#my arfid king

[scholliski]

my favourite hobby is reminding people that andrews canonical subway order is jalapeños with lettuce and literally nothing else

[detectivebambam]

Andrew's eating habits are something that can be so personal..

[danoofi]

A few of my Sonadow headcanon’s for you guys lmao here we go

1) Shadow doesn’t sleep like ever because he’s the ultimate life form and finds it to be a waste of his time. However, Sonic usually has trouble falling asleep because brain move too fast, so Shadow will pet him and scratch his fur to lull him to sleep. Sometimes Sonic returns the favor and it makes Shadow tired and he’ll fall asleep too.

2) Sonic has made Shadow (and eventually their kids) heart shaped pancakes every Valentines Day since they started dating at like age 17.

3) Sonic and Shadow didn’t have pre-decided names for any of their children, but just named them based off what was happening around them.

4) Shadow absolutely HATES the words “dude” and “bro”. Sonic finds it hilarious to see how worked up Shadow can get over it.

5) Shadow uses 50’s slang. One time he asked Sonic if he wanted to “play back seat bingo at the passion pit” and Sonic just stared at him for several minutes out of pure confusion.

6) Even though there was a proper proposal, Sonic and Shadow don’t have a wedding. Neither of them are into such a giant event that will most likely get disturbed by Eggman or the paparazzi. So instead they got eloped. They do have a party with all of their friends and family afterwards though.

7) They needed a witness at their elopement, so Tails was invited to be Sonic’s best man.

8) Considering the line of work they’re both in, Sonic and Shadow don’t wear their wedding rings on their fingers but instead on chain necklaces.

9) Shadow loves gift giving. If he sees anything that reminds him of Sonic even just a little bit, you bet he’s gonna spend a ridiculous amount of money. Sonic is slowly running out of room in their house for all of the gifts.

10) Sonic and Shadow both have PTSD because there ain’t no damn way they do every thing they’ve done and DON’T develop any kind of long lasting trauma from it.

11) Sonadow has a Christmas tradition of trying to catch one another under the mistletoe but they race and spar with each other and the loser has to give the winner a kiss under the mistletoe.

12) Their first date was at an ice skating rink. It was Sonic’s idea until he got there and realized he can’t skate. Boy hasn’t skated a single day in his life. It works out in his favor though cause like he gets to hold hands with Shadow the whole time.

13) Sonadow doesn’t necessarily fight often. They bicker a lot. But when they do have a fight, it’s bad. Someone sleeping on the couch bad. They kiss and make up eventually though.

14) Sonic will HARDCORE anoint himself all over Shadow. Just aggressively rub and nuzzle for ages until he’s satisfied enough with the amount of Shadow’s scent that’s on him.

15) Sonic is bi and trans while Shadow is gay. They go to the pride festival every year and Team Sonic/Team Dark are big LGBTQ+ allies.

16) Sonic has ARFID and Shadow always makes sure that there are plenty of safe foods stocked up. (Even those dreaded chili dogs)

17) If Sonadow were to be asked what their favorite features on their partner is, Sonic would talk about how much he loves Shadow’s smile and Shadow would mention how much he adores Sonic’s eyes.

18) Shadow’s top 3 favorite bands/artists (imo) are Tame Impala, The Platters, and MCR

19) Sonic has ADHD

20) Shadow and Sonic are absolute kings at karaoke. In fact, Sonic realized he had a big gross gay crush on Shadow because he heard him sing “My Way” by Frank Sinatra at karaoke with all of their friends while very very drunk.

[kakushigotofanclub]

Can I ask you about your wips? I'm curious

Oh boy you're so going to regret asking me this but THANK YOU SO MUCH I have been DYING to babble about all my wips

Enjoy this weirdly organized and non-exhaustive "list"

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The big one is Burning Bridges, which I have a whopping 25,000+ words written for already. Here's the summary:

After Muzan is defeated, Inosuke doesn’t know what to do with himself, feeling unable to either adapt to his new life or return to his old one. Restless and frustrated, when he comes across a chance to go back to demon slaying, he can’t refuse. But getting stuck in an alternate timeline in which Tanjiro became the Demon King was not exactly what Inosuke had in mind.

But, uh. I really don't know if I'm ever going to finish and post it, and tbh the main reason is kind of petty lol...like, a couple years ago I used to get tons of comments on ao3 and lately I just barely get any feedback anymore. I kinda don't want to post anything I've worked really hard on to avoid getting my feelings hurt. I'd be happy to talk about it, though, if anyone's interested.

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Another multi-chapter fic I will never post but would love to ramble about is A Couple of Bad Ideas and a Shot in the Dark, which is a KnY rewrite that takes place in the MHA universe. Although, this one is abandoned because I got too invested in a side-plot and literally forgot what I was actually going to do with the story.

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I've also got one called Smother, which I do fully intend on finishing and posting someday! I don't have an official summary for it but it's about Obanai living with the Rengokus right after he was rescued. Here's a piece from the scene where Kyojuro and Obanai meet for the first time:

“Hi! Why are your eyes two different colors? Where did you get your pet snake? Are snakes your favorite animal? My favorite animal is a cat. Or maybe a dog. Or an owl. I don't know, I can't pick! How old are you? I'm eleven years and five months and two weeks and six days old, which means I’m almost eleven and a half. What's your snake's name? Oh, and what's your name? My name is Rengoku Kyojuro. Do you have any-" "Kyojuro." The man who saved Obanai glared at a person that looked exactly like him except smaller and way more annoying. “Give it a rest. I don’t think he’s in the mood for making friends right now. Just shut up.”

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I have another fic about Obanai and the Rengokus—modern au, no summary but I think the plot can be summed up in this excerpt and the fact that I headcanon Obanai with ARFID:

“No! I said I was going to take her to her favorite restaurant,” Obanai exhaled sharply. “So I’m going to take her to her favorite restaurant.” He hesitated, gaze cast downwards. “That’s why I’m here. I wanted your…help.” “Of course!” Kyojuro exclaimed enthusiastically. “With what, exactly?” Obanai crossed his arms, refusing to meet eyes with Kyojuro. His face was red and he mumbled his next words: “I have to be able to eat food from there without gagging or freaking out by next week.”

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Then my reincarnation AU called Da Capo Al Fine, which I've posted a few excerpts from before—basically, everyone reincarnates a hundred years later and Tanjiro and Giyuu are the only ones who remember their past lives. Honestly this one I feel like would just be a pain to actually write the whole fic the way I have it in my head lol. I might write one-shots for it, though, idk.

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That's. Not everything but I think I've probably talked for long enough now 😅

[museoftheelephant]

Me: Hey universe, if you’re gonna reincarnate me, could I keep the physical features that make me feel whole? Could I keep the environment/ geographic placement that brought my life meaning? Could I keep my loved ones close by in my life, returned just like I’ve been? Yk… consistency, familiarity.

The universe: Nope! However we will let you keep the debilitating chronic illness, BPD with psychotic symptoms, autism, ARFID and subsequent vitamin deficiencies from living in INESCAPABLE BUTTERED BREAD PURGATORY, uhhh… you’re keeping your questionable taste in men. And the warrior cats interest. And the motherly issues. And the severely insecure attachment style. And the gender dysphoria. Etc, etc. Have fun king! You asked for consistency, you are getting it!

[dhominis]

Misc. life updates!

Completed ARFID therapy a bit ago; evidence-based therapies seem weirdly effective. Food has become intrinsically motivating. Strangely disconcerting: if I am deficient in some macro- or micro-nutrient, I crave things that contain it. There were... quite a few months during which I had no real hunger response. Now, as far as I can tell, I am self-regulating.

It’s weird. I like it.

Schoolwork is -- really stressful. I have not yet learned how to focus. A task that should take me ten minutes takes me an hour. This has always been the case. I’m getting better at it but I think the best realistic outcome is probably “set up my life so that I don’t have to sustain focus on specific things on a regular basis.” Extraordinarily comforting to know that the unpleasantness is time-limited.

(Absolute focus: driving fast on the highway in shitty weather, or domming my partner, or doing CPR. Not much else. Occasional quasispiritual moments in the forest, I guess, but that’s a different form of focus -- undirected, aware but incapacitated by awe.)

I have an ADHD evaluation on Monday. That will be... enlightening, I think. Better pharmaceutical options with a diagnosis, too. Caffeine intake is genuinely ridiculous, I’m possibly maxed out on that. Around 400 mg I can generally hold a thing in my mind for long enough to get it into my short-term memory. The effects diminish after that. Anyway. People have been suggesting that I get an ADHD evaluation since I was -- six, maybe five. It seems like an absurdly good fit.

(I am rather concerned that the psych will talk to me for five minutes and go no, obviously not ADHD, that’s just laziness. Simultaneously concerned that the psych will listen to my description and go wow, that’s too many symptoms, it would’ve been diagnosed before now, obviously just exaggerating symptoms to get stimulants. I... yeah. I know.)

Rethinking plans for nursing school -- originally had wanted to do an accelerated one-year program, but honestly with the number of prereqs I still need to get done, I might as well start a two-year program next fall and be done around the same time. Less selective, too. I should just... get my RN, start work, figure out what I want to do next.

Hooked myself up to one of the heart monitors at work. This is oddly thrilling -- seeing the electrical activity in my heart, and having the background knowledge to evaluate it. Seeing it not in a clinical context, exactly, but in the context of my clinical work. I like having access to the electrophysiology .

Also, there’s a benign but relatively unusual rhythm that we see from time to time in my heart rhythm monitoring unit, and I am the best in the department at identifying this rhythm, and sometimes if someone catches one while I’m not at work they’ll send me a picture, and. And and and. Guess what fuckers I have that rhythm, my heart is doing this exact thing that I am unusually good at identifying, I am the fucking king of WAPs

Anyway. Life’s good.