#mushy post

[ilovemushystuff]

So the new Christmas photo. Teddy, sister Monica Joan and Matthew obviously looking into the camera.🎥🤣 The rest, engaged with each other. Lively pic this year.

Mushy wish you all a Happy Christmas and a healthy 2024!🤶🏼🎅🏼🎄

[joels-shitty-puns]

Javi.

This gif 😭😭😭 he looks so sad and I hate that he's drowning it in alcohol. I don't know this scene, or if that's true, but that's how I'm interpreting it.

But also he looks so, so cute. The way he bites/purses the side of his lip as he tilts his head down. His cute little cheeks getting all round as he leans over. His normally strong chin getting rounder, and the skin of his neck wrinkling around his collar with the weight of his head tilting.

Those soft, deep, dark brown eyes as he looks off in the distance, zoning out in his thoughts. Looking deep in his drink before making the decision to drown them out. A softer decision. Not one that requires him to throw the drink back, but a sip that he wants to savor. His eyebrow lifting as he makes it. His soft, lengthy eyelashes pouring over his eyelids.

That one cute little curled tuft of hair hanging over his collar that you see on his neck as he leans forward. How soft the rest of his hair looks, parted and combed over to the side.

The way his cute, soft, large hands hold his glass. How his pinky holds the weight of it at the bottom, while the rest of his fingers encompass the whole of it, making a normal sized glass look tiny.

The cute little wrinkles on his forehead and between his eyebrows, from years of stress. Years of experience. He isn't old, though sometimes he claims to be. Sometimes he might say he feels it. He's aging, like all of us do. But he only looks more and more beautiful as he does. He's not trying to change himself like so many do, not that there's anything wrong with doing what makes someone feel better, but he hasn't.

Those lips. So soft and plump. The way they purse and make the skin crease. The way the center of his bottom lip turns inward into a dip.

His tie and his jacket and that white button up shirt. The way his chest moves with his breath as he grabs his drink.

I wish I could make him feel better. Hugging around his torso or giving gentle kisses. Cuddling while sitting on his lap.

In this gif we see Javi, but the same way I felt my writing leaning in towards Pedro, I see him in this gif. Obviously all the characters are Pedro, but sometimes it's easier to see him. I see him here. These are his features. Sure, the emotion and the scene is Javi. The outfit and the hair is Javi. But those lips, eyes, hands. Those are Pedro. The way he chooses to purse his lips, or lift his eyebrow. Those decisions for the scene are from Pedro.

I'm so overwhelmingly in love with this man that I'll probably never even meet. And for some reason, it's gifs like these that really bring it to my attention. Gifs like these, and photos like these, that I see him. Where I see all those features that I think are so incredibly beautiful.

Anywho, I just wanted to give some attention to this gif and say how I view it. I have a lot of thoughts on it and even more than I said, all of which still feel like they weren't the right words to describe my feelings. But I just think noting his beauty is something that should be done frequently. It should be fully appreciated.

Also credits to the excellent gif maker, @iamasaddie. I know nothing about making gifs, but the fact that a gif can make me feel so many feelings is worth recognizing. It isn't just a matter of making it, because it was also a decision to make this scene a gif.

[wikiangela]

mushy end of year post alert lol

so, bc it's the end of the year, over the last few days I've been just thinking about this year which just overall sucked, but tumblr and writing have been the only things bringing me joy and I'm just so grateful to be here

I've technically been in the 911 fandom since February/March 2021 (I binged the show and caught up between Buck begins and jinxed haha), but it's only this year that I actually got over my tagging anxiety and overthinking, and worrying about being annoying, and started tagging people and interacting more, and started just actually being here and not just lurking lol

I've been writing buddie since March 2021 too, just much less than now, bc I was in my sambucky era haha - but then I did fictober2022, and s6 was airing at the time so I was back in buddie mindset, and I wrote like half of the prompts for them - and then as I was finishing my sambucky 150k fic, I got the idea for the buddie holiday fic, which I started posting in December last year. instantly the reception of that fic was more than anything else before, it's still mind-blowing, and then I kept writing buddie, and now I can't and don't want to stop haha

tbh it's been kinda insane and when I think about it too hard and too long it gets overwhelming, but the love on all my fics, so many nice comments, it's been crazy! and to add to that the way my follower count grew this year, not to mention user subscribers on Ao3 is just 🤯🤯🤯 I'm still always surprised that more than one person enjoys my fics so every time I look at my stats I'm just shocked (that one person being me tbh, I started to really love my fics this year and I reread them all the time 😂 which is another great thing that's changed somehow, bc I used to never look back at my fics haha)

and above all, I met so many amazing people, and whether we talked once, talk from time to time, or just interact in tags/notes, I appreciate all of you so much ❤️ I'm still shy and introverted and don't start a lot of convos and can't keep up a convo to save my life but I always love talking to everyone ❤️😂

I've been in many fandoms over the years but 911 fandom has been the best experience for me - it might just be my little bubble over here on tumblr but either way, I love it, and I love all my mutuals and everyone who follows me, and it's just been a really fun year over here on this hellsite, and tbh it might be the only thing keeping me from breaking down atm lol - this is the first fandom where I truly feel like I belong, however silly it might sound haha

the amount of support on my fics, and the encouragement, all the comments, it's been truly unlike anything else in any fandom I've experienced, and it's been so motivating to keep writing too ❤️ I honestly don't think I'd write as much as I did this year if it wasn't for y'all

so @ all my mutuals and followers, thank you so much for making my year so much better by just being my pocket friends haha <3 i love you all <3

[fr-musings]

It's hard to believe I've been on this site for 10 years. Wow. I may have had a few breaks here and there, but you can't keep me from returning time after time.

I'm really grateful for Flight Rising. I met my DND group through an FR discord group and took a giant leap of faith in joining a group of strangers on the internet to play with. One of the best decisions of my life. We've been playing since 7-11-2017 and are still going strong. These people have become some of my best friends, and I honestly can't imagine what going through the pandemic would have been like without them.

Thank you, Flight Rising, for being an awesome game that introduced me to the most amazing people I've ever met.

[spicymallysaur]

ok rare coming from me but incoming lovey-dovey post watch out

you ever feel such strong love for someone close to you that when they enter the room you’re in and call your name you get a buzz like you just took a shot of alcohol

oh and you melt when they look down on you or call you their pet HA got some horny in there too tricked ya bich

[majubengel]

One Piece final battle

poorly drawn extra:

[moonlightpirate]

I wish I was full of optimism and hope for 2024. But the way 2023 has gone and the fact I have fully struggled to stay afloat this past month I really don't have much. I will look forward to what I know I do have coming up in 2024 though. I'll take it one baby step at a time. Also I'm thankful for the few people I have left as I'm walking out of 2023 and all you lovely people even the ones I've never spoken to. So even though it isn't 2024 I'm going to end 2023 thankful for what I still have, sad for what I have lost, and proud of myself and my friends that even though we have struggled we made it through another year 😘

[emilyartstudio-s]

mimimi snore mimimimi snore Full arts on patreon 🥳

[demonicconsultingwhovian]

family means celebrating your birthday over a month late because it's the first time that your whole family is gonna be in the same place because you all live in different countries

[breloomlover]

Wanted to draw a little more than this but now my head hurts. Shrugs. Whatever

[cool-and-grizzled]

lance is a tactile person, and i just feel insane about all the little ways he would touch keith. a hand on the small of his back as they stand next to each other. hooking his chin over keith's shoulder as they look at maps together, winding an arm around his middle. a hand on his knee during a meeting. an elbow on keith's shoulder as they stand next to each other. standing between his legs while keith sits on an examination table as lance patches up a cut. winding his fingers into keith's hair and scratching at his scalp while keith uses lance's thighs as a pillow while they're reading reports. taking keith's hand in his and playing with his fingers when keith starts picking on his nailbeds when he gets anxious. a pat on the back after coming back from a mission.

just. small but meaningful touches.

[yakysanny]

live koby reaction

[speltfields]

[concerningly sweaty] i think he'd...grow a beard in the winter...!!!!!!!!!!

[khaoala]

i really like giffing. i know we talk constantly about people not appreciating gifmakers anymore and how the numbers are dropping and everything which is true, and maybe it's because i'm relatively new at this, but seeing little things that i want to have in my blog edited in a way that i find pretty and it has the captions the way i like, it makes me feel genuinely good even if it doesn't get a lot of notes bc ultimately, i did it for me and i'm happy with it.

[doraingrid]

Happy Dragon Age Day!

Forever grateful that I got to experience the stories of Dragon Age over the years.

Thank you for the eternal inspiration and thank you for making Thedas my home too 💜💙 Adding some in game screenies of my dear crows under the cut, as a treat, for myself~

They are so very dear to me

[startagainaprologue]

(for change, for help, for family.)

happy in stars and time anniversary!!! one of my most favorite games of all time, and one thats had an incredible impact on my life. thank you for a wonderful year