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peace-hunter · 2 months ago
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This might not happen but...
In your Haunted Prime AU
Would the Primes try to encourage Optimus to adopt Bee and start encouraging him even more more they found out about that Bee was Sub level 50 for who knows how long?
as a little brother certainly! i think Optimus and Bee are closer in age in TF:One than they are in other continuities so their relationship is more fraternal than anything!
but the Primes absolutely encourage anything that involves Optimus having more friends. they're incredibly glad to be able to help and support OP but they definitely think his support network should have some actual living bots and not just ghosts.
most of them are immediately endeared to Bee and the novelty of being able to communicate with someone other than Optimus, even if it has to be through Micronus, makes him a instant favorite.
finding out how isolated Bee had been and for how long only makes them more resolved to have OP spend more time with him. two birds one stone kinda deal.
haunted au
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dewwshi · 4 months ago
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he may be the better swordsman but we all know who wins the wrestling matches
(psst i'm on bluesky now i guess?)
#he's into it. btw. in case it needed to be said#i'm on thousand orcs now and i'm sooo happy to see them again <3 my babies i missed them#although. well this is a long story but#one time i had an oc. a repressed teen boy redditor. and in-universe he made some ocs of his own#and a friend of mine said of those ocs 'oh the girl oc would be a super compelling character on her own#but when interacting with the main character boy oc she'd suddenly become really flat and boring'#and i was like 'haha yeah' but i didn't understand the depth of the words for i had never encountered this in writing before#now i have.#not that she's terrible but it does kinda feel like there was a character named catti-brie in starless night who i really enjoyed and then#they had a falling out w the actor and had to bring in someone with less charisma to replace her#upside down smile emoji#but despite all that i LOOOVE her and drizzt's relationship#their dynamic is really good. my main complaint i wish we got to see more of them#but they're sooo good i love them. he's her wife <3#they're so weird about it. they both know they're in love but for some incomprehensible reason they choose to just be like#permanently pair bonded best friends who do everything together instead#idiots i adore them#legend of drizzt#lod#drizzt do'urden#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#dnd#forgotten realms#cattidrizzt#is that a ship name?? i don't think i've ever seen it used as a tag#i love that they're basically straight people doing the queerbaiting 'their relationship is too deep and complex to put into words' thing#iconic#i wrote these tags on my phone cuz i ran out of time to post this at home so i hope nothing glitches fingers crossed#i was gonna post this on bsky as well but it will have to wait til i get home
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milfbro · 7 days ago
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now that the pressure is off and I'm taking a break from all that,
what's the deal with Supernatural. like. What's all that about. Why did people like this shit asdfghjkl
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driftingballoons · 1 year ago
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Some creatures are more difficult to perceive than others
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fromxxthexxashes · 1 year ago
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Buck and Eddie have always felt like they were disappointments. For Buck, he’s always been “too much”, and Eddie has always been “not enough”. both of them have torn themselves up to try to be worthy. Buck puts himself in dangerous situations with little to no regard for his own life, because he grew up knowing he was only worthy of his parent’s attention when he was bleeding. As he got older, he took what he learned as a child, and decided his life was only worth the effort it takes to save someone else’s. Eddie tears himself apart in an attempt to fit into this perfect mold of who he’s expected to be, and when he doesn’t get it just right, he breaks. He self-destructs because he feels the need to punish himself for failing at being who he’s expected to be.
Then Buck and Eddie meet and bond, and they don’t look at each other and see failures or disappointments. They looked into each other’s eyes and decided there was nobody in the world they would rather have their backs than each other.
Help was always offered to Eddie under the pretense that he was a failure for needing it. Buck stepped in with Eddie and Chris, and he offered his help and his presence with no judgment and no strings attached. He wanted to make things easier, and maybe he wanted to belong somewhere, with people as amazing and loving as Eddie and Christopher Diaz.
Buck viewed his presence in other people’s lives as fleeting because at some point everyone gets tired of him. Eddie welcomed Buck with open arms and a smile on his face. People looked at Buck and saw someone who was “too irresponsible” and “too immature”, but Eddie looked at Buck and saw someone who he trusted, more than anyone, to protect and love Chris, his child, and the most precious thing in Eddie’s life. Eddie looked at Buck, saw his self-sacrificial tendencies, and told him, right to his face “You think you’re expendable, but you’re wrong”.
No one will ever understand Buck and Eddie the way Buck and Eddie do. They have seen each other at their absolute worst, helped each other through it, and came out stronger than before. The love they have for each other is so strong. It’s built into their very foundations - and it didn’t just happen by accident, they built it themselves. It’s unbreakable. They might tear themselves down, but they could never break what they built with each other. And it all started because they looked at each other and just saw each other for who they were, who they truly were, and they loved each other anyway.
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faaun · 9 months ago
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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m4rked-for-life · 4 months ago
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Finally got my ten thousand dollar medication for my 0.05% prevalence disease in a huge scifi cold storage box thing after four months of waiting and it barely even helped....
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vinceaddams · 2 years ago
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My former roommate has these horrible top heavy water glasses that I kept knocking over - I think I spilled water all over my sewing table or nightstand at least 5 or 6 times a year while living there. I didn't have any water glasses of my own, so when I moved out I had a think and got a couple of thick bottomed glass beer mugs from the thrift store. Much harder to knock over! It's only been a few weeks, but hopefully I can go a whole year without any such disasters.
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captainseashell · 6 months ago
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oH boY I sure wonder who my favourite townie is,, 💀💀 /aff /silly
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laugtherhyena · 7 months ago
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merry christmas!
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Maybe, in another universe,
Benitsuru tightened the grip she had on her pajamas. Her father still wasn't home-- he said he'd be back early tonight.
People have time for me.
Hamato had to go a bit ago. She didn't understand why-- buncha grownup nonsense words leaving his mouth. Probably just an excuse to get away from her.
Maybe, in another universe,
The old grandfather clock began to chime. She hated that chime. Hated that it signified that same-old excuse that her so-called father made.
I'm not a burden.
She should be in bed by now. It was reaching 22:00, which meant she should be sound asleep. But she didn't feel sleepy.
Maybe, in another universe,
Her hands, small as can be, reached up and tangled in her brown hair. And she began to tug, tug, tug. The way it tugged at her scalp hurt, but it was a habit that she struggled to break out of.
She's here, instead of me.
Her gaze fell onto the picture above the fireplace as she tugged on the locks of her hair. Two women that she couldn't really remember-- her Mother, and her Sister. Benitsuru knew that neither her brother nor her father would ever admit it, but they're both constantly grieving.
Maybe she should be grieving, too. Grieving for a mother who died saving her. Grieving for a sister who died for no reason.
It was hard to grieve people she didn't remember.
Maybe it would've been better for her to swap places with those two. They'd both be alive, and....
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She was too young to think about that.
You know what's sad?
Hamato was an unplanned child, Kanata on as well since the Ando's couldn't ever expect such situations like her accident's to unfold, but Benitsuru?
Yukari wanted another child because hers were growing up so fast, and Hikaru agreed with her that they could have a third child even if they were in their 40s already.
She was the one child they planned and the one that, due to terrible circumstances, received the least care from both growing up.
So it's really no wonder why she lached onto Kokoro out of all people as a mother figure; Her dad was hardly at home, and with Yukari out of the picture, that was the one adult woman who gave her the time of day. The same one who helped diagnose her when her dad didn't had time to investigate her mental turmoil, the one that would gladly anwser all of her questions about mentall illnesses and other topics alike, the one that would let her stick around he work place and help her even if just a little.
It doesn't matter if she doesn't act like a mother or sees her as a daughter, it doesn't matter that their time together wasn't all that long due to her sentence. That was the closest thing she's ever had to a mother in her life (why do you think her glasses are so big and round? Her father's don't look like that.), so regardless, she will still care. She will still visit.
(This isn't to say Beni is like,, A Kokoro apologist or that she excuses her actions. As an adult she knows about everything she did and she by no means dismisses it or tries to excuse it in one way or another. It's disgusting, its monstruous, but that's still the woman that she had nothing but good memories with when she was little. I don't think Beni can just do a 180 and start hating someone she had such a good view off first and foremost + It helps that -2+2 Kokoro feels remorse for her actions and regained her empathy from her time in th Sdra2 killing game)
And since I'm turning this gift into Beni rambke central i might as well elaborate here why her views on Yukari and Kanata are so drastically different when both of them are people who died when se was too young to remember them.
With Kanata, she learned all about how kind and great of a person she was from the surviours, mainly Kizuna due to how close they were and how she wanted to get to know and help Kanata so family in any way she could after the killing game. She heard nothing but great things about her big sister, hence why the admiration. The same that led to her asking more about Kanata to Hamato and even Hikaru when he was around, and obviously the thing that led to her wanting to pursue a careers in the medical field as well. It's like their getting ever so slightly closer even if forever apart.
But Yukari? The only people who could tell her of her mother were her family. Hikaru is busy as always and talking about her hurts him the most, Hamato is a more willing, but other than telling her some basics and showing her a few things he liked, he was grieving too, he couldn't say much.
It is easier for them to talk about her now that it's been a long time, but as an adult it's not like Beni wants to hear about her much anymore.
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devil-in-hiding · 8 months ago
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i promise you don’t have to remind me about shit that’s been on my mind for like 2 months dude. I do that shit fine on my own thanks.
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aeolianblues · 11 months ago
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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sydmarch · 7 days ago
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been watching orphan black again over a decade after it's initial airing & it's crazy how not that good a lot of the writing is for how much I liked it at the time
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lookwhatyoumademelou · 16 days ago
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fakeoutbf · 4 months ago
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#i’m never ordering from rainbowc**** books ever again#believe me i understand that the logistics of shipping a lot of things at once must be very complicated and difficult#and that getting custom things printed in mass quantities must be really hard and take a long time to coordinate and make perfectly#but i’ve been in touch with them since the end of october last year and i haven’t been able to resolve the issue since#first i waited a couple more weeks so the books passed through customs (which they did but got lost in the mexican postal system)#then i was told i could get a replacement set sent to a new usamerican address once the reprint of the jackets arrived in november#the replacement jackets didn’t arrive until JANUARY and at this point i was just praying i’d get some news#they then proceeded to send just the jackets in early february… like i’m sorry but if you know i need a full set why not send it at once??#whatever then i was told on february 24 that they’d ship my new set that week with no further instructions so i waited a week to see#if a tracking number came and nothing so on march 6th i asked if i would get a new tracking number for the book shipment#i got an answer tonight at fucking 8 PM with the tracking number that says the package should’ve been delivered ON THE 6TH?????????#which ofc it wasn’t delievered bc no one was notified bc i had no idea it was coming BC I NEVER GOT A FUCKING TRACKING NUMBER#NOW I HAVE TO RESCHEDULE THE DELIVERY AND TRIANGULATE BETWEEN THREE PPL TO ACTUALLY GET THAT SHIT DELIEVERED#ALL BC THESE BOOKS MEAN A STUPID AMOUNT TO ME AND I THOUGHT ITD BE A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENY FOR MYSELF AND I LOVE THE ARTISTS THAT COLLABED#A FULL YEAR SINCE I ORDERED IT AND I STILL DONT HAVE IT IN MY HANDS#i would also like to point out that i’ve been nothing but patient and polite at the very least i’ve never sent multiple emails or spammed#always try to be nice and to the point and send regards and whatever#i cannot fucking believe i could’ve gotten the books a week ago but bc they never sent me the tracking number i wasn’t able to receive them#they could’ve been on their way to me by now but i didn’t know bc they took a whole fucking week to answer my email#instead of maybe idk having my particular case separate to the rest of the replacement jackets shipments#so they could make sure i got the whole replacement set in full on time with no further complications#the saddest part is i couldn’t even bring myself to ask for a fucking refund bc i desperately want those books#i’m out 150 usd and have nothing to show for it a year later#god i’m so tired#if you made it this far idek i might even delete this it’s fucking stupid
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ollypopwrites · 3 months ago
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grandpa-core is handing your granddaughter $100 for “gas money” when she’s driving you 30 minutes to your surgery but in YOUR CAR. AND THE TANK IS FULL.
sir.
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