#muse; zack

[yumetohokori]

[ NEW MAIL! Kunsel > Zack ]

[Mail: Kunsel] ????? Kunsel please it's too early for u to be weird.

[myristicisms]

Eyes flash near dangerously, the usual subtle glow of the mako staining his irises giving way to the sudden rush into his head and there's a soft laugh that he barks out, head cocking slightly to the side curiously while he mulls over the statement. He could handle everything fine enough, or at least that's what Zack thinks even if it would be fun to hand the reigns over and see what Cloud would do if he allowed the blonde to take over. “ Depends. ” He manages, voice as calculated as possible given the way he has to hold himself still, body growing jittery from excess energy beginning to pool within his limbs. “ If you think you can then go ahead, I wanna see what taking charge looks like to you. ”

@strifesoldier | Cloud Strife

"Do you want me to take charge? "

[silent-saint]

I have a whole draft about Zack and Lane and why I'm a lowkey Dave hater/ignorer

But focusing on Zack... Finding out that his dad left (the wiki says age 10)... makes me appreciate his character more... He's one of the best example of a Dad in the series. And in a show with so many characters making mistakes/struggling with relationships partially due to absentee fathers and how it impacts them... I'm glad the show demonstrates a character who steps up and loves his family. Both he and Jess illustrate it is never certain that you will repeat your father's mistakes, that you can grow and learn, and achieve something...

[gunbreakmyheart]

Remember when I said I was gonna RP here again and did an opener and everything

[corruptedbyvengeance]

should i .... add aerith to my muse list ....

[malevolent-muse]

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[the-kipsabian]

revpro still has like. at least three matches to fully announce, now elps tag partner (tho they will probably hold that until the show) and mickies opponent

the anniversary show is gonna fucking slap so hard tbh

[astrummorte]

@zodiac--muses for gwen and zack. sc.

"I... I know I'm the last person you probably want to see, but I thought I should pop by - have a little chat. Especially since Aryin's been... acting very strangely. At least for us. Would you like to know a couple of good things about our family...?"

[the-solar-panel]

He's not looking, he's not looking, he's not looking-

He's looking.

[schadentekkers]

[yumetohokori]

"You will do what I say, or else…"  -- luxiere > zack, she's definitely getting promoted if she catches zack, right?

"Or else, what?" Zack is not easily intimidated, nor does he have much to lose at this point. He stares Luxiere down, hand on the hilt of his sword to show that he is more than ready to let this come to blows if he has to. He has no intention of letting himself or Cloud (especially Cloud) get re-captured.

@vctlan

[myristicisms]

@strifesoldier | Cloud Strife sent;;

' You and me. Your body near mine, close. I'm not right when you're not with me. I get the shakes ' oop zack made him codependent...

Vulnerability, no matter how small or largely given, was always a difficult thing to express; Years of forcing himself into the mold of what Zack thought was the ideal hero only further forcing him to push the overwhelming desire to rely upon someone else to the back of his mind. Being relied upon was the closest he'd ever come to sharing a vulnerable moment with anyone and it was something he cherished far more than even his own life. That much so had never been in the question though, only further proven with each moment where he took a beating to protect those he cared for most, often coming as victorious in each battle he'd carelessly chosen for himself.

Perhaps it was the hubris of a man who has lost damn near everything already or maybe it was just the delusion of someone who had grown lonely over the years, someone who felt as though nobody bothered to know who he was outside of his uniform and rank; At least not until after he'd managed to establish a connection with another person for the first time since... ( Nevermind. ) Zack has come to rely upon being needed, feeling helpful and he's long since found that purpose at the side of his blonde companion. While he'd known that Cloud was capable of taking care of himself well enough, he also couldn't scratch the desperate itch to feel helpful, to do more than just stand beside the other man silently like some brooding shadow.

Though that's what he's become, hasn't he? Bitter and violent should he feel it necessary to be so, a trained killer unafraid of ripping and rending through flesh that managed to be snagged within the maws of an enraged beast, many saw the once proud warrior as nothing more than a monster as of late; A creature that thrived on combat and the destruction of the very people that made him into who he was today, but not Cloud, never Cloud apparently. Lips curl into a gentle grin at the idea, he was helpful to someone at the very least, even if he'd grown all too protective throughout their time beside one another and perhaps he cared far more than the average friend should have, but then again; Average friends don't go through the same horrors as the duo had to endure together. That's how Zack justified it, anyways.

A rabid guard dog trapped in an endless loop of biting despite never wanting to bring harm to those unfortunate to cross into Zack's poor graces, a feature of which was far easier done than said given how low his tolerance for anyone daring to cause problems for either Cloud or himself truly had become. That dependency, as it seems to be, is reciprocated. Though that hardly came as much of a surprise, being without the blonde felt off, something so viscerally incorrect that his very being often trembled with wrath when the two were separated for too long and the verbal confirmation he wasn't the only one to experience that... ( Validating, freeing even. )

“ And here I was, stewing about whether I'm being overbearing towards you. ” He huffs out, amusement glimmering within mako stained eyes; An odd calmness kept Zack completely and uncharacteristically still. At times such as this, he'd often be pacing or doing squats, clears his mind and allows the former SOLDIER to focus on his surroundings but instead he simply sat, jaw twitching while his tongue feels at the sharp canines meant for rending through his foes and that familiar emptiness he'd been so prone to slowly seeps in. “ I'm always here though, always nearby until you tell me to go away and mean it, I promise. ”

[knightfeared]

Casually blames @myristicisms

[meteorshcts]

i. Dear mom and dad All kids leave you and run off to the city and never write home and never call and never appreciate what they’re leaving behind PS, I made it safe and sound don’t worry ii. Dear mom and dad All young men reach up too fast and look back too late or never and get boxed in by dreams and obligations PS, I met a girl, she’s nice don’t worry iii. Dear mom and dad all sons lose their fathers and inherit their wishes and their regrets and their pain and not all men cry but some do and maybe it helps and maybe it doesn’t who knows PS, I’m taking a break, a nice vacation don’t worry iv. Dear mom and dad all lives come to a tipping point and all people have a moment they break and this wasn’t mine but I’ve got to hold it together for the both of us cause he’s just so much smaller than I PS, Did you hear the news? They said I died but don’t worry v. Dear mom and dad All kids think home will always be there and all adults know everything can change and some problems mom can’t hug away even if you want her too even if you’re just outside of town but you stopped taking the road home when you stopped being a kid and you moved to where dreams and obligations and desperation are PS, I’m probably not going to get married but I’ll try don’t worry vi. Dear mom and dad Some parents have kids who run off to the city and never write home and never call and never come back and some parents spend every day hoping their kid isn’t suddenly seeing all those things they never appreciated before and some parents spend every day wondering and some of them cry and some of them don’t and maybe it helps but it probably doesn’t because some kids were just born to fly away PS, I’m okay don’t worry

-- Love, Zack by @greenhorn-turk

originally posted here but won't reblog properly

[sinknightsworn]

Honestly messing icon with dying other character's hair color. Green really works for Asuna. And now kinda want to use green hair Asuna for a Fandomless OC rp/world from a story I want to write as a muse. Thoughts run through my head too quickly.

[the-nexus]

" Can you look at me? Please? " // ( Random Question Starters ) from Ignis~ Maybe during that very painful time they're broken up. C;

@tenebriism || Ignis

Ignis pleads for Zack to simply took upon him, and though he wishes with all his might to do just that, how can he? How can he bear to look into the eyes of the man whom he loves so damn much without erupting into tears?

Zack hadn't admitted it to anyone, not even Nyx, that every night, he cried himself to sleep, mourning the loss of what he and Ignis once had. And what sleep he got was little as he woke frequently, shaken from dreams of their once blissful life together by the recollection of their break up. He'd wake, his bed empty and his heart cracking that much more.

Several weeks now they had been apart, the glaive doing what he could to keep his mind occupied. Nothing but silence between them. Until tonight when Zack received word he had a visitor. He set his training aside for now, departing to find Ignis awaiting him.

But why?

It was with hesitation that Zack slowly turned, lifting his sorrowful, dim, blue gaze to the advisor. He was looking, as asked. Because there was nothing Zack would deny him. Broken up or not, Ignis was still Zack's entire world.

"Did you need something, sir?"