#nothing new there ig lmao
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everyone wish me luck in my attempt to teach myself how to apply to scholarships effectively
#everything is new and i have to learn by myself bc nobody around me knows either and im scared. of. everything really!#ughhhhhh i would be unstoppable if not for The Fear. like fear of what i have nothing to lose but time id be spending playing video games#fear of failure ig im gonna be rlly disappointed and afraid if i dont win anything#i feel like i kinda need this lmao#schools expensive and my future is uncertain and i dont have that much saved up relatively speaking#ramblies
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Tbh the funniest thing I've seen crop up for mob psycho s3 is when people complain about the characters being off model. Like.... really?? Off-model animation... in mob psycho 100.. Ohhg the horror. Surely the roughness and creativity and freedom in style hasn't literally always been part of this show's art direction.. mob psycho has never been off-model before. Yup.....
Like:
[ID: various screenshots of characters in Mob Psycho 100 getting off-model, either by being stretched, drawn with wobbly or messy lines, having intentionally bad anatomy, or colored in with botchy, stark colors. End ID.]
Literally where have you been 😭
#mob psycho 100#mp100#anime#and even if theyre talking about like. not intentionally going off model for gags or exhaggaration like it is in most of these screenshots#and instead just. little changes in face shape or whatever.... that has also. been a thing forever???#like actually look at the past episodes. sometimes mobs jawline is sharper sometimes rounder. sometimes reigens face changes a little#thats not like... some new horrid thing born from laziness. different storyboarders just have different styles#and sometimes those styles reflect in little ways 😭 that has been the case for animated shows forever. not just in mob either#like tell me you know nothing about animation without telling me you know nothing about animation lmao#and like fine you can be a bit annoyed by that ig. but.... in regards to /mob psycho/ tho??? the series literally about expression??#and s3 has been comparatively so polished too!!#and ngl i kinda miss the roughness and sketchiness of the past seasons...#don't get me wrong there has absolutely been some Incredible and creative animation this season#but it doesnt... quite have the same vibe i feel? not in like overall presentation?#i wonder if the staff has been switched up a bit for this one#anyways#ill stop rambling now jdgdhd#watch 'the psychedelic sakuga of mob psycho 100' by traventalks on youtube its such a good video essay and criminally underrated 🙏#my own post
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You know it was old revenge night bc I've barely seen any professional pics and like 90% of the content going around has more pixels than a video game in the 90s zoo wee mama.... The revenge era curse strikes again...
#Modern cameras cannot capture them... Any images immediately become microwaved as FUCK#mcr#mcrwwwy2#Mcr return#Return era#My Chemical Romance#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#welcome to the circus#I mean if I find something new I might post it here but so far nothing on ig and I'm NOT going on Twitter lmao
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🎤 Look he’s pogging lol
🎤 I wonder what he’s missed...maybe the tags will give a hint or two.
(That means read the tags teehee thank you)
#ooc: salutations everyone! I guess I owe everyone an explanation#i apologize for my absence again. i promise im okay and i have been safe and sound#my excuse isnt exactly...valid id say but#work has been kicking my ass since i got the job#not to mention my days off are constantly filled up with tasks to catch up on Adulting and such#and when im not doing Adulting things.......ive been playing splatoon 3 tbh lmao#hopefully ill get the muse to play bf again soon. but as far as an expected time for that goes i unfortunately have nothing to offer#i hope everyone here has been doing okay in the meantime and i hope to see you soon#with that being said...what do you think of the new icon? its not much of a difference but im still kinda proud of it. even if its old now#anyway. i love you guys and i look forward to any threads in the future when i get the time and motivation to start them up again#on that note. please be aware that i am officially dropping any threads i had started or participated in before now#i apologize for this...but its hard to get back into old threads when i dont remember where i was going with them yknow?#if anyone is interested in my writing in general ive been working on a strangled red fic on ao3#ive been falling back into my old pokepasta hyperfixation after lullaby v2 dropped and was reminded of my favorite little fucked up guy#its called faulty if anyone else here is a based steven enjoyer. and mike too ig#but enough out of me...ive been talking too much lol#until next time! catch ya later!
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okk, I've been at a major blank for the castle infiltration chapters I had been writing. Normally I just write whenever I get the inspiration to, though it's been almost 2 months now and I still have absolutely nothing for that story. I do not think I'll continue that story; if I do, it probably won't be anytime this year. I do have a new hyperfixation and story idea though so that will probably become my whole blog.
I'll start posting about that soon!
hopefully
#i had been so excited for that castle infiltration story but ive been so unproductive on it for so long now#everytime i think of it i just think back to how unproductive ive been in general with life and stuff at the moment#its made me really hate thinking about that story which sucks because i really loved the characters#and i had big plans for the story and everything#this stuff just happens though ig#and at least i have a new story now that i can direct my attention to#that way i can feel at least a little bit more productive#really hoping that i don't give up on that story idea too#i didnt even think that i liked writing that much until i stopped#and realised that it was kind of the only thing i was using to validate myself and feel productive so im not just wasting my days#i guess im probably setting myself up for disaster with that#i seem to have this really big fear of not being productive with my time while everyone else around me is#i feel like ill just wake up one day and ill be like 10 years older despite having accomplished absolutely nothing#only being able to 'show off' things that i did when i was a kid#im trying to break that mindset but it may be a while#for now ill just keep writing#sorry for the massive rant in the tags it wan't supposed to be that long lmao#not writing#castle infiltration#ok thats enough tags
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Hey! :) I've been using you townie save file. Love it so much! Will you be updating it after realm of magic?
hi anon! so glad to hear you're enjoying it!! 💜
It's been updated up to cottage living so I think that's what you meant? either way, I do have plans to update it past that I am just forgetful on top of having lots of other stuff to keep me busy!
#not to blame it on adhd but its the adhd lmao#some days i forget the save exists#some days i think 'i should really update that' and just...do nothing instead#and some days i throw myself into whatever new fixation i have#being productive is just not in the cards for me#and i've come to accept that my brain is just going to do whatever the hell it wants#i'm just here for the ride ig#faq
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Bitches on here be like "haha! I read this callout about you and i told everyone around me to ostracize you and ignore you and the reason you're alone is divinely orchestrated karma, of course, surely not me and my hand in manipulating people to hate you, surely this is some sort of divine intervention and not a smear campaign that i try to justify my actions with "its gods will" with"
#do yall ever consider the karma *YOU* will acquire for treating me this way over someone elses lies about me?#bc something tells me whatever im going through rn. that you think i shoulda killed myself over... well babe.#i got some bad news for you and how karma works. lmao#and oh baby it hurtsm oh mam am i just suffering so hard.#my body aches all the time. i dissociate constantly.#well. when it happens to you and you're all alone with no support yknow.... hope you figure it out :/#hope the karma doesnt hit you too hard :/#at least im strong enough to not let all of this shit make me go fully insane. doubtful for yall tho lmao#and im going to give just as little fucks about yall writhing in your mental agony as you have for me :)!#oh and uh. dont think karma will be light on you just because 'you didnt know you were being lied to 🥺'#aww.. poor you... but anyways yeah when you fuck w someones life even if you realize you did it over someone elses lie... kinda feel like#you're not gonna get out of hurting someone else so much that easily. kinda feel like thats not gonna happen for you.#kinda feel like the energy is eye for an eye not eye for an acknowledgement of your actions and regretting them.#but who knows. i guess it really depends on who you are. how sorry you actually am. how much you understand what you did and how you hurt#someone. all of that sorta stuff will decide how bad your karma is.#so ig. hopefully its nothing too bad !
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Man I should prob capitalize on the meme and draw shitpost-angst fanart of Twitter fuckin dying but I think I’m too genuinely upset by this development despite seeing it coming to actually do anything . Someone possess me and do it for me
#ghghghghg Twitter was less stressful on my mental healthhhhh#No matter how much I wittle down my follower count here it feels like turning on the news whenever I go on Tumblr#The news but if the news had fanart segments IG#'everything is going wrong what are you doing about it why are you doing nothing about it also here's sans' etc etc#Also smth smth bits of human history lost forever w/e lmao#neg#(banging head into nearest wall but in a comedic cartoony way
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i have mentioned it but I only just put it into the nano website . I have reached 50k words!!! and succeeded at nano!!!! >:") very proud of myself, pls look at and clap for my massive word count for my magnum story
#even tho the story is not DONE like its still gonna be daily publishing until it IS but. u know! fun lil confetti rained down when i#entered my new word count#ive only been updating it weekly so i didnt get the daily badge -_- sad#nanowrimo#nanowrimo2022#id say this is a good first year at it. but my god has it been rough#like. flu the first week. then strep and mystery 2 day vomiting?? then my period rolled up with a glock LMAO next week#is also gonna be rough bc i have stuff to do irl...so ill have to be writin on my phone ig! we can do it#I WILL finish this story before the year ends if nothing else. dragging myself by the ankles to do it#sanchoyorambles#ekleipsis#thats only the word count of the public parts of the story too i have. written MORE than that technically. but its me trying to write#in advance yk#and a lot got deleted or rewritten bc i didnt Like it ........#lol....#i wonder what the overall REAL word count would be if u considered those...#we will Never Know...#i think i deserve to brag bc this is COOL of me
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had a bad few days bc i’m going to a festival w my friends (who kinda suck) next week and it always ends up being an absolutely horrible time for various reasons (it’s also the fifth anniversary of my dad dying next weekend but i’m trying not to think about that lmao) but i’ve been overthinking it and stressing about things that haven’t even happened yet and i think i need to try and change my mindset going into it bc like ???? if i go into this thing already writing it off as Something Bad then it actually will be something bad y’know?
#holly.txt#my own mind is my worst enemy fr#i’ve been reflecting on past years and just like ??? getting myself into some awful states about it#so i’m ruining it for myself already and it hasn’t even happened yet#so i’ve decided i need to go into it with a better mindset and like ??? idk how to make this year’s festival a good one????#idk#i’m trying#like i got super stressed out and upset yesterday and kinda had an outburst about caring about them more than they care about me#which is nothing new that’s literally always been the case#so i’m like ??? that was silly why am i getting upset about it???? i already knew this it’s never going to change#trying to be more positive about it bc i go in a week so i have to be or i’ll have a breakdown lmao#at least i get to see renee rapp ig#but anyway yeah this whole thing is starting to bleed into other parts of my life and it’s not good
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#as if this day couldnt get any worse lmao#im fucking stupid and i did it i stepped on the scale. turns out im almost back at my pre ED weight haha kms#so lmao that was all for nothing lol#i was dying inside every fucking day back then but my god did my confidence skyrocket when there was 10kg less of me#and everyone was telling me how good i looked and how great of a job i was doing. that im hot that im pretty.#well ok. not that im hot. it was 'if you keep this going you're *going to* be sooo hot fr' and that was i think#one of the worst things anyone ever told me <33#anyway. ig that's my new york resolution. to go back to my ed peace and love <333#cause like. lol. since im fucking miserable anyway. might as well.#ok now time to reblog a million posts to cover up this one dhdskshshsjh#*new YEAR resolution 💀💀
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Had a little comment thread on FB earlier today with a friend who said one of my older drawings can be made into tattoos, and that gave me the idea of repurposing the drawings - or, at least, parts of them - into sketches I can sell for a pop that can be taken to the parlor to be done.
Don't know when that'll be, but it's something I want to keep in mind for the future. I'll update this later on when I have things sorted out.
#i was also told my art style fits within the criteria of new school art#which i had never really given thought of until he mentioned it in a convo we had a while back#and ig new school art is one of the go-to styles that tattoo artists can use for sleeves and whatnot#i know next to nothing about how tattoos work#that don't involve tattoo parlor AUs lmao#might do designs for t-shirts and the like too#i've entertained the idea of doing comms for a while#and making an income from the art on the side#but i think it will be just as much of a while yet before i go ahead with it#b/c as much as i want it to making income on art is a massive struggle#so i think it will just work better as a small side gig#unless it blows up lol#which...i doubt it ever will but the internet is a strange place
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#vent#actually borderline#i saw my FP today and it was rly fun for the first like hour#and long story short i forgot how nervous he gets in cars#i didn’t know the powwow we were going to was at the fairgrounds rather than on campus like it usually is#so he didn’t come with bc he got triggered and i :(((#legit cried lmao#and had a mental spiral into damn near insanity#obviously we’re fine now#i apologized like immediately and we were good#but my brain was like ‘he hates you and will never speak to you again and will leave you’#and then i became rly scared bc my last FP wouldn’t have handled that nearly as well#and i know T is nothing like that#but it’s so hard to train my brain into remembering that the ppl in my life won’t hurt me#even when i fuck up#idk#ig it’s just weird adjusting to a new life with ppl who make me feel safe#also my dissociation has been so bad#nothing from the past 4 months feels real#it’s like i’m living in a dream#reality feels so fuzzy#i feel like i’m just going thru the motions#i think part of me is scared to leave survival mode#im worried that if i let my guard down i’ll get hurt again#anyways#healing is hard
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i was like “i should try to complete this report before 3pm today” and anyway i’ve been drawing the turtles for the past few hours and it’s past 3pm
#i’ve written maybe 100 words LMAO#in my defense i hate writing reports#especially bc i haven’t done anything new#so there’s nothing to write about#rip me ig#🐀
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other than adding a line here or there to my "cool lines/vents i might use in future songs" file i haven't created anything since i went on these meds and i will not lie. i am a little worried
#i also just don't really feel the need to which is even more distressing#but. it does save me the frustration of my neverending writer's block lol#hm i told my psychiatrist this is smth I'm worried abt which is why she didn't give me mood stabilizers#but if the ssri is the issue then :///// oof#it also makes me want to listen to music less which is just plain weird tbh#again it saves me the anxiety of needing to have music on constantly but it's also distressing#when i DO try to get down to create like with my ttrpg I've got literally nothing. and i got no new ideas for anything either#not to be dramatic but i don't deserve to live if i can't. make anything. so what's the point.#ooooooh I'm spiraling now 😎 oh yeah we're in familiar territory now. see the pills didn't change me much. lmao#these pills are meant to be a crutch but i think they just make me feel worse. except ig i feel bad out of bed instead of in bed#:/ I'll tell her next time we meet ig#vent#sorry
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fucking finally tested my code and it worked 🥳
#for one very small situation LMAO but it's fine#i can submit SOMETHING for now and see whats going on#i think my code still sucks for this :D and im not done at all lmao but#no but the way i've just been coding this whole time without testing lol we love good coding practice 🤩🥳🥰🤡#bro imma submit it and it's gonna be like NO ur hella over time#i wouldnt be surprised :D#actually i think i'll be over on memory#hm esp rn bc im still messing around w what i actually need to keep track of#hm#whatever i'll write a bunch more test cases to submit for them to check against Their code that's done XD#came home for the weekend for chinese ny and got to meet kittyyyyyyyyy <3#she's so CRAZY lmao shes younger than my old cat was when we got her#she's kinda the same size tho so it doesnt rly seem like it lol but fr shes like so energetic and weird its so funny lol#also bc last night was like a lot of excitement ig w us coming back and she like had more ppl to play w and who were giving her attention#anyway back to work 🫡😭#ngl back to be w family for new yr but i'll just be hunched over my laptop in the basement the whole weekend coding lmao#except i'll also have two zoom meetings tomorrow morning for meetings i wish i could just be in person for but 🫡#wah anyway lol#jeanne talks#is kinda fun tho i like coding still yay 🤩 lol hopefully nothing goes catastrophically wrong w my code bc otherwise i think im#on the right track hopefullyyhfufhjgdfn
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