#not sorry im full of hatred
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Where did the trope of Steve telling the party to watch their language come from? Because in canon he calls them shitheads and dickheads to their faces. Why the fuck would he care if they swore.
#its the dreaded “mom steve” joke at work#its not funny#its also not accurate in the slightest#steve making sure kids only 4 years younger than him dont kill themselves does not a mother make#if he didnt follow them into the tunnels in s2 they would have dies#let him being the shithead older brother figure#the party has parents!! that love them!!#let them have their parents!!!!!#“~but the party are only kids what about their childhood~”#what about steves!!!!!!!!!#hes a fucking teenager!!!!!!!#him wanting to be a dad 10 years down the line doesnt make him the party's parent now#hes not telling them to stop swearing#hes not packing them lunches#i dont even think he drives them around as much as fanon has him#not sorry im full of hatred#stranger things#steve harrington#momo.txt
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being an adult means we can buy or make as much self-indulgent shit (as we can afford) and unironically have trinkets of our fave things cause our teen years was bullied for liking things and hiding/denying we were ever neurodivergent to the point of suicide. sucks for anyone that thinks its weird cringe but I'm going to try and allow myself to love myself in little ways now
#wish i could tell younger me that i wasnt fucked up i was just autistic#even if youre not nd i still think having things you enjoy around you is important especially for your space#so i make a notable effort to get fandom stuff for my younger siblings now#like my lil sister thinks getting demon slayer stuff is cringe cause anime and what not (havent read it sorry)#but her face still lights up when i get her a pin for her#or a blind bag with a character keychain#and very slowly the self hatred and whatever it feels like that youre not allowed to like anything and that anything you like is bad#starts to diminish#my qpp is obsessed with birds and chickens and has so many trinkets around the house for it#or my friend who loves how pretty stained glass looks that his walls are covered in thrifted stain glass pieces#i know an elderly couple who are obsessed with star trek and they have a room in the house purely for shelves stacked with collectables#my friend's dad is so obsessed with spiderman that he has 3 walls full of figurines and posters and collectables that prob amoutn to tons#like i dont get it but i get it#maybe its because im sick rn but im in my head tonight about human loving things and stories and cocepts to the point of comfort#sara shush#ramble
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They found the character you like and are making them mean in all the wrong ways. Yeah they don’t care about context or what growth the characterisation added. They’re not sorry either it’s going to keep happening. Your character was mean to theirs so they hate them and now every trait has boxed them into the needlessly hateful emotionally incompetent self-centred trope. they’ve also been feminized and dubbed to have been secretly pining for their rival for years . Everyone hates them. Sorry
#Mu Qing they’re doing you so wrong making you pathetic#im sorry they keep making you vengeful and full of hatred it wasn’t like that fr#you’ll be okay mu qing#Feng Xin is just going to pull your hair 100 times#and you are going to cry because you are self conscious#it shouldn’t have been like this#sorry man
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tiktok users need to be rehabilitated onto tumblr so they can have hipsters and 16 year olds who are crazy about media analysis preach to them about how to love again
#SORRY i got curious about a tt community for something i liked. some of these people are so full of hatred for no reason#i say this like i dont feel like im still 16 LMAO#mossball.txt#tiktok
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with how the splat 3 fanbase is acting about splatfests, you'd think there's something real and tangible on the line and not like, superficial bragging rights and a few extra snails. idk why people are sitting here and getting angry at shiver as if she's a real person who has any actual will to do anything and not just pixels on a screen, especially when there are legitimate issues with how splatfests are designed and run in splat3, and that's the devs and nintendo's fault, not shiver. she's not real and she can't do anything to you. and i've seen way more complaining about the concept of "toxic shiver stans who always pick shiver and ruin it for everyone" than i have any actual evidence that these kind of people exist on a mass scale. it really feels like that kind of person is a guy that the fanbase made up to be mad at every time they lose. i agree that there are huge problems with splat 3 but the moment someone lays the blame on shiver they throw all credibility out the window. it's not shiver, there's no evil cult of shiver stans manipulating the splatfests, and don't get me started on how people are talking about the asian playerbase with these splatfests.
#luminiscore#splatfest#splatoon 3#listen guys. ive been playing since splat 1. and let me tell you. even then it wasn't as bad as this#*old man voice* back in my day callie won almost every splatfest and we liked that JUST FINE. ok we didn't#but judging from numbers of past splatfests majority of the player base DOES pick based on what they like best and not the idol#so idk why im seeing people call for idols to be dettached from splatfest thats not gonna change the issues with balance#like i hate to break it to you all but majority of the splatoon player base are casuals who are not deep in the fandom if at all#and they do not care about what your ideas of fairness are. they just wanna play#and its stuff like. i think a lot of you seriously underestimate how popular stuff like vanilla ice cream is. it's not shiver#im just amazed and baffled by all the hatred and vitriol directed at shiver bc ive never seen this before with splatfest discourse#the WAHHH (insert winning team here) IS FULL OF EVIL SPAWN CAMPERS excuse is as old as time and should not be listened to. sorry#and in no world in a pvp game will the enemy roll over and let you win and play “fair” bc you want them to. thats not how it works#and i despise how whinging and screaming from a small and super toxic section of the fandom is poisoning discourse for casuals#touching grass isn't enough some of you guys need to start a garden
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guys i think this website is recreating misogyny
#i cant say specifics of what the media is or who the character is but like. if theres a character (who happens to be a woman) who is never#directly shown on-screen. but shes absolutely integral to the plot. and it's all with an extremely serious tone. maybe headcanoning them as#a silly ditzy bimbo wifey who believes in astrology and doesnt know anything about computers and her only interests are animals and plants#and taking care of her husband and cleaning the house and she also only wears bright pink and dyes her hair bright pink......#maybe. just maybe. thats fuckin awful?!?!? 💀💀💀💀#IM GOING INSANE HERE. LIKE GOD DAMN I THIUGHT I COULD TRUST TUMBLR USERS ABOUT THIS MEDIA TOO. I WAS SO WRONG. BLOCKED INSTANTLY.#also im not even going to begin to tackle the casual whitegirl racism involved with the interests listed for this character. like idk people#loooove to be vaguely spiritual without respecting a single culture who actually does these practices. 😀.#but im so mad like. i cant even say shit like 'ummm think about this for a sec!!' because the OP clearly put tons of time and effort into#their insanely misogynistic post. multiple drawings lined and full colored. like. they thought about this and thought it was amazing. 😐#anyway... ive noticed lately that a lot of people think misogyny is a dying bigotry or that its 'not as serious' as other forms of hatred?#but sexism is a very real systemic and individual issue. drawing cismenkissing.png doesnt auto-clear the sexism allegations 🫢#anis gaymer moments#ok sorry for the long rant im done now i prommy
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long ramble in tags tldr: kindness rules
#was it genocide that got them to the human world or was it her kindness and promise at the expense of her past#who was ultimately the reason the goldy pond kids were able to survive and escape#who got stabbed by a demon and was in a coma for four weeks trying to protect her newfound family#ultimately shifting his perspective on humans and hunting in general and becoming a driving force in their efforts for freedom#who became best friends with the literal ''evil blooded girl'' and was able to come up with a sound solution to demons needing human meat#in order to maintain their forms#do you think norman would be happier knowing he had to be the sacrificial lamb killing children with his bare hands and fully executing it#do you think ray would be happier if emma had simply let him die instead of giving him a firm dose of reality and helping him to#live a life full of love and support and kindness#of course she isnt perfect and i most definitely would change a lot of things if i could but this is just one of the many comments i see#when youre blinded by hatred you cant think objectively#i understand that norman went through freakish amounts of hell but to put it in my perspective: if i were a demon#i highly doubt that i would fully understand how intelligent humans truly are#you know those videos of people boiling crabs alive and saying ''it doesnt hurt them''#there would probably be a lot of rhetoric around that nature and all i would know is eat human fingertip = go play tag#so why would my parents deserve to die? what difference is there between cattle like pigs and cows in our world to humans in theirs?#anyways. im sorry for liking stories where kindness prevails and opens doors to opportunities previously thought imaginable#i hate constantly seeing this stuff when looking up tpn and it irks me it really does
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i hate this stupid ass town seriously cannot walk anywhere in the winter had to lift my whole rollator up over a snow pile on virtually every other block had to lift it up over the curb to cross the street halfway through blocks multiple times bcuz some ppl just straight up refuse to shovel all winter
#/file/text#/c:/programs/notepad.exe#sorry for complaining again im just full of hatred and malice and frustration
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i know you guys don't read poetry for real
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Tbh my WORST nightmares arent like being chased or anything its always weird and existential like I wake up and decades passed without me realising it. Or my grandma died or i have an animal and i put itsomewhere and forgot about it and its all emaciated and skeletal by the time i remember
#Last night i dreamt there was this new thing called deep sleep or the deep slumber and I was like ok#ill go into deep sleep for 1 or 2 yrs and maybe things will be better by then#But i accidentally slept for 40yrs#And i was just so full of the deepest regret you can imagine that i had squandered my human life the greatest gift ever#Just totally threw it away so stupidly#I was 62 when i woke up and i didnt look much different but i could feel it inside of me that my life was over#and everyone I knew was gone#I fr feel like im about to cry just remembering how this felt in the dream LMAOOOO#And i was desperately searching for any way to reverse this horrible thing i had done#And it turned out they discovered an ancient book of real magic spells one of which could reverse deep sleep#but the last remaining native speaker of that language had JUST died before i woke up#so they couldnt translate the spells anymore#And it was like devasatating hopelessness all over again as i found this out#I cant even describe the intensity of the regret and self hatred and deep deep sadness#So that was my dream...i cant stop thinking about it mann#Sorry peachuals but i needed this here in my tumblr dream journal too. LOL#dreams
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no amount of like "ohhh its a way to say you dont like something without shaming others" will make me get over how inherently embarrassing the word "squick" is like Girl. Start over. try not to make a word that sounds like a ketchup sound effect Not to mention how the only people who say it are 27 year old women who write nsfw xreader fanfiction of shonen anime and put it in the main tags on here
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i wanna draw but i need to get ready for a family dinner at my sisters... ughh
#why do i always get motivation at the worst times#and my mum is being a petty bitch and not going and its making me insane#but im not gonna do anything ^^ i love her but ive told her if she keeps going like this its just going to get worst and she should just#talk to my sister abt it but noooooo shes needs to be a bitch abt it#well. not my problem! if u want to ruin ur relationship with ur daughter u go ahead and do that!#also every so often i think my dad isnt so bad but then he'd do literally anything and my hatred comes back full force!#sorry this just became a ramble abt how much i hate my family lol#everyday i realize that my brother had the right idea by leaving and like. never talking to them lol
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Darkiplier for character bingo? Don’t go here but u seem to like him
jhkjddahsksjhdkhdb ty anon yes i love this funky little monochrome bastard !! i love when people not in fandom call me out for my blorbos it makes me laugh every time
#also sorry this took so long to answer i. may have gotten distracted by minecraft#but yesss dark my beloved ❤️ my fucked up eldritch horror ❤️ my little being born out of hatred and wants only revenge ❤️ babygirl ❤️#i’m gonna ramble now :3#so like the dynamic thing ik he’s mostly by himself when we see him but god imagining him interacting with anyone makes my brain explode#like him and wil;; imagine the reunion;; or him and actor and the utter hatred there;; and of course him and the DA like i’m going feral#hell even by himself he is sorta a dynamic since he’s three people (2 people 1 demon?) but yknow#not the best character even tho he’s my fave because i do genuinely think wil is the best character#and god i need more screen time for him are you kidding me#we only got like 10 seconds of him in space;; haven’t had full dark content since 2019 im starving over here#also he’s not done anything wrong since all he’s done since he’s been created is monologue @ y/n multiple times#pullin a hamlet over here he talks a lot about getting revenge and then just stands there and talks instead of getting revenge#crazwaz posted#audience participation
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smh cloud for forgetting about that time sephiroth impaled you
did it really mean nothing to you
He thought you guys had something special :'( world's most ungrateful twink smh
#ichareply#anonymous#ichafantalks ffvii#ichablogging ffviirg#sorry im lowkey unhinged the hatred i have for the ending circled back to full clownery i can't take this seriously#and it's getting late and i'm slightly crazed when tired#good fucking lord.
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just venting again I’m sorry
#okay so this is going to sound whiny of me idk I’m sorry I’m like this I really am#ik none of you follow me to hear about this shit and I’m sorry for constantly whining about things I don’t like being like this#I just have so much going on in my personal life and then also nothing at all#I’m just plagued by constant chronic loneliness and it hits me so hard some days that it’s like physical pain#I can’t even talk myself around by saying ‘you do have people that care!’ because I really don’t anymore#everyone’s too busy with their own shit and I find it hard to talk directly about my feelings#I downplay or switch topics or focus on talking about them#and then I get upset because they don’t understand or don’t think it’s serious#but I don’t know how to say I feel so hollow and breakable and at the same time full to bursting with sadness and grief and anger and#self hatred stronger than I’ve ever felt before#and if I try once or twice to express this crushing feeling of shitiness#and you don’t understand or listen my brain will shut down the idea entirely#and prevent me from reaching out again for a long time#I just feel like I’m so inconsequential and ywt at the Same time I’m the one cog still turning to keep everyone else going#like I’m nothing and yet too much at once#I don’t know. I feel like I’m on the edge of Something massive and irreversible and I don’t like it#I feel like I’m also on the precipice between never ever trusting anyone again and diving head first into trusting Anyone#that bothers and trusting them too much. caring too much again in the hopes that I do get hurt for a final time and learn my lesson#I don’t know. and I don’t like having these fits of sounding fucking crazy on here and I’m sorry again for sounding like this this isn’t who#I am I promise im just struggling I think. but I don’t know how to fix it. it feels like some sort of like…#fatal flaw in me somewhere. I don’t know.
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everything feels burdensome, even being cared about, I genuinely do want to be forgotten, I don't want to exist and being around people just reminds me that I'm still here.
#i know im damaging my mental and emotional health severely but im full of self hatred that I convinced myself this is who i am#ill always be this small person that was never really worth much anyway#sorry
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