once again thinking about the fact that I'm kind of mean to people in MLMs shilling beauty products who want to Have Me Try Things because my skin is so dry and so sensitive that I do NOT try anything new unless I'm desperate. I finally found the stuff that doesn't turn my face into lizard-skin and also doesn't break me out. Please leave me alone.
do u ever think abt how the word whore originally meant someone who desired? someday in the future they're going to look at the word lover and call it shameful
eury
eury you can't keep doing this to me.
someday my love will be scorned by history and for that, i will live it to the fullest. why should i hide what i know people will hate anyway? i would rather the world hate my happiness than love my misery.
I am enamored with color shift paint lately (Folk Art Dragonfly Glaze (full spectrum, violet-blue-green shift, gold-red-violet shift) and Color Shift (orange flash, red flash) for the tiny phoenix)
(Artist's Loft Necessities Color Shit Acrylic Paint (which has a stronger range in 10 .4 fl oz paint tubes for $5.99) painted over something I made with sharpies)
All of this is just me testing for my phoenix painting that I started
But then I decided to change a few things to make it better when I get back to it
(motivating myself to fix that left wing because it's thinner and also give it the tail, beak, headcrest, and feeties it deserves)
Mostly doing good but also I couldn't sleep very well last night despite being on the boat (the rocking usually conks me out and I sleep the best sleep ever in the world). Then I woke up sweating (may have been too hot in general because everyone else said it was kinda hot but that's usually a sign of a nightmare), is it over for me
This episode makes me wonder if there are TWO Breach avenues. One being run by Saskia/Hieronymous/et al which is targeting high Caenum service workers with nowhere else to go but the flexibility to disappear with little repercussions... and one being orchestrated by Kozma Laszlo which is inciting more high level political figures to defect and aiming to destabilize the Trust itself rather than just sneaking away a few unfortunate souls. It's possible both were being run out of Midst too; through the Black Candle cabaret and another in one of Laszlo's businesses. The moon mining operation seems like a possible hub and covering up evidence of her collusion would add an additional motive for the Baron to destroy it.
people mentioned achievement hunter too many times during the try guys ned scandal that it summoned them like fucking beetlejuice with another brand new scandal thats completely unsurprising
AW COME ON I WANNA DO SOMETHING YOU LIKE TOO ;w; Remind me to write more zosan when the angsty thing is done. Anyway... WAIT, I have something only you would understand and it's from a WIP:
“I will, princess,” Julian promised as he laid his arms carefully on her back. He felt the thick dressings underneath her clothes and swallowed thickly.
I'm so desperate I'm genuinely considering buying a tarot card reading so someone can tell me the future is going to be okay and I will be able to be the way I used to be before