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baconcolacan · 3 months

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Something something selfship

#eddsworld #ocxcanon #selfship #heck #ew oc #ew paul #dandraws #my sickness came back lol #so im posting this for comfort lol #im in bed rn coughing my lungs out </3

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nemisisnemi · 2 months

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FUCK I FORGOT TO CENSOR THE FEET-

time lapse of pain under the cut

#genshin venti #venti #genshin impact #genshin fanart #old art #art #anemo archon #archon outfit #can yall tell its a fandom im no longer in? lol #this piece took me over a month to do bc i got sick the moment i said i didnt want to draw it anymore #and literally right after that i was sick for literally a whole month at the very least #and then when i came back to finish it #magically after i did i got better #the start of my villain arc /j #also part of the reason i HATE drawing details but yknow...its worth it in the end #nemi rambles #nemi draws

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cerealmonster15 · 2 months

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truly part of why most things i show or whatever r sketchy doodles i did in one sitting is that it is always a race against the clock when im doing something before The Evil takes over and eats me. i get stressed about if i try to actually make something pretty bc i know i cant lol, and if i take too long [staring nervously at the google docs i keep opening and closing] on a fic it's harder to finish bc i start Thinking about it too much and if it's any good or if it's cringe or What Ever

#a battle against myself truly lol ..................#ive been making slow progress on the kalim/silver and jamil/azul story but. but.#im stuck and afraid lol #the heartslabyul thing i started writing a month ago i am like. at the end ? it's a short little simple thing but #ive frozen in like 'oh this is lame and bad and boring and cringe actually' and cant bring myself to finish #i have a cater/trey thing where i wrote up the idea/concept notes when the idea came to me #bc it's both a ship fic and also a character/relationship study #but then thats one where im extra afraid to write it bc it's likeohhh i want it to be good and handled well and i want my #point to come across and i dont want to fuck it up #grrr grrr grrr the downside of perception is thinking too much of. the perception of others JKLFDSJKFLJS #i want to be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #also i just have. personal issues. self love issues LOL but im not getting into that rn.#i also have had nasty allergies all week girl help it's raining pollen and my throats fucked up #i took a covid test today just in case and it was negative #and my partner hasnt gotten sick from kissing me so im more sure its allergies lol but OUGHGHGHGHH feels ick #ok anyway. fics and fanart or w/e. it all comes back to the root problem of I Have Low Self Esteem GOODBYE!!!!#🤧🤧🤧!!!!!!!!!!!

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torquative · 2 years

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my firstborn son and his pet idiot (affectionate)

#dogs #sketchbook #illustration #my art #hounds #i'm drawing a lot atm because got the covey and its about all i can manage lol. been feelin in a real art slump but i really liked #how this page came out #sick of isolating just want my children back #id in alt text #foxhounds #trailhounds #eurohound

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stayteezdreams · 1 month

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Sorry for still not posting. Things are still a bit complicated and rough in my personal life.

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#post #update #sort of #delete later #Im still here #just lurking and relogging mostly #I do want to write but my brain wont really let me #i guess for some context: my dad and mom were sick and in and out hospitals since january this year #my dad ended up on hospice and died two weeks later (on Feb 28th)#my mom came home but her health is not well either #I have been her caretaker for over 5 years #its getting to the point where she might end up on hospice too #she might be in End Stage COPD #she goes through phases of being perfectly fine #to needing to be watched and taken care of 24/7 #so its been rough #dl #personal #I am also dealing with probate and estate stuff with my dads death #we are tight on money and stressed #and there is also a brother who is deciding to make my life hell #so yeah...#things are rough #bare with me #lol #i'll be back eventually I just hope you guys are still here #<3

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hecksupremechips · 13 days

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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

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imwritesometimes · 2 months

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finally able to activate my Bit Bunny Giga Pet sooo this is what I'll be doing all weekend 🐇💖🥕

#giga pets #not that anyone else cares lmfao but omg I'm SO excited #I cannot express enough *how* delighted I am giga pets have made a ~come back~ and they are making new pets #and the new ones have all been really cool and have interesting evolutions and games and ahh!!#it just makes my day lol I LOVED these stupid things as a kid and then I started hunting them down on ebay #and now they're making 'em again like !!!!!!!!#I know it's impossibly dumb but it just makes me so fckn happy I love these stupid little digital pets omg #and I'm SO excited I'm finally well enough to play with the new bunny I was SO bummed #when it came and I was too sick to activate it #erin explains it all

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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months

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#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶#maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

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catgirlkirigiri · 6 months

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Killed my first vulture yaay

#if youre wondering where metal pipe and the mint green pup are: im doing an expedition the kids are in my story mode surv campaign #the vulture was stuck by the pipe in CC_C08 to CC_A07 so I just grabbed every spear I could and kept coming back and beating its ass #I used the pink lizard i killed as a pincushion. i wish i took a pic it was so funny but i had to rapidly move my spears halfway through #cause another vulture came and i had to use the lizard as a sacrifice for that :P #can pups hold vulture masks btw? cause if they can i might spawn this in my story campaign as a toy for my kids. that would be fun and i #doubt ill be able to get a vulture kill while keeping those idiots alive lmao #also very glad it was a blue vulture. i wanted a blue mask the most of all the colors ive seen #well aside form the albino mask those are sick but odds are im never gonna see an albino vulture in game lol #zoracontent

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kirnet · 1 year

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Got “you people”d today at work 🤨

#i thought she clocked the Mexican somehow but my mom pointed out that it was definetly bc I’m wearing a mask lol #i accidentally sent her up one level (via elevator) bc I forgot one of the offices is closed on Monday and she came back and got sooo #pissed and condescending like GIRL #it’s literally only old white people who are assholes to me at work everyone else is fine #‘I’m sick of you people ruining things’ bc I forgot it’s Monday????#ramblings

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ingrid-marie · 4 months

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i am not made. to live in a big city

#met some friends in central stockholm yesterday and i started to feel like i was going to be sick lol :P #and i was soooo tired all evening after i came home. i was ready to go to sleep by like 7:30 pm #anyways back in my new city now and everything feels so much calmer :')#not sure if ill ever return to stockholm....what a weird thought #me talking

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winterswhite · 9 months

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Well. Time to make a "no ships" banner to put under every translation I post.

#sorry i came back from my hiatus just to say this #but i am sick and tired of people disrespecting my boundaries #and talking about ships in translators' notes is bad anyway #unless you already know they like a specific ship and/or they talked about it first #i used to ship things. bad things happened to me. shipping is now a trigger for me.#i have been trying to slowly get back into it on my own terms but these people set me back two steps for every one step i take forward #and i am sick of it #i just want to be comfortable and heal #is that so much to ask #anyway. back to my minimally-active sns state #i'm burning out so bad lol #i'll be back eventually #hope everyone is doing well #/rant #anposting

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miutonium · 10 months

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2 more weeks and I will be free from the shackles of school wooooo

#legit want to pass out this week #i came home from school at 3 am yesterday #like dude i dont want to do that anymore i feel so sick #also the other day i had the worst acid reflux of my life my chest feels like it was on fire for 30 mins and i cant breathe lol #like i never feel like i was fighting for my life at the back of the car seat #i literally drank like 2 litres of water yet it wont fucking go away my dad had to drive me to the hospital #i got a day off but i ended up going to school anyway purr i better get dean this semester or i am going to eat a man alive #anyway woooo 2 more weeks and I am done with this semester #flop era asuka is going to end woooo #asuka speaks

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kalpasio · 11 months

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HIIIII I JUST FINISHED READING THE MAFIA AU FIC AND I JUST GOTTA SAY THAT IT WAS AMAZING 😻😻 somehow you managed to make me simp for him even more???? didn’t even know that was possible but here we are ig thank you sm <3 😭😭 -babygirl kalpas anon

I'm really behind on everything I am so sorry 😭😭

AAAAAAAAAA HIII THANK YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!! secret evil mission: 'make everyone a Kalpas simp' is working 🧡🧡 also I'm convinced that once you fall for Kalpas there is simply no getting back up. he keeps kicking me back down the stairs someone please help

#babygirl kalpas anon 🧡🧡!!#sorry i didnt respond sooner!!!!!!#came straight off the plane into my family's sick arms #they gave me covid 💀#i keep opening asks and going “i should respond to that” and then falling back asleep #i swear as soon as you decide to start writing the universe is just looking for ways to ruin your schedule #but im really really glad you like the story!!! writing it felt like a fever dream lol

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stedebonnit · 1 year

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Takes nap at desk

#honestly like #i only came in because ive only got 3.5 weeks left of my internship #and i need to do closure with my clients so i cant cancel on a fully scheduled day like today #it just sucks because like #usually if i were this sick (which is not super sick but still sniffly and groggy) i usually wouldnt come in #because ive learned my lesson abt this not being a job i can half ass #but like i kind of have to at this stage #ive been sick so fuckin many times this year #ive already missed so many days #so ive just gotta get back in it #it just sucks lol

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