#my head ACHES

[ellewod]

people making fun of aegon’s lack of experience and skill and knowledge and patience need to remember that nobody really prepared him for his role as king, he’s still quite young, feels a deep desire to be liked and respected, desperately wants to prove himself worthy, and everybody keeps deciding over his head which makes him frustrated and angry and drives him to make rash decisions

[crumbztoast]

mmm

[fareehaandspaniards]

Hi Fareeha! I was wondering, about your bloodborne ships what was your first impressions of them?

What intrigued you and what happen that made you like them that much now? Or did it just came naturally? ;)

I am sorry it took so long! It's 1 PM right now, I managed to GOT up somehow lol... Don't even remember how fell asleep yesterday. Also was occupied with fanfic, trying my best, etc... But to the topic:

Since my first ship was gehrmaria, I’ll start with it.

Romance, sadness, age difference... An old hunter grieving for his beloved who has passed away. All this reminded me of old european ballads that I was reading in my 16... A very beautiful story, unexpectedly romantic for Bloodborne (although it can be interpreted in different ways, not only romantically, but still it is fascinating). Let me add that they both look aesthetically stunning! They are classical, they are tragical, they are... perfection.

First impression for all other ships was: "How do you guys know anything about them?? There is nothing in game about them!!! How can you ship Caryll, mf is not even NPC?? Where do you get an information?? Who tf is Edgar? Oh, I killed him?..."

I swear I was shocked, when learned that fandom has CRAZY amount of ships. First Playtrough I barely got who is Laurence lmao, what IS Healing Church and so on... I can say sincerely - I started to Really understand, why is Valtr insane, why Laurence is VICAR, not bishop, why Annalise's hair are white and not brown, who tf can be siblings in a damned Research Hall and etc ONLY because of @katyahina timeline. My brain can't contain SO MANY info I swear, but I am trying, getting Insight every time I read this (in a good way ofc, I want to see Amygdalas in my sweet Yharnam-like city!)

So. Ships with Micolash. At first I brought him together with my hunter, Guillermo, and was pleased with myself - my story for them sounded convincing, thoughtful and hot xdd Guillermo - a madly in love hunter who, for seeing a drop of light in Micolash (in his past) and hearing Kos's whispers, is ready to die a hundred times, endure literally everything... Poor man! xD And Micolash who is insane enough to feel neverending cycle of NewGames, I mean, that he may even remember that he died already from hunter's hand, that hunter killed him 4 different ways, and I think Micolash would be frightened and lost? He genuinely thought that Nightmare is a perfect realm, HIS realm, but it turns out that someone else is good as Micolash himself to eat cords and ascend but succesfully. Oooof. I like that, Love and Despair, Love/Hate and etc. Oc x canon is really fine, when there are FEELINGS and TENSION between your char and canonical char.

After some time I got to know that silly guy with glasses on from a bridge is somehow really interesting deep character! xD And he's a cutie himself! (I mean look at him. My sweet accountant, my beloved nerd, and it's not a sarcasm!! He looks exquisite) I really like Edgar x Micolash for my beloved love/hate theme, slight toxicity and Edgar’s unspoken dependence on his enemy (Micolash is often made too “submissive” in their pairing. He may be and even must be bottom, but he is too much dominant as a person to be so naive and crying because Edgar-senpai is ignoring him). Edgar is a choir boy, soft, afraid of Micolash, is angry with him, but inside he cannot live without his attention. And Micolash - I think he liked Edgar as something unusual, fresh in his life (or death), something absolutely different from everything he had seen. Moreover, a spy. Moreover, he is so confident in the Church. But can change his opinion and most likely will. A perfect object of entertainment and moral debate. You can break him and win him over to your side. Nice pairing. I'm still in love.

Laurence x Micolash - kjdsflak;sdjfwernmfklaaaawoooooo!!!11!1! This ship is driving me crazy, I can't!! xD They look great together, they are similar, they are two brilliant minds seeking for knowledge, two scientists, two rivals, two assholes. But it seems to me that they would definitely have separated, because such similar people are unlikely to be together for a long time. I mean, they both need primacy too much. And it would destroy them. I also don't like Laurence, I can't help it. Maybe because I still don't fully understand his character?.. Maybe.

Damian x Micolash - amazing! I am now captivated by this pairing and am writing a story based on it. They are beautiful combination of an adult, serious Damian and an energetic, hot-tempered Micolash, as a couple they are divine. Damian... still waters run deep and all that. He is strong, thoughtful, cold, he can knock out any threat to his loved one. As a former Tomb Prospector and a Mensis Scholar, a byrgerkinght student, he must be really educated and smart, but also well-built and powerful, graceful and deadly. Micolash is his master and also a little boy. I headcanon that Damian is like 15 years older than him? And that's great. Wonderful, soft ship with a deep conflict of Damian's humanity and Micolash's curiosity and confidence.

Am I shipping anything else? With such passion - no. But in general, I like Laurence/Ludwig, Caryll/Rom, recently one nice person helped me realize the potential of Micolash/Adeline and I am kinda hmmmmm interested? XD I need more time to think of it. I met this pairing earlier but was like "pppft they couldn't even met!", don't blame me :'D

I respect all pairings, if they have something like plot in them. It’s especially nice to see when an artist or writer is truly devoted to his favorite couple and describes it with soul, it just makes you look at the couple from a different angle and start scrutiny.

[comingtoyoursenses]

Ive been stuck in a low grade head cold limbo for a few weeks now...save me

[kenjakusbraincum]

lol i want to fucking die just like i predicted

[fizzytoo]

hairstylist braided every thought ive ever had and every thought i'll have in the future

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

I spent the entirety of my weekend trying to research and do up a presentation on a database system for uni and did I rest Sunday night after hitting submit?

no. went to bed and proceeded to spend the entire night in a weird kind of asleep kind of awake unsure of what's real and what's a dream/nightmare state with no grasp on reality within 30 minutes of this starting. visions of code and database commands and settings and structures filled my head. everything was wrong. I had to answer to everything. The problems never stopped coming. I think i was talking out loud to my room at points trying to justify my decisions. The whole. Night.

anyway off to work now I'm sure this will go fine

[sillverstreets]

how do people eat at normal times?

[antarctic-malewife]

I’m tired

[alleycryptid]

Pongsifu

The Urban Rescue Ranch with Uncle Ben

Markiplier

Jack Black vs. Jacksepticeye

Spiffing Brit

Tom Cardy (Animation: Gabriella Antali)

Steve Martin on SNL (Father of the Bride Parody Skit)

🌛🖤🌜

[beatlesforsale]

Can someone give me a head massage I fucking need it 😪😪

[nebulaofchaosandwoe]

i should be be sleeping i should be sleeping i should be sleeping i should've gone to bed i should be asleep by now im sleepy im freaking out i need to finish my homework i won't have time for it tomorrow because i have more homework i will have to wake up early it's weekend i shouldn't have to wake up early i shouldn't have to worry about homework i shouldn't have to worry about my sleep on a fucking weekend i shouldn't have to worry sleeping at all i'm freaking out i'm freaking out aaaaa

[gniteruirui]

Headaches

[quietsamurai98]

zyrtec... save me...

cetirizine hydrochloride...

save me antihistamines...

[babybrunette777]

god im so sick of crying

[noxtivagus]

i shld rlly go to sleep 😭😭