#oh well! at least i survived
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Nobaras about to bully megumis ass out of depression yuuji was all like oh.... fushiguro... it's going to be really lonely without you 🥺🥺😞😞 and nobara'll fucking COME for him she'll b like that's the fit you're gonna die in??? The fucking jujutsu tech uniform??? Megumi please if you haunt me in that I won't even be able to take you seriously even your DOGS were better styled than that. Anyway stop sacrificing yourself for people moron it has literally NEVER worked out for you. Get your GAY ASS in gear its disrespectful to let someone who likes FEMBOYS wear you like a meat puppet. its giving homophobic lol loser And sukuna would stop for a moment to glare at the audacity and then nobara would hit him with another nail backshot
#ik were about to hear some utter bs from gege as to how she survived#but ugh#whatever#im happy with this bs at least#nobara kugisaki#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#text post#my posts#itafushi#i just wrote a coping fanfic toooo fuck#oh well#send her back to her girlfriend with a 'oops sorry our bad' stapled to her shirt
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endless list of pairings i love → charlie pace + claire littleton (lost)
You know, I’m not giving up on you either, Charlie. It’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay. We’ll get through this together.
#lostedit#lost#charlie x claire#charlie pace#claire littleton#elosil#mine#mine: gifs#mine: lost#otp: spectacular consciousness altering love#tv: lost#they're so cute and pure i'm gonna combust#they deserved to both survive#i mean yay for afterlife reunions (that scene GOT ME i was CRYING - so beautiful)#but they deserved to both get off the island and be a family with aaron#but oh well at least we got the afterlife#(side note: that peanut butter scene is one of the cutest things i have ever witnessed)
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wanted to do the hev suits like this started out to be but! well! gordo lineup
#art#half life#hlvrai#freeman's mind#gorgeous freeman#gordon freeman#gordon freemind#gordon feetman#hoping my writing isnt too bad LOL#kinda disjointed n not perfect but i wanted to solidify a few things#also the hla damage was bc of the advisors attack which is a litte further than i wanted this lineup to be#but how could i resistttttttt#i need to rewatch/play hl to figure out when best hed have a broken ankle. im thinking in hl1 but gman would. probably fix that?#but i it could work somewhere in hl2 orrrr ep1? sure. why not#morphine+the suit+Need To Survive you kinda learn to live w it#uh oh im rambling again. oh well#i wanted to give mind more damages like missing claws at LEAST but i need to think more#he def like . absolutely doesnt have hearing in that ear LMAO#scarring on hev suit from prime doesnt make much sense since its extra padded#but his model suggests otherwise??? idk i dont care. im giving him scars#im thinking mind n prime confide a lot together. i think theuy can be kinda friends maybe. listen... it could work#i have so so so so many thoughts you dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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The amount of doomerism I've heard from fellow usamericn zoomers/millennials around me is starting to drive me fucking insane.
"We're all gonna die, it's hopeless, it's not worth doing anything. This is our penance as human beings/[insert other guilty identity]"
You know who you guys fucking sound like? Fucking Evangelicals.
Yeah it's fucking scary and big, I'm not trying to say it isn't. But what the fuck is your plan??? Sitting down and dying?? Are you really telling me that this world is not worth you even fucking trying?? That you're just gonna party it out until your miscellaneous end game apocalypse arrives?
This isn't the rapture. The apocalypse is a false concept. People have been living through "apocalypses" every day of their fucking lives for all of human history, especially during the past 400 years. Get up and stop the suicidal idealization of your own tragic death. Our lives in the first world are built off suffering. To lay down and say we don't have any power is to reject the duty we have as beneficiaries of that suffering.
If you are so convinced you're going to die young then die trying instead of baring your fucking throat.
#going to r/collapse pisses me off because some people are genuinely trying to do community gardens and become more self sustainable#and others are like “the third world is done for at least im safe for the time being in the first world :((((”#the “third world” isn't your fucking sacrificial lamb for climate guilt. acting like it's over for billions of people when people are tryin#to survive and innovate and prepare and help themselves is fucking selfish#and moving away from the usa may help you but everyone else is still fucking there and the us will still suck resources from everyone else#the same people who don't vote in anything and then go “oh well it was a given” when shit people get in office like babes you could've done#something about that#climate change#sorry im just pissed today. my housemate keeps saying stupid doomer shit like “hope i die before it gets too bad haha”#like we are both puerto rican don't you think our homeland is worth saving???#to be clear it doesn't have to be extreme action! its something im fighting through too#learning how to be more self sufficient outside of capitalism also conveniently means a more sustainable lifestyle!#and im not perfect at all i want to do more#but im so sick of people just accepting this shit and saying it like its a fucking joke#i get it is a coping mechanism and trust me i get sad too but like jesus christ people are eat the rich until its time to actually#think of a plan or what a survivable future might actually fucking look like and how we help each other get as close to possible.#whatv compromises we have to make until one day it's not a compromise but a goal#and yeah it might not work but i don't want to obliterate any chance of it either#what's the quote from the sophie video? “people can visualize the end of the world more then the end of capitalism”#doomerism#climate justice#gen z#generation z#millennials#climate
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ok i'm fully at the new home ^_^ just have to unpack obviously which is gonna take ages cuz we have to go back and clean the old house too tch... i'll show pics when we have all our junk just imagine a house for now okay. i love you.
#🐾#the carpets are kind of a yuck colour but at least they're TECHNICALLY brown#we also don't have gas for two days lollll but that'll be fine#cold water shower in winter oh my ! well it'll keep me refreshed#my dad already tried to micromanage where i'm putting my OWN BED and COUCH. in MY HOUSE#like oh my god#also julien survived the trip lol i was scared
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i finally finished bg3
and it only took me [looks at steam]
SIX HUNDRED HOURS
#merlin.txt#w/ the new computer the rest of act 3 went by super quickly#honestly i dont think my computer and my sanity would have survived all those cutscenes#ANYWAYS initial thoughts:#cried like a baby. ending credits songs really really good. i can't WAIT to start a new playthru. HOWEVER:#oh my god the ending felt so fucking rushed. i was expecting like a typical rpg ending slideshow at LEAST but nothing???#like you only get One cutscene with your romanced partner (a short one too) but i don't get to see what everyone else is doing??? hello??#gale is literally like 'lets celebrate' and we don't get to see the celebration??? or at the very least a chance to talk to everyone again#like in act 1 and 2????#imo i think the most satisfying one was lae'zels. god i love her#also act 3 is hella buggy especially towards the end. a lot of broken dialogue. but ah well#OK NOW SPOILER THOUGHTS SAMMIE DONT LOOK:#the game Really wants you to turn illithid but i ended up just letting karlach do it ... i felt bad .. but like#i found the arc of my tav like. getting So close to going full power hungry and martyr and hero only to finally be humbled like -#'you dont have to always play hero' was really interesting. like doing that and then hearing the post credits 'the power' song. gshldgksmal#guy who is soo miserable abt the fact that all their cool illithid powers are now gone. has to go back to being normal#ALSO. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE ENDING AST SCENE. HELLO?#HIM RUNNING AWAY FROM THE SUN. IT BEING COMPLETELY PLAYED FOR LAUGHS. SO MEAN#any other time i may have laughed but the fact that you dont really get epilogues made that Really sting.#THE FACT THAT THE COMPANIONS ARE NOT EVEN NICE ABOUT IT??????
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Most Ancient Dream
#orv#kim dokja#omniscient reader's viewpoint#rory art#orange and blue is my least favorite complementary color scheme to work with but. I survived#sad that I made this incredibly detailed lineart for the wings and then they're super dark in the final but. oh well
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alternatively: whose death/absence is the most necessary for umineko to happen? feel free to defend your position in the notes
#.me#umineko spoilers#umineko#umineko no naku koro ni#this is a very silly what if poll. obviously#if any of these women survived the story wld be at least superficially extremely different#i rly do wonder what the hell kinzo was planning for sayo if kuwatrice hadn't died. genji mightve mentioned smth abt it in ep 7 idr#btw the servant 'not dying' is just tht she survived the fall. not lion's world where the concept of them falling is 'killed' by natsuhi#oh also i am vaguely aware of asumu's presence in the umi spinoffs but i am not well acquainted with them yet so. faceless she shall remain#if you'd like to use the spinoffs as evidence go ahead though ^_^#poll
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Dude some areas are saying their estimate of when they'll have power again is a fucking WEEK away 😩 I'd honestly fucking die. Like it took EVERYTHING in me to not kms when the power was out for 4 days out of an expected 5. And that was in the early springtime so while we were cold, we were okay
85 degrees and MUGGAY today oh and it's gonna rain again
#im very grateful that the tornado didnt form til the storm was juuuust east of us but also i feel so fucking sad#like when things like this happen and i get survivors guilt i dont think like 'oh well at the very least i should be grateful it didn't#happen to me' no my brain goes '[all that] ... YET.' like i know inevitably im gonna be in a loss of power for a week situation knowing how#fucked up the power grid is and climate change so i dont feel like i can rest and relax like well it didnt happen to us better not think ab#it! bc with my shitty luck if i say something like that out loud it WILL happen to us for sure now soon#any ways im really sad bc it just feels unfathomable just bc it was so close like just a few cities away like god that couldve been us#my coworker lost his whole roof and a tree landed in his bathroom#like i think that would break me honestly like idk how many life changing events i can survive without killing myself...#like i keep telling God i aint Job! i WILL kms! don't fucking taunt me fucker!#anyway anyway idk where im going with this#marquilla
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I have finished :3 Unfortunately won't be able to get the timelapse tho cuz I was racing against my phone's battery and I won enough just to finish the art but not enough to get the timelapse, oh well, I'll put that in a separate post!
#aria rants#its gonna take around 30 mins to get the timelapse (cuz the finished time is 32 hours...) and my phone is like-- at 16%#it wont survive the 32 minutes of encoding the video + me needing to do several tries to screen record it properly#cuz tumblr doesnt like ibis paint timelapse vids booooooo!!! oh well am just happy i got the art done at least!
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ummmm ummmmmm.... how many people would be interested in me warrior cat'ing baldurs gate three characters
#not art#meandering#i imagine its been done before but i still want to do it or at least give my take on it#guys ive been so obsessed with bg3. oh my god#all ive been able to think about today which sucks bc i have things more important to do#but ill survive u_u anyway for anyone that cares im romancing shadowheart and i think its going very well#im also doing pretty well to avoid spoilers and the spoilers i Have gotten i have no idea what the context is so its basically meaningless#to me . and i also dont care for spoilers anyway bc i stress so easy not knowing HAHA#i am having a lot of fun . if anyone wants to send any asks talking about it or if mootie patooties wanna talk about it i am here
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who wants to come frolic with me in this beautiful field (tgirl!evan headcanons)
#N posts stuff#i think of the ‘i was a pretty princess’ line often and also the stilted attempt at self-expression via Scrunchie as well#which is to say that i think evan spent so long in Survival Mode that she never got a chance to consider what gender was or meant to her#and then as Soon as she gets a breath of like ‘oh i can be alive as a person in a supportive environment’ it’s instant Go Time#i think it takes her a Billion years to work up the confidence to wear a dress and i don’t know if she’d ever experiment with makeup#on her own (i think she Would let Sam/K put makeup On her when they want to tho) and so i think her Hair remains like#Her Thing that she is comfortable experimenting with in terms of like. outward Physical expression#and also HRT i could see her doing that as well lol#i also think about how like. Breathlessly evan tends to compliment Sam/Dream in ways that do feel and sound explicitly Envious#more than anything else. at least to me. like evan thinks jammer is cool but he thinks sam is So Cool; she wants to be like her So Bad
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yeah professor I can't do my assignment. yeah no my F/O has deemed me too sick to work. yeah she wants me to go back to bed with her immediately. yeah. sorry <3
#UNFORTUNATELY. I jest. I can't even go to bed it's too light outside still and I'll feel worse if I'm not at least in front of work#I feel terrible! Ack! Spring sucks!!#as soon as it turns dark...I'm going comfy mode so hard#Unfortunately that's still like. 3 hours away. actually that isn't too bad I can handle that#gotta do some coding. well. a lot of coding that I left far too late to do dhhdsdshd#we'll survive but wahhhh#idk where to startttt#dsjsdhds#maybe I'll just do an outline of stuff to mention in my documentation#to help later. maybe#selfship#selfshipping#f/o#I haven't used these tags in a while oh wow#Android.txt
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Ok yeah I’m a little obsessed with them
#keese draws#oxygen not included#jackie stern#olivia broussard#I’m experiencing joy and whimsy allow me to be cringe for a time#anyways ferret jackie snuggling with her tail is my favorite image now#and olivia eating pecha berry is my second favorite look at her#if I’m the only one making fanart of these two I must train myself to go insane over my own art it’s for my own survival#even if I don’t have the motivation to make a full drawing rn#plus it’s good practice for me to get better at sketching sketching is usually big biggest roadblock to making the pieces I wanna make#anyways I was nowhere near consistent with sizes here but I like to imagine that olivia is significantly smaller than jackie#jackie is very large by furret standards and olivia is very small by bibarel standards#again didn’t draw that well here since I was being lazy with jackie but just imagine I did draw it well#honestly it’s going to be a miracle if I ever get around to designing anyone else in this au I have favorites#plus some of the ideas I have are going to be. annoying to excecute to put it mildly#it’s my own fault no one is forcing me to make ada an aegislash but I’m going to complain abt it anyways#although tbh liam as a panpour is probably going to be harder for me since at least I have a silhouette in my head for ada#and then there’s yanma ari and kabuto hassan who are deceptively easy sounding#as in my gut says oh yeah that’s easy but my brain says oh this is going to be hell#otto as flaaffy is another one that Should be easy but I know it’ll be hell since I have no ideas for their shapes#and I’m never drawing mi-ma since for some ungodly reason my brain decided to cling to making her metagross#and then my only other idea as of now is galvantula ellie but I’m not set in stone on that one#honestly if anyone has suggestions for the other scientists feel free to shoot them at me#or just wants to share what they’d make any of them even if it’s the guys I’ve already decided on I’m still not set on some of them and#it’s fun hearing other ppls ideas#real sad thing for me is that this is probably going to be pmd au number 2000 without any good zorua candidates 😔#nails comes close but the shapes man the shapes don’t call to me#also color pallet would be hell I’m sorry bestie but your hair is such an ugly color#ohhhh wait what if I made them a trubbish…. that could work honestly#I’ll also totally need to make someone a vanilite as the worlds number one vanilite defender
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certain qidian authors shld start a side hustle writing dnmei actually 🙂↕️
#男频不写男同还写什么 <- golden words to live by#*#fan xian/li chengze (qing yu nian):#written to be foils.. the mirror inverse of one another..the zhen baoyu to his jia baoyu#dislikes him on sight perhaps bc they r too similar souls#asks him not once but twice to bow out of the succession struggle bc if he does he promises to give him a lifetime of peace#“我许你一世平安” which in some contexts would be so romantic#begs him to live after his failed rebellion and of course lcz being who he is kills himself in front of him#更香的是他们还是同父异母的亲xiong dei��#and bc u cant have enough hong lou meng references during their first meeting lcz’s delicate looks also remind him of lin daiyu..#and he wonders why he keeps thinking of him when he’s not even gayy (and i quote 好龙阳)#li huowang/zhuge yuan (dao gui yi xian):#his 白月光. his fleeting moment of respite in a truly horrific world#who sacrifices himself to save him from the powerful eldritch being after him#who he then strangles w his own two hands bc anyone who dies by his hands becomes part of his hallucinations so#at least he’ll still be with him in some capacity#hallucination!zgy tricks lhw in exchange for the survival of his country (所以T_T在渊子心里其实家国天下>>>🔥)#and feels so guilty abt it that he dissipates (perma death) leaving lhw to cry for three days straight at the bottom of a well#pulls himself together to fulfill zgy’s final wish of saving the people and when they ask his name he says zhuge yuan#builds a white jade buddha statue w/ zgy’s face for the ppl to worship#also he carries around a sword made from zgy’s spine and that brings him comfort#oh how could i ever forget pingxie (dmbj):#his lifetime in exchange for ten years of his innocence#“im a man with no past or future. if i disappeared from this world no one would notice” “at the very least i would notice”#“i’ve thought abt my connections to the world and it seems the only one i can find is you”#many such cases………..#if these were on jj literally吊打秒杀 the girlies (me) would EAT IT UPPP#QIDIAN YAOI📣📣📣📣
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