#nozel x yn

[enyearns]

Nozel Silva: Drifting Off Into a Daydream

In which he has a vision where he is married to the person he likes.

✧ genre(s): fluff ✧ warnings: none :) ✧ 1917 words, (approx.) 5 minute read

ib!!!: this piece was actually inspired by @tartagliaxx, who wrote a mini series called It's A Bright Future Ahead of Us. It was so beautifully written, please read it! :D

a/n: hi! i'm sorry that i gave the reader a bit of a backstory :'0 it sort of just happened but! if this reaches anyone, i hope you enjoy this mwah

Nozel Silva has been working himself to the bone. He can’t remember the last time he had some downtime to unwind and prepare properly for a good night’s rest. It was simply the usual routine of getting out of his office in the late hours of the night, changing into nightwear and collapsing on his bed. Well, such is the workload that came with being a Royal and dealing with the Eye of Midnight Sun simultaneously. On top of all that, the looming threat of the Diamond Kingdom is a large concern for the Clover Kingdom.

He pinched the arch of his nose, frowning to himself. The tiresome labour of his now-daily routine is starting to creep up on him. His vision is clouding, and he may be seeing things… He squinted his eyes, blinking a couple of times. Was that you reading a novel in his dedicated personal library space?

Well, he has been adding several new books recently, purely because he knows that you sometimes like to come in and keep him company while he worked. Usually, you would read anything off his shelf, occasionally fawning over the literature to him or criticising it out loud.

“Wow, you’ve read 1984 before? Ah, and even No Longer Human… This is a really nice collection you have going here, Nozel.”

You must’ve felt his gaze, for you looked up from the book in your hand – Inferno by Dante Alighieri – and sent him a gentle smile. It’s one that he recognises is reserved for him, and him only. The afternoon light from the arched window spilled onto you, illuminating you like you are an angel sent down from God Himself. You stood up from your seat and made your way to him, gently caressing his cheeks in your hands. He let out a content sigh and fluttered his eyes shut, relaxing into your warm touch.

Loud knocks to his door was enough to snap him out of the trance he unknowingly slipped into. His eyes snapped open with uncharacteristic surprise, brows furrowing at the warmth that so fleetingly escaped him. “Enter.”

One of his maids, one that he does not remember the name of, came in looking flustered by the sharp gaze Nozel sent her. “Pardon for the intrusion, Nozel sama. There is something urgent that you must attend to.”

She took his silence to continue, and tentatively she did. “Early dinner has been prepared. Nebra sama and Solid sama are both waiting for you in the dining hall.”

“This is the urgent matter that I must attend to?”

“No, forgive me. I worded it wrong. We just received word that Wizard King Julius requests your presence for a meeting later tonight at 8 PM. The other captains will also be attending.”

Nozel inwardly groaned and pinched his temple. This is not something that he’s up to attending in a sleep deprived state. “Let my siblings know that I will not be eating dinner with them tonight. Is there anything else?”

She nodded. Her lips moved, he could see that, but in truth nothing was going through his head. Her words were not even entering his ears. He’s simply letting the stress take over his body and mind. She bowed to him, and quickly shuffled out of his study, leaving Nozel to his own devices.

He looked down to the report on the current known members of the terrorist group, but all the words were swirling and jumbled up into an incomprehensible mess. He sighed, leaning back into his chair and folding his arms. He closed his eyes in thought, mind drawing on a blank.

He just doesn’t know what to do anymore.

“Eian, Papa had a rough day. Let’s leave him be.”

“But I want to eat with Papa!”

He heard hushed voices around him, one of a child, and one of a woman. Eian (he presumed) was a name or voice that he’s never heard before in his life. The other, however, is a voice that he would recognise anywhere. Amongst a sea of voices, or other similar voices, the melody of her words is a tune that he would never let himself forget.

But, even then… He doubts that it’s her.

He slowly opened his eyes, flinching at the bright morning light that shone in his face. Just from seeing the dresser, the clock, the view from his window-- this is most definitely his room. But there are certain elements to the room that makes him second guess himself, like all the potted plants decorating his room, or the abundance of jewellery and make-up that was on top of his dresser.

“See, you’ve woken up Papa. Good morning Nozel.”

His eyes fell on the woman – you – who appeared in front of him, a slightly worried expression lacing your delicate features. “Sorry for waking you…”

Without a word, Nozel clasped your hand. Your warm, soft skin on his felt all so real. His heart thudded against his chest, a strange new emotion arising from a mixture of apprehension and gullible joy. He’s still holding onto you wordlessly, and you couldn't help but let out a giggle. “Did you have a bad dream honey? I’m here, I promise.”

You leaned down and pressed your soft lips against his forehead, running a hand through his unkempt morning hair.

“Papa, Papa!” A heavy weight flopped onto his body, eyes meeting another pair that was unmistakably his. “Let’s go have breakfast together!”

The boy, Eian, was a striking image of you. His hair was the same colour as your’s, and the cheeky smile that was on his lips undoubtedly reminded him of the woman he’s infatuated with. This child is definitely his, and your’s, there is no question about it.

But when did this happen? Being with the woman of his dreams and even conceiving a child with her would be a massive milestone in his life.

Is this perhaps a dream? A vision?

He sneaked a look to your left hand, and raised his. Certainly, the ring that gleamed on your ring finger is identical to the one that he donned.

“Why don’t you get yourself washed up, and I’ll prepare something delicious for you, hm?” You smiled at him, taking the weight of Eian off him. “We’ll be waiting, okay, Pa?”

When Nozel came to, everything still felt like a haze. Nighttime has fallen, and the shrinking afternoon glow is long gone. Being so immersed in that dream, confusion had him in a vice grip. It took him a while to realise that he was no longer wedded to you and the father of your son. All of that was something his mind only conjured up… (I think). The cruel reality was that he is still in his dreary office, alone and unsatisfied.

The disappointment overcame him, washing over him like harsh waves crashing against large boulders. The unhappiness he’s feeling… is one that he’s never felt like no other.

Too caught up in his thoughts – disappointment and dissatisfaction swirling in the depths of his chest – he did not notice the woman of his dreams slipping into his office. You had called out his name, once, twice, before leaning over his grand desk to tap his shoulder.

His vision came to, filled with the sight you worriedly gazing at him. Just like in his dream.

“Are you okay?”

He’s dumbfounded, cheeks probably ablaze by this point. “I… What are you doing here? I wasn’t expecting you.”

You beckoned towards the tray that sat on his desk. Atop it was a clay pot with a lid covering its contents, along with a couple of bowls, cutlery and… sticks?

You started to speak as you poured tea for him. “I’m certain that I had Adelinde tell you that I was coming over. I noticed you’ve been very busy lately, and I thought to pay a visit to see how you're doing.” The words that fell out of your mouth felt so gentle, like you’re embracing him so warmly. “You were sleeping when I arrived, though. Poor you, you must be so tired to sleep in such an uncomfortable position.”

Nozel smiled fondly, thinking back to the dream that he got to live through. “It wasn’t too uncomfortable.”

You laughed. “Sure, with your big, comfy royal chair it wouldn't be too uncomfortable, hm?”

“What is this?”

“Ah– While you rested, I went to go make something for you. I'd been informed by Adelinde that you skipped dinner tonight.” You lifted the lid from the clay pot, smoke pouring out of the well insulated dish. His eyes narrowed into the dish that you presented before him, confused by what it was. “Hot pot. Yami treated me to this once, and it’s been my comfort dish ever since. It’s warm… and somewhat reminds me of my family.”

His heart lurched hearing your tone drop slightly. It’s not unknown to him that you wished to see your real, biological family again. His mind immediately drifted back to that dream he had. Oh, he wanted it to be true so bad. The dream even felt real. It truly felt like he was living in that present.

“I’m curious to taste this.” He cleared his throat, grabbing a bowl.

Your eyes immediately lit back up, sparkling at the few words he uttered. “Really? Oh, I hope you’ll enjoy it,” you giggled to yourself, pouring the soup and the other vegetables and meat into his bowl.

The two of you passed through the hour in a light atmosphere. You were laughing at him the entire time as he tried to utilise the sticks, which he now knows are called chopsticks. He was adamant in learning the art of eating with it, and refused the fork that you had pulled out of nowhere.

As you shared stories and caught up with each other, his mind couldn't help but to wander back to that dream he had. Perhaps… was that a future he possibly has with you?

The atmosphere of tonight, with you sitting in front of him and enjoying each other's company, he felt like perhaps that dream could really become reality.

This all just felt so right– the two of you together.

You were telling him about something, but the words passed him. He had finally made a resolve.

Noticing him going quiet, you tilted your head in confusion. “Listen, if you’re not feeling well, I will let Wizard King Julius know of your current state,” you reminded him gently. “Everything that he will say tonight, and all the information passed, I will be sure to get it back to you.”

Nozel simply shook his head. No, it’s not that.

As he stared into your eyes, he found himself steeling in his resolve even further. There is absolutely no other pair of eyes that he could imagine himself falling in love with. It’s not possible for him to be any more head over heels with anyone else but you. “Zel?”

Perhaps it was the confidence from the dream that pushed him. Whatever the source of motivation it was, he knows that this is not something he’ll ever regret doing. Taking your hands into his, lifting it oh so gently to press soft kisses on your hand, he finally spoke. But he barely heard himself through the rush of blood coursing through his veins, pumping wildly in his eardrums.

“(y/n) (l/n)… Will you do me the honour of taking you out for dinner tomorrow night?”

[kaalogii]

— needle and thread (yami sukehiro x reader x damnatio kira)

one crushes you like his cigarettes as the other, strangely, has the kinder heart.

warnings: slight angst

Soft fingertips glided delicately along rough stone walls. The owner paced their steps through the halls as they listened intently to the stories being echoed throughout. Their presence generously acknowledged by those who came across them, though their response had been a pained smile. 

“Pardon me for disrupting your stroll, but Chairman Kira has requested your presence in the garden,” A servant of House Kira had suddenly informed Y/N, breaking them out of their thoughts. 

“Yes, thank you. I’ll be on my way,” Y/N moved their occupied hand to their side, missing the rough texture as they ventured to the garden to accompany Damnatio Kira. They maneuvered through the castle walls with ease, once again lost within their own thoughts. 

Y/N had lost count of the days or ...could it have been months? Whichever it may have been, Y/N wasn’t exactly time focused, nor bothered to be. All that had been important to Y/N was fulfilling their duties in the Clover Kingdom. House Kira had been kind enough to offer their home as a stepping stone for peace to the eldest child of a neighboring kingdom. 

If only Y/N had remained obedient and loyal to their royal duties, their mind would be free from pressing personal issues. Though, Y/N had been granted free will from their own kingdom and the Clover Kingdom, they wished they hadn’t strayed afar from the nobles. Then perhaps they wouldn’t have met Yami Sukehiro. 

Their meeting had purely been an accident. Though Yami had convinced it to be fate. Y/N had strayed away from their escort in the beginning of their stay in the Clover Kingdom due to their natural curiosity of the kingdom they’ve learned of in their youth. Yami had once again been on the search for his wild animals and took a sudden interest to the strange individual that peacefully stumbled upon his, secretly, beloved pets. 

It had been at that point on where their many secret rendezvous’ had begun. Y/N had been new to the idea of love, unsure of what it truly holds. Young and naive, Y/N blindly stepped into the abyss, only holding onto the strand of thread Yami allowed. 

“You look troubled” Damnatio Kira’s voice broke Y/N from their thoughts. They weakly smiled as Damnatio stood from his seat to pull theirs. As Y/N got comfortably seated, Damnatio returned to his own, silently eyeing Y/N. “Are you unhappy here?”

“No,” Y/N had been honest as they reached for their teacup to take a much needed drink. Damnatio had hummed in response, taking a drink of his own. The pleasant combination of gentle waterfall and the chirping of birds had comfortably drowned the silence between them. 

“I summoned you here out of the servants concerns,” Damnatio returned his teacup to the table, catching Y/N’s attention. “Normally I wouldn’t be bothered with quizzical issues being brought to my attention. Especially from servants, but the mention of your name had resulted in the exception,” Y/N placed her teacup onto the table, bringing her hands to her lap. “Our duty is to keep you comfortable and safe, for the sake of our kingdoms,” 

“Yes, I understand,”

“The members of my family had left your care in my hands at the beginning of this arrangement. I concluded you to be a responsible adult and let the rumors of your rendezvous with foreign scum to be a temporary phase. Though it seems as though it is not the case. Am I correct?” 

Y/N fumbled with their fingers, averting their gaze from Damnatio’s fierce one. They took notice of the difference in angered expressions they received from Damnatio to Yami’s. Though Yami had only directed anger toward Y/N on the many occasions of Y/N expressing their love for the man. Y/N continued to do so, concluding that anger had been Yami’s choice to express his feelings for the individual. 

“I love him,” Y/N softly blurted loud enough for Damnatio to hear. 

“You love him?” Damnatio had been amused. “Absolute beauty of royal blood loving foreign scum? A disgrace. That isn’t even the worst of it, correct? I’ll answer for you.” Y/N returned their gaze onto Damnatio, focusing onto green eyes. “Surely you’ve heard the rumors. Even I have heard them all. Yami Sukehiro does not love you,” Y/N flinched. 

Damnatio’s words pierced Y/N’s heart although they knew his words had been true. The rumors had begun as soon as Yami and Y/N had their first interaction. They, themselves, had been warned by the members of Yami’s squad to be wary of their captain’s true intentions. Their words and warnings hadn’t been enough, for Y/N had been too far down in the abyss to think otherwise. 

“Now that one subject is out of the way,” Y/N listened to Damnatio as his tone changed. “It appears our families have been working with one another, which I assume we would both agree to be excellent progress in terms of our kingdoms,” Y/N hummed in agreement. “Both sides have agreed to take a step to complete the alliance between our kingdoms by proposing the idea of marriage between you and I,” 

“Marriage?” Y/N searched for any indication that Damnatio’s words were false, finding none they awaited for him to continue. 

“I agree that this is sudden, but I did not dismiss the proposal when it was presented to me. I believe this is a good opportunity for us. I understand you may feel opposed to the idea, but I ask you to carefully think over the proposal,” Damnatio studied Y/N, expecting an outburst but received none. 

“A word of advice,” Damnatio continued. “Don’t allow your naivety to control your emotions. I assume you are smarter than you currently present yourself to be and you are willing to listen to information presented in these rumors you hear about regarding your unfortunate situation with Yami Sukehiro,” Damnatio watched as Y/N tensed. “If you’re looking for love and if you consider the proposal given to us by our kingdoms, I will devout myself in learning to love you as you deserve,” 

Y/N had risen from their seat. “I am grateful for your concern. If you could excuse me for a moment, I have much to think about,”

Damnatio nodded, silently watching as Y/N disappeared from his eyesight. 

The sudden situation had added onto the troubles Y/N had been dealing with in their inner monologue. As they battled the concerns, they were unaware of the location their legs had been leading them to. 

Deep down, Y/N had known the “love” Yami Sukehiro had shown them was nothing more than filling the void for his own loneliness. Along the way, Y/N had mistaken his words and actions for something deeper than what they had been. Yami had twisted their perception to the newfound idea of love into what he decided for them to believe. As a result, Y/N had blindly given everything to the man in every form; emotionally and physically. To the outside, and to Yami’s knowledge, Y/N had been another pet of his he held onto with a simple piece of thread. At anytime, Yami could break the connection, but for reasons unknown, he never had. 

A theory the servants had on the situation had been the idea of Yami Sukehiro using Y/N as a ploy for revenge on Damnatio regarding previous events involving the Black Bulls. The silly theory of the servants of House Kira had actually been correct, unbeknownst to them and others whose ears had the rumor fallen onto them. 

Y/N had been brought out from their thoughts as they sighted the door belonging to the hideout of the Black Bulls. The door had mysteriously opened by itself, from Y/N view as they stepped into the hideout. Although appearing that way, Y/N missed the sight of the member called Henry, who solemnly looked down in pity from his room at Y/N. 

Oddly familiar sounds echoed through the hideout, though Y/N couldn’t place the familiarity of the sounds. Deciding not to think further of it, they continued through the halls as they used the sounds as guidance until reaching the familiar door of Yami’s room. Y/N heart sank at the realization of the familiarity. Their actions moving ahead of their mind as they gently opened the door to come into view of the lewd sight of Yami and his fellow Clover Kingdom captain, Charlotte Roselei. Quickly, Y/N closed the door and made their way in returning to the Kira House. 

Hours had passed after the initial event and Yami had remained clueless to what had occurred outside of his walls. He groaned as he awoken from his slumber, dismissing the weight present beside him. Charlotte’s arms wrapped around Yami’s bare frame as he attempted to remove himself from his bed. Before he could perform further action in getting away from his minuscule hookup, a message from the Wizard King had arrived for Yami. The message played presenting an overjoyed Julius. 

“Weddings are lovely this time of year, but before weddings come engagements! I am honored to present the news in regarding the unity of two kingdoms as we solidify our alliance by joining two members of the highest seats from each of our kingdoms. With great honor, I announce the engagement of Damnatio Kira of House Kira and Y/N L/N of House L/N. I wish the couple a happy engagement and a promising marriage! That is all, good day!”

Yami settled into his bed, welcoming Charlotte’s sleeping embrace contrasting his previous attempts to get away from the woman. He reached onto his table, retrieving a single cigarette and his lighter. Yami took an elongated drag of his cigarette before exhaling. The smoke from his exhale had hidden the lone tear gliding down his face. He chuckled to himself before taking another long drag.

“I don’t give a damn.” 

[bowandcurtsey]

Hi aineeeeeeee can i plzs reqst nozel, william and yuno with their daughter who is clingy and jealous and their mom (yn) just gave birth to their second child and they thought that they dont love her anymore? Thanksss

Helloooooooo sweetieeeeeee!!

I'll always say yes to dad! fics so here we go! Also! my first dad! yuno because *SPOILER ALERT*

Yuno and Asta are officially of age! WOOTS.

Characters: Nozel, William, Yuno x f!reader d/n = daughter name, s/n = son's name, sd/n= second daughter name

tw: unchecked

Nozel Silva

d/n is known throughout the entire Clover kingdom to be an absolute daddy's girl is Nozel takes fullest pride in that.

It's to the point that sometimes you would roll your eyes at the both of them, wondering if you gave birth to your own mistress.

When you were pregnant with your second child, Nozel fussed over you a lot more. Well he also fussed like this when you were pregnant with d/n but d/n wasn't there to witness it so...

Now that she is seeing how her dad is fussing over something that is not her, she's already starting to feel inferior to her unborn sister.

She would already start to get her dad's attention during that time. Well, it wasn't that bad back then because well, your unborn daughter couldn't really kick up a fuss in your belly..

When sd/n was born, d/n didn't really like her. Initially you both thought that it was because she was not used to having a baby in her house and that she was too young to understand what being an older sister was like.

Until she started crying and throwing tantrums a lot more. Basically being naughty AF. She would push her baby sister away and stuff.

You kinda knew what's going on, well she's still your baby girl as well and you know her well. But your clueless husband spoilt her too much to see this.

You purposely called an expert in to sit down with your husband to talk about this together with d/n.

d/n then cried, saying that her daddy did not love her anymore, which broke Nozel's heart then and there.

It wasn't really easy to chide Mr Grumpy Royal, but you backed the expert up and was firm on your stand that Nozel had spoilt her too much prior to this.

And now? Mr Nozel is going through parenting 101 classes and lots of child behavioural books. God bless this man.

William Vangeance

Your first born was your absolute joy for the both of you. She was sweet and didn't make much of a fuss, just that your husband. The only thing was that she is pretty shy and clingy to the both of you.

She was okay with the nanny but if you both were around, she's follow where ever you go. You both didn't have much problems with that until you had your second child.

Well because he was still an infant, he needed more effort and time from the both of you. On top of that, you both were juggling magic knight duties, so you definitely had lesser time with d/n.

She didn't really make a fuss about it, she was quiet most of the time and she tried being a "good girl" or an "understanding" girl to her parents.

She was quietly by the both of your sides while you took care of s/n and handled your other duties.

Until one day she went missing. Because she was always like your shadows, you both noticed it pretty quickly and you panicked. She was always shy and clingy so how on earth did she go missing?

Thankfully you didn't take long to find her hiding in the park's treehouse. It was one of her favourite place to go to.

When asked why was she hiding there, she said that "daddy and mommy don't love me anymore,"

And you both hugged her and broke down into tears. You had to apologise and explain to her what you both were going through.

You then taught her to speak up if she wanted anything at all and mommy and daddy would give it to her.

William couldn't sleep for quite awhile because of the guilt he felt. You both also got the nanny to help take care of s/n on some days so that you two could spend time with d/n.

Yuno Grinberryall

Well, this man was a one without much words, but you could see that d/n was his absolute joy. When you were pregnant with daughter number 2, he was brimming with excitement and happiness.

D/n, however, was not that excited for her baby sister. She would already ask before sd/n was born, "will you love her and not love me anymore?"

Of course your husband and you always pacified her and tell her that this was not going to be the case.

You both made the effort to spend a lot of time with her, and made her engage and involved with her little sister's things, like decorating the nursery and picking out baby clothes for her arrival.

But on the day where sd/n was born, and you both were carry and cuddling her, d/n broke into tears, saying that she was going to be dumped by you two for sd/n.

Thankfully her daddy knew how to take care of her. With a little magic, he could make her giggle and laugh once more.

You both apologised to her for not hugging her together and make sure to include her in all activities from then on.

She would be tasked to help with the feeding, the changing of nappies and even getting her little sister to sleep.

You would also ask d/n to read to and play with her little sister.

Guess what? Over time, d/n was more clingy to sd/n instead of the both of you and the two sisters share such a lovely bond.

It was really a win-win situation for the both of you since you could spend lesser effort with your little helper there to help.

"we could easily have 2 or 3 more," Yuno would sometimes tease you.

YAY to Dad! Yuno! Ahhh I can properly simp for this man right now.

[bowandcurtsey]

AINEEE are you doing well i hope u are? can i pls request solid, nozel and fuegoleon with an s/o who has an overprotective brother and yns brother didnt really approve they boys unless they show how worthy they are even if they are royalty?thank you and ily your works sm😇🌻

Hello lovely bby! thank you for loving my works hehe and also for a little fun fact: I love sunflowers! so thank you for them!

Sorry that I got to your request sooooo late, but I'm finally finally here <3 Bless you for requesting Solid, doing the less popular characters are usually fun! I hope you enjoy!

Characters: Solid , Nozel, Fuegoleon x f! reader TW: unchecked work

Solid Silva

This boy may look tough and you might think another hard to handle brother might be nothing to him, seeing that he has his own difficult brother as well, but boy oh boy was he on his toes all the time.

This boy was born with a silver spoon in his mouth but he never expected to, for the first time in his life, wish that he wasn't a royal. Or at least a royal that your brother didn't know of.

Your brother thought that royals were all good for nothings and did not know how to do anything in life because they had their servants do everything for them. He thinks that Solid wouldn't be able to take good care of you at all.

Solid was determined to prove your brother wrong.

Being with you made him a little more humble and down to earth, even Nozel saw the changes in his little brother and was secretly happy.

Solid also tried his best to spend more time with you and your family, helping out with chores around the house when needed.

Boy even learnt how to do some knitting from his maids just to help your mom with the spoilt clothes.

He helped your brother chop and carry lumber into the house for fire during colder days.

He even helped to catch the mice in the basement. You name it, he'll do it. He was Mr Solid Handyman.

Your brother would always have his doubts about this man, all the way till you get married to him. But maybe one day Solid would finally understand that it was just how your brother shows his love to you.

No worries, your Solid could take it, he's been an obedient younger brother all his life, this Nozel trained him well.

Nozel Silva

This man was having a tough time proving your brother wrong. Because he is a royal and will always be a royal.

He wouldn't want you to change for him and likewise he couldn't drop his royal titles just because your family didn't like it.

Because that is uNbeComInG of A rOyaL

In the very beginning Nozel would answer everything with the most politically correct answer he could come up with.

"To answer your question Mr L/N, we actually do not take any of the tax payers money.. We actually-"

Until you explained to Nozel that it wasn't really about the answer, it was more of your brother really disliking royals.

"Why though..?"

Well, now you had to explain to a royal about how many of them are stuck up, arrogant, rude, a bully, and all the bad shit that you and your brother have been through.

You thought that he would scoff actually, since Nozel was really the type to be proud to be a royal. But instead he said, "I'm sorry."

"I'll be sure to prove that not all royals are evil. Certainly not me."

He would show your brother that you were always well taken care of, you always have a guard and servant with you. Your clothes always kept you warm, you didn't have a single stress in your life because of how well Nozel took care of you.

The only worry you had were what to wear daily because of the crazy amount of clothes Nozel buys for you.

Your brother would admit defeat in the end, seeing that you were really happy with this man.

Fuegoleon Vermillion

He was first faced with your brother's sarcasm when he visited your place. He was really nice about it though, he never lost his cool.

He understood fully why your brother would think this way. He had seen how the other royals took advantage of their statuses and bullied the civilians.

He always took every sarcasm or scolding from your brother without retorting.

Even you felt bad sometimes and would sometimes nag at your brother to not be too harsh.

But Fue still came over to your place every now and then, showing your over protective brother that he was just a normal man just like everyone was.

Fue was not afraid to make mistakes and admit to them. He was okay with making a fool out of himself and laughing along with everyone.

Most importantly, he showed that he respected everyone, from the postman to even the rubbish collector.

He once went out of the way to help a newspaper delivery boy, because his cart was stuck.

Your brother asked Fue later on why did he even bother with that boy when even a normal person would not necessarily lend a helping hand.

"Behave like you're at the bottom, even if you're at the top. We'll learn much more this way."

Your brother was won over on that day.

[bowandcurtsey]

Hey I have request if you don’t mind lol it’s from the black clover universe and I was wondering if you can do a Nozel X Little sister y/n (No incest just like fluff bc that sounds so wrong😭) but Noelle and y/n is twins and ofc the 3 big Silva siblings treated them wrong because of their mother‘s stuff etc but They apologize to them and they said I respect in them and treated them like real siblings but y/n couldn’t forgive them Noelle already forgave them. Anytime that they will come around y/n she would give them the cold shoulder and Basically started treating them how she was treated all her life but one day there was a massive fight in the clover kingdom and Nozel was too busy protecting others that the opponent set a powerful attack towards him until YN stepped in and shield him from the attack with her body and in the process got badly injured and Nozel froze for a minute and saw her bleeding out and just went off on the opponent after the battle was over and they won Nozel quickly took her to the hospital and where she was treated but she fell into a coma right after she got out of surgery and the doctors don’t know when she’s gonna wake up. How would they react/feel and do they regret anything

Angst to whatever you feel like going with at the end

Btw i’m a really big fan I’ve been reading your hc/fanfics for a hot minute now not to sound like a creep or anything but you’re writing gives me comfort and peace and mind love you and you’re work and sorry if I made you uncomfortable with the request

Hello lovely bby, was wondering how do I pronounce your name? Oznh? Or is it an abbreviation to something? Lemme know!

Also I'm sorry that this request took so long, I'm finally here now (o･ω･o) Also, so long requests like this, I'll start from somewhere that you left off, because what you've written is pretty good enough for readers to understand, I think. :3

Thank you for loving my work (*/ω＼) you did just fine bby, you don't sound like a creep and it didn't make me uncomfortable at all!

Nozel Silva x F! reader Synopsis: reader is Noelle's twin TW: angst, maybe? Unchecked works

It was a split second decision, you didn't have much time to think it through; you brother was going to die from that oncoming lazer beam.

Maybe it was your heart getting soft from the apologies that he said, or the things he did to show you that he wanted to start things afresh, or because Dorothy nee-san showed you and Noelle the truth, or maybe because your twin had forgiven your siblings so it was like a twin thing to somehow feel the same.

Or maybe, just maybe, you never really hated your brother from the start. Somewhere deep down that cold heart of yours, behind those walls that you've built so high up, you actually longed to have a happy family with your siblings after Mama Acier passed on.

But you didn't want your brother to die. Not when you haven't had the time to spend with him yet. That was the only thought you had when you threw yourself right in front of the lazer beam and flew a few miles away.

You body was in pain but your heart felt like it was set free. It was lighter and happier like all the burdens were lifted. The last image you had was of your brother holding you in his arms, calling for your name, begging for you to stay with him.

You never felt that close to brother Nozel in your life, and it felt heartwarming and comforting to be in his arms. You slowly closed your eyes, knowing that you'll be safe and sound.

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The scene of you throwing yourself in front of the lazer beam repeated like a broken record in Nozel's mind. Why did you do that? The image of you, lying lifeless in a pool of blood flashed constantly in front of his eyes.

Nozel could barely stand. His legs felt like they would buckle at any moment, the fear in him eating him from inside, slowly and steadily as his worst nightmare was just about to happen; he was going to lose someone he love again. Mama Acier told him to protect all of them and yet, he didn't keep his promise.

He looked at his shaking hands with a crestfallen face. He prayed for everything to stop, willed for himself to be strong for the rest of the siblings, and yet when Noelle came to him quietly asking, "Nozel oni-sama, is y/n okay?" He retreated a few steps back to steady himself on the wall behind him.

He didn't know. He had no answer to that simple question. He wished he could say that you'll be alright.. He hoped that you'll be.

The doctors came out with somber expression, saying that you'll be in a coma until god knows when. The 4 Silva siblings were in silence. It was as though their voices were lost together when the doctors' left. Nozel went into your room first, unable to believe what the doctors said until he saw with his own eyes.

A gasp left Nebra's mouth when they came in after their brother. You were wrapped in bandages, tubes attached to you from multiple places, some of your skin were covered in purple bruises. Noelle started to cry seeing her twin in this state.

Nozel's eyes locked onto you for a long time, his eyes narrowed and his pupils shook. His fist clenched into a tight ball as he tried his best to suppress the welling pain in his chest. The broken bones in his body right now could not compare to the ache in his heart.

Memories of you when you were younger raced in his mind, how he held you gently in his arms when you were just a baby, how he swore to always protect you. He swore again right then and there, to be there for you from now onwards, to pamper you like you and Noelle deserved. If only....

Sorry. The words couldn't come out from his throat, but it repeated again and again as he reached out to your hand and held it, the pitter patter of tears falling on your delicate skin.

[bowandcurtsey]

Okkayyy second attempt for yami's begging n cryin

What if yami cheated buttt long time ago maybe when he still in doesnt think the relationship is THAT serious but now he do love yn but when both of them went to a market she go somewhere else n yami n thr girl he cheat with bump and the girl like seduce him n bring up that night n u accidentally hear it n u just break up with him n he just try to explain n BEG u

Idkk about the endingg suprise me :> super angst thank youuu

Chibii chan and Anony~ I'm finally here with your killer request, I've been thinking about your request a lot ughhh, super super angst huh. I barely recovered from the Nozel angsty fic awhile back. ಥωಥ

You guys absolutely love breaking my heart.

Yami Sukehiro x f! reader

TW: Angst, cheating, swearing, mentions of sex.

You have no idea how many days have passed. You lay in bed, staring at the ceiling; it was empty, just like your heart.

The rest of the room was dark, the light barely seeped through from the edges of the curtain that you pulled over the windows. You had no idea what time it was.

You felt nothing but numbness, you didn't know what to think or how to feel. Like there was a hole in your heart because a part of it was ripped away and it was lost. Now you had no idea how it was like before.

when the flashbacks came, they came full on like an attack and suddenly you felt the pain in your chest, like someone was gripping it tightly, clenching it with all their might and you couldn't breathe, all you could do was curl up in pain and agony, holding on to your chest while the tears poured from your eyes. Your throat was dry and you could only barely manage a few whimpers and squeaks from your bawling.

If someone could die of a broken heart, this could be it.

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A soft knock on your door woke you up. You had fallen asleep while crying, again.

"y/n.." it was Vanessa, your best friend.

"I got you some snacks, your favourite ones.." The sadness in her voice was evident, seeing you like that absolutely broke her heart as well.

It's been almost a week and you never left your room. The pink haired mage couldn't help but think about one week ago when you stormed into base in a frenzy, your eyes clouded in tears whilst you packed your things....

"Baby. It's really not what you think," Yami followed just awhile after you, holding on to your arm, "please... please just hear me out."

"No. There's nothing else to hear, let go of me!" you screamed.

"I can't just let you leave like that. I-I can't just lose you like that..." Yami held on to you tightly, nobody has seen Yami lose his composure like that, nobody has ever seen Yami begged anyone for anything, nobody has ever seen Yami Sukehiro cry.

"Let me go Yami." You said softly all of a sudden, the emotions in your voice like the quiet waves before a heavy storm. "You're hurting me."

Yami looked at you, your words cutting him up from the inside as you finally said it out loud: he is hurting you. You were hurt. Because of him. He never saw you like that before, he never knew someone could look.. broken. He never felt someone's ki dead even though that person was well and alive right in front of him. It was then and there he let his arms drop to his sides, his herculean muscles shaking as he faced his worst fear in life.

The captain of the black bulls never really feared anything, he was the darkness himself. But that day when you walked out of your shared room, it was the first time he felt that the darkness was so overwhelming. It was ominous and worst, it felt never ending.

The captain felt his legs buckled, watching as the view of your back get smaller, vanishing from his sight, he felt the hole in his chest growing the more you walked away, like you took a part of him along with you. He fell to the ground, his steel grey eyes without a soul in them as the tear finally rolled down his cheek.

Vanessa chased after you, back to your old home. She held you in her arms as you cried endlessly into her chest that night.

She listened as you recalled the events of earlier that day:

Yami and you were just done with all your errands, buying some groceries and necessities.

"Baby, could you just wait here and I'll swing by the bakery to get something I ordered! I almost forgot about it!"

"Geez, baby, I thought you said we're only coming out to 'grab a thing or two'" he raised an eyebrow at you then at the bags of shopping at his feet.

"the bakery is just around the corner, just wait here!" you called over your shoulder as you saw Yami leaning against a pole and lighting up his cigarette.

When you came back, you saw a lady with her hands all over your man. Yami's body language seemed to not welcome her, but he wasn't pushing her away.

You slowly walked nearer, trying to listen in on their conversation.

"......Just like last year during the first snow, didn't we have a good time together?" the lady talked in a seductive manner, circling her fingers around Yami's arms.

Last year snow? Winter? But Yami and you got together around the end of summer, why would Yami be with her?

"...didn't we have a good fuck then?" She purred, "I miss you Daddy, shall we meet again..."

It was then that Yami sensed your ki, but it was too late. You dropped the chocolate swiss rolls on the floor, it was Yami's favourite, you initially wanted to surprise him with a little treat but you got the surprise of your life.

The two of them spun around, Yami's eyes were open wide in shock as his cigarette fell from his mouth onto the cold concrete floor.

You held your hands to your mouth, too shock for any words.

"baby," Yami took a step towards you but you instinctively took a step back.

"W-what were the two of you talking about?" your voice trembled.

"Oh. That's the reason why you've never contacted me anymore?" The woman eyed you from head to toe, "because of this girl?"

"Shut the fuck up and get the fuck out of my sight and never appear in front of me or her ever again." Yami growled and stared at her with menace in his eyes.

"tch," she rolled her eyes and walked off.

"Baby, we used to be fuck buddies, that's all, there's nothing between us." Yami quickly explained himself, "I swear I have ne-"

"Last year.. On the first day of snow.." you finally spoke, "Y-you cheated on me..."

The words you spoke shattered your heart. It felt so painful when it was said out loud, the tears that were threatening to spill at the corner of your eyes were finally too heavy to withstand, it fell off your face as you clenched your teeth at the overbearing pain in your chest.

You opened your mouth but no words came out except a soft croak as your knees gave way to your weight.

"Baby, I-" he caught you before you fell, "I didn't think that we were serious back then.." he spoke so softly as if he were ashamed of his actions and how stupid that sounded out loud.

"I-I know I messed up. J-just please baby, I'm really serious about us right now.. I love you so much..." The captain continued rambling but you couldn't hear a single word of what he said.

You had no idea where you found the strength, but you managed to push Yami away with your entire body weight.

"Don't touch me." You closed your eyes, wincing at the pain in your heart from pushing your beloved away, you took a deep breath.

"Let's break up Yami." you said through gritted teeth as you started to pick yourself up and walk away.

"Princess-"

"Don't call me that!" you shouted, the tears streaming down your redden cheeks, "It's disgusting!"

"Y/n. Please I can't just lose you like that.. I love you , I really do. I was a fool, I was dumb and stupid and I thought we weren't serious and she just came over and I thought it'll be the last time and-"

You slapped him across the face. You stared at him with cold daggers in your eyes.

"You should have never asked me to be your girlfriend if you weren't serious. I gave you my entire heart and loved you with everything from the very beginning. But I never once thought, we weren't serious"

"I beg you y/n." red streaks formed in the whites of his eye and his cheeks were burning red from where your hands left. He tried holding your hand but you quickly retracted it away like his hands were the plague, "give me a second chance, I promise to make it up to you."

"We will never be the same again." you finally sobbed, the realisation of your happy relationship with Yami coming to an end. You turned your heels and ran as fast as you could back to the base.

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Vanessa left after clearing up around your room a little, "y/n. Please take care of yourself will you? At least eat proper meals."

You nodded to her and gave her a weak smile before you heard your front door close.

Your mind couldn't help but wander back to Yami. You couldn't help but wonder, will there ever be a day you'll be able to forget this man?

Even though this was your home, everything reminded you of him and you missed him so badly. But you couldn't. Much as you didn't want to say goodbye, much as it hurt so badly, you couldn't forget him.

The flashbacks came again, the flashbacks of that woman's hands lingering all over your man. Her voice, laced with with seduction, talking about that time when snow first came. That time when Yami decided to cheat on you.

Your fingers gripped at the pillows, hoping and willing for the pain to stop. Why? You couldn't help but ask, even after breaking up, the habits still stayed; you still liked to sway your legs a little, just before you fell asleep, just as he did. You always had a bottle of water beside your bed, because he always woke up thirsty.

Why did you still care whether he was sleeping well, whether he was thinking about you today.

Why Yami? Why did you break the promise you made to me? You said that you'll give your all to me. So why?

All the little secrets you know of each other, the little memories you kept close to your heart, you never thought it would come to haunt you now.

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Yami was in a lot of pain and anguish himself. He single handedly broke the thing he treasured and loved the most.

He barely slept for the past week, his mind constantly replaying the image of your shocked face; how the tears formed in your eyes in mere seconds, how you clung onto your chest and opened your mouth but couldn't speak but let out whimpers.

His heart throughly shattered thinking of you. He never regretted anything so much, he even thought about asking Julius to send him back in time to reverse everything.

He wondered if you slept or if you were still crying over a useless unworthy being like himself. He wondered if you ate anything that Vanessa got you. He wondered if you tucked yourself in properly because you were so afraid of the cold.

He missed the feeling of you in his arms, his fingers running through your soft luscious locks, the scent of the shampoo lingering in your hair, your frame fitting nicely in his arms.

He deserved being in pain, but he couldn't just let you go like that. As much as he wanted to just leave and vanish from your life, he couldn't bear to. He loved you so much it hurts just thinking about not being able to hold you in his arms and call you his again. He tried, but he couldn't live without you.

He would give you his everything. Exchange anything, just for you to even give him a chance. Just a chance to win your heart again. He wouldn't mind chasing you all over again.

He wasn't ready to let the love of his life go. You are the one. The one he planned on marrying.

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There was a knock on your door. You wanted to ignore it but it was so persistent and urgent, you decided to drag your entire being to the door.

Just as you were about to turn the knob. You sensed it. You sensed him. You didn't know how to read ki, but maybe it was the connection you shared but you knew it was him behind that door.

"y/n. Can we just talk?" He sensed your ki behind the door.

"Please. Leave." you tried to steady your voice as much as you could, your vision turning blurry again. Your eyes were already stinging from all the tears it had been crying.

You sat on the cold floor, back against the door. You wanted so badly to just run to him, into his huge warm arms. Even after he's hurt you, you still loved him and your heart still longed for him.

At the other end of the door, Yami was in the same position. You both sat back to back against each other, the door being your only separation.

"I don't expect you to forgive me immediately" The raspy voice from behind the door said. "I just wanted to tell you that I'll be waiting for you, that I will be waiting for us, no matter how long it takes."

You looked over at the window of your living room, a small snow flake fell on your window. Today is the day; the first day of snow. You held your head in your hands, your mind whirling.

"Maybe moving on is a better choice for the both of us." you didn't know why, but you said the exact opposite to what your heart desired, "you have everything. A good job, a place to stay, a family, good friends, you're strong and you'll achieve the world."

There was silence for awhile. You heard sniffs from behind the door.

"y/n.." his voice trembled, you never knew if it was the cold or because Yami was crying, "What good would it be if I won the world but I lost you?"

"Goodbye Yami Sukehiro," you whispered as softly as the snowflakes landing on your window. You dragged your body up and back to your room.

Maybe in our next life, I would be yours. And in that life, I hope you won't break your promises like you did in this one.

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Also sorry Anony, I didn't add any of the other bulls besides Vanessa. I focused only on Yami x y/n because this was extremely long!! Well, long for Aine standards!