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thinkershipman · 1 year
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yellowjackets 2x03 textposts: milf edition
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katabay · 10 months
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PERCEVAL THE UNHAPPY, THE MISERABLE, THE UNFORTUNATE, THE FISHER KING!
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Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
ALRIGHT alright. so previously I did an illustration that explained the premise of all this, that it's inspired by the narrative choices that Bresson made in his film Lancelot du Lac etc
to dive in more into it (because this is something like derivative fiction. I'm putting concepts into a blender and seeing what comes out of it): the setting is haunted by the previously existing narratives that started cannibalizing each other until it regurgitates itself into the more well known narrative beats, and something else about the invasive rot of christianity and empire mythmaking into settings. it's an intertextual haunting, if you will! and this scene takes place during the grail quest narrative, but the temptation of Perceval plays out differently.
in both Chretien (and Wolfram's) Perceval narratives, what 'wakes' Perceval up (in more ways than one. desire and self actualization in one go!) is seeing knights, something his mother tried hard to keep him from. so instead of the temptation of lust & etc in the Morte narrative taking the form of a lady, it takes the form of a knight. the temptation to renounce one's faith to serve something else remains.
so Perceval still stabs himself, but instead of continuing on the grail quest in the shadow of Galahad, he becomes the narrative's Fisher King because his earlier state of being as a the grail quest hero is creeping back into his marrow. it was waiting for an opening, and stabbing yourself in the thigh is one hell of a parallel!!!
that wound isn't going to heal buddy, and the state of the setting will now be reflected on your body. sure hope that Arthur hasn't like. corrupted the justice of the land or anything. that sure would suck for your overall health.
all the red in this sequence is because in de Troyes' Perceval, Perceval takes the armor of the Red Knight and becomes known as the Knight in Red.
and now for the citations, which I will try to order in a way that makes sense!
Seeing Knights For The First Time
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Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
The Temptation of Perceval
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Le Morte Darthur, Mallory (modernized by Baines)
The Fisher King, and Perceval The Unfortunate
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Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
On Perceval and Gender, etc.
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Clothes Make The Man: Parzival Dressed and Undressed, Michael D. Amey
On Wounds
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Wounded Masculinity: Injury and Gender in Sir Thomas Malory's Le Morte Darthur, Kenneth Hodges
The Red Knight
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Perceval, de Troyes (trans. Burton Raffel)
On Arthur and the Corruption of Justice
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The Failure of Justice, the Failure of Arthur, L.K. Bedwell
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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months
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aurghhh ok still rewatching '97 and the way guts and casca only have the room to breathe and really come to understand and care for each other in griffith's absence because he has such a strong hold over them both.... and the way their mutual dedication to him is what causes them to bicker for years (casca thinks he's not serving him well enough, guts thinks she doesn't get that he cares/how much he cares, casca's jealousy over griffith's feelings for guts, how he won his heart without even trying or being aware of it or doing anything with it) and is also a big part of what brings them together (earlier when guts deviates from the plan to save griffith and she commends him, in the cave casca opening up about griffith and her's past, showing that vulnerability, while it's mostly confrontational, leads to guts kinda getting her better, and his efforts to save and protect her (falling off the cliff with her, taking on the 100 men so she can escape, encouraging her to return to griffith so she can help him because it's what she feels she's meant to do (her dream, the direction in life guts shares and yet is questioning because of griffith's speech at the fountain, whether or not it's enough to serve him if it means he'll never be a true friend in griffith's eyes because he's not an equal), supporting the idea of her being with griffith/being his most important person like he won't because he doesn't view it as a competition like she has been since day one) leading to her realizing that he's kind of not that bad a guy and they have a lot more in common that she thought. and how the bonfire of dreams conversation is guts opening up to her in kind, the answer to her talking about how griffith saved her, how she feels. how neither of them ever call it love but it's something they know they both have for griffith. how it's something they're beginning to have for each other, different in ways they couldn't put a word to. because they're equals this time. the way griffith kind of becomes less and less important as they find other reasons to live and fight, as they become less singularly obsessed with him. how griffith is unable to stand it, guts' personhood, that agency and peer-to-peer equality he claimed to want (and perhaps truly did) that disappeared guts from his life, his plans, his side. how it barely even matters to griffith how casca changes because he never wanted her like she wanted him. god i can't fucking stand their shakespearean nonsense drama (<- hopelessly in love with their interpersonal dynamics)
#god they're the only healthy part of this unholy mind-palace love triangle/throuple aren't they#they could have been the worst qpr/throuple in your social circle. like just insufferable when they're not getting along#if griffith hadn't [oh god oh fuck oh jesus christ] all over everything even remotely good in his life anyway#poor casca's in love with a gay man and then falls for his not-quite-boyfriend and when not-quite-boyfriend reciprocates said gay man fucki#g. Does The Eclipse Stuff. at least partially to get back at you two. oh my godd#i'm sorry i'm so not normal about them. it's starting to leak out into the blog bc i'm finally having a Berserk Moment since starting tumbl#but whewwwww. gotta get this outta my system#hope this wall of text makes sense oops <3#berserk#berserk 1997#how do i even tag their thang. their disastrous just horrible agonizing 3 guy dynamic. hm.#gutsca#griffguts#don't even know if anyone tags for griffith and casca. fair because 1) he raped her. yikes 2) he just straight up isn't into her#and i don't know if there's a tag for the three of them but trial and error led to nothing#but i wanna talk about their dynamic. their. (gestures wildly) whatever. it's not about thinking griffith should kiss anyone it's about lik#the agony. the pining and the torment and whatever miura so beautifully crafted for me specifically. sheesh#hope it's clear that i Don't Want Them To Be An Uwu Little Polycule Bc Casca Should Not Be In A Cutesy Throuple With Her Rapist#it's more that i think they kind of are or almost are part of this (gestures wildly again). Thing. with each other and i wanna talk about i#same with griffguts like oh man they should NOT be in a relationship. but i have this deep intense Need to study them and frankly they're#kind of crazy about each other for a while. like they care about each other so so much it's crucial to all three of their characters.#so it's kind of unavoidable. and i wanna talk about it. and have this read by people who also want to talk about it. yeah? yeah.#(and yeah i think griffith raping casca was about her and guts. like 'fuck you for making him okay with leaving me' type of vibe. even#though it wasn't her fault he's just. god. but it sure as hell isn't Mostly about casca because griffith's making eye contact like the Whol#time with guts. he makes him watch. it's just. shooooooooooo aughhhhghhghh fucking. jesus christ. that or it's the fear that his two most#important pawns are going to leave him Together and he just. can't deal with that. especially after the torture internment thing.#he's so weak and he was so close to his dream and now it's falling apart and they're leaving him and he can't even move. it's about making#damn sure they can't escape him or forget him ever again.#or maybe it's even a 'you can't have her she's mine' to guts but it's still largely like. spiteful/about possessing her as a soldier/human#because i don't think you could convince me it's about having her as a lover or about controlling/hurting/possessing her body.)
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2eds · 2 years
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little doodle for madnesses birthday
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spookysspoons · 5 months
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AHHH GOD IS SO GOOD. He is literally so faithful and patient with me when I constantly fail to be the same with Him. The Lord is so good. I love Him so much.
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agayconcept · 28 days
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#oh for fucks sake#if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g#she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up#which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares)#so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc#and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.'#she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things'#bitch WHAT THINGS ?????#exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ????#do u Hear urself ??#now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up)#and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour#'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!'#ma'am...#a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest#b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt#c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit.#whaT ?????#god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit#not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her)#jesus fUcking chrisT#i gotta get out of here#this woman is so immensely hateful#ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times)#fuuuuuck me.#anyway.#negative#ableism#verbal abuse#ask to tag
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pastafossa · 1 year
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Hey pasta, I saw your updated post about the impasta and I was curious so I went back to your original post and clicked on the link to their blog.
The blog is still up and they are active right now. Like they just posted something 5 minutes ago. So maybe they just blocked you? Either way I wanted to make sure you were aware of that
This wasn't what I thought it was referring to, so I figure I can respond. Yeah it looks like they blocked me and not deleted. They're still active and posting stuff, although I can't see it, so thank you for the heads-up (the other people who'd checked from me were also blocked so it appeared deleted across multiple people)!
Honestly at this point, all I want is two things - that people not steal my shit, and that the impasta leaves me alone. This time they denied being the impasta, and you know what? I don't care one way or the other. They still stole from my fic, stole work that wasn't theirs because, in their words, 'I just thought it was a good line and didn't think there would be a problem'.
I'm so tired of people stealing from my work when I invest this much effort into it. This is, roughly, the 5th time I've had to deal with this, since even before the Impasta saga I've had people try to plagiarize TRT. It's tiring.
If they want to keep that blog up now that everyone's aware they're a plagiarist, that's their choice. Not what I'd do but then again I wouldn't have plagiarized in the first place. What I'm hoping now is that they'll leave me alone, and they'll stick to their original work. Literally all I want. (edit: as stated, what i want is for them to leave me alone and stick to their own work, now that their stolen works are down, you can stop messaging them.)
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karamazovanon · 7 months
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DUDE I still think about off an unreasonable amount for an obscure rpg that came out I think 15 years ago now?? like I forget it exists for a year or more and then I'm like damn. I should play it again. And then i do. I think I've played it maybe 4 times in English and once in the French before they patched it. Underrated cornerstone of modern existentialist/post-surrealist media if u ask me
THE OFF (GAME) TEENAGER TO CAMUS ENJOYER ADULT PIPELINE IS FUCKING REAL
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caxycreations · 5 months
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WHY DO PEOPLE PUT CW: BEFORE THE CW IN THE TAG
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JUST PUT THE TAG
PLEASE JUST PUT THE TAG
When that stupid Saw X crap was going around I blacklisted every possible configuration of "gore", "blood", "saw", and other similar or related words that I could think of, but not once did I think to put CW because...I mean???
ISN'T TAGGING IT AS THE THING THE CONTENT WARNING???
Why not put the content warning in TEXT at the TOP, and just put THE THING in tags?
Like so!
Title: CW: Gore, [post title] Subject Tags: #gore
Seriously, the image above that I cropped out so nobody else would have to see it is graphic as hell and is EXACTLY the kind of thing that sets off my fucking fight-or-flight in the worst possible way, and because of the stupid "cw:" before "gore" in the tags, Tumblr put it through because I don't have "cw: gore" specifically blacklisted. SO EVEN THOUGH I HAVE LIKE 90 DIFFERENT VARIATIONS OF "GORE" BLACKLISTED
The fact I don't have "cw: gore" blacklisted let it through.
Why did I not have "cw: gore" blacklisted you ask?
BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE WOULD FUCKING PUT "CW: GORE" IN THE TAGS INSTEAD OF JUST PUTTING FUCKING "GORE" IN THE TAGS.
Excuse me while I go blacklisted a million variations of "cw: gore" including EVERY POSSIBLE CAPITALIZATION COMBINATION AND MISSPELLING I CAN THINK OF just so some other motherfucker can put "cw - gore" or "content warning: gore" or "warning: gore" or SOME OTHER SHIT LIKE THAT instead of JUST putting "gore" like a sensible person.
Jesus, have to blacklist absolutely every single possible combination of words, acronyms, shortenings, misspellings, and alt-spellings just to be fucking safe on this hellsite.
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bronanlynch · 5 months
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obsessed w the choice to have reinhard & hilda hook up for the first time in the context of. reinhard is having a breakdown over his guilt at the death of his boy best friend like. very heterosexual of him, I'm sure
#also like. it is so funny to me that people ship this as like. them being In Love and fluffy etc etc like. the vibes are extremely Not That#they fuck bc he's having a breakdown. she leaves before he wakes up and looks terrified when he comes to see her#he gave her a military position and wanted to make her prime minister and every time she correctly disagrees with him he hates her for it#she's the closest thing he has to a friend but he can't forgive her for not being kircheis so he marries her instead#he brings flowers bc it's what mittermeyer did bc he's following a script bc he doesn't know how to do any of this#(this being. heterosexuality. having any kind of normal relationships with people. functioning in society)#she canonically doesn't feel like she understands how to be a woman#oh my god are they the 'he's gay she's a lesbian their marriage will change your perception of love' couple#wait no also. his reason for proposing. jesus christ his entire concept of gender & relationships is So shaped by what happened to annerose#he feels obligated to marry her now but also. as if marrying her isn't just another way of trapping her into that kind of role#like she's can't be ur official military advisor or ur prime minister. she has to be Your Wife. and i cannot see her being happy w that#like it would get her what she wants (advancement for her family) but oh my god at what cost#sorry these tags are just. my running commentary of the ep now anyway losing it at reinhard saying “can kircheis forgive me for marrying”#ok i was gonna make fun of him being like “he never got to marry before he died :/” like. i really don't think that was a priority for him#but i do also think given the opportunity he would've married annerose. mediated desire and all that#dreaming.txt#e watches logh
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mityenka · 1 year
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shit i just realized i might have a date for valentine's this year
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scranbatteries · 4 months
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best memory of 2023 was seeing bears in trees live (i talked to iain after) (by talked i mean more "WOW YOUR MUSIC IS SO COOL YOURE SO COOL KEEP DOING MUSIC PLEASE" sorry)
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videcoeur · 9 months
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ZORO IS SO PRETTY THERE I CAN'T
SCREAMING LOUDLY ABOUT HOW THEY CHOSE THE PERFECT CAST FOR EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER?? LUFFY??? ZORO ??? SANJI ?? NAMI ?? EVEN BUGGY AND ALVIDA?? I AM SO EXCITED and I hope it will be a success because it needs to at least get to Alabasta so I can know who they choose for Sir Crocodile BUT ANYWAY I COULD SCREAM FOR DAYS (I AM ) GOD IM SO EXCITED
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kleptoballs · 1 year
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this is too cringe for anywhere else but here’s some mentally ill art i did in 30mins instead of relapsing!! yippee for that!
i feel a bit better but still not great, just trying to find better ways to cope cuz im spiraling rn and dont feel in control of myself and its not fun :(
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landograndprix · 4 months
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╰┈➤ ❝ desire • l.n c.l ❞ v
part four - part six
➪ Charles hasn't paid much attention to you after your daughter was born but a certain Brit does.
➪ you're just as bad if not worse because maybe after all it was just in your head
➪ established relationship mom!reader x dad!Charles x lando
➪ 😈 - bob is lando ;) || google translate is my best friend
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Hannahh have a great off season you three!
charliecharlie finally some charlesy/n content, I was getting worried 😫
joris__throuche maman et papa pendant leurs grandes vacances ❤️ (mom and dad on their big holiday)
↳ charles_leclerc tu nous manques fils (we miss you son)
y/nusername nous reviendrons bientôt (we'll be back soon)
manon_roux couldn't have tucked me into your suitcase?
↳ y/nusername sorry 😔
hannahh squeezing those cute little baby cheeks 😍
charlessix10 mom and dad, dad and mom? 😭
noellepicard babies 🥰
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norry4 MOTHER YES
julieeeexo you're such a beauty 😍
leondewitt jesus christ how did that kid bag this woman?
charlos16 I wanna be like you when I grow up..😩
charles_leclerc mon dieu, j'ai vraiment tellement de chance 😍 (my god, I'm so lucky)
↳ carlandooo were back to publicly simping for each other, war is over..all is good 😭
matthiasn lucky bastard
norrizz lando get out of here, acting like we don't see you liking all y/n her stuff, boy you're not subtle with it 💀
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thurthur Charles and Arthur trying to cook? Interesting
norrizz not the zoë snow angel, stop my heart 😭
bott_ass take me with you guys next time pls I'm begging :(
joris__trouche combien de vestes différentes as-tu emballées, j'en ai compté au moins 4 différentes jusqu'à présent 🤪 (how many different jackets did you pack, I counted at least 4 different ones so far)
↳ y/nusername t'inquiète pour tes propres affaires, laisse-moi tranquille (worry about your own things, leave me alone)
charles_leclerc je dois acheter plus de valises 😂 (need to buy more suitcases)
manon_roux nous savons tous que Charles emballe le plus de vêtements ici. (we all know charles packs the most clothes here.)
charles_leclerc coupable 🤷‍♂️ (guilty)
charliecharlie dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad charles dad– 😭
charlesgirlies so much charlesy/n content lately 😭
↳ leclec16 we keep winning! 😍
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crunchycrystals · 1 year
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im gonna go out on a limb and say that right now i like would've could've should've more than all too well AND dear john. genuinely i think it's better
#the use of religious imagery???????? the entire concept????? the way it recontextualizes all of speak now??????#song was made for me#also 'god rest my soul i miss who i used to be the tomb won't close stained glass windows in my mind i regret you all the time' never fails#to make me physically let out a squeak whenever i hear it#side note while im here shout out to those who were fighting for their lives in the presale line#ANYWAYS#i also just think the idea behind it is a lot more interesting#all too well is classic heartbreak and its very well written#but i think like the feeling wcs evokes is a lot more powerful like#JESUS CHRIST yk and also jesus christ is very relevant to the song#ill get to him in a moment#ill get to Him lol#im writing a whole ass analysis in the tags im sorry#like wcs is a trauma dump about what its like to grow up too fast to lose your childhood because of some asshole#long lasting effects of trauma yk#anyways jesus.#religious experiences tie into the innocence and childhood#'you're a crisis of my faith' like innocence as a child and faith in god#im deep enough into the tags im p sure no one will see this (also wcs finished while i was writing that last one)#yeah ive been there before lol#like bad experience that made me lose whatever faith i had left in a god#maybe its also bc i relate to the song#like i have had to grow up WAY too quickly#not in the same way as the song but just generally some experiences thats just#i CANT let it go and i DO fight with people in my sleep and the wound will not stop opening and i do in fact regret it all the time#anyways thanks for listening to my analysis i genuinely love this song#plus the parallels to bigger than the whole sky like 'did some force take you because i didn't pray' i have had that exact thought before#like 'oh i should've prayed more then maybe this wouldn't have happened'#gonna quickly summarize my thoughts on this i dont wanna talk more#like wcs is if you/ i DIDNT
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