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andersonfilms · 9 months

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no bc your sub!abby drabble is clawing at my brain and all i can think about is her just nodding, no words are forming in her mouth at all and she’s just squeezing her thighs around your hand, mumbling dumbly about how much she needs it.

thank you for filling my brain with sub abby 😋😩

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emi ur mind omfg i’m in love w it and ily sooo much god i could talk about her all day sub!abby would totally be squeezing her thighs around your hand, begging desperately to let her release. her shoulders and neck would so tense as abby’s abdomen clenches as she tried to squeeze her way into cumming. but you won’t let her. no. it wouldn’t be this easy for her. you’d force her thick thighs apart, making her whine in the process. adding another finger in her cunt, filling her up so generously as she finally feels herself beginning to crumble. cheeks as flushed as you’d ever seen them, poor baby couldn’t stop crying. repeatedly your name fell off those pretty plump lips of hers, in between each moan she managed to get it out, hoping her torture would be over soon. you always did love when she changed your name like a prayer. abby’s big hands latched onto your the sheets, her knuckles turning white, desperate to reach her release. ‘can you be good, abby? huh? does my good girl deserve to cum? yeah, maybe she does. even if you’re squeezing your legs shut like a little brat, i’ve tortured you enough, baby.’ you slapped the side of her ass before your nails sinked in. ‘be mommy’s good babygirl and cum. just for me baby, let it go. yeah, just like that.’

#emi u just gassed me out of writers block w this #nd im still sick #grrrr #god i love u to the moon nd back 🤍#abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby x reader #✭・۪ ⊹ ֗ moots — emi bear <3 #✭・۪ ⊹ ֗ ray’s works

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 months

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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bamsara · 2 years

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being an adult means we can buy or make as much self-indulgent shit (as we can afford) and unironically have trinkets of our fave things cause our teen years was bullied for liking things and hiding/denying we were ever neurodivergent to the point of suicide. sucks for anyone that thinks its weird cringe but I'm going to try and allow myself to love myself in little ways now

#wish i could tell younger me that i wasnt fucked up i was just autistic #even if youre not nd i still think having things you enjoy around you is important especially for your space #so i make a notable effort to get fandom stuff for my younger siblings now #like my lil sister thinks getting demon slayer stuff is cringe cause anime and what not (havent read it sorry)#but her face still lights up when i get her a pin for her #or a blind bag with a character keychain #and very slowly the self hatred and whatever it feels like that youre not allowed to like anything and that anything you like is bad #starts to diminish #my qpp is obsessed with birds and chickens and has so many trinkets around the house for it #or my friend who loves how pretty stained glass looks that his walls are covered in thrifted stain glass pieces #i know an elderly couple who are obsessed with star trek and they have a room in the house purely for shelves stacked with collectables #my friend's dad is so obsessed with spiderman that he has 3 walls full of figurines and posters and collectables that prob amoutn to tons #like i dont get it but i get it #maybe its because im sick rn but im in my head tonight about human loving things and stories and cocepts to the point of comfort #sara shush #ramble

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bunnihearted · 6 months

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#it's so mentally draining nd taxing for me to live w my family...#they are never considerate towards me and always treat me like a bother #even after my surgery my sisters kept making sure i knew i was a burden and took up too much space #i could tell how sick my mom is of me too #it's just so exhausting #bc like now when i only slept 3hrs bc of tooth pain nd then couldnt sleep more #nd now still have tooth pain nd im rlly tired nd need to wake up early tmrw to call the dentist #my mom nd sister r in the living room watching tv #so i asked if they could plz be mindful of the volume #nd they sighed nd rolled their eyes nd said yeah yeah whatever #like im an awful demanding person for even daring to ask them this #it's just not fun to have to deal w constantly #sorry im in pain nd i wanna try to sleep as much as i can but i cant even try when i can hear u laugh nd talk etc etc #just rathet be alone :((#but yeah idek if i'll be able to sleep bc the pain isnt fun #im trying to just breathe nd accept that it is there nd that hopefully the dentist can help T-T #am i bad for wishing to be shown consideration nd sympathy? sometimes i even wanf them to feel sorry for me

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t34-mt · 1 year

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ive beat rainworld

hunter gamemode unlocked.....and the dlc one day.... my sickness and pain is not over yet, i still have to do all the achievements

got this game 3 weeks ago

Edit: baught the dlc it was on sale, it's joever

#this game makes me sick #im so obsessed it breaks me so much but i getbetter #then it break me again with no luck #yet i still need to continue #againa nd again #finished in 33 hours........#shitpost #misc

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taeyongruinedcitylights · 3 months

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watching the collector and this is way worse (as in goriness/hard to watch torture) than like every saw movie :(

#i looked up doesthedogdie dot com ofc and they said a cat died but how it happened……..i had to skip ahead.#even the idea of it i still feel sick.#ok the dog just got killed nd im sorry but it happened in the funniest way possible 😭😭😭😭 no way

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inquisitoradaar · 1 year

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i have 8 hours to do this scientific report nd all i have is a title nd the data

#🍕 mikeys musings #I HATE DEADLINES . i understand their purpose nd im trying rlly hard i swear like if this had been high school i wouldve only started-#2 weeks from now whilst crying screaming nd throwing up #BUT STILL i have genuinely been worrying myself sick

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violetnaps · 1 year

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havent talked to friendsin so long and im,,, overthibkig everything,,,,,

#cries. still ghosting uni friends AFTER being the one to reach out first #nd i feel so flaky for disappearing for months only to get so excited by bday plans for me but its just #i finally went Outside for the first time since... eid? and ive got one exam down so even if my study habits are still ass im #feeling Better about things #and it just sounds like im happy bc theyre celebrating my bday which. feels so insincere and lame bc a friends in town for the first time #in ages and i havent reached out to them and #i feel like im talking too much and being way too dramatic if i try to explain that #and i know they care theyre so generous with me like iwould be sick of me by now #but i just. aaaaaa 😭#txt #no one look at me #vent

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transrightsjimin · 2 years

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mom said smth like 'how dare you call anything i do racist, i love everyone even forest [n word]'

dutch moment 😧

#took 1.5 days w my parents for it to blow up nd my moms trying to make me feel guilty #lmao them nd my brother even getting more my dad even more pissed when i said its a slur nd dad sayin im too woke #go fuck yourself jfc #i hope hes still bringing me home at least im SICK of this #my mom shoving her phone in my face to show she works w refugees as proof that shes not racist #asked her like 10 times to stop nd she only did when my brother asked fo #who then proceeded to say to my dad [a fascist radio / tv show] makes good points #GET ME HOME #GET ME HOOOME #rambles #family stuff

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ihatebiden · 2 years

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my mom : getting mad cause i didnt go to school all week

me, about to pop a fucking lung from coughing due to the covid she gave me

#like girl. tf do you want me to do. YOU gave me covid #sorry my symptoms are lasting for longer than yours.#what the fuck am i supposed to do abt the fact that you dont care abt the fact that im asthmatic and got other breathing problems #atp im almost coughing up blood fron fucking up my throat by coughing so hard and youre worried abt school. hello.#(coughing blood from like. a scratched and sore throat not like a Dying type of situation but like still.)#''nah but its fine covid lasts for a few days and then youre back to normal lol the only ppl who have severe cases are old and sick ppl''#like. i AM a sick person.#sorry that my symptoms are lasting longer than yours. maybe thatll make you understand why its important to halt the spread of the virus nd #not force ourselves to go into public places sick (no it wont)

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bunnihearted · 6 months

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#1st my sister was passive aggressive bc i was boiling pasta when she wanted to make her dinner #so she slammed stuff nd chopped veggies aggressively #nd i felt my heart rate spike nd my body go tense nd i always get clumsy nd drop things nd hurt myself when i get that way #but they think i deserve feeling awful bc of mistakes in the past so i cant ask them to stop #i've been walking around w lots of heavy things nd im barely keeping it together #nd i got so mad bc she wouldnt stop so i started slamming the cabinets nd then left when i was done #then my mom nd other sister got home nd i just wanted to ask my mom smth #when i open my door my other sister goes 'omfg already?'#'immediately when we get home i never get a break. it's almost disgusting'#i just got so.. i realized how pathetic nd childish i am so i just went into my room #but then apparently my sister said to mom that *i* was the only one being passive aggressive #so she comes in to talk when i was having my dinner so i said that i plz just wnna eat my dinner #she didnt know nd she's never cared but i wanted to hurt myself so badly i was struggling not to #but then she started screaming at me for being childish nd passive aggressive nd that i never do anything #she left my room. she still talks to my sisters so i know it's onlg me shes sick of #idk.. today is bad bc i cant talk to her nd i dont have ANYONE else to talk to im all alone #and now i barely even wanna go outside my room bc apparently my family thinks i wnna mess w them just for going to the bathroom lmao #i hate myself so much. im so pathetic. im 25yrs old living at home being a burden #nd im just a pathetic nd childish person. i 'need' to talk nd vent nd rant nd #like if i buy some things i have these need to like do a mini haul or if i get books from the library #i wnna show my mom what books i got #it's so childish. i do feel bad for my mom to have to deal w me nd my annoying personality #why cant i jusy be normal. no wonder why i can never keep friends or my family doesnt wnna talk to me. everything abt me fkn sucks #anyway im just feeling so bad and so alone bc my moms mad at me so now i have no one to talk to

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policyoftruth · 1 year

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sometimes you just gotta listen to Erhaben by Die Ärzte like your damn life depends on it

#whaddup girlies gn guess who scored their first social fuck up at work #:))#tbf it was was bound to happen i mean. just get a load of this guy *points at my brain* there was no getting out of it but maaaan.#was i not ready to take that mental hit already im still on such low hp from all this time being sick and worrying abt everything #anyway i think objectively i salvaged it pretty well and obviously im Fine. just too nd too cope but i'll live #solar posts

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taeyongruinedcitylights · 8 months

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now how come im testing positive for covid

#turns out when we helped oomf move on sunday one of her roommates actually had it. so we’ve been keeping an eye out #nd then just now my roommate (also helped) said his nose was running so we both tested nd mine was :(#assuming his test was a false neg tbh since the rate of them is so high. im asymptomatic at least but…….urghhh it pisses me off #i was wearing a mask almost the whole time we were there nd nobody else was. yet i still got sick. my bad for having it off a few min but 😭😭

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izzy-b-hands · 1 year

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need to make the tumblr News meme for myself except a Reddit version aka i just found out via Reddit one of the oldest hospitals back in Bis just closed its oncology center. like, it's just. done. no longer open regardless of ur treatment status. that leaves one other hospital (their competitor) in Bismarck for that sort of care, or going to Fargo or another big city in the state for care (or just hopping out of state to MN or Montana, which tbh if you need really specialized oncology care they send u there anyway) 💀

#text post #doug b buddy u wanna maybe focus on keeping ppl in the state cared for and alive and address this or...#nah he's just gonna keep pretending he has a chance at the repub nomination lmao forget actually doing anything useful #i feel for them fargo is only two-three hrs away but that's also still 2-3 hours sometimes multiple times a week #and that adds up fast #low cost of living is considered a perk in nd but a. it isn't actually low anymore really and b. if u get sick u might not live long anyway #bc the fkn hospital will just Be Done one day and at that point does the low cost matter if u won't... continue living???#idk im out of there but having complex feelings abt this for the ppl back home

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skeletonmaster69 · 1 year

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sometimes i think about foster care again and now that i actually have the ability to get pissed i am so pissed whenever i think about it

#the day we had to leave i was sick enough dad wouldve taken me to the hospital but he couldnt because we had to wait for them to take us #i was like 8 and coughing loud enough everyone in the house could hear it #then after like a month once i was better we were moved from the halfway decent family to literally the worst ever #they would not let me drink more thsn like half a cup of water a day so i was sneaking it at school and from my toothbrush #forced me to eat my own fucking vomit one time #put us in the same room as a 2 year old and got mad at us if the two year old dared to wake them up #took away the little flipphone dad got us to contact him if we needed to(i wonder why sarcasm voice)#first day we got there they made a quiche and i literslly could not eat it. i wasnt allowed to eat anything else until it was all gone #same with every single other thing they made. still cannot eat any normal egg white or yellow because the texture reminds me of them #refused to take me to my orthodontist appointments which lead to me needing braces for an extra year and getting a really bad gum infection #i have no clue why this was better for us according to thr government than living eith my dad #like i know for a fact my dad sucks but atleast he. you know. took me to doctors appointments #and gave me water #and took care of me when i was sick #also they seperated our brother from us and while im glad he didnt have to go through the same thing #im pissed at the lady who took him in refusing me nd my sibling because she 'doesnt take girls'#every day i hope the foster family i was with had the babies they were fostering taken away from them #because those kids already had a rough enough start without having to deal with people who will refuse to take actual care of them #they talked about adopting the babies god i hope they werent allowed to #they mentioned if we were with them for a year theyd adopt us too. thank fucking god we were out of there as quickly as we were #the older i get the more pissed i am at the food situation there though. like with the fact i am almost certainly neurodivergent #with the fact that my sibling had horrible sensory issues #with the fact that *i literally threw up because of the food they made and they forced me to eat the vomit*#they shouldve gotten me out of there the second that happened #but instead i had to figure out how to get food i couldnt eat to disappear eithout them noticing #< not even just in a texture way in a 'i am too full to eat the rest of this' way.#literally with the food they wanted me to eat so bad i ate my vomit it wasnt because i didnt like it i did enjoy the beef stew #it was because i was physically too full to keep eating. and they made me continue anyways. and i wasnt allowed to go to bed until i finish #pisses me off #vent tw

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modernbaseball · 1 year

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#awesome day of being assigned months worth of homework to do by tuesday #Finding put I probably have a chronic pain disorder #picking at my skin for three hours and spending time and energy into doing the exact same thing #i did yesterday that didnt work with my dumb fucking hair !!!!! and it dmells so so awful i still fewl sick #the i get insanely suicidal and lonely and unreasonable before my period disorder speaking #but like....WOW it sure do feel suicidal nd lonely in here and nothing can convince me other wise 👍#i do nog have reason to post this i just cant find my diary and also im being fucking insane because of the disorder so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#2 am god i wish i was DONE!!!!!!!

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