#now im going BACK to bed. good night
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Building The Perfect Aussie Burger Is A Tall Order! | 2023 Australian Grand Prix
#esteban ocon#jack doohan#f1#f1edit#*#australia 23#yeah i got out of bed at 3am to make this#now im going BACK to bed. good night
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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While kokichi acts and lies to get on people's bad side and be seen as a villain, lyney acts and lies to get on people's good side and gain their trust, and in this essay i will
#random saku night thought be upon ye#did you guys know i am infinitely obsessed with all the parallels they have DID YOU GUYS KNOW#i could pin point so much other similarities they have but i suck at wording so#they are just like each other fr though. just trust me guys#also. they share jp va. if you care#genshin impact#lyney#danganronpa#kokichi ouma#saku rambles#anyways. now im going back to bed. good night
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our tree fell over merry christmas ! [Breakdances]
#knox rambles#my mom loves the smell of the pine trees so we do a real tree when we can#and you gotta water those suckers#so we just finished decorating it and watered it#and BLAMMO ITS ON THE FLOOR#cut to me running into the room with the towel i was using as an extra blanket#running back for my shower towel and my old towel that weve been using for the dog#catch me sliding across the floor and basicaly mopping up half the water with my pants and the other half with the towels#pine needles flying everywhere#ornaments in water#all the towels are in the sink now heck actualy i gotta move those so they can dry before i go to sleep actually#anyway i find this to be a highly entertaining adventure#my brothers tell me this is not the first time our tree has fallen over i have no recollection of jt however#so im counting this as my first tree falling over#we're going to bed now cautiously and i fully expect the tree to be back down by morning ngl#miraculously not a single ornament broke#anyway i gotta move those towels um happy december holidays folks#and to all a good night
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aaa i never expected such a big response for sharing pet pics, but i loved seeing every single one and i want everyone to sincerely know how much it cheered me up <3 and thank you for the sweet messages in general...everyone's kindness continues to blow my mind ! i'll have asks closed temporarily while i catch up (i haven't deleted anything, so i'm a couple weeks behind now), but i'm excited to get back into answering <3
#apologies if i suddenly flooded anyone's dash#i'll go back to five a day after this#but thank you all for real#im very sleepy so i need to go to bed now#but i hope you all have a good night#cake.txt
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#I still have /so many/ things to write that it's going to take me 5 - 10 business to get through all my drabbles and asks#but honestly i'm so fucking glad i have cana's voice back because I'm feeling motivated to write and that's all I could ever ask for#with these past few years of Absolute Fucking Hell I've been through its been...difficult#but now. i'm finally in a space that I feel /safe/ to be able to exist in without fear#im heading to bed now but i hope everyone takes it easy. have a good night everyone! <3#ooc tag
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#im more than 90% sure i tore my acl in my 'good' knee#on Wednesday night before my surgery i went to the bathroom and came back#went to roll onto my bed i guess in a way that wasent good#i heard what i believe was a pop#no pain no loss of stability i could stand fine#i freaked out but had to tell myself it couldnt be because i would not be able to handle it#didnt tell anyone#i was in pain and on oxy and til sunday night and ibuprofen til yesterday night#so i didnt notice qnything until last night what i feel like is swelling#maybe small periods of light pain every now and then#so now i am trying to not have a complete break down of having to 1 spend time rehabbing and healing my left leg#while trying to not farther injure my right leg while having to use it while i rehab my left#i called my docs office but the lady on the phone said i have to make another appointment for another i jury#im going for my post op tomorrow so im going to tell him then and see what he says#most likely an mri and whatever else he says#i hope to god its not it but i am so sure i heard a pop#my life for the next year is going to be terrible
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fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly fuck you bizly <remembered back when Chip had blue tattoos again
#I understand the shift to flame being like. him reclaiming himself outside the shadow of arlin n junk#but. HIS FUCKING COLOR PALLETE. YOU TOOK HIS ACCENT COLOR YOU BADTARD#he was already so warm toned…….. please he will overheat now without a cool color :(((#FIRE CAN BE BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway. back to being normal and by that I mean going to bed good night honk shoo#he’s just. so fuckin red and red and orange and red and brown :(((#I need a BREAK!!!!!!!!!!! sorry dorryyyyyyy im normal i prommy I’m fine I’m just a hater
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happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!
babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared
#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me#like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet#walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially#for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout#like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself#and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity#it's gonna have impacts sometimes!#so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night#like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers#bc i couldnt hack it#which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers#ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis#and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up#like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when#and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised#and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening?#yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3#ask
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grabbing rainbow sherbet vodka for the stream because I know it's what ichi would want 🤞
bro grabbing that fucking super mario vodka what the shit 😭
#snap chats#i dont know what im gonna get...... i SHOULD get soju since i can get more for cheaper#and soju's more potent now innit... but i am a sake fan... sake my best friend..#but i like my sake hot. unless its nigori then OF COURSE you have to have it chilled....#gddammit i left my shot glass at my moms. i didnt think id need it </3#maybe sake's the game then.....#just to make sure i dont ACTUALY black out NO DID I TELL THE TIME I BLAKCED OUT FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME#ILL TELL IT AGAIN SINCE ITS TOPICAL IT WAS THE NIGHT OF MY SISTER'S WEDDING#and i went out post-wedding drinking with my dad and my sis and her hubby yeah#and /im/ a master of acting like im fine when im not when i care to and since i never want to look A Fool in front of my father again#i acted fine after i reached the point where I Very Much Was Not Fine#LIKE THERE WERE DRINKS AT THE WEDDING OOFC BUT I ALSO GOT SOME WHISKEY AT A BAR WE WENT TO#AND SO EVENTUALLY MY DAD AND HIS WIFE AND I ALL GO BACK TO THE HOTEL WE'RE ALL STAYING AT#god theyre so embarrassing i was walking (read: wobbling) back to the room i shared with my bro#and theyre just :) 👋 Good Niiiight We're Gonna Watch You Go Until You're Safe :) 👋 <- im literally down the hall from them#and the fucking. SECOND i get into my room im just hhoUUGGHGHHH BROTHER OF MINE. WHAT IS HAPPENING#i dont remember what happened i know i started watching Why Dont You Play In Hell again and then i suddenly woke up in my bed#I WAS ON THE COUCH LIKE I CANNOT STRESS THE ABRUPTNESS OF ME WAKING UP IN BED#I SAT ON THE COUCH TO WATCH THE MOVIE I THINK I GOT 27 MINUTES IN AND I BLINKED AND I INSTATRANSMISSIONED#hilarious. anyway i refuse to let that happen ever again AFLKEFJKAJ#so sake's the call. i think. idk we'll see what my wallet thinks cause the sake is a lil pricier than the soju..#it a special occasion live a little. is what ill tell myself ☠️
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before i pass out again but since im back on my bullshit
it just means a lot to me that he Gets It. that he is willing and able to build stuff up like this and make it mean something, so much more than just "yeah we are talented wrestlers and can wrestle"
like i dont want wrestling storylines to hold my hand and either keep everything super clear or not have a story for me at all. i love and adore this sport specifically for the dramatic and stories they are able to tell with their bodies in the ring and through actions and how they portray themselves outside of it. i live for the convoluted plots that keep me on edge and thinking and waiting about what could happen next. maybe it is cause it happens much more rarely nowadays that makes me hang onto it even tighter, but. it means everything to me
he gets it. hes a goddamn artist and i love him for it more than i have words to express it properly right now but
He Just Gets It
#sigh#night vagues about kip on main and gets kinda sad about it tbh#he just means so much to me and its so hard to put into words when i know he gets undermined for the same thing i love him for so much#anyways. now that im emo im going back to bed good night#wrestling musing#*emotional thanks phone
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#my body + my brain + i are... not on good terms at the moment.#BUT.#i made myself get up out of my unproductive anxious-insomnia nest at some ungodly pre-dawn hour#and forced myself to make some Real Food#and now im back in my bed at 7am#eating the veggie frittata i made while everyone else in the house is still sleeping#which a) is admittedly more proper nutrients than ive put in my body in..... days atp. hm.#and b) turned out really good#so this is my msg to all of u:#i love you. i am sending as many spoons yr way as i can; & i hope u can do something to take care of yrselves today#ESPECIALLY if its smth youve been putting off. for *whatever* reason#mwah.#hopefully when im done eating ill finally be able to fall asleep. so even tho the sun is streaming thru my window now &#ik my alarms will start going off in a few hours; i wish u all good luck & good night#bee speaks
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I love my brothheeerrr!
#okay its late night and im sleepy and rambly but#ive been playing x.enoblade3 for the past few hours straight. i am mid final boss. i got bored and sleepy so now i shall go to bed and#finish the fight and game in the morning#and. um. also because i have a crush on a x.enoblade man and i was thinking about cuddling him too much to focus#but!! back to my brother! this post is about r.iku k.ingdom h.earts#thats my little bro!!#he and ash are not biologically related but she works with him and the rat when trying to find a.qua#and they get super close. at first at was just ash protecting v.entus onto him since theyre both around the same age but#ash grows to genuinely love and appreciate him so much. he's such a good kid and i'm just so lucky to be his big sis!#ash rambles 💚#ash really wants to take him and a.qua on a vacation touring a bunch of different worlds#(also so r.iku can be their personal photographer <3 ash loves her gummiphone posts LMAO)#ok i'm gonna go to sleep! gn! your f/os love you#also. once more. i have SUCH a big crush on m.atthew v.andham and he wont leave my head..#hopefully tmr i can start his game#i'm uh. totally not excited to see him (lying)
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I deeply love the freshman but she just called twice to ask if could jump her car at a location 30 minute drive away, I am pajama’d and blind in bed . No I cannot dedicate over an hour of time when it’s already my bedtime because surprise, I wake up at fuckin 4:25 am 🙃
NO FUCKING WAY was I awake typing this godforsaken post and my other friend called me for 30 MINUTES!!!!! You fuckheads I work on a farm do not contact me after 7:30!!!! Arggghhhhhh okay goodnight and anyone else who calls me is NOT getting an answer I am asleep GOODNIGHT !!!!
#and last night I got like 5 hours of sleep and I didn’t take a nap today. I shouldn’t be fucking driving anyway because I’m SLEEPY sleepy#I was like give me 30-40 minutes and she was like uhhh I will call some other people… yeah do that .#like if I do go for a drive this weekend I’ll still invite her but I’m getting a little sick of her antics#diary post#ugh. anyway if you find this E I do deeply love you fr but I told you I wasn’t going to be a good friend this summer#and I didn’t mean like teehee I can only hang out on Saturdays#I meant the likelihood I text back or see you in person more than twice a month is VERY low#and yeah this is on me for picking a stupid fucking job but like. I need to be sick of farming before I head to a city for 5+ years#I am exhausted down to my core. I relapsed in my bad habit on Saturday. I am barely functioning.#I don’t think I’ve eaten anything that’s not fruit or dairy products in the past 3 days. I am desperately waiting for an incident at work.#begging to the universe to let me get kicked in the head or something so I can have a few fucking days off PLEASE#anyway goodnight. now im all wound up and I’ll get another 5 hours of sleep#also ironic the second friend who called me was gossiping abt this guy at work that should just shut up sometimes#and im sitting there on the other side of the phone YAWNING after picking up and answering I am already in bed#and my friend is still rambling on about stupid inane work bullshit that I do not care about.#okay goodnight for real. I hate everything
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We'll your obviously morro but that's already even proven canon.
You also seem like the type of person who brought home frogs and turtles and snakes in their pockets as a kid
And you probably like pb and j (ewww)
ITS NOT PROVEN JACK SHIT IM NOT ACCEPTING CANON UNLESS I SEE TANGIBLE PROOF
BZZZ WRONG i grew up in the city so no frogs or turtles or snakes
and i DO like pb&j i tried it for the first time literally like last summer its banger and you are a strange stranger person for not liking it
#my mom makes jam 😊 and we have to get rid of the peanut butter#i have a story about the nature thing actually i was terrified of bugs and wildlife like every other city bitch#until our school got us to go to this overnight camp thing#and that just jaded all the fear out of my 12 year old ass#there was a whole ass ant hill IN the wood of one of the bunk beds#MY bed supposedly#so we all paired off into 2 people per bed and abandoned the entire right side of the room#weve all been around each other for 6+ years so we didnt really care abt sharing beds#and now im good w them#we spent a good majority of the first night slapping ants with our slippers it was the funniest thing#the trip was really fun take me back#i have so many stories#ANYWAYS#tag essays are my trademark apparently#cause i dont shut the fuck up#jellos answers
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head hurty
#not any more like that but last night#love having a pain condition triggered partly by anxiety but also it caused the anxiety to be constant in the first place#i dont get chronic migraines bc i dont get them often enough its usually like 1 every 2 months nowadays but sometimes it can be 4 in a week#bc having one makes it more likely i have a another soon after#but i sure as fuck have acute migraines#i remember being in school and classmates being like oh i have a migraine going off to take their meds and then coming back to class?!#whereas as soon as i had an aura id go to the office and be like can you call my mum she needs to take me home#and i thought i was just being weak and i should just push through it#but you can't push through acute pain nausea vomiting and disorientation#there are literally parts of my brain or thoughts i can't access during one ill be trying to think of a word and i can't find it#they usually only last like 2-3 hours but it feels like a lot longer when you're sitting in the dark can't even lie down feeling like hell#and ik some peoples go on for days some people have them more days than they dont ik im lucky to have such short and fairly infrequent ones#but its still beyond horrible and feeling like a ticking time bomb constantly watching out for an aura#and worrying about going somewhere you can't easily get home from#and I've only just started to be able to talk about it i could never understand how other people could talk about theirs flippantly#when mine terrified me more than anything the amount of bad feelings#but she's working on it having realised after 8 years that it doesn't have to be like that 🤣#mine#n e way sorry for the rsnt all good now chillin in bed ✌🤣
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