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𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐎𝐌 ┊ 𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐒.

┊Vil Schoenheit

┊Angst

┊In which Vil starts to questions whether or not he truly yearns to be on the stage.

┊CW : Angst

┊Word Count : 367

Vil Schoenheit was never one to be easily shaken by interviews, yet it was this one question that had him questioning himself and his life. One question that started this raging war inside his mind. It was nothing but a wretched question.

“Do you ever plan to return to acting?”

It was a question that should’ve been so easy to answer, it should’ve been answered with the one word people were expecting, the answer should’ve been ‘yes’, yet when receiving that question he froze… he didn’t know what his answer to that question was, and it terrified him.

Hurry up they’re waiting for an answer!

He realizes it was the first time in his life that he has ever questioned his career and it shook him to the core that he would even dare question the path set out for him.

It was his life, his ENTIRE life, his purpose was built on the characters he brought to life on the stage. The sets of the myriads of stories he starred in could practically be called home, so why? Why was he questioning the place he should be calling home?

Was it ever truly a home?

After years of chasing the role of the hero in the stories told, he supposes he grew… sick of it… sick of chasing this simple dream…sick of stardom, sick of… living like this.

Vil Schoenheit always told himself never to stray from the art of the stage, yet perhaps as the years went on he found himself straying from the spotlight that he once yearned for.

The clock was ticking, they seemed impatient!

Perhaps after all this time the joy he found bringing these stories to life diminished, perhaps this wasn’t his calling… perhaps acting was never supposed to BE his life and simply just A PART of it.

“Mr. Schoenheit, your answer to the question please?” The interviewer pries, tapping her pen impatiently on the arm of her chair.

Vil glances at her and responds with an answer that the audience would never expect “No I will not be returning on the stage, acting is not something I yearn for anymore, … I believe I’m starting to get sick of stardom.”

One night I found myself contemplating if I should continue writing after all this time, and unlike Vil in this story, my answer is a yes. I do believe this isn’t my best work and I hope I haven’t lost my touch - Mika

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