#nihya

[jemoneii]

Forest smooches ♡

[rachasakawa]

A good luck kiss for today's pulls, everyone! (Crying in had-to-delete-games-to-update-genshin language)

Dehya by me Nilou by my @rizzyun  Photo by Eckhardt Fotografia

[goneagainlol]

🄶🄴🄽🅂🄷🄸🄽 🅂🄷🄸🄿🅂 🄸 🅂🄷🄸🄿 🄰🅂 🅂🄴🄽🅃🄴🄽🄲🄴🅂

jeanlisa- mega flirt x oblivious workaholic, they act like a married couple 24/7 even if one of them doesn't realize it

zhongluc- dragon x phoenix, successful businessman x successful businessman, emotionless but tries to show emotion x emotional but tries to hide it, need i say more?

lumber- amber was in love at first sight, lumine thought she was annoying asf at first until she started to grow on her, slowburn at its finest

beigguang- smexy lawful queen x smexy rebellious pirate, they pretend to hate each other but (not-so)secretly think the other is the hottest thing since the big bang

eimiko- inazumas resident hot manipulative women, power couple / refined gays that have everyone licking their shoes

collber- best friends to lovers at its finest, i dont care if theyre gfs or platonic soulmates but they are literally the same person and therefore are perfect for eachother

kaebedo- another case of monstadt's signature flirt x oblivious workaholic, literal mlm jeanlisa with a drop of angst, couldnt be more perfect

chili- clingy flirt x emotionless blockhead, zhongli doesn't know what childe's doing half the time but is head over heals for him anyways

ganqing- rex lapis no. 1 fan x rex lapis anti, domestic enemies to lovers, probs one of the healthiest relationships in genshin if cooked right *chefs kiss*

monafischl- controversial, but if we established mona and fischl's ages then this has great potential, light hair goth witch x dark hair goth witch too and i believe that speaks for itself

xingyun- golden boys in love but they're too "he sees me only as his best friend><" to realize it, aka the epitome of slowburn childhood friends to lovers aka my downfall

kaether- kaeya's a flirt, aether doesnt take no shit, kaeya is in turn smitten. sprinkle in some angst in the form of miscommunication and youre set

kukitto- dumb-as-a-rock himbo bisexual x bamf bisexual who probably has a perfect sat score, shinobu is definitely done with the arataki gangs shit but itto is like a clingy-but-deadly newfoundland who thinks its the size of a chihuahua and shinobu is grudgingly infatuated

xiaother- love at first sight, "lovers oath" literally plays in the background of their first meeting. dump a bucket of angst in with xiao's hopeless devotion, while aether cant offer his whole heart bc his main goal is finding his sister. it doesnt get much gayer than this folks

zhongven- an old married couple, literally. the definition of "only you understand me" because they're the last gods still hanging around in teyvat (minus raiden but we dont talk about her) so it's a ship practically starved for an angsty reincarnation au

chaeya- they tried to out-flirt eachother and ended up falling for eachother in the process, plus the fact that childe is a harbinger adds some angsty spice

chiscara- "i hate you, do you hate me?" "no, i hate YOU, do you hate me?" and they were husbands

yelfei- "sorry about my gf over there she-" "WHATD YOU SAY PUNK?!" "nothing, dear^^" "oh ok pookie^^"

cynbedo- both crazy smart workaholics, they'd bond over sharing scientific theories and other scholarly things. plus the fact that lisa originally studied in sumeru and is friends with cyno, she could totally set them up

dehlou / nihya- hydro x pyro, gentle femme x bamf femme, not much source material for them yet but i dare you to tell me with a straight face they aren't already perfect for each other

shelan- if shenhe is chongyun's aunt, and yelan is xinqiu's aunt, then that means theyre gay for each other. do the math

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Linked Keys Febuwhump

day 11 - fever

Wind thought it couldn’t get any worse. It wasn’t enough for him to be sick and for everyone to be babying him (he hated being treated like a little kid, even when he wasn’t at his best). Turns out things could in fact get worse. This came in the form of the Chain’s third attempt to climb Nihya Peak, during which Wind stubbornly insisted on coming along… then promptly being separated when they reached the Blizzard Zone. Wind was now all alone, already feeling like shit but with bitter cold to accompany it. He didn’t like the cold, in fact the tropical island boy couldn’t stand it. It was even worse when your nose was already nonstop running and you could only breathe through your mouth, and you were achy and fatigued. This was hell.

Still, he knew he couldn’t just sit around feeling miserable. He remembered what Wild had said about staying warm if you kept moving. He had to try to find the others anyway. In an attempt to shield himself from the snow as best he could, he held up his shield, then used the Wind Waker to change the direction of the winds so it blew against the shield, which blocked most of it from him. With this improvised protection, he began moving through the deep snow, trying his best to ignore the freezing cold snow that his feet— covered by nothing but sandals— were completely submerged in.

“Guys?! Anyone?!” He called out. His voice was drowned out by the roaring wind. He doubted anyone would hear him even if they were within arm’s reach. That meant he either had to wander around until he found someone, or he had to prioritize finding shelter. Wind was really liking the second option. Chances were, in this storm, most of the others would be doing that as well anyway. Even just a cave or something would be a blessing right now… Gods, it was cold…

The frozen air made it hard to breathe, and the altitude wasn’t helping at all. Wind probably sounded like a fish out of water, gasping for air as he continued the trek across the mountainside in search of some kind of refuge. He was shivering violently, though he didn’t feel cold; on the contrary, he felt way too hot. His mind was in a fog, so he couldn’t quite remember, but… he heard somewhere about that being a bad thing. Why, though, he couldn’t piece together. All he knew was he felt awful, and tired, and so, so sick, and he wanted so badly to just sleep. He even thought about curling up in the snow for a quick nap, he felt so shitty, but at the last second decided that might not be the best idea.

His hands and arms were bright red. His feet and ankles were turning purple. His head felt like it was on fire and like it wanted to explode. He couldn’t go on. Everything hurt too much. He was going to die out here alone, wasn’t he? At least that was what he feared before a howl cut through the air. Wind nearly panicked, knowing that the howl belonged to a wolf. But when a wet nose brushed up against his cheek followed by a faceful of black fur, he realized there might be hope after all… Twilight had come. 

The wolf let out a pitiful whine, nudging Wind as if to urge him to get up. Wind tried, but felt far too weak. Wolfie nudged his arm, gesturing for Wind to hold onto him. Wind threw his arm around the canine, grabbing a fistful of fur and letting the wolf pull him to a sitting position. The wolf remained still, letting the teen lean against him to try and stand up. 

“Thanks Wolfie…” Wind muttered, half conscious. He tried to stand, but his legs felt like chuchu jelly, promptly giving out and leaving him slumped over on Twilight’s back. Twilight, a look of great concern in his eyes, quickly pulled on the sleeve of Wind’s shirt as if to tell the kid to climb onto his back. He was small enough, and he certainly wasn’t in any shape to move on his own. Once Wind was securely on his back, Twilight stalked off carefully towards a cave that he’d found.

Wind was burning up with a fever, but shivering from the cold at the same time. His hands and feet definitely appeared to have frostnip. The wolf silently cursed himself for not speaking up before the Chain started climbing the mountain. Wind didn’t handle the cold well. Everyone knew he didn’t, and given that he’d already been sick it was a surprise anyone let him tag along to begin with. Twilight wasn’t sure whether the bigger danger was the fever or the risk of hypothermia, but he did know the snow wasn’t doing the kid any favors either way. He couldn’t do much to care for the poor kid as a wolf, without opposable thumbs and the ability to speak. But he wasn’t exactly dressed for this weather either, and he would be no use to Wind if he were freezing as well.

The only option Twilight had for now was to remain in wolf form and curl up around the Sailor to keep him warm… And hope he didn’t get any worse… And hope that someone else would find them soon. 

Hours passed, and Wind had not shown any signs of improvement aside from simply not getting any worse. Wolfie remained curled up around him, keeping watch for any of their friends, but while he caught their scent briefly a few times, none came close enough to the cave to notice the two… Until Wolfie caught the scent of probably the best person for the situation: Wild. He was with Future, and they were approaching the cave. Twilight barked in hopes of getting their attention.

“Wolfie!” Future exclaimed, sprinting into the shelter of the cave with a sigh of relief.

“Twi…! Oh thank Hylia you’re—” Wild started to say before noticing the mess of blond curls hidden behind the wolf’s fuzzy body, “WIND!” 

“Dammit, I knew we shouldn’t have let him come along… He’s burning up!” Wild almost flinched as he put a hand against the sailor’s forehead. He looked around frantically, but didn’t see anyone else approaching. He’d have to take care of the kid himself, which he could do, but he still would have preferred if Hyrule or Legend or someone with more experience were to handle.

“Kit, take this and soak it in the snow. We need to cool him down.” Wild handed Future a small handkerchief, then took out his slate and with a flash of blue light, a bundle of chopped wood and a piece of flint appeared on the cave floor, “I’m gonna start a fire to keep us warm in here. Twi, bark if something happens with Wind.”

Wild struck the flint with his sword, igniting the wood. Future returned soon after with the handkerchief, now very wet and cold, and started dabbing at Wind’s forehead. Twilight remained curled up where he was, doing his best to shield the sick sailor from the cold and the wind. The kid should be out of immediate danger now that he had Wild and Future taking care of him as well, but that wouldn’t last if they couldn’t find the rest of their group and get off this damn mountain…

Hopefully the others would find them soon…

[cocotangaje]

22 September 2022

Hal paling kontras keliatan banget bedanya setelah gue punya pacar adalah gue mulai memperhatikan kondisi fisik gue. Bukan karena gue insecure, tapi gue pengen ngerasa dia beruntung banget dapetin gue sebagaimana gue beruntung punya pacar kayak dia.

Pacar guetuh suka banget nonton romance. Segala film dan series romance ditonton. Mau barat, indo, nyampe drakor. Sepanjang pdkt, jalan, dan akhirnya jadianpun act of servicenya juara. Dia juga peka banget sama sekecil apapun respon gue ke dia. Mau itu nada bicara, tatapan mata, senyum gue, bahkan gue pura-pura aja dia tau. Dia pinter banget baca situasi dan bahasa tubuh. Bahkan udah jadi refleksnya karena dia sendiri gak sadar ngelakuin itu setelah gue appreciate dia soal hal itu.

Gue merasa beruntung banget punya pacar kayak dia. Dia juga ceritain gue ke temen² sama kakak²nya. Karena lingkungan sekitar gue dipenuhi cowok² toxic yang gak peka, gatau diri, jelek pula, jadinyatuh pacar gue sekarang bener² menonjol banget di pandangan gue rasanya. Gue nggak yang menggebu-gebu, justru gue baru ngerasain perasaan bangga ginituh sore tadi setelah dia bucinnya dari kemaren dan guenya b aja. Itu juga karena gue udah ngambek karena tersinggung sama omongannya dan dia tau banget cara ngadepin gue gimana. Bukan sabar yang pasrah gatau harus apa, tapi ya dia sabar iya, cuma dia juga gak sepenuhnya menjadikan gue ngerasa dicuekin atau dia terlalu ngemis perasaan ke gue yang bikin gue punya rasa harus menghargai perasaannya juga.

Terus barusan gue abis pake cream malem dari dokter kan. Gue baru ngeh mata gue gelap dan kantung mata gue gede banget. Terus langsung pengen beli eye cream sama serum bulu mata. Belom lagi muncul keinginan olahraga sama gym juga. KEK KEREN BGT GASI WEY WKWKSJBSJSBSJSB emang nihya 2022 menuju bucin.

Keinginan menikah gue masih belum ada. Tapi gue punya bayangan buat bertahan lama sama dia. Semoga yang terbaik aja lah ya.

[flawedvictori]

16 Nylah

16-“I’m this close to killing you”To Eylandriel’s credit, her eyes don’t even widen when Nihya pulls the revolver on her.

She doesn’t blink when she pushes it against her head, and she doesn’t make a peep when Nihya pulls the hammer back.

She doesn’t even glare, just looking up into those eyes she’d fallen in love with so long ago and smiling that irritating little half-smile of hers.

“Yes, dear? What is it?” She asks, leaning back in her chair, and Nihya’s hand shakes, just a bit.

“I,,, I’ve been doing some thinking.” Nihya says, a barely-perceptible quaver in her voice giving away her nerves. “And the way I see it, I don’t need you anymore.”

Eyla raises an eyebrow, at that, and Nihya swallows.

“You... you do your work through proxies and dead drops. Always have. And we’re both half-elvish, even people who think they know you won’t know the difference.”“I see.” Eyla says, tilting her head slightly, her grin widening as Nihya’s gun follows her movement. “You could impersonate me, sure... Let the legend of the Traitorous Spy die, retire quietly...” She leans forward suddenly, and Nihya’s gun moves smoothly back, never giving her space. “But why would you bother?”

“You...” Nihya shakes her head, glaring. “You keep getting in my way. The bodyguard, and your machinations, and...”

She pauses, and Eyla smiles.

“And being unable to get me out of your head isn’t helping, is it?”

Nihya flinches, as viciously as if she’d pulled a knife on her, and she gives a rough shake of her head. “Shut up! Just... be quiet, for Bahumat’s sake. Do you have any idea how close I am to killing you?”

Eyla shakes her head, still smiling warmly.

“Nihya, love...” She starts, leaning forward. The gun doesn’t move this time, but she doesn’t care, just gently taking hold of Nihya’s hand and kissing between her knuckles. “I’m acutely aware of how much you want to pull that trigger.”Nihya’s hand shakes in hers, and she gently tugs at it, pulling Nihya into her lap and pressing a soft kiss to her neck, a hand reaching up to gently rest on the fastenings of her prosthetic.

Nihya nods, near imperceptibly, and Eyla detaches it, laying the heavy metal arm on the ground and gently massaging Nihya’s shoulder.

“We can’t.” Nihya says, pulling back... and Eyla shakes her head. 

“One kiss, for old time’s sake?” She whispers, leaning in... and Nihya gives in, nearly bowling them both over with how hard, how hungrily she kisses her.

And they don’t stop at one... not that either of them had really expected to.

/

Eventually, Nihya makes her way back to the bar, visibly refreshed, if a bit disheveled.

Ezri gives her a quizzical look at the changed clothes, but says nothing, and Gladness just wordlessly sets out some food for her.

In the morning, she was just thankful that no one had seemed to notice...

But then she looked in the mirror and finally spotted the fruits of Eyla’s labor all over her neck, she let out a stream of curses loud enough to wake everyone in the rung.

And, several rungs away, Eyla smiles.

[obeymesimp11]

Top & Bottom

In here you'll find who's top and bottom in the ships. ❤️

Top, Bottom:

Toshinori Yagi x Inko Midoriya

Shota Aizawa x Hizashi Yamada

Oboro Shirakumo x Nemuri Kayama

Hanta Sero x Mina Ashido

Fumikage Tokoyami x Tsuyu Asui

Izuku Midoriya x Ochaco Uraraka

Mashirao Ojiro x Toru Hagakure

Denki Kaminari x Kyoka Jiro

Eijiro Kirishima x Katsuki Bakugo

Rikido Sato x Koji Koda

Shoto Todoroki x Momo Yaoyorozu

Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu x Itsuka Kendo

Hitoshi Shinso x Neito Monoma

Tamaki Amajiki x Mirio Togata

Nejire Hado x Yuyu Haya

Tenya Iida x Mei Hatsume

Seiji Shishikura x Camie Utsushimi

Toya "Dabi" Todoroki x Keigo Takami

Shinji Nishiya x Yu Takeyama

Tomura Shigaraki x Himiko Toga

Kai Chisaki x Hari Kurono

Top, Bottom:

Kōshi Sugawara x Daichi Sawamura

Yū Nishinoya x Asahi Azumane

Ryūnosuke Tanaka x Kiyoko Shimizu

Chikara Ennoshita x Hitoka Yachi

Shoyo Hinata x Tobio Kageyama

Kei Tsukishima x Tadashi Yamaguchi

Keishin Ukai x Ittetsu Takeda

Kenma Kozume x Tetsurō Kuroo

Yaku Morisuke x Lev Haiba

Toru Oikawa x Hajime Iwaizumi

Issei Matsukawa x Hanamaki Takahiro

Kentarō Kyōtani x Shigeru Yahaba

Takanobu Aone x Kenji Futakuchi

Keiji Akaashi x Kōtarō Bokuto

Satori Tendō x Wakatoshi Ushijima

Kenjirō Shirabu x Eita Semi

Shinsuke Kita x Aran Ojiro

Atsumu Miya x Kiyoomi Sakusa

Rintarō Suna x Osamu Miya

From Top to Bottom:

Barbatos

Diavolo

Mammon

Leviathan

Beelzebub

Belphegor

Satan

Asmodeous

Simeon

Solomon

Lucifer

Rapahel

Thirteen

Mephistopheles

MC

Barbatos, Diavolo, Mammon, Leviathan, Beelzebub are the "Alpha's", Belphegor, Satan, Asmodeous, Simeon, Solomon are the "Beta's", Lucifer, Rapahel, Thriteen, Mephistopheles, MC are the "Omega's". Also, the brothers aren't romantically/sexually involved with each other, so no incest/demoncest!

Top, Bottom:

Giyu Tomioka x Shinobu Kocho

Obanai Iguro x Mitsuri Kanroji

Sanemi Shinazugawa x Kanae Kocho

Kyōjurō Rengoku x Akaza

Tanjiro Kamado x Kanao Tsuyuri

Zenitsu Agatsuma x Nezuko Kamado

Inosuke Hashibira x Aoi Kanzaki

Tengen x wives, from Top to Bottom:

Uzui Tengen

Makio

Hinatsuru

Suma

Top, Bottom:

Manjiro Sano x Takemichi Hanagaki

Chifuyu Matsuno x Keisuke Baji

Takashi Mitsuya x Hakkai Shiba

Haruchiyo Akashi x Kazutora Hanemiya

Nahoya Kawata x Ran Haitani

Rindo Haitani x Souya Kawata

Senju Kawaragi x Hinata Tachibana

Ken Ryuguji x Emma Sano

Shuji Hanma x Tetta Kisaki

Hajime Kokonoi x Seishu Inui

Izana Kurokawa x Kakucho

Top, Bottom:

Albedo x Kaeya Alberich

Eula x Amber

Gorou x Arataki Itto

Barbara Pegg x Noelle

Beidou x Ningguang

Razor x Bennett

Xingqui x Chongyun

Venti x Diluc

Ganyu x Kequing

Hu Tao x Yanfei

Jean x Lisa

Kaedehara Kazuha x Scaramouche

Lumine x Ayaka

Kamisato Ayato x Thoma

Kujou Sara x Sangonomiya Kokomi

Raiden Ei x Yae Miko

Rosaria x Sucrose

Tartaglia x Zhongli

Aether x Xiao

Xinyan x Xiangling

Rosaria x Aloy

Amber x Collei

Scaramouche x Mona

Yelan x Kuki Shinobu

Yelan x Shenhe

Shikanoin Heizou x Kaedehara Kazuha

Cyno x Tighnari

Kamisato Ayaka x Yoimiya

Yunjin x Xinyan

Dehya x Nihya

[mahsanulkirom]

Dua Penggembala yang Saling jatuh Cinta (1)

(Terjemah dari Diwanu Majnun Laila Karya Abdus Satar Ahmad Farrroj)

Qais ibn Mulawih adalah seorang pemuda ganteng, gagah dan cerdas. Semasa kecilnya, ia diperintahkan oleh sang ayah untuk menggembalakan ternak keluarganya. Ia menggembalakan ternaknya disebuah gunung yang disebut jabal tubad. Di gunung ini, ia tidak sendirian, ia punya teman sesama penggembala, seorang perempuan bernama Laila bintu mahdi. Laila merupakan perempuan cantik, wanita penuh etika dan pintar. Kelak, sebab perempuan inilah, qais si pemuda ganteng dijuluki sebagai si gila.

Antara qais dan laila sebenarnya memiliki hubungan kekerabat yang cukup dekat, karena keduanya merupakan keturunan dari qabilah Sho'shoah. Amir ibn sho'shoah adalah kakek-buyut qais urutan ke 7 dihitung dari sang ayah, sekaligus urutan ke 8 bagi laila. Berarti laila dan qais punya hubungan keponakan-paman.

Di gunung tubad itu, qais dan laila menghabiskan masa kecilnya sebagai penggembala, setiap hari mereka bertemu, bercengkrama dan saling memahami satu sama lain, ketika menginjak dewasa tumbuh lah cinta diantara keduanya. Cinta yang tumbuh dari bebatuan padang pasir nan tandus. Cinta yang menyerupai pohon kaktus, penuh duri dan nanar. Sehingga tak ayal melahirkan gejolak dikemudian hari.

Setiap hari qais menyebut nama laila dalam do'anya, ia juga sering mengunjungi laila pada malam hari, mereka berdua bercakap-cakap dan mengobrolkan segala hal. sehingga tidak asing lagi bagi orang sekitarnya, bahwa qais dan laila adalah dua sejoli yang sedang mabuk cinta.

Melihat hal ini, karena bagi masyarakat arab  pertemuan wanita dan laki-laki merupakan hal tabu,  keluarga besar qais geram, mengapa ini bisa terjadi? Sungguh memalukan!, kita harus sepakat untuk menjaga kehormatan kita,  kita nikahkan qais dengan seorang wanita.

(Mungkin antara keluarga qais dan laila terdapat sekat yang cukup berarti, qais lahir dalam lingkungan keluarga kurang berada sedangkan laila adalah putri dari hartawan kaya raya. Sehingga memungkinkan bagi keduanya untuk tidak bersama)

Mendengar hal itu, dengan enteng qais mengatakan, "nek ora dek laila ora lah."

Dan qais pun mulai berceloteh tentang laila, menyebut-nyebut keindahan tentangnya, dengan itu ia berharap mampu menghentikan keinginan keluarganya dan bisa membantah ucapan-ucapan mereka (tentang hubungan "gelap"nya dengan laila.)

Kesedihan pun mengusai dirinya, cinta akan laila kembali muncul, terlihat pada pancaran wajahnya, ia pucat, dadanya berdenyut kencang, kenapa jika dia mencintai laila, apakah mencintai laila merupakan dosa?

Pada suatu hari ia dicaci-maki oleh kaumnya, lalu ia berkata :

"Apa yang terjadi padaku bukan lah hal sepele, hentikan cacian kalian!, cacian itu tak akan aku dengarkan dan kalian tak akan aku bayar (untuk berhenti bertindak demikian)."

Demi menegaskan cintanya pada laila, Qais pun bercerita sedikit tentang kisahnya :

Suatu malam, pintu kami diketuk oleh tamu sedangkan kami tidak memiliki hidangan apa pun. Lalu ayah memerintahkan aku untuk meminta hidangan kepada ayahnya laila. Aku pun mendatanginya, kamu mencari apa? Tanya ayah laila. Aku bercerita tentang apa yang terjadi pada keluarga kami. Ia lalu memanggil laila, laila! Tolong ambilkan Nihya[1] itu! Dan penuhi Qakbun[2] anak ini dengan samin. Lalu laila  keluar membawa nihya itu.

Laila pun menuangkan samanya kedalam Qa'bun yang aku bawa sembari kita mengobrol. Percakapan itu begitu mengasyikkan, hingga kita tidak menyadari bahwa qa'bun itu telah penuh. Samin itu pun tumpah, tumpah membasahi kaki-kaki kami.

Kejadian malam itu begitu indah, adalah satu dari sekian peristiwa indah qais bersama laila. Mereka memang bertemu sejak kecil, namun pada malam itu berbeda. Laila begitu jelita, laila begitu mempesona, mungkin pada malam itu lah cinta keduanya bersemi.

Pada suatu malam, qais lanjut bercerita, aku mengunjungi laila kali keduanya. Aku beralasan ingin meminta bara api, karena malam itu udara sangat dingin. Laila pun keluar membawa Khurfah, bejana untuk membawa bara api. Aku mulai menghangatkan badanku dan seperti biasa, aku mengobrol dengan laila, obrolan itu semakin mengasikan, tanpa aku sadari jubah yang aku gunakan terbakar. Semuanya! Jubah yang aku gunakan seluruhnya terbakar kecuali yang menutupi auratku. Jika memikirkan itu aku heran tentang apa yang telah aku perbuat. Itu sungguh konyol, tapi begitu indah.

___________________________

[1] Nihyah : tempat untuk menyimpan samin

[2] Qa'bun : gelas besar mungkin sejenis askan jika dijawa.

#MAK

[jemoneii]

Dancing lessons ♡

[rachasakawa]

Another photo from my first shoot as Dehya :D The good thing about our work travels is that I'm now back in shape for another shoot, haha! Dehya by me Nilou by my @rizzyun Photo by Eckhardt Fotografia 

[segelasusu]

Curhat bentar

Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini merasa jenuh tiap pagi. Bukan capek ya, tapi jenuh dengan rutinitas yang monoton. Hm bukan karna cycle sehari-hari, bangun-kerja-kuliah-istirahat. Tapi lebih di kondisi kerja yang menurutku semakin hari semakin terblok-blok. Berbeda ketika awal masuk, ketika senin rasanya excited uda kebayang nanti kerjain ini kerjain itu, nanti mau cerita ini sama si itu, yaa lumayan ada hepinya. Kalau sekarang, bangun tidur gak berharap ada chat dari client karna makin kesini clientnya tanya perihal data miliknya, bukan program. Contoh nihya, ada user yg mana beliau seorang konsultan accounting. Kalau ada dokumen yg nggak balance antara jumlah penerimaan dan faktur, biasanya minta tolong tracing biar dokumennya balance. Mungkin gapapa kalo pembuatan dokumennya benar-benar terbuat sesuai alur. Tapi ini tidak:) jadi untuk tracingnya bener-bener jauh. Yg seharusnya cukup Barat ke timur, tapi ini dari Barat kudu ke Selatan ke Utara baru sampe ke Timur. Serius ini cukup buang waktu yg seharusnya bisa dipake untuk analisa program/testing.

Sekarang ini sih lebih excited kalo ada kelas/kuliah apalagi tugas kelompok. Mungkin panggilan jiwaku *wetseh belajar hal baru yg nggak pernah ku pelajari sebelumnya. Serius lo pas libur gaada kabar tanggal masuk ku menanti-nanti kapan masuknya wkwk. Gak terasa aja sekarang uda mau TA. Yaa semoga 2021 gak kerasa harinya karna disibukkan dg kesibukan akhir semester sampe tau-tau kontrak uda abis aja heuheu🙃🙃

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克里亚瑜伽Nithya Kriya的独特之处

Nithya Kriya——疾病的护理和治疗Nithya Kriya（克里亚瑜伽）是由尼希亚南达帕冉玛希瓦上师（HDH Sri Nithyananda Paramashivam）揭示的一系列瑜伽疗愈的修炼。Nithya Kriya的独特之处在于其知识和技术均来自吠陀最真实的瑜伽圣典，而具体的��合则来自上师的亲身经历。上师本身就是一位著名的瑜伽士，从小就受过强大的瑜伽士和神秘行者的训练，并且是神秘瑜伽科学的实践者，而这些科学实际上已从现代瑜伽课本中消失了。为什么选择Nithya Kriya？如今，印度正面临失去无价的瑜伽遗产严重危机，无论在东方或西方，没有信誉的老师借瑜伽之名随机向不知情的学生提供体式，有氧运动和呼吸练习的组合。Nithya Kriya致力于保护和保存原始瑜伽，源于几个世纪以来的研究和发展的，以及无数开悟瑜伽士的不可估量的无私贡献，他们奉献了生命来丰富这门科学。根据Gorakhnatha和Matsyendranatha这些传奇瑜伽士所提出的教学方法，个人的体式和呼吸法是神圣的，不能被篡改，而产生预期效果所需的技术组合则由学习者从他自己的上师那里获得。这些现代瑜伽之父忠于吠陀文化，为了不断更新这门古老的科学而敞开了大门。Nithya Kriya的圣典根源Nihya Kriya被完全锚定在瑜伽圣典中，包括传说中的帕坦伽利瑜伽经，以及构成瑜伽基础的三部经典经文——《哈达瑜伽》Hatha Yoga Pradipika、Gheranda Samhita和Shiva Samhita。帕坦伽利瑜伽经是瑜伽的基础文本，是由瑜伽之父，开悟圣哲帕坦伽利所撰写。据说这种基于ashtanga瑜伽，神秘而又高度实用的文本，可以追溯到公元前2世纪，尽管它被认为要古老得多。根据帕坦伽利瑜伽经的观点，强调瑜伽作为一种生活方式的价值，它通过ashtanga瑜伽（八肢瑜伽）组成，包括yama和niyama（个人和社会学科），asana（体式），pranayama（调息法），pratyahara（感官和心理控制），dhaarana（专注），dhyaana（沉思）和Samadhi（非二元意识）。Hatha Yoga Pradipika是15世纪梵文的Hatha瑜伽文本，由Swami Gorakhnatha的门徒Svami Svatmarama撰写。这本书是献给阿迪娜塔（Adinatha）或湿婆神（Lord Shiva）的，据说祂向祂的神圣伴侣Devi Parvati揭示了哈达瑜伽的秘密。Hatha Yoga Pradipika包含四个主要upadeshaas（教义），它们揭示了对体式、调息法、脉轮、锁印bandhas、行动kriyas、灵性能力shakti、经脉nadis、手印mudra和昆达利尼的正确理解和实践。Gheranda Samhita是一本非常实用且有效的瑜伽手册，据说它是贤哲Gheranda教给Chanda Kapali的。Gheranda Sahmita提倡七种瑜伽，包括shatkarma（净化过程）、asana（体式）、pranayama（调息法）、mudra（手印）、pratyahara（感官和心理控制）、dhyana（冥想）和samadhi（以上所有这些的结果）。Shiva Samhita是一个复杂的文本，跨越了从健康到彻底解脱的整个人类经验。文本从一篇关于灵性解脱的论文开始，继续揭示84种有益的体式、调息法、冥想和可视化技术，咒语，微妙的能量通道（经脉nadis），昆达利尼和上师在修行道路上的重要性。Nithya Kriya所借鉴的其他文本包括Raghuvira的Kumbhaka Paddhati，Trisikhibrahmanopanishad，Yogakundalayupanishad，Yogachudamanyupanishad和Yoga Taravali.Nithya Kriya的演变尽管人类的本性在各个时代都是一样的，但是人类的身体和思想已经很难与瑜伽的基础文本（其中一些文本是在20世纪前）被写出来的一样。看似无关的因素，如工作压力、匆忙的生活方式和不断变化的社会现实，正在对我们的细胞功能或大脑处理信息的方式等基本过程产生真正而深远的影响。因此，任何能为今天的个人服务的技术都必须经过进化，并在它所要受益的那种身心上进行测试。Nithya Kriya的发展遵循三个过程：1）作为Nithya Kriya一部分的每一种技术都是由上师编辑和亲自测试的，祂将自己对现代个人身体、呼吸和心灵复杂方程式的独特理解带进了圣典的智慧中。2）一旦完善技术后，将在一个精选的信徒小组测试一个曼陀罗（21天），并在收到反馈后，然后纳入Kriya。通过平行测试的过程，在同一时间段内对多个Kriya在不同的组别中进行测试。为了特殊疾病的疗愈Kriya，对患有这种疾病的人以及对照组进行测试。3） 一旦Kriya经充分测试，它将发布给来自世界各地不同文化和年龄段的1000-2000名追随者和瑜伽练习者，他们承诺在圣尊的直接指导下自愿练习Kriya，无论是亲自在场，还是通过双向视频会议。患有某种特定疾病的人练习Kriya一个曼陀罗（21天），并通过反馈恢复。进行了必要的更改，并进一步测试了修改后的版本。4） 对于每种疾病，都设计了“护理”和“治疗”的Kriya。例如，高血压护理的Kriya是针对健康人的预防性Kriya，而高血压治疗的Kriya旨在造福已经患有高血压的个人。这样，每一个Nithya Kriya都要经过几个周期的严格测试才能最终成形。即便如此，为了与吠陀的持续学习和丰富的实践相一致，我们邀请任何可以为Nithya Kriya的发展做出积极贡献的人提供反馈，以作为现代人身心，精神的整体解决方案。点化（deeksha）的力量瑜伽经文在赞扬有纪律练习的好处的同时，毫不犹豫地宣布，相当于12年艰苦的修行（灵性修炼）的结果，可以经由上师在一瞬间授予对祂开放的信徒。虽然从理论上讲，所有的Kriya都可以由任何对瑜伽经文有足够了解的人来组织和教授，但是在一个高度进化的人面前练习同样的Kriya的好处是无法估量的，尤其是当参与者真正对大师备受推崇的点化“开放”的时候。点化的高度科学而又神秘的经历，在某种程度上可以用共振原理来解释。就像一碗水在正确的频率下被金属棒敲击时会发出嗡嗡声一样，一个精于能量的人可以通过自身正振动的纯粹压力，巧妙地迫使实践者的能量进入更高的灵性频率。在这样的时刻，身体和心灵失去了它们的自然抵抗力，并唤醒了自己最大的健康和福祉。利用昆达利尼能量进行自我修复Nithya Kriya的一个重要区别是安全和科学地唤醒实践者的昆达利尼能量。昆达利尼是蕴藏在我们每个人身上的巨大潜能。昆达利尼可以被描述为每个人通往无限宇宙能量的热线。一旦进行适当的瑜伽练习，被上师的指导和恩典唤醒，昆达利尼就会给实践者带来大量的祝福，包括能量水平的大幅提升、身体的健康、消极心理模式的消失、真正的内在满足以及与宇宙源头的深层联系。原文：Nithya Kriya - Care and Cure for Diseases and Disorders https://nithyananda.org/nithya-kriyas/kriya-care-and-cure-diseases-disorders#gsc.tab=0

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Pertama denger dan baca kalimat itu Gue terkejod juga sih tapi sambil mikir. Iya juga ya, ngga ada orang di dunia ini yang perfectly good gitu. Kita semua punya salah, punya masalah, punya masa lalu. . Btw itu salah satu penggalan lirik lagu @5sos . Gue jadi kepikiran kata-kata begini, "Jadi buruk itu baik." Tapi dipikir lagi harusnya gini, "Pernah jadi buruk itu baik." Kata 'pernah' itu membuat kita benar-benar menjadi manusia. Pernah di situ menunjukkan kalau kita kerap berbuat macam-macam keburukan, tapi mungkin kita tidak mengulanginya lagi di hari ini atau sedang berusaha untuk menjauhinya. . Kadang Gue ngerasa tenang usai Gue ngaku ke diri sendiri kalau Gue salah ini dan itu. Tapi bakal jadi toxic pas Gue menjadikan pengakuan itu sebagai salah satu ajang Gue merendahkan diri Gue sendiri. Super merasa bersalah. Gue overdosis. Ga ditanganin, mati dalam lautan penyesalan. Porsinya jangan kebanyakan. Pikir Gue, sekarang. . Menurut Gue, harusnya nggak ada istilah Bad Girl/Boy atau anak nakal atau apalah itu. Kita semua tetep baik menurut Gue dari sisi yang mungkin hanya orang-orang tertentu yang bisa merasakan. Tiap orang memandang dengan cara yang beda. Maka dari itu, Gue rasa kita bisa mengubah diri kita menjadi salah satu orang yang berusaha memandang orang lain dengan cara yang terbaik. . Kadang kita nggak suka sama seseorang karena kelakuannya. Padahal yang buruk cuma beberapa kelakuannya, orangnya pasti punya sisi baik. . Bukannya nyuruh terlalu husnudzonn tapi nihya, kayaknya sadar kalau yang manusia itu bukan diri sendiri aja itu penting. Jadi, yang bisa salah ya bukan diri sendiri aja, orang lain juga bisa. . . Kebaikan nggak bisa dipukul rata!! Kata 'baik' nggak cuma punya satu makna. . #azizahazahra #gakpapakalaukenapakenapa #kitamanusia @pinterest https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzew0TXHC0Y/?igshid=pur1ux1yakvd

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Out of context bit of my Nihya notes after last session.

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Namanya juga mamak-mamak milenial kalo ga surhatin suami ya anak ya mertua ya ipar. Tapi dari surhatan tsb bikin bersyukur sihya karena jadi suka sadar sama apa yg paling sering dikeluhin diri sendiri, ga ada apa-apanya sama surhatan mamak-mamak dibelahan bumi lain ttg suami, anak, ipar bahkan mertuanya. :) ga semua hidup rumah tangga yang mamak liat itu bahagia dan lempeng-lempeng aja bisa jadi cuma pencitraan atau bahkan cuma butuh pengakuan kalo hidupnya sekarang emang baik-baik aja karena naik level dari segi finansial wkwkwk padahal mah ngenes dan termehek-meheknya samaaaa hoooy wkwkwkw cuma nihya bedanya kite ama mamak nyang onoh kadar kesanggupan sama kadar nahan gak sih buat publish segala sesuatunya agar dikomen orang agar disorot khalayak ramai. Yoi~ Postingan ini buat ngingetin diri sendiri kok jadi kalo ada yg kesinggung ya bodoamat, mang gue piqirin mhehehehe

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Sudah lama rasanya ku tak mengetik di sini. Menceritakan apa yg ingin ku sampaikan. Tentang rasa sendu yang kini menerpa. Entah mulai kapan Mulai dari mana Aku begitu jatuh hati pada laki-laki itu. Menurutku ini aneh. Selama 3 tahun lamanya, aku pernah merasakan sulitnya melupakan. Walaupun akhirnya ada yg membuatku melupakannya, walaupun hanya sebentar dan setelah itu aku kembali mengingatnya. Tapi Aku sudah pernah bertemu dengannya Tak ada yg menarik memang dari pertemuan kita. Namun, tak ada getaran rasa saat aku bertemunya. Jadi sekitar dua tahun lalu, aku dan dia bertemu di sebuah kompetisi. Dimana tim dia menjadi juara 1 dalam kompetisi itu, dan tim-ku menjadi juara 1 dalam kompetisi itu. Namun, aku hanya sekedar tau tapi tak begitu penasaran. Setahun berikutnya, dia kembali menghadiri kompetisi itu dengan tim nya. Namun, aku tidak ikut dalam kompetisi itu karena terjadi sesuatu hal diluar dugaanku. Tapi, aku melihat aksi dia dan teman se-tim nya. Tapi, lagilagi aku tak tertarik. Dan sekitar akhir bulan lalu, nampaknya aku mulai tertarik pada dia Yang begitu tampan Menarik Cuek Dan katanya dia orangnya jujur bat Trus, dia juga seorang ketua osis yg sukses menjalankan tugas-tugasnya. Eh kata siapa? Katanya sih gtuuu... Dan kalo diliat dari sudut pandangku, dan dilihat dari sudut pandang sosmed yg ku stalk, sepertinya dia memang menjaga jarak dengan wanita yg bukan muhrim. Hmmm idaman bukan? Hahahaha jelas.. Ups sorry. Terakhir yang ku tau, dia seorang murobi anak rohis smp di sekolahnya. Wahhh lengkap sudahhh ketertarikanku padanya makin meningkat. Di kolom search ig ku, nama dia paling atas. Soalnya sering ku cari hehe... Terus, sg dia selalu aku tungguu.. Dan, ketika dia ada acara yg membuat dia jarang on ig, dan jrang bikin sg, itu sedikit membuatku rindu. Rindu? Siapa gua etdahhh.... Akhirnya ku follow ig adiknya, aduh macem apa aku ini. Seperti sedang meneror seseorang, semuanya ku follow demi dapat berita tentang dia. Tapi entah rasanya, gmna ya... Hmmmm Jadi ginii... Kayanya dia lagi deket deh sama temen satu sekolahnya.. Entah cuma diceng-cengin apa emg beneran deket. Jujur nihya, sebenarnya aku cemburu hehe.. Lah lu siapa dia dahhh? Ya bukan siapa-siapa sih. Ga ada hak jg buat cemburu. Tapi Iya aku akuin tetep aja aku cemburu.. Enak ya dia Satu sekolah sama kamu Deket sama kamu Kalo diig bisa like-likean foto Bisa komen-komenan. Ya Akuma apaa. Ig kamu aja ke gembok Akuma gengsi follow kamu Yaudah aku bikin akun palsu buat kepoin kamu. Sefanatik itukah aku? Entahlahhhhhhhh... Eh udahlah ga usah bahas itu lg wkwkwkwk.. Gua cuma mau blg. Sukses yaaaaa Semoga perjuangan bulak-balik ugm bisa memuahkan hasil. Semoga teknik industri ugm bisa jd rezeki ditahun ini. Dan sukses selalu Semoga kita bisa bertemu Jadi partner mungkin Atau sekedar teman Atau mungkin jd jodoh Hahahahhaha hayalannnnn kali.. Sudahya Sudah dulu Selamat malam Eh ini sudah pukul 00.38 apa msh bisa dibilang malam? Ckckckckck Semangat yg lg di karantina Puncak jauh ya dari sini, pantes rindu. Yang penting selalu bahagia ya kamu.. Dah Ps: ini tak ada faedahnya samsek coy-_