#murder ment

[sunflowersolace]

behold! more

[go-to-the-mirror]

[ID: The school bus getting hit by a train meme. The school bus is labeled “thinking doctor who would be a silly goofy show.” The train is labeled “season 1 episode 6 dalek.” /End ID]

I keep getting emotionally attached to fellas who have killed (in a morally grey way), have survivor’s guilt, and want to die (a tad).

[msftsn]

i think you guys don't understand how much i love the bonds between kazimir & chris and liam & his daughter. both of them saw a terrified child in danger and instead of just. drooping them off at safety held said child close to them, made sure to keep their ears covered, told them to hold onto them and keep their eyes closed while proceeding to fight their way through enemies just to make sure said child was safe and they could SEE that that.

[incorrect-pentagon]

Kino: Wedding dresses r so weird and fucked up u spend 7k to buy a dress you will literally wear like once. Or twice if you decide to put it on when you like axe murder your husband or whatever

[oc-aita]

AITA for being mad my husband cheated on me?

Alright, so my husband (M26) and I (F24) bought our first house almost a year ago, and while I was redoing the bedroom I found a secret compartment with a bunch of letters and stuff addressed to one of the previous owners, named Lilia. And they were very, very, very interesting! They were all from this mysterious conman who pretended to be Lilia in order to get an old inventor's fortune after he died, and based on the letters it seemed that him and Lilia eventually became besties? And there's a lot more of strange stuff talked about in the letters, like train robberies and stolen inventions and serial murder, and it's super interesting.

I did all the research I could about Lilia and her involvement locally, but there's actually not a lot, so I decided to go visit all the different places mentioned in the letters to find out what exactly happened! Meanwhile, my husband decided to stay home and hold down the fort. But as I've been getting closer and closer to the truth--and the truth will completely change what we know about history, believe me!--my husband's been repeatedly asking me to come home for the past 2 months. It's not an emergency, and through posting about all my findings online we've actually made money, so it's not like there's any problem, and it'd be a bad idea to stop now because there goes that income and I worry that I'll miss out on evidence.

But now he called to say he slept with someone else?? And then he had the audacity to blame me for him cheating on me???

[solidwater05]

! MA asks:

For no particular[in specific] reason, how many unarmed 5-year-old kids would it take to kill[end one's life] you?

Suspicious question but ok!

Uhhh I'm not a fighter but I'd definitely be able to push away a 5 year old. So at least like, 4 or 5? Just to always have one attacking. But 5 year olds aren't particularly strong and you need a lot of strength to kill someone just by beating them up. I'll say like 7 because I don't feel like imagining a scenario in which I die to children. I have an ego to protect

[tomstoast]

Think again, fucker.

[neopronouns]

re: pridecons. i know you have your blacklist, but since its a really obscure thing which would probably mean digging through pages for images, i just wanted: are you okay with doing pridecons from a series with really heavy themes (including blatant suicide and murder). alternatively, i could submit some images of the character myself? obviously its a lot of trouble to go to, so its fine if not ^^’

i'm fine with heavy themes (the only exception would be if the source genuinely romanticizes those things), and i'm also fine with you submitting your own images!

[talisnotgone]

!!!violence/death ment!!

happy monday today we are recalling the time I had a dream where I got violently beaten to death by what was most likely an ecolo-possessed ringo in a black void. they were using the math textbook as a blunt force trauma weapon. it was very fun I died at the end

[fates-theysband]

was playing oblivion. spent a goodly portion of any quest that took me outside city limits off-roading to try and find the shrine of mephala (I think) so I could get a quest-mandated murder to start the dark brotherhood questline. didn’t find it. instead ended up in that most dangerous game quest (idr what it’s called) and at the end I stealth killed the bad guy before he became hostile because. That’s my play style. That’s what my build is optimized for. and I was pretty rough from all the traps (not the hunters, I took them out handily) so I took a nap in the conveniently located bedroll. Cue Lucien Lachance. apparently it still counted me killing the bad guy as a murder because even though he’d just murdered the guy I was sent to rescue he wasn’t an “enemy” yet. Videoed Game.

[apricot-ghost]

I can't sleep, so who wants to plot out a Dead Dove kind of roleplay with me. I'm thinking one character is a serial killer. The other is new to town and quickly becomes the object of the other's affections. I'm up for plenty of darker themes.

I only rp with people 18+, I'm open to/welcoming of NSFW scenes, I very much prefer gay pairings, and I rp in literate 3rd person past tense form most of the time. I'll likely match whatever you do, though, I don't mind pretty much any form of rp, as long as the responses aren't super short (like 1 or 2 sentences/lines). I'm up for either OCs or Sanders Sides canon characters (or an OC x one of the sides). Thanks for reading lolp

[starrywill]

Hello this may be awkward but I’m trying to inform myself on the personality disorders so I better understand it! Could you maybe give some stuff about how you deal with it?/nf

Hopefully this isn’t awkward

This is such a strange ask on multiple levels. On one hand, I want to be nice, as you're clearly asking in good faith, but on the other hand, I'm not an expert or therapist and I don't have anything but my personal experiences to go off of. Of course, I also don't owe you, a stranger, anything, but I'm feeling nice, so I will give you a basic and then much more personal rundown, regardless.

First, there are three different clusters of personality disorders: A, which includes:

Paranoid personality disorder (PPD)

Schizoid personality disorder (SPD)

Schizotypal personality disorder (STPD)

B, which includes:

Antisocial personality disorder (ASPD)

Borderline personality disorder (BPD)

Histrionic personality disorder (HPD)

Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)

C, which includes:

Avoidant personality disorder (AVPD)

Dependent personality disorder (DPD)

Obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCDPD, not to be confused with OCD)

It's best to do your own research on any and all disorders you wish to learn about, as describing each is not my place, is frankly a lot to handle, and is much easier than reaching out to strangers online, especially those who only fit within a single cluster. I have HPD and BPD personally, so I fall within cluster B, as do... all of our headmates, because that's usually how the brain works, although every system has the capacity to be different in many, often surprising ways. HPD is often characterized by:

Constantly seeking attention

Excessively emotional, dramatic, or sexually provocative to gain attention

Speaks dramatically with strong opinions, but few facts or details to back them up

Easily influenced by others

Shallow, rapidly changing emotions

Excessive concern with physical appearance

Thinks relationships with others are closer than they really are

while BPD is often characterized by:

Impulsive and risky behavior, such as having unsafe sex, gambling, or binge eating

Unstable or fragile self-image

Unstable and intense relationships

Up and down moods, often as a reaction to interpersonal stress

Suicidal behavior or threats of self-injury

Intense fear of being alone or abandoned

Ongoing feelings of emptiness

Frequent, intense displays of anger

Stress-related paranoia that comes and goes

We actually fit with all of these descriptors perfectly, though you don't need to fit with all of them, or at least outwardly express all of these traits to have these. The same goes for any other personality disorder, mental illness, deficit, disorder, and the like. You also cannot be diagnosed if the symptoms you're experiencing aren't an active detriment to your life, as in keeping you from doing school or holding a job, or generally being adequately distressing to go through on a fairly often basis. This, again, goes for any mental illness, deficits, disorders, and the like. The biggest way we have to deal with BPD and HPD is through mood stabilizers. Sometimes we can semi-voluntarily shut down our emotions, like refreshing a page, but when we do feel emotions, we feel them hard. It hits you all at once like a bullet train and it hurts, even if it's a good emotion. You feel as if you're stuck that way, and you forget that this, too, shall pass. You feel like you're going to feel that way forever. And then, lo and behold, you don't. You've grayed so many hairs, and for what? How stupid must you be to have a breakdown because you can't figure out how to tie a tie? That's how it feels. It feels like the world is going to end and you just want love and validation but you also want to scream and cry and rip everything to shreds. We've learned to keep suicidal thoughts, feelings, and ideations to ourselves because we know they'll be gone right after we calm down. We've learned to not threaten suicide. We're obsessed with the relationships we have now, and that can come to our detriment because we have to bottle up mentions of suicidal behavior, so as not to harm someone very dear to us, who happens to be traumatized by that same behavior from an ex. I impulsively stabbed my pillow the other night in frustration. Twice. A pillow we love and hold onto very tight every night. Things are hard. Without our mood stabilizers, they could be much harder. Without them, our "obsession" turns into a pure, volatile kind of obsession. We have a "yandere" blog to log these feelings in a healthy way now. Things suck. But they could suck so much worse. And I'm glad to not only have found love (you should research "favorite person" or "fp" a common symptom in those with BPD. Others in cluster B have similar titles for their person or people of choice, however, as far as I can tell, they are community terms with little to no posts anywhere online about them specifically, let alone medical and/or scientific papers mentioning it), but I'm glad to have all these people for me. Even if we need exorbitant amounts of attention. Even if we get overly emotional over very small things. Even when we get paranoid and need constant reassurance You, nor anyone who thinks these thoughts or feels these ways are broken, and there's no such thing as a thought crime. You're as good of a person as you want to be, though that's no excuse for choosing not to improve, of course. ...That's a weird thing for an old child murderer to say, ha! Of course, I'm no longer that man, but it's still humorous to me, nonetheless.

I hope any of this helps at all. Keep in mind that this is all very much a personal account, and, as such, it might not apply to others... Although I hope it does in some way, otherwise that would be strange.

[incorrect-pentagon]

Kino: Ugh, I would MURDER someone to get that designer bag.

Yuto: Don't you think that's a disproportionate reaction?

Wooseok, dramatically: Life is temporary, drip is forever.

Kino: SEE, HE GETS IT.

Yuto: Both of you are a menace.

[oc-aita]

Atia for helping rob a train?

I am I sorcerer(Adult NB), and I was hired to rob a train along with my party. My party consists of a barbarian(Adult M), fighter(Adult M), two bards(Adult F and Child M), and myself. We were hired by a old friend of the fighter(adult M)

We snuck our weapons onto the train, although we had to leave some weapons behind. Pretty soon we ended up in a fight with some guards and ended up killing them.

Eventually we faced down the owner of the jewel we were hired to find, and killed her bodyguard, causing her to flee. We got the jewel but the person who hired us stole the gem for himself. We jumped out of the train just before it went through a portal, and now we are trying our hardest to find and get our revenge on the man who doublecrossed us.

Atia?

[cybercherryz]

this is one of my favorite reply icons btw because it's one of the few smiling pictures i could find but it's also seconds away from an attempted axe murder