#im trying to break that mindset but it may be a while

[emmys-writing-blog]

okk, I've been at a major blank for the castle infiltration chapters I had been writing. Normally I just write whenever I get the inspiration to, though it's been almost 2 months now and I still have absolutely nothing for that story. I do not think I'll continue that story; if I do, it probably won't be anytime this year. I do have a new hyperfixation and story idea though so that will probably become my whole blog. I'll start posting about that soon!

hopefully

[kicksnscribs]

So seeings how ai work still fucks me up at the mere thought of it maybe just maybe i can get over it if i vent my frustrations out on it here?

[vexxandra]

what is coming? (timeless pick-a-card)

for those who need comfort, or dream of the future, this might be the pac for you ☆ 3-17-23 .

PILE ONE ; " i'm so tired " ...

how long have you been keeping yourself awake? it's up to you to decide whether that statement was metaphorical or literal, but the point still stands. can't catch sleep? it's not your fault. you don't have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, you deserve to rest. sleep is a blessing that you will catch up on soon. the mistakes of your past shouldn't stop you from rejuvenating yourself. i'm sorry this relief from life has been taken from you.

i can see that what's coming toward you is more closure. conflicts being resolved, and action being taken to prevent future problems from happening. peace is coming, and more spiritual peace- however you may find it. you are finding what is lost or missing; a confidant, a part of yourself you lost, or a sense of responsibility. this will make you feel a little less confused in this dark time. whatever you find, make sure it benefits you, not hinders you.

extra: the number 7 or 16, cheerleading, studying, driving/cars, violent - carolesdaughter, the need to please, disappointment, "you are more than your thoughts, more than your past" green, spring months, gaming to cope, betrayal, "you deserve love because you exist"

PILE TWO ; " i am fighting " ...

you are so strong. your strength is commendable, and so is your resolve. you are making me smile. things seem to be good for you right now, but have they always? no one is born to be so resilient, it's our experiences that shape us to be who we are, and yours have molded you into a warrior, pile two. you are so strong, have you heard that before? i feel like you don't get recognized enough. but you suffered, and i see that. i see that, and i see you. thank you, for never giving up.

stability is reaching you. i feel like you have a 'fake it till you make it mindset' in order to reach what you truly want. but i see that you will soon have whatever you desire. it will be unmistakably yours, and you'll know in your heart when you find it. you will be emotionally fulfilled, and reach a state of kind of 'enlightenment' where you're like, i know what im doing now, it all makes sense. it will be a moment where everything clicks, and everything settles down.

extra: pink, red, gold, orange, chains of pearls, instruments, stuffy, nostalgia, memories like the color yellow, may, june, 2018, "this feels right", back to the future/past, vintage, aesthetic, dream girl vibes, photos, "everything is okay"

PILE THREE ; " where is the sun ? " ...

you have lost your sun, pile three. you remind me of a sunflower, looking for the sun to turn to, but what happens if the sun isn't there? you are aimless and lost, trying to find what has been stolen from you. but it hasn't, has it? it's time to take off your lenses, and realize that this isn't healthy. you have been stuck in a cycle for a while, and i feel like you kind of actually trap yourself in it. i get it, it's better to be trapped than face the reality. but is the pain you're causing yourself really worth it? please find strength in yourself to break free. trust me, it's better than staying. im rooting for you, pile three.

what's coming toward you is the strength to pull yourself out of this negative situation. i see you putting yourself first, and sparing yourself of further heartbreak, disappointment, and sadness. i can see that this will sort of be a tower moment for you; the tower has always been shaky, but it's only now that you are fleeing from it, and i'm proud of you. it's hard, but you can do it. after, you might find yourself stuck in your own thoughts secondguessing, but you did the right thing. never forget that. i also see someone of importance entering your life, a little after this.

extra: dont worrry darling, omori, pink beats, neurodivergence, black, alternative culture, crosses, pinky promises, mother figure, chocolate, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, balloons, lamps, llamas, "why would you leave me?", "because i couldn't stay", polish

[darlinguistics]

'its just IMPOSSIBLE to not be addicted to your phone nowadays its UNREALISTIC-'

heres some advice to being less chronically online. for gen z (and younger??) who dont even know how to start thinking about it and have only heard shitty advice from older adults who just genuinely do not get it, from a fellow gen z and my experiences so far.

*these are personal and may not all 100% resonate but its still good prompting to start thinking about things! PLEASE feel free to add your own stories/advice in the notes! support your fellow humans, dont gatekeep what youve learned, lets have these conversations! and no negativity/pessimism please <3

first thing is to make it a less scary thought, a more concrete idea and not a hypothetical. it doesnt have to be all-or-nothing, cold turkey, a huge announcement and a fundamental shift in your personality. the internet will be in your life for the rest of your life, this is an ongoing relationship you are trying to make healthier thats all! and it takes one step at a time and some self-compassion, but a true effort nonetheless. 'dont you think thats a bit too serious-' if youre my age you quite literally grew up and developed online, it is literally part of your psyche the way your childhood is, it IS serious, you deserve to treat it seriously.

dont save your login info/dont stay logged in for social media accounts, having to manually log in when you want to go on like youre on some elementary school chrome book is a really healthy and clear boundary to have between being logged off and logged on.

-> bigger challenge - uninstall it on your phone in general, only log on on your laptop/pc if applicable for you!

if youre motivated to, try to work on your posture too. i only say that because most of our bad posture is at least partially related to being on our phones a lot, and when i started wanting to fix my posture, completely separately and unrelated from trying to break my phone addiction, it made it easier to lose interest in my phone since i didnt want to ruin my progress with my posture. it made me start to have a mindset like 'well if you cant do this on your phone with good posture then dont do it' and 'if youre on your phone so long your posture starts to cave in, youve probably spent too long on your phone anyway'

listen to music more. its easier for me to kinda write off my phone and do other things if i just open music or a podcast or long youtube video on it. i know we all love long video essays, but i recommend music more specifically for me at least because im less inclined to pause music or scroll while listening to it for some reason? whereas using a show or video or podcast for white noise, im way more likely to also be scrolling on my phone and that is my activity lol. music for some reason i dont want to interrupt and instead of being on my phone i can clean or do something productive on my computer etc

this one is sooo hard but try to fall asleep with some distance between you and your phone, even just a couple feet. mine stays on the desk next to my bed which isnt that far but its better than on bed like it used to be. when you wake up you probably wont feel like reaching for it right away if its far and even better if you have to get up for it because then at least you stand and move your body first thing instead of looking at your phone first thing. and try to get more and more of your morning routine done before touching your phone over time.

-> for me, i started by just trying to at least wake up a bit in bed before touching it, then stand up before touching it, then stand and stretch, then going to the bathroom first, making coffee first, feeding the cat first, etc. its surprisingly helpful to have a specific chore/task in mind that is The requirement so that everytime you do it you get a lil dopamine rush for unlocking your phone from yourself lmao. when the weather was nice i used to make my Requirement being outside first before going on it and i LOVED that. esp as it got easier and i started doing more and more before going on it and finally walking outside with coffee and my phone felt like such a pleasant little reward.

find a hobby that uses your hands. example: i really need to get back into knitting because when i did it regularly so much time that wouldve been on my phone was spent knitting with music/podcasts/shows/(even online lectures! when i felt productive lol) playing. its the same amount of physical relaxing - barely moving lol - but uses a longer attention span and a much better dopamine hit than scrolling, i literally MADE things.

-> you might be thinking, 'but mindless knitting isnt better than mindless scrolling is it?' but that mindless feeling on your phone is just that, mindless. the mindless feeling you get when doing something like knitting is actually closer to a flow state, which is actually incredibly good for you, like a fulfilling nutritious meal as opposed to 'empty calories' or whatever

get a widget for your homescreen that shows your screen time. i have one and of course it doesnt always stop me but seeing that time go up all day the more i use it and the pride of keeping it low is really helpful

practice grounding. in general.

spend more time on anonymous activities and have more privacy and less attachment with your 'persona' - what i mean by that is, i consider things like scrolling through tumblr (for me personally!) to be relatively harmless because i dont try to like,, brand myself here. if youre a tumblr regular you know the jokes - 0 follows, 0 notes, screaming to the void, moots you dont talk to, blorbo pfp and urls, fake names everywhere, and we're having fun! basically targeting the 'everyone is famous now' thing with this one - embrace being a nobody with no personal stakes here

-> personally ive never kept up with having social media accounts that are actually just, me irl - like a facebook or main instagram, like a locals account yknow? but i think it goes for that too - stop spending so much time trying to further personalize your online presence in the hopes of it representing you perfectly - because it never will, and it shouldnt, and you shouldnt aspire for that. your social media presence is lighthearted and incredibly surface-level, treat it like that! thats not me bashing social media either, having that mindset will make it more enjoyable bc youll be using it as it should be used!

do following/followers or camera roll/files or app purges. this is also a soft launch type of way to practice easing into a better mindset. aside from just literally getting rid of junk, the process of trying to judge whether or not you need something is good practice in mindfulness! even if you dont delete everything you feel like you maybe should, thats fine, youll do other purges in the future too. eventually youll get better at parting with things and realizing when things that feel good in a moment are actually bad for you. and it forces you to regularly check in on your more long-lasting parasocial relationships online and how theyre serving you or not

speaking of parasocial - for actual friends, if theyre irl, think about how much you interact with them online vs in person and why you think that is and how it affects you. maybe youll wanna see them more irl if possible (i promise its better for your friendship), maybe youll realize you dont need to keep tabs on them anymore (old high school acquaintances lookin at you). for celebrities and fandom things - try to think about the bare minimum content from them you could do with. you dont have to unstan all your faves and stop enjoying things - but do you need their notifications on? do you need to have a stan account? do you need them on all the platforms? do you need to have all that saved content of them? are there aspects of this that you love that could be found elsewhere?

if youre of the genre of online where you just cant help yourself from getting involved in big discussions or discourse and arguments - i recommend journaling when you get upset by something online, articulating your feelings without the idea of someone ever reading it and without the goal of 'winning' or being the most correct and logical or even the most sympathetic and morally good. take away every audience aspect of it. what is this really about for you, and why would strangers online deserve to hear your personal well-thought out opinions? why would your thoughts deserve to be simplified and misconstrued and underappreciated the way they would be in this discussion? is there even an outcome to this where you feel truly satisfied? are their people who are more worthy of hearing your thoughts who arent part of this audience? is this a conversation that is best held online where so much communicative nuance is inevitably sacrificed?

in the end these are all just practices in remembering how in control you are. and that goes for if any of these are scary or too difficult sounding too! these all become less scary if you remember that as soon as anything becomes too uncomfortable or painful, you have all the power to stop doing it, make a change, and try again later. so much of advice for quitting bad habits can be intimidating because the pressure and the shame that would come from failing scares you out of the possible benefits of trying - just go ahead and kill that shame from the jump. of course youre going to fail! you are going to have setbacks! thats part of it! you have agency in this, always. the internet is not inherently or completely evil nor good. build trust in yourself to make the calls on when it is serving you and when it isnt on a case-by-case basis, and then give yourself permission to learn through trial and error.

and remember you are worth all of this effort. i believe in us <3

[heliosoll]

is it possible for someone to shift if they dont think they can do it?

ik shifting is real, i believe other people successfully do it. logically, i also know that i can do it. but years of it not happening has worn me down a little so now im wondering if i "subconsciously" don't think i can since every attempt hasn't worked.

is it possible to still shift w this doubt abt my personal ability to shift (even tho logically ik i can), or is something i have to "fix"?

Yes, tons of people have shifted while having doubts! I know quite a few shifters who shifted for the first time on nights where they stopped trying out of frustration or right after they decided to take a break.

You can always shift. Obviously, having a "good" shifting mindset helps, but it's not going to stop you if you don't. I think one of the most important things to remember on your shifting journey is that nothing can truly hold you back, not even your own thoughts. I know that can sound contradictory, but trust me on this one.

I think this post may help you :)

[the-moon-devi]

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕾𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖓 ♄

Click Here, For Part 2.

Hey Guys! This PAC is from Lord Saturn, this may resonate for those of you who identify with saturnian energy or the number 6. Personally I've realized I receive a lot of insight/ downloads on saturn days! So this will be very interesting to channel! Saturn is a very Wise energy, and when I think of saturnian energy it can represent karmic cycles, and sometimes curses. Saturn also represents the third eye in my opinion! Saturn is essentially represented by the devil card in tarot. So basically this reading is literally messages from the devil lol! How ironic since the veil is thinning everyday, and halloween is approaching. This is going to be so interesting to channel for you guys! 😁😈 Choose between these piles and enjoy!

There are 3 more piles, this is just piles 1-3! Whichever Part you see first is for you!

𝔗𝔦𝔪𝔢: 3:13 𝔄𝔐 𝔖𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔞𝔶 9/24/23

(𝔰𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫'𝔰 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔶 𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 😂, 𝔭𝔩𝔲𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔳𝔢𝔦𝔩 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢)

𝔇𝔢𝔠𝔨𝔰 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡: 𝔄𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔰 ℜ𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔒𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔩𝔢 𝔇𝔢𝔠𝔨, 𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔬𝔩𝔬𝔤𝔶 𝔇𝔢𝔠𝔨, 𝔗𝔥𝔢 ℌ𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔬𝔬 𝔗𝔞𝔯𝔬𝔱 𝔇𝔢𝔠𝔨

♄ 𝔚𝔢'𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 ℜ𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔰, 𝔄𝔰 𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔰𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔲𝔭 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔯𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔘𝔯𝔲𝔷" 𝔯𝔲𝔫𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢 𝔟𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔦𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔣 ♄ 𝔰𝔶𝔪𝔟𝔬𝔩. 𝔖𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔰 𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔲𝔫𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤!

♄ 𝔘𝔯𝔲𝔷 𝔪𝔢𝔞𝔫𝔰 𝔖𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔫𝔤𝔱𝔥, 𝔈𝔫𝔡𝔲𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢, ℌ𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔚𝔬𝔯𝔨, 𝔓𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢, 𝔡𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔩 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔶, 𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔰, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔦𝔣𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔲𝔩𝔱 𝔰𝔦𝔱𝔲𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰, 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔶

𝕻𝖎𝖑𝖊 1:

𝕿𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖙: 8 𝖔𝖋 𝕾𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘, 𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖋 𝖂𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖘, 𝕶𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝕾𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘, 9 𝖔𝖋 𝖂𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖘, 𝕵𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖊

𝕺𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖑𝖊: 𝕺𝖞𝖆 ~ 𝕾𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖘, 𝕹𝖊𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖙𝖎 ~ 𝕬𝖑𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖞

I felt called to pull From the goddess deck first, and your energy pulled "Oya" and "Nefertiti". If you guys could see these cards they both have a source  light around them, and they just scream big energy. I can tell that for one, you all have very strong energy. You like to be in control. You guys are Transmuters. Saturn is telling you to use your electricity to attract what you want. Your energy may be very intimidating but don't try to dim it down for anyone. It's crazy because I'm seeing that your energy is so luminous but also dark. So it's like you hold duality. I'm really getting primordial and warrior energies for you guys. Your laughter could be very loud or contagious. I just heard laughing so maybe you're the type to laugh when you're mad. So based on your tarot cards, I feel  Saturn is telling you to not entrap yourself. I also get the energy that there may be a male in your life who is very protective, and maybe very blunt or violent too. I heard sister, so maybe this is a sibling there may be someone around you who is trying to give you advice. This could be an ancestor coming through as well. You could feel very lost. Saturn is telling you to connect to others because you're not alone. You may need protection from something, it would have to do with court. Im hearing you'll beat the case. This could be the male figure, I'm hearing he'll break through chains. This definitely isn't going to resonate for everyone. This is some very strong energy I'm getting here. lol This masculine may have a very militant mindset as well. Im even hearing riots as well. So maybe the court system is doing something unfair, and it may be something you really have to work and fight through. Yes I see that you guys are very tired. It almost gives me the vibes of a woman holding a man down while he's in prison. So wow. This is very much saturnian energy. I hear screaming as well so torture. I'm sorry but this reading is so heavy. If it doesn't resonate, pick another pile but this is definitely a message for someone. This definitely has something to do with the court system. The justice card came out earlier but I put it back but I'm still seeing somebody being locked up, and they are very tired and angry. Saturn urges you to let go of limiting thought patterns, regrets  and hurtful pasts to get through this. If This is someone who's blocked you or is locked up dont make yourself feel bad i feel like you fought very hard. I feel like this is something that caught you by surprise but this is definitely an ongoing battle so don't lose hope. For your moonology cards you have to expect powerful change, believe in the impossible, and adjustments are required. I definitely feel like something will come through for you guys, and it'll be very unexpected. Even if this isn't a jail situation you could feel helpless, and you may be finding the power or a very powerful man to help you out of this.

ℜ𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔰:

𝔍𝔢𝔯𝔞~ ℭ𝔶𝔠𝔩𝔢𝔰, ℌ𝔞𝔯𝔳𝔢𝔰𝔱, 𝔭𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢, 𝔗𝔦𝔪𝔢, 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔶, 𝔤𝔯𝔬𝔴𝔱𝔥

ℌ𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔷 ~ 𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔬𝔟𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔠𝔩𝔢𝔰, 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢, 𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔰

𝔖𝔞𝔤/𝔏𝔦𝔟𝔯𝔞 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔶 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔟𝔢 𝔦𝔪𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔤𝔲𝔶𝔰 ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔩𝔢𝔡: ℌ𝔦𝔭 ℌ𝔬𝔭, 𝔐𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔶, 𝔘𝔭𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔅𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢

𝕻𝖎𝖑𝖊 2:

𝕿𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖙: 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖚𝖓, 𝕶𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝕮𝖚𝖕𝖘, 𝕿𝖜𝖔 𝖔𝖋 𝕮𝖚𝖕𝖘, 3 𝖔𝖋 𝕾𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘

𝕺𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖑𝖊: 𝕸𝖆𝖒𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖇𝖔 ~ 𝕾𝖊𝖑𝖋-𝕾𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖊, 𝕬𝖑𝖆 ~ 𝕲𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖋

Saturn's Message to you is to heal. I get the feeling that you guys have been on a journey towards healing, and right now you're in the grieving stages. This definitely has to do with love whether that be a friend, lover, or family member. I'm getting heavily a romantic partner though but I could also see it being a family member or friend. This could have felt like a death or maybe there was one. I'm seeing that you guys lost something, and this is taking you through a huge transformation. I think once you guys heal there will be a abundant start for you. If this had to do with losing a child or anything then I see you getting pregnant again. I usually don't pick up on that type of energy, but this is Saturn after all. I'm also getting that someone is watching over you, and they care about you alot. Their energy feels very loving, and pure. Also with this self sabotage card, im getting that don't be afraid to grow. Just because of the situation your in now don't let that determine your future. Because it's very bright, but also don't hide from grief or healing because you're scared of feeling alone.. you guys are very stubborn, i feel the saturn in you very strong. However you are also very courageous at the same time. Saturn is saying dig deep and find the source within you to fight these limitations. Some of you guys could have cancer placements. I'm also picking up on soulmate energy, I see a breakup that really took its  toll on you. oh wow! I'm sorry if this reading is all over the place but I was looking at this grief card, and the lady is pregnant. So we do have the sun card here which represents children, and also with this lunar energy here. I'm Getting a mother energy. Wow this saturnian energy is screaming today. If you haven't lost a child, maybe Saturn is blocking you from pregnancy because there's some other business you need to take care of. This Could be literally healing childhood wounds or even relationship wounds. I'm just getting the vibe that this pile has a broken heart, and please whatever this is don't let it turn you bitter. It's time to turn over a new leaf, and maybe go off on a whim. Don't get tied to an outcome I feel like is what saturn is trying to tell you. You have no idea how great it could be, I think Saturn wants you to step out of the driver's seat for a little while, and take care of yourself. If this has to do with love, I see if you guys heal or get over this person there may be a secret revealed to you. That makes sense because for your moonology cards you got Full moon eclipse~ Conclusions are within reach so maybe something you have been wondering about comes out. Saturn will be revealing truths to you.  You also got a Balsamic moon~ A time for healing, and New moon in cancer~  You and your loved ones are safe.

ℜ𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔰:

𝔗𝔥𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔞𝔷 ~ 𝔖𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔤, 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔳𝔦𝔬𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢, 𝔡𝔢𝔣𝔢𝔫𝔰𝔢, 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔬𝔰

𝔏𝔞𝔤𝔲𝔷 ~ 𝔏𝔞𝔨𝔢, 𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔶, 𝔰𝔲𝔟𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔠𝔦𝔬𝔲𝔰, 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔰, 𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔭𝔰𝔶𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔭𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔰, 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔲𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔴𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔯, 𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔭𝔰

ℑ𝔫𝔤𝔲𝔷 ~ 𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔶 𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔱, 𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔶, 𝔰𝔢𝔢𝔡𝔰, 𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔩𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔣𝔯𝔢𝔶𝔞 𝔤𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔰, 𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔫, 𝔤𝔯𝔬𝔴𝔱𝔥

𝕻𝖎𝖑𝖊 3:

𝕿𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖙: 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕸𝖔𝖔𝖓, 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖗, 7 𝖔𝖋 𝕾𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 ⚔, 2 𝖔𝖋 𝕮𝖚𝖕𝖘

𝕺𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖑𝖊: 𝕷𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝕭𝖚𝖇𝖇𝖞 𝕾𝖚𝖟𝖎 ~ 𝕾𝖍𝖆𝖒𝖊, 𝕸𝖔𝖉𝖏𝖆𝖉𝖏𝖎 ~ 𝕸𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖋𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓, 𝕹𝖆𝖓𝖆 𝕭𝖚𝖑𝖚𝖐𝖚 ~ 𝕾𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖘

This pile's Message is super clear, while pulling your cards I began to see that you guys have a lot of doubt. I think this doubt is you doubting your intuitive abilities. Saturn is teaching you to believe in yourself. You guys may have the ability of foresight or some of you may be amazing manifestors. I think Saturn kept some of these gifts away from you guys because there might/may have been some lessons you needed to learn in order to keep and maintain these gifts. Saturn didn't intend for you to lose all your hope. Saturn just wanted you to understand what it meant to take care of what you have, and maybe the timing wasn't right. You had to learn to believe even though you couldn't see that. Some of you guys may have saturn in pisces/12th house or this may even be the transit we are going through right now.  I say this because we have the moon card here which is pisces and also for your other cards, your energy pulled; New moon in Pisces ~ Meditate and contemplate (111) as i'm typing this! That 111 is a sign because I almost forgot to mention that for your oracle cards literally two of them had the number 1. And the other card had 9. So like I was saying to tie this back into what I was saying earlier. This has something to do with seasons. The timing may have not been right, but now it is! You guys are wrapping up cycles. I think there were definitely some adjustments to be made . Ironic because for your other moonology cards you pulled third quarter Moon~ Adjustments are required, and New Moon in taurus~ Prosperity lies ahead. Now I'm also getting something with the cow and fish. There’s a lot of feminine ,and growth energy around you. I Get the feeling that during this harvest season everything you planted ,the seeds you sowed during spring are going to start coming back to you now especially with the star cars here, and the manifestation card. I feel like you guys were really set on doing spells, and chants etc to get what you want. Saturn Made you do all of this to understand work & what patience means. It's like Saturn collected all this energy from you whether that be good or bad and it saved it for the final result. They always say Saturn may take you through hell but in the end the results are amazing. This may be a partnership that you've been praying for or even dreaming about for so long. You may have told others and they thought you were lying so you kept it to yourself. They made you feel ashamed but those people who doubted you are really going to feel stupid. Also a the bottom of the oracle deck it said have faith in your dreams. That's such a repeating theme within your reading like seriously believe in yourself. Stop the self doubt and shame because whatever dark space or low place you're in you will come out of it. Also the transit of uranus in taurus will be very good for you. This could be a business partnership that will be very abundant, and creative. You will definitely be able to share your knowledge with others without them judging you. Another thing I'm getting is you may have thought that your dreams or spells were wrong or that it wasn't working. You may have felt like someone literally put a curse on you. I'm also seeing that a union will be very important for this pile. If you look below you'll see that there were like two runes that included union. So union is really important for this pile, I feel like this will bring a lot of clarity , and happiness to you. I think this will happen before the end of the year because I just saw 23 twice. So wow!  You need to allow Saturn to take the shame away from you and step into this season of harvest time for your blessings to overtake you with joy. Don't slip off on your routines either is something I just heard as well. Make sure you guys are eating well too, or eating enough. Connecting with rain or water may benefit you. New beginnings are coming your way. What has been taken is being restored with a lot more than you could ever imagine. (Also connect with your higherself, and intuition you are very powerful and unique)

ℜ𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔰:

𝔄𝔩𝔤𝔦𝔷 ~ ℌ𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣, 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔶, 𝔥𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢, 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔶, 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔲𝔞𝔩 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

𝔊𝔢𝔟𝔬 ~ 𝔢𝔵𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢, 𝔤𝔦𝔣𝔱, 𝔰𝔞𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔰, 𝔰𝔞𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔞𝔤𝔢, 𝔟𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰

𝔎𝔢𝔫𝔞𝔷 ~ 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴𝔩𝔢𝔡𝔤𝔢, 𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔥, 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔭𝔞𝔱𝔥, 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔥, 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔡𝔬𝔪, 𝔤𝔲𝔦𝔡𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢, 𝔦𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔯 𝔊

ℌ𝔞𝔤𝔩𝔞𝔷 ~ 𝔥𝔞𝔦𝔩, 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔯𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯, 𝔬𝔭𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔶, 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢, 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰, 𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤, 𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔞𝔠𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢

𝕯𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕯𝖊'𝕷𝖚𝖝𝖊

ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔠𝔨 𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔒𝔲𝔱!

©𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓵

[hiemaldesirae]

I completely understand a crippling fear of twitter, but if you ever DO decide to make it, I'd love to hear your most behated Hazbin takes bc people do keep getting Vox so wrong lmao

ur so real for this nonny

actually since u sent this ask in i may as well

a lot of the shitty characterizations i see are all revolving around mostly twitter staticmoth/radiosilence shippers (no surprise there i guess :/) and almost always portray vox as a macho dom daddy with a superiority complex and that 50s Misogyny Grindset babyyyy or just as a straight up rapist and s/aer. which. Sigh. i can tell you right now ive not only seen that take from rdsl shippers (which, while disappointing, isnt surprising because most of the ones with shit takes are actually just alastor whump fans) but also from a staticmoth shipper???????? ive since blocked and muted their ass but whatever the fuck they were on i do NOT want to go near .

and while im AWARE that yeah sure its all just hcs l and they can do whatever the fuck they want w them (and ill do what i want x1000 intensity just to spite them all) i get SO inordinately pissed at the notion that vox is some sort of violently abusive man perpetually stuck in 50s misogynistic mindsets with an obsession for alastor OR val. he's hell's media darling, for fucks sake. he's not preaching outdated shit to people, his WHOLE FUCKING THING is UPGRADES and MOVING ON into the future. does he BELIEVE IT? maybe not. but he's not going to ever show that if he isn't, because he needs the love and support of the media.

and on that, vox is one of the most fragile cast members: his head is a fucking tv screen, for gods sake. you know how hard it is to break a flatscreen? Not very hard. and he's upgraded before: out of necessity or out of want, we won't know, but he willingly upgraded to something more fragile when he could have kept a CRT. why would he do that if he was a violent and abusive character like some people like to posit? it'd be more advantageous for him to keep the old head, but he doesn't- and that's because between vox, al and val, he's the "brain" of the bunch: his power lies in his words and his mind, not his fists or his physical might- he's not just another val with hypnotic eyes, for fucks sake, he's got a different skillset and specialty because he's not as physically violent as the other cast members. if he's hurting people it's with his words and persuasion, not like al or val.

and on the obsessions: vox Is obsessed with alastor, yeah, i won't deny that, but alastor REVELS in his obsession, and frankly, he's just as obsessed back- there was this tumblr post about stayed gone and how al was listening to vox even before he started the broadcast, and Thats certainly not something someone not happy with the attention theyre getting would do. the thing most ppl use to say vox is obsessed w val is the cameras- and . Hey. have you ever paused to consider that Maybe he's monitoring val because he's a loose cannon who LITERALLY TRIED TO GO AND ATTACK THE PRINCESS OF HELL BECAUSE HIS EMPLOYEE WAS STAYING AT HER HOTEL??????

ignoring all the other facts such as that there are cameras around to monitor his employees and velvettes studio as well and just focusing on the cameras with val (and alastor i spose but luckily i havent seen much try to tout this argument) is reductionist as all hell and literally so dumb i wonder sometimes if twitter keyboard warriors failed their highschool english classes. they teach media literacy there, did you know? you should go and see if you can sign up for one of those.

sigh okay thanks for sending this in nonny ive quelled la creaturas need to kill people

[cyberbabyangell]

₊˚⊹☆ sorens formula

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HELLO.

jst wanted to try out the biggest text sorry

lately ive been focusing on the void and waking up there every morning, because with school i cant rlly actively attempt to go there awake anymore. just during the weekends. so here's everything i do, not only void related but also jst shifting and manifesting wise.

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི goals : shift in seconds, enter the void every time i wake up, have the 3d bend to my will more easily

. ݁₊ ⊹ morning: i get ready for school, as painful as it is. this is when i like to remind myself of stuff the most, like how i shift in seconds and stuff. i usually have something in the background like a show or subliminals depending on how i feel. in the shower is where i start visualising my dr a lot. random thought but this is literally my last year of school in this reality and i swear im feeling smth 😭

. ݁₊ ⊹ school: on my way i daydream a lot. i daydream hours per day and its not rlly something i can control BUT i have been trying to lately, and have it 50/50 like daydreaming half the way and affirming the second half or daydreaming on the bus and affirming when i walk. during class, if the teachers allow it i put on calm songs that i'd put in the innerspace and visualise myself studying there. during launch i listen to stuff for the void :P whenever i find myself bored at school with a notebook laying around i write down my robotic affirmations.

. ݁₊ ⊹ afternoon: i put on void affirmations (no music) because i automatically repeat them when i hear them :D and i add a morphic field with that. its usually layered (field in one tab and affirmations in the other) but i also like to listen to the field after the affirmations. usually the field triggers physical symptoms like motion sickness, slight headache, shivers/goosebumps and stuff so i dont like listening to it more than 3 times. then i take a break and do whatever. at some point ill put on my void playlist and lay on my bed and affirm. if i finished school hyper early or its the weekend i do enter the void awake! but i like waking up in it better.

. ݁₊ ⊹ night: i put on a shifting reprogramming sub! to remind myself that i shift effortlessly and in seconds. at first id listen to any subliminal so i could give my subconscious the "choice" of either waking up in my dr or in the void, but i narrowed it to changing my shifting mindset while i focus on the void. i check the formula to make sure they dont include immediate shifts/waking up there 😾

. ݁₊ ⊹ manifestation: this is something i do throughout the day without much thought, its been a week and a half honestly and im already used to it. like, first of all every time someone pisses me off i try to not let it get to me and i instantly tell myself, "It's 3D stuff, it won't matter for too long." and since i talk to myself a lot about shifting, i have the occasion to persist! so to remind myself "Only my 4D matters, I'm already in the innerspace, I already shift whenever i want" blablabla. i also have a vision board

the stuff i listen to!!

these two usually once or twice a day! ↑

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this ↑ playlist contains classic void subliminals, a void morphic field and a self-hypnosis! ive been doing the self hypnosis for 5 days now :3 its what i listen to when i lay down and affirm.

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↑ this is what i listen to at night, with a morphic field :D usually the same one as above lol.

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↑ these are all manifestation subs, i used to listen to them but i dont wanna overload my subconscious :3 and also i dont need them anymore because i keep manifesting naturally 🫶 i jst dont gatekeep ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩

" what works for me may not work for you, but that doesn't mean you can't explore! and listen to your gut! "

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[hunniegl4zed]

Here’s another take for an ending that could happen with Scourge. It’s gonna be a heavy one, warning y’all now, but here it goes. 

Drained ending:

No choice. It’s all or nothing. Everyone is worn down, and Scourge is on the brink of destroying everything. A grim solution is made, where the group must get rid of the remaining anarchy beryl festering in his body. Even though they are well aware that Scourge will die once it’s been removed in his state. 

In his final moments, as the harmful energy gets drained, Scourge looks at Mayhem and Sonic, his bloodshot irises that were filled with hatred, fear, and pain eventually melt into the blue eyes they once knew. A resigned sadness at his fate but also immense relief that his terrible nightmare he’s been living in for so long is finally coming to an end. For a brief moment, he smiles at them as if to express gratitude.  

He shifts his gaze to the stars above him, whispering something, but by then, no one can hear him. His body then crumbles into dust.  

However, there’s a glowing core that remains behind. (Sonic universe Silver Saga issue 26, for reference and info.)

Turns out that Nazo (or anyone else that has profound experience with chaos powers) at the last second, manages to compress Scourge’s remaining life force into one. 

For a while Mayhem and the group are at a loss on what to do with this orb, so they turn to Zonic for answers. 

Zonic tells them that if they release Scourge’s core into a cosmic river, he’ll live out his next life as a new being immediately. Could be reborn as another version of Sonic, another hedgehog, or even as another species entirely. 

Maybe they’ll see him one day again, years and years later. But the group collectively agrees that it’s best that no one searches for him. Sonic gives Mayhem the similar advice of letting go of someone you love. Regardless of whichever zone he ends up in, to let him live out his life without any past ties. 

Sayonara, Scourge the Hedgehog. 

(….Okay, I don’t think endings are my strong suit, but I tried.)

THIS. THIS HAS HAD A HOLD ON ME FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS AND IM NOT MAD ABOUT IT 🔥🔥🔥

Think you have a culinary degree, cause YOU ARE COOKINGGGGGGG 👀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

HIS EYES GOING BLUE AGAIN BEFORE HIS BODY TURNS INTO POWDERED SUGAR IS JUST *chef's kiss* SO FRIGGING GOOD 😭😭

I do think Nazo would have the capability to turns Scourge's core into the glowy orb. Having to have them go to Zonic all the way is putting even more weight to it. And when they are finally at the river, most of them are relieved and happy to give him another chance in life.

Mayhem would fall apart from having to let go of him. He's happy for Scourge to finally be rid of the pain and suffering, to have peace and a fresh restart. But it's almost like the cycle restarts again, leaving him on his own. Although Sonic and the others would be there to comfort him, it flipped a switch in his mind that; "Why even bother to make new connections or regain old ones, for it always ending to having to say goodbye or getting left alone?"

When weeks, months or maybe years pass, they could potentially cross paths again. It's both a blessing and a curse. Mayhem kept his mindset that way for the time being but, seeing Scourge, it would break down his mental walls and unleash the floodgates of emotions upon him. Should he interact, ask how he's doing, how's life doing? Hearing the words of the other play back in his mind, he's at a crossroads. It's a one life opportunity, hecc, they might never see each other again after this. But knowing what's at stake, deep down May knows that it would do Scourge more harm than good.

Those mere seconds of Scourge passing by, living out his deserved life, the both of them look at each other. Almost trying to talk to May, Scourge would see him walk away. Having a slight familiar feeling, he almost wanted to reach out to Mayhem, asking him if he knew the guy. Eventually, he wouldn't be able to reach him and shakes off the feeling a little. Shrugging, Scourge would resume his way as well.

[thefourchimes]

encanto undertale au thoughts part 1 rahhhh

so, encanto undertale au, i've mentioned it already in this post before but it was very vague

so lets do our best to expand a bit more

though fair warning that it's been a while since i've touched undertale in its full, and even then, i was never fully aware of every single lore detail in undertale, so i may miss or be wrong about something, feel free to tell me though woooo

wait, help, i'm realizing that the two have opposite problems: undertale has so much lore that it takes a while to take in, even if some are up to interpretation because at least there's already a basis, while encanto has so little information to work with since the only concrete source we have is the movie, posts from the creator, some comics and books (the latter three not even being 100% sure either)

but anyway, i actually still dont have full thoughts besides the general vibes but onto the thoughts (warning, it's a long post):

i mentioned before that the grandkids will be falling down into the underground for this au

just to be clear though, i am really not sure how to deal with the huge gap between time periods (1950s for encanto and 211Xs for undertale) and i dont think im in the right mindset for that atm so i'll leave it vague, thank you AUSIFHASUF

not unless this will be encanto but modern, but that's still up in the air, and i'm hesitant on it too since i want both encanto and undertale to be as canon accurate as possible oof

though there is a possible way by focusing on how disconnected the encanto is to the outside world, but not really sure either

i am also not gonna be diving much into the setting and place of undertale, and just generally all the parts about both encanto and undertale that can be left up to interpretation unless it's completely necessary (i'll try another day, but just not now IUAFHUAHSF)

anyway, let's make things on both sides clear first before fusing them together

so for encanto, we'll have it set around the months of rebuilding casita, so that means no gifts, the movie besides the very end of all of you already happened, the family's issues are already brought into light but are not fully mended yet (since that takes a long time—plus more fuel to add into the fire for this au mwahahaha), and they can get out of the encanto

on undertale's side, we'll have it all be and set generally the same, keeping the general timeline of it for the sake of continuity, so the kids will fall the same sort of way and "time" frisk does in canon game

i was kinda imagining that the mountains the miracle created would be sort of connected to mt. ebott somehow? it's a thought but i'm unsure on the execution of it, just spit balling a bit here

then again, we don't know the magic's full origins so maybe that can be played around with, but still up in the air, really

even though im not sure of it yet, following the previous thought, it's been a couple of months since they started rebuilding casita, and the kids were taking a break from it to take their time to bond with one another (everyone in the family has been bonding with each other as much as they could when they weren't helping in the rebuild, and this was likely established after the fall since they're all trying to do better with each other)

they had decided to take a walk near the mountains, but rather than on the side of the encanto, they're on the outside, so they went through the crack the fall had made (they did this for the new scenery and exploration, plus they wanted to see the river, so yeah)

after a while of walking and conversation, they find a cave (you know the one)

from here, i'm not sure on how they'll be falling into the underground yet (other than that it will be chaotic but also likely angsty), but they will be falling in

so that will be the start of the journey and full crossover between the two

while the kids will be going through their journey in the underground, the adults and townspeople will be dealing with the kids' disappearance, but i'm not sure how long it will be

i know undertale canonically only took place in a day, but that was with frisk, and i'm not sure if that will be the same case with the madrigal grandkids

i still find it wild though that the entire game of undertale took place in only a day, it has the same vibes as "it only took days for casita to be rebuilt again" except the 1 day for undertale is canon, but i digress

the entire journey is still vibes, but i do imagine some thoughts, plot, and interactions that can and will probably happen in the au:

the kids not being surprised that there's magic (cause duh), but that there's more magic in the underground through the monsters

they're all gonna be in awe of all the magic they see too, considering the variety of it

though they will be missing their gifts more because of seeing all the magic around them

mirabel's definitely not gonna have her insecurities rearing its head again, oh definitely not— (welp, sorry mirabel)

them wondering about the colors of their souls, and how it doesn't fit their signature color help—

the kids thinking flowey was isabela's doing somehow lmao

they're all definitely getting whiplash on the violence that will happen with flowey, and eventually the rest of the underground

the older three, especially luisa, will immediately be taking up the protecting role though

isabela having a crisis because of flowey the psychotic flower, considering her gift (as non-existent as it is at this point in time)

they will not be understanding any game references here, nor the existence of the phone, not unless it's modern au, but again, still up in the air

antonio is gonna be having fun with all the animal-like monsters, and they can talk too, so it's like he still has his gift but his siblings and cousins can hear them too

luisa would be the one to push the rocks (including the talking rock) in the ruins since that's one of the things she had done when she had her gift

them being scared of napstablook at first because ghost but it will all be fine in the end

dolores and napstablook will likely bond through music later on too

toriel reminding them of julieta and her warmth and her cooking and baking

but when toriel is trying to stop them from leaving the ruins and is disappointed, she would probably remind them of abuela, which is fun lmao

each new terrain will leave them surprised and intrigued, especially for the ones they don't know about (like hotlands for example, i doubt they'd have encountered lava at any point in their 5-21 years alive, stuck inside the encanto—again, unless this is modern au)

huh, im kinda realizing that both the encanto and the underground are similar in the sense that both places are trapped and isolated (encanto with the mountains and undertale with the underground), leading the inhabitants to miss a lot of different things (undertale with the sky and stars, then encanto with the different terrains, and both with other people/humans)

sans and camilo are gonna get another prankster/jokester to work with here lol

i also feel like sans' laidback attitude will remind them of felix's own laidback attitude, along with how they both try to make everyone smile with jokes

papyrus trying to prove himself by joining the royal guard, along with his loneliness and want for friends, would definitely resonate with the kids, especially mirabel

also papyrus and agustin are similar in the sense that they're seen as innocent and clumsy respectively, but are actually really smart in their own ways, plus the feeling of wanting to belong is definitely shared by the two of them

not sure about the dating side quest with papyrus, but it will definitely be chaotic if it happens the way it happens

does the encanto have waterfalls anywhere? if not, then first time seeing a waterfall in...well, waterfall

isabela would probably wonder if she could make echo flowers, if she still had her gift (she wonders if she could have made so many of the plants they'll find in the underground)

meeting gaster would be fun, whether it be all of them or just one of them, though if it was the latter, i'm not sure who'd it be, though i'm imagining it to be dolores as of now

antonio cheering the snail on in naptsablook's snail game real

undyne would definitely terrify the kids at first

she's like a weather of chaos, whether it be through a rain of spears or rays of flames from a burning house, similar to pepa in that case

both are outgoing and outspoken, which definitely has the kids reminded of pepa

not fully sure yet but i feel like it will be one of the warm siblings who'll splash undyne with water when they reach hotlands

undyne (once she's not killing them lol) and the kids will be bonding through the cooking lessons, except we know how that ends

i imagine luisa and isa being the ones to take on undyne in both fight and bonding chaos sense ASHFUIAHSF

oh boy, alphys, this one's hard considering how modern things are at this point, even with her nerdiness and anime

but i do think the fact that alphys is hiding something will be noticed by the kids, considering how they were all hiding something for years before

also they'd be reminded of bruno considering alphys' similar vibes in a sense

especially with how they both ran away and hid from their problems (bruno to the walls and alphys to the true lab)

mettaton is fun, they'd probably appreciate him more as a performer if it wasn't for the fact that he was trying to kill them AIUSHFUIAS

ngl though, by hotlands going forward, it's gonna be hard imagining things since the kids will not know a lot of the modern stuff and tech here, but i guess we'll have to see how it goes

plus we can always play off the fact that the encanto is so disconnected from the outside world that they aren't aware of a lot of things, so yeah

but anyway, the core just being a maze will be fun, but whatever was going on with alphys here will be ringing alarm bells immediately

but mirabel will definitely be feeling for her here, considering she knows how it feels

mettaton's whole fight is just gonna have them be confused considering they never knew what tvs are and stuff (unless bruno shared more about the telenovelas he saw through his visions before they fell into the underground)

sans being serious in the judgement hall will give them whiplash lol

though in this sense, this probably emphasizes the similarity with felix in a way

asgore is very kind but is bound by his duty to his people, similar to alma in that case

and mirabel will likely be the one to realize that, as she knows and understands abuela's reasons in the fullest sense (i imagine the whole family got to talk about it already, but mirabel is the one with the emotional intelligence and empathy to notice how asgore is feeling, and also to make the sort of connection between abuela and asgore)

before i continue, all throughout, i realized how the madrigal adults and the ut characters are really similar in some ways to each other (whether personality, struggle, vibe, or others):

julieta = toriel

felix = sans

agustin = papyrus

pepa = undyne

bruno = alphys

alma = asgore

it's obviously not one to one, but the similarities are definitely going to be fun to notice, i think

i think asgore will be less "we'll take care of you and become a family" since they already have a family up top, and more "we'll help you figure something out so we can get out of here and you can go back to your family"

but of course flowey comes and ruins that

omega flowey is...a thing i don't even want to imagine, ngl, that's gonna be so brutal...

they'll beat him of course (with a ship's load worth of trauma as a gift) and they'll be out of the underground

but we know that's not gonna be the end, not yet

continuation in another post because i just hit word limit aaaa

part 2

[a-sip-of-milo]

i dont know if you remember me but im the person who found your blog and then was like “oh these disorders that i thought were bad actually arent and i should do research about them” and at times i can focus ive been trying to read at least the psychology today pages about personality disorders so i can at least have a base understanding, especially yesterday i was able to sit down and read because i got sick and when im sick the only good thing that comes out of it is the ability to sit down and read, and it just occurred to me that i might have borderline personality disorder and i feel weirdly scared. i took one of those quizzes thats like “this isnt a diagnosis but it can help you get an idea” and it said im likely and that my answers lined up with someone with bpd. i dont know what to do or how to feel now.

semi related??? this is now the second time ive researched a disorder and then gone “oh wait do i. have that???” (the other being adhd, and also i put research into tourette’s awhile ago for an oc and then a bit later i got it. no dx but like… ive had consistent motor and vocal tics for over a year now so i think its PRETTY likely)

Hello, my friend! I'm sorry you're feeling sick.

i do remember you and i totally understand how you're feeling, i was the same. On one hand, I was excited that I finally had a word to describe how I was feeling, but I was also really uncomfortable with labelling myself as such because of various different reasons.

Remember that there's no rush when it comes to these sorts of things. Take your time, do some more research. Talk to people who have been living with the knowledge that they have BPD for a while and get some first-hand experiences.

I know it is also a particularly hard thing realising you may have the very disorder you've deemed as bad in your head for so long (this is absolutely not me coming for you or trying to make you feel bad in any way). Please try to remind yourself that it is just a label. It is not supposed to be used to hurt you or make you seem dangerous. It's not inherently good or bad. It's just the name of a disorder.

I wish you all the best, and congratulations on continuing to break that mindset. glad to hear from you <3

[twc-thoughts-you-didnt-ask-for]

Ooh I hope you dont mind entertaining a quick ask- BUT if we are to say UB left for a long period of time and came back what would be their first words to the detective? Im not necessarily talking about just a few months away- neigh-...but what if the detective thought they WERE DEAD!? (aka Valka and Stoic style-).

Im a sucker for such soft angst ;-;

I’m going to ignore what I know of Book 3 because I’ve been sitting on this ask for so long trying to think of a good answer and I’ve written and deleted so many times.

My short answer is that I don’t think any of the ROs would agree to leaving the detective for long periods of time with zero contact like not even a phone. I really think this would be a deal breaker with the agency for them. I think they would all try to negotiate for at least phone contact, have the detective go with them, or they’re out.

That being said, it feels unfair to leave the ask at that and give you nothing SO I was thinking that it is tasty to think about how the RO would react to being away from the detective and the detective has gone silent.

A’s reaction to this has me flip flopping on what they would do but I think with their sense of duty they would like… power through whatever the task is to book it home to the detective and check in on what’s happening. They’d be very “we don’t need to sleep let’s act like it” to the team lol I think this has to be true especially if we’re talking deep, deep romance because while A worries they also know the detective is competent. Also they probably know how annoyed the detective would be if A returned over like a missed call as like a question of their competency lol

N would be insufferable I think and the rest of UB would want nothing to do with them lol I think N could be talked down to reach out to someone else in Wayhaven but I feel like more likely UB would be like “omg go home we got this” because N would be so worried and not in the right mindset. Similarly to A, I feel like when N shows back up early and the detective is totally fine they would be annoyed that N behaved that way over nothing (if that’s how your detective views N’s overprotectiveness)

F is the only one I can imagine having a normal reaction of “oh they’re just busy” and not go crazy. I’ve said it many times before and I’ll keep saying it, F is the only member that truly believes and stands by that the detective is so capable and isn’t in constant need of protection or rescuing and consistently shows that. They may worry, but they’ll never hover or take over. F would probably be like “okay now I’m scared” if it’s lots of unanswered messages and calls spanning a couple days. F is on good terms with Tina and Verda so they would reach out to them too. Actually with F’s faith in the detective and their abilities, it might be more likely F thinks the detective is upset with them and that would make them want to go home lol

M is a worrier too but they’re not as…. Overbearing about it. I feel like they’re at war with themselves of being like “the detective knows what they’re doing” but also like “what if I need to punch someone for them tho”. As it is, M does NOT do well being away from the detective like at all so they would be like triple amounts of grumpy if the detective isn’t responding. I think they would try to figure out if they said something stupid during smoke breaks (which they have to take if the detective isn’t with them) and maybe obsess between that and if something bad happened. I think it would wear down on them and they would just be like “you good?” to UB and if the answer was yes then they would just peace out. More likely upon their return they would be upset with the detective than the detective with them. Or if it’s a game of who is more upset then M would win lol This might actually cause their worry that they did something to upset the detective to become a reality because they’re not so good at saying the right thing in the moment if they’re upset lol

[gasmeros]

May I haps ask about the solstice kidnapping zuko AND the zuko jumping one? That smiley face makes me so nervous

ok so the solstice kidnapping one is basically all plotting with a few lines of actual prose that are totally unrelated, so uh. don't actually really have a snippet to share there hhhhhhhh. but basically, there was this post ages ago that got popular, got a lot of fanfic spin offs actually. i just wanted to do my own take on it. the post is here

to sum up, during the winter solstice episode (the one where the gaang fly into the fire nation to go talk to roku for the first time), zhao locks the water siblings up with zuko instead of chaining them to pillars, and they end up talking, and the sibs learn about how zuko got his scar, and thus the gaang basically adopts zuko.

so it's like. imagine that but with my style dialogue and extra whump cuz im me. here's a bit from my plotting:

commence operation learn more about zuko through various kidnappings. from here on, the formula is zuko chases aang, aang kidnaps zuko :) zuko fucking hates this. each kidnapping reveals a bit more information about zuko's circumstances, and last a lil bit longer than the last. at some point the gaang officially decides that zuko is really just a proxy for their real enemy (the fire lord), and they're gonna try their damnedest to sway zuko out of his mindset, or at the very least not cause any harm to him while they defend themselves. zuko's fuckin confused cuz why are they refusing to fight?? to the point where he gives them opportunities to hit him back in combat just to verify that they're actively choosing only defense. that pisses them off cuz what if they weren't doing that? dude??

i actually have two variants branching off this prompt, the other is technically better plotted? that one's the s1 soltice to boat au. basically the same start, but then the gaang starts camping out on zuko's boat with immunity due to a technicality in a promise zuko made to them. here's some of that plotting cuz i feel bad not having actual writing to share with either of them ahdmhsjg

so we get Bison Time, wherein zuko's still not a fan of anything that's happening, but compared to how he was acting with zhao, he's downright pleasant. which is not to say that he's actually pleasant, he is very much being an angry brat who's like one second away from trying to fight them while still on the bison. the siblings have a lot of questions, because what zhao said about banishment and two years searching and public executions was fucking wack and they need to know why he said that, why zuko fought so hard that he thought burning his mouth as bad as he did was an acceptable trade off. they know why, but they need to hear it.

zuko does not let them hear it. he yells and doesn't answer any questions and demands they put him down or else. bits about the mouth burns obviously bothering him, just cuz im me and im predictable

they end up going to drop him off at his ship cuz his crew wont attack without a command, and zuko's not so dumb to make them attack the bison he's on. they end up making him swear to not do anything until after they fly away

Eventually theyre able to land on zuko's ship without risk of zuko being arrested. zuko keeps his word and doesn't let anyone attack until after they leave, and THEN. aang is a smartass and takes advantage of that by just. not flying away :) so zuko can't do anything, cuz then he'd break his word!! that's pretty fuckin dishonorable!! zuko would like to murder aang.

so yyeah. sorry for the dud ask there.

PART 2!!!! zuko jumping :) is about a suicide attempt :))) sorry agsjshf. basically zuko goes to offer his help to the gaang in s3, they reject him, and he just. has nothing left to do with his life?? like he can't go *back,* and he can't do what he set out to do, so.

viewer discretion advised for this snippet, obviously. like the snippet isn't that part, but still, the context might be enough to want to avoid.

Katara's gaze is worried, and she's always been too good at reading him. "Aang? What's wrong?"

He knows he shouldn't say anything, that Zuko's hardly comfortable letting Aang see his suffering, let alone the rest of his "maybe, sort of, don't want to be but am" enemies. Not when they're the reason he—

Aang starts bawling.

i have no idea if i intend to finish this one. it's just not something im sure i know how to handle appropriately.

[welcometocapitalism]

im worried that my previous ask is way too aggressive and might make you feel defensive and thats not helpful at all so i just want to explain that im so angry because it breaks my heart to see other people being violently harassed into submission just for saying something that isnt a popular opinion. you are quite literally being gaslit by a bunch of strangers who desperately dont want to have to think that hard about the material consequences of their own behaviors.

they are simplifying the issue in order to make you look unreasonable so that they can completely dismiss your opinion while giving you no way to defend yourself without making yourself look worse. its manipulative and coercive and vile. they have tricked you into condemning your own behavior and reinforcing that self doubt that THEY planted in you in the first place.

they are convincing you that you have to police yourself otherwise they will do it for you and they arent going to be nice about it.

they intentionally misunderstood what you were saying so that they could ignore the point you were making and thus avoid taking responsibility for their personal role in our capitalist society.

they are operating on this us vs them mindset of "good people" vs "bad people" and they think that they are a "good person" and that you are trying to maliciously assert that theyre actually a "bad person." its fascist behavior. they dont want to acknowledge their place in the web of life because then they have to be more careful about how they act and they simply do not want to. they think its their god given right to not have to do anything thats difficult and reflecting on how you are influenced by the oppressive systems you live in is not just difficult but uncomfortable!

you are forcing people to confront some very very uncomfortable truths about themselves and they are reacting the only way they know how: by lashing out at the people around them.

it is a reflection on THEM not YOU. their reaction doesnt say anything about you or the opinion you stated and everything about the experiences and expectations and knowledge that inform the way they think about the world around them.

i just dont feel comfortable standing by and watching this happen to someone else. so i dont know what it means to you but, i completely agree with your original point and i am more than happy to defend it if you dont feel comfortable doing so. i know how scary it can be to face down a mob of people who you know might turn to violence if you dont comply and i know most people dont find it as easy to take harassment as i do. i am more than willing to fight the fight if you cant.

idk just. be kinder to yourself. you cant let these people get to you. i knows it so fucking hard. its so so fucking hard. but you dont have to do it alone.

i hope youre okay.

hey fren, I've seen it all but I'm sorry I'm not gonna respond to all that, I'm very thankful for your kind thoughts and words but it's kinda a bit much 😅

just know we're on the very same track about the whole thing. It's absolutely hilarious what some people wrote to me about an already reworded opinion on pillows, and i can genuinely just laugh about that

this entire thread turned so badly into satire with so many layers that it could almost be considered an artistic expression. after all, this is the internet, which was kinda the original ordeal of the post, and I took it and made it 1000% funnier by writing too quickly and then people came and made it 10000% funnier by becoming embarrassingly entrenched in some random ass online discourse

I like to half jokingly call this kind of behavior 'internet sickness', since as you also noted you can find this kind of behavior all over the internet. people see an entire universe full of people that seemingly get the attention they don't, but humans are fueled with attention, so sometimes you see someone do literally anything for that tiny tad of attention, even if they don't mean it. this may sound familiar from the way I word my posts sometimes, because as I made clear as day, I'm not better than that sometimes.

Admittedly, I also suppose not all of the angry asks and comments would have been so hostile if tumblr would show late reposts with their comments on an original post more clearly, which isn't so easy. This is why I pinned yet another polarizing post about it with a comment about the situation 🤭 some people would rather click to start another shitstorm than click to find out there's no reason for them to freak out. But often in the internet people don't freak out of hostility, but because they realize (but refuse to accept) they identify with something about the cause in some way, so that would be a positive thing I suppose. It's up to each of us individually to grow from that.

i don't get hard feelings about these people, and genuinely as a former Twitter user I'm kinda used to it. it's just an annoyance at some point, but I suppose it's also the attention I was looking for 💁

After all, I get to post this lyrical masterpiece once more in a well fitting context

[icharchivist]

BROSHIP ANON: See Wilnas can be a bit of himbo but listen. Listen to me for a second. Consider. Wilnas is one of the 6 dragons & he doesn't have that power because he's stupid. He's easily led along sure & may blunder but Belial is a person of interest. Like I am pretty sure Wilnas at least has some foundation on who Belial is.

Its not that Wilnas doesn't know that makes him & Belial be the best. Its that he DOES & he ACCEPTS IT. Because if Wilnas really though Belial was a threat, that primal would be a fucking CHALK OUTLINE lbr here.

Obviously Belial fucking around with Wilnas is a given. ITS BELIAL. This man doesn't know how to handle being genuine & intimate with people outside of Lucilius' gap moe ass. Honestly I am pretty sure it scares him. But man if I was talking about Belial's psyche & whats wrong with him I'd be here all day. I have like a 14 post thread on Belial on Twitter. I don't shut up about him.

BUT LIKE THE POINT IM MAKING HERE. Is he'd do his shit & Wilnas would be down for it. He'd think its funny. You're so right that he'd be like gushing about how Belial got him good & like waxing poetic about how smart & creative Belial is. Not because he's stupid. BUT BECAUSE HE THINKS HE GREAT & THAT HES A FUNNY LIL DUDE.

That radical acceptance would probably break something in Belial ngl. Gods know Belial would try to fuck around with Wilnas but it really would turn into a case of "Oh fuck I can be ME. Like REALLY ME" around Wilnas.

Also re: his skillset

Yeah no Belial canonically jokingly calls himself a pâtissier & we have other depictions of him cooking in a few other places. Belial 100% knows how to cook & WELL at that.

honestly you're SO right about all of this. I'm so down for it. Love this so much.

Like yeah basically on the strong basis of their relationship, Wilnas is smart about it (knows who Belial is and how he behaves in general, understands the threat he can be but also understands that he's a person who, if on our crew, is worthy of trust in some way), but then after that strong foundation it's free game. It's everything else that isn't a strong foundation that Belial can mess around with, but yeah, Wilnas just sees it as him being creatively clever and he is so pleased that he got fooled if he got to experience some of Belial's creative mindset and fun moments!

so yes, he just unconditionally accepts Belial, and on top of that i genuinely think it's not something Wilnas would be making an effort about. It wouldn't be like other characters who would indulge him with gritted teeth while being annoyed or anything like that. Wilnas would GENUINELY think it's amazing, and accept Belial because he GENUINELY thinks it was fun and clever and Belial is a good homie.

and i think this level of just, unfiltered genuine appreciation would leave Belial, the master of deception and fragile relationships, just completely speechless. He doesn't have to change or anything, he doesn't even have to be vulnerable to prove his worth. But he can have fun and he doesn't hurt Wilnas really and Wilnas just seems to have a blast being with him so like. it's just fun??? they're just having fun??? it's fun for both of them???

and honestly it might be super fun for Belial that Wilnas wouldn't exactly be predictable. Like at least for everyone else Belial knows the buttons to press to upset someone. but with Wilnas? everytime it's just another way for him to laugh and praise him because as long as he doesn't start a new apocalypse or murder someone Wilnas just thinks he's cool. Like yeah he'd probably expect Wilnas to not be mad at him after some point but he'll never know just HOW Wilnas is going to accept it. Is he just going to laugh that it was so clever? is he going to be nodding holding his chin because he's learning something new everyday? is he going to cheer and pat his back telling him that he's done good? genuinely cannot know.

and it's just for cooking that Wilnas is still hopeless but Belial would help out. somewhat. it'd be a bonding activity. One Belial could have found dreadful at first, but eventually grew found of. Like the first time they cook together he tries to prank Wilnas into baking a cake while swapping sugar for salt and trying to trick him good but Wilnas just burns the whole cake up so it's not like anyone is left to taste it, and i can just imagine Belial looking at how his plans unfolded and just. somehow. finding it hilarious in how badly he failed. so now he sticks around to see how Wilnas fucks things up on his own.

it's a perfect silly match. unstoppable force (chaos impersonated) VS unmovable object (anything can be a human good time if you just accept it)

[handsmotif]

once again being driven crazy by how much this is a mob psycho song im literally going to EXPLODE. PLEASE LISTEN AND SHARE MY VISION BEFORE I BLOW UP INTO A MILLION PIECES.

some of my expanded thoughts on this under da cut

My grip on my secrets slipping while I'm speaking in tongues / Screaming at the top of my lungs in the confession booth / Take it with a pillar of salt

now i’m trying to picture this in my head as like. an amv where it kind of just recaps the entire show and goes in order of events. that being SAID this would fit REALLY well with reigen in the separation and/or confession arc but the trouble is this is the very first verse. maybe i could start at the end and loop it back around? but either way this verse is extremely reigencore

The devil made me do it, but I also kinda wanted to / I'm cut from a different kind of meat / More than you can chew, hard to swallow me / Forget bored stiff, I got rigor mortis, call it morbid curiosity how I / Cannot commit to reality, when my third eye's open and I like what I see / Baby, I may be crazy but I didn't lose it, no I set it free

^ this is the mindset of almost every esper that mob has faced up against and i’m also kind of fond of “the devil made me do it but i also kind of wanted to” specifically referring to ritsu and dimple. i think this would kind of quickly run through the season 1 arcs antagonist beatdowns

I can't ignore what's under dance floorboards / The rhythm of my heart a dead-as-disco beat / But I still move my feet to slip out of this groove, I'm free / Now, to row, row, row my boat over the falls / And maybe wake up from but a dream, yeah

mogami arc speedrun

i would then maybe edit the instrumental break and chorus to go thru the next 2 arcs of season 2 and lead us into season 3 which sadly means that there’s barely any focus on them but they at least get a mention. might actually edit the instrumental break to be a little longer so it’s not so rushed

If you knew what I knew, if you saw what I see / You'd look through illusions, hallucinations, and lucid dream / And I know that meaning can be such a pretty thing to keep / But I got facts and I'm not afraid to use 'em / Take the good with the bad, take off the back you make a new front

divine tree arc speedrun

But I'm more level-headed and clever than ever / And I'm getting better one forever at a time, and if / Sick is defined by what's different, well then pull the plug out and let me die

you know how right before mob gets hit by a car he’s recollecting about how much he’s changed? and then he does get hit by that car? i have this VISION in my head and the crater forms right on that beat at the end of this verse.

Vice-versa vice versus virtue, well who I am I choose through all the things I do / And if it rhymes, it's true - but I hate poetry / Now with my moral compass pointing south, going down / With no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no respect for reality

shigeo vs mob

and then the rest of the song takes us through the end of the arc and the very last shot is of mob laughing at reigen’s party :-)