#mybrainsucks

[seedsknees]

it's- actuallynotadream... and it's clark

[child-with-a-machete]

Unpopular opinion

Screamo music is just spicy opera...

[angel-pirate-child]

The immense pressure I feel when prompted to choose a username, is indescribable. I overthink literally everything, and my brain is a jerk. “people will judge you for this without even seeing what you do, what you choose had better be good!”. Not to mention the torn feelings I have over choosing something poetic and pretty, and something random and unintelligible. And then in the end, without fail I always go for a Harry Potter, or Marvel reference. Ah well. 

[baby-bitch-jessie-sheri]

Can my brain start working right? I am tired of Anxiety

[lapetiteprincess]

Ugh, I know it's dumb but I was hella freaking out about that comet/asteroid that's due to pass us. There's a crazy conspiracy theory that it'll hit and wipe us out, and that's why I couldn't sleep last night. It's literally just one dude that supports this theory. I'll just be happy when it's March.

[totallynotavillain]

I want the syrupy feeling of comfortably hot tea to wash over me and drown me in a blanket of sleepiness, maybe then I can stop praying to unknown gods that I can have one night of sleep in which I don’t torture myself until I pass out.

[stilltryinghereuniverse-blog]

now that I think about it

now that I think about it, I am the one with the problem

I have lead girls on, make them think I want to talk to them all the time, when in reality I hate talking, I hate having to make conversation, because I am not that interesting and I cant keep the conversation going well enough

I have commitment issues, the problem is I get so attached so fast, and then after awhile I just lose interest and I become distant. 

my mind wont just fucking stop producing all these emotions I dont know how to express, I am constantly thinking, I cant fucking focus anymore

I can barely produce sentences, if I feel like I say something stupid I constantly replay it in my head. 

I never feel like I can talk to anyone, I feel like I annoy everyone

I just keep everything inside, and its fucking draining me, I have no energy, I cant get myself to do the things I need to do to progress my life.

I always fucking something up, whether  it is my health, my relationships, anything I can fuck it up someone, and not even on purpose.  

and just to think I was actually feeling better a couple months ago, and now I am right back to where I started 

I cant sleep, nothing gives me joy anymore, I dont feel satisfied with anything. 

my brain never seems to be able to focus on one thing anymore, I forget everything now.

I really dont know what to do anymore, im struggling out here, I really hope someone helps me eventually 

[theoriginallunafate]

Body Image Blues

Today, in the name of comfort, I wore shorts far shorter than I usually would. While out and about I had two separate people tell me I have nice legs; one even wished hers looked “as good” Instead of feeling happy with the compliment, I’m now even more self-conscious because I *know* people are looking at me ..

[kiki7670]

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[theflowerintolerantwitch]

Been Trying to Find Something to Write About

I don’t really have any inspiration anymore and it’s killing me. I don’t know if it’s because I just got through five weeks of pure stress straight into a vacation with no middle ground, or if it’s because I haven’t come to terms with my stress yet. Either way, I need this shit to stop. I’m done.

I want to write again. I miss it. I miss the feeling of the pen moving with my hand. I miss watching my imagination running wild with the dumbest shit ever. It used to be so easy two write everyday and now I’m struggling to write a sentence.

Can this be over yet? I want my life back!!

[truessences]

I’m sleepy

Me: It’s 1:00 I need to sleep

Brain: No, you need to look at clips from Sherlock Holmes. RDJ was awesome in it. Remember?

Me: Yeah he was... okay.

1 hr later

Me: It’s 2:00 I need to go to sleep.

Brain: Actually you should look at some clips from The Flash! You like that show now!

Me: Yeah... I do. That show is awesome. I need to be careful though, no season 2 spoilers. 

I’m still up. =.=

[whatwoulditbelike]

I just love screwing up at this time of year apparently...

[skaerica]

Brains are weird.

I wonder sometimes if my brain's just effed up, like I suffered from a traumatic accident when I was a child. Because occasionally, I have days where I just cannot string words together to make a sentence. While other days, everything clicks together and works in harmony. Y U NO CONSISTENT, BRAIN?!?!

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