#mostly hate

[sjincer]

Do you think that after the war, Starscream and Skyfire can have a happy ending together? Sorry for asking, their my comfort ship

Oh hi!! First of all, thanks for the question, I REALLY like when people want to hear my opinions and discuss stuff with me teehee

Second, to the point – I really love Skystars, I really do, but I like to view their relationship as a very complicated one. As much as I love them being all cuddly and loving each other, I do appreciate the theme of falling out that can be perfectly portrayed in them. You know, the theme of one person changing, while the other still clings to the ghost of the past, to someone who they fell in love with, refusing to acknowledge the fact of the change. It’s like, a personal thingy I can reflect on (the main reason they are my comfort ship as well lol)

Third – do I believe in happy ending? Well, that’s transformers we are talking about lol this fandom is allergic to happiness both canon and fanon. BUT. If taken that everything went right, everyone (or most of them, you know, the most important ones) survived the war and stuff… I really do like thinking that Skystars still linger to each other. Even during the war, even during mutual hatred, there are some memories to be hold on to. There will not be an easy happy ending. It will be very messy, probably, and what’s more important – no expectations to see your past lover. I see it as a whole new start, very rough, maybe it will need a few failed attempts to get them somewhere.  I would love to see them falling for each other all over again. To respecting each other choices, however bad they were.

Like a redemption ark but for the whole relationship and not just one person? Something like this, I guess.

[silly-little-guy-and-co]

[nextinline-if]

Only the first week of July and I feel so behind. The more I write, the more it seems there’s more that’s left??? Like how?? I swear I’m not writing a bunch of unneeded stuff or random fluff. 😭 chapter 2 is seemingly going to be over 100k words and that’s after cutting out some stuff

[cokowiii]

I am going to draw ur son in Elsa outfit/j

[hexlevel]

*evil kepler giggle*

torque wrench?

*pause for dramatics*

THAT REMINDS ME OF A STORY

[jbird-ption]

Why does all the art I make fucking suck. Like istg I draw everyday and practice all the time but it always is the ugliest thing. Especially in art class I never can draw then and my work always looks like shit. I can’t do this anymore omg, please just let me be good.

[xinlight]

I live

*punches hand out of grave to dust off my tumblr*

I dug out my tumblr pw from the pits of hell (my desk drawer) and it granted me access to this dusty place once again.

I've accumulated quite a lot of aesthetic and mostly useless photos and renders over the years so I'll be putting them here like people used to glue magazine clippings into a notebook.

[poursomesunaonme]

my discover weekly mood is either 1) im offended you think i'd like this, 2) why have i already heard this, and 3) thank you for changing my life

[momosweetpeach]

I had thought about if Luffy had recruited the Strawhats in a different order and they got to see different crewmates origins/events leading up to becoming pirates, and well-

Zoro's whole first-meeting ordeal might have left a different first-impression with Sanji

[chiptrillino-art]

(ID in ALT Text) Happy very, very late Mother's Day!

I am not saying that zuko is sokkas substitute for kya. or they look in any way similar! The whole concept here is that something was happening at the moment, be it how they were laying in bed, how the hair pooled over the pillow, or how sokka was able to hold onto it. It just brought sokka back. It triggered a memory, and suddenly he relived a brief memory. Making him suddenly miss his mother again. hope you enjoy!

[technically-human]

First meeting

[teaboot]

Sorry if I'm mixing you up with someone else, but you've worked security before, right?

If you're willing, I'd be really interested on your thoughts on the murderbot diaries or murderbot as a character with that in mind?

Like did you recognise aspects of your job in murderbots descriptions of security work? Or did they like throw you out of immersion in the story?

Anyway thanks and hope you're having a good day/evening wherever you are!

As a security guard who has read the first two Murderbot books, Murderbot has been the number one most realistic security specialist character I have ever seen in media so far 😭

The third most annoying thing in security in my experience is handling threats. The second most annoying thing is having no threats to handle and being bored. The number one most annoying thing is the client being an idiot

Ihave social anxiety which I am medicated for. When I am in uniform with clear instructions, that anxiety is zero. I have a script and a set of rules and that makes life easy. I’m super good at performing tasks with clear expectations and that’s kinda how I keep getting good offers, it’s super straightforward

Bad clients are clients who give stupid, inefficient, counterproductive, cruel, or flat-out illegal orders. There are ways of shutting that shit down without them losing heir shit, but it’s still a pain in the ass every time

I’m a security specialist. I specialize in security. This is what I am trained for- handling crisis situations and minimizing harm. If you, an off-shift cashier at pet smart, see me deescalating a situation and decide you’re gonna drop your untrained uninformed ass in there with zero context or skills and “help” because I look small and helpless, then all you’re doing is increasing my likelihood of getting hurt while increasing my paperwork load by like two hours, and I’m gonna hate you the entire time. What you have essentially done is promoted me to meat shield while giving the aggressor I’m calming down an obnoxious and aggravating hostage. Good god please do not

Yes, I am sometimes asked to stand perfectly still in a corner for several hours like a mannequin. What do I do to avoid going insane? Think about Star Trek and the very good fanfiction I’ll be reading on my break, mostly

Yes I can assist in evacuating tw location in the event of an environmental disaster. No I cannot tell my waiter that they put cilantro on the wrong order. Yes this makes perfect sense

I love Murderbot. I love how realistic it is. Like obviously I can’t speak for everyone in the industry but yeah I’ve worked for absolute dogshit security companies in the past and yeah a lot of the books so far are super accurate to that experience so A+ so far, honestly

[figofswords]

Hyrule’s most fashionable!

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Okay 3 things

1. I was thinking about an aroace Sonic who says things that can be taken as wildly flirty/romantic but he just means them genuinely. “You have beautiful eyes, I keep getting distracted while looking at them,” not cause he’s interested romantically in them but because eyes can be really cool and pretty man I dunno what to tell you he likes looking at cool things and he thinks his friends are neat. “You’re the most beautiful person here,” because he really thinks that, he loves his friends

2. Sonic randomly dropping heartfelt genuine comments on his friends out of the blue completely blindsiding them and then moves on like nothing happened while they’re left going ?????? Bonus points if he does something immensely stupid or jerkish just before or immediately afterwards and they can’t tell if he was serious or not with the compliment (yes he was)

3. Sonic usually being so allergic to truly vulnerable moments that when he expresses something heartfelt randomly Tails thinks he’s been stabbed or something and does not believe him when he reassures him that he’s fine he’s fine he’s not dying yeesh

[heliomanteia]

I actually like how Epic did Calypso.

It did not shy away from her dangerous/forceful nature in the previous saga and in this one she's just deeply non-sympathetic while compelling. Her vocals are overpowering Odysseus, she's overtaking the narrative. She shouldn't be but she is, and it fits her mythical character.

Not Sorry for Loving You is such a backwards "apology" and I love it because it fits Calypso perfectly. It's weird to say but I'm actually glad they didn't shy away from correctly portraying a character that never "learned to be better" in the original source.

Like, this is a Goddess, not a human. She does not have human morality, she is wrong for what she did to Odysseus. Her emotions are selfish, she's incapable of understanding that she hurt this mortal. She's convinced she's the one hurt and the world is unfair, and that's unreliable narration but it's so good.

Calypso I hate you and I love you.

[sjincer]

EXAM WEEK KILLED ME WITH NO MERCY AARGH

Coming back well rested with ability to draw again. Started with something easy, to remember how to hold pen at all. I wanted to make a fankid for a while now SO HERE WE ARE, SAY HI TO MY GIRL AURORA

Next stop - requests. Thank you so much for you submissions I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS AND YET SO LITTLE ENERGY. I will work it out eventually but yay I'm back