#mun venting

[sorrowslament]

😤 - what is your roleplay related pet peeve?

Okay so this is just this muse and one sort of adjacent to him. I hate people automatically putting others around him in ships, example is if there is a Maedhros mentioned he is almost guaranteed to be in a relationship with Fingon instead of living a happy and peaceful ace life. Turgon and Finrod is another such ship... just all the assumed ships get to me a little. Yes they can exist but I wish people would ask before including them because some days just seeing the ships irks me.

The other one is... people assume that certain things are universal with my muse. Maglor is assumed to be the sort of person who is up at all hours playing music, or he will be playing music all the time. That really irks me because that sort of thing is not a universal thing for the character, my Maglor specifically does not play music at inconvenient times for others unless they truly pissed him off, and while he loves music he also has other things he enjoys doing. So while that is a common thing for him it is not as constant as is expected.

[karkat32-rp-blog]

TW: Abusive relationships mention

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I really haven't been active, I'm posting now since I have nothing to do and I wanna vent, I was reminded that I was in a toxic and abusive relationship, he stopped and got therapy that he needed, but how many years of torment and isolation still haunt me, I still get scared of going offline on Discord whenever I have something to do, but I do that mostly all the time now due to me staying up all night and sleep through the day

[dcxdpdabbles]

Tumblr keeps adding that "Some Reblogs or comments have been block" feature and I still can't get it to stop 👁👄👁

[cxffeeshxp]

~ Not tossing my hat in ring on pro vs. antiship because I am a GROWN ass man... and black, buuuut I feel like it's non controversial to say doxxing MINORS because they are proship is cringe and gay.

Don't do that.

[theweepingegg]

What both irks me and amuse me is that LMK S4 FINALE just drop today(1st June here, but it might have been out on 31st May for some) and the comments:

"Is the English dub out yet?"

My dude, My homie, My amigo, My dear friend....

The special episodes just came out Not even a DAY. The ENG dub will take probably a week or a few days after the CN version.

Do you not learned from the Previous SEASONS????

Sincerely,

A very tired Animator

[misteria247]

Rise Raph: Ya uh....ya okay there shorty?

12 Raph spitting mad: NO I'M NOT EVERYTHING IS JUST-!!! ARRGGHHH-!!

Rise Raph: You wanna talk about it? Raph's all ears for ya little buddy.

12 Raph:.......If you don't mind.

Rise Raph: I don't mind at all bro, that's what brothers are for. They lend an ear for each other.

[regulus-regent]

//feelings of inadequacy are coming back full force. I'm aware its most likely from the depressive episodes I get from shark week so I'm not entirely sure I'll be able to get through drafts today. Tried to push through it and it's not working out. Really hate feeling like this, all I wanted to do today was write :/ I'll be lurking and hoping I snap outta this funk

[ravarui]

// okay so

i know i haven't been really here since the end of my vacation. The reason is quiet simply work.

Since I got back it's just a nightmare. Either because the shifts are badly organized or cause customers were just assholes that day. So I've got zero energy to do any writing lately and I just collected drafts who collect dust.

I am even to burned out to answer on discord sometimes. It's not gonna get better, cause this week I am nearly working double the amount than the hours I should have weekly.

So, yeah:

I am alive, just terribly tired and existing.

Sorry for taking so very long, but I just wanna say thank you for all of your patience.

Hope things get better again soon though.

[shit-enmu-says]

Warning: vent below

Fucking. Daytime. People.

The only thing I hate about working night shift is that when I’m awake nothing is open. Meaning that if I need to run errands, go to the doctor, see my boyfriend, or have a package delivered I need to keep myself awake all day. There’s only one thing on that list I don’t mind staying awake for and it isn’t UPS.

I had to order a new box of contacts but they got delayed after telling me they were supposed to arrive on the 5th, then the 6th.

My building’s package delivery system is highly inefficient. If something is not shipped with the regular mail, someone else needs to let them into the building and that someone can only be another resident. If no one lets them in they cannot deliver at all as the package needs a signature.

Fortunately they are going to try and deliver it to the pharmacy I work where I can pick it up instead. That is good because I really can’t keep myself awake anymore,

[divinityunleashed]

Today has been... a day.

I'm not going to get into specifics. Muns I interact with on Discord know what I've had to deal with today, outside of the internet stuff.

I just...

Sigh. I can make mistakes. After all, I'm like the rest of you, a human being. I can easily make a mistake and not notice until it's too late. It's just when that mistake escalates into something and I'm not allowed the chance to defend myself is something I wish never happened.

I'm not going to reveal what this was, because Tumblr drama is stupid and shouldn't exist. We should all be happy and spread positive vibes, and play our favourite characters with some of our other favourite characters.

I just wish that whenever something happens, we are given the freedom of speech to defend ourselves and explain things. I had that taken away from me. I tried to defend myself, and now I literally can't.

I'm sorry for dropping the mood today, and I am thankful for my close friends here for supporting me as I vented about what had happened in one of their Discord Servers. I'm super happy to have my mutuals sticking with me when I open up and speak about things.

Sometimes, I just wish I never had to speak at all, that things could just go smoothly. Swimmingly. Without ANY drama. But no. Apparently on Tumblr, that's almost impossible.

I'm just gonna lurk for the remainder of the day, maybe send in a few asks to some friends.

My apologies, folks.

[metalmewtwo-kxb]

Currently struggling to wrap my head around being just good enough for some of my art to look manga/comic worthy, but not good enough to have some kind of "wow" factor that people want to pay attention to, and also too good for a proper art college because they literally think I just stole or traced everything (which actually happened to me twice)- etc etc.

I feel like I've been conditioned to never know whether or not my art is actually any good. Even when I start a new character or detail that looks wonky until suddenly improving after noticing all my mistakes after the first pass or two- and the improvement gets less recognition than the original as if I took multiple steps backwards or did something incorrectly or wrong purely by improving.

Being both too good for school and nowhere near good enough for public interest and marketing at the same time is so freaking annoying and frustrating. Hence why I gave up on an art career and actually get offended when someone suggests I should sell it or only draw things other people like to start a business with it.

Eff that. Art is solely existing now to make me happy- please let me ignore the social and economic squalor.

To be honest I probably need to just understand and accept I'll always be the awkward and irritating middle child that falls just short of being good enough to not get passive-aggressively bullied out of a medium by a teacher or the standards of public content consumption.

[hcppyhotel]

i know i always say i wanna take art commissions but what if this time... i actually put the offer on the table.

[karkat32-rp-blog]

My ribs hurt like hell, I'm seeing Christmas things even though it's not even November yet, and Halloween is 3 days away, and I barely have motivation and time to be on this, I'll just have a nap and hope things will be better

[natsukosmxsez]

just something that annoys me

So I’ll be in the middle of having a conversation with my friends and then they will talk to me for a while and then I’ll say something about my girlfriend and they stop talking to me. Like what the fuck, does it bother you that much that I like involving my lover in my conversations? Like seriously, I don’t fucking get it. Like I like talking about my lover, are they saying I’m not aloud to? Like smh..

[cxffeeshxp]

~ Just a friendly reminder to any anons not to send me drama shit about some nigga I am not mutuals with or interpersonal shit between to mutuals of mine that ain't got shit to do with me.

Unless a follower comes to me in dms I do not give a fuck about what niggas are doing. I am very capable of blocking or unfollowing people I don't fuck with.

[lookwhatyoudidithasanxiety]

//....I'm so angry.

I was almost to a third of the way through the chapter, then my laptop crashed and I lost so much progress :')

Like I got all the way to Harvest agreeing to work with KC. Now I'm back to KC listing what all he's observed. Hhhh//