tw blood, gore
My Heaven
sh1 locations usually don't get much recognition so i feel like adding some explanatory notes on it (just in case)
the place is the secret chamber in Green Lion Antiques where distracted from prayer alessa is having a tender moment gazing at the point where God's painting is supposed to be
(GOD- IM TRULY BEWITCHED BY THIS GAME THE WAY IT NEVER THROWS STRAIGHT FACTS IN UR FACE AND WISELY KEEPS ATMOSPHERE OF UNDERSTATEMENT TILL THE VERY END SO FKING CHARMING–)
whatever ceremonial stuff it is, it had started to burn before one of harry's passing out
and due to perspective in my drawing alessa stands directly on it ..
i'd like to sum up the post w little art comparison bc i also pursued the goal to redraw one of my old drawings
the first one is pretty rough for sure still luv both of them tho
june 2021 august 2022
seems like i had come to better understanding of what im trying to achieve in terms of composition COLORS and whatnot
ьььь
285 notes
·
View notes
I headcanon Kaisa as being just slightly hypotensive. I’m thinking normal blood pressure around 11/7. Most importantly, I headcanon that occasionally it may drop and she knows, but doesn’t do anything about it.
So sometimes she’ll be in the library, and will be on her feet for too long, or maybe it’ll be too hot and she hasn’t let go of her cape, or maybe she even has been so caught up in her job that she hasn’t eaten or drink water in three hours. And she’ll begin sweating, and ignore it. Then she’ll feel lightheaded, and think it’s fine. And then her eyesight will get hazy, and she’ll think ‘nah, I can take it’. Then her hearing will sizzle and her mind will spin and she’ll still do nothing. And if someone’s nearby they’ll begin noticing she’s pale and unresponsive, and that’s because she’s trying to not fall down and wondering why she’s seeing dark spots. But mostly, that probably happens when she’s alone, so when she refuses to sit down and drink water/eat/lie down, she’ll just faint for a bit (on the hardwood floor. Ouch.) and get back within a couple of seconds (and just go about her day like nothing happened)
Anyway the place I’m trying to get to is: imagine Kaisa is hanging out with the Hilda gang for some reason, and at some point they notice the blood draining from her face and her eyes going unfocused and then she just drops unconscious on the floor with no prior warning. Imagine the chaos. Imagine Hilda about to slap her and being held back by David while Frida tries to remember the cpr training they had in the Sparrow Scouts. Imagine Kaisa waking back up suddenly and scaring the living shit out of them
Kaisa already has such undead vampire vibes, I just think that’d be hilarious 😭😭
26 notes
·
View notes
everything going exceptionally weird lately. got lsuch low bloog sugar i lost my vision for like 20 minutes n when it came back i was unable to orocess anything i could see n was struggling to think for another hr n i still feel really wrird. lost sensation in my arms for a bit too (they were numb n then tight i felt it in my hands n then all the way up my shoulders) n took a nap n it helped but still scary to experience n that that can just happen just bc i wasnt paying attention to what i was eating. fell asleep watching needle park while my vision was still on the buffer n woke up. fell asleep again to scarecrow n dda. i think im a person again
2 notes
·
View notes
the state of mental health in this province is abysmal. tell me why i was on a waitlist for a year to see a psych who said I POSSIBLY had x things (like my hypochondraic ass didn’t already think of that) and then just sent me on my way after an hour. like not even any follow up appointments or concrete diagnoses help
2 notes
·
View notes
I wonder if there will ever come a point in my life where I'm done questioning if there is something medically wrong with me to explain why things are like this. It can't just be anxiety but it's always just anxiety.
2 notes
·
View notes
Me, pre dr appointment: okay. Gender neutral language. I have a single consistent partner and we do not engage in penetration that can result in pregnancy
The nurse: okay if you could just take this pregnancy test for us just to make sure—
Me: oh. I have a girlfriend
9 notes
·
View notes
giffed billlie nonstop the last 3 days like it’s gonna cure my ideation btw
3 notes
·
View notes
Month 7, day 17
Almost done with the lowercase letters available on the pillar in the labyrinths! Got a couple—
Wait a minute
Yeah, that's the labyrinth plinth. Is this the same text as the Monuments to Love? If not, I have ~*questions*~! I'm betting it is, though. No one tell me, I want to find out myself!
Anyway, lowercase is almost done, uppercase I'll have to freehand a few on like I did with D because I only have them on the papers, which uses a slightly different typeset (and yes, I am crazy enough to recreate that one, too).
4 notes
·
View notes