#my childhood cat died at age 17 it makes me so sad to think that izutsumi is going to die soon too

[robindrake93]

I knew Izutsumi was a cursed cat but I just found out she's 17 too??? She's an old lady cat??? She's going to die soon??? 😢😢😢

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New adopted oc! Her previously owner and creator gave it away to adoption and i took her in, can’t let a beautiful oc like her to go to waste/deleted/erased!

This beautiful but deadly oc was adopted by me and she will be in the mafia crew AU Alfa-beta-omega ONLY!

Can’t wait to draw her! Her red eyes are stunning, black long hair and dark hound ears, dark skin, her pet is a dog! Just look at her, i’m very happy having her in my AU!

More information about Abigail according to her previously owner/artist: Abigail has the red strings (of fear).

She’s the leader of the hell hounds (plus eldest)

She has a big dog(hell hound but I don’t have a ref of the dog) that she always loves and she loved during around life time. Her crimes were murdering innocent people with her dog and how she died was being buried alive with her dog.

Thank you for understanding! 🌹

Coming soon i hope, my new oc…

Well, they are my ocs so i better start to work on them 🙂😲 can’t wait 😁

Lets start with their backstory and past:

Yoldeing the cat: Is Bella best friend and like a big sister, they know each other since day one, they were born at the same hospital. Nobody knows Yoldeing real parents since mister Tomoshi, found her abandoned in the crib after only 3 days…also Bella is half japanese, that’s why Yoldeing decide to learn japanese.

The fire lady (Ruby): Ruby is a spirit of fire, they lived with people in peace since no one can really see them, however one boy, Silver can see her perfectly…At his six birthday, a fire started in the room where he and others kids played; that event left a mark on the poor boy and a big scare. Silver was afraid of her since she reminds him of the past however one night an half human-spirit Ruby appears at his door, asking him for help…Now, Silver must help Ruby get into her world before she disappear completely!

Silver: Silver, is a hot white hair boy, who has no care in the world, he is a strong and free person. He has a guitar and his love is “Mona” a red motor scooter. His father is one of the richest men since it’s a family business for generations…However he is not interested in such boring things, Silver is a dreamer!

Bella the cat: As a family, Bella has her parents and her younger brother, also she has an aunt (she was adopted; sister of Bella mother) that is a fox with 9 kids (Blue is one of them and Bella cousin)…Her best friend is Yoldeing the cat. The rest of her past is N/A

It’s time to meet another new adopted oc: Rocky flame, she is much more like a candle with flame 😅 Rocky flame smells like vanilla… Her friends are Dandelion the white flower and Muffy, Rocky flame doesn’t like Amstran the moon dancer too much because she thinks that he is like a bad omen…

I have bad news: My black marker died on me recently 😧Nooo!😣

Also fact about my ocs: Layla has the left eye green while the right is blue, she bleed black ink and her tears are red as blood! Also she has a double personality!

Bella the cat: She has yellow eyes, and in her pink hair has some green hair, so yes, her hair has 2 colors even that in her family no one has green hair, also her silver moon earrings are important to her, it was a gift from her grandmother!

Diamond suffers from memory lost, she can’t remember a part of her childhood, she is part cat because her mother was a cat…and Diamond is shy and insecure, her cat part is brave and loves adventures…other then that she has my personality because before becoming an oc it was my persona…

I might talk about my adopted ocs such as Luna the moon demon and Elly the snow cat…

Luna the moon demon is actually a reflection of the moon called the moon child in many mythical stories… She has been born from all the events that was happening on full moon from decades ago, Luna only appears on full moon, but there are rare moon fenomens like the super moon/ blood moon, the moon of vampires etc that emphasize her true form and it’s not a pretty sign…She loves the moon eclipse, it’s her favorite time! Originally, she was created to protect the ones who were lost at night but that changed due in time! Now, she is just a moon demon!

Elly the snow cat: She along with her family is a descendent from the big cats that lived in the ice Age. Elly loves cold, she is a cold person, not many likes her, she is always sad! She hates Summer only because of the heat, she loves Winter! On Winter Elly wears often a swimsuit and takes baths in the frozen lake! All of her family calls her ice princess, her favorite movie is Frozen!

Should i create some children for my ocs ship? 🤔😥

Update:

Bella the cat with Vincent the rock star have a boy named Winchester Victor born on May 11

Silver and Ruby: the fire lady have a boy, his name is Shun born on March 7 and adopted Flame

Monica with Nick: a girl, her name is Felicia born on January 20

Diamond has 2 girls, they are non identical twins and is a single mother… Amy and Anna, both born on October 17

Amber the lost angel and Miya the rightful angel adopted a girl: Grace (grey eyes and blond hair) born on April the first

Layla has Calliope born on December 12 , her father is unknown

Blue the fox with Elly the cat has Phoebe (fox) born on June 10 and Martin (cat) born on July 5, Phoebe is 2 years older then Martin

Tommie the farmer cat and Eleonora the raimbow joy: Amstran the moon dancer and his little sister Cleo born on November 4

Name: Silver

Gender: Male

Backstory: N/A

Hair color: white

Eyes color: Green

Relation: In love with Ruby:the fire lady

Family: Two sister and their father

Favourite color: Green

Favourite season: Winter

Age:19

Name: Blue the fox

Gender: Boy

Species: It’s a foxy…i hope that i can draw it

Backstory: N/A

Eyes color: Red

Hair: short and pink

Family: Only parents

Favourite color: Red

Favourite season: Spring

Age: 21

Name: Bella

Species: Cat

Eyes color: Yellow

Hair color:Pink with green

Backstory: N/A

Family: Her cousins, mother and her grandfather

Favourite season: autumn

Favourite color:Pink

Ok, it’s time for a new oc that i love it…her name is Layla and yes…i will use 2 of my names so i use them when i want it 😅 but still i’m the same person that has the same boring ocs or not…actually no one knows their story so…i always wanted a different oc now i have it…Unlike Karina/Dolor that it’s a shadow of revenge that love misery and feels hate, this oc likes to mess up with rituals, a cute little blond that is adorable at first can kill you in a secunde…and yes she has a tail, that doesn’t often shows it…😅

Drippi the mouse of heart INFO:

Drippi is a yellow mouse having a twin sister…Because he is special (has a red heart shape in his fur) no one likes him that much, not even his family! Drippi only friend was Faith the head rabbit before Faith was killed and come back to life as a head! Drippi doesn’t know about his friend condition, he only knows that Faith disappeared and that he has to find him! Drippi end up in the Cartoon Town where he meets Diamond and now Diamond has a friend, the city is big and dangerous… will Drippi find his lost pal?

Faith:Let me tell a story about two brothers and a crime…

About Faith the head rabbit: Faith was 18 years old (means 1 and half year in our years because rabbits has short lifes) when his jealous older brother decapited him…

But that night it was a full blue moon, when his spirit meet this demon girl Luna the moon demon!

So, they made a contract, Luna giving him the power to turn back time that’s why his eyes looks like clocks…

But making a contract with a demon there are consequences you must pay!

Now Faith the head rabbit must spend his eternity as a head taking care of Luna the moon demon as her butler!

Ok, so after the poll that i’ve made looks like some of you want more information about my ocs! You can still vote helping me making the blog a little more spicy! Lool! Also thank you so much for the support, any piece of advice is welcome here!

Today i’m for my male ocs:

Vincent the rock star

Tommie the farmer cat

Faith the head rabbit

Hester the photo marksmen

+ one more…

Vincent the rock star:

He was born on July 14, family has his father that is his mentor, his mother died when he was 11 years old! Vincent has his mother voice but loves rock music that comes from his father so he decide to become a rock star singer! He meet Bella the cat at one of his concerts, so they become an item!

2. Tommie the farmer cat

Born in September 6, he was an ordinary cat owned by a family of farmers in a town where strange things happens! He is a lovely and single dad at the age 21 having a pumpkin son…strange things happens and when magic gets involves nothing is the same!

3. Faith the head rabbit

Faith the head rabbit was a royal happy rabbit till one night when he got murdered!

He had 3 (2 older and 1 younger) brothers and 2 young sisters, born in April 10! He makes a deal with Luna the moon demon and so his past become history!

4. Hester the photo marksmen

Hester is a creature made from artists desire, he has 2 faces (one happy and the other sad), likes poems and drama books! He is a misterious and charming man, that has 2 voices (one sounds happy and the other sounds sad)…He is an expert in taking and making photos also using his powers he can make every photo become real!

That is all for today!

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All the super detailed questions for Faye please

YES. PLEASE. I am all for this!

My bby. 

1. What’s their full name? Why was that chosen? Does it mean anything?

“My name is Faye Elizabeth Ross. I’m not sure why my mom and dad chose my name, other than my mom liked fairies and my grandmother’s name was Elizabeth, for the middle name. I like it, though!”

2. Do they have any titles? How did they get them?

“Uh…titles? I’m a daughter, sister, aunt, friend, fiance, and mother. Do those count?”

3. Did they have a good childhood? What are fond memories they have of it? What’s a bad memory? 

“I LOVED my childhood, most of it anyway. I remember my mom and dad taking me and my sisters to Six Flags one summer. I was maybe 3? 4? So I couldn’t ride all the big rides Mads and Jaymie were riding cause I wasn’t tall enough, and I was SO mad. So my dad put me up on his shoulders and took me to go get ice cream. We hid it from my sisters!

Everyone knows the bad memory, but if you want me to refresh it, the last thing I remember seeing is trees rushing up towards the window.”

4. What is their relationship with their parents? What’s a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents? 

“My relationship with them was great. I have lots of memories where I was giggling and laughing and smiling, I was just an overall happy kid.”

5. Do they have any siblings? What’s their names? What is their relationship with them? Has their relationship changed since they were kids to adults?

“I have two older sisters, Madlaina and Jaymie. When we were kids, Mads and I didn’t get along AT ALL. I think it was the age difference. She tried to boss me around and I wouldn’t take it, and that would piss her off! She’s 11 years older than me. Jaymie and I have always gotten along. Jaymie was thrilled to have a little sister, and treated me more like a delicate baby doll and loved to play with me. I went to her for advice for everything. Since becoming adults, my relationship with Mads has gotten better, but she’s so busy with her career I hardly ever get to see her. We try to talk every day though!”

6. What were they like at school? Did they enjoy it? Did they finish? What level of higher education did they reach? What subjects did they enjoy? Which did they hate?

“I was pretty average, I think. I listened, but I got busted for talking. I got a detention for fighting another girl on the playground once, cause she called me a dumb blonde. I enjoyed it, and I did graduate high school, which was a challenge, because I had Sophia in my senior year. I decided not to go to college to focus on her, but now that I’m getting married and everything and will soon have FIVE kids to support rather than one, I’d like to go back to school for something.” 

7. Did they have lots of friends as a child? Did they keep any of their childhood friends into adulthood? 

“I was pretty outgoing, so I made friends easily. Keeping them was harder, especially after the accident. They didn’t know what to say to me. Two of my friends stayed in my life for the long haul- my fiance, Freeman, and my best friend AND maid of honor, Braylee! The three of us hung out all the time as kids and have always been close. I don’t know what I’d do without them.”

8. Did they have pets as a child? Do they have pets as an adult? Do they like animals? 

“We had a dog growing up named Missy. She was a lab and the sweetest dog ever. She died when I was five, though, she was old. I now have a dog with my family.”

9. Do animals like them? Do they get on well with animals? 

“I think so, my dog seems to love me! I also had an asshole cat, well, my sister did, who wouldn’t leave me alone when I lived with her. He was SO rude, but he loved me.”

10. Do they like children? Do children like them? Do they have or want any children? What would they be like as a parent? Or as a godparent/babysitter/ect?

“I LOVE children and I LOVE having children! While they drive me insane on a regular basis, they also bring me incredible joy and they are FUNNY.

I try to be as laid back as possible with my kids, but my anxiety has been bad lately with Freeman’s job, so I think that went out the window.”

11. Do they have any special diet requirements? Are they a vegetarian? Vegan? Have any allergies?

“Nope.”

12. What is their favourite food? 

“Food in general. Especially right now. Pregnant with twins? I’ll eat anything you put in front of me.”

13. What is their least favourite food?

“KALE. Who in their right mind eats that stuff?”

14. Do they have any specific memories of food/a restaurant/meal?

“My mom’s tater tot casserole. She made it for all of us, usually on Sunday’s. All three of us have the recipe, I just haven’t had the chance to make it yet. It is SO. GOOD.”

15. Are they good at cooking? Do they enjoy it? What do others think of their cooking?

“Eh…I’m getting better, since I have to cook for the kids most nights right now, whenever Freeman is on a job or working late. I used to absolutely suck at it.”

16. Do they collect anything? What do they do with it? Where do they keep it? 

“I don’t, really. Unless it’s deer things. I like deer.”

17. Do they like to take photos? What do they like to take photos of? Selfies? What do they do with their photos?

“When you have young kids, you have more photos than you know what to do with.”

18. What’s their favourite genre of: books, music, tv shows, films, video games and anything else

“Romance, romance, pop and country, comedy and drama, romance, and eh, I don’t really play video games.”

19. What’s their least favourite genres?

“Horror. And rap. Enough said.”

20. Do they like musicals? Music in general? What do they do when they’re favourite song comes?

“I LOVE musicals! I’ve made Freeman watch a few with me too! I’m always listening to music- when I’m cooking, cleaning, driving, whatever. And I dance. Badly. I make it a point to dance as terribly as I can. My kids hate it.”

21. Do they have a temper? Are they patient? What are they like when they do lose their temper?

“I was very quick to anger for a while, and sometimes, I still can be, but I’ve been actively trying to take a deep breath or walk away if I can until I’m not as angry anymore. I cry when I lose my temper and start screaming.”

22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back?

“I playfully insult my sisters. I’ll call them bitch, asshole, stuff like that, but I really don’t like to actually insult people.”

23. Do they have a good memory? Short term or long term? Are they good with names? Or faces?

“Next question. Sore subject.”

24. What is their sleeping pattern like? Do they snore? What do they like to sleep on? A soft or hard mattress?

“I sleep okay now, but for a while after the incident I slept like absolute shit. I tossed and turned and had nightmares every night. Now, with two almost preteens, a toddler, and twins in my tummy? I sleep like the dead.

Also, I like to sleep on Freeman.” *Grins*

25. What do they find funny? Do they have a good sense of humour? Are they funny themselves?

“I find a lot of things funny, and I think I have a pretty good sense of humor. I don’t know if I’m funny, but I make people laugh cause I can’t get through a joke or story without cracking myself up, and that makes other people laugh, so.”

26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions? 

“I sing, dance, hum, smile, I get really loving and cuddly, too.”

27. What makes them sad? Do they cry regularly? Do they cry openly or hide it? What are they like they are sad?

“Uh, what doesn’t make me sad? You know those EVIL commercials they play to try and get you to donate to animal shelters? Water works. I don’t really hide it, unless it’s something big that I’m not ready to explain to my children. I get really mopey or irritable, and I get angry at myself for not being able to snap out of it.”

28. What is their biggest fear? What in general scares them? How do they act when they’re scared?

“Losing my family and children. It’s happened before and they had to give me a tranquilizer.”

29. What do they do when they find out someone else’s fear? Do they tease them? Or get very over protective? 

“Middle? I dunno. I try to help them if I can, or try to soothe their fears.”

30. Do they exercise? Regularly? Or only when forced? What do they act like pre-work out and post-work out?

“I do exercise. I gained a LOT of weight in the hospital and hated myself, and I’ve finally gotten to a place where I’m happy.”

31. Do they drink? What are they like drunk? What are they like hungover? How do they act when other people are drunk or hungover? Kind or teasing?

“I don’t really drink, but I’ve gotten tipsy a couple times with Braylee over girls night.”

32. What do they dress like? What sorta shops do they buy clothes from? Do they wear the fashion that they like? What do they wear to sleep? Do they wear makeup? What’s their hair like?

“I’m a mom, I dress like a mom!” *Laughs* “I try to find things that are 1- on sale, 2- cute, and 3- comfortable. Bonus if it can be easily washed because I’m clumsy and, again, I have a toddler.”

33. What underwear do they wear? Boxers or briefs? Lacey? Comfy granny panties?

“Comfy granny panties if I’m lounging around the house or it’s shark week. Lacey when I’m uh…” *Clears throat* “I’ve also been known to wear Freeman’s boxers, but that sorta…drives him wild…so I have to be careful.”

34. What is their body type? How tall are they? Do they like their body?

“Slim but curvy. Curves came after kiddos. My dancer body is all but gone.”

35. What’s their guilty pleasure? What is their totally unguilty pleasure? 

“Guilty pleasure? Dance moms. Sorry not sorry, I’m sucked into the drama and I love critiquing the dances. Unguilty pleasure? Chocolate. Who doesn’t love chocolate?”

36. What are they good at? What hobbies do they like? Can they sing?

“GOODNESS no, I can’t sing. But I do still like to dance a bit, and bake.”

37. Do they like to read? Are they a fast or slow reader? Do they like poetry? Fictional or non fiction?

“I read every night before bed. I’ve been reading forever, so I read pretty quickly. I like fiction. I don’t really like poetry.”

38. What do they admire in others? What talents do they wish they had?

“I wish I could sing! My niece, Emily, can sing, but she doesn’t plan on doing anything with it, which makes me sad. 

I admire truthfulness, kindness, and a soft heart. That’s hard to keep.”

39. Do they like letters? Or prefer emails/messaging? 

“Freeman and I leave each other little love letters all the time!”

40. Do they like energy drinks? Coffee? Sugary food? Or can they naturally stay awake and alert?

“Coffee, and I drink it throughout the day because I’m trying to keep up with Caleb, organize the girls schedules, and get them to and from their sports and stuff. I just started driving again, it was a necessity.”

41. What’s their sexuality? What do they find attractive? Physically and mentally? What do they like/need in a relationship?

“My sexuality is Freeman!” *Giggles* “Look at him. That’s what I find attractive. He’s hot. He’s also incredibly loving and caring, hilarious, and a fantastic father to our children. He’s also..” *Breaths and blushes, fanning herself* “Amazing. In bed.”

42. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition?

“I want to raise my children to the best of my ability and make sure they’re healthy and happy. I would sacrifice anything for them. And my secret ambition? I’ve been thinking more and more of opening a cafe…”

43. Are they religious? What do they think of religion? What do they think of religious people? What do they think of non religious people?

“I believe in God. He’s saved me and my family quite a few times. I don’t…think anything of non-religious people? Believe whatever you’d like, it’s not harming me or anyone else.”

44. What is their favourite season? Type of weather? Are they good in the cold or the heat? What weather do they complain in the most? 

“Season, summer. Weather, a good mix between sunny and rainy. I’m better in the heat, and I complain when it’s too cold!”

45. How do other people see them? Is it similar to how they see themselves? 

“I don’t know how others see me. I hope they like what they see!”

46. Do they make a good first impression? Does their first impression reflect them accurately? How do they introduce themselves?

“I just try to be myself and be approachable.”

47. How do they act in a formal occasion? What do they think of black tie wear? Do they enjoy fancy parties and love to chit chat or loathe the whole event?

“I don’t mind dressing up every now and then. It makes you feel good. Pretty. But I usually can’t wait to kick off my heels and curl up in my pjs as soon as we get home!”

48. Do they enjoy any parties? If so what kind? Do they organise the party or just turn up? How do they act? What if they didn’t want to go but were dragged along by a friend? 

“I like having friends over, but I’ve never really been a party-er”

49. What is their most valued object? Are they sentimental? Is there something they have to take everywhere with them?

“A shirt of my mom’s and my dad’s watch. They’re both in my closet, in a safe.”

50. If they could only take one bag of stuff somewhere with them: what would they pack? What do they consider their essentials?

“Clothing for daytime and sleeping, shoes, sunglasses, chargers, first aid kit. And a book. And a sippy cup!”

[ceilingwaxandmagicstuff]

36 Questions to Fall In Love

1. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

I would love the opportunity to sit down to dinner with my grandfather again as he was before he began losing his memories. 

2. Would you like to be famous? In what way?

One of my deepest hopes is to contribute to the betterment of humanity in some measurable way. I would like to be famous posthumously for discovering or creating something that makes the world better off. 

3. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

Before I entered the military I didn’t pay a lot of mind to scripting my responses, and I still don’t rehearse my phone calls, but I definitely write things out beforehand to ensure any extra emotion has a chance to vent itself to ensure I present myself as cool and collected. 

4. What would constitute a “perfect” day for you?

Alone I would love to play Nintendo DS in a sunny place and eat delicious food. With my friends I would love to explore a new city and eat delicious food.

5. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?

I sing to myself in the shower daily. I sang at my mother’s friend’s wedding.

6. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?

The mind is the obvious choice for me. The body would just be odd. Assuming the “mind of a 30 year old” means the mental clarity and not the knowledge gained at 30, because I wouldn’t stop evolving at 30. 

7. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?

Car accident.

8. Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.

I would hope they would be kindness, intellect and a love of deep conversation. 

9. For what in your life do you feel most grateful?

My family and friends are high caliber people. 

10. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

My father got remarried and attempted to blend family’s so many times which I felt was very stressful for my brother and myself. 

11. Take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.

My parents divorced when I was seven. I’ve always been quite precocious. I had a hard time fitting in until I got to college where I met my best friend Katy. After college I couldn’t find work that made me feel relevant and wanted to do something good for humanity so I joined the Navy to learn Korean and I hope to one day teach and do embassy work. I have a lovely relationship with my family, especially my mother’s side and my younger brother is my favorite person in the world. Also I have a cat and she lives with my mom.

12. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?

Speak Korean fluently.

13. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?

Whether we will ever continue our society on other planets. Will we survive climate change, and how will it pan out?

14. Is there something that you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

I’ve dreamt of living in another country, I haven’t done it because I didn’t feel adult enough and always had a partner to think about. Now that I am more independent I am much closer to actualizing my ideas. 

15. What is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

I felt the most proud of myself the day I graduated from basic training. I feel that I didn’t think I would make it and was so surprised that I could do it. I became so much stronger.

16. What do you value most in a friendship?

Soulmates and loyalty. You have to have a spark with me from the onset, endurance and be a friend forever.

17. What is your most treasured memory?

Spending time at my grandparent’s home in Arizona.

18. What is your most terrible memory?

Tyler Newman not couple skating with me and turning me down in front of my whole family in first grade at skate night.

19. If you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? Why?

I would travel as much as possible, but I wouldn’t tell any of my family. 

20. What does friendship mean to you?

Infinity.

21. What roles do love and affection play in your life?

The most important roles.

22. Alternate sharing something you consider a positive characteristic of your partner. Share a total of five items.

Loving, Loyal, Compassionate, Deep, Intellectual

23. How close and warm is your family? Do you feel your childhood was happier than most other people’s?

My family, particularly my mother’s side is extremely close and warm. I am very close with my father’s side as well, but my childhood was not particularly happy because of my parent’s divorce and my father’s many attempts to blend families. 

24. How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?

I hope I can be like her. She is such a beautiful person and I love her so much. She raised me to be weird and warm and wonderful. 

25. Make three true “we” statements each. For instance, “We are both in this room feeling ... “

We are both magical. We are both smiling. We are both good people.

26. Complete this sentence: “I wish I had someone with whom I could share ... “

every part of myself, and food.

27. If you were going to become a close friend with your partner, please share what would be important for him or her to know.

I lie sometimes.

28. Tell your partner what you like about them; be very honest this time, saying things that you might not say to someone you’ve just met.

I like that you know what you want out of life, and that you are so passionate and driven, moreso than most people you have the makings of greatness. 

29. Share with your partner an embarrassing moment in your life.

When I didn’t win the poetry competition, but I had been told I won. I gave my mother divinity to chew on in case she got nervous when I went on the stage, and then found out I wouldn’t be called up. I felt so stupid and wished I hadn’t been so proud. 

30. When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself?

I cried in front of my best friend because I was sad about what happened in April and I thought I wouldn’t get better. I last cried by myself last week for no reason in particular. 

31. Tell your partner something that you like about them already.

I like your eyes, and I like your laugh.

32. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?

There is an appropriate way to involve humor in any subject as long as you know and respect your audience and there is a point to be made by adding a humorous tack.

33. If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven’t you told them yet?

I feel very comforted by the fact that everyone I know knows how I feel about them and there is nothing more I need to say to anyone. I would most regret not having them there with me to say my final goodbye.

34. Your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. After saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save any one item. What would it be? Why?

My fossilized clam that I found with my grandfather. 

35. Of all the people in your family, whose death would you find most disturbing? Why?

My younger brother. Somehow I feel like he wouldn’t know it was happening, would be scared and in pain and wouldn’t be accepting of it, or know he had died. I wouldn’t be content in the idea that he would have gone off well and wouldn’t want me to worry or be sad.

36. Share a personal problem and ask your partner’s advice on how he or she might handle it. Also, ask your partner to reflect back to you how you seem to be feeling about the problem you have chosen.

I feel undeserving of love. 

[marculees]

Tag

85 questions tag thingy

Rules: When you get tagged answer the 80- something questions. After that you’re supposed to tag 25 people

Tagged by my cutiepie @kachuwritings, thank you!

What was your:

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: On the Luas with a friend I was meeting in town

3. Last text: My kpopsistar <3 @jaexmins

4. Last song: Egyptian Pools - Jinsang

5. Last time you cried: Last night when I thought it would be a good idea to listen to emotional piano music while reading fluffy scenarios

Have you ever:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope. It ends for a reason.

7. Been cheated on: Thankfully not. It doesn’t really count as cheating but a mutual crush asked if he could date my friend (literally after we made plans to start dating the next month after our exams). I never got with him in the end and he then began dating another friend of mine while flirting with the other so...

8. Kissed anyone and regretted it: Lmao yes because it was only one person and I never enjoyed any of the kisses. Here’s tip for ppl: don’t go straight for tongue or pressure someone into it T-T

9. Lost someone special: Of course

10. Been depressed: I’ve been sad but I wouldn’t call it depression

11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope! I don’t drink >.<

List your three favourite colours:

12. Purple

13. Pink

14. Blue

In the last year have you:

15. Made a new friend: Soooo many and I’m really happy with them ^-^

16. Fallen out of love: I wasn’t ‘in love’ but I did lose feelings for a crush after he started ghosting me and being a dick for no reason lol

17. Laughed so hard that I cried: Yes XD

18. Met someone who changed you: My new friends, I suppose. They made me feel more confident and welcomed :)

19. Found out who your true friends are: Yup

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Probably but I obviously didn’t care enough to remember lol

21. Kissed anyone on your FB list: Nope

22. How many people do you know on your FB list: I don’t have that many friends on my list so I’d say like 95% of them since I don’t really add randos

Randoms:

23. Do you have any pets: A cat and a dog now too ;-; <3

24. Do you want to change your name: No, I love it! I don’t even want to change my surname if I get married tbh. Its really uncommon and no one has ever heard of it before :o

25. What did you do for your last birthday party: My mum insisted I dress up really fancy (and while I do normally do go fancy, this was like princess dress fancy) and she even put a tiara on me lmao. I thought we were just going for dinner with the four of us and then suddenly all my other relatives (including my dad’s side who are just horrible and don’t care about us!) were there to surprise me ;-; They even made me wear this fancy 18th birthday banner and because it was a buffet, I had to constantly walk down past everyone in my little prom dress and tiara lol. I kept making eye contact with this one girl in particular and we ended up making friends later in college before even realising we had seen each other before :O

26. What time did you wake up this morning: at: Around half ten?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking about ice cream and aggressively sending each other heart memes with @kikitsaaa ^-^

28. Something you can’t wait for: To adopt our little doggo <3

29. Last time you saw your mother: Like twenty minutes when I went downstairs to make myself a bowl of cereal

30. One thing you wish you could change about your life: My health so that I wouldn’t have to worry so much and could have more freedom

31. What are you listening to right now: Try Me - The Weeknd

32. Have you ever talked to a Tom: Yeah, I worked with a Tom for a group assignment. There was also one in another one of my classes and we’d have some banter together

33. What’s getting on your nerves right now: The amount of bugs and shit that keep flying right in my face anytime I open the window for fresh air

34. Most viewed webpage: Tumblr, Youtube and WordHippo (because I’m a writing nerd and that shit is amazing)

35. Nickname: Niamho, Niamhie, another one but that includes my surname so I won’t say it here...

36. Relationship status: Single and I’m kinda indifferent about it?

37. Zodiac sign: Leo

40. College: I won’t give out the name but its amazing ^-^

41. Hair colour: Blonde

42. Long or short: Medium, I guess? Like its just past my shoulders

43. Height: 161cm/5′3″

44. Do you have a crush on someone: Unless idols count, then no haha

45. What do you like about yourself: A lot actually, it just took me a while to do so. Physically, I like my lips the most? Personality, I like my hardworking nature and the passion I put into my work.

46. Tattoos: None

47. Right or left handed: Leftie!

48. First piercing: My ears but they aren’t anymore because I had to take them out for hospital scans and had such pain putting them back in that I was just like “Fuck this nope”

49. First best friend: Daniel. He was my childhood sweetheart. We don’t talk anymore and we’ve both grown up and found different people. Our mums are still friends though!

50. First sport you joined: Karate when I was 6 and did it right up until last year >.<

51. First vacation: Lanzarote

53. Eating: Well, I just finished my cereal a few minutes ago?

54. Drinking: Water

55. About to: Continue working on a song I started writing last night

57. Listening to: Somebody Else - Vérité

58. Waiting for: “a brand new day” jk jk but go listen to that bop (Kodaline need to pay me for me promoting them all the time istg) I’m actually waiting for my sister to wake up so I can ask her if we can play her ps4 together haha ^-^

Your future:

59. Want kids: No thanks!!!!

60. Get married: Yeah, I think so? I’m not in any rush to do so though.

61: Career: Would love to be an author but I doubt that will happen realistically. Probably a marketing executive. Not that its shit, but I’d just rather be doing what I love XD

Which is better:

62. Lips or eyes: I love both but I’m a sucker for puppy eyes c:

63. Hugs or kisses: Neither lmao but I’ll go with hugs since I’ve grown to tolerate them more. My hugs are like 0.4 seconds long or I just kinda stand there and be like “can we pls just stay like this for another minute k thx” T-T

64. Shorter or taller: Taller but not too tall because then I actually feel kinda scared XD

65. Older or younger: Older or maybe my age, but not younger because boys my age are immature enough as it is T-T

66. Romantic or spontaneous: Define romantic...? Because my idea of romance is like going to Build A Bear and getting ice creams ^^’

67. Nice stomach or arms: Certified arm enthusiast oops >.<

68. Loud or sensitive: I’m a mix of both so finding someone who has a healthy balance would be nice lol. Too loud and I feel overwhelmed and frustrated if I can’t get a word in, too sensitive and I’ll feel overwhelmed again because kdfljmdsb I’m not good with dealing with other’s emotions

69. Hook-up or relationship: Realtionship 1000%. Hookups are a big nonononono for me. I can’t even kiss someone if I’m not in a relationship with them tbh. Call me a prude, its just who I am ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

70. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant because same bro lets just chill together

71. Kissed a stranger: Never

72. Drank hard liquor: Never

73. Lost glasses/contacts: Don’t wear them so no

74. Had sex on a first date: Noooo I’m pure >.<

75. Broken someone’s heart: Yes, but you can’t force yourself to like someone and vice versa

76. Been arrested: Nope

77. Turned someone down: Yep and then he bullied me even though I actually stopped the bullies from picking on him in the first place? XD

78. Cried when someone died: Yes

79. Fallen for a friend: Yep, that’s how most of my crushes begin

Do you believe in:

80. Yourself: Deep down, yes. I just that little bit from someone else though ^^’

81. Miracles: I’m more a fate person?

83. Heaven: I’m not religious so...

84. Santa Claus: I wish T-T

85. Kisses on first dates: I don’t do them personally but I wouldn’t judge others if they did :S

Okay, I’m not sure if I have 25 people to tag so I’m gonna go with these lovelies: @kikitsaaa @staarchild @happysmilebtr @kpopismyasethic @jungkooks-bunny @cosmicrailwaybisexual @thefroghyungwon @ltaeyonqs @jaexmins @plaisirgrief @jacksonsdeer @marcus-lee9 @oppafeels @lamptastical

[pop-shocks-remade]

Personal

1- How are you? okay

2- Post a picture of yourself. no

3- Do you ever wish you were someone else? all the time babey

4- What is your entire name? ...

5- How old are you? ...

6- Age you get mistaken for: i get mistaken for the 10-15 range

7- Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: canerr yes

8- What did you do on your last birthday? minions (9from despicable me))

9- What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? be more chill

10- What is your hair color? dark brown

11- Have you ever dyed your hair? when i was like 6

12- What is your eye color? greenish blue

13- If you could change your eye color, would you? no

14- Do you wear contacts/glasses? yeah

15- Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: i dont like it

16- Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? no

17- Say 8 facts about your body:short,incredibly thin,ugly, bad teeth, long hair,small hands,idrk what else

18- Do you have any tattoos?no

19- Do you have any piercings?no

20- Left or right handed?rgiht

21- What’s your sexual orientation? pan and maybe ace idrk

22- Do you drink? no

23- Do you smoke? no 

24- Do you have any pets? yeah

25- Where do you work? i dont have a job

26- Something you are working on right now: PETA post

27- Do you have any “rules” about food? no

28- Where are you from? NEW YORK BABEY

29- What would you say is your best quality? people think im kind

30- What do you think you’re really good at? being depressed

31- What do you think you’re really bad at?everything really

32- What talent do you wish you’d been born with? art

33- Are you a bad person? yeah

34- Are you nice to everyone? i try to be

35- Say 3 facts about your personality: sad,lonely,angry

36- Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? no

37- What is your ideal bed? Why? soft. comfy!!

38- Did you wake up cranky? no

39- Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? no

40- What do you think about the most? killing myself

41- Share 2 habits: crying, tapping my hands on my computer to music

42- What you want to be when you “get older”? i dont see myself “getting older”

43- What are your career goals? none

44- What is your ideal career? musician or artist, or FBI or NASA

45- Is your life anything like it was two years ago? no

46- Do you replay things that have happened in your head? yeah :(

47- Have you ever had an imaginary friend? im lonely so i rant to fake versions of my friends so maybe

48- Say 10 facts about your room: dirty, swords and blankets all over, i sleep on the floor,i have a garbage can for sprite exclusivley, boxes all over. idrk what else

49- Do you have any phobias? i dont say my fears

50- Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? no

51- Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? no

52- Ever broken any bones? no

53- Ever come close to death? all the time babey

54- Things you like and dislike about yourself: nothing, everything

55- A random fact about yourself: i find it strange people like me

56- What are three things most people don’t know about you? sexual orientation, mental state, my likes

57- An unknown fact about your life: im not comfortable sharing the only one i can think of

58- Share something about yourself others might think is weird: im a loner

59- Five weird things that you like: idrk

60- Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? no

61- Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? no i dont have one

62- Describe yourself in one word/sentence:im not good at these

63- A quote you try to live by: i tell myself not to be like my past self

64- Leave me a compliment: youre probaly nice

Favorites

65- What is your favorite thing to do? talk to friends

66- What’s your favorite color? prurple

67- What’s your favorite band/singer? gorrilaz

68- What’s your favorite movie? good burger

69- What are your favorite books? the last wild series

70- What is your favorite quote and why? none

71- What is your favorite word? none

72- What is your least favorite word? none

73- What is your favorite type of food? spaghetti

74- Your favorite ice cream? vanilla

75- What’s your favorite animal? axolotl

76- Dogs or cats? both

77- Describe your favourite texture: ??

78- What is your favorite flower? none

79- What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex? anything good

80- What is your favorite season? spring or winter

81- What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? italy,france,new orleans,canada,australia

82- What are four things you can’t live without and why? idrk

83- Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? idk

84- What’s your favorite television show? steven universe

85- Favorite place to shop at? i dont buy stuff

86- Say 2 facts about your favorite things: i use it to talk to my friends and listen to music Family, childhood and places

i cant really answer most of these so instead of blanking it i just delted it

Friends

101- Would you ever smile at a stranger? yeah

102- Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? both??

103- Who is someone you never tire of? nobody really, i love everyone but i need breaks

104- Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? no

105- Who is your most loyal friend? idk

106- Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? no

107- If your best friend died, what would you do? be more sad

108- A reason you’ve lied to a friend: didnt wanna hurt the,

109- Have you ever felt replaced? all the time babey

110- Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):dont have one

Relationships

cant answer most of these, ask them if you really wanna know ((same goes for childhood and family))

Music, movies and books

175- How often do you listen to music? all the time babey

176- What kind of music you like? chill rock music

177- Do you like to dance? alone yes

178- What was the first concert/show you attended? none

179- Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? no

180- Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past: ...

181- A song that’s been stuck in your head: Room Where it Happens

182- Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:...

183- A book you want to read/have recently read: The Maze Runner

184- Describe your dream library: good books, lots.

185- Last movie you just watched: captain underpants :(

186- Do you like watching what type of movies? horror Situations and crazy things

187- You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? arm maybe?

189- What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? weed

190- If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be? dave or karkat

191- You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?split it to my friends or the poor

192- If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? undo everything past me did

193- If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? sodium or tellerium, its in the name 

194- If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2016

195- You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? idk

196- If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? ill disclose a fear: amusment parks, i wouldnt design a ride dawg

197- What is the first curse word that comes to mind? is that a thing that happens to people

198- What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be… my birthday, probaly my birthday

199- Halloween costume idea? idk

200- What are you supposed to be doing right now? nothin really dawg

201- Currently wanting to see anyone? yeah

202- Why you follow me? i dont 

203- If you met me what would you do? have a panic attack

204- Leave me a ridiculous question: no

205- Leave me a cute message: you hot dawg Opinions and beliefs

206- Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? its typically always empty

207- Do you believe in fate/destiny? no

208- What you wish for on 11:11? to be happy

209- Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? no, none

210- Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? YESYESYES

211- What is your religion, if any? i dont disclose this

212- Would you go against your moral code for money? no

213- What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? mind

214- How important you think education is? p important dawg

215- If you were the president, what would you do? alot homie

216- If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?  stop unreasonable hate

217- Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? the thought i guess

218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? the same as everyday be sad and liosten to musoc

219- Which movie character do you most identify with and why?i dont watch movies

Feelings and Others

220- Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? procrastinator

221- Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance: ill just desricbe it: my friend told me someone i wanted to be friend with wanted to be friends with me

222- Say 5 things you love unconditionally: music, HS, my good friends, musicals, art

223- What motivates you in life? people would be upset at me if i killed myself

224- Something that you’re proud of: halexander and roxy fullmetal homestuck follow me

225- Five words/phrases that make you laugh: none

226- Share the story of something that makes you smile: me befrending you guys!!

227- Something you always think “what if…” about: i was dead

228- What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? my friendships, i learned they were bad people

229- Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life:every experience is an awkward one

230- Something/someone that you miss:my friends kennedy and ellie

231- Are you over your past? no i still hate it and wanna die because of it

232- What is your saddest memory? all of mine are sad IMO

233- One of the hardest moments in your life: i dont wanan share this

234- Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? everything.

235- What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about? tell people i like anime

236- What was your most embarrassing moment? i had a breakdown in math class

237- Share one of your fears/insecurities: no

238- Something you’re currently worrying about: what if my good friends dont like me

239- Have you done something you regret very much? i cant elaborate this enough everythign i regret

240- If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING

241- Does anyone hate you? alot of people i assume

242- Do you hate anyone? yeah

243- Are you good at hiding your feelings? yeah

244- What’s something you hide about your personality? sad

245- How do you approach social situations? anxious

246- Are you a social or an antisocial person? antisocial

247- Are you an introvert or an extrovert?introvert

248- Do you care if people talk badly about you? yeah

249- How do you deal with criticism? accept it

250- How you hope your future will be like? dead or not dead and happy

251- What’s something that scares you about the future? ill learn the people i know dont like me

252- Five intems you lust after:what

253- One thing you’re excited for: talking to my friend

254- Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had: i dont remember dreams

255- Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? no

256- Who is your celebrity crush? no 

257- Make a confession: ive almost killed somebody

[uneven-odds]

Get to know me

annnnnnnnnd again asked by @promisedmistake <3

1. Name - Sarah

2. Age - 22.

3. City that you live in - Greifswald.

4. What do most people not know about you? - That I´m extremly sensitive.

5. What do most people know you for? - My bad jokes.

6. Hobbies - reading, listening to music, wasting my time on Tumblr, staying in bed, meeting friends, travelling, writing, binge watching TV Shows 24/7

7. What are your passions? - Singing, dancing and dreaming 

8. What do you search for in a significant other? - A good sense of humor, a nice voice and that little spark in their eyes.

7. What are you most proud of? - My Grandparents.

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? - Today.

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? - Postcards, concert tickets, movie tickets and notebooks.

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list. - Travelling through Scandinavia, learning another language, writing my own book, graduate from university, learning to love myself, Skinny dipping, to walk the Jakobsweg, fulfill a wish for my grandparents, travelling alone to another country, I want a room full of books my very own library

11. What was the last thing you learned? - Article 2 from our basic law.

12. How many relationships have you been in? - 1 serious one.

13. Turn ons - good sense of humor, a nice voice, kind eyes

14. Turn offs - disrespect, homophobia, racism.

15. Favorite food - Chinese food.

16. Favorite drink - Coffee.

17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received? - Concert tickets for one of my favorite bands. 

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? - Pessimistic.

19. Do you sleep during class? - Sometimes.

20. What is the most expensive thing you own? - Laptop.

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? - My toothbrush.

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? - Way too often.

23. Text or call? - Text.

24. Opinion on long distance? - I don´t mind having one.

25. What is your definition of success? - To be truly happy and proud of what I´ve done.

26. Favorite song? - When you find me by Joshua Radin.

27. Favorite artist? - James Arthur.

28. Celebrity crush/crushes? - Hugh Bae Dancy and Leonardo Di Caprio

29. When was the last time you read for fun? - Yesterday.

30. Favorite flower? - Lily.

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? - Happines.

32. Any guilty pleasures? - Don´t really have one.

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? - My self esteem.

34. What do you search for in a friend? -Someone who understands me, who can make me laugh, who can cry with me, who listens to me, who can give me advices, who is just there for me and someone I can talk with about everything and nothing 

35. How many times have you said “I love you” in the past month? -Zero.

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? - Grocery shopping.

37. Why do bad things happen to good people? -Because life is mean.

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? - Being stabbed in the eye.

39. How many green shirts do you own? - 2.

40. Do you like anime? - I just do.

41. What do you invest the most time in? - This damn website and University

42. What was the name of the last book you read? - Father Christmas and me by Matt Haig.

43. What’s the difference between loving and liking someone? - Loving is on another level and it goes way deeper.

44. Where are you most productive? - At home and in the night.

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. - Drinking, laughing, talking.

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. - Going on tumblr, listening to music, reading.

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? - Nope.

48. Do you have any allergies? - Yes.

49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? - Today.

50. What was the last promise you made? - I don´t remember.

51. What was your last dream about? - Something about making my own bracelets...idk why. I just know that I used wood for them.

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? - my best friend, @promisedmistake, @myagehasnevermademewise, @allyousaidisshit and @xanimangamesx

53. How many countries have you visited? - 8.

54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) - Music.

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? - I can´t remember.

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? -My laugh...damn.

57. Do you consider yourself mature? - Yes.

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? - Way too many, I´m on Tumblr 24/7.

59. What is your favorite quote?-”All endings are also beginnings. We just don´t know it at the time.”-Mitch Albom

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? - I wouldn´t start a new religion so no rules.

61. What is your greatest accomplishment? - My self-esteem.

62. Do you believe in the death penalty? - No.

63. What are your goals for life? - to be happy with myself and my life.

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? - Sleeping I guess.

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. - Brighton.

66. What were you like in 2013? - Kinda happy.

67. Do you have a job? - Nope.

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend. - She was very kind and one of the funniest people I knew.

69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be? - Erase prejudices and all the hate.

70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before? - 5/6.

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? - Yes Tumblr is my favorite website...I don´t even know why.

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? - Nothing, because a million dollars wouldn´t change anything for me.

73. Does money equal happiness? - No.

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? - I don´t really know. A few times.

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? - A lot of times..

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? - “I can´t believe I forgot to go to the gym today. That´s 7 years in a row now.”

77. When was the last time you looked at the news? - Yesterday.

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? - Fuck everything.

79. What is your favorite animal? - Cat.

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? -Yes.

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? - To forget.

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? -Something between 6-8 hours

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? - No.

84. What is your favorite clothing store? - Don´t have one.

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? - Beanie.

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? - Wings.

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? - No.

88. What do you fear the most? - Losing loved ones.

89. How many digits of pi can you recite? - 4.

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? - 2013.

91. Describe yourself in one word. -Lazy.

92. Describe your last victory. - I can’t really remember.

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? - My face every morining in the mirror.

94. What is something you will never forget? - The breakup from my first love.

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? - Forget all of the past.

96. Have you ever broken a bone before? - Yes.

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? - Love.

98. Coffee or tea? - Coffee.

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? - Being honest, listen to people and doing my own thing.

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? - 2.

[happyk44]

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ONE HUNDRED FUCKING QUESTIONS

1.. what is you middle name?

Marie.

2. how old are you?

A number.

3. what is your birthday?

April 25th

4. what is your zodiac sign?

Taurus.

5. what is your favorite color?

BLUE.

6. what’s your lucky number?

Fuck, I don’t have my sheet in front of me rn but I’m confident there’s a 3 somewhere among it.

7. do you have any pets?

3 cats: Turbo (mine), Olive (my sister), Daisy (mom and dad)

8. where are you from?

BERMUDA.

9. how tall are you?

5 foot 2 and a quarter

10. what shoe size are you?

8 ½

11. how many pairs of shoes do you own?

Currently?? 3. Sneakers, slip-ons (which I don’t wear now that the ground is wet all the time) and boots.

12. what was your last dream about?

Idk.

13. what talents do you have?

Idk again. Writing seems to be up there.

14. are you psychic in any way?

No.

15. favorite song?

Changes all the time but currently? Way Down Hadestown, Rewrite the Stars, This Is Me, The Greatest Show, Epic (Part 3), Chant, Riptide, Take Me to Church.

16. favorite movie?

Power Rangers

17. who would be your ideal partner?

Uh, idk. Someone who likes to cuddle, doesn’t mind being affectionate but can give space when needed and doesn’t let me fall back on my own shit. Someone who can make me smile just by thinking about them. Someone who I can talk to about the stuff I enjoy and who will talk about the stuff they like, even if they’re not common interests.

18. do you want children?

Not really.

19. do you want a church wedding?

No.

20. are you religious?

No, but my dad wishes (and probably thinks) I am.

21. have you ever been to the hospital?

YEP! Gotta love asthma attacks and chronic sickness :P

Also occassional visits to my papa (rip) when my granny would go on vacation and placed him in the hospital’s care for brief times because of his dementia.

22. have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Nope.

23. have you ever met any celebrities?

None that I’m aware of.

24. baths or showers?

Showers.

25. what color socks are you wearing?

Black.

26. have you ever been famous?

Nope.

27. would you like to be a big celebrity?

Mmm, not really. All that attention seems terrifying. But like, if I could be, celebrity enough that I’m well-known among people and get good wages doing whatever, then yes.

28. what type of music do you like?

All kinds. I have aversions to stuff that picks at my ears wrong or makes my heart beat too fast, though, so a lot of hard metal and soca wind up being out.

29. have you ever been skinny dipping?

Yes. I was a toddler. Clothing means nothing when you’re a baby and live in a hot-ass humid climate.

30. how many pillows do you sleep with?

3

31. what position do you usually sleep in?

On my side or on my stomach. I’ve been trying to sleep on my back lately though.

32. how big is your house?

Small.

33. what do you typically have for breakfast?

Cereal.

34. have you ever fired a gun?

To my knowledge, yes.

35. have you ever tried archery?

Yes.

36. favorite clean word?

Shiz :D

37. favorite swear word?

Fuck.

38. what’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

29ish hours? I stayed up one day to chat with a person who lived in Australia, wound up having to go to the store with my mom around 8 to get school clothes and crashed when we got back home about noon/one o’clock.

Though this month should raise that up higher given I have to be up for my exams starting at 9, stay up to catch my early morning flight the next day and stay up to catch my transfer flight and then keep staying up so I don’t crash through dinner and wake up at like one in the morning, like someone with jet lag. (Bermuda and Halifax are literally in the same time zone, I cannot do this to myself)

39. do you have any scars?

Yes. It stretches shortly on my forearm. I got it from an iron burn when I was about 12, I think?

40. have you ever had a secret admirer?

I think so?? If that’s what you’d call whoever keeps sending me those really sweet anons. :D

41. are you a good liar?

Sometimes.

42. are you a good judge of character?

I’d like to think so.

43. can you do any other accents other than your own?

I can do a semi-decent Irish/Scottish accent from my years of obsessively watching Ronan Inish and a thicker, more prominent Bermudian accent, like what my granny or teachers would have.

44. do you have a strong accent?

I don’t personally think I have an accent. My mom is deaf, my dad is American and the kids and family I grew up around never really used the thick version of a Bermudian accent. 

45. what is your favorite accent?

I don’t know. I don’t think I have one? Mostly other accents are just the way people talk and if anything,  just amuse me. Like for example, my friend’s Bahamian accent kills me, especially when she starts chatting with her friends from Nassau and their accents start rolling out super thick to the point where you gotta really pay attention to zero in on their words.

But, in Bermuda you’re taught by literally anyone so accents are just?? a thing that exist. I don’t have a favourite.

46. what is your personality type?

MBTI wise, a split between INTJ & INTP. Other types? IDK.

47. what is your most expensive piece of clothing?

PFT, prolly my shoes? I don’t really buy clothes. Though if my cousin’s coat no longer fits by the time the cold really hits and I need to use it, it’ll probably be a winter coat.

48. can you curl your tongue?

Yes.

49. are you an innie or an outie?

Innie

50. left or right handed?

Right handed.

51. are you scared of spiders?

Small spiders? No.

Giant spiders? Yes.

Weird looking spiders? Only if they’re too close to me.

52. favorite food?

Pineapple pizza. Apple spice cake too, I guess??

53. favorite foreign food?

Chinese, please and thank you, hit me up with that sweet and sour chicken.

54. are you a clean or messy person?

I try to be clean but depression and lack of energy makes it difficult. But I keep myself as organized as I possibly can and use procrastination to keep stuff as well-put as I can.

55. most used phrased?

I don’t even know.

56. most used word?

I also do not know.

57. how long does it take for you to get ready?

Pft, 7 to 15 minutes to shower on average (depends on if I’m washing my hair or not), fives minutes for face and teeth, five minutes to dress and like three hours to actually get up to get ready. :P

58. do you have much of an ego?

I try very hard not to.

59. do you suck or bite lollipops?

Suck.

60. do you talk to yourself?

I used to when I was younger. Still do sometimes.

61. do you sing to yourself?

I used to and then I realized that a) my self-improvised songs are terrible and b) I can’t sing.

62. are you a good singer?

My mom is deaf. My dad has hearing difficulties. My papa’s singing voice is a wail and my granny’s is shrill sadness.

I was not born into this world a lucky man.

63. biggest fear?

Demon clowns. Dying alone. Being alone forever. Not getting to say the things I want to say to people. That I’ll crash and burn before I graduate or sometime soon after.

64. are you a gossip?

No.

65. best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

I dunno. The most dramatic movies I can remember tend to be war films based on true stories and I normally check out during that kind of stuff because thinking about the horrors of history and the fact that people suffered and died at the hands of people who still objectively exists freaks me out, sends me into a pit of misery until I combust within myself.

66. do you like long or short hair?

No preference for other people, short hair preference for myself. Currently, I’m growing it out so my friend can braid it then I’m gonna chop it back off when I get home in May.

67. can you name all 50 states of america?

If an American can’t do that, then what makes you think me, a Bermudian who’s only concern with the US is how it will affect me and my country and literally was over-relieved when I got dropped from a US history class, would ever know that.

Case in point, I spent most of my childhood assuming New Jersey was a city and only found out it wasn’t last year.

68. favorite school subject?

Accounting.

69. extrovert or introvert?

Introvert.

70. have you ever been scuba diving?

No.

71. what makes you nervous?

Life.

72. are you scared of the dark?

Depends.

73. do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Sometimes. It really depends on the person and the situation.

74. are you ticklish?

Yes.

75. have you ever started a rumor?

No.

76. have you ever been in a position of authority?

No.

77. have you ever drank underage?

Unfortunately, I have? but not anything serious. Just a few sips I didn’t want to take three times throughout my life.

78. have you ever done drugs?

Aside from my prescribed and despite my friends’ best efforts, no.

79. who was your first real crush?

Vanessa Hudgens and whoever that boy who played Freddie from iCarly was.

80. how many piercings do you have?

None.

81. can you roll your rs?“

Yes!

82. how fast can you type?

Who knows??

83. how fast can you run?

I can’t.

84. what color is your hair?

Dark brown with a bunch of purple & pink in it.

85. what color is your eyes?

Brown.

86. what are you allergic to?

Severely allergic to dust mites and extremely irritated by pollen and highly perfumed scents. Which, as far as I’m concerned, means I’m allergic to the damn air.

87. do you keep a journal?

Used to. Don’t anymore.

88. what do your parents do?

My dad is an electrician. He does freelance work for people building houses on-island and my mom is a records management administrator at my bank.

89. do you like your age?

I guess?

90. what makes you angry?

Lots of things. I’m very prone to anger. It’s why the Hulk/Bruce Banner was my favourite superhero as a kid and still is.

91. do you like your own name?

Yes! I do actually really like my name, which sucks because sometimes I get upset or uncomfortable when people refer to me by it and why I like it when people call me Jay, but otherwise my birth name is just beautiful and I don’t think I’d ever be able to give it up.

That being said, I super love the name Jay and when I finally move out of my house and away from Bermuda, I want to try using it more socially rather than just online.

92. have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

I don’t want babies.

93. do you want a boy a girl for a child?

Neither. I want another cat.

94. what are you strengths?

I write well, I can speak well and my pale as fuck skin doesn’t let people realize I’m mixed race so, like my friends point out, I get to skirt around the world, practically invisible and I like to work.

95. what are your weaknesses?

Procrastination, tendency to misery over small mistakes, tendency to blow up small things into large problems, tendency to feel abandoned by people who are not abandoning me, inability to properly fall asleep when I feel a lack of affection and touch in my life, inability to listen to people when they ramble on about things I don’t care about, inability to be upfront with how I feel towards my friends and how I feel they’re treating me, etc, etc, etc.

96. how did you get your name?

With my birthname, my mom picked it out from a book, I think?

With my preferred name,I was reading a book about a trans man called “I Am J” and when I got prompted about my name by a friend online, the name just popped into my head, felt immediately right and I used it and connected to it right away.

97. were your ancestors royalty?

I mean I doubt it but I WILL NEVER KNOW.

My mom is black! My dad is adopted! HOWEVER, FINDING OUT ANY ANYTHING ABOUT HER ANCESTRY IS MY MOM’S NUMBER ONE GOAL AND BELIEVE ME, ONCE SHE LEARNS THAT, I WILL LET Y’ALL KNOW.

98. do you have any scars?

Hasn’t this already been asked?

99. color of your bedspread?

Blue and white.

100. color of your room?

Dull green.

[moss-sauce]

been tagged by @drdone to do these 92 thingos

LAST:

1. Drink: coca cola

2. Phone call: i had to call my mom because i was Lost in a hobby lobby

3. Text message: text to srah that’s just “rats...we’re the rats...rats...” to bother her

4. Song you listen to: one of the grineer soundtracks looped while i was trying to do chemistry

5. Time you cried: mmlmao last tuesday in the fuckign middle of lab

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no, i guess almost? but then i put my foot down kind of and said nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i only kiss my dog on her head and i never regret it

8. Been cheated on: my cat is fake as hell!! like to snuggle until she had a prime chance to bite your arm and then leave

9. Lost someone special: i mean yeah

10. Been depressed: ?? i don’t know? like i’ll have little funks but they’re nowhere near how bad they were

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: im a babby that hasn’t gotten drunk so no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. blue

13. orange

14. seafoam green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: EYAH

16. Fallen out of love: don’t think so?

17. Laughed until you cried: a few days ago i was talking with srah and drew a very very poorly created baby and was in a pizza place when i sent it so i had to be quiet but i knew she would get mad at it so i was havin a good chuckle

18. Found out someone was talking about you: as in badly? i have no idea but i’m sure it’s happened

20. Found out who your friends are: yaes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: n o

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like a lot of them. maybe only like....a dozen are from online

23. Do you have any pets: we really gonna go there again

24. Do you want to change your name:sometimes i think about it. like “max” is a cool name to me

25. What did you do for your last birthday: i don’t think i did anything because i didn’t feel good

26. What time do you wake up: it depends.. days i have class usually like 8:30 to 8:45 but if i don’t there’s no rhyme or reason so it’s a wild card

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: tryin to stay warm and playin warframe

28. Name something you can’t wait for: i don’t know, gettin a horse?? there’s semi drag races next may so i guess im lookin forward to that a bit too

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my house i don’t really care about where it is but the size....bad

31. What are you listening to right now: diesel bros is on tv and i got some cr1tikal videos playing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: YES last semester my microbiology teacher was named tom

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my brother

34. Most visited website: tungle, the website for my chemistry book, and moodle

35. Mole/s: i have no idea where it’s not a freckle and its considered a mole

36. Mark/s:i got hella freckles and a noticeable scar on my middle finger where i stuck it in a pencil sharpener when i was a kid plus there’s scars all over my arms/knees for various reasons

37. Childhood dream: i went from wanting to be a vet, to being an astronomer, to being a field medic [?], back to being a vet. if we’re talking not careers then it’s still getting a horse

38. Hair color: brown

39. Long or short hair: long and the only thing i’ve EVER done with it is slapping it in a ponytail but i think about how free i would be if i just cut it short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah

41. What do you like about yourself: uhhhhhh i notice that i’m patient with stuff

42. Piercings: none

43. Blood type: i’ve no idea dude but i want to know

44. Nicknames: hannah banana/montana, hanners, truck fucker

45. Relationship status: sangle

46. Zodiac: taurus

47. Pronouns: she and her n all that

48. Favorite TV Show: WANDER OVER YONDER i found out all of the first season is onDemand and bout cried

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: i got my wisdom teeth taken out and it was the most surreal week i lived through

52. Hair dyed in different color:not at all really

53. Sport: is truck/tractor pulling a sport 

55. Vacation: i don’t really know?? i never really thought of places i’d vacay at

56. Pair of trainers: i don’t know what this means so uhh

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: im waiting for some pizza rolls to finish

58. Drinking: coke

59. I’m about to: eat pizza rolls

62. Want: i can’t articulate these things,, i guess want to have at least better finances so our fam would be all okay

63. Get married: idc

64. Career: pathologist!! i guess i’m technically halfway [?] through my program

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs bc they are good

66. Lips or eyes: would prefer if they had both

67. Shorter or taller: taller because i doubt there’s anyone that wouldn’t make me look like an actual baby

68. Older or younger: older?? around the same age i guess

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms for giving STRONG hugs and carrying MANY dogs

71. Sensitive or loud: depends on context? like everyday then really sort of sensitive but it’s not bad. if i’m expecting it to be like....continually loud then i’m fine with it too

72. Hook up or relationship: whatever has more hangouts with our dogs

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ohh hesitant very much so. im a wuss

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor:  no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i remember losing my purple glasses when i was like 7

77. Turned someone down: ? i guess i don’t know

78. Sex on the first date: no and that is a dealbreaker

79. Broken someone’s heart: not purposefully??

80. Had your heart broken: as in like sad then yes

81. Been arrested: no but i’ve been in a cop car more than once

82. Cried when someone died: i get upset when i see bad accidents on the road so yeah big time

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: uh

85. Miracles: eyeah

86. Love at first sight: not really??

87. Santa Claus: i know he’s out there.

88. Kiss on the first date: nah

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: @equusoils that binch

91. Eye color: like blue grey

92. Favorite movie: THE IRON GIANT i would watch it every hour for the rest of my life its so good and i love it

tagging uhhh @zangapf @big-stupid-jellyfish @shrubbot @darvobek @biamblonyx and im like half coherent rn so i probably forgot someone but if u wanna do it say i tagged u

[eren-s]

tag game

Rules:

Always post the rules

Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you

Write 11 questions of your own

Tag 11 people

tagged by: the lovely @tatakaeeren thank youuuuu <3

tagging: @yaboylevi and @uttsukushi because i would love to to know your answers to some of these questions and all that but don’t feel pressured to answer this if you don’t want to c: also tagging anyone else who wants to do this

1.- If you could date one anime characters who would it be?

These type of questions always make me think that i love things differently from other people... or something? lol because i never get a crush on the characters i  like... i know this isn’t mean to be a serious question and all that, you know but kahjdkhasjdg i won’t date anyone lmao i prefer being by myself even if it gets a bit lonely sometimes 

2.- What was your first anime? 

Definitely dragon ball, i have many many memories from it from my childhood, my mom still doesn’t like it haha my brother on the other hand loves snk and levi is his favorite, he also watches some other animes from time to time  

3.- Fictional character or real people?

Fictional character, i have been there and loved real people (as in idols etc) and it’s draining and tiring and not something i would like to do ever again lol

4.- What’s one of your dreams? 

Writing a book, i have had this dream since i was a child and i actually wrote a so called book when i was like 13 haha but it’s a mess so i have it hidden somewhere in my room, i also used to get praises here and there when i wrote poems, etc for school. Tbh idk if i will ever be able to accomplish it because the career i’m majoring in, in college has nothing to do with this type of thing so yeah but maybe some day as for now i still write fics in my free time

5.-  Favorite books of all time?

I wish i read more buuuut i will just mention the one i’ve been reading recently which is ‘everyday’ by david levithan, i have yet to finish it, but i love the way it’s written and some of the things the author writes about in the book hit close home for me, i have some favorite quotes as well and i just love the book jasgdjhsagd gotta finish it before this year ends 

6.- What’s your dream country to live in?

I like my country but maybe spain, places i would like to visit tho: korea and japan also any other countries in south america because all i know is my own country and i’m curious lol  

7.-  Isabelle/Levi/Farlan or Armin/Mikasa/Eren? 

why... the shiganshina trio because the bonds of friendship between the three of them are lovely, as for the acwnr trio... it makes my heart ache and i can’t watch/read it w/o crying lmao 

8.- What’s your otp (only one)? Eren + happiness 

9.-  Drabble or Fanfic? 

Fanfic, although i really admire people who can write short things ajsgdjhasgd haha how do you do that 

10.- Your hogwarts housse (if you don’t have any cause you’ve never made the test just answer muggle, or go made it !) -

11.- How many time do you spent on tumblr ?(daily)  

…I check it several times through the day but the time i spend on it varies? it depends on wether or not i’m trying to upload gifs or something or if my dash has new content or if i’m talking with someone and stuff like that haha i think i spend more time over at twitter 

12.- Your top 3 anime openings? 

Sora ga Aozora de Aru Tame ni by Glay 

Know know know by Does

Guren no yumiya by Linked Horizon

13.-  Quick! you have the power to bring one character back from the dead (with no secondary effects) who would it be? 

Carla Jaeger, jsagdhjasgdhjsa Eren has been missing his mom for years, i just- need okay

14.- If you could crossover 2 animes, which ones would they be?

omg gintama x shingeki haha that would be soooo funny to watch

15.- Choose 3 hair colors.Ok. Ready? Now tell me your fav character with that hair color.

pink hair - kominato haruichi

white hair - gintoki

black hair - hijikata

16. Guilty pleasure?? (food, music, movies, etc)

food: like anything sweet, i love sweets... cakes, ice cream, cookies, etc lol

music: maybe those songs that are famous and that you don’t want to openly like but you end up liking them anyway?? haha

17.- Pick two characters to protect you and the rest will kill you [choose from here x]

yo eren and luffy for the first part and then the rest could kill me 

18.- In which anime do you think you would fit the best if you were to live in their world?

relife... i have no idea if you have watched it but i am one of those adults (ugh yeah i’m an adult lol) who feels like their life isn’t going in the direction they want it to go and i really love the idea that the author of this manga (which was adapted into the anime last year) offers, it deals with important topics such as: depression, suicide, being unemployed/not being successful at the expected age by society... the consequences it has in your life and stuff like that? i just think i would like to live inside that universe because the characters are really really kind towards each other and they help each other out and there’s the particular relationship between the protagonist named Arata and Yoake which is the person who helps Arata to ‘relife’ his life haha (spoilers maybe if you end up deciding to look this one up) anyway this relationship esp is my favorite, i just LOVE how they support each other

19.- A night out! ..pick 3 characters and tell me: who is buying the drinks, who is the designated driver and who is the one dancing while singing barbie by aqua

hanji is buying the drinks, annie is the designated driver and the one dancing while singing barbie by aqua is definitely sasha 

20.- A movie that you can watch a million times and will never bore you? Why?

any animated movie! be it a disney movie, or one from studio ghibli,  i... really love animated movies 

21.- Do you have a favorite seiyuu(s) which one(s)? 

I’m not much of the kind of person who gets enthusiastic over voice actors or any other type of famous person in the industry tbh... not even the authors of the mangas itself because i don’t like getting invested into people but rather i fell in love w/ the characters they create more than anything else so i don’t really have a favorite seiyuu 

22.- How would you like Snk to end: everyone dies, a bitter sweet ending, a happy one or an open ending?  

Victoria you sure love making these kind of painful questions lol jk but i haven’t really thought about it, being realistic there’s no way there’s gonna be a happy ending at least not a “wholesome” one i think? I would really hate it if everyone died at the end though... at least one of these persons who sacrificed their lives has to live to see a new beginning, or new something start... i don’t care who although my bias would love for it to be eren and all the kids (and the vets) but just someone, you know? As for an open ending it depends... like what if it ends right before eren is about to die... or on some really ambiguous scene? tbh i would like to feel satisfied with the ending more than anything else be it a happy/sad or open one just something that ties everything up nicely... that’s my humble opinion 

my questions: ( i will just write 4 or 5 because this is long enough as it is and i’m not a really creative person lol )

- What’s one thing you really like about yourself? - What do you do to cheer yourself up when you are feeling down? - Do you play any instrument? - Are you a cat person or a dog person?

[astrroha]

About Me Tag Pt. 2

I was tagged by @jincrocsmeup​, If there is a third part my dude...

The Last…

1. Drink: waterrrrr

2. Phone Call: The last phone call I answered was the phone at work.

3. Text message: was to my boss about a applicant for our store

4. Song you listened too: Landing in London – 3 Doors Down aka a fuckin jam

5. Time you cried: I cried last night because I was sad. I cry a lot though.

6. Dated someone twice: Pfff, absolutely not thank you very much.

7. Been cheated on: Uh, my last ex was in love with some other girl when I broke up with him. He probably would have cheated if I had stayed with him tbh.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Literally every person I have ever kissed???

9. Lost someone special: Like it sounds pretentious, but Chester Bennington was like one of my childhood heros and I still cry when I think about him.

10. Been depressed: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I want to fucking die.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: The worst alchohol poisoning I ever got resulted in me throwing up for thirteen straight hours, like I actually couldn’t even keep water in my stomache and I thought I was actually going to die. It was horrific honestly, but like I still drink soooooooooooooo

List 3 Favorite colors: Like pastel pink and mint green are so pretty, but also I love black.

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: In the last year? Like not really, I mean there are new coworkers that are cool but I don’t hang out with them outside of work…

16. Fallen out of love: I honestly don’t think I’m fully capable of love like not even in a depressing woe is me kind of way, but a for real I don’t really feel very deeply about anything because of being majorly depressed for literally my whole life and growing up in a very isolated environment where I wasn’t really shown affection until later in life??

17. Laughed until you cried: Last time I laughed that hard was new year’s so I don’t know if that counts tbh.

18: Found out someone was talking about you: not really

19. Met someone who changed you: nope

20. Found out who your true friends are: Already knew who they were.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: They aren’t on my list anymore so, no.

General:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Every single one of them.

23. Do you have any pets: My sister who I live with has a cat, does that count?

24. Do you want to change your name: Yes, but I haven’t come out to everybody so only like two people know.

25: What did you do for your last birthday: I can’t remember even though it was only a few months ago tbh.

26: What time did you wake up: I’m off today so I woke up at like 9am.

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Passed tf out.

28: Name something you cannot wait for: Atomic Blonde HOLY HELL I WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE

29: When was the last time you saw your mother: June for her house warming party.

30: What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to live with Dylyn. L

31. What are you listening to right now: Hanging by a Moment – Lifehouse I’ve been on an early 2000’s alt rock kick recently.

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don’t know the names of all the customers I talk to on a daily bases so who tf knows dude.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Nothing at the moment.

34: Most visited website: Tumblr or youtube

35: Elementary: wtf that was sooooooooooo long ago dude.

36: Highschool: Also more years ago then I usually remember it as…

37: College/University: Honestly biggest mistake of my life, thank God I graduated.

38: Hair color: Naturally I’m a red head but right now I’m growing out the gold blonde I bleached it and I want to dye it black.

39: Long or short hair: My hair is way too thick and curly to grow out long, like It’s so heavy and hot, fuck that noise.

40: Do you have a crush on someone: nope, unless you want to count celebrity crushes, because then I love Kim Seokjin and fucking Keanu Reeves man.

41: What do you like about yourself: I got some nice hips, and I’m super low maintenance.

42: Piercings: My ears are closed up, but I’m going to get them re pierced soon.

43: Blood type: I have no idea and no plans to ever find out, keep your needles away from me thank you very much.

44. Nickname: No one has done the honor of denoting me an actual nick name. C’mon guys get it together!

45. Relationship status: Single for life thank you very much.

46: Zodiac sign: Cancer

47: Pronouns: Pretty much anything I really don’t have a concept of personal gender so I don’t give a fuck dude.

48: Favorite TV show: Bob’s Burgers or Steven Universe

49: Tattoos: None yet, but I want some.

50. Right or Left: For what??

First…

51: Surgery: Does getting my wisdom teeth removed count?

52: Piercing: I got my ears pierced when I was like … 7?

53: Sport: Like does learning about a sport in gym class count, because I have never done a sport in my free time.

54: Vacation: My grandma took me and my sisters to Disney land when I was like… 5?

55. Eating: Nothing atm.

56: Drink: I left my glass of water in my bedroom and don’t feel like getting up to get it.

57: I’m about to: Write some???

58: Listening to: Wherever You Will Go – The Calling

59: Waiting for: My hair to dry??

60: Want: A hamburger.

61: Career: I don’t really care as long as it isn’t at a call center again.

Which is better…

62: Hugs or kisses: Hugs

63: Lips or eyes: Eyes

64: Shorter or Taller: Their both fucking great tbh.

65: Older or Younger: same age or a little older like 3 or 4 years max.

66: Nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t really care, but if they can carry me I will swoon.

67: Sensitive or loud: sensitive, I get overwhelmed if there is no break from loudness.

68: Hook up or relationship: Neither tbh.

69: Troublemaker or Hesitant: I’m hesitant around trouble makers, but them being hesitant makes me want to be a trouble maker.

Have you ever…

70: Kissed a stranger? Nope

71: Drank hard liquor? LOL Whiskey is my favvvvvvvvv

72: Lost glasses contact/lenses? Never had either

73: Turned someone down? Guys hit n me every day at work and it’s so annoying tbh.

74. Sex on first date? Brah, I’m asexual so no fucking way.

75: Broken someone’s heart? Yup

76: Had your heart broken? Unfortunately more than once

77: Been arrested?  Not yet tbh

78: Cried when someone died? I am still crying over Chester Bennington.

79: Fallen for a friend? Nope?? Not yet??

Do you believe in…

80: Yourself? Like how????

81: Miracles? No

82: Love at first sight? I believe in a spark at first sight, but love takes work.

83: Santa Claus? Pfffffffff, for real?

84: Kiss on the first date? Maybe, depends on how it goes.

85: Angels? Nope

Other…

86: Current best friends name: DYLYN!!

87: Eye color: Green

88: Favorite movie: August Rush is fucking amazing and I also love Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close and Whale Rider and the entire Lord of the Rings/Hobbit series. I watch a lot of movies dude.

Can I get uhhhhhhhhhhh @jin-kook @aestaetically @prongsjames @t-adash-iand @littlexpunk

[catsrtheboss-blog]

92 answers.... That’s long...

This took me a while to do. Thank you @xo-endlessmayhem-xo and @valiantlystrangecomputeruniverse for tagging me! 😊

The Last

1. Drink: Apple juice 🍎 2. Phone call: My dad 3. Text message: To a friend. 4. Song you listened to: “No Me Doy Por Vencido” by Luis Fonzi  5. Time you cried: A couple a days ago. 

Have You

6. Dated someone twice: I haven’t even kissed anyone. 😆 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Look at number 6.  8. Been cheated on: Have you read the last two answers?  9. Lost someone special: Unfortunately, yes. 10. Been depressed: I’ve had my moments of sadness.  11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’m a responsible person! One drink only! 🍹

List 3 Favorite Colors

12. Purple 💜 13. Yellow 💛 14. I actually don't know... ❓

In The Last Year Have You

15. Made new friends: Yes! Both in real life and online! Everyone here is so nice! Love you all! ❤️ 16. Fallen out of love: Nope. 17. Laughed until you cried: Hundreds of times. 😂 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope. 19. Met someone who changed you: Yes, I have. An amazing person she is.  20. Found out who your friends are: I’ve always knew? I don't know? I’m kinda careful in my relationships.  21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Seriously, what's with these kissing and dating questions? 😆 Besides, I don't have a Facebook! 😝

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’m not going to explain this again. 😆 23. Do you have any pets: My kitty, Munchie! 😺 I also had fish in the past but unfortunately they’re dead. (No, Munchie didn't killed them.)   24. Do you want to change your name: No. I like my name. Besides, I don't know what to change it to!  25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Um... I don't remember.  26. What time did you wake up: Around 7 in the morning. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping. 😴 I need my sleep.  28. Name something you can’t wait for: Winter! ☃ I can't stand the heat. I'm ready to bundled up and hide in the snow!  29. When was the last time you saw your mom: I'm looking at her right now.  30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I can open up more often. I tend to be very reserved with my feelings, so they often bottle up and explode at unfortunate times. But I'm trying to get better. 😊 That's what really counts.  31. What are you listening right now: Some kids outside playing. They’re a bit loud. 😆 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Not that I remember.  33. Something that is getting on your nerves:  The kids outside are probably making a mess and not gonna clean up. Again. 😞 The struggles of being around kids. But isn't that a it hypocritical, since I was a kid once? 🤔 It's not that I don't like kids, but they can be trouble. (Just ask my parents, they know!)  34. Most visited Website: Tumblr 35. Mole/s: Um.. I don't know. 36. Mark/s: A birthmark on my leg, one at my neck, and a scar on my chin.  37. Childhood dream: I always wanted to run my own business. I think I wanted to do a bakery. 🍰🎂🍮 I love food.  38. Hair color: Brown forever. Never changed it. 39. Long or short hair: Long hair. But I'm planning on getting a haircut soon.   40. Do you have a crush on someone: In real life? No. Fictional characters? *Sees certain Choices characters* Nope... Nobody at all...  41. What do you like about yourself: I like that I am creative and a natural-born leader. 42. Piercings: I had each one in my ear since I was a baby, but they closed after I got an infection on both of them and was too scare to put on new earrings. 43. Blood type: I don't know, actually. Mostly because I like to stay away from needles. 💉 44. Nickname: In real life, it's been just shorten versions of my name. (Which I'm not telling!) Over here, I've been called kitty, kitty cat, Kat, and Cameow.  45. Relationship status: Single!  46. Zodiac: Gemini.  47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show/s: There’s too many.  49. Tattoos: No! I don't like the idea of something permanent on my skin.  50. Right or left hand: To the left!  51. Surgery: No. 52. Hair dyed in different color: No, I like my hair the way it is. 53. Sport: I never been in any teams during school, mostly because I had other priorities, But I like to do a bit of everything. I’m currently interested in swimming. 🏊 55. Vacation: I would like to go to Asia, mainly to try some food. (I'm serious, I LOVE food.) I would also like to go back to some Caribbean islands. The beaches are beautiful and the food is amazing. Now I want a piragua.  56. Pair of trainers: I have to get a new one soon. The one I have now is ready to fall apart. 😆

More General

57. Eating: A yummy burrito! 🌯 58. Drinking: Nothing, but I would like a milkshake right now. 59. I’m about to: Write some more fanfics, poems, and draw a bit. 61. Waiting for: Um... I don't know...  62. Want: To learn programming. I often look at how awesome video games operate and endless the possbilites are, and I want to learn how to make my own video game.  63. Get married: I would like to.  64. Career: I want to be many things. A teacher, a writer, a programmer. These are only ideas, but I don’t know what I can do as my job. Still thinking. 🤔 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs! Hugs! Hugs for everyone!  66. Lips or eyes: Eyes! I see them a something magical, something beautiful. I also like drawing them. (Which is kinda creepy, now that I have a whole page of eyes staring at me.)  67. Shorter or taller: I don't really care about height, but I’ll admit I want to be taller.  68. Older or younger: Age means nothing to me.  70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Um... I don't know nor care?  71. Sensitive or loud: I don't know what this means. 😆 72. Hook up or relationship: A relationship.  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I'm a troublemaker to those who know me best. 

Have You Ever

74. Kissed a stranger: No! 75. Drank hard liquor: Yes. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No, I'm very organized! 😊 77. Turned someone down: Once. Let's just say it was one awkward Valentine’s Day. 78. Sex in the first date: No no no no no no.  79. Broken someone’s heart: Hopefully not.  80. Had your heart broken: When my favorite characters died (looking at you Endless Summer) or my OTP had problems. 💔 81. Been arrested: Nope! I'm a goody two shoes!  😇 82. Cried when someone died: Yes. 83. Fallen for a friend: I had crushes before. But nothing too big.

Do You Believe In

84. Yourself: Sometimes.  85. Miracles: Yes.  86. Love at first sight: Attraction? Sure. Love? Nope.  87. Santa Claus: My parents told me the truth right away. Guess who spoiled the fun and ruined all hopes and dreams for all my classmates? This girl!  88. Kiss on the first date: On the lips? No thanks. On the cheek? Maybe.  89. Angels: Yes.

Other

90. Current best friend’s name: Why do you want to know? 91. Eyecolor: Blue! 💙 92. Favorite movie: I don't really have a favorite. 😆

Well that's everything! I hope you enjoyed the list! I'm not tagging anyone because I'm so late to the party that everyone's gone. 😆 Well, let's hope for next time.

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92 questions tag

@sevencts @pabospoiler @spasticstars thank you for tagging me!! lol it took me three tags to finally post it...

tagging @seokpio @scoup-d-etat @softlysweetlystan @rockmymansae @veryotl @angelyoons feel free to not do it and all that jazz, this tag has been going around a lot lately and idk whose done it or not...

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: my mom 3. Text message: my brother 4. Song you listened to: Mojito by Red Velvet 5. Time you cried: last week at dance 

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: ....don’t think so 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: thankfully no 9. Lost someone special: grandparents 10. Been depressed: idk 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: purple, pink, turquoise

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: between starting college and getting to know people on here, yes 16. Fallen out of love: i’ve dated but i don’t think i’ve ever been in love tbh 17. Laughed until you cried: like every day?? 18. Found out someone was talking about you: nope but i constantly fear it 19. Met someone who changed you: yes? i don’t change easily but its been a year of a lot of big changes in my life i guess 20. Found out who your friends are: not really 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes? person i was dating in high school

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most if not all... 23. Do you have any pets: nooooooo i am cursed to be allergic to a lot of furry creatures and its so sad cause i love puppies cats and bunnies with all my heart... 24. Do you want to change your name: nah i quite like it 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i was turning 19 (a pretty boring age tbh) and i’m lucky enough to always be home for my birthday since its around christmas, so my family and i went to the museum of modern art, it was really fun! 26. What time did you wake up: *ominous music* 6 AM my dance day starts at 9 and i have to commute into the city... 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: not sleeping like i should’ve been :D probably on this hell site 28. Name something you can’t wait for: DIAMOND EDGE NEW YORK

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i was more confident in myself

31. What are you listening right now: the sound of my fan... 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep a dude in high school 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: myself tbh 34. Most visited Website: good ol’ tumblr also youtube and ao3

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: quite a few 36. Mark/s: like scars? not many but one from last year where my friend’s teeth collided with my forehead lol…dancer problems 37. Childhood dream: to be a dancer, and i’m lucky enough to still be following that dream 38. Haircolor: ok i think of myself as blond but at this point its mostly brown 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: no….not very into relationships right now

41. What do you like about yourself: compassion and nerdiness

42. Piercings: just single ears right now but i want a cartilage i think 43. Bloodtype: don’t know 44. Nickname: Clara is kinda hard to make nicknames out of, you’re welcome to try i’ve always wanted one 45. Relationship status: single as a pringle 46. Zodiac: capricorn 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: i’ve been watching a lot of parks and rec with my dad recently and god do i love that show with my entire heart, also doctor who and the get down 49. Tattoos: not right now but i’m open to the idea!! if there’s something really meaningful that i want 50. Right or left hand: proud leftie 51. Surgery: does wisdom teeth count? 52. Hair dyed in different color: nope but I want too 53. Sport: the only one i follow is baseball and that’s just for my local team that i enjoy stanning 55. Vacation: ugh all the places, Paris, Italy, New Zealand, Singapore…I want to travel 56. Pair of trainers: ?? not sure what this is asking but i wear them every day

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: can’t pick a favorite 58. Drinking: lemonade 59. I’m about to: go to sleep? 61. Waiting for: myself to stop procrastinating 62. Want: a cookie 63. Get married: eh right now the idea doesn’t sound too appealing but we’ll see 64. Career: professional dancer/starving artist

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: both 68. Older or younger: …older i guess? 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: don’t have a preference 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive                                                                    

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker, i’m plenty hesitant enough for the both of us

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t need them *dabs* 77. Turned someone down: yeah in the last year actually…we’re super close friends now he’s a good guy 78. Sex on the first date: never had the sex at all actually 79. Broken someone’s heart: kind of 80. Had your heart broken: nope 81. Been arrested: never been caught 😈 nah just kidding i’m a goody two shoes

82. Cried when someone died: yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: maybe, its funny i’m not even friends with the person anymore and i still can’t figure out if i fell in love with them or not..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: yes! 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: no but it doesn’t mean i’ll ever stop treasuring the memory of hearing sleigh bells outside my window the year i spent christmas at my cousins’ in Chicago 88. Kiss in the first date: sure go for it 89. Angels: ???? idk does joshua hong count

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Sarah/Natalie/Charlie/Paul 91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: fuck i can’t possibly pick a favorite movie so i’ll tell you my favorite song instead: Here comes the sun by the Beatles

[lillysleepilystudying]

92 Questions Tag

tagged by: @court-ships (now @bujo-ie )

LAST: 1. drink: probs water (tbh i dont like water much but you gotta sTaY hyDrATed) 2. phone call: i ran out of credit ages ago and haven’t bothered to recharge it so i haven’t called anybody recently, but mum has called me, so i guess that counts. (actually thinking about it i can’t remember the last time i called someone) 3. text message: to my best bud (cause i was wallowing in the depths of despair for like 3 weeks cause i felt like she was ignoring me so i finally got the courage to text her about it last night :) i think we’re going to be good) 4. song you listened to: K I’M LISTENING TO TEAM BY LORDE RIGHT NOW AND I LOVE IT FOREVER AND ALWAYS  5. time you cried: tbh like last weekend (see point number 3)

HAVE YOU: 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anybod 8. been cheated on: nup, thankfully 9. lost someone special: i have lost relatives but i never really knew them? i have lost quite a few pets tho :/ 10. been depressed: not ‘officialy’ but past couple weeks have been bad (once again, see point 3) 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk, only ever had small sips of alcohol (i’m way to young)

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: ohh so hard i don’t really have a fav, but i guess all blues (with and emphasis on teal) and like nearly all pastel colours.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yeah, but not like super close 16. fallen out of love: nah 17. laughed until you cried: maybe, but not very much 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t know? like this one isn’t very clear 19. met someone who changed you: sort of, i became closer to best bud, who i guess has changed me a bit 20. found out who your friends are: yes, but like also no? one of my few good friends left (for england of all places, but she is coming back), another’s moving schools, and once again see point 3 for other friend 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lol i don’t even have facebook

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: see point 21 23. do you have any pets: YESS SO MANY a dog, two cats, like 8 horses (only one’s mine tho), 3 ducks (one i’ve had since i was like 4), around ten chickens... yeah i kind of live on a farm without all the big herds (also a lot lot smaller than a farm lol). fun fact: we used to have like 7 peacocks, they’re actually the coolest birds to have around. 24. do you want to change your name: no way, i actually quite like mine :) 25. what did you do for your last birthday: pool partay! tbh i went way overboard with the decorations, i spent hours making little paper flowers for everyone (they looked pretty cool, actually) 26. what time did you wake up: probs like 6;30, but stayed half asleep until 8:20 (shhh it’s a sunday i can do what ever i want 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleepinggg (sadly without my radio on bc mum wanted me to ‘try sleeping without music’ mum how i can i i need it ON 28. name something you can’t wait for: DOCTOR WHO CHRISTMAS SPECIAL #BILLISBACK GET PUMPED!! also PINOF 9 and halloween baking videos from dan and phil, also, any album coming out from any of my favourite artists for the next like 104585 years. ALSO I’M GOING TO MONGOLIA IN LIKE 2 WEEKS HOW DID I FORGET THAT 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like half an hour ago we were running about in the rain putting the horses back in their yards 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: world peace, there are too many people (and animals) that are a victim of unhappiness they will never deserve

31. what are you listening to right now: A WORLD ALONE AKA THAT LORDE SONG THAT I RELATE TO ON AN OTHERWORLDLY LEVEL 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah, there’s one in my grade and he speaks fluent french (at least he did last time i checked which was like 2 years ago) 33. something that is getting on your nerves: tbh like all homework ever, plus this giant self-directed project we’re doing this year, it’s the most stressful thing ever. also, once again see point 3 34. most visited websites: umm i guess youtube, school’s home page, tumblr (although i’m mainly on mobile for that and that’s an app) reddit and ao3 (one my phone)

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. mole/s: nah not really 36. mark/s: nah, but i got beeg stretch marks on the sides of my hips bc i am gROWING FAST 37. childhood dream: i think a vet or zookepper. also i really wanted to publish a book that said ‘new york times bestseller’ on the front bc that’s what all my favs said on them (tbh i still dream of this) 38. hair color: blonde ayyy (but it’s getting darker underneath) 39. long or short hair: i guess medium - long (little below my shoulder blades) 40. do you have a crush on someone: not really i haven’t had one in literal years unless you count that time i sorta thought i had one one on my best friend even though im 98% sure i’m straight 41. what do you like about yourself: my creativity, like i’ve learnt not to say ‘oh i’m horrible at art/writing’ when i’m actually not that bad. also, i’m a total weirdo 42. piercings: confession: i don’t even have my ears pierced yet?? like, i do want them pierced, but i literally can’t be bothered atm lol 43. blood type: idk, although i did get a blood test like last monday, so i should know soon 44. nickname: i don’t really have any (there’s not much you can do with ‘lilly’) although i have one friend who calls me lilpil. 45. relationship status: single and probably staying that way for a while :) 46. zodiac: capricorn (but i don’t bother with zodiacs bc i am NOTHING like a capricorn) 47. pronouns: she/her

48. favorite TV Show: OMG I HAVE SO MANY BUT I’M A FRIGGIN HUGE DOCTOR WHO AND SHERLOCK FAN COME SCREAM ABOUT THEM TO ME also if you ship johnlock that’s even better!! 49. tattoos: none 50. right or left hand: right handed 51. surgery: nope 52. hair dyed in different color: never done, probably never going to (i change my mind ALOT) 53. sport: tbh i hate sport but i do horse riding and with school i do sailing and hockey (bc a summer and winter sport is compulsory)  55. vacation: OK LIKE I SAID I’M GOING TO MONGOLIA AND I CAN’T GIVE AWAY TOO MUCH BUT I DID HAVE TO APPLY TO GET IN AND I’M RAZZED 56. pair of trainers: i’m not to particular, i just have shoes for sport (alTHOUGH, i do have an awesome pair of white sneakers with a bit of gold round the back)

MORE GENERAL:

57. eating: it’s father’s day and we had a GIANT breakfast and lunch so i don’t know if i’m even having dinner 58. drinking: i could KILL for a milo right now (it’s like, my version of tea or coffee) but parents have stopped buying it because ‘there’s too much sugar’ TIM I DON’T CARE I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT IT 59. i’m about to: idk i need to practice guitar, work on my bujo (bc i’m super behind), keep writing my fic, and i guess other general stuff 61. waiting for: nothing really, it’s sunday night so i’m sad bc it’s monday tomorrow 62. want: lots of things (who don’t amirite) but one is getting my bedroom walls gyprocked and painted (they’re wood panelling and i hate it) 63. get married: tbh whenever i meet the right person :) 64. career: FILM DIRECTOR YO i know nothing about film but i still really want to do it.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: OMG HUGS HUG ME PLEASE 66. lips or eyes: eyes, literally everybody’s eyes are beautiful, it’s great 67. shorter or taller: taller 68. older or younger: older i guess 70. nice arms or nice stomach: nice personality ;) 71. sensitive or loud: sensitive, like me tbh i’m so sensitive raise your voice at me and i will burst into tears  72. hook up or relationship: relationship always 73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, also like me

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: definitely no 75. drank hard liquor: nopeity no 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t have ‘em 77. turned someone down: technically yes? there was this new kid at school and he was literally asking every girl out, i was a bit confused. 78. sex on the first date: definitely no  79. broken someone’s heart: sadly i think so (but we’re like best friends no so it’s all good) 80. had your heart broken: no 81. been arrested: no 82. cried when someone died: yes, aforementioned relative i barley knew (still sad tho)  83. fallen for a friend: sortofnotreally

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: yes, at least i try my very hardest 85. miracles: in a way, yes 

86. love at first sight: not really

87. santa claus: when i as like 3, yes 

88. kiss on the first date: maybe?

OTHER: 90. current best friend name: ezri, my smol bean (also person from infamous point 3) fun fact: we’re both pretty sure she’s named after her character from star trek, ezri dax (her parents are giant nerds just like ez and i) 91. eye color: blue/gey with a bit of green 92. favorite movie: ARGHHH I CAN’T PICK I HAVE SOOO MANY, LIKE EVERY ONE BASED OFF BOOKS I LIKE, i really can’t pick, but one that is quite special to me is ‘my house in umbria’, my grandma and i used to watch this together all the time

Ok whoa this took me LITERAL HOURS but now that i’m done i just want to tag anyone who wants to do it! :)

[hawkeyepancakes]

Tagged again! Blessings!

Get to know me tag game!

Tagged by @wenamedthedogkylo AKA my Tumblr crush (according to the statistics)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20* people.

LAST:

1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: At the office where I work, helping a plumber schedule their inspection. 3. Text message: A response to a cute cat photo 4. Song you listened to: The Parks & Rec theme song because my parents have decided to binge on it (as a government employee, I can’t watch that show without getting work flashbacks). 5. Time you cried: Seeing Wonder Woman

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: ...maybe. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah. 8. Been cheated on: Thankfully no *knocks on wood* 9. Lost someone special: Yeah, a couple of folks. 10. Been depressed: I’ve been diagnosed with depression since I was 14, whaddya think? 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never, I don’t drink for that reason.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Crimson, amethyst, gunmetal 

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yeah, I suppose I have. 16. Fallen out of love: Yup. Shame, they were good guys... 17. Laughed until you cried: Probably when we played Cards Against Humanity as a family 18. Found out someone was talking about you: At work. I’ve come to learn that the three people doing the talking will not hesitate to throw anybody under the bus, including each other; not even my boss is safe. 19. Met someone who changed you: Not really. 20. Found out who your friends are: See #18, I don’t associate with them outside of work anymore because they are a codependent drama trio. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: As in Friends? Yeah, and perhaps a bit more...

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them. Whether or not I’ve spoken to them since adding them is another thing entirely... 23. Do you have any pets: Three cats, one of whom will be going with me whenever I find myself a damn house. 24. Do you want to change your name: I like Joy just fine, thanks. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I got myself a pedicure after a solo vacation that went terribly wrong. 26. What time did you wake up: 7:20am, meaning I only had 20 minutes to get ready and another 20 to get to work. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Reading Napoleon/Illya fanfic (I recently got hooked on the MfU original TV series and they’re so cute together shut up) and making myself sad by reminiscing about a crush. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Next season of Peaky Blinders! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Just now. I still live with my folks. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had more time to relax and explore and do what I want without having to worry about work because goddamn it’s been tough lately. 31. What are you listening to right now: My parents watching whatever the hell they’re watching in the other room. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, at least one Tom a week comes to the permit office. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Feeling like I’m trapped at home. I want to be free from my parents! 34. Most visited website: Tumblr.

RANDOM INFO:

35. Mole/s: None really 36. Mark/s: Plenty of birthmarks, a scar on the top of my left foot and one on the inside of my left index finger. 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a Boy Scout and an actress 38. Hair color: Dark brown 39. Long or short hair: A bit past my shoulders, I should get it cut soon. 41. What do you like about yourself: My petiteness! 42. Piercings: My ears used to be pierced, but after an earring mishap at age 7 that took a little piece of my ear, I was like nah. 43. Blood type: O+ 44. Nickname: My name is too short for nicknames. 45. Relationship status: Single and crying on the inside about it. 46. Zodiac: Pisces 47. Pronouns: She/her, though they/them is fine too. 48. Favorite TV Show: Ever? It’s a tossup between Boardwalk Empire and Poirot. 49. Tattoos: None. 50. Right or left hand: Righty, though I’m pretty damn sure I was born left-handed. 51. Surgery: Only wisdom tooth extraction so far 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope, but I wouldn’t mind temporary dye in like a dark red or something. 53. Sport: I’m damn good at badminton (on the rare occasion that I get to play), and I enjoy watching basketball and baseball. 55. Vacation: I’d love to go back to Greece one day 56. Pair of trainers: As in tennis shoes or sneakers? Yeah, I’ve got a pair or two.

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Just had bean and egg tacos with bacon 58. Drinking: Water, water everywhere. 59. I’m about to: Resume my juggling act on OKCupid. God, I didn’t think I’d get so many messages! 61. Waiting for: Some time off from work. 62. Want: A place to call my own. 63. Get married: Not now. 64. Career: I work for a city government in building permits and inspections.

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: Why choose? Kissing while hugging! 66. Lips or eyes: The look of eyes, the feel of lips 67. Shorter or taller: I’m exactly 5 feet tall, I don’t think shorter is the best option here. 68. Older or younger: In terms of a potential lover? Older, but no more than ten years (unless it was a guaranteed one-night stand with a guy whom I’d never see again and he was gorgeous as fuck). 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I’m a sucker for toned arms, and abs are always a plus. 71. Sensitive or loud: I’m a sensitive person, so I prefer sensitive people. 72. Hook up or relationship: Preferably a relationship, but I’m not opposed to a hookup under the right circumstances. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: It’s not hesitation if they’re actually thinking something through.

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: No, thank god. 75. Drank hard liquor: Nope. That shit nasty. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t wear glasses (I did for a very brief time, and I might have lost them once). 77. Turned someone down: Hell yes, and most often they’re the same shitheaded guys I want to punch in the face. 78. Sex on the first date: Noooooooo, god no. 79. Broken someone’s heart: See #77, I have no fucking regrets. 80. Had your heart broken: Yeah. 81. Been arrested: No. 82. Cried when someone died: Of course. 83. Fallen for a friend: If I had a dollar for every time that happened...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: It’s hard to do, but I believe in doing my best. 85. Miracles: Not in terms of things happening out of the blue for no reason or any sort of religious shit, but I believe the universe works itself out. 86. Love at first sight: Don’t. Always take a second look. 87. Santa Claus: I’m Jewish, of course I don’t. 88. Kiss on the first date: Usually not.

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Martin 91. Eye color: Brown 92. Favorite movie: Lawrence of Arabia.

*Tagging less than 20 because I don’t think I have that many followers: @sebuttstien-assambard @sebcarring @fierywolf1981 @boina-the-snake

If you wanna do it, tagged or not, go ahead If not, you don’t have to.

[acidiccaffeine]

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people tagged by: @ohsquip
tagging: @petalgalaxie @snackcakewithshades (uhhhhh i dont know anyone else so i'm just gonna let whoever they want do it) 
the last 1. drink: raspberry pure leaf iced tea
2. phone call: my mom
3. text message: "Bro?"
4. song you listened to: "haunt me x3" by teen suicide
5. time you cried: yesterday, I think!!
6. dated someone twice: Nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it: nahh!!!
8. been cheated on: luckily not!!
9. lost someone special: february (it was my childhood dog)
10. been depressed: i do not have depression but if you mean "absence of feeling and very sad" depressed then yesterday 
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope dont do drugs kids unless you're of age and being safe
3 favorite colors 12. Lilac/Lavender
13. Pastelly yellows!!!
14. Dark blues (i think ohsquip described it as midnight blue so i'm gonna say that)
in the last year have you 15. made new friends: YES!!!! VERY GOOD ONES TOO
16. fallen out of love: yeah
17. laughed until you cried: I think so!!!
18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but I found it kinda funny it was for a really dumb reason
19. met someone who changed you: YES!!!
20. found out who your friends are: Yeah.
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: honey i dont have facebook
general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: what is a facebook
23. do you have any pets: I have four cats!!
24. do you want to change your name: nope!! It's pretty good
25. what did you do for your last birthday: I was at a theater rehearsal for the day and brought in Grease (the show we were doing) themed cupcakes and chocolate covered pretzels! Needless to say, I think they liked it!! It was a good day, I got a lot of hugs.
26. what time did you wake up: about 10 I think
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: either drawing or scrolling through instagram/tumblr
28. name something you can’t wait for: I'm excited for theater to start up again which sounds really theater-kid of me but ehh
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: she's with me right now!!!
31. what are you listening to right now: "haunt me x3" by teen suicide
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Two!! One's really rude to me and the other gave me a candy once which makes him good in my book
33. something that is getting on your nerves: I hate when "satisfying videos" show like... opposite colors mixed together (either paint or slime)! ESPECIALLY RED AND GREEN HAVE NONE OF YOU LEARNED COLOR THEORY
34. most visited website: tumblr and either google (for my dumb inquiries) or youtube
35. hair colour: Brown!!
36. long or short hair: short!!! 
37. do you have a crush on someone: I did for a while but it's gone!!
38. what do you like about yourself: I am very dedicated to trying my best to be nice, no matter what.
39. piercings: Only lobes!!
40. blood type: I WANT TO KNOW BUT I DONT 
41. nickname: i get called "Corn" a lot (please never call me corn
42. relationship status: single!!!
43. zodiac: Aries
44. pronouns: idk any tbh I never really cared about them
45. favourite tv show: MASTERCHEF AND CHOPPED 
46. tattoos: none!!
47. right or left handed: right!!
48. surgery: i think i split my head when i was one or two and had a lot of tooth rebuilding in the front but nothing serious
50. sport: i played lacrosse in eighth grade and that's it
51. vacation: i went to disney at five, NYC a few times, disney and seaworld at eight, and universal at 13 !!
52. pair of trainers: i have,,, nike??? Is that what the question is asking???
more general 53. eating: ice cream
54. drinking: pure leaf raspberry
55. I’m about to: go get mcdonalds
56. waiting for: my mom to let me go to mcdonalds
57. want: mcdonalds
58. get married: sure!
59. career: theater or something in psychology, maybe a therapist???
which is better 60. hugs or kisses: HUGS!!!
61. lips or eyes: EYES
62. shorter or taller: shorter so i can feel tall but it doesn't matter!!!
63. older or younger: older usually
64. nice arms or nice stomach: does't matter!!!
65. hook up or relationship: relationship
66. troublemaker or hesitant: HEASITANT AS H*CK
have you ever 67. kissed a stranger: no
68. drank hard liquor: no
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: oh golly SO MANY TIMES
70. turned someone down: Once but i think it's subtly
71. sex on the first date: no
72. broken someone’s heart: well i hope not!!!
73. had your heart broken: in a way, not romantically but yes
74. been arrested: no
75. cried when someone died: yeah
76. fallen for a friend: yeah
do believe in 77. yourself: uhhhhhhh
78. miracles: sometimes
79. love at first sight: not really that's more "i like your physical body" and not true love
80. santa claus: Are there kids following me bc if so YES I ENTIRELY DO
81. kiss on the first date: if you want!!!
82. angels: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
other 84. eye colour: blue!!!
85. favourite movie: oh gosh i don't really have one i like guardians of the galaxy two a lot though,,,,,,, Sorry if I missed any!!!