1 week until surgery...my brain keeps trying to talk me out of it bc i dont Need it and im scared of medical environments and Pain but i have to remember this is one of the only things that has ever made me consider wanting a tattoo and also the only thing that's made me Excited For and Wanting visible scars...
And also I've been making "i want sterilization and testosterone" meltdown tweets every other week for many many years so we're scratching one off the list LOL
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playing sv for the first time was so damn funny like what do you MEAN the gigantic car is a pokemon⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️😭 OK I GUESS IM FIGHTING A CAR NOW
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At least twice a week since July I've had people thanking me for my neuroendocrine cancer education and telling me how often they use the resources I built them :') idk imposter syndrome is ever present and in healthcare you can even have thoughts of "Man, am I spending too much time educating/researching on poorly understood cancers?"
I'm still struggling to decide on format, but I'm currently compiling my research and resources to make a self-guided cancer education resource for my team. I really enjoy my job rn but I think focused cancer education would be nice to springboard into later in life once I finish learning about the inner guts of the ACA. I'm finally healthy enough to consider higher education, but the catch is my employer insurance is the only reason I can get my medical care...and leaving for school to be able to focus more officially on cancer education means I'd lose that medical care security :(
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none of you get me but kagepro is about knowing youre doomed and knowing theres something seriously wrong with you but still trying anyway. still having hope anyway. still loving anyway. its about always taking another step and reaching out a hand because maybe this time it will work. maybe this time it will be the happy ending
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I've played 8 matches in the new version of the Lights Out Modifier in DbD and it was just Draculas turning into a wolf to hide by the hook and if someone rescued, or they unhooked themselves, they'd pounce and then swap to the hellfire attack to insta-down the person again and camp again. This happened in all 8 matches across 2 days of attempts, and it's really boring, and I don't feel moved to play more.
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d&d session over - glad i opted to join even though i had a headache looming halfway through. my sneaky lil cat burglar (literally) rolled a 41 for stealth followed by two 21 sleight of hand/dex checks so.... that was wild
gonna grab myself some food bc i literally haven't eaten all day and that might have factored into the headache, and then i'm gonna chill with some gaming
may or may not try to write a couple of things after but i'm not gonna push it if i'm not feeling it
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