LMAO #so i did my best for it to look some what cohesive and uuh man what's the word #smooth? yeah smooth #can't even say my proper feelings in the tags yet because i finished this 25 days before he's actually back LMAO #b.edits #missing yonk #day before but i need to add tags now because i don't trust myself tomorrow LMAO #but thank you SO much for accompanyingon this silly gif making journey #it was. honestly a bit exhausting and i'm never doing it again only 50 days or 30 LMAO #and thank you so so so so much to everyone that reblogged every single set #i was genuinely looking forward to your tags and reblogs and if you didn't i was worried like omg are they ok #but our boy is back!!! he's finally back and i can't wait to see what's in store for him #i just. appreciate him so so much and i'm just so grateful for him i know i've said this before #he just. means a lot to me and i'm so so happy he's finally back #yeah i'll stop or i'll cry for real LMAO

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miodiodavinci · 2 months

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head in hands like "maybe i should have realized this about myself sooner" as i am surrounded by neon flashing signs that Very Clearly Indicate the thing i should have realized about myself sooner

#anyway i'm just mulling about the 'tism skdjfhgljhdfg #thinking about how i've been having a hard time on site with my internship because i struggle to make small talk with my superiors #and everything is uncomfortable and terrible all of the time and i feel so so out of my depth #but talking with my university superior about the methodology of our profession #has me feeling like i'm playing just dance on extreme and i'm nailing every single beat w #like quite literally is like one of those rhythm games where when you get a combo it plays a cool sound effect #and i'm playing so well the sound effects are overlapping and the screen is just an explosion of stars w #so yeah i am. very comfortable talking academics and theory and things but. shit in social situations.#when i don't have that to rely on whoops #anyway it's just another thing on the incredibly long list of things i have building in my mind of #'why i should have realized i'm probably on the spectrum sooner'#the thrilling sequel to 'how did i go 20+ years without realizing i have ADHD' w #(speaking of)#(the way my ADHD has been leaping into the spotlight this week)#(biggest highlight was being jumpscared not once)#(not twice!!)#(but THREE times by food i had bought for myself)#(put down briefly)#(and then forgotten about for upwards of 30 minutes to 5 hours)#(like the other day i bought myself a little pastry on the way home as a congrats for surviving another week)#(and i put it on the table when i came inside)#(but i. forgot i did that. and went like 4 hours without even thinking about it)#(until i got up and left my room and saw the bag and went '! ! ! ! ! ! ! OH MY GO D MY PASTRY NOOOOOOO')#(the adhd and the autism . . . . they are attacking my ass . . . . . )

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silenthillbunni · 8 days

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lately i've been finding it so so hard to be positive and hopeful. and it's making me so bitter and hateful. i hate it but i dont know what to do about it

#idk it's just all too much to deal w #i have sm pains and physical discomforts. money issues. stress bc my avpd is making school very hard for me to finish #i have suicidal thoughts and really bad anxiety every single day. i've basically begged the mental health care system for help for 7 months #like i've kept contacting them and asking them but they havent done anything at all for me. i dont even get to see anyone and talk #i just dont know what to do or how to handle it #im so stressed abt the future. i have to finish school but then choose smth so i can go to school/get a degree & get a job #im holding my mom down and back and i need to find a way to kove out from her and support myself #i have no friends to meet or hangout with and destress with etc etc and im really feeling the lack of it #idk the list just goes on and on and on #nothing is working and idk how to fix it. but also i know that me and only me have to find a way bc there is no help #i struggle bc of my avpd and mental health but there is no treatment for me to get. they just dont wanna give me *any* help at all #im just so frustrated. and every day is the same. everyday is full of some physical pain anxiety stress worries suicidal thoughts etc etc #i cant break free idk how!!!! my life is so fkn boring and pathetic and miserable #i never get to relax bc all of a sudden last year i got extremely noise sensitive. and it's never quiet anywhere in this city #anyway yeah i could just keep going. and like now im feeling anxious bc my tooth is aching :((#it -everything- never stops or lets up or relents. and it makes me wanna die even more.#so... idk im just incapable of being hopeful abt anything and that's really killing me idk

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