#my mental illness is sidlink

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within the calming ripples of a lake illuminated by the light of the Moon, even a tormented Zora is capable of feeling nothing but serenity, within the arms of a beloved Hylian

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Soup, holy shit??? No wonder you've been mostly silent for the last weeks!!!

I hope you and your drawing-hand are well!! 😭😭

The pages of the sidlink comic are simply amazing!! Congratulations on getting those pages done! I hope you're taking enough breaks, too. 💞

(seriously. Insane!)

Haha yeah! I wanted to make that one massive post so I'm sure it looked like I was doing nothing for weeks but I was working on that!

I should probably take more breaks than I do but mental illness is what drives my schedule and rn it's "draw every free moment you have" lol.

Thanks again for the feedback!

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An Accidental Mating Ch. 4 (A SidLink Omegaverse Story)

Chapter 4: What Was Expected

It had been a couple of months since Sidon had left to go home. Each day that passed the more Link yearned to be by his side. He really had no idea what was making him so desperate to see the Zora again. Sure he loved him and missed him but there was just something else that was having him crave to be there next to him.

Perhaps it was that he had told him he loved him. If it wasn't for the mark sitting on his neck as well as the “fun” that he had that time ago he would have run right to the prince's side and begged him to take him as his own.

Things didn't feel right until he was right next to him. But he couldn't. His duty was to protect Zelda despite that there was no longer any danger.

One didn't know of any possibilities so it was best to stay at his job.

Zelda had noticed the change in him, never once mentioning it however as she took down mental notes of these changes. Small mood swings would occur, him being happy one moment and then close to tears the next. He was eating a lot more now than he usually did, which was saying something considering that he was quite the glutton. There was one more thing she needed to make sure of and only then would she have her full results.

“Link, can I talk to you about something personal?” Zelda asked one day as they sat in her study. Link peered up from the bowl of rice he was eating, shrugging his shoulders.

“Sure,” he responded, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. The princess rose up from her seat and pulled a chair out for Link to take a seat in.

“Here, sit.”

Link rose from his spot on the floor and took a seat in the chair, setting the bowl of food down on the desk in front of him.

“I've noticed something going on with you. Want to talk about it?” she asked softly. “You can talk to me about anything. You're my best friend.”

Link sighed softly, leaning back a bit. “I just don't feel right. My mind keeps going back to going to the Domain again and again. Like I won't feel right until I get there.”

Zelda nodded her head. “Well that was part of what I was going to ask. Have you been feeling anything else weird lately?”

“Well I keep getting sick every morning but then I feel fine and I eat so much food as usual. Maybe I'm just eating too much,” Link sighed. “Wouldn't be the first time that's happened.”

Zelda started to smile a bit, tapping her chin. “Mind showing me your shoulder?”

“My shoulder?”

“Yes, I want to see your shoulder. You didn't tell me that much about that night, though I don't blame you seeing as you can't remember that much,” she said.

Link sighed, tugging the collar of his tunic to the side to reveal the scar that sat on his shoulder. The mark hadn't faded at all, standing stark against his pale skin. Zelda delicately ran a finger over it, a knowing smile came to his face.

“Alright, first it seems like when you did the deed a couple of months ago, the person you had done it with marked you as his mate. Only alpha bites can remain vibrant on an omega's skin. It's the easiest way to show the omega had been claimed.”

Link paled at that. He had been claimed? The guy he had done it with had marked him as his own and then had left him?

“I think I know what species at least marked you. Let me get my book,” she said, going to the large bookshelf in the room and looking at the titles. She pulled out one and started to flip through its pages, searching for something.

“Each species whether Hylian, Rito, Goron, or Zora each had a distinguishing bite. Gerudo teeth are like ours so it'd be hard to decipher but I believe....”

Link looked to the book as she placed it in front of him, different anatomies of each specifies spread out before him.

“I believe a Zora had marked you,” she stated. “I don't know who it was unless I can get bite marks to compare them to as they are a little similar to one another but they are vastly different from the rest of us.”

Link idly ran his fingers over the mark on his neck. “That explains why I want to return to the Domain so bad.”

“You don't sound exactly happy about that,” she offered.

“I thought it was because of my feelings for the prince,” he told her, his voice thick. “It just turns out it wasn't Sidon and it was because this Zora I slept with is my mated Alpha.”

Zelda was silent a moment, resting her arms on his shoulder as he pulled his knees up to his face and rest his forehead against them.

“Isn't there a way I can undo this?”

“There are a few ways to undo a mating, but there is something that honestly will make it all the more difficult to separate the two of you,” Zelda sighed.

“What is it?”

Zelda sighed. She hated seeing her best friend so upset. He had one night of fun and it seemed like his world was falling apart.

“Link, you had said a couple of months ago that you were late for your heat, correct?” she asked in the most gentlest of ways. The blonde nodded his head, wiping his face of tears. “And you had said that you are late again?”

Link felt a lump form in his throat, his eyes going quickly down to the slightly plump stomach that he was starting to develop.

“I'm pregnant, aren't I?” he asked.

“I believe you might be,” she said gently, petting his hair. “You may have gone into a heat that night and with that combined with what you did resulted in this child. There is no way to separate you from your alpha until the baby is born.”

His shaking hand ran over his stomach, stroking it affectionately. This child, despite had been created with such a mistake he had made, he wasn't going to blame the child.

“Well, we can wait till the baby is born and then separate me from the alpha,” Link said hopefully but Zelad shook her head.

“I wish it was that easy but it's not. This yearning to go will only get worse until you are by the alpha's side. If anything it would make you sick beyond reason. I'm sorry Link but we need to go find him,” she said softly.

Link scowled at that. He didn't want to go. He didn't want to see the man who had abandoned him and the baby, but he also didn't want to have Sidon see him like this, stomach swelled with the child that wasn't his own.

But he didn't want to feel ill or worse end up killing himself if he wasn't by his mated Zora. He would have to power through it.

Perhaps maybe he could figure out why he had left him like that, demand to know why he hadn't said anything.

But what if the Zora had no idea that he was with child? Perhaps. It still hurt that he would just leave after a connection such as that but if he didn't know he was with child he didn't blame him for not knowing.

If it wasn't for the fact that he would become ill if he wasn't by the alpha, this would be news that he would keep to himself. He didn't know the first thing about taking care of a baby but he would learn and he knew Zelda would help him through it.

“Let's take you to the infirmary and see if it is true and I'm not just speaking out of my rear end,” Zelda said with a weak laugh.

Link nodded his head.

* “I need you to go to the bathroom in this so I can do the test,” she said, handing Link a potion bottle with a cork. “I only need a bit so don't fill it up.”

He sighed as he took the bottle, returning a few moments later from the bathroom and passing the bottle reluctantly. He didn't want to take the test but he also wanted to know if it was true that he was pregnant or not. Part of him wanted it to be untrue.

The healer took the bottle, dripping a few drops of another liquid into it and stirred it, nodding her head a little bit.

“Alright, it'll take a few moments till we get our results, so make yourself comfortable,” the healer said, stepping away with the bottle.

Link let out a sigh, taking a seat in one of the chairs. Zelda slowly sat next to him, worry  written on her face. She could understand that his was a hard thing for him. To have someone else's baby as well as be mated to someone else that wasn't the one he was in love with was something that would hurt. She couldn't imagine the turmoil that her friend was feeling.

“Wait, how is it possible for me to be pregnant. If it's a Zora that shouldn't happen. I'm a Hylian. We are two different species,” Link suddenly said, looking to Zelda with hope that he was right, but deep down he knew that it wasn't possible. He was grasping at any possibility now out of his desperation to be normal again.

“Oh Link...” she sighed softly. “I know not having your memory has taken so many important things from you. You had forgotten most of the basics when it comes to alphas and omegas. It does not matter the species. If it's an alpha and the omega is in heat, there is a high chance that you will become pregnant regardless of species.”

Link paused and nodded his head. He knew he should have guessed that. He knew that with all the facts lined up for him he should've known that it was like this. Now the only question that would be posed of was would the child be a Hylian or be a Zora?

“Remind me to give you a book on this sort of thing. I have one in my library,” Zelda offered but knew this was not the news that Link wanted to hear. “Perhaps...maybe you aren't pregnant at all. Maybe you're just under a lot of stress and my hypothesis is wrong.”

Though they knew that he possibility of that was not very high.

“I wouldn't say that your highness,” the healer said as she stepped back into the room and held up the bottle that the liquid inside was now blue. “This says that you are indeed with child and seemed to have been with child for a while now. I'd say you're about three months along.”

Despite that Link knew this was the results of his test, he gently pressed a hand to his stomach, petting it softly as another hand came to his face as he felt tears brim his eyes. This wasn't the child's fault .It was his own. His own for letting a strange Zora he didn't know impregnate him. He really should not have drank that alcohol.

He would raised this child on his own, doing whatever he could to make sure that the child was happy despite he was not.

“I'll leave you two alone,” she said to them, leaving the two in an uncomfortable silence. Zelda rest her hand on Link's and he turned to her quickly, wrapping his arms around his friend as he sank to his knees.

Tears leaked down his cheeks. This was the opposite of what someone would do when they found out they were going to have a baby. But the thought of not being able to be with the prince had overwhelmed him. He was tainted goods. He was owned by someone else. There was no way Sidon would want him now.

“Oh Link...please talk to me,” Zelda urged. Link shook in her arms, one hand clutching his stomach. So many thoughts were going through his head. “Is this because of Sidon?”

Link sat back a bit and nodded his head, wiping the tears on his face. “It's bad enough he thinks that I'm  just someone who sleeps around,” he hiccuped. “But now it's even worse. Now I'll never have the chance to be with him!”

Zelda gazed at him confused, but squeezed her hand  that still rest on his shoulder. “Link, isn't he mated to someone else?”

Link quickly shook his head. “He said to me before he left that he wished it was him in that bedroom with me.”

Green eyes widened and she quickly got what was happening. Sidon was in love with Link just as much as the blonde champion was with the Zora. Having sex with another alpha was something that could be overlooked but now Link was mated as well as pregnant.

Sidon had no right to try to claim for his own unless his alpha abandoned him. From the mark on his neck he was pretty sure that he had no intentions to do so.

“I'm so sorry Link,” she said, kneeling down on the ground and hugging her friend to herself, letting Link cry as much as he wanted.

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