When You Least Expect It
Pairing: OC x Seo Changbin
Genre: enemies to lovers one-shot
Word Count: around 10,000 (yeah, I’m sorry)
Warnings: Smut (near the end) and Language
Summary: Changbin and Hanna had never gotten along, but they tolerated each other’s presence for the sake of their friends. However, when Hanna begs Changbin to teach her how to play the guitar, their relationship promises much more than hostile insults.
On Sundays, I liked to watch ridiculous Australian television shows with Chan and Felix. The two boys never seemed to mind, especially since the real reason I came over was to eat my way through their monthly supply of groceries. Plus, Chan and I used to fuck when we were still in high school and that boy owed me for all the free orgasms. “You watched Gumby in Australia?” I questioned, watching the disturbing animated character as it danced across the screen.
Felix shrugged. “It was fun as a kid.”
I unconsciously shivered, leaning in closer to Chan. “That’s seriously creepy.”
“You take what you can find,” Chan remarked, shoving another forkful of ramen into his mouth.
“I remember watching Teen Titans.”
“What was that?”
“Just some teenagers who had crazy superpowers,” I explained, reaching over to take another stick of beef jerky from Felix.
He hummed in acknowledgment, eyes still glued to the TV. Meanwhile, I could faintly hear the sound of the front door opening, but it wasn’t until he was standing in my line of vision that I actually bothered to look up. “Why are you always here?” Changbin growled, reaching down to swipe away the piece of jerky I had every intention of consuming.
“How inconsiderate,” I remarked, shifting closer to Chan with the hope that the older boy would take pity on me.
“You know what’s inconsiderate?” Changbin continued to complain. “Having you over here every morning to eat the food that I paid for!”
“I helped,” Chan grumbled, poking almost ruthlessly at his ramen breakfast.
“Changbin is just being rude,” I consoled him, pressing a tender kiss to his bare shoulder as Chan seemed to recently take a preference for wearing muscle tanks around the apartment.
“Look here, sweetheart,” Changbin growled, tone dripping with his barely concealed outrage. “You’re lucky I even let you come around here.”
I snorted because I definitely didn’t care about Changbin’s comfort. “You don’t bitch to Felix and he’s here more than me!”
“Felix actually contributes to the band,” Changbin tittered. “You don’t really do anything!”
“I keep the boys entertained,” I joked, digging my fingers into Chan’s side to wrench free one of his trademarked giggles.
“I like having Hanna around,” Felix protested, reaching over to cling onto my arm like an oversized koala.
I gave Changbin a smug grin, delighting in the way his eyes darkened further. He was far too easy to rile up and his quick-temper was fun to ignite when I was feeling in the mood. “Changbin,” I cooed. “Why don’t you like me?”
The younger boy was obviously not in the mood to play along, but it was still funny to watch him storm away with his fists clenched at his sides. “He’s too short to be intimidating,” I declared, settling back down with Chan and Felix to watch another one of Gumby’s whimsical adventures.
You see, I met Chan and Felix back in high school because of Hyunjin, my younger brother. And although Hyunjin would never admit it, he did his best to keep me away from his friends. “You’ll fall for Chan,” he explained when I asked why he continued to sneak the two Australians out the back door.
Of course, Hyunjin was right, and I eventually slept with Chan at a ridiculously cliche high school party. After that, we started dating for a while until we figured out being friends was a much better situation. Hyunjin was definitely grateful because he could finally have his older friend all to himself, but I still hung around whenever I could.
Chan and I also started university first, and it was nice to know someone because I was terrible at making friends. Thankfully, Chan introduced me to some guys he knew and Woojin and Minho became close confidants. They were mature and quirky, deciding we could have just as much fun with a few beers and a game of twister as opposed to those crowded fraternity parties. However, that didn’t necessarily mean I didn’t partake in the occasional late-night gathering, especially if campus icon Hyungwon had anything to say about it.
Nevertheless, when Hyunjin and Felix started school with Chan and me, things took on a new and interesting dynamic when they discovered an audition sheet for a new band. Apparently, the group was relatively new and were looking for singers and performers to join. Thereafter, we were all invited into the chaotic world of music with a strange introduction from Jisung, Jeongin, Seungmin, and, of course, Changbin.
Now, I wasn’t musically talented in any sense so I chose to merely accompany the boys to their frequent practices in the garage of Jisung’s house. Despite his parent’s constant bombardment, it was cool to have a place far away from campus to hang out and I enjoyed interacting with the others. I found myself growing closer to the other boys, even though we hadn’t known each other for very long.
However, despite our new acquaintanceship, I still had not managed to charm Seo Changbin the same way I had with the others. I was convinced the younger boy hated me, so I tried to stay out of his way. I mean, who would want to deal with his constant mood changes or annoying laugh anyway?
“I’ve got something brilliant!” Chan interrupted my darkening thoughts as he barged into Jisung’s basement waving about several loose sheets of papers. “This one will give us a hit for sure!”
I was the first to take a look, snatching them right out of Changbin’s hands who merely glowered at me in response. “Matroshyka?”
“Exactly!” Chan exclaimed, jabbing the sheets of paper aggressively before he sat down on the edge of the couch. “What do you think?”
I nodded my agreement. “It’s really good.”
Chan beamed under my praise while I relented the sheet music to a fuming Changbin. I walked over to Woojin, inviting myself into his comfortable lap, encouraging him to wrap his hands around my waist. “How long did you stay up last night, Chan?”
I studied the dark circles under Chan’s eyes as the older boy shook his head. “It wasn’t that late!”
“It’s fantastic,” Changbin gasped, immediately racing over to their elaborate set-up of sound equipment.
“Really?” Jisung perked up, tossing aside his notebook as he joined Changbin.
Meanwhile, Chan reclined back against the couch, folding his arms behind his head. “I’m a genius.”
“That isn’t exactly your style, Chan,” I laughed, feeling Woojin chuckling from beneath me.
“This is genius though!” Jisung insisted, running his hands through his crazy dark blue hair.
“We should record it tonight,” Changbin added. “Who did you have in mind?”
“Well,” Chan started sheepishly, suddenly shy despite his earlier confidence. “I thought it could be me, you, and Jisung.”
“I don’t know if I’m ready!” Jisung fretted, and I fought the urge to walk over and invite him into my arms. Jisung lacked in self-confidence, but I always tried to brighten his mood.
“We’ll do a practice run,” Changbin nodded as if he could already hear the finished product given the ridiculous way he bopped his head.
“This is exciting!” Jeongin added the youngest rushing over to Seungmin to yank out his earphones. “We’re recording tonight!”
I yawned, tuning out their adorable gushing as I considered the amount of homework I had to finish. I couldn’t stay tonight, but I wasn’t really needed anyway. And it would probably make Changbin happy.
Woojin immediately protested when I left his lap, reaching down for my bag. “You guys have fun tonight. I have a Chemistry paper due this Friday.”
“But Hanna,” Jisung pouted. “This is our first real recording.”
“And you’ll do great,” I said, adding a cheesy thumbs-up.
“Less room for her to get in the way,” Changbin grunted and I glared in his direction.
What an asshole.
Of course, it turns out that taking my English essay to the library instantly became the best decision of my life! And it was in large part due to the incredibly handsome library assistant who casually flirted with me as he helped me find all the books I needed from the list I jotted down before leaving my dorm. I was practically salivating when he asked if I could use any help writing the annoying assignment. I immediately acquiesced and spent the next several hours in literal heaven next to an actual angel. Not only did I finish my essay, but I also managed to score myself a coffee date the next morning.
Subsequently, I returned to the dorm late that evening which meant I allowed myself to sleep-in the following day. Usually, I never ignored texts from the boys, but I also didn’t want them to ruin my morning. After all, I was meeting with a man with whom I was 95% sure I would marry very soon, even if that meant a shotgun wedding at a chapel in Las Vegas.
At least, until I opened my big mouth.
Here’s some advice: just because a literal angel tells you that he knows how to play the guitar doesn’t mean you should also admit the same skillset. As it turns out, you don’t have to share everything in common with a potential partner. But I was enamored, and I spent several minutes talking about the really cool band I was apart of even though I knew Changbin would rather drink chlorine than admit I was a member of their silly boy group.
“You should come over and we can play together,” my angel said, and that’s when I knew I was doomed.
After we parted ways, I sought after Chan because I knew the older boy had been practicing guitar and maybe he would be kind enough to teach me a few chords. However, when I finished explaining the situation to him, Chan started laughing hysterically, pointing a finger at me as he incoherently tried to form a sentence. “What’s so funny?” Woojin asked as he entered Chan’s bedroom.
“Apparently my love life?” I grumbled, glaring at Chan as if that could possibly intimidate the older boy in the slightest.
After filling in Woojin, and a mischievous Jisung, I had to listen to the three of them cackle like old men who insisted on making a “joke” far funnier than it actually was. “Will you help me!” I pouted when Chan started to settle back down.
“I haven’t played in years,” Chan admitted, glancing back at Jisung. “What about you?”
“I’m really not that good,” Jisung shrugged. “But I know Changbin can play.”
“I’d rather deal with your mediocre skills than ask him. Actually, you could literally rip my fingernails off and I still wouldn’t ask Changbin.”
Jisung wrinkled his nose. “That’s gross.”
“The point is,” I reiterated, flailing my arms to regain their attention. “I can’t ask Changbin.”
“Why not?” Chan shrugged. “He’s really good and I don’t think he’d mind teaching you.”
I looked at Chan like the older boy had suddenly gained an additional head. “Are you serious? Changbin hates me.”
“He doesn’t hate you,” Woojin added. “He just sort of tolerates you.”
As if that was any better, but I was desperate, which is why I found myself lingering outside Changbin’s bedroom. I cleared my throat as I rehearsed my practiced speech: “Listen, Changbin, I’m really proud of everything that you’ve done with the group. In fact, I think it might be nice to be more supportive! Maybe if I could learn an instrument, I might be able to relate more to the music? How about teaching me to play the guitar?”
I let out an exasperated sigh as I dismissed my planned verbiage, choosing instead to knock hesitantly on the door. “What?” an annoyed voice called out, slightly muffled by the walls.
“I need a favor,” I said, fidgeting with my hands and fully expecting Changbin to ignore me completely.
What I wasn’t prepared for was the sight of an obviously exhausted Seo Changbin opening the door only wearing a dark pair of low-hanging sweatpants. “Why are you here?” he muttered, rubbing the sleep from his dark eyes.
I immediately shielded my gaze, trying to ignore the flare of interest after scanning down the broad expanse of his chest. “Put some clothes on!”
“This is my apartment,” Changbin retorted, very much unimpressed with me as he stepped out of the doorway. “I was sleeping.”
“Sorry,” I huffed, stepping inside his messy room. A complete disaster, if you ask me, with weird grunge rock band posters decorating the walls and a carpet made of clothes since he obviously doesn’t own a laundry basket. “I have a proposal.”
“What?” he grunted.
“I want to learn how to play the guitar and Chan said you were pretty good.”
Changbin was quiet for a moment. “Why the hell do you want to play the guitar?”
I felt my cheeks heat up, but thankfully my hands were still hiding my face. “Is that really your business?”
“Careful sweetheart, you need me, remember?”
I cursed his arrogance. “Fine, I want to learn because the guy I like can play.”
“You’re trying to learn guitar to impress another dude?” Changbin chuckled. “Isn’t that too much?”
“You wanted to know why!”
“What will you do for me in return, sweetheart? I remember hearing something about a proposal?”
“Of course, because it would be too much for you to help out a friend,” I muttered, finally removing my hands so that I could look him in the eye. Thankfully, Changbin was hunched over, somewhat hiding his naked chest from my sight. “I’ll stop coming here in the mornings to eat your damn groceries, okay?”
Changbin brightened. “Deal.”
It was likely the first time we ever agreed on something so easily.
“I booked the music room in the library for the week,” I told him. “We can practice there.”
“Whatever you want, sweetheart,” he sighed, falling back on his bed. “Now leave me alone. I still have an hour left before our second recording.”
Ignoring his dismissive attitude, I still held tight to the small victory I had attained in our agreement. I was a decently fast learner, so I planned for a few lessons with Changbin before I was ready to play with Hyungsik, A.K.A, the beautiful librarian who had left a memorable impression. That evening, I went to the music store and rented an acoustic guitar for my impromptu lessons. I also purchased one of those Dummy books because, despite the obvious condescension, they were pretty helpful guides.
I stayed up late that night reading through the book, nodding my head as I realized that it wouldn’t be too difficult at all. In fact, with some practice, I could have probably taught myself this stuff without Changbin’s assistance. “This is too easy,” I remarked, setting aside the book before allowing tender dreams of Hyungsik to soothe me into sleep.
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“This is the first fret,” Changbin droned monotonously while I resisted the urge to reach over and shake him because he was going way too slow. After all, I told him beforehand that I had been reading some very extensive literature on the guitar. He must have ignored me because he started from the beginning with the basic foundational stuff that even a first grader could have learned.
“Come on, Changbin,” I urged him. “I already know all this stuff.”
“It’s important to memorize the chords-”
“Yeah, but when are we going to play a song?”
His accompanying smirk was positively evil. “I thought you wanted me to teach you, sweetheart?”
“How to play songs!” I emphasized, because how deaf was this boy? I needed to remind Chan to keep Changbin out of the recording booth for a few days.
“You have to learn the basics before you can play a song,” Changbin went on, ignoring the way I rolled my eyes at his deliberate reprimand.
“I read the book already,” I sighed, deliberating whether or not it was too late to beg Chan or Jisung instead.
“Alright,” Changbin said, abruptly shoving the instrument in my direction. “Play me a C Major chord.”
Rolling my eyes, I pictured the image of the chord in my head, slowly working my fingers onto the strings. “This is what the book said.”
“It told you to crowd your fingers onto the same fret?”
“To play the B string, the D string, and the A string.”
“Okay, but your fingers aren’t positioned correctly.”
“This is what the book said!”
“I’m sure it did,” Changbin managed, openly laughing at me as if I had started speaking a foreign language. “But your fingers aren’t on the correct frets, and they aren’t holding down the strings enough.”
“What the hell does that mean?”
Changbin smirked, jerking the guitar away from my eager hands. “This is why you should watch me first, sweetheart. You might actually learn something useful.”
I resisted the urge to snap back at him because I was still 90% certain that I had been correct, but instead, I chose to fume quietly while Changbin resumed his lecture. Honestly, I endured enough of those on a daily basis with my college courses. The last thing I needed was Changbin’s nasally voice instructing me on the difference between E Minor and E Major, whatever the hell that means.
“Look Changbin,” I finally interrupted him. “Can’t you at least teach me a song?”
“What kind of song?” he asked, eyeing me curiously.
“Something romantic,” I briefly gushed, reaching over to shake his arm excitedly. “I really want to impress this guy.”
Changbin’s look of curiosity was replaced with one of revulsion. “Who is this guy, anyway? I don’t understand why you already like him so much.”
“We’re getting to know one another,” I insisted petulantly. “You wouldn’t understand. You’ve never even had a girlfriend before.”
Changbin quietly looked down, and I was slightly taken aback by the dark look that had briefly obscured his gaze. “Whatever song you want.”
I cleared my throat, a little unnerved by his unexpected behavior. “Just play something you know best.”
A familiar riff filled the tense silence between us. I snapped my fingers in recognition. “Stairway to Heaven?”
“It’s really easy,” Changbin shrugged, focused on his playing. “It was the first thing I ever learned how to play on the guitar.”
“It’s nice,” I admitted sheepishly.
I strangely found Changbin endearing at that moment, watching him play as if there was nowhere else in the entire world he would rather be…
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Two Weeks Later
“My fingers hurt,” I pouted, presenting Chan with the sight of my blistered hands.
“Poor baby,” he teased, sprinkling tiny kisses across the delicate skin of my fingertips.
“That’s just gross,” Seungmin complained from where he was lying across Jeongin’s lap, eyes rapidly scanning over the pages of his most recent novel obsession.
It had something to do with a stalker.
“They used to fuck,” Jisung stated bluntly, ripping into his package of skittles, cursing when a few wayward candies fell into the floor.
“Don’t remind me,” Hyunjin whined as he covered his eyes with his hands as if burdened with a mental image of Chan and me together.
“Who fucked up your hands?” Woojin asked protectively, ignoring the previous topic of my coital actions with Chan.
“It’s from fretting the guitar,” I said a bit smugly, proud of my newfound knowledge. “Changbin is teaching me how to play.”
“Why the hell are you learning guitar?” Seungmin asked.
“Forget that!” Jeongin interjected. “How did you convince Changbin to teach you?”
“Tell me you didn’t agree to have sex with him!” Hyunjin gasped, bolting upright from his previous position on the couch to confront me, hands grasping my face tightly.
“What’s wrong with you?” I muttered, pushing aside Hyunjin’s wayward touch. “Why would I have sex with Changbin?”
“I thought he-”
“Hey!” Jisung suddenly interrupted, clapping his hands together rather obnoxiously. He gave Hyunjin a meaningful look, one that I could not begin to decipher. But I also didn’t really care because the two of them made for a strange duo. “Let’s talk about something else.”
“Yes!” Minho finally spoke up, rolling onto the floor to glance up at me through long lashes. “Let’s talk about Hanna’s new boyfriend.”
I brightened at the suggestion. “Hyungsik?”
“Hyungsik,” Minho repeated with a poor impression of my accent. “Tell me, have the two of you fucked yet?”
“Why are ya’ll so interested in sex?” Seungmin asked, slamming his book closed before knocking it against Jeongin’s chest.
“Why? Do you like Hyungsik too?”
Seungmin didn’t hesitate to fling the innocent chapter book in Minho’s direction. The older boy dodged easily, returning his attention to our previous subject. “Well?”
“Not yet,” I admitted with a shrug. “But there’s a party tonight.”
“Hyungwon’s party?” Chan asked, suddenly remembering that he was also apart of the conversation.
“That’s the one!” I agreed, patting the side of his face. “Aren’t you going?”
“Maybe,” Chan shrugged. “Actually, Changbin invited me earlier.”
“Changbin at a party?” Hyunjin scoffed. “Did he produce the music?”
I laughed at my brother’s witty remark. “I always pictured Changbin as the type to fall asleep drooling on his sheet music. Since when has he ever been interested in frat parties?”
“Since when have you?” Hyunjin randomly questioned, as if remembering that he was my younger brother and should probably discourage such illicit activities.
“You could come too,” I joked. “You’ll give all the pretty boys a run for their money.”
“Shut the fuck up.”
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Nonetheless, my younger brother could never resist the promise of free alcohol.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” Hyunjin whined as I drove the two of us to Hyungwon’s fraternity.
“You need to get laid,” I reminded him, locating a parking spot further down the busy street, congested with student vehicles. “This place is fucking insane.”
“Yet another reminder of why I should have stayed at the studio,” Hyunjin continued.
“Relax,” I said. “Changbin is supposed to be here with Chan. Find your friends and show them how an amateur dances to 90s EDM music.”
I squealed when Hyunjin reached across the center console to slap my arm. “You’re not funny.”
“And you’re slow,” I shot back.
The party had started nearly half-an-hour ago, which meant we were fashionably late and way too sober. I carefully pulled into the parking spot I located earlier, grumbling because I was forced to parallel park. But I was also impatient to find Hyungsik.
“Hold on!”
“It’s your fault if you don’t keep up,” I said, reaching down to unzip my jacket to reveal the rather inappropriate blouse that I had chosen for the evening’s affairs.
Hyunjin finally caught up to me as I carefully took the steps leading up to the front door of Hyungwon’s fraternity, teetering precariously on my 4-inch high heels. Despite the fact that the sun had only started to set, I could already spot familiar red cups decorating the banister rails. Kihyun’s going to lose his shit when he discovers this mess in the morning.
“Changbin and Chan are somewhere in the kitchen finding drinks,” Hyunjin informed me. “Can you spare a few more moments away from your sweetheart?”
“For Channie, yes,” I agreed, allowing Hyunjin to act the part of a gentleman and hold the door for me, allowing the blaring music to spill outside into the slowly darkening evening.
Hyunjin and I did our best to avoid the main floor where the drunk Freshmen were already losing their inhibitions. We slowly skimmed the outer edge of the wall, spotting the open kitchen where a much calmer atmosphere prevailed. Chan was the first to spot us, pointing over Changbin’s shoulder. “What’s up?”
“Trying to avoid a literal mess,” I grinned, wrapping my arms tightly around Chan’s neck. “Did you find something good to drink?”
“Not really,” Chan grimaced. “There’s a punch bowl, but that shit smells like gasoline.”
“Live a little,” I joked, peeking at Changbin out of the corner of my peripheral vision. “I’m surprised you came, Changbin.”
The younger shrugged, picking at a loose string on his black t-shirt. “I like Hyungwon.”
“Really?” I snorted because I was almost positive Changbin didn’t even really like his own bandmates.
“Hyunjin!” a shrill voice punctured our small oasis. I saw my brother grimace as a petite blonde came into his line of his vision. “I can’t believe you came.”
Changbin chuckled from my brother’s side. “He knew you were going to be here, Mina.”
“Hyunjin,” the girl giggled, as if ignorant to my brother’s obvious disgust like he was looking at the personification of Evil.
“You two should dance,” I suggested, deciding to tease my brother. After all, he was the one who often bragged about his superior choreography.
“Hanna,” Hyunjin addressed me, slugging me rather harshly across my shoulder. “I thought you wanted to dance with me?”
“I’ll dance with Channie,” I countered, feeling nothing short of victorious when my brother scowled, reluctantly allowing Mina to drag him away from our small gathering.
“How do they know each other?” I asked.
“She leaves cute notes on Hyunjin’s desk in our economics lecture,” Changbin said, leaning in closer. “I think she might like your brother.”
Changbin’s close proximity was unexpected, especially given my body’s peculiar reaction, practically drawn to the mischievous glimmer to his dilated irises. “Is that so?”
“Her older sister is a total bitch,” Chan remarked, ignorant to the strange tension between Changbin and me.
I tore myself from Changbin’s hypnotic stare. “What the hell are you even talking about?”
Chan shrugged. “Where’s your precious new boyfriend?”
I let out a gasp as I suddenly remembered Hyungsik. “I should find him and introduce you.”
“Thrilling,” Changbin grumbled, pulling back to offer the cheaply tiled kitchen floor a dirty glare.
“I’ll try and find him. You two wait here.”
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My endeavors at impressive sleuthing were cut short, however, when I found Hyungsik talking in animated conversation with two of his friends. I couldn’t resist a smile as I pushed my way through the unwavering sea of students to reach him. Unfortunately, as I grew closer, I realized that he was swaying slightly, eyes unfocused as he took a long drink from his bright red cup. “Hyungsik!”
“Hanna!” the older boy exclaimed, meeting me halfway at the edge of the growing crowd. “You made it!”
His breath fanned across my face and I wrinkled my nose upon smelling the unpleasant waft of alcohol. “You’re already drunk?” I lamented, feeling a tad bit disappointed. There was no way I could introduce Hyungsik to Changbin and Chan in this condition. They would mock me for such a first impression.
Hyungsik offered me a flirtatious grin. “I think the punch was spiked.”
Nevertheless, I refused to have my evening spoiled so prematurely by my potential boyfriend’s immaturity. “Let’s dance,” I offered instead, taking Hyungsik’s eager hand and leading him to the middle of the dance floor.
I guided his sweaty palms to either side of my waist, expertly rocking my hips to the beat of the music. Hyungsik let out an uncharacteristic yell as he pulled me closer to his body, allowing more of the alcohol smell to completely blind my senses. “Are you having fun?” he shouted into my ear.
I was too young to lose my hearing.
And I gave up on Hyungsik the moment his hands started to trail messily across my backside, tossing his head from side to side like an incompetent rock musician who was well past his prime. “Come on,” I sighed, jerking away from his touch.
I decided it was time to help Hyungsik sober up from his premature alcohol consumption. I knew that Hyungwon allowed guests to stay in some of the empty rooms upstairs. My best option would be to lead Hyungsik to one of those rooms and let him sleep off his drunken stupor.
“Weee!” Hyungsik giggled as he fell on top of the bed, letting out a grunt as he collapsed on his front.
“Yeah, what a great fucking time,” I muttered sarcastically as I yanked his shoes from his feet, allowing them to messily fall into the floor.
I made sure to leave Hyungsik a glass of water and two Ibuprofen before turning out the light. I was a good Samaritan, even when the recipient of my good graces happened to be a potential love interest who totally ruined my Saturday night and left me feeling completely deflated. Of course, I guess it wasn’t exactly Hyungsik’s fault since he was apparently unaccustomed to the ridiculous tradition of avoiding the provided alcohol at frat parties. Still, I was far more likely to kick Hyungwon’s ass tomorrow morning in our Chemistry lecture, if he could manage to drag himself to class with a nasty hangover.
Satisfied with Hyungsik’s condition, I slowly closed the bedroom door behind me, letting out an exasperated sigh. I should’ve known better than to expect a decent lay from a fraternity party. What the actual hell was I even thinking? However, my self-loathing was temporarily forgotten when I spotted a shadow lingering around the corner of the hallway. I perked up instantly, eliminating the short distance to confront whoever had decided to stalk me when I was obviously upset.
“Changbin?” I questioned and he paused in his obvious attempt to sneak away. “Did you follow me up here?”
Changbin cleared his throat as he pivoted around to face me. “I’m sorry.”
“Why did you do that?” I asked, taking another step closer. I was surprised to see an unfamiliar brush coloring the narrow aspect of Changbin’s cheeks. “Did you think I was going to sleep with him?”
“He was drunk,” Changbin offered as a retort. “I didn’t want him to hurt you.”
“Trust me,” I scoffed, “he was too far gone to do anything to me.”
“But you wanted him too,” Changbin said, an unfamiliar rasp in his tone.
“Not really,” I shrugged. “I was mad that he was already drunk.”
Changbin let out an uncharacteristic giggle that I found alarmingly adorable. “You should know that your brother is currently dancing on top of the kitchen counter.”
I rolled my eyes. “I hope someone takes a good video. He deserves the embarrassment.”
Changbin nodded, rocking back on his heels. “Are you going to leave?”
“Probably,” I said. “I need to get Hyunjin home.”
“I can help if you want?” Changbin offered, and I was quick to accept his assistance.
“Is Chan still here?” I asked him as I guided our way through the maze of intoxicated students.
“Chan left a while ago,” Changbin said, one hand reaching out to hold onto my shoulder as I led us into the kitchen where an obvious crowd had started to circle around my idiot brother.
I forced my way to the front. “Hyunjin, get your ass down here right now!”
Hyunjin glanced down at me from the pedestal he had made of Hyungwon’s marble countertop. He squinted his eyes as if he couldn’t quite discern who I was. “Hanna?”
“Yes, you asshole,” I growled, yanking at his ridiculously tight skinny jeans. “If you want a ride home, then I suggest you stop acting like a complete fuckboy.”
Hyunjin seemed to sober up at my reprimand. “Sorry,” he slurred, falling into my arms.
“Hyunjin, you weigh twice as much as me,” I grunted, whispering a quick ‘thank you’ to Changbin when he offered to burden most of Hyunjin’s dead weight.
“You guys are the best,” Hyunjin said, rubbing his sweaty hair against the side of my face as we were abruptly hit with a cold rush of air from the outside.
“Shut the fuck up,” I muttered, shifting Hyunjin’s arm around my shoulder as Changbin and I proceeded to drag my brother’s drunk ass two blocks to my abandoned car.
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“Thanks for helping,” I said, tucking the blankets up higher on Hyunjin’s chest. “You can spend the night if you want. I don’t mind sleeping in my roommate’s bed if you want the futon?”
Changbin nodded, perhaps too enthusiastically. Nonetheless, I found a spare blanket and pillow in the shared closet, giving them to Changbin as a makeshift bed. I knew the futon was rather uncomfortable, but it was only for one night. Plus, I felt better knowing that Changbin wouldn’t have to walk across campus in the middle of the night by himself. Despite our frequent disagreements, he was one of my brother’s best friends, and I had started to grow closer to him thanks to our unorthodox guitar lessons.
However, the last thing I expected after settling into my roommate’s twin-sized bed was to have an entertaining exchange with Changbin:
“Do you still want a lesson tomorrow?” he asked me.
“Yeah, I managed to avoid the alcohol.”
“Will you ever let Hyunjin forget the party?”
“There’s no way in hell,” I replied, grinning at the dark ceiling.
“You want the video I took of him on my phone?”
“I would literally like nothing more.”
Fuck, were we actually getting along?
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“Wake up, asshole,” I grinned, curtaining my brother’s t-shirt across his face. Hyunjin let out a groan. “What happened?”
“You drank too much and decided to show off for everybody,” I said, sitting down next to him on my bed. “Would you like to watch the video?”
“Fuck you.”
“Perhaps later then?”
Changbin stepped closer, looking unusually good in his dark jeans and a long-sleeved shirt. “Should we let him sleep?”
“Please,” Hyunjin groaned.
“My roommate won’t be back until tomorrow, so Hyunjin should be fine here for a while.”
Changbin pursed his lips, rocking back on his feet. “Well…”
“Do you feel like getting a cup of coffee?”
Changbin and I were both taken aback by my request.
“That sounds nice,” he said quietly, appearing unusually shy as he refused to meet my gaze.
Changbin and I ensured that Hyunjin would wake up to powerful painkillers before walking together to the quaint coffee shop nestled at the end of the block. “Should I treat you?” I asked. “I feel bad that you had to drag my brother’s sorry ass from the party.”
Changbin chuckled. “Hyunjin’s my friend, and I did get some decent video footage for my troubles.”
I laughed as I recalled the short clip of my brother rather unattractively swiveling his hips to a poor remix of a popular K-Pop idol song. Perhaps in another life, Hyunjin could have made a decent performer. However, given the intoxicated component to his impromptu show, I supposed he might have been laughed out of his audition.
“Vanilla latte please,” I smiled pleasantly at the cashier whose blood-shot eyes clearly exposed her late-night activities.
“I’ll have the same.”
“Are you copying me?”
“You have good taste,” Changbin said, and I paused as I processed his words.
Was he flirting with me?
Pushing that ridiculous notion aside, I found us a small table amidst the busy college students furiously working on the essays they had spent the weekend neglecting. It reminded me that I had also put off my Chemistry lab report for far too long. Yet, the idea of balancing equations of which I had the faintest understanding was incredibly unappealing.
The sweet scent of vanilla was preferable, and I sipped at the warm beverage greedily. “Why did Chan leave so early?”
“I sort of ditched him,” Changbin admitted.
“Why?” I asked. “I mean, I know Chan can be dull, but he’s better than the majority of those people.”
Changbin shrugged. “I was trying to find Hyunjin.”
“My brother is clueless sometimes,” I said, mindlessly watching the steam rise from my cup. “I didn’t expect him to go that far.”
“He’s never been that drunk before,” Changbin added.
“No more parties for Hyunjin.”
“What about you?” Changbin inquired, a not-so-innocent look drawn across his features.
“Me?”
“Hyungwon’s parties are always like that,” Changbin scoffed. “Your precious boyfriend should have taken you on a proper date.”
“Changbin!” I laughed, reaching over to take his hand. “You’re actually being considerate for once.”
“Call it a hangover.”
“Or,” I started with a teasing lilt. “Maybe you like me just a little?”
Changbin glanced down at our hands. “I never said I didn’t like you.”
I pulled my hand away, surprised by his strange confession. “Changbin, I’m sorry if I said something wrong.”
“It’s not you,” he insisted, struggling for the right words. “Look, Hanna, I want you to know that I don’t really care if you’re at our apartment.”
“But you always say-”
“-I know,” Changbin growled, clearly frustrated with himself. “Hanna, I need to tell you something.”
I nodded as a silent encouragement for him to continue. However, before Changbin could utter another syllable, his concentrated gaze had shifted, pointedly narrowing at something behind me. I glanced over my shoulder and let out a curse when I saw Hyungsik approaching.
“You have to forgive me!” Hyungsik immediately apologized, inserting himself between Changbin and I. Shaking my head, I had every intention of ordering him to leave after the melodrama that had happened last night.
But Hyungsik was persuasive, gently nudging a chocolate muffin in front of my coffee before flashing a dazzling smile in my direction. I swear my heart actually stopped beating for several seconds. “What are you doing here?”
“I saw you leave your apartment,” he admitted, ignoring Changbin’s glare as he pulled out a chair from the adjoining table.
I glanced back and forth between Hyungsik and Changbin. “I wasn’t exactly thrilled about last night.”
“It’s my fault,” he sighed. “I shouldn’t have trusted the liquor.”
“How much did you drink?”
“Maybe two cups?”
Fuck you, Hyungwon.
“It was spiked,” I said quietly, even though it was probably now obvious in hindsight.
“I know,” Hyungsik murmured, fingers slowly gliding across the tabletop to brush against mine. “Let me make it up to you?”
“Maybe,” I grinned, already knowing I would give in because I loved the way my heart played to a different beat around him.
“How about this Friday night? We could see a movie?”
“I’d like that.”
Hyungsik nodded, bashfully allowing his long bangs to frame his eyes. “You won’t regret this.”
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The following Friday, I tried to distract myself from my impending movie date with Hyungsik by requesting another guitar lesson from Changbin. “It’s early,” the younger snapped into the phone.
“I’m already in the library,” I said, running my hand along the smooth edges of my guitar.
Changbin let out a noise of frustration. “Give me twenty minutes.”
The wait was well worth it when Changbin showed up wearing sweatpants and a hoodie, hair betraying the fact that he had obviously just rolled out of bed. “What a concept,” I remarked.
Changbin dropped his guitar case on top of our table. “Shut up.”
Thereafter, our lesson progressed smoothly, Changbin introducing me to a new series of complicated chords that only brought an immense feeling of satisfaction when I eventually mastered them. “I’m a quick learner,” I bragged in response to the impressed look on his face.
“Maybe when you can play an entire song,” Changbin grumbled, plucking at the strings of his own Savannah model guitar.
“What songs have you been working on?” I asked conversationally as I started to re-case my guitar.
“Nothing much,” Changbin said, fingers hovering around the fretboard.
“You could always play me something,” I suggested. “I’m a good listener.”
Changbin seemed to hesitate as if experiencing internal conflict, before nodding once. “I don’t want to hear any bullshit when I’m done,” he reproached snappishly, temper flaring once again.
I resisted the urge to offer a witty retort. Instead, I patiently waited as he re-adjusted the guitar in his lap, propping the curve onto his thigh. Changbin’s elegant playing soon filled the empty study room, gentle triad chords forming an unfamiliar melody. It was pleasant all the same, but I was still surprised to hear Changbin start to sing.
Several lines of elegantly arranged lyrics that felt strangely familiar.
“That’s beautiful, Changbin,” I complimented the younger when he finished playing, enjoying his accompanying blush. “The lyrics are really personal. Did you write them about somebody?”
Changbin froze, fingers halting their movements against the strings as a wave of frightening anger settled into his features. He stood at once, rushing to pack up his guitar, shoulders tense as he worked. “I think we’ve done enough today,” he finally said, ignoring my protests.
And I could do nothing to change his mind.
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I was still shaken from my encounter with Changbin when I met Hyungsik that evening. The air between us was strangely awkward as we stood in tense silence for our tickets. It was probably my fault because I had been in a really bad mood ever since I left the study room earlier, clueless as to why I had upset Changbin. Nevertheless, I was grateful when we finally entered the theatre because it gave our unusual quietness justification when the title credits started to roll down the screen.
What was going on? Why did I feel so guilty?
It was only once we were halfway through the film that I realized I had no idea what was actually happening. The entirety of my attention had been focused on Changbin, unable to think about anything else other than the curious puzzle he had made of our last encounter together. Why had he acted that way?
After the film ended, Hyungsik and I walked outside together. “Are you alright, Hanna?” he asked sweetly, eyes full of concern.
“I’m fine,” I reassured him, even as the lie sat heavy in the pit of my stomach.
We went for coffee afterward, and I refused Hyungsik’s generosity, offering to buy our coffees in return for the movie tickets. “I don’t mind,” he had said, but I brushed him aside without really meaning to.
Hyungsik went to find us a table as I waited for our order, glancing nervously at the clock when I realized it was still pretty early. Was I about to ruin my chances with him? I wondered as I brought our coffees to the small booth by the window. Hyungsik took his order gratefully while I wordlessly sat down across from him. Did I even really care that this might be our first and last date?
“Open mic,” he said, snapping me to attention.
I followed his gaze to the stage. “Do you want to play?”
He smirked. “Only if you play with me.”
Of course, the whole reason why I started my lessons with Changbin was for this exact moment. So, I allowed Hyungsik to drag me to the stage, handing me an unfamiliar guitar as we occupied two of the stools lining the edge of the wooden platform. “What should we play?”
“Something easy,” he said, riffing a familiar tune that I was able to easily follow, despite the strange sensation that something was clearly amiss.
It wasn’t the same without Changbin.
“You play really well,” Hyungsik complimented me, sighing when I didn’t respond. “Let’s go outside for some air.”
I readily agreed to his suggestion, abandoning our instruments as we greeted the cool night air. “I’m sorry,” I told him. “I had a really bad day.”
Hyungsik shrugged while letting out a sigh. “It’s alright, Hanna, I can tell when a girl isn’t into me.”
I perked up at his insinuation. “That’s not true-”
“It’s fine,” he interrupted. “You don’t have to force something between us.”
I sighed in defeat. “I don’t know what happened.”
“People change,” Hyungsik said. “Feelings change too, sometimes we don’t even realize how we really feel until it’s too late.”
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Hyungsik’s advice haunted me for the rest of the evening, to the point where I could excuse my mindlessness as overthinking our earlier encounter. I was also acting completely out of character, something that Han Jisung was more than willing to take advantage of to benefit himself.
You see, I wasn’t a big fan of offering my extensive knowledge to the younger guys, but Jisung was always astute when it came to taking advantage of our dynamic. I knew he, of all people, would understand what was going on between me and Changbin. Which is why I found myself reacting to the plea for help he sent out several minutes ago via a long, convoluted text message.
“Changbin was weird today,” I later told Jisung, having agreed to proofread the younger’s English assignment.
“Hmm?” he asked distractedly, fingers tracing along with the words in his textbook.
“He played me a song,” I said. “I guess it’s supposed to be for your next album? It was really beautiful, but he was mad when I asked him if he wrote the lyrics for someone.”
Jisung glanced up at that, quirking an eyebrow. “Really?”
“I didn’t mean to offend him,” I shrugged, carding my fingers through my hair worriedly.
“Do you remember the lyrics?”
I recalled them easily and Jisung let out an unnecessarily exaggerated sigh, looking at me like I was the one having trouble with homework. “You’re completely deaf, you know.”
I frowned at the insult. “Excuse me?”
“He wrote that song about you, idiot,” Jisung scoffed. “Changbin likes you.”
I blinked twice. “What?”
“Changbin likes you,” Jisung repeated, slamming his book closed. “I wasn’t supposed to say anything, but I’m really fed up with the way he looks at you like you broke his favorite toy. Which is his probably his electric guitar, thanks for asking.”
“Changbin doesn’t like me,” I frowned, soaking in the absurdity of Jisung’s claim. “I mean, if I suddenly went missing tomorrow, I doubt he would even notice.”
“Oh, he would definitely notice,” Jisung said. “Then again, if you did disappear for a while, then I wouldn’t have to deal with him brooding in the middle of the studio floor while I’m trying to work.”
“That’s impossible,” I insisted, even as I wavered in consideration of his claim. Because Jisung didn’t lie about these kinds of things. Seungmin? Perhaps, especially if it was for some practical joke. But Jisung? “Why tell me now?”
“I’m telling you because you’re flirting with this Hyungsik guy and Changbin hates it. You think he wrote that song because he just felt like it? Music has always been Changbin’s way of dealing with his emotions.”
“He should have told me,” I said, suddenly feeling a barrage of guilt because I really had no idea that the younger actually reserved feelings for me. Did that mean his hateful comments were actually a way to shield his true feelings? Because they had certainly gotten worse after I introduced Hyungsik.
“When would he have told you?” Jisung asked. “While you were still constantly talking about how much you liked another guy?”
“Are you trying to make me feel bad?” I frowned.
“I’m trying to tell you the truth,” Jisung tsked. “It’s up to you to decide what you do with it.”
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I didn’t bother knocking on the basement door. Instead, I knew it was better to approach Changbin unexpectedly. Because then he wouldn’t have some sort of rehearsed speech ready to counter my interruption.
“Hanna?” Changbin immediately questioned as I slowly walked up to his desk. “What are you doing here?”
“You shouldn’t have lied to me, Binnie,” I grinned, enjoying the way his mouth fell open upon hearing the nickname.
I leaned back against the desk, studying the way Changbin’s expression had morphed into one of complete disbelief. “What are you talking about?”
“You should know,” I teased him, carefully easing his chair back away from the desk, the small wheels on the bottom rolling across the linoleum floor.
I decided to act before either of us had time to think.
I straddled Changbin’s lap, encouraging his hands to fit around my waist as I slowly started pressing a trail of kisses down the side of his jawline. “Hanna?” Changbin faintly called, fingers squeezing into the skin above my hips as if trying to gain my attention.
I willingly obeyed. “Hmm?”
Changbin’s eyes widened. “What’s going on?”
I offered him a teasing smirk, leaning in close. “I know you like me, Changbin. If you wanted to keep it a secret, then you shouldn’t have told Jisung.”
Changbin cursed as I smoothed my hands across his chest. “I wasn’t going to tell you.”
“I know,” I pouted. “But how would I have known to do this, then?”
Changbin was completely unprepared for the faint brush of my lips across the seam of his mouth. But I was only trying to soften him, parting my lips sensually against his own as I allowed my tongue to trace the chapped ridges. Changbin opened wider against an instinctive gasp and I took advantage of the opportunity to lave my tongue against his own, pulling back to study his reaction.
“Can you handle more?”
“More?”
I reached down for the hem of my t-shirt, removing the cheap fabric and carelessly tossing it into the floor. “I want to show you that I care.”
I ran my thumb across the swollen purse of his lips. Changbin’s tongue greeted the rough pad of the wandering digit. “Why?”
“Because I like you too,” I said, reaching out to cradle my hand against the side of his head, holding him in a place for another long kiss, savoring the novel sensation of his touch.
I rocked my hips forward, delighting in the way his breathing hitched, moan vibrating against my mouth. I started a pattern, pulling back and forth along the firm foundation of his thighs to distract him as my hands wandered down to the waistband of his jeans. I quickly noticed that he was already aroused, straining against the tight material, responding to my advances with willing compliance. It was all I needed to take the next step because the last thing I wanted was to move too fast. Changbin was far more sensitive than he allowed others to perceive, and I knew he had a kind heart that was far more vulnerable to the whims of those he desperately wanted to trust.
Changbin inhaled sharply, eyes wide and unblinking as he watched my fingers slowly undo his belt. “I think I’d like to feel your cock,” I admitted, making sure to whisper the words soothingly into his eager ears.
“R-really?” he stuttered, losing focus when my hand wrapped around his pulsing dick, warm beneath my calloused fingers.
“Would you like that?” I asked him, running my vacant hand under his tight t-shirt, surprised to feel the muscle shaping his abdomen.
“Please,” he whined, fingers digging harder into my sides.
“You should have told me before,” I said, leaning back to allow myself enough space to pull up my skirt, leaving it in a thin bundle above my hips. Changbin’s hands finally smoothed down my waist, fingering the edges of my red satin panties while massaging across the waistband with rapt attention.
“I’ve wanted you since Freshman year,” Changbin admitted, and I enjoyed this new dimension to his self-proclaimed “dark” character. A raw honesty that only continued to feed my growing attraction for him.
I gripped his cock harder, squeezing at his sensitive tip, colored with a burning red that betrayed his desire. I shifted my panties to the side, feeling the muscles in my thighs scream in protest as I lifted myself above Changbin’s lap, lowering slowly, easy and wet.
Changbin released a faint moan, eyes threatening to shut despite his attempts to keep them open. I brushed my fingers across the flesh of their lids, feeling his lashes flutter against the pads. I brought our foreheads together intimately, allowing him to maintain the eye contact he desperately sought. “Changbin,” I softly gasped, feeling him deep inside, cock stretching my walls to accommodate our coupling.
“You’re beautiful,” he said in return, looking down at where he disappeared inside, lips falling apart around a gorgeous moan that not even his music compositions could compete.
My thumbs circled leisurely at the sharp juncture of his chin, grounding me as I slowly started to move on his lap, rolling back before pushing down hard again to stimulate a rhythm. The steady hitches in Changbin’s breathing alerted me to his pleasure, and that’s everything I wanted to give him. I moved faster, hoping to earn more of those seductive deep-throated moans from the base of his throat, watching him swallow hard as sweat started to gather on his smooth skin.
“Come inside,” I told him, noticing the way his earnest thrusts were starting to stutter, falling out of beat with the melody of our fucking.
“Are you sure?” he asked, and I was pleased that he had the wherewithal to question what might have been a careless decision.
“I’m on the pill,” I reassured him, kissing along the inviting skin of his collarbone.
“Feels good,” he panted, bangs sticking to his forehead the longer we moved together, harmonious chorus reaching its final crescendo.
His moans filled the studio when he finally came, hot and sticky inside, lips pressing grateful kisses against whatever flesh he could find. His arms held me close, as if afraid to let go, and I allowed the delicate chord to snap, chanting his name softly as my forehead fell onto his shoulder, gasping for more oxygen to recover my screaming lungs.
Silence descended between us like a necessary embrace.
But it wasn’t awkward because neither of us held onto any insecurities. Instead, we decided it was better to open ourselves to this possibility, hands exploring skin decorated with rivulets of salty wetness. Because it was easier to trust when you held mutual affection, holding their gaze to see past the depths of the surface.
“Do you still want me out of the apartment?” I teased him eventually, just to break the quiet, clenching tightly around his flaccid cock.
Changbin’s head fell against the center of my chest, his panting breaths fanning out across my skin. “I want you in my bed.”
“Next time,” I promised him, threading my fingers through the sweat-caked strands of his thick black hair.
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“What the hell is this!”
The last thing I needed to hear upon waking up the next morning was Jisung’s shrill voice infiltrating my post-orgasm induced haze. Changbin grunted from next to me, pulling me even closer to his overheated body. “Tell him to go away.”
“Get the fuck out, Jisung,” I croaked, my voice hoarse from sleep.
“Are you two naked?”
“Chan?” I questioned wearily, lifting my head just enough to catch a faint glimpse of his blonde hair.
“What time is it?” Changbin asked, raspy tone close to my ear.
“10?”
“Shit!” he cursed. “I have class soon.”
“Will the two of you explain what’s going on?” Jisung demanded, shrieking when Changbin left the couch, fully nude as he rummaged for his clothes.
I simply enjoyed the view.
“What the hell, Changbin?” Chan growled at his younger friend.
Changbin promptly ignored both of his group members, pressing a hasty kiss to my forehead before rushing up the staircase, footsteps heavy as he frantically tried to make his lecture on time. Which, unfortunately, left me alone to deal with the aftermath of our passionate night.
“You and Changbin had sex?” Chan gasped. “In our studio!”
“On top of my lyrics?” Jisung screeched, pushing the aforementioned stack of papers into a messy pile on the floor.
I rolled my eyes at his dramatics. “He came inside.”
“That’s way too much information,” Chan sighed, grimacing as he picked up my clothes to toss in my direction.
I took them gratefully, working to dress beneath the thin coverage of the blanket Changbin had found last night before we passed out on the couch in the studio. “What’s the big deal?”
“Since when are you and Changbin a thing?” Chan asked, glaring down at me.
“I shouldn’t have said anything!” Jisung lamented, falling to his knees to shuffle through his papers.
“I guess since last night?” I grinned.
“Damn you move fast,” Chan tsked, joining Jisung in his attempts to re-organize his messy stacks.
“He’s a good fuck,” I remarked, laughing when Jisung started to splutter out dozens of curses as he frantically tried to finish his work.
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“Why does it always have to be my friends?” Hyunjin questioned later on during lunch.
I sipped at my orange juice. “I guess you have really attractive friends?”
“It was definitely the guitar lessons,” Minho insisted. “They had all that time alone together.”
“But it’s still Changbin,” Seungmin frowned. “Is he blackmailing you?”
Jeongin gasped. “I knew it!”
“Stop it you two,” I said. “He’s not blackmailing me.”
“And did you really have to fuck in front of Jisung and Chan?” Woojin asked. “Jisung hasn’t stopped crying about it all morning.”
“We didn’t fuck in front of them,” I rolled my eyes. “You guys aren’t very supportive.”
“We’re in denial, Hanna,” Felix explained. “You and Changbin have never really gotten along.”
“It is strange,” Hyunjin agreed. “What happened?”
“He played me a song,” I shrugged, enjoying the matching looks of confusion adorning their expressions.
“Speaking of which,” Minho giggled, rubbing his hands together conspiratorially. “Changbin’s coming.”
I straightened up immediately, holding my breath as the dark-haired man stood at the edge of the table next to me. He glanced around at the others, running his fingers through his messy hair, uncombed from his hasty departure that morning. “Can I talk to you alone, Hanna?”
I anxiously followed him outside, unsure of what to expect. Changbin sat down on one of the benches lining the main sidewalk, allowing his bag to fall from his shoulder. I joined him quietly, trying to figure out the mask he had chosen to wear. “I want to talk about last night.”
I swallowed hard. “Do you regret it?”
He looked up immediately. “Of course not!”
I let out a sigh of relief. “I think I almost had a small heart attack.”
Changbin grinned, and it did wonders for the narrow aspect of his eyes. “What were you thinking?”
I bit my lower lip worriedly. “I don’t really know. It was kind of sudden, but I think I really like you Changbin.”
“What about Hyungsik?”
“He really wasn’t my type.”
“And I’m your type?” he asked.
“You must be,” I said. “I really like the way you fuck.”
Changbin scoffed. “Is that all?”
“You’re great at the guitar.”
“I’m trying to be serious.”
“I know,” I said, reaching over to poke gently at his chest. “You have a good heart. Otherwise, I don’t know how you’ve managed to put up with me.”
“I’ve had a crush on you since high school,” Changbin admitted. “It got worse Freshman year.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
“I didn’t think you’d feel the same way,” Changbin admitted. “You have no idea how turned on I was when you came in last night.”
“That was the goal,” I joked. “But seriously, I can’t believe I thought you didn’t care about me.”
“That was my fault,” Changbin said. “I didn’t make it easy on you.”
“It’s my fault too,” I sighed wistfully. “I always go after the wrong guy.”
“Don’t tell Chan that.”
“He already knows.”
Changbin laughed before easing in closer. “Does this mean I’m the right guy?”
I placed a quick kiss on his perfect lips. “I think so.”
“I’ll just have to prove it to you.”
“And I can’t wait,” I whispered into the seam of his lips, losing myself in our passionate embrace.
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I didn’t mind the crowds as they were becoming increasingly commonplace at their concerts. I learned how to tune out the screaming women, rolling my eyes whenever they tried to touch one of the boys onstage. I really had no room to talk since I could barely keep my hands off the dark-eyed lead guitarist who always managed to leave me increasingly desperate.
“Who’s your favorite member?” I asked one of the girls sitting next to me. She had been steadily growing drunker as the night progressed, squealing loudly whenever a new song started.
“Changbin,” the girl nodded, giggling when the man in question smirked in our direction.
But I knew he wasn’t looking at her.
“I think I like him too.”
And this time, I knew I had made the right decision.
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