Your so like me 😭😭😭 been waiting since the 3 more days before moonvale and I'm just DHSJDGAKSHLSSBVEKQÑ so glad I'm not the only one I see the hasttag is full of ppl waiting like meh 😭😭
I'm so EXITED I DIDN'T EVEN SLEEP LAST NIGHT BC OF IT DJECSJSCSKAN
(lol me and my perfect grammar)
In such a mentally strained situation grammar doesn’t matter. 😂
This waiting is seriously just mean. It's just mean. Not having a specific time is torture, pure torture. And I hope we're done with it soon.
We're all just hyperactive rubber balls at this point, I believe. No one is thinking clear anymore. I'm not. Not at all. Far away. 😂
You're definitely not the only one. I think you can imagine thousands of people being exactly the same at the moment and running around like scared chickens. xD
I'm glad you can see that you're not alone. We're all suffering together. A big community suffering. But I really hope it will end soon. We deserve to be able to play the game we're already waiting for since 2 years. 😭
Keep your fingers crossed, at some point it will work. 😭
what struck me the most about the mv is that she takes the “forget him” pill and instantly goes to him (matty) cause he’s right there, meaning that he was there to make her forget joe. and then we see her getting treatment for forgetting joe, but he comes along and unplugs the machine and i think that is a clear metaphor for “you were not able to make me forget, rather you made it impossible for me to do that because you did the same shit with me; gave me hope and made me happy in my lowest moment just to leave me stranded”
Not to analyse this specific scene in the MV frame by frame.. but.. to do just that:
I do believe Ivan was planning to kill Till, in a ''if I can't have you no one can'' sort of way. He looks sort of out of it, he's not looking Till in the face, he's focused on his hands on his neck.
But then:
Ivan choking on his own blood snaps him out of it. The light comes back to his eyes. He looks up at Till. He realises what he's doing. He realises that he doesn't want to do this to Till. He loves him too much (even if he has really weird, fucked up way of showing it..). AND THE BITTERSWEET SMILE-
Reminds me of a little certain scene in Round 3:
(I can't think rn, I'll probably edit and add more when I collect my thoughts)
"The first thing that came to me was I didn't want to make something obvious for my solo...This solo album is purely, entirely mine, so my thoughts play the biggest role. The difference is that I have the biggest input in it...while working as a group, when we filmed NCT 127 music videos, there were many times when it was a lot about my face shot just close up. There are a lot of those moments, like 0.1 seconds of [a close up shot] of my face. I was that kind of member, so up until now, if I showed that image a lot, there are more things I can show beyond that as well. I've got lots more to show...so what I thought was I wanted to do something different from what I've been showing since debut, different from what people expect of me."
- Jaehyun, "The Journey of 'J' | Part 2"
was reading the part in crimson rivers where james comes to break remus out of his cell and then they hug and immediately my first thought while reading that scene was “remus really would give the best hugs”
this moment where benson holds the door open and makes randy walk under his arm to get inside the diner drives me crazyyy. it's such an intoxicating interaction and i can’t help but wonder if he's ever done this to randy before… maybe when they've closed bbb together and randy's been a little slow gathering his things from his locker. benson's just been standing at the door all quiet, waiting. and randy's shuffled over embarrassed and feeling guilty for holding benson up. says a quick 'sorry' that has benson turning the keys over in his hand, not saying anything back. pushes the door open but stands in the way and waits again, arm up, eyes dark but the contact pointed. randy blinking. “oh. thanks.” goes under benson’s arm, gets so close the smell of cigarettes is dizzying. rubs at his nose as he heads to his car. only pausing halfway there when he realizes benson is still at the door to the restaurant, just standing there, door still open, arm still up. a fluttery, confused, “benson?” leaving him as he looks around. and then benson’s back to business with a roll of his shoulders, key in the lock, quick pull on the handles to double check. randy a little hopeful as he says “see you tomorrow?” by the hood. benson nodding, replies with a rough, knowing, “you will.” that makes randy warm.