#not the intention but…Mew is not high on my list these days

[thatgirl4815]

Just piggybacking onto an earlier Ask pointing out how Ray doesn't react when Top holds Mew's hands - I actually found that whole sequence starting from the coke-snorting quite upsetting precisely because of how passive Ray seemed throughout. Admittedly I'm still very angry at Mew so it might be clouding my judgement(!), but first we see Mew's lacklustre response when Ray thanks him for picking him, his almost scoff when Ray tells him he loves him, then we get the avoided kiss and him leading Ray out by the hand, and then the Top confrontation where it felt like Ray had been totally reduced to an accessory - he's virtually silent throughout, his face is mostly pretty blank, and he doesn't even really react when Mew throws his drink in Top's face, and definitely doesn't look like he's enjoying the encounter, at least until Mew kisses him. Mew might have been the one in the collar but in that scene it's Ray that reminded me of a dog, and it just made me super sad. It's yet another reason they shouldn't be a couple - Ray's sense of self is entirely subsumed by Mew when they're together because of the imbalance in their relationship aka Ray's idolisation (which in itself obviously isn't Mew's fault - it's when he takes advantage of it that I get mad). We see it even before they "get together" - in almost all their 1:1 scenes, Ray immediately deflects any attention back onto Mew. The only time we really see him express his own agency is unfortunately/disastrously a) the bathtub scene, b) when he kisses him while he's sleeping, and c) his ep 6 meltdown (I'm not counting the end of ep 7 convo cos I 100% believe Ray wouldn't have brought anything up if Mew hadn't led the convo in that direction). Anyway, don't really have a point much beyond expressing how, given what happened beforehand, Ray still just makes me ache with pity and sadness, even after he turns on Sand.

“Mew might have been the one in the collar but in that scene it's Ray that reminded me of a dog”

^Yes, that is a perfect way to describe it!! I think all the context before Ray’s fight with Sand is what makes that scene hit so much different than it does in the Ep8 preview. That might also be why we see Ray fade to the background so much during the encounter between Top and Mew. Ray’s realizing that he’s only a pawn in Mew’s revenge plot.

You’re right—Ray’s agency with Mew is extremely limited. The interesting thing is that Ray has kind of imposed these limitations onto himself by putting Mew on such a pedestal. I think there’s a part of him that is utterly terrified that he will do something wrong and lose Mew. But I suspect there’s another part of him that wants better from Mew; I wouldn’t be surprised if he denies those thoughts though, because he thinks he has no right to them. He has Mew, and that’s already more than he deserves (obviously that’s not true, but I could see that being Ray’s thought process during the scene with Top).

Really, the ways Ray interacts with Mew are so painfully indicative of how much he craves someone to care about him. He’s decided that Mew is that person, so he will do all he can to make it so, even if the reality doesn’t live up to the fantasy. Of course it will take a lot for him to finally admit it won’t work out, simply because he’s spent so long wanting it.

Ahh, tbh the psychological insights are the only compelling aspect of the RayMew dynamic for me, haha. Poor Ray.

[hay1ock]

So it’s been pretty much a week now and having rewatched the first episode of Only Friends a couple of times, and before the next episode drops Saturday I wanted to ramble and put down some thoughts I can look back on about how much I love this show so far. (I know it’s only been 1 episode but fuck it.)

Firstly, I want to compliment the aesthetics of the show. The styling of sets and the characters are striking. Lighting, soundtrack, the colouring of the scenes. I’m no film student or anything, but for me it’s a good looking show. And I love the vibes. It has an edge beyond that of the BL tag in my mind. It’s got those QAF and Skins vibes as well as other shows about young adults we had here in the UK that I watched growing up, and I love it.

The sex stuff (+mature/toxic behaviour). I’m aware there are various opinions and comparisons. Too little, too much. This show vs that show/movie. There’s space for all kinds of shows/stories. You want fluffy sure, second turn on the right. Want trauma inducing and everybody dies, keep heading straight at the crossroads. You have the right to not watch and let others enjoy what they enjoy. Regardless of gender/sexuality humans are flawed. They screw up their own lives and other peoples, and they fuck (except those who don’t). Personally, I consume anything that’s entertaining and god damn Only Friends is entertaining.

Anyway, personally, I thought the sex fit in nicely to the story. And I say story because I’m not really one to just want to watch or read about people shagging for the sake of it. Actually, I once submitted a story to a publisher and (feeling like Up’s character in Lovely Writer here) they wanted me to up the heat and add more sex. For me, I need a purpose, even if the sex is the purpose. For example Boston in this episode. Fucking was the reason. It was part of his character. The scene was for his gratification not the viewers. I loved it being all rushed and frantic and there being only one goal - to come. And mixing it with Nick wanking and them climaxing at the same time. Genius scene to be honest. And to follow that up later with them actually getting together and the classic fade to black. We know what’s gonna go down - Nick’s hand down Boston’s pants that’s what 😃

Then we have Top and Mew, a very different scene - slower, more intimate. These characters have very different intentions. Top chasing the goal of Mew’s virginity. To succeed he needs to go steady, lull Mew in by making him feel good. And then Mew who’s maybe pushing his limits as to what he’s comfortable with. As a once virgin myself, I can’t argue with him wanting a little attention, some kisses, and some chest groping lol. But in the end, he cant go all the way, at least not with a one night stand, so the scene shifts. Top maybe pushes it, but I’m glad he ended up being a decent guy (at least in this moment) and accepted Mew wasn’t ready.

So characters.

No point in me hiding it but I’m here because of Khaotung, Neo and First. Khao has had my heart since 2gether. Neo got added to that list after TonhonChonlatee (sorry Tonhon but Na was where it was at lol) and then the trinity was completed with The Eclipse with First. So, high on my Eclipse feels I’m hit with the Only Friends trailer and it was an immediate ‘sign me up’. Since then, Mark did get my interest, loved him in MSP and MLC, and I’ve also got to know Book and Force more since A Boss and a Babe (sorry if any Enchante lovers see this - at the time I only watched ep 1 and it didn’t grab me so have yet to finish it - maybe one day lol).

The fact Khaotung is playing him is a big bonus but have to say RAY is currently my favourite character. I have a soft spot for the characters who seem to be dealing with baggage and I would assume binge drinking, and considering himself ‘unimportant’ are likely signs (along with other bits seen from the trailer). He seems like a dickhead but is actually a squishy baby who needs love and protection (mainly from himself). At least my take so far. I am worried about him and his lack of self preservation, he’s lucky Sand was a stand up guy because handing your phone, car and yourself over to a stranger is a terrible idea. He was passed out and defenceless and if Sand was looking to take advantage in some way, he could have been in real trouble. (Thinks about the sobbing scene in the trailer) I hope nothing bad has or will happen to him if he’s in such a drunken state again. It’s sad he would have just accepted Sand and him had had sex because Sand was hot.

Moving on to SAND. Though a bit aggressive in a ‘I’m so done with everybody’ kind of way, he seems to be a decent guy who just wanted to take a piss in peace lol. We didn’t get too much of him. He gave me mature and big bro vibes and was rubbing Ray’s back when he was retching over the loo - wonder if he’s done that for anyone else in his life? He was a bit standoffish to start (rightly so at some points) but seemed to soften up a bit when Ray was genuinely apologising and saying thanks to him. Also, the slight look/hesitation when Ray asked him if he knew him in the bathrooms. Does he? Even if from a distance? Can’t wait to see where these two go from here.

Next. BOSTON. Well, he certainly likes to get his end away. I don’t dislike him (yet). Screwing around doesn’t make you a bad person. Chasing after red wristbands might make you a little bit of a dick, but I’m generally less against the ‘third party’ and more judging the one who has a partner who is doing the cheating (though here it was more an open, we enjoy a threesome relationship he was getting entangled in). Anyway, I enjoyed Boston and his facial expressions, and his ‘hunting’. Will reevaluate when he starts breaking hearts.

And first in line to get his heart broken, NICK. Not sure our boy will be getting employee of the month snooping through customer phones and jerking off to their half naked selfies lol. He seems a nice enough guy, and as with all the characters it was a decent intro to him. I enjoyed the tension between him and Boston. He recognised him from uni it seems so maybe had his eye on him and finally got a chance to interact, which they certainly did. The preview already showed him getting attached so I’m ready for him to be heartbroken 💔

MEW. A seemingly precious baby who just wants to read his books and save his virginity for something more meaningful than a one night stand. Haven’t much to say about him at the moment as taking him at face value for now. But interested to see how he gets to the point of yeeting Boston into the pool in the trailer lol.

TOP. *narrows eyes* I have no idea if I trust him. He clearly had one mission at the start, but then based on his and Mew’s conversation over ice cream, and how it seems others only view him as the top of the top, a prize to hook up with, I did feel like he was genuinely surprised and intrigued by Mew stopping the hookup before sex. In his scene with Boston, he also said he wanted to date Mew, but because he found him interesting. I don’t know if it’s still a bit of a challenge to him to get Mew to date him because it’d be fun, so whether his goal is still to try and get laid and then he’d dump Mew and move on… We’ll see I guess *side eyes trailer*

(NAM?)CHEUM. Not too much of her but she fits in well as the fourth member on the main friend group. Would be interesting to see how they know each other and for how long. Guess we’ll have to wait and see if she gets a storyline of her own or if, as she had a red wristband on, it’ll be happy lesbian shenanigans now and again to contrast everyone else’s drama and her being there observing her friends self destruct.

Thinky thoughts going into the next episodes.

1. Please tell me the guy Yo is with in the intro is called Lo.

2. I’m wondering if Papang is playing Nick’s boss. Can’t remember the trailer scene setting well other than a laptop in front of them. Maybe he catches Nick and Boston on the cctv.

3. Top & Boston scene in the trailer. Could it be a flashback? Didn’t feel like a flashback but who knows. Assuming it’s not, I wonder what gets Top to a point where he can’t wait for Mew anymore and bangs Boston? Did they have a fight? Were they ‘on a break’? Did Mew pick Ray or something else over him? (I’ve seen the outfit analysing lol)

4. I’m gonna repeat here that I’m worried Ray will get himself in some real trouble getting blackout drunk. He has his arm in a sling in one scene in the trailer so there could be an accident or a fight. But he’s also a sobbing mess and Mew comforting him and well… I hope he stays safe.

5. Interested to see who and how Title’s character will tie into what’s going on. Pilot trailer implied he’s a friend/worked at the bar with Sand.

6. Nick already got them heart eyes. Poor boy’s gonna suffer. But props for the bold move of sending Boston that photo.

7. Oh yeah, Drake! I’d gone with it maybe being Papang out of the cast we knew about from the trailer. Well done to the people who were like ‘that’s Drake’ lol. I had joked about hoping they just brought in a whole bunch of the gmmtv boys to play one night stands or drunken kisses on the dance floor so I’m one for one for boys and episode so far lol.

8. Mew hiding behind and pushing Cheum towards a vomiting Ray in the first scenes was everything lol.

9. Ray’s outfits 😍

10. They did pretty well covering up The 1975’s poster in Sand’s apartment as had to go see when I saw someone point it out (I can’t imagine trying to edit around moving, talking characters)

11. I feel sad that Ray cared more about his belongings than himself.

12. Sand’s ‘I am so done’ face. Especially when Top ‘borrowed’ his mic.

13. And about that. Public propositions like that are a hell no from me. I’d hate to be cornered like that. I mean it’s okay if you’re going to say yes I suppose. But what if it’s not a yes? Like what do you do in front of everyone. Say no and look like the asshole?

14. Top washed his hands after going to the bathroom. Top tier indeed.

15. That intro sequence going from one character to the next - very cool. Also the days of the week montage.

16. Dear Ray, please don’t throw up again. *lowers volume a little bit* 🤢

17. Props to the friends wanting to turn the theory business plan of a hostel into the real thing. I think I’d be Boston in the group and just be dragged along and agree to whatever lol.

18. That intro is definitely a non-skip. Everybody be looking damn fine!

19. Watching everyone’s expression regarding Ray, Mew and Top. Boston knows Ray likes Mew and damn if he doesn’t seem to enjoy poking at him. Also at one point I started to wonder if there was anything else beyond jealousy between Ray and Top. Probably just Ray having had some drinks so reacting in no way subtly lol. And then Mew’s expressions when Ray leaves both times. Does he know? Is he just concerned his friend is storming off and drinking? Hmm.

20. Let Ray and Boston kiss you cowards lol

Bring on episode 2.

[tallstars-rewrite]

Chapter 45

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The rain finally let up for a moment as Talltail and Jake sat side by side near the town's edge, shaking the water from their soaked pelts. 

“I’m proud of you, Talltail,” Jake said. “For helping him. I know it couldn’t have been easy.”

Talltail leaned into Jake and they sat there in silence for a while. Once he was already soaked, the water bothered him less. Free of the scorched aftermath of the fire and the thick tree cover at last, Talltail paused to revel in the feeling of the fresh breeze in his whiskers. He swore if he tasted the air deeply enough it carried a faint scent of moor heather on it.

Talltail took a breath. “I think…” his voice trembled. “...I must go home.”

 It was almost surprising that he said the word home, that part of him still considered it home after all this time. It felt right, the word came so easily and brought a fresh wave of longing crashing into him. 

“I thought you would say that,” Jake said. “You must be worried...”

“WindClan has survived many battles, and they will continue to no matter what. But…if there’s a chance I could be of any help…I have to try. I can’t stay away without knowing for sure that they are safe.”

Although, they may not accept him back. It was alright if they didn’t. He just needed to be there to face the danger with them. Warn them, if he could. That would be enough. He wouldn’t dare let himself hope too much for more, at least not yet.

***

Talltail had no idea what he was going to do when he got home. But he hadn’t been planning farther than one step ahead this whole time, and changing that was difficult.

 Giving ShadowClan territory a wide berth meant it would take awhile to reach the moor again. The journey felt impossibly long as the next new moon night drew closer. Talltail had not seen the moor in so long, part of him couldn’t quite believe he’d lay eyes on it again, nor could he imagine what would happen when he did. Would it look the same? Would it feel hostile or welcoming? But whatever his fears were, he knew with an unwavering certainty that had eluded him for moons that this was the right direction for him to take. 

Until then, they could do nothing but walk and stop occasionally to hunt, tempering their pace so as not to exacerbate any wounds not fully closed. And Talltail intended to make the most of every moment spent with Jake. He had warned his companion well enough that he didn’t know what his clan would do when they got there. WindClan may have been alright with outsiders at the best of times, but not when they were so high on guard. And Jake coming to them with a treacherous deserter…

“If your clanmates are anything like you’ve told me, I bet they’ll be happy to see you. Ratfang told you that herself, didn’t she?” Jake said. “You worry far too much.”

“She was talking about Briarpaw, he’s not aggressive towards any cat! And he has no control over what everyone else does. I….I left with hardly a word spoken.”

“Well, then now's the time to try and make up for it.”

Talltail paused. “I know you know this, but you don’t have to come into--”

“If you’re about to tell me I don’t have to come with you again, I’m going to box your ears. I’m not going anywhere until you know where you’re going, and I know for sure you’re ok.”

“But you’ve never walked this far before!”

“I’ve never fought a fox before either, or run through a fire, or faced down whole groups of angry cats trying to kill me." Jake tilted his head in thought. "Well, I’ve faced down some angry cats before, but not so many in such a short amount of time.”

“And those are reasons to keep going? I may just drag you into a den of badgers next.”

“Then I'll come out of the experience with a badger pelt to line my nest with. What’s one more dangerous thing? At least let me walk you there. If things go badly, then you’ll be glad to have me around.”

“I’m always glad to have you around regardless. But that doesn’t make it a wise decision,” Talltail purred.

Jake flipped his tail nonchalantly. “I’ve never been a cat that’s known for making wise decisions, and I refuse to start now.”

Talltail heard the teasing purr in Jake’s mew, but he was warmed by his words anyway. It would be another half-day of walking until Highstones was in sight and they could see the moorland. The sun should start setting below the horizon by the time they got where they needed to go. 

Talltail’s heart nervously fluttered in his chest with each step closer. There was no way to know what nightfall would bring. He had hoped to gather his courage during the final stretch, but as the sky began to blaze with the colors of sunset and the stark black outlines of Highstones in the distance rose into view, Talltail's heart pounded so hard he thought he might faint. 

He remembered for a moment the last time he’d come here, walking the steps of ancient warriors to be presented before StarClan. Now, despite his nerves, the path felt...right. He walked as if he knew the way as well as he knew his own paws the nearer to home he got. Such a change from how disorienting the trails had been on his travels thus far.

Talltail looked up to the stars glinting above him; Silverpelt watching him intently. Are you happy I’m here? Talltail thought nervously. The stars didn’t answer of course. They peaked out from behind the sparse stray clouds that hid them, and cluster by cluster, the warriors of StarClan blinked open their twinkling eyes in the sky. 

Jake nudged him. “I haven’t been able to see the stars for days. Maybe they’re here to greet us.”

Perhaps Jake was partially joking, but Talltail wanted to think there was truth to it.

“I hope you’re right. It is a relief to see them again,” he admitted. “The night skies have been cloudy for so long I almost forgot they were still there.”

Talltail hummed to himself as he stared into the quickly darkening expanse. The moor was finally, finally, in sight and it loomed ahead of them; a great hill silhouetted in shadow, the very top haloed by the last beams of setting sun in a dazzling warm gold the color of gorse blossoms, brighter than any forest fire. After being so sure he’d never lay eyes on it again, seeing it come into view felt like a dream that was too good to be real.

 But it is real... I’m almost home.

He and Jake took their last rest. Talltail had trouble keeping his eyes off the hills. His whole body thrummed with nervous energy and his tail restlessly lashed. When stood up, Jake put his paws on his.

“Where are you going?”

“Uh...I don’t know, hunting?”

“We already ate. Stay with me for a while.” Jake’s voice was gentle and his eyes so sincere, and Talltail found himself slowly sinking back down. Jake rested his paws over his. “Just let yourself rest for a moment. We’ll probably need it.”

“I know, I just...Feel like there’s more I should do. To prepare or...something.”

“Prepare by resting. I swear, the moment you get a whiff of peace it’s like it scares you, and you always jump up and try to start running around again. We’re ok right now.”

“I suppose it’s a habit,” Talltail said sheepishly. Jake was teasing him, but Talltail knew he was right. He was unused to happiness, and to peace. It was so deeply ingrained inside of him to associate any moment of pleasure and contentment with guilt, with a sign that he must be selfishly indulging. He’d never truly allowed it. “I think relaxing is another thing I need to practice,” he admitted with a halfhearted chuckle.

“Great, I’ll help you practice!” Jake purred.

Talltail leaned his head against Jake’s flank, trying to calm his breathing, but he still couldn’t help thinking of all that could go wrong in the coming day. There was plenty to be worked up about. He wanted to, perhaps foolishly, hope he could find a way to prevent the battle to come. He remembered Ratfang’s words about their clan's history. Was a future of bitter rivalry and constant battle all they had to look forward to? When would it end? Fights were so ingrained into the life of a warrior he never thought there was really any way around it, and to hope otherwise felt dangerous. But he couldn’t pretend it hadn’t entered his head at some point that he longed for a future where he didn’t have to fear seeing his clan go through another fight. It was stronger than wanting to simply hurt ShadowClan back for Brackenwing, or for his father. He’d tried chasing vengeance. Of course, that was never going to work. It would have only led to more hurt. Maybe he could stop their clans from making the same mistake. 

Perhaps it was a foolish dream to chase. A dangerous one. Clans that sought peace were sometimes viewed as weak instead. But maybe sparing bloodshed would be worth the risk, not having to lose more cats than was necessary. Remaining here on this hill, paralyzed by doubt or fear was the one thing he couldn’t do. He had to trust himself enough to act, to try something. Come what punishment may.

At least he wasn’t alone. Jake shifted beneath him, snoring quietly. Talltail stared fondly at the snoozing housecat's face and thought hard about how lucky he was to have stumbled upon such a wonderful cat. He noted the new knick in Jake's tufted ear, his ruffled brilliant ginger fur only partially groomed for all the walking they had to do, but the way the setting sun's light caught his pelt and turned it nearly red, Talltail had a brief thought that Jake may very well be the most beautiful cat he’d ever seen. What could he have possibly done to deserve him? How could he possibly be worthy? 

No. He couldn’t keep obsessing over being worthy. In truth he didn’t know if he was, all he knew is he would do his best to make his loved ones happy either way. For the first time in ages, Talltail allowed himself a flicker of hope that maybe it really was possible to piece himself together into someone that he wanted to be.

 Talltail nuzzled under Jake’s chin, getting an even louder purr in response. He had a brief vision of a future, of being allowed home, and bringing Jake with him. Such a brave, determined cat that took on foxes and patrols twice his size...Any clan should think of having him as an honor--at least, that’s what Talltail thought. And he would do everything he could  to make sure Jake was taken care of, too. Whatever happened tomorrow, he could at least be sure of that. 

Talltail lay there with his chin resting on Jake’s side for far longer than he intended, until the sun had disappeared fully and the stars grew brighter. 

Jake cleared his throat. “Ok. We’re not stalling now, are we?”

“Um,” Talltail replied.

“I think if we wait any longer, you’ll only get more worked up. It’ll be alright.”

That was easy for Jake to say. Jake had no idea where they were going really. But he was still there and Talltail was again indescribably grateful for his presence. He wasn’t sure he’d even have the courage to set foot on the moor grass alone. 

“Just a bit longer. Then I’ll be ready.” Then, before he thought better of it, he added “Jake, have I told you that I love you?”

 Talltail felt himself blushing under his pelt as the words tumbled out unceremoniously. Should they have been more dramatic? More thought out? More...something? 

But Jake’s eyes smiled at him, and apparently, they were enough.

“No, but I appreciate it. And I love you as well.”

“I suppose you must if you’ve put up with this much.” Talltail purred. 

Tomorrow could be anything. The path ahead was dense with fog. The clouds were drifting back, swallowing up the claw-scratch moon. 

There were a number of things that could go wrong, but tonight at least, they were here. Looking at the stars, listening to the other's gentle purr, and feeling the crisp clean scent of the breeze from the moor; a moment Talltail was determined to immortalize in his mind. No matter what happened, he would always be grateful for tonight.

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[writtingrose]

Kinktober; Day Ten

SUMMARY; Consensual Non- Con with Drew

WARNINGS; sexual content, non-con situation

REQUESTED BY; @youcantreignonmyparade

BETA’D BY; @sithstatlander

CO-WRITTEN BY;

WORD COUNT; 1,325

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She smiled as he climbed to the third turnbuckle, the title held high over his head. She could feel the power radiating off of him and it was all she could do to stay standing. This was her favorite and most hated part.

Really, being around him at all was. Every time she saw him images of him taking her filled her mind. It didn’t even matter where. He could bend her over in the ring as far as she was concerned and she’d thank him. Yet, she loved his energy, it was infectious and she found herself always wanting to be near him. Like a moth to a flame.

“Lass?”

He stood in front of her now, title thrown over his shoulder with his kilt in his hand.

“Are you alright?”

“Hm.. mhm!” She smiled up at him, hoping he wouldn’t push and ask about the dazed look in her eyes. “Just enjoying the moment, champ How ya feeling?”

Drew just chuckled and winked as they made their way out of the ring.

“Just a scratch, lass. Nothing a hot shower won’t fix.”

Boy, was he right. Y/N couldn’t wait to get back to their rooms, she could almost feel the water already and her mind began to drift.

“Well, let’s just grab our bags? We can shower back at the hotel. Meet in my room after and I’ll order room service?”

Her hope filled eyes were met with his nod as they reached the locker room. She opened the door, letting him step inside.

“I’m going to get my bag from Mandy’s locker room. Meet at the car? Or are you riding with Sheamus?”

Drew smiled and shook his head as he turned to her.

“I’ll ride with Sheamus, you go ahead. I know you girls take longer than us, anyway.” He chuckled and winked as she gasped.

“I’ve seen you in the morings, McIntyre. Remember that.” She laughed as she turned, walking away from his locker room and towards Mandy’s.

Two hours later and Drew had not arrived. She figured he had gone out for a drink or two with Sheamus, they were quite close. Furthermore, if she was being honest with herself, she needed some time to herself before being in his presence again.

Y/N laid back against the pillows and bit her lip. Her mind began to wonder back to Drew’s intro only a few hours ago. The way he looks in the kilt, sword held proudly over his head had done things to her. Had made her wish he was doing things to her.

She slid her hand down her freshly washed body, eyes screwed shut as she imagined them as his. A small moan fell from her lips as her fingertips ghosted over her nipples. She pinched the tender buds gently before sliding her hand lower, towards the real prize.

Her back arched as she reached her clit. Her fingers danced over her spin, down between her folds as she thought about Drew. She couldn’t help but think about the way his body would cover hers. Or the way her nails would big into his biceps. She plunged a finger into herself and cried out. Her fingers didn’t quite reach her g-spot, but if she focused enough she could pretend they were his fingers.

His name fell softly from her lips as he entered the room. He stopped in his tracks as the door closed gently behind him. He had the intention to leave a quick ‘I’m sorry’ beside her bed; he had assumed she’d get tired of waiting and be asleep. It Seemed he was very wrong.

Drew growled as he walked further into the room. His eyes found her easily in the dimly lit room, spread out like an offering to him. He shook his head slowly as he stood at the foot of the bed, towering over her.

“I was going to apologize for getting carried away with Sheamus, but I’ve changed my mind.”

He licked his lips before dragging his hand over his beard. Y/N swallowed as she watched him, hands now at her sides. Drew slid the black leather from his shoulders and tossed it to the side. All the while, his eyes stayed locked with hers.

Lips stretching into a smirk, he pulled his shirt over his head.

“Should have told me, lass.” He growled out as he fell to his knees. His large hands moved to wrap around her thighs. “We could have done this so much sooner.”

Y/N squealed as Drew snarled, pulling her to him. He meant her half way, palms now digging into the globes of her ass as his tongue slid through her folds.

Her hands found the sheets as she tried to break his hold.

“D-Drew, we can’t! We shouldn’t!”

Drew growled, his hold on her tightening as his eyes darted up to meet hers.

“We can, and we will.”

His tongue lapped at her again, fresh moisture pooling between her thighs. Drew lapped it up. One hand slipped from her thigh; one of his long, thick fingers thrusting into her.

“Drew!” Y/N screamed as her fingers tangled into his hair. Her eyes rolled back as she wrapped her legs around him.

Drew used his mass, his arm and shoulder, to hold her legs down. He sucked on each of her folds before gently nibbling at her clit. His finger curled inside her, coaxing soft mews from her lips.

“Give yourself over, nighean leanabh. ” His lips once again moved over her clit as he continued to curl his finger. “Tha mi a ‘dol sgrios thu.”

Drew moved quickly as he stood and unbuckled his jeans. Y/N looked up at him with a cocked head.

“W-what did you just say?”

He chuckled, his jeans and boxers joining the rest of his clothes. He crawled onto the bed with her, body hovering over hers. He paused a moment, letting the heat from his body warm her. He leaned down, his beard tickling over her skin before he kissed her neck. He nuzzled his massive body between her thighs. His cock pressed against her entrance, giving a solid jerk as precum dripped from the tip onto her skin.

“A ‘dol gad chomhdach anns a’ cum agam.”

Drew thrust forwards, cock filling her completely. She cried out, nails grabbing at his shoulders as she pulsed around him.

“D-Drew! Please!”

She wasn’t sure if she was begging him to stop or for more. He was like a man entranced, desperate to own her, and she welcomed it. Her body arched off the bed as he gathered her to him. Their chests pressed together as Drew continued to piston into her. Each thrust seemed to reach some unknown part of her as she screwed her eyes shut, the pleasure building rapidly.

Drew growled against her ear, his breath coming out in harsh pants. “Tha fios aig a h-uile duine co leis a tha thu.”

Y/N nodded, nails leaving angry red welts down his back.

“Yes. Y-es, Drew!” Tears filled her eyes as she clung to him. She wasn’t sure what he was saying but it didn’t matter.

She bucked her hips, desperate, as he gripped her thighs, no doubt bruising the skin. His hips stuttered as his head flew back. He withdrew, almost completely, before thrusting back into her. He stilled as ropes of cum filled her. Y/N cried out, biting into his shoulder as her own orgasm overtook her.

Regaining his composure, Drew slowly rolled his hips. He smirked as their foreheads pressed together, his stormy eyes locked with hers, once again.

“You should have told me, lass. Going to have to punish you for hiding it.”

Y/N opened her mouth to protest but didn’t get a chance as Drew pressed his lips to hers. Whatever she had wanted to say disappeared with the fight in her he continued to fill her.

Scottish Gaelic Translations;

nighean leanabh - baby girl.

Tha mi a ‘dol sgrios thu. - I’m going to destroy you.

A ‘dol gad chomhdach anns a’ cum agam. - Going to cover you in my cum.

Tha fios aig a h-uile duine co leis a tha thu. -Everyone is going to know who you belong to.

Here we are! The much awaited Day Ten. Let me know what you thought!

much love, Rose xx

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~~~~A Girl and A God~~~~ Chapter 19- Unexpected

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A Girl and A God is a RATED M Loki Fanfic with an original character, Alexa, who is taken in by Tony Stark after the revelation of abilities of her own. There’s sex, romance, heartbreak, action, fluff, angst, all that good stuff. Full description in blog, and a jump-to-chapter list if you just want the smut or the cuteness bits. Enjoy <3 

Chapter Summary: Loki and Alexa spend a cute morning together, then they are given an unexpected surprise...

Contains: cuteness, friendship development

Word Count: 1,661

~Previous Chapter~~Next Chapter~

~~Beginning of Story~~

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The next morning, Loki woke to a wonderfully sweet aroma filling their room. Alexa was at the small stove, messing with something in a pan.

She’d gotten bored that morning and decided to make Loki breakfast.

Without warning, she felt his cool hands wrapping around her waist. She took a sharp breath in, then immediately calmed at the sound of his voice.

“Good morning petal” he spoke softly in her ear with his warm, deep voice. “What are you preparing for me?”

“Bold to assume it’s for you” Alexa smiled.

He nibbled her ear gently, causing her heart rate to speed up. “Bold to assume I wouldn’t steal it if it wasn’t.” His tone was so smooth and deep beyond sexy in the morning. It gave Alexa chills.

He unwrapped his bare arms from around her and looked at what she was doing.

“They’re called Crepes. Have you had them before?”

She glanced back at Loki who shook his head.

“They’re my favorite breakfast food.” She scooped up the one in her pan and flipped it onto a plate. “You fill it with all this. You can make it however you want. There’s berries, powdered sugar, chocolate syrup, lemon juice, yogurt, and a bunch of other stuff.”

 Loki listened intently. “Well, it smells delicious.”

“It is. Oh and whipped cream. My favorite combination is whipped cream, raspberries, powdered sugar, and a dash of lemon juice.” She created her masterpiece as she spoke, and he watched her. When she shook up the whipped cream and dispensed it, she saw him raise his eyebrows. “What in Valhalla is that…”

“Oh, it’s whipped cream.” Suddenly, Alexa got brave in front of her shirtless god. She dispensed some on her finger, walked so close to him they were chest to chest and held it up to his mouth. He looked at her, surprised, then saw the mischievous look on her face and she saw the corner of his mouth upturn. He took her cream-covered finger into his mouth and sucked on it a bit, then licked it for good measure. 

“Mmm,” he hummed. “That is unexpectedly delightful.” He knew it had aroused her, and he saw her blush to prove it.

As she set the table, Alexa had a nagging question and had to break the mood. “Loki… I have a question.”

He raised his eyebrows at her expectantly.

“Why are you always so cold? Like I’ve just noticed with little things. Like your tongue and mouth are cold, and your bare skin… you always seem unnaturally chilling. Is that just me? Is it a god thing? or Asgardian thing?”

His demeanor changed entirely. “No Petal- it’s not just you. It’s part of me I really don’t want to share at the moment.” He touched her chin, tilting her head up. “I want to enjoy this breakfast with you, and I will explain it later.” He smiled warmly, kissed her forehead, and turned back to the counter to prepare his food.

Alexa was not one to let things go, she wanted an answer. But the fact that he wanted to spend the morning with her warmed her heart and she forced herself to wait.

He loaded his crepes with berries and sugar as she had. Alexa sat at the table and ate, and Loki soon joined her with his food. His first bite left his face looking surprised. “I must say your Midguardian food continues to surprise me.” He said as he cut another bite with his fork.

Alexa was about to reply when she heard a knock.

Both their eyes widened and she frantically stood up and roughly whispered. “Hide fucking hide!”

Loki slipped silently into the bathroom and Alexa put his dish on the counter so it wouldn’t look like the table was seated for two. Whoever was at the door knocked again.

 “Coming!” She rushed over, took a deep breath, smoothed herself out, and opened the door.

Peter.

“Ok so I know this is weird and it’s early and I’m sorry cuz you were probably asleep but maybe not cuz u live on moon juice or whatever right, but I found something and I didn’t know what to do so I picked it up and I thought if I went to anyone else they’d make me get rid of it or something and I don’t want to and I don’t know what to do.”

“Peter… What?”

He pulled a kitten out of his sweatshirt.

There was a moment of confused silence.

“Peter why the fuck… why do you have a kitten”

“I just told you I found it and it’s really cute right and, ok so I found it cuz I went to McDonald’s because I wanted hash browns and this guy had a whole box of them so I was like aww cute right and then someone else came and was looking at them and I went inside and ate my hash browns and then I came back out cuz I was done and there was literally just one kitten left and The guy was all like “this one has your name on it kid” and I was like no cuz I live in Avengers tower and like I don’t think they allow pets right but it’s not like I signed a lease or whatever so I don’t know, but of course I didn’t say that to the old guy I was just like “no thanks” and then he set down the box and was like it’s yours and I didn’t know what to do but he left and there was just the one and I had to come back but now I have a kitten.”

Alexa stared blankly at him for a moment. “Peter what the fuck”

“Could you keep it in here? Just cuz like I don’t have a way of keeping it because Mr. Stark is always coming in my room you know and like talking to me about training or helping me train or making me meet a new bodyguard because they quit a lot and I really don’t think Mr. Stark would like Thunder.”

“Thunder?”

“Oh yeah cuz he’s gray I thought his name could be Thunder but like we don’t have to name him that I just thought it fit him with his paws cuz they seem too big for his body and I just think if we could keep him here, and then I could take care of him you’d just have to let me in now and then. Then we could also hang out more too cuz like I thought that maybe we could be friends because everyone else here is literally like a thousand years old, I mean a couple of them actually are let’s be real. So will you do it? Can he stay here?”

He didn’t know how much he was asking. Having him pop in and out all the time would seriously endanger Loki to being found out.

“Peter I really can’t…”

Upon seeing he was about to get rejected, he got a little more desperate.

He tilted his head and began to beg her. “Pleaseee please please cats are like so low maintenance and I’ll buy everything just please…”

“Oh my god, fine Peter I’ll-”

“Oh my god YES thank you so much I will go get everything and we can keep it a secret ok and do you want to name it Thunder?”

Alexa looked down at the little cat. “Sure, why not.”

“Ok sweet I will deal with all of it thank you thank you thank-” 

Alexa cut him off. “Ok but you need to understand something. You ALWAYS knock ok? And I’ll take care of him most of the time just if you get the supplies and come by when you want to play with it then that will be fine.”

“Ok sweet I will do that okay and here you go, he’s still really fragile and I think he likes cheez-its, but I’ll get him real kitten food and all that”

“Ok Peter. I’m gonna go back in my room now.”

“Right ok so bye I’ll see you later then thank you so much.”

She shut the door. Holding a kitten.

Loki walked out of the bathroom. He walked up to her, and she realized what a mistake she’d just made when she saw his face. “Have you gone mad?” He spat. 

The kitten chose that moment to let out a tiny, high pitched “mew”

He stared at the creature, then at Alexa. “We are on day one of this and you’ve given access to our room to that loose cannon of a boy?”

Alexa was quiet. “ I know. I’m sorry. I really think it will be fine I told him to always knock and…”

“What you’ve done was foolish. What if stark hears about this creature and decides to check in on me?”

“I’m sorry Loki.” He turned away from her, grabbing at his hair.

“I just, I kind of also wanted a pet.”

He turned and looked at her. “Why? Are you so lonely? I’m right here. I’m bloody locked in your room. I don’t understand why you would have a desire for this infant mammal.”

“Because, Loki... You sleep.”

Loki looked at her and realized he hadn’t thought about what she had to do for all those hours of the night, and how no one was awake but her. He looked at the kitten again and sighed.

“Thunder, is it?”

“I guess so”

She vaguely heard Loki mutter something under his breath something about the concept of Thunder and it’s unending capacity to fuck up his life.

Loki reached down and picked him up. “The name suits the bastard,” he said roughly. Alexa was looking at the animal, a bit worried for it in Loki’s large, tense hands.

His anger had calmed. “I suppose if it pleases you…” and handed the furball back to her.

[themalicealyce]

Sarcasm and Puns: Chapter Four

Summary: You're an introverted person, have been all of your life but it wasn't as if you were shy, you were just content to have your only friends be your brother and your roommate. Though when your brother's young daughter makes friends with the human ambassador of monsters you open up to the idea of having a larger group of friends.

Rating: M 

Waking up late on a Saturday was probably one of the most beautiful feelings you could think of. The sheer number of weekdays you had to lay in bed trying to gather the motivation needed to get dressed and go to work was getting kind of sad, so the few extra hours of sleep you got on your days off was a luxury you never skipped out on. It was sometime in the early afternoon and the sun had started to warm the room. The mild heat seeped through the window, rousing you from slumber. Golden light flooded into the dark room in columns, specks of dust floated and danced suspended in the beams. Not quite fully awake and exceedingly comfortable you wanted to roll over and sleep just a little longer, though the tiny little paw that landed on your face seemed to disagree. Hemlock mewed and stood on you, now with both front paws on your face and his hind legs on your collarbone. You groaned tiredly at him and he mewled back in pseudo conversation. You guessed it was feeding time and your stomach rumbled in sympathy at the thought of food. You found yourself hungry enough to drag yourself out of bed regardless of the tempting warmth of your blankets, so still in your fluffy pajama pants and an over-sized t-shirt you stumbled out of your room.

As soon as your door opened, Hemlock took off like a bullet to where you assumed your roommate had filled his food bowl. With your hair a mess and mismatched socks lazily pulled on you found your way to the living room which had been restored to its normal halfway presentable state. Your yawn stretched out for so long that your ribs hurt as you rubbed sleep out of your eyes. You looked around and saw Vincent already awake and wrapped up like a burrito in his blanket with an overfull plate of microwaved pizza rolls. The sofa was plush, and a homey olive-green color complemented by his bright purple blanket that he was snuggled into so deeply that you would have to use a crowbar to pry him out it.

"Mornin'" You grumbled, mouth dry from sleep, not ready for full sentences yet. Slinking past him on your way to the kitchen.

"Good morning!" He sung, his eyes briefly leaving the tv screen flicking up at you before shoving more food in his face. "If you say so." You replied lazily, bones cracking pleasantly as you paused to stretch before continuing on your way.

Shuffling out of the room, you went into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl out of the cabinet, letting it clatter on the counter. You abandoned it to shuffle over to the pantry to get your cereal. You chuckled slightly as poured your bowl nearly full to the brim of Captain Crunch, amused at the knowledge that your grocery list and eating habits haven't really changed much since college. Crossing the kitchen, you opened the refrigerator, the dim light bulb inside clicking on and bathing you in florescent light as you heard your friend moving around from behind you.

"Why is the fridge full of girl scout cookies and rum?" You asked the room flatly, the fact that this kind of behavior is losing its ability to shock you probably meant something, but you decided not to open that can of worms today.

"I went shopping." he shrugged as if it was obvious as he stood in the doorway, having abandoned his blanket and carrying his now empty plate.

"I'm not even mad, when I get home from dinner wanna crack one of these open?" You asked grabbing the milk, having to Jenga it out of the fridge around the new items.

"Oh, hell yes! Pick up soda for rum and cokes on the way back?"

You nodded as you poured the milk into your cereal and Vincent put his plate in the sink with a careless clatter, quickly returning back to his nest of blankets on the couch.

When you remembered the dinner that you had at Toriel's tonight, you suddenly remembered Gabriel had of course signed you up to bring cookies. You rolled your eyes at the memory. Oh well, you figured it gave you a chance to bake which you hardly ever did. "You want to help me make cookies?" you asked immediately hearing the excited consent from the other room.

His easy enthusiasm made you smile as you brought your late breakfast into the living room, shooing him to his own side of the sofa as you ate and pulled out your 3DS, flicking on a puzzle game you’d gotten ridiculously obsessed with. One section had been really breaking your brain and you really wanted to get past it. You managed some progress over the hour or so, but you had once again become hopelessly stuck. You growled at the game in irritation. You loved puzzles, but maze sections were the worst.

Switching off the game soon after your lazy breakfast, you decided you needed to get started baking so you could get ready to go to this dinner thing since it was already getting a bit late. Eager to be of some help in the kitchen, especially with the promise of cookies, Vincent agreed to do your prep work. He was about five feet of pure, concentrated energy flitting around the kitchen setting it up for you while you looked through your stuff for your mom’s chocolate chip cookie recipe.

“Found it!” You smiled, holding it aloft like a Zelda treasure chest item.

“FUCK! I remember those. Why don’t you ever make those?!” Vincent asked incredulously, snatching the paper from your hands, scanning the list of ingredients.

“First of all, you have to stop snatching shit out of my hands you brat. Secondly, I’m not my mom I’m not here to bake your cookies and pinch your cheeks.” You rolled your eyes taking the paper back from him. “Ugh, then what good are you?” he teased back playfully.

“Well, with me around you can get drunk and cuss and I don’t nag you about bedtimes.” You answered back automatically as you preheated the oven. You looked over to him “You going to actually help or…?” you asked. He nodded eagerly.

Once you started baking you realized Vincent wanted to help by trying to incorporate Mettaton style cooking flourishes to your dish and it became a harder task to keep him focused instead of dancing around posing for a nonexistent camera. You had to snatch the glitter out of his hand as he tried to sneak it into your dough.

“But it’ll make it all pretty!” He whined.

“This is craft glitter! It’s not even edible glitter you heathen!” You argued back putting the bottle on top of the fridge and out of reach of his short arms. He huffed but got over it quickly when you let him eat some of the uncooked dough.

You didn't bake often, or cook really for that matter, but when you did you liked to do so from scratch and every time you left the counters gritty, dusted in a fine mixture of flour and sugar. Vincent didn’t help matters either, when he helped he turned things from messy to a disaster. This time was no different. He now sat on the one countertop by the sink you didn't bother to use, holding a cookie in between his hands looking extremely proud of himself as if surveying the damage that he caused. Still, the cookies turned out great, and he managed to arrange them on a platter without eating them all, so you’d take the nightmare mess in stride. His legs dangled over the edge, nowhere near reaching the floor, making him look even shorter and younger than normal.

Now that you were done you checked your phone. The time had snuck up on you. It was close to the time to go, and the reality of the situation was starting to dawn on you. You have never really gone to a dinner party before, and you were starting to feel like a high schooler meeting a boyfriend's family for the first time. It wasn't like you had experienced that a lot as a teenager, but you still remember the nervous mess you became when trying to impress someone. Frowning down at your dirtied pajamas, your nose scrunched up and you groaned starting to feel tendrils of panic rising.

"What do you even wear to a dinner like this?" You asked more to yourself than Vincent tugging at the hem of your shirt. "Yes, ask the guy who has a panic attack when he has to order in a restaurant about what to do in social situations." He rolled his eyes at you wiping crumbs off his jeans.

"Well aren't you helpful?" You sighed.

"Just throw something somewhat decent together I guess. I don't know." He shrugged.

"And here I was planning on lingerie and a t shirt proclaiming my satanic intentions." You sarcastically intoned.

"Hot. Which I guess works out for you since it's so chilly out!" He couldn't keep the silly little smile he got when he told a bad joke off his face. "Nope, nope if you're going to start with that I'm out. Imma go get dressed." You waved your arms at him in an overly exaggerated manner fleeing the room turning back and pointed an accusing finger at him. "And don't eat all the cookies while I'm gone." "Oh come on, that would be a real CRUMBY thing to do!" He had started to giggle at his own bad pun. "Bad! Bad Vincent. No!" You scolded as you left, retreating to your room.

You could hear Vincent laughing to himself and shuffling around the kitchen all the way back into your bedroom. Once you were there you put your phone down and flung open your closet door to find it mostly full of jeans and work shirts like you expected. You didn't think it was formal enough occasion to wear any of the clothes you wear to work and your t shirts seemed too casual. You sighed and glared at the clothes as if it were their fault you were under prepared for this situation. Pushing through your clothes in search of something you wouldn't feel too awkward wearing you knew you had to have something stored away that would useful.

Lost in deep thought you jumped away from your closet nearly falling on your ass when a loud sound blared suddenly. Quickly you recognized the noise breaking the quiet as the Tardis landing sound from Doctor Who. For a moment you were very confused until you noticed the noise that was playing out of your phone from the nightstand was your brother's ringtone. Taking a moment to be slightly disappointed that David Tennant wasn't here to take you away you answered your phone, propping it up in between your shoulder and ear as you went back to searching through your clothes.

"So are you still planning on coming or are you going to hide and try to will this away because I will pick your lock." Gabriel asked when you picked up your phone, not even bothering to say hello.

You rolled your eyes, you could hear his smirk over the phone. "You have a key you know."

"Yeah, but that is not nearly as fun." He sing-songed.

"So how is Morrigan handling the situation?" You asked, quick to change the subject and hoping that he didn't actually latch on to the idea of trying to pick your lock, you really didn’t want to have that conversation with your landlord.

"She has been throwing nearly her entire wardrobe around her room trying to pick out an outfit. And of course, she doesn't want my help. I didn't even realize she owned so many dresses." Gabriel chuckled, clearly amused by his daughter's antics.

"Yeah, who would have thought that you of all people would raise a messy kid." your toned dripped with sarcasm thinking back on how you two must have made your mom's life a nightmare when you were little.

"Hey, she's better than me when it comes to cleaning her room, it's starting to make me look bad." He admitted.

"You don't need anyone's help to make you look bad." You retorted as you dug deeper in your closet unearthing the very few dresses you owned stuffed in the back you scanned them, picking out a sweater dress that went down to just above your knees, it was warm, soft, and medium grey color. "Aha!" you called out triumphantly as you pulled it off the hanger.

"What are you 'aha'ing at? Finally beat that puzzle game you've been sucking at?" Gabriel asked teasingly.

You groaned suddenly remembering that hard maze puzzle you were stuck on in your game. "You dick, now that's going to bug me all night!"

You could hear him laughing loudly over the phone as you shut your closet, causing you to glare harder as if he was there to see how annoyed you were at him. When Gabriel calmed down you shared a quick conversation about when he would pick you up and you hung up so you could get ready.

[fyrapartnersearch]

Its that time of year again!

DISCLAIMER

Before you continue, please read this part:

1.       I do not do fantasy, historic themed plots, underage, anything with animals. I am only doing the plot listed below which is romance, drama and angst.

2.       PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, don’t reply to this and not have any intentions of doing an RP. DO not reply with a plot that I am hyped about and not message back.

3.       Please understand that I will not reply every day. I have a job and other obligations. I do RP for fun, not to be stressed and spammed with messages

4.       I only write third person and will not compromise. I tried to mix two different POVS and it was just really awkward so please be open to writing third person.

Now that that’s out of the way….

Hello! My name is Shanna. I’m a Taurus who loves long relaxing walks on the beach, stuffing my face with junk food and of course losing myself in the occasional roleplay.

A little bit about me before I continue. I’m currently in the pacific time zone but I’m available most hours of the day. The only iffy time is the mornings, depending on working or my sleep XD Speaking of availability; I don’t expect anyone to be as available as I am. I know people have a hectic schedule and that’s totally okay! I get it but I am looking for a long term partner. Someone who won’t go ghost on me because I’ve had some partners do that in the past and that is not a good feeling. So please, please be open to communicate if anything happens.

Another disclaimer; be over 18 because I like exploring adult situations and I feel comfortable with anyone over the age of 18.

Now on to the good stuff, what exactly do I want? I want love, romance, drama and possibly a happy ending! I would love to do this plot in a modern setting because for me, it’s simple and it’s my comfort zone. I’m sorry but I’m not really into fantasy, medieval, time traveling…nothing of the sort. I am, however, into supernatural. Vampires, werewolves, mermaid, succubi, incubi, all of that good stuff! If you like romance with some angst, drama and adult theme, please come my way! You will be loved : D

As for pairings, I mostly do mxf or f// with me being female. Again, it’s about comfort. HOWEVER, I do double and if you would like to be female, I would be glad to play the male since it is fair : D

I use ocs only and not canon pairings for fandom. And in fandom, I like to explore AUs, I usually don’t follow the story line because I feel restricted so it’s usually AU based. And if you aren’t into fandoms, not to worry! I also love doing original plots as well. I love being able to create our own little worlds with our babies and have them fall in love while going through some obstacles :D

Plots that I’m interested in

·         Fairytales: Rewriting fairytales or using the offspring of fairy tales. Intertwining fairy tales

·         Supernatural: Either a human falling in love with a vampire, were wolf, mermaid etc. or a supernatural being falling in love with a different supernatural being ( ex. Vampire X Incubi)

·         College Student: Self-explanatory, two college students falling in love with each other

·         Co Workers: Again self-explanatory

·           Age difference: As long as it’s not pedophilia, I would love to do a plot with a big age gap!

·         Single Parent: Either one single parent or they’re both single parents

·         Enemies/Best friends fall in love: Where either two people who hate each other or two best friends fall in love

·         Host family: Where an exchange student falls in love with someone from their host family (ex. Host sister, brother, mom or dad)

·         Step siblings: Where two siblings fall in love and have a secret relationship

·         Pregnancy: Where a couple find out they have a baby on the way and must figure out how to handle the situation.

I have many more but those are my mine ones and of course, I would love to hear your thoughts or your idea as well!

Fandoms that I’m interested

Anime

·         Danganronpa

·         Servamp

·         Osomatsu-san

·         Diabolik Lovers

·         Tokyo Mew Mew

·         Host Club

·         Kakeguri

·         My Hero Academia

·         One Punch Man

Cartoons

·         WITCH

·         Lolirock

·         Gravity Falls

·         Star vs the Force of Evil

·         Steven Universe

·         RWBY

·         Homestuck

·         Total Drama

·         Ever After High

·         Monster High

TV Shows

·         Riverdale

·         Once Upon a Time

Games

·         Overwatch

·         Hunipop

·         Dream Daddy (Amanda centric only)

·         We Know the Devil

·         Cute Demon Crashers

. Undertale

Smut

I love smut. I enjoy and I would love to put it in out plot. I do not fade to black, ever. HOWEVER that doesn’t mean I don’t have limitations and if a plot if going well and there doesn’t have to be smut involved, I’m okay with that. PLEASE do not contact if you just want to do mindless smut. I do not want PWP. I put plot before the smut because I want to develop the characters the way that they are supposed to be.

Limits

I’m pretty open and chill when it comes to smut. I’ve done a bit of everything such as incest, age play, light bondage etc. but within reason. I don’t do anything underage so no pedophilia. I don’t do toilet play at all. No violence, blood or gore. Please do not ask me, I will not change my mind. ALSO, I am not my character so please do not make advances towards me as if I was. I’m open and I am friendly but please don’t be rude.

Final Thoughts

I want to roleplay plan a simple while also making some friends. I’m always up for ooc chatter even if we both aren’t rping at the time. And if you want to keep it professional, that’s cool as well!

Please contact me with an open mind of wanting rp and please tell me a little bit about yourself. How many years have you been rping? How old are you? Do you have a plot in mind? Did you like one of the plots that I suggested? What’s your favorite color? XD Don’t just email me “Hey I wanna rp.” I most likely won’t answer :/

Please don’t contact me with an entirely different genre that’s not here…like historic or sci fi. No offense but I am strictly looking for romance/ drama in a modern setting XD

Please do not contact me with the intentions of not wanting to roleplay. Like…why do people do that? XD

And finally, let’s have fun! I know I may sound strict but only because I want to be very detailed and precise. I wanna make sure that we both have fun while creating our characters and our world! :D

If I haven’t scared you off or left you bored to tears, here is my contact information :D

 Email: hunieangelrp@gmail.com

Skype: Seras Nemesis (Though I’m limited to how much I’m on skype since it is not on my phone X”D)

Kik: shannasplayground92

Hope to hear from you soon! 

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Intuitive Astrology: Jupiter and the Galactic Center

Intuitive Astrology: Jupiter and the Galactic Center

By Tanaaz

From November 19-24th, Jupiter aligns with the heart of our Milky Way Galaxy, which is believed to sit at approximately 27 degrees of Sagittarius.

The heart of our galaxy is also home to a supermassive black hole weighing about 4 million times the mass of the Sun.

Needless to say, its a powerful, supercharged spot in the cosmos, and when a planet like Jupiter passes over it, which only happens every 12 years or so, we feel the vibrations deeply.

As Jupiter aligns with the Galactic Center, its energy is enhanced, upgraded, and supercharged, making it easier for us to tap into and use it in our daily lives.

Jupiter is the planet of expansion and abundance. It has the ability to expand our heart, mind, and soul journey so we can see things with greater clarity and understanding.

Jupiter holds a magnifying glass up to our lives, but it never leaves us empty-handed. As it expands things for us to see, it also offers optimism, protection, support, and the answers we seek to make positive changes.

Even if we are going through a dark patch, Jupiter’s energy can open a window and help us to see possibilities where we could once only see walls.

Jupiter transiting the Galactic Center is a positive, beneficial, and high vibrational time that will illuminate our lives so we can see the bigger picture and take things in with more clarity and understanding.

Jupiter is the planet of expanded awareness, and while we may receive some deeper insights or higher truths at this time, so much of life still remains a mystery.

When we are quick to label things in our lives as good, bad, fair, or unfair, it may not be the actual truth. Sure, it may feel true to us in our limited awareness, but imagine if we could see the whole picture.

Imagine if we could have the whole and complete understanding of the Universe and how everything works and what we are all doing here.

If we had all of this awareness, would we still feel the same about what has happened to us or what has come our way? Would we still judge ourselves, others, and the events of our lives in the same light?

Yogis, spiritual gurus, and those who have traveled to the other side say that love is the end result of all things. That at the end of the day, we can take our tragedies and traumas and zoom out far enough to only find love as the end result.

We have no way of knowing if this is true, but as Jupiter dances with the center of our galaxy, this is the message it shares.

Let us open our hearts to it. Let us make some room for this belief to filter into our being, if only for a little while.

Let us create a tiny wedge of space to believe that in the end, everything works out for our highest good.

For this time, stop judging, labeling, or wishing things were different. Instead, see if you can detach from all of it and simply accept it as part of your unique, incredible story.

Jupiter crossing the Galactic Center is not about releasing, letting go, or doing anything different, rather it is about accepting ourselves and our lives and trusting in the bigger picture and the higher plan.

This energy will touch us all differently, so stay open. Allow yourself to be expanded. Allow your heart and mind to reach further, deeper, and wider. Allow all of life to ebb and flow while you remain the constant.

So, as Jupiter crosses the Galactic Center, allow these high vibrations to lift you, comfort you, and soften you to believe that at the end of the day, everything comes back to love.

Other ways you can use this energy:

Open to abundance by practicing gratitude and honoring your self-worth.

Set intentions or visualize things you would like to manifest into your life — this energy is particularly good for manifesting abundance.

Connect with your spirit guides and angels through meditation or automatic writing.

Try to see something that has been making you feel stuck in a new light.

Learn something new or take a new class or hobby.

Think of ways you can give back to your community.

Do a heart-opening meditation or try my November Cosmic Meditation.

Practice lots of self-love and self-care.

If you are looking for a partner, go on a date or sign up for online dating.

Do something spontaneous or go on an adventure!

Venus will join Jupiter on the Galactic Center on November 23rd adding some romance and heart activations! Stay tuned for more on this!

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Top 10 Mahou Shoujo Shows for Babies (Part 2)

Now let's move onto Majokko, or Witch Girl...

Mahoutsukai PreCure

Junior High student Mirai Asahina is your typical tween. Between spring break, She goes out and spots a mysterious object fall into the park close by. Inspecting the area Mirai bumps into a novice witch by the name of Riko.

Scouring the human world for a magical gem known as a Linkle Stone the duo are thrown into unwarranted conflict with the minions of a dark sorcerer.

 Ah Pretty Cure, the untamable cthulian beast that haunts my every nightmare.

Being WAY behind in the franchise myself, I can't honestly speak on how great this season is comparatively to others.

What I can say however is that, as far as Majokko Mahou Shoujo goes Mahoutsukai Precure is a fun entry into a rarely explored subgenre.

Watching Mirai and Riko’s friendship blossom and Mofurun just be- Mofurun is a pleasure enough but combined with cute, bright visuals and varied transformations I fell head over heels for Mahoutsukai.

Like everybody and their mother has said, Pretty Cure has some solid Sakuga and Mahoutsukai isn't missing out on any of it.

Say what you will about the toy hole Bandai has created for the franchise or its scattered quality since Futari Wa Pretty cure. I’ve really enjoyed what i’ve seen so far.

If you’re into some sweet witchy goodness and looking for an accessible entry point into the Pretty Cure franchise, Mahoutsukai may just be the broom ride you need.

Kobato

 Kobato Hanato is a naive, young women with a wish to travel to a certain place.

Through helping others, Kobato must fill a magic jar with “konpeito” to see her goal come to fruition.

With the help of a talking stuffed dog named Ioryogi, Kobato can grant her wish, so long as she doesn't fall in love with somebody she heals, of course.

 I have to be really upfront here, this is the first title i’m revisiting out of the list. A show has not made me cry so early on since Skip Beat, and that's saying something.

 Kobato’s visuals are breathtaking, adapting Clamp’s wonderful character designs with a detailed level of care.

It's ridiculously rare to see a show so faithful to the source materials intent like this nowadays.

The soundtrack is this dangerous mixture of heart wrenching and nostalgic that just ruins your tear ducts.

One of the main perpetrators for this being Kobato’s character song, Ashita Kuru Hi or “The day that will come tomorrow”. Going right by Aozora and Tuxedo Mirage on the “cry like a little bitch” playlist I have tucked away.

 Genre-wise Kobato harkens back to the themes of early mahou shoujo, where magical girls were just young women with otherworldly powers.

There are no transformations, no magical weapons- just a weird girl and her surly companion, solving the mundane problems of broken people.

 Forewarning that the show is slow paced and if you wanting something with a little less emotional weight to it, this may not be a great fit.

However, If you’re looking to jump into a pool of your own tears while enjoying some fantastic old school Mahou shoujo, Kobato is the girl for you.

Ojamajo Doremi

 Doremi Harukaze is the “World’s Unluckiest Pretty Girl”. That’s at least what she believes. Fascinated with magic, she stumbles upon a mysterious shop run by a creepy lady, Majo Rika. Doremi being the smart cookie she is deduces that Rika is a witch that, due to a curse must keep her identity a secret. Promising secrecy, Doremi is in turn taken under the witch's wing as an apprentice and hijinx ensues.

When finding Ojamajo Doremi, I got the reminiscent feeling that I could've watched it on something like 4kidz, with a bowl of Cocoa Pebbles and my kitty in my lap before school.

Like a mixture between Tokyo Mew Mew and Digimon, I love the shows infectious energetic vibe.

While most works in the genre do deal with the maturation process of young girls, Ojamajo feels quite believable with how it presents its cast. Doremi acts like a curious third grader and the adults around her and her classmate all feel around their own age.

The strange part that makes Ojamajo Doremi is its unorthodox transformations, with the girls literally putting the witches clothes on and the power of their weapons being limited. I LOVE this aspect of the show as it lends to grounding the setting even further into a fantastical reality.

If you’re into cute kinetic comedy and watching some wacky little kids become witches then I highly recommend watching this adorable slice of Majokko.

Magical Angel Creamy Mami

 A up and coming Pop star in a milky galaxy, Yuu Morisawa is a sassy, fun loving girl with a pension for mischief; shirking responsibility to go play in the neighborhood.

However her cat like curiosity lead her to encounter extraterrestrial beings from beyond the cosmos, whom bestow upon her the power to transform into a teenager for a year.

With the help of her companions, Nega and Posi, Yuu can't just save the day but has to balance a life as an idol and actress!

 If you want something really different from typical Mahou Shoujo, I highly recommend Creamy Mami. Not only does it play with some light sci fi themes but presents beautiful pastel art and a energetic cast, brimming with strange characters.

It is still very much of its time, airing in the early 80’s but that doesn't hinder its beautiful charm.

 Aliens are rarely seen in a genre like Mahou Shoujo and having them utilized in such a quirky manner makes Creamy Mami stand out. Other than watching Madoka for the first time, This was the most recent instance of me feeling uneasy while watching a show in the genre.

 One thing that has Creamy Mami in my graces is its bubbly retropop aesthetic, invoked by a soundtrack chucked full of songs that can only make me want to go to a karaoke bar in Akihabara and dance the night away.

 Whether or not you're into the retro aesthetic, Creamy Mamis a cool, poppy experience for anyone with a sweet tooth for fun.

Show By Rock!

 Cyan has always regarded herself as a ordinary girl, despite her musical telent. Without the confidence to join a band, all her dreams seem for not. That is until shes transported to world of Midi City where everyday is a concert and everyone wants to be a pop star. Scouted by a ragtag recording company, Cyan is thrusted into the world of music and must fight evil with the power of song!

As one of Sanrio’s recent properties, Show by Rock surprised me and many others with its nutty, Jodie and the Pussycats take on Mahou Idol.

Music being a driving force in establishing critical moments for any show, it’s important for the image songs to stick out in show of this kind. And Boy oh boy do I love every sugary, Jpoppy moment of Plasmagica’s discography.

The property being based off a rhythm game lends its soundtrack to a diverse blend of Electronica, Pop, Visual Kei, Indie and Folk rock- I could keep going for FUCKING DAYS DUDE.

And I know what you're wondering, “But Mirage the show looks like it's mostly CG? Isn't that bad?”

CG is a tool that can enhance and lift up a adaptation, or bastardize the intent of a work and piss off its fanbase.

Yet Show by Rock sits at the lucky impasse of not being based on a prior written property but a video game, diverting any kind of expectations people have of the work.

That is not to say the CG is horrible however.

In fact I think Show By Rock presents one of the best exercises in overt 3d modelling currently standing, in an industry full of PS2 models and- (Abunai Sisters) What. What the fuck is that?

Then again im talking about BONES and when BONES picks up a property, it's bound to turn some heads.

( Also uh if you don't get down with this sweet lesbian subtext well uh im sorry man we cant mix. I mean there’s bad taste and then there's hedonism. )

JPOP, Fujoshi bait or hell even Hello Kitty- Show by Rock catches you off guard with its unorthodox presentation but eventually reels the audience in with the power of music.

Definitely worthy of your time and maybe a APK download. -\owo/-

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And so I get to the bottom of my beginner recommendations. Next video is already in the works, gunning to be either a more Shoujo oriented analytical piece or a Mahou Shoujo history lesson ^o^. Thank you all for your patience on this. Life got in the way, as it does but with some new soundproofing and a recent switch to premier (after this vod) i'm looking to make the next video a tad more focused on one subject.

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A potential Victorian Sherlolly Fic

Ch1 part 1 / part 2 | Ch 2 part 1 / part 2 | Ch 3 part 1 / part 2 / part 3 | Ch 4 part 1 / part 2 / part 3 | Ch 5 part 1 / part 2 | Ch 6 part 1 / part 2 / part 3 | AO3 link

Hi Sherlollians. I’m still trying out on this new fandom and quite frankly, it seems that my fics often come down as little flat regarding this ship. And then after watching TAB, I had an idea of a Molly-centric plot where it obviously/ could potentially have Sherlock in it as a main candidate of focus as well. Set in the Victorian era, and to those of you who are familiar with my other works outside of the fandom, I am a less romantic writer and more plot driven when it came down to writing. (of course there too much internal dialogues to add to that list). I have this thing as a prologue/trial fic and I have no idea whether I should continue on this. This fic was inspired by the fic “I demand you speak” by @mae-jones whom I found through Ao3 as well as other victorian sherlolly fics that were all so wonderfully written. Okay. Here. We. Go.

Prologue

It is only fitting that our story begins with death.

In the soot and smog-filled air of Victorian London, the Hooper family household mourned for the loss of its head and its heir on that same month. Margaret ‘Molly’ Hooper stood before her father’s deathbed, fingers clutched at the fabric of her clothes as her tears blotted onto her lap.

First it was her brother, Manuel Hooper; a man with a promising future and the only member left to carry the legacy of their family name. As much as Molly merely tolerated her brother to a certain degree, news of his death was a terrible blow for her as much as it did for the rest of the family.

“How did it all go so wrong” was a question that hovered over her head as the events unfurled itself before her. During that time, she had already finished her medical degree; Manuel and her father had plans to celebrate this supposedly happy event before the tragedy occurred. It was unsettling to them, as they were never given a proper explanation of how he died; much less of why he was found in a ditch of some unknown street.

Her father took it the hardest of all of them; he had high hopes for his son, only to have it all torn up. A day after the news of Manuel’s death, her father collapsed so suddenly and was reduced to a bed-ridden, heartbroken state. Molly had heard stories of how her father had suffered after the loss of his wife for the first few months. To see him in such a state torn her inside and out, as he was neither eating nor drinking, much less on speaking. With the next two weeks, she knew her father wouldn’t last long and called for a doctor for a second opinion.

“I’m so sorry, Miss Hooper,” he said. “I’m afraid I cannot help you on this one.”

“Is there nothing to be done?” she fought to control the quiver of her voice, only to crack with emotion. “Please tell me, I need to know.”

The man’s eyes looked at her with pity.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “But it appears that he lost the will to live. The only way for him to recover is to rekindle that will of his; give him a reason to live another day. But other than that, this matter is out of my hands.”

In her medical profession, not once had she ever thought she would see a patient dying from a case of a broken heart. A sense of helplessness shook her very bones at the situation. She knew she needed to do something about it.

A day after hearing the doctor’s diagnosis, she climbed up the stairs to her brother’s former room, hoping to seek for the comfort of what remnants her brother had left behind. The rusting hinges sang as she opened the door, the wood moaning at the weight of her steps. Signs of the need for maintenance was evident at cracks on the walls.

The sight of the empty dresser across the room brought tears to her eyes as she could have sworn she saw the silhouette of her brother sitting on the vacant chair.

“Why did you have to go?” she stifled her cries. “Oh Brother, why did you have to leave us all behind?”

She hastened her steps into the room, for once never caring about matters of propriety about entering another man’s room. She slumped into her brother’s bed to sob onto the covers, only to feel a lump underneath the mattress. She groaned at the pain she received from that bump, bringing her to pull herself out of the bed.

Molly was well aware that curiosity had its consequences, but the temptation of wanting to know what laid there underneath that layer of cotton and feathers compelled her to lift the mattress and feel what was lying beneath it.

Relying on the sense of touch, she felt a coarse object underneath the pads of her fingers. She grabbed hold of the object, and pulled it from underneath, only to reveal a worn-down cedar cigar box. Without any sort of expectation, she slid the box open and found tufts of short hairs and all assortments of accessories that could only be used for discreet disguises.

More questions were raised at the sight of the two wigs and faux moustaches and side burns.

“Dear brother,” she whispered as her fingers rummaged through the box almost frantically. “What on earth were you up to?”

Two days after uncovering her brother’s secret possessions, her father had begun to show clearer signs of his deterioration. His cheeks began to hollow, his already withering skin sagged against the bone, and his eyes greying as he sat against the headrest of his bed. Molly held his hand, warming them in hopes of making him see her way but to no avail. He had his eyes fixed towards the window, vacant and despondent as if he were expecting someone.

“Father,” she pleaded. “You have to eat something.”

Her father answered in silence.

“You can’t go on like this,” she continued. “Please father. For your sake and mine.”

Silence.

“If Manuel were with us, he wouldn’t want to have you go on like this.”

He twitched at the sound of her brother’s name, only to have the weary man close his eyes as his face slowly contorted itself into grief.

“-Father-”

“If your brother were here,” the man lowly whispered. “I wouldn’t be like this.”

He removed his hand from her grip and rested it over his abdomen. Her eyes glistened as her tears threatened to fall down on her cheeks. She loved her father very much, just as she was well aware how much he loved her and Manuel equally. But as of this point, she couldn’t see it in her father’s eyes.

She sprung up from her seat, excused herself from her father’s room and ran straight into her brother’s room. She collapsed on top of the covers, pounding onto the soft fabrics and cried out. When there were no tears left, without a second thought she slid her arm underneath the mattress and touched the cigar box, as though she was seeking comfort or assurance in that concealed object.

For whatever reason there was, she suddenly felt inclined to seek for answers. Why did her brother have to die? What was it that killed him? For what purpose would he decide to possess a full set of disguises underneath his mattress?

She pulled out the box and slid it open once more, flicking through the tufts of hair and a tiny bottle of what she could only assume would be the substance that held the false moustache in place. She didn’t know what it was that she was looking for, but by the time she reached the bottom of the box a small yellowing piece of paper laid there.

Molly reached for the item, only to be interrupted by sound of scratching from the window. She gasped a little, turning her head towards the window sill and spotted a cat perched outside of her brother’s window.

She propped the box onto the bed and strode her way towards the window. Unlocking the latch of her window in an attempt to shoo the feline away, the furry creature pounced into the room without a care in the world.

“What are you doing here,” she said, resting a hand onto her waist. “Shoo, you and I are not supposed to be here.”

The feline mewed, making its merry way around the room. She made the effort to chase after it, only to have the mischievous creature hop onto the bed and drew nearer towards the opened cigar box. As soon as the feline began to paw at the tufts of hair, she grabbed hold of the cat under its front paws. Turning it around to have it face her, she looked at the creature crossly.

“You,” she began as she darted a look at the feline, “have no right to claw your way around this room. And what on earth were you doing here, climbing three stories high above the ground, without a care about what happens to you?”

The creature answered with a mew.

She paused for a thought.

“You don’t look the sort to be scared of human company, now are you?” she said dubiously.

The cat meowed again.

She sighed as she shook her head, feeling ridiculous at the idea of scolding this four-legged animal. Molly then took notice of the side-burn pieces that clung to its claw.

“Whatever intents and purposes you have for touching those things, do not do that again,” she chided. “Do you understand?”

The feline blinked.

She nodded and sat at the edge of the bed, taking the pieces from its paw. Molly then propped the feline onto the floor, only to have it jump onto her and curl itself onto her lap.

“You know you’re making this difficult for me,” she said, darting a look at the unsuspecting feline as it yawned without a care in the world.

Having the feline restraining her movements, she twisted her torso to reach for the cigar box behind her as she returned the pieces to its proper place. When she managed to achieve her goal, her eyes returned to the cat on her lap as soon as she heard it purr loudly.

She first thought she had grown passed the age of carelessly approaching a stray cat, but at the sight of this curious creature, her heart swelled in adoration almost immediately. She then caressed its fur lightly on her fingers, bringing out louder purrs with every stroke.

Molly then looked up and caught sight of her reflection, her eyes dyed with a hazel brown hue, her small lips and her pointed nose. In her recollection, there were times in the past where they were often told how she and her brother looked alike in almost every facial feature. Save for her smaller stature, the difference in the size of their jawlines along with the blatant fact that he is a man just as she is a woman.

Her thoughts then returned to her father whose mourning had taken a toll on his health. The good doctor’s advice crept into her thoughts as she tried to rake through a solution to their predicament. She wanted to wallow herself into self-pity, but the fate of her father comes first in mind.

And then, just like that, there a thought planted a seed in her mind’s eye.

So. What do you think? I’m really hesitant to even put this up on my Ao3 account because in all honesty I don’t know how to tag this piece of work on Ao3 or even know whether I should continue with this. (only tagging sherlolly mainly cause I want to hear want you sherlolly fans think)

And its waaay past my bed time. Its 1:30 in the morning, so see you in the next 5-6 hours later...

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I mistakenly read six chapters from the third section of Stephen King’s book On Writing before realizing that I should, perhaps, check the assignment again. Back I flipped in the book and found the section marked Toolbox. In it, King describes the necessary components found in every writer’s toolbox.  The top shelf, easily accessible, is lined with vocabulary words and grammar knowledge.  The first is unique to the writer: the words we know and use are linked to our background and lifestyle and education.  What matters is not the syllable length or usage level but the comfort we have using the words we do.  If you commonly use large words when you talk, if you are comfortable with their meaning and syntax, then that’s how you should write.  Whether you put purposeful pen to paper every day or not, you still manipulate language through your speech.  Whether through elevating or lowering, altering your normal speech patterns when writing will result in unnatural, stilted narrative.  Grammar is more universal, in that we all use the same, basic rules.  Verbs and nouns combine to make subjects. Adverbs drive Stephen King up a wall. The passive tense should be avoided (yes, that was intentional).  Both grammar and vocabulary should be a tool that you can find blindfolded, in the dark, with one hand tied behind your back.  The handles are well-worn, fitting into the contours of your hand, and polished by constant use.  

The second level is only accessible after steady use of the first.  In this level are found the elements of style, both official and personal.  King talks about general ideas presented in The Elements of Style, but also dives into several specifics such as paragraph length.  Different authors have different paragraph lengths; some may have pages go by before a paragraph break, while others use short, choppy writing to emphasize their writing style.  He leaves the other tools in our individual toolboxes lying about, ready for us to pick up. I thought it would be interesting to list a couple discipline specific tools:

Interviewing -  This skill would mostly be used by journalists, as they often have to work directly with a source.  Interviewing requires treading a delicate line between setting your source at ease and asking hard-hitting questions precisely aimed at their most vulnerable spots. You also have to remember to ask all the right questions – no interviewing a Pulitzer Prize-winning author and forgetting to ask them about their writing schedule!

Disseminating scholarly work – As a writer who most often focuses on academic essays, I have learned that research is a toolbox skill in and of itself.  It’s easy to find short snippets of quotes to pull out of context and use to support your point.  Not quite so simple is understanding the point each author you are researching and accurately incorporating that into your paper.  

Dialogue only – Here, I’m thinking of dialogue specific to playwriting.  While some stage direction is needed and accepted, part of the beauty of drama is leaving certain details up to the director, not the playwright.  This means that you have to convey detail, movement, and setting only through your characters’ speech.

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The setting sun had finally emerged from the clouds as Emma wandered home, taking the longest way possible. She had stayed at school as late as the teachers would allow, leaving only when the janitor came to the library and kicked her out.  

“You’ve got to leave, Miss Jones,” he said.  “I’m headin home and I gotta lock up.”

She acknowledged his words, packed up her books, and headed toward the door.  

“What time do you get here tomorrow?” she asked.

“Round five, I spose.”

“I’ll see you then.”

That had been forty minutes ago.  She had made a deliberately wrong turn out of the schoolyard and spent at least fifteen minutes backtracking before starting her walk home all over again.  Today, she was challenging herself to walk back using only left turns.  Left on Maple, left on Elm, left again on Cherry.  Why are all the streets in this godforsaken town named after trees, she wondered.  After all, the only trees to be seen for miles around were the scrappy, sticky cedars that were the bane of her existence.  Each year she tried to clear the backyard of the little ones.  Her hands would blister and start to bleed from the rough wood of the shovel, but she managed to stay outside all day long. Every year they returned the next spring and every year there seemed to be even more of them, taunting her with their very existence.  

Emma was so lost in the thoughts of her long vendetta with the cedar trees that she barely noticed the sounds coming from the ditch beside the road.  She had long since left town and was walking along the edge of the gravel road, each treacherous step taking her closer to home.  The faint mewing noises caught a strand of her attention and pulled her to a stop.  She turned around and slowly approached the tattered cardboard box that was lying, half-open, in the ditch.  The noises coming from it sounded almost human, like a baby just waking up.  

“Just keep walking…you don’t want to know what’s in that box,” she murmured under her breath.  “Nothing good in there.”

Her curiosity won out and she carefully lifted one of the flaps to peek inside the box, poised to run at any sign of danger – or snakes.  She let out the breath that she didn’t realize she was holding when she saw the contents of the box.  Three puppies lay on a tiny scrap of faded fabric.  They couldn’t have been more than a few weeks old as they squirmed around each other with their eyes still shut.  

“Oh no! Poor little babies!” She sat down with a bump and tried to take them all in her arms at once.  They immediately started snuggling against her body, trying to absorb the measly amount of heat it was putting off.  “Poor, poor babies.  Left here all alone, no mama around or anyone to take care of you.  It’s ok now, I’ve got you.  Emma’s got you, poor babies.  I’ll be your mama now.”  

She went to put them back in the box but their pitiful cries once she set them down tore at her heart and she picked them up again.  Carrying the puppies in one arm and the box in the other, she set off for home again at a much faster pace.  If I make it home before sundown, she thought, I can hide them in the barn before Father knows I’m home.  Within five minutes she had reached the entrance to the farm yard and hidden her precious cargo in the barn.  She checked and double checked that the puppies were safely hidden in the straw before sighing, turning away, and trudging up to the house.  She rinsed off the dirt that caked her bare legs after the walk from school and shook out the dust from her thin dress.  The house was dirty enough already and since she was the one who had to clean it up, she tried to prevent messes before they could happen.  Realizing that there wasn’t anything else she could do to delay anymore, she grasped the door handle with one hand, placed the other on the door for leverage, and turned the knob as silently as she could.  It wasn’t enough.  

“EMMA.  Finally home, your royal fucking highness?”  The first syllables out of her father’s mouth still made Emma jump but she shook her shoulders back and tried to hide her fear.

“Yes, sir.  I had to stay late after school,” she replied, trying and failing to keep her voice from shaking.

“Oh I see they’ve figured out that you’re as dumb as your whore of a mother.”

“No, sir.  One of the teachers asked me to stay late and help her clean the blackboards.”

“Oh so they’re putting you to work cleaning.  That’s all you’re good for, heh heh.  If those dumb bitches at the school are tryna put my daughter to use, they better pay me.”

“Please don’t call the teachers that, sir.”  She braced herself for the angry response she expected would follow her slight disagreement, but the silence that followed chilled her to the bone.  Every nerve in her body felt like it was on fire and she was aware of every little sound that wasn’t being made.  After an eternity of silence, she let out a shaky breath and turned on her tiptoes to run to her bedroom.  

She walked straight into the waiting form of her father.  Somehow, he had avoided every creaky floorboard and snuck up behind her, waiting for the moment she would let down her guard.  He grabbed her by the throat and pushed her up against the wall.

“Don’t you ever talk to me like that ever again, you hear me?  Ever.”  He hissed the words a few inches from her face, so close Emma could smell the liquor on his breath and see the bits of dinner remaining in his teeth.  “I am in charge here and I take care of your scrawny ass.  You don’t talk back.  You don’t argue.  You do what I tell you.  That’s all. You don’t do anythin else.”

Between the firm grasp on her throat and the stench of her father’s breath, it was hard for Emma to breathe and her father’s face swum in her vision.  She frantically nodded her head, knowing that any other movement would be punished.  The first time he hit her, she had squirmed and tried to get away.  He made sure she didn’t sit down for a week after that. The only option was to do exactly what he said. Just as suddenly as he grabbed her, he released his hold on her throat.  She wanted to double over, gasping for air, but knew from experience that he would only add to her pain.  

“Clean up the kitchen. I’m goin out to the barn.  When I get back, this goddamn house better be clean and you better have your ugly ass in bed.”  Emma stayed pressed against the wall, eyes closed, as she listened to his footprints, audible this time, head toward the door.  The screen bounced against the door frame as he left the house and she finally slumped to the ground.  After so long, tears no longer came, but she waited for them anyway. She allowed herself a few moments of rest before pushing herself off the floor and beginning her task.  

She was halfway through cleaning the disaster zone of a kitchen when she remembered the puppies. It was too late to intervene at this point.  All she could do was hope they would be quiet.  As fast as she could, she finished cleaning the kitchen and hurried to bed.  At some point, the worrying and fear faded to an uneasy sleep.  She awoke in the pale, pre-dawn light and rolled to her side. In a precise line, next to her pillow, were three still, dead forms.  

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Days of Happiness: Day Six

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Days of Happiness: Day Six

Days of Happiness: Day Six

The 30 days of Happy Thoughts series is inspired by the International Day of Happiness (March 20th, 2017).

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  Today’s Happy Thought

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  Day of Happiness Celebrations: Q&A

Happiness means different things to different people, what does Happiness mean to you?

For me, happiness is being at peace. At peace with who you are, with where you are, with your past, and with your future.

  Do you believe happiness is an emotion or more of a state of mind?

Definitely a state of mind! Happiness is a paradigm. It’s the way you see the world, people’s intentions, the outcome of events, etc.

  Do you consider being happy important to you? Why?

It’s the most important thing to me! The older we get, the more people we know who pass away. Grandparents, friends, aunts, uncles, it’s an unfortunate fact of life. And I’m old enough to have lost several friends and family members. I also volunteer at the hospice in my city and I’ve talked with people who are about to pass. In the end, it really is about the level of happiness you have regarding your life. I feel lucky that I’ve had this reinforced in my life several times so that my current decision-making structure is focused on what will make me truly happiest. Not what will make me the most money, garner more clout, feed my ego, etc. I just want to be happy.

  What do you consider a fundamental barrier to Happiness in your life?

My perfectionism. My default mindset is a perpetual “I’ll be happy when…” “Everything will be perfect when…” in order to drive me toward my goals. But that’s so destructive to a happy life. Life truly is about the journey, not the destination and that’s something I work on daily.

  How important is wealth and money to your own happiness?

Low to moderately important. I won’t persist in a job I hate just because the money is good (been there, done that, hated it), but I am passionate about monetizing the things that love to do because financial security is important to me. I was raised to be a “saver” (as opposed to a “spender”) so financial stress has rarely been an issue and I intend to keep it that way.

  How important is health and wellness to happiness?

Health and wellness is extremely important to my happiness. Aside from the direct “high” I get from endorphins at the gym, being strong and healthy makes me feel empowered in general and makes me feel more prepared if I needed to defend myself. My sense of vulnerability (which is a pretty constant thing for women) is severely reduced because I feel confident in my ability to protect myself. Additionally, my family on both sides has a history of cancer and disease, so staying healthy reduces my anxiety of that happening to me.

  What has been the happiest moment in your life?

It truly is hard to pick just one! I meditate regularly so most of them are random moments in which I simply just felt extremely at peace. I studied in Hong Kong for a year and was truly joyful on the plane ride home to see my family. I shared a kiss with my first love under a bridge in a beautiful park. I love to perform and feel truly happy when I’m on stage. I have 5 nieces and nephews and each of their births touched my heart. My life is full of “happiest moments” and I count myself lucky to not be able to choose.

  Do you have any specific goals or resolutions for 2017?  If so, would your share your top two that directly relate to your own Pursuit of Happiness?

Sing more – I just love to sing and I need to do it more often!

Get my company more profitable—I started my company (Two Good Cocoa) with my twin sister and she has 3 children. Money is always an issue with three kids so I want to help mitigate that stressor by helping make Two Good Cocoa as profitable as possible. We also donate 10% of our profits to charity, so the more profitable we are, the more we can give back!

  Do you consider giving to others or charity work an important part of your own Pursuit and why?

Countless studies show the positive effects of giving (time, money, resources) on the human mind and body! I think it’s a great practice to give without expectation of return and charity work does a good job of taking us out of that “quid pro quo” mindset. And who doesn’t need more good karma out there to come back their way?

  What 2 things have you learned in your own pursuit that you would like to share with others?

Comparison is the killer of happiness. Perfection does not equal happiness.

  If you could recommend only three websites/books/articles to anyone reading this, what would they be, and why?

5 Regrets of the Dying by Bronnie Ware

Ishmael by Daniel Quinn

3 things I learned while my plane crashed – Ric Elias (https://www.ted.com/talks/ric_elias)

  What is your blog/website address and theme (if you want to share) for 2017?

Two Good Cocoa—Gourmet Cocoa Blends—www.twogoodcocoa.com

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Archangel Gabriel ~ The 11-11-11 Gateway

Archangel Gabriel ~ The 11-11-11 Gateway,

Archangel Gabriel ~ The 11-11-11 Gateway

Via Shanta Gabriel

Dear Ones,

From the beginning of time there have been clear moments when the Portals of Awakening open for those who are called. The 11:11 Gateway is a collective, high-frequency portal to assist the evolution of consciousness on the Earth at this time.

This year there is an extra boost empowered by the fact that the numerology of 2018 is also an 11. The coding for this rare 11:11:11 Gateway is one that allows you to anchor the Grounded Presence of Divinity through your body for the evolution of all humanity. As you do this, not only do you create greater Wholeness within yourself, you become a Bridge from Heaven to Earth, in harmony with the Archangels of Light.

The Archangels stand at the 11:11:11 Gateway to empower you with loving strength and courage as you walk through the portal. Those who are attracted to this time of Grace, can avail themselves of the opportunity to soar, greatly inspired by the Angelic Dimensions. This conscious dedicated action, in harmony with Divine Light, will accelerate the evolution of consciousness within your own life and on the planet now.

We will offer prayers and visualizations at the end of this message to empower your own Light-filled 11:11:11 Ceremony. It is highly encouraged that you work with at least one other person in sacred space to honor the 11:11 Portal. You have been coded within for this awakening moment. It is another step in your evolution, one with great power and support.

The 11:11:11 Gateway opens the way to Divine Union within yourself. The intentions you hold for this time of your life are paramount as the Archangels stand ready to welcome you into the creative power of Grounded Presence anchoring your Divinity.

Retraining your responses and guiding the fearful thoughts that may plague your days are only a prayer away. Each prayer raises your vibrational frequencies and could be the one that unleashes the critical mass for Spontaneous Evolution within your life and on the planet. Imagine that your prayer is the turning point – the key that fits the codes for your Divine Self.

Gateway to Wholeness

As you walk through the Archangel’s 11:11:11 Portal, you will be synchronizing both the higher and lower expressions of yourself to ground your most authentic, blended and empowered Divine Self. This is a connection to your Soul that will allow you to more fully access and express your Divinity bringing forth your highest Soul’s Destiny.

Call in support from the Archangels and know that you are being inspired, guided and led through the 11:11:11 Gateway with full honor and respect for all the awakening energy you have brought to the world during this time of massive change. And so it is.

Prayers for Your 11:11:11 Gateway Ceremony

Divine Presence and the Archangels of Light:

As I prepare to be guided through this 11:11:11 portal, I ask that the Light of Divine Love clear any disharmony within my energy field. I willingly let go of the burdens of old beliefs so I may stand tall and move freely through the gateways to Unity Consciousness anchoring Divinity within me.

Within the spaciousness of my cleared energy field, I ask that it be filled with the power of my most Divine Self. I ask to receive and radiate the strength and courage to embody this Divine Light and ground the presence of Love and Healing energy into the Earth to assist its evolution.

I join with the Angelic forces and the millions of those who work in the Light of God, as we are led through the 11:11:11 Gateway. I know that as one is lifted by the Light, all are uplifted. I allow new patterns of exalted Light frequencies to engage my human structure in Union with the Divine.

Now I step through the pillars of this Light-filled gateway feeling fully guided and supported by the Archangels. I know that new possibilities in my life are being provided in every moment, with every heartbeat. I am honored to anchor this Light into the Earth as a Divine Presence so Wholeness can prevail for all beings on the Earth.

Thank you for holding me with Love and guiding me as I step through this gateway into the higher dimensions where my most Divine Self fulfills me. May I bring greater Life, Peace and Joy through my being and be a Grounded Presence of Divinity on the Earth.

For these and all my blessings, I say, Thank you. So be it, Be it so. Amen.

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