#messedup

[eric-sadahire]

You can be a night owl and an early bird...

if your sleep schedule is messed up enough.

[priyanshi005]

It's really awkward to go back to that person who doesn't even care about the moments we spent together. I know there are some problems but I am tired of continuing that old pattern again and again that we go out and fight and to be honest after a long time we went out and it was such a good day but just for a silly thing it's all ruined. I don't know why but sometimes it seems like it's just a waste of time to even try good things. Why do bad memories always overlap?

I don't know why but I feel like not me and you but the time deserved better behaviour yesterday from us because just for that shitty thing I listened to that old shit again...being angry is ok but to fucking being disrespectful is not so it's better to not try anything now because I literally got tired and I guess you did too. I am not perfect and thinking of yourself as perfect and wasting someone else's time and patience is also not perfection.

Before loving someone it's necessary to respect him/her and I don't know about others but I'll definitely work on this first now without saying the worst line of this world that "I deserve better".

[irock3veryting]

Part 2 of Half sibling mix up.

So I'm browsing on Facebook one day and realise I’ve been sent a message by the other half brother, I wouldn’t mind but he’s NEVER had anything to do with me? he sends me a msg at 4am asking me to add him to snap chat random. I stupidly do and a couple of days later he asks who I am? I then pretty much realise that he clearly was either drunk or was confused at who at that time in the morning who he had messaged. 

I believe he had to follow it through and then pretended to want something to do with me he then spent some months talking about how we should meet we also exchanged mob numbers. We were at the time in the middle of a pandemic so I really didn’t understand why anyone was wanting to meet up? They live at least 1hour or more away so I was a bit confused as to why we should all of a sudden meet but as I'm about to disclose I realised once again but this time by the other brother I was going to be taken for a ride. 

The two of them came up meet me and my family and we went to my home where I lived with my mum. upon arrival this guy starts a convo about remembering me when I was a little girl, I was like excuse you my dear you are younger then me! how can someone tell a story about MY christening and how they were in the car when they weren’t even born until another 4 years! clearly the mum had prep him up to say such nonsense. As we sat down it was just a long convo between him and my mum the other one who is suppose to be the oldest out of them who doesn’t know how to communicate sits there doesn’t say a single word to me the entire time.

Time started to pass and my belly was rumbling so we went back to my Grans house where they meet us first, on the way there mum took them round the long way back to see my area she told me to call the older one as I was calling his phone it kept ringing and ringing no answer? As to my surprise the guy had once again changed his number and had the audacity to come down and knowing of his sheer ignorance still doing the same things of the past. I just remember glaring at him across the table of my family home and thinking if he thinks I'm going to continue to be treated like this he can think again! 

We had dinner and my cousin who was also down decided to take pictures I just want to add I took photos of them on my phone they had their phones and didn’t once take a single photo of me! they then both asked for it to be sent to them and here is when mr ignorant has to confess ‘Oh I have a different number’ what a surprise, oh shock. In a different convo my cousin then says my  boy cousin whom I'm close with, that it would be good idea if they all meet him. He sat there and says ‘ Wait who’s, (my cousin’s name)’ all I thought as I sat there was someone I will never let you meet, if I could help it! The way he had treated me I don’t think so I'm very protective over my family on this side plus he is the only thing close to a brother to me.

After a few hours they ate and left, I heard from them from time to time, the one who wanted to meet kept falsely advertising to come up and never showed up and when myself and my mum said we would come down he then put up a front and talked about ‘Oh no, I'll come down’ I didn’t mind if they never wanted to meet again but it was the lies that kept being told.

One day after the queen’s jubilee after the one who arranged to meet, had once again called me to meet lied again. I found myself sending a text telling him stop arranging to falsely meet this guy was as nasty but yet big mouthed as the ignorant one, he starts bringing up personal things about me in argument and then had the audacity to say I'm not here to argue. Before this argument this guy had to the nerve to call me and before hand text me telling me how his girlfriend and himself were looking at houses in my area, 6 mins away to be precise. So there it is the real reason you wanted to meet not because you wanted to meet me, he also ran his mouth so much he said how his mum also wanted to move, that's funny if you’ve never been to an area before why would you be moving here? 

I briefly spoke to him after this wishing him a happy birthday as I wasn’t brought up the same way as him and also wished the other his which is a month after. The ignorant one then decided because one day when he text me after I had worked my 6 days in a row and was completely knacked. That I just didn't text him back fast enough and with enough convo so early in the morning made it again his duty to block me! This time I wanted it to be for good, that he didn't message me, 3 months later this guy decides from a new number he would just simply send a text saying ‘Hi’ something else he had previously in text messaged, which I found to be very strange. I never replied back in fact never pushed through the WhatsApp msg and 2 months later a new number different message more abrupt saying ’Hello’ nothing else no explanation as to who it was I was just suppose to know, I think he wanted me to play the game of who is it. 

I went through a series of messages from him going back years where he on and off again started convos and ended them and you know what I realised, this guy hadn’t even noted down my birthday, never knew, even the big mouthed one straight away knew when that was on snap chat when we were talking. It was all about him he could contact me when he wanted to, pick up where he left off either through a new app or my number which he kept. 

To conclude when God is showing you who someone is please pay attention to the red flags a week after meeting with them God spoke to me and said ‘That meeting was Not about you’ nether of these guys had any good intentions for knowing me I don’t know why and personally I don’t care but one things for sure and two things for certain nether will hear from me in future or be getting back in touch with me! 

[minyboy]

Let's see, terrorizes town, murders father, forces mother to hang herself out of grief and she has no control over her tiny body the whole time... sounds about right.

[sublimespiritoracle]

[hidingmyrainbow]

I'm mad and sad at the same time damn

[kmgquote]

Twisted life

Its so unfortunate that we like to use a word such as ‘ungcolile’ at someone When they have done the unspeakable But we seem to forget that there are people who were conceived during apartheid era Were they consoling themselves? – People are allowed to be stubborn People can be hard to crack Being two-faced is not an unusual character Yet there are people who still in shock at people who…

[shadowfreakdraws]

shame shame shame ( vent art )

[nonameforthisstory]

Chapter 2

It was peak of December when the wedding was planned chilly outside but with great enthusiasm I wore a peach dress for my aunts ladies sangeet. I loved to dance muni badnam hui and Sheela ki jawani were latest song at that time and I danced a lot like anything I was quite a dancer and would move my hips on one two songs always everyone asked me to dance too, like a typical Indian household it was…

[prison2profit]

😂😂😂 Making todays video wasn’t easy for some reason!!!! #retake #messedup #take2 #outtakes #youtuber #reseller #resellercommunity #ebayseller #youtubevideos https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnwm7Lxu-pP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[daisy-bub]

this is messed up and fucked up

[splashbroadcasting]

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[andimahsong139]

It's #messedup, I know. But the #rottenness of the System is 2 much 2 bear sometimes. :)))) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkJU337SzAY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[minyboy]

Ah Lilly, what a cute happy cat. I hear she has her own episode in Pretty Blood. Odd title, but I'm sure it's... it's... perfectly fine. Have a watch here, no very graphic images or complete body horror here... bring the kids! www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fs8JwE…

[dmidagad]

pepper, i know you are confused. i said make yourself at home. not messed up. #dogsitting. #messedup. #makeyourselfathome. #dogtoys. https://www.instagram.com/p/CjqkPiVrWgj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=