Thinking about the inevitable reunion between Lucius and Ed because it has the potential to be SO damn awkward and hilarious,, like imagine you kill someone and then you have to meet them again. what are you supposed to say. what will Ed even say💀
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I went to the aquarium again the other day and there was this snapper fish that had all these spots and stripes on it, and it was the exact colour of Shuu’s hair. I love moments like that - when I see him in something.
Like hydrangea flowers - some of them are pink, but if you get one the right shade, then it’s this undefined emulsion of blue and purple. Or when the sunsets on certain days? Where the blue sky meets the pink? It makes the colour too. It’s that colour, it’s so indescribable. I see it quite a lot in fish, though - fish and flowers. Quite a few of them have that colour. I think I began to subconsciously associate Shuu with aquariums because I see him in them.
There used to be all that petty fighting about Shuu’s hair colour. Whether it was always blue and the anime was like soooo wrong, and all that. So I think because of that, I consider Shuu’s hair colour to sit in the middle. Whenever I see one specific reproduction of blue-purple or purple-blue, or where the colours meet and don’t quite mix - that’s the colour, to me. It’s quite rare, but it exists in nature, and when I see it I get quite emotional.
I think things like that are quite wonderful. It’s so strange to see something that makes you happy mix with another thing that makes you happy. I don’t think I feel so serene anywhere else.
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i think the essence of current online mental health advocacy can be summed up by the fact that people genuinely believe that should we invite gigi hadid tweet is an effective way of curing eating disorders lol
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documentary creators will see g exhibiting the most eating disorder behaviors of all time and be like "is anyone gonna film that with no explicit external commentary, at once demonstrating its apparent mundanity as a well-known aspect of g's psyche and also emphasizing it as not only a deviation from the norm but also a deviation from other cyclists?" and then air it on the bbc
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I don't know what the vibes of the Jack and Ed dalliances are in cannon but I feel like in a modern au (ie Jack doesn't have the pirate loop hole to engage in the debauchery that we all know he would be engaging in anyway) they're like young adults and it goes something like
Jack(20 something, still struggling with the demons of the closet, into Ed): you're pretty I would fuck you if you were a girl.
Ed(19, openly gay, into Jack): why only if I was a girl?
Jack: because it would be gay.
Ed(saying things he fully does not believe): I mean, how gay is it if you're the one on top?
Jack: what do you mean.
Ed: I mean if you fuck me how different is it from fucking a girl really.
Jack:
Ed: I'll let you call me a babygirl if it'll make you feel better
Jack: yeah alright.
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Something about me is that I’m always dehydrated.
I always have been. I went to the ER in first grade because I didn’t drink water all day during summer camp.
I feel thirsty but for some reason I can just ignore it and I forget I’m thirsty.
I get constipated because I never drink water. I have so much water retention because I never drink water. My skin is suffering because I never drink water. I’m low on energy because I never drink water. My hair falls a lot because I never drink water.
Part of the reason I forget to drink it is because two years or so ago, I hated that I would get bloated after taking a sip of anything (I also hated the way I looked I thought I was fat but this was why) so I decided to just not drink water until I got home from school. I also started skipping meals which made things worse but this is about water right now. Obviously, this made the matter worse because I was already dehydrated to begin with so I started to get even more bloated, more tired, I felt like shit all the time, and my anxiety levels skyrocketed. Then I went to the doctor and told her about it in hopes that she would give me some magical solution. She just told me to drink water and I was like oh…
Long story short, drink water. I started drinking a lot more water and my skin sighed in relief, my hair is try thriving, and I get less bloated now. I overall feel more confident and energized, I would definitely recommend.
I still forget to drink water a lot since it kind of became a habit to ignore my thirst but I’m working on it and it’s helped a lot
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i just know people hate to hear insecurities like this and it gets so grating to people but i think ive just been so inundated with the message that i am genuinely hideous my entire life that i dont know how to believe anyone who thinks otherwise
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listen to me. stop rbing ed and thinspo posts with memes telling them to eat. just block/report and move on. diet culture is dangerous and vile but trying to be snarky at people who're clearly struggling helps no one. in fact you're more likely to cause them to double down in their unhealthy behaviors
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I think I finally understand why it's so hard to find a Stede AND Izzy fan, without them misinterpreting one of them. It's the difference in perspective (how they watch the show)
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kinda almost can't believe how yesterday I was noticing health effects from behaviours and then my brain was legitimately like 'do the behaviours again and the health effects will be less' and I straight up believed it and it was only afterwards when it was Worse that I went '...wait a minute that's not even logical'
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