#nick johnstone

[diorsluv]

die for you , part 1

“ swear i couldn’t sleep a wink last night ”

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( socialmedia!au )

yourusername

liked by jasonrob19, mush__27, trevorzegras, and 314,882 others

yourusername got new pink leg warmers 😈🎀

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username12 trevor has been liking and commenting for MONTHS there’s no way they’re not hooking up

→ username25 calm down she’s friends with turcs and cole 😭😭

logan.stankoven WE GET IT you got new skates or whatever

→ yourusername i will personally send you back to the ahl

→ logan.stankoven okay i was on fire on the texas stars 🥱

→ yourusername what if i light you on fire 🤗

→ logan.stankoven oh!

→ jpav8 let’s be nice guys

_alexturcotte is that the lululemon water bottle

→ yourusername HOW COULD YOU TELL FROM THE LID??

→ _alexturcotte my spidey senses tingled

→ yourusername turcotte tingle is insane

→ _alexturcotte HEY MAN don’t slander the family name ❌❌

username36 my figure skater idol 🙇‍♀️

username4 trevor zegras eh??

colecaufield and new skates and new skate guards and a new bag

→ yourusername you sent me money what was i supposed to do with it????

→ colecaufield use it to pay off your student loans 😒😒

→ yourusername but you already paid them off for me 😶

wyattjohnston_ that’s so preppy and coquette

→ yourusername stop. just stop 😭

→ wyattjohnston_ I’M TRYING TO BE SUPPORTIVE

→ yourusername THEN STOP

→ wyattjohnston_ you don’t want me to be supportive of you? 😔

→ yourusername no

jasonrob19 i bought those skates for you

→ mush__27 we know you spoil her 🙄

→ t.harley48 fr you ain’t gotta flex

→ yourusername indeed you did 😈😈

username41 i’m patiently waiting for the day trevor accidentally posts that they’re dating

→ username88 is he not with dixie??

→ username12 LMAO as if

jackhughes niceee solid skates

→ yourusername jack hughes 😱

→ jackhughes yes that’s me

→ yourusername i feel like a successful fangirl

→ jake30oettinger i thought you liked the stars 😒 yourusername

→ yourusername I LOVE THE STARS I PROMISE OTTER

trevorzegras 👍

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→ _alexturcotte you’re such a pussy

→ trevorzegras you are what you eat

→ _alexturcotte stfu

→ colecaufield stop being so critical turcs

username53 it’s so preppy in here!

ilia_quadg0d_malinin oh please we all know i can do better

→ yourusername your ego is unbearably big

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin say that to me when you land a quad

→ yourusername I LITERALLY DID IT BEFORE YOU THO????

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin that’s a lie and we both know it

→ yourusername STOP GASLIGHTING ME THIS IS NOT BEST FRIEND BEHAVIOR

lhughes_06 Ma’am, would you like to visit the Prudential Center in Newark, New Jersey to watch us practice prior to our game against the Anaheim Ducks?

→ jackhughes you’re supposed to dm her, not publicly comment…

→ lhughes_06 YOU TOLD ME TO COMMENT ON A POST

→ lhughes_06 this is ur fault

→ yourusername YES I WOULD

→ lhughes_06 see it worked anyways jackhughes

t.harley48 you messed up the ice before practice 🤬🤬

→ yourusername stop whining start grinding 🥶

→ wyattjohnston_ stop whining start grinding 🥶

→ logan.stankoven stop whining start grinding 🥶

→ mush__27 stop whining start grinding 🥶

→ t.harley48 once i get on that zamboni it’s over for you all

yourusername

liked by miroheiskanen, trevorzegras, _alexturcotte, and 300,024 others

yourusername someone tell him i’m outside waiting rn 🙏

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username29 PLEASE TELL ME “HIM” IS TREVOR

ilia_quadg0d_malinin oh! when did you start posting about your crippling love life 😍

→ yourusername you’re like the only person i told and you proceed to make fun of me 😃😃

→ wyattjohnston_ no you told me

→ logan.stankoven and me

→ jpav8 and wyatt told me

→ hhinee you told me as well

→ miroheiskanen i also know

→ matt9duchene so do i

→ tseguin92 oh you told me too

→ t.harley48 don’t forget about me

→ jake30oettinger you literally told me too

→ mush__27 good lord how many people did you tell (i know about it too)

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin you told an ENTIRE nhl team. yourusername

→ yourusername ……..i told you first…..?

→ jasonrob19 what are we talking about

nickrobertson01 that’s not one of your jackets…

→ yourusername how would you know if you haven’t been in my closet 🤨

→ nickrobertson01 you just gave me a closet tour on ft yesterday…..?

→ jasonrob19 then whose jacket is it?????

→ yourusername no one i swear it’s mine 😰😰

jamiebenn14 is that not a literal nightgown?

→ yourusername stop judging my stylistic choices 💔

→ tseguin82 THAT’S WHAT I WAS THINKING

→ yourusername you old men are NOT hip with the kids

→ jpav8 you’re breaking our hearts here 😔😔

username33 is that or is that not the outside of an ice rink???

username20 i swear to god she’s seeing trevor

username94 someone tell me i’m insane because i swear i’ve seen the ducks practice there before

→ username17 no no you’re not insane i think you’re right 😰

→ username11 lmfao maybe she just practices there too???

hhinee so to be clear, “him” is HIM right?

→ yourusername yes yes you’re right roop

→ jasonrob19 why do i not know what you’re talking about

username6 IF I’M RIGHT, i think i’ve seen that backpack in the background of one of trevor’s stories before…

logan.stankoven so what i’m hearing is if you hang out with him, you leave us alone?

→ yourusername what happened to the kid that BEGGED for my autograph when i showed up to one of the texas stars games

→ logan.stankoven YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER BRING THAT UP

→ yourusername 🙄

→ wyattjohnston_ HE BEGGED?????

_quinnhughes cool fit i like it 👍

→ yourusername aw thank you ☺️

→ username37 OH MY GOD IS IT QUINN

→ username72 WHAT THE FUCK WAIT A SECOND

colecaufield i see you’ve been gaining more attention..

→ yourusername are you saying i’m not successful enough to regularly get attention??

→ colecaufield oh my god YOU ALWAYS DO THIS

_alexturcotte i have never seen someone leave mid-convo as quickly as i just did

→ yourusername you were with him?

→ _alexturcotte no he just stopped typing all of a sudden

→ yourusername so you were.. texting him????

→ _alexturcotte yeah??

→ yourusername THEN HOW TF DID YOU SEE HIM LEAVE??

→ _alexturcotte I DONT FUCKING KNOW I WAS JUST YAPPING

→ yourusername you know for someone so smart, sometimes you make no sense 😭

mush__27 you being 1,500 miles away should be a crime

→ yourusername oh stop complaining i was literally back home like 8 hours ago

username17 has trevor not commented yet??

→ username99 it’s not as if he comments frequently

jake30oettinger you’re so not slick

→ yourusername that’s great i’m so glad you noticed even though you literally didn’t know until i told you!

→ jasonrob19 PLEASE GOD JUST TELL ME 😔

next chapter notes ) your bitch is back with a trevor au and this time it’s gonna be irl + smau because i was fucking STRUGGLING with feather.. and also i’m thinking of the nickname being lacey because i think it’s just so cute and also i got a whole backstory and all… 😈 but regarding ilia malinin and all of my favorite dallas stars.. yall might have to know some stars and figure skating lore for this one but i don’t really think it’s gonna affect the plot of the story or the story itself (you just might not know who anyone is 😭😭) as always if you wanna be tagged, just comment or dm me!!

[kentjohnson91]

More Textposts but they’re all the same text thingy and it’s my fav (not) father son duos🫶🏻

[ateepmelfart]

may 2024

[toasttt11]

truthfully

April 16, 2024

Clementine groaned as the sun was already in her eyes and she felt like she barely slept a minute. She had gotten a bad puck to her elbow last night and she was fine but it caused her elbow to flare up, starting a bit after she laid down for bed and was trying to sleep.

Clementine has hated that her past injury still can cause her so much pain, sometimes she wakes up in the morning feeling as if she had broken it again all over.

Clementine groaned frustrated as she was suppose to be going on a date with Alex in a few hours and she knew she couldn’t now, the flair was quite a bad one and she had barely slept.

Clementine used her good arm picking up her phone and texting Alex quickly saying she was sick and she wouldn’t be able to make it today.

She turned her phone back off and stumbled out of bed and into the kitchen, she grabbed pain meds and quickly took them before grabbing her ice pack that wraps around her arm and put it on and shuffled back to bed.

Clementine clicked her curtains closed and flopped her head onto her pillow waiting for the pain meds to kick in so she could get some sleep.

Clementine must of dozed off for a little while because she woke up hearing a few knocks on her door, she furrowed her eye brows and got out of bed running a hair through her hair as she walked to the door.

Clementine opened the door and saw Alex standing there with a few bags in his hands.

“You’re not sick.” Alex quickly realized looking hurt, Alex has seen her sick many times before and she doesn’t look sick just exhausted, and her nose alwyss gets very pink and her eyes get glossy when she is sick

“No, i’m not.” Clementine whispered feeling terrible knowing she has hurt him because she didn’t tell him the truth.

“Why did you lie?” Alex questioned looking at her, he swallowed harshly.

“Can you come in first?” Clementine asked softly, Alex curtly nodded and walked in and he didn’t slip his uggs off at the shoe rack like he always does making Clementine frown.

Alex set the bags onto the kitchen counter and turned around giving her a stern look.

“I’m sorry, i know i lied i just didn’t know how to tell you i wasn’t sick but i couldn’t go to our date today.” Clementine explained softly.

“Why couldn’t you go on a date today.” Alex asked through his clenched jaw wanting to give her a chance to explain herself but he was still hurt she had lied.

Clementine hesitated and took a deep breath, “I get flairs up.” Clementine told him nervously, Clementine having never told anyone besides her medical team or family about the extent of her injury, “After my injury a few years to my elbow it’s a lot more sensitive and sometimes just waking up it feels as if i had broken it again and last night getting the puck to my elbow caused a flare by the time i was in bed, and i didn’t get any sleep and have been in a lot of pain so i didn’t want to make you deal with me during our date.” Clementine avoided eye contact with Alex as she told him the truth.

Alex quickly found himself softening, he saw how she was obviously apologetic for lying but he also understood why she lied and felt bad that she felt she had to lie to cancel their date.

“Älskling.” Alex cooed softly and stepped towards her and pulled her into his arms being mindful of her elbow, “It’s okay, i understand.” He felt her sag against him in relief.

“I’m sorry Lex.” Clementine softly whispered pressing a soft kiss against his chest, Alex just gently shushed her and kissed the top of her head.

“Are you hungry?” Alex asked as he still held her in his arms, Clementine shook her head, “Okay, why don’t i put the food in the fridge and we can go lay down?” Clementine nodded but held onto him tighter as he tried to let go, Alex let out a fond laugh but let her stay holding into him as he put the food into the fridge and led them to her bedroom.

He pulled back the blanket and laid down on his back and Clementine immediately laid on top of him and put her face in his neck.

“Next time just tell me okay.” Alex softly whispered and Clementine nodded softly and started to relax more and more laying on Alex and slowly fell asleep to Alex gently scratching her back.

[lukesvangelista]

masterlist

luke hughes⁴³: can the killer in me tame the fire in you?  lovers to friends to strangers | in which y/n wonders if there is anything left for her and luke after showing up to his apartment late one night. is there nothing left to do for us? part two | in which two lovers grapple with the memories of their relationship in two very different ways. i am sick of the chase, but i'm stupid in love part three | in which luke longs for the one person who understands him. i'd give up forever to touch you rivals to lovers | in which y/n and luke hate each other's guts. sometimes, they kiss.

jack hughes⁸⁶: just a little while longer established relationship | in which y/n is done with pregnancy, but jack comes to the rescue.

ethan edwards⁷³: red carpet debut secret relationship | in which y/n is a famous actress and ethan is there to provide comfort before they make their red carpet debut as a couple.

kent johnson⁹¹: the babysitters club love at first sight | in which kent needs some backup in babysitting, and y/n becomes his knight in shining armor. endlessly established relationship | in which kent admits that he simply wants to be the kent johnson who is hopelessly in love with y/n. the less they know the better established relationship | in which y/n and kent hide a big secret from his teammates.

connor bedard⁹⁸: last words of a shooting star best friends and maybe something more | in which connor is left to pick up the pieces after losing y/n.

luca fantilli⁶³: new year’s kiss friends to lovers | in which luca and y/n share a sweet moment at midnight to ring in the new year.

luke evangelista⁷⁷: national champs, baby established relationship | in which luke witnesses y/n’s shot at the national championship. more than a woman established relationship | in which luke sees y/n in her wag jacket for the first time. we were listening to lovers rock brother's best friend | in which luke is y/n's brother's best friend.

wyatt johnston⁵³: here's to the fools who dream established relationship | in which wyatt proposes to y/n.

hughes!sister⁴³ ⁸⁶ ⁴³: i'm the rumble of war, it gets hard to ignore you in which y/n hughes holds her ground during a post-game press conference.

[snercksketches]

march 2022 - very early idea sketches for art which will be featured on a siivagunner discord non-vgm guessing game (that is SOMEHOW STILL YET TO RUN), headed by my friends brady and @youtubepoopmusicvideo

[coffeejoshy]

M. Ward - A Man in the Moon, or, An Attempt at Translation

Music, theatre, canvas, the ballet or the screen; these are luxuries for so many of us. ‘Privilege’ might even be more apt given the notion that art is largely seen as ‘a thing to be enjoyed but which is not essential; a frivolity’. Ethan Hawke (of all people) recently gave my favourite articulation of why the arts are so necessary: because until you experience a feeling so incredibly deep that gives you cause to wonder, to think “has anybody else ever really felt like this?”, you have no way of knowing just how essential art can be.

“That’s when art is not a luxury, it’s actually sustenance”, he puts it.

Recently I got to see M. Ward perform his 20th anniversary tribute to his indie-folk magnum opus ‘Transfiguration of Vincent’. It’s a dark album peppered with fleeting spots of bright, written in the throes of grieving after the titular Vincent O’Brien, a friend of Ward’s, passed away. We don’t learn much of anything specific about Vincent over the course of the album, and nor should we. What we do experience over the album’s course, however, is the breadth of emotions Ward experiences in relation to his friend, and the downward spiral that accompanies those feelings as he watches Vincent’s gradual slip from the mortal coil.

Describing the album is difficult for me, because I find it difficult to ‘rate’ (a silly thing music lovers occasionally do), or ‘praise’ a work of art so subsumed in the grief of its artist and the tragedy of its subject. Talking about art in this way feels insulting at times, and never more so than for works as intimate as this. These are songs to be felt, not described.

And yet here is the paradox; I feel so strongly about this album and its artist that not evangelising it feels as impossible a task as explaining the effect it has on me.

Anyway, here we are.

On stage, Ward has a curious presence. He’s more idiosyncratic than charismatic, and instead carries himself with quiet confidence, and his guitar with a crooked left elbow. He isn’t particularly talkative, but the little he did say gave the impression of an incredibly humble man, and his husky voice and greying hair gives him this air of folksy charm that’s really quite, well, charming.

In interviews this seems to be much the case as well; in one radio interview from 2009 when asked how he would describe his then new album ‘Hold Time’ he answered (hilariously) “well, it’s my new album and some people will like it, some people won’t”. Other interviews also see him coming across as reserved and painfully shy about his creative process, not because he’s afraid of giving away trade secrets, but because he’s almost dismissive of the validity of his methods and his art. He’s wilfully determined to refrain from explanations of his art’s ‘meanings’ beyond vague outlines, as was the case for 2020’s ‘Migration Stories’, in his words a “sci-fi fast-forward to a more silent night many generations from here to a maybe-era where movement is free again”.

While much of this likely amounts to wild postulation about a man’s internal feelings, if there’s one accusation that’s easy to level at Ward, it’s that he’s an old soul. He’s cited Neil Young, Daniel Johnston, Billie Holiday, Howlin’ Wolf, and John Mahey as influences (“Transfiguration” is a reference to a Mahey album with a similar title), he records everything analogue, and even completes his demos on a Tascam four-track that he’s owned since his teenage years. Sonically his music evokes shades of Nick Drake, early Dylan, Jackson C. Frank and even Bowie at times. In today’s context, even the model of a solo singer-songwriter writing intimate analogue guitar music feels like an archetype on the brink of extinction.

Above all, Ward seems captured by the task of creating music as timeless as that of his predecessors.

The point that I suppose I’ve been dancing around in all this exposition is that M. Ward’s music has affected me very deeply.

I’ve spent so much of recent years trying to consume as much music as I can, chasing new sounds and bizarre voices to fulfil some craving of curiosity that is never truly satiated for more than a short time. In all that noise, it’s a fortunate wonder I didn’t overlook Transfiguration of Vincent and other M. Ward projects for their unassuming modes. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fully explain to someone the inward-puncturing existential grief that a song like “Dead Man”makes me feel, or the utter stillness that “Real Silence” gives me.

Crucially, though, I don’t think I need to try anymore. Writing this helps, for one, but it’s music like this that gives me the kind of unfathomable joys and sorrows that our friend Ethan Hawke was referring to. It’s music like M. Ward’s that reminds me why I need music, and though it may seem fairly obvious an observation (I suppose all the best ones are), it’s the reminder that some things cannot be described; they must be felt, transfigured by poets and writers into an essence distilled for the rest of us.

[thatbrightblueshine]

may i present;

them! i swear i have been having a thing for aaron with ... literally any player as of lately. surely there's raya and pope which i think look so beautiful together with aaron, the yin to yang etc. i think it's because i'm into blonde guys, light hairs on their arms, blonde eyelashes, bright blue eyes, so clear etc etc and aaron has a beautiful smile on top of all this, mental bastard he is. what's also lovely about aaron is how you could write him however you want because he may seem sweet when he talks, almost innocent, but you just know he's into messy stuff. gets proper off on it, but he can be sweet too, depending on who he's with.

i think he's more gentle with nick, much more gentle than he would be with david. feels like he could convince david to like whatever he likes, david would just go along with it. but nick knows very well what he likes and doesn't like, has intimidated aaron when he made clear what he's not into. aaron likes to tie david up, nick doesn't let him, doesn't like the feeling of losing control, of being so vulnerable. (he does it to kieran, doesn't like it done to himself)

just think they look so wonderful together. when aaron first met him he was upset that he's no longer the tallest keeper in the nt, could push pickford around and to his limits etc but nick's height was intimidating at first. the size of nick's hands when they first shook them, skinny with a little bruising between his middle and his index finger. avoiding eye contact, nick's eyes having an interesting colour. greyish blue ? aaron thought that's rare. he watched him so closely from the moment they first ever were appointed together for england. aaron was the new guy, nick got to show him around.

or command him around more like.

[nofatclips]

There She Goes, My Beautiful World by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds, live at Maida Vale b/w Get Ready for Love

[badmovieihave]

Bad movie I have Music and Lyrics 2007

[spilladabalia]

Bran Van 3000 - Drinking In L.A.

[diorsluv]

die for you masterlist

( diorsluv 2024 )

[ON HOLD!]

— social media, irl faceclaim ; lola tung

nhl + ntdp!2018 x platonic!figureskater!reader,

robertson brothers x fem!cousin!reader,

trevor zegras x fem!fwb!reader

other tags will be revealed once the complete series is done!

prologue

part 1: ( swear i couldn’t sleep a wink last night )

act i

part 2: ( no point in turning off the lights )

part 3: ( not the same without your head on my shoulders )

part 4: ( growing pains but i don’t wanna get older )

part 5: ( almost like we left it all on read )

part 6: ( couple feelings never laid to rest )

part 7: ( didn’t know that the party was over )

part 8: ( and it’s true that i need you here closer )

acts ii, iii, iv, and epilogue coming soon!

[kentjohnson91]

[genevieveetguy]

Clean, Olivier Assayas (2004)

[lukesvangelista]

SOMEONE PLEASE SEND ME REQUESTS i want to write!!!

in a big luke evangelista mood so do with that information what you will ;)