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wait, why can’t a decent amount of the members in proto-thunderclan not hunt?
A lot of them have serious physical disabilities! It's enough that it poses a logistical problem, which they are committed to overcoming together.
Thunder Storm's three legs makes him slower than his companions. He's ferociously powerful, but like a male lion, he has to rely on his "lionesses" to slow a large animal.
Bright Storm has asthma from her heroics trying to save SkyClan cats from a fire. She's taking that from Gray Wing, who is famously the first major death now. Like her son, she has a difficult time with chasing prey.
Bumble is dyspraxic. She's a terrible hunter and fighter and struggles with self-worth because OTHERS used it to dehumanize her, and continues to, even after an entire society forms out of love of her.
Sunlit Frost has permanent nerve damage in his arm from the fire, and ends up working so hard that it makes his disability worse. A bite on the good paw from Snake becomes infected after he refuses to sit out from digging graves after the First Battle; I am planning a chunky B-plot about Sunlit coming to terms with the fact he has to retire early.
That's FOUR major members of a small group with physical disabilities that make hunting hard or impossible. They have a lot of logistical problems that I will actually be exploring solutions to.
#One of the solutions will probably be a hog hunt which I'm excited for#As there's a bunch of things each person can do to help with that#It's really such a shame that canon is so hyperfixated on disabled cats feeling like they 'need to be useful' in a very well established--#Society where they CAN just be comfortably cared for#It frustrates me that the series keeps portraying that as a Good Thing and not either a tragedy of self-worth OR an exploration of--#SOCIAL ableism.#So for BB!DOTC I'm going to try and take aim at both#Ok then; let's TALK about a small underdog group who needs its members to contribute#And let's talk about how even THIS little group INNATELY values its members. How that is good and natural#And how there's NO excuse for the bigger group to be so cruel. It's not neccesity. It never was. It was spite.#Thunder Storm says 'The point of having a group at all is to care for each other. NOT to have it serve you.'#Man really comes out here like FROM EACH ACCORDING TO HIS ABILITY. TO EACH ACCORDING TO HIS NEED#And I am trying to think of how to stress how MUCH food SkyClan has. Like how I'll show that...#I'll definitely need to make sure to set up a lot during the time Thunder Storm is Clear Sky's acolyte.#Btw does that sound like a good word? Trying to figure out what Tribe cats call their apprentices#Because fuuuuck no I'm not calling them To-bes
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so leftists have been using a lot of words wrong lately but we need to fucking talk about how they use the word peace while completely throwing it's meaning out the window. peace by definition means lack of hostility and conflict, but they genuinely just use it to mean whatever the fuck now. peace is when we get what we want, peace is when the bad guys lose, peace is when a terrorist organisation breaks a ceasefire agreement to kill and kidnap and rape over a thousand people. they use the word to make their cause sound reasonable and pure when in reality they're not looking for peace, they're looking for "justice" (in heavy quotation marks because what they want can be hardly deemed as peace or justice). they want victory and supremacy for their chosen side, which is not what peace is. there are actual propositions for peace in the region and orgs working towards it but they cry and shit their pants whenever those are brought up as a possibility.
#look me in the eyes and tell me jvp is for peace#sure they put it in their name to sound good and justified but anyone actively praising hamas cannot by definition be for peace#babes it's ok to admit you don't actually want peace. it's ok to admit you just want to kill israelis.#ok well you're already very vocal about that. while still claiming to be for peace.#really they just love spewing random buzzwords without any regards for their meaning#they do it for zionists they do it for nazis#use words as what they actually mean. i'm so fucking tired.#peak leftism brainrot#leftist antisemitism#cw rape mention#hila has spoken
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I am once again pissed at diet culture. I just watched three tiktoks in a row. how to cook dairyfree. How to meal prep without carbs. How to make healthy snacks without sugar. I keep getting (and stupidly clicking on) those articles that are like "ten things you shouldn't eat if you want to lose weight" and "why xy foods are bad for you" and wouldn't you know it last week i got recommendated articles that said those specific foods were super healthy and great for weight loss and now i should "never eat" them?? Is there any food we're still allowed to eat without being made to feel guilty?
#Fuck diet culture#And fuck my curiosity for always clicking on those articles and making the algorithm think i like them#I'm so pissed at this#Good thing spite is what got me over the worst of my ed#Spite shall make me enjoy all foods again!#Also funny how people who make their money sharing recipes also want to make me believe i should not be eating any food because it's all ba#Sounds a bit counter productive doesn't it#Because guess what#There sure was a time when i kept searching for low carb few calories no sugar recipes#And then i saw that it was over 100 calories and decided that was too much#Promoting the 'bad food' thing will eventually make people hate any food including your recipe#Ok rant over for now#Riya rambles#ignore my rambling#Tw ed
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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#it hurts but it is natural and im not oversensitive and im allowed to feel this way#the future i had envisioned and hoped for and believed in was just.. suddenly gone and im allowed to mourn the loss#because for an entire year i've been wanting this. and imagining it and thought of ways it could be real#and i didnt base my feelings only on imagination but on his words and him saying that we should figure out whatever was between us#and in the way we talked and what we shared and how he did start treating me as 'his girl'#which i also do not think was irresponsible nor am i upset by that. bc i wasnt 100% present bc of my avpd stuff#but it was so amazing and he was so amazing and i'd been having feelings for him for half a year before and then i only fell more and more#im trying to be as non specific as possible bc like i can only talk abt *me*.. but there were just sm other things and circumstances#so it got less and less intense.. and i wanted to give him space and patience and not push smth on him and be insensitive#then i told him abt being in love w him and wanting to be there for him w his struggles and working it out together#and im embarrassed af but i had honestly thought... that would be met well and with reciprocity...#(i understand that feelings cant be forced & im not upset or feel betrayed i just felt v sad bc i was so sure he would want me to be his gf#but i got neither a clear rejection nor much of what he was thinking abt me and what was between us. mostly just that it wasnt a good timin#so again i wanted to respect that and not keep push it. even if i tried bringing it up sometimes it never got anywhere and it didnt feel#right to just keep and keep on doing it. then there were times when i /felt/ rejection and got more hope based on interactions#truly i've been walking around for a year believing that this was smth that would come true if only we could talk#and i've been waiting and hoping and loving. and i've really been thinking of it as a real future#i even tried telling him a few months ago that if he wants me he can have all of me but he told me to stop so i did#and now i've learned that none of my devotion or hope was returned... i've been in this waiting room all alone all this time#i thought i was patient bc of all the other things but he couldnt give me a chance but he did for someone else and that just hurts#idk it hurts bc this love and connection meant so much to me and i wanted to do anything to make it work#and when u realize all of a sudden that it was only u who felt that and that future u so badly thought would happen isnt real#.... i feel extremely lost and despairing. plus it just is how i feel but i've only been this connected to him#honestly it might sound weird how i can feel this much for someone i've never met irl but he has been my only hope and comfort#for the past years he hs been my only comfort and the only thing making me feel good and ok and hopeful.... so it hurts it hurts it hurts!!
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my brain rewarded me for working hard, last night I had a dream about aki sex ❤️
#thank you brain. I am thankful#kinda struggling to remember the bits and pieces#I remember that first I had a dream I was at work and had to clean#but then my dream flashed to me with aki#I'm pretty sure we did something together before the seggs??? but I don't remember that part at all??????#there were more important things to remember ok#we were in my room and in my bed under the covers#and he was behind me and holding me tight like spooning yknow#I also specifically remember his hair was still in topknot mode lolol#we were both nakey and it felt really real cause I could feel him against me...#I felt his chest rising and falling on my back and his heart pounding hard#and I could hear like... his breathing in my ear.... and the plap plap sound everytime he...... HRK#my eye is twitching rn......#he reached around and grabbed my hand and held it tight#I remember him dirty talking a lot but it's hard to remember what he said#at one point I was like 'right there' and he was like 'yeah? right here?' and it was so hot hnnnnnnbgggggggg#last thing I remember is him telling me he wasn't gonna pull out#then I woke up like a zombie#you know when you feel yourself waking up and you know you are but it's a good dream so you don't want to and you have to fight ittttt#aki. I want. you
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every time I see elliot and leah together they're having a blast. besties b4 the resties
#also i definitely prefer when sams band is rock... even the electronic sound doesnt really suit them#its kind of cool how passionate sam is about music in his entire route though#ramberling#also the more i play sdv the more im like huh sure wish there was like. more to this.#like i wish it was more diverse and that ginger island wasnt so weird and such#and i wish emily elliot harvey and maru had better romances#and that alex's post marriage wasnt so depressing#and that characters had more explored interpersonal relationships#specifically maru and seb#oh but also about sams band. while i like it its not really a series of events that make me feel close to same#sam*#it only feels like you are close to him once you start dating....#like you have the egg drop and skateboard scenes but thats it#i wish he had an event like abby does where you actually do something together or have a good conversation like#in seb or shanes events#wait i just remembered the event on thr beach in year 1. ok never mind.#BUT STIIIIILL I THINK IF HE HAD ONE EVENT WHERE YOU SEE SAM WRITING MUSIC AND YOU TALK ABOUT IT YOGETHER WOULD BE CUTE#like something more than just saying what kind of music they should play#if in between that and the concert you had a cute moment together or you watched him practice fjaghdjshaj
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should i put infinite hyperdeath or supreme machine on my v2 patch. the concept is it’ll look like this
id: a digital black and white doodle of the v2 plushie, slightly facing away from the viewer. end id
#i want this robot on it ok. i don't have any better ideas#actually this is a very good idea so#sorry i don't think i have polls yet so erm idk. comment it or something. send me an ask#i think i'm going to go with infinite hyperdeath because it sounds more fun but i'm not sure yet
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DUUUUUDE . DUDE. the college I went to was old and creaky and bats got into buildings so often we had "bat squad" which was a group of student volunteers who you would call when there was a bat in your dorm. I was on bat squad for one (1) semester and hated it bc I'd always get called at like midnight lmao . anyway. old creaky buildings get bats in em the same way they get mice in em!!!!!! they get in cracks and then pop out the human side and panic and get stuck and u gotta scoop em up in a box or with big gloves or a blanket. they are so very scared and squeaky the whole time. I cant believe you've never had this happen I figured it was just a universal constant omg. I was also shocked when u said u didn't know sharks and stingrays were related. these r just like. so baked into me I thought they were common knowledge omg what other fun animal facts can i teach you im so excited. hehehehehehehehe
THATS FUCKING INSANE. YOU WERE ON BAT SQUAD???? THERES NO FUCKING WAY THSTS A REAL THING THAT EXISTS. that sounds so fucking made up that's literally fake. you got called at midnight to go scoop bats. that's fucking WILD?????!!!!!?????? and u scoop them???????
#I MEAN. IT MAKES SENSE. IVE JUST. NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT????? bats have Wings and shit though surely they have to have bigger holes to#squeeze through? it sounds like these buildings were not very good. (<- insane person takeaway but ive been talking abt construction &#conservation w my brother for like half an hour ok????)#i am QUITE SURE u have UNPLUMBED DEPTHS of fucking animal facts i have no idea about dude i am SO EXCITED to continue#picking up more of them. also i was thinking abt the shark stingray thing earlier too now that u Said It it makes so much sense... it had#just never occurred to me.... wow. animals are Related to each other. insane. anyway thank u for the#BAT ENLIGHTENMENT LMAO <3333333#mac tag!
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Well, that was unsurprising.
#19 edits has posted a fic#i had to back button after three sentences#just how they constructed sentences hurt my head#i know i'm not great at writing (and still sometimes wanna spell it grammer not grammar) but still#maybe its a ymmv type dealie#pretty sure most people would be ok with it. i'm just a petty snob#(yup. i'm not a nice person after 2am. sorry about that?)#its me hi im the problem its me#petty post is petty#went back before posting this thinking maybe i'm being too harsh. nope#the paragraph of exposition made me pinch the bridge of my nose before back buttoning again#think that's one to avoid#(which is a shame because the idea of the apocalypse sounds good if a bit hackneyed - very aschen)#(they do mention a few inspirations so... *shrug*)#am i being harsh? i actually don't know 😬#i'm going to bed
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My dick//babs "i loved you like a sister and thought that was good enough" agenda
#sure dick loved her but it was in every way EXCEPT romantic bc. [gestures at them] look. cmon.#u know that one tiktok about glamrock freddy fangirls being hopeless bc hes so [you know]. thats me about dick//babs fans#ignore me im being normal about the characters i like i promise#rebound ass lookin relationship. smth wrong w babs to pick him over literally any of her other options#open up the wiki girl u have options#jason bard was cute! what do you mean you broke up with him because you didnt think he could protect you after you were paralyzed#makin it sound like you dated dick for a free body guard. barbara. barbara did you.#ok j.b. is too good for you is what im getting from this (the wiki)#GOD i want her to just be single but its DC so they need a man for her to endlessly pine over or smth
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I don't play limbus company but I have been informed of the Don news and am now rotating her violently in my brain despite only knowing second hand information about her. Depending on how her story plays out I might have to read limbus story stuff because just the concepts behind her character is making me go rabid why must she be so good she's banana blond
#rat rambles#theres many things abt project moon I appreciate but nothing has made me so tempted to properly get into it than this#I probably wont because I do not have the brainpower to read project moon dialogue rn but someday. for don.#and lisa shes ok too ig 🙄 stupid blond ppl#<- read her lob corp stuff and no one else's and cried over it#real reason that me getting into project moon stuff is inevitable is because I need to make my lob corp ocs better loee#gotta get the worldbuilding wired directly into my brain so I can find out what the fuck is up with yuri#I know the worldbuilding in these games gets buckwild and fucked up so Im sure I could have fun with it#I know Some stuff abt it from my two siblings who are super into project moon but not nearly all of it#anyways Ive been occasionally seeing edgy don art recently and its so funny to have such an important scene necessitate don having her#dogs out for the public to see#but yeah I need to pick apart this woman's brain whats wrong with her#a lot of things is the answer but I wanna know what those things areeeee#also don was always going to get favoritism from me because shes the one from a book I actually know shit abt#Ive been meaning to read it for years since it actually sounds pretty good but I havent gotten around to it unfortunately#maybe some day
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Would you ever be willing to write an Obi-wan + clones fic? It can be platonic but I just love the idea of the clones (Cody, Rex, Waxer, Boil, Woolley, Ghost, etc) being protective over Obi-Wan and Obi-Wan fighting the hardest for them legally, physically, making sure they know their worth and proving it to them with his actions. Ask I’m obsessed with the found family trope.
haha it would very much have to be platonic given that I am absolutely not the writer to ask for anything romantic between obi-wan and anyone that isn’t that one guy
but as far as clone fic goes, im really not sure if I even could write a fic where the focus is on obi-wan’s relationship with the clones. I sorta never really um actually watched all of the clone wars so 🤷♀️
But I think a lot of my fics have that dynamic in the background!! “but a number” features a ton of clone and general Kenobi & skywalker bonding and shenanigans, and “building a boat with no blueprints” features soooo much found family dynamics between the clones and obi-wan and baby anakin
it’s less of a dynamic im interested in if I’m being honest even though I love found family vibes. it’s just that there’s a lot of fic/meta I’ve seen that made the rest of the Jedi out to be uncaring about their clones or the bad guys in order to sort of uplift or highlight obi-wan’s relationship with his troops, which I don’t think is really fair cause the parts of the clone wars I HAVE seen don’t give me the impression that obiwan was the one decent guy who cared about the clones while the rest just treated them like slaves or droids or something - all the Jedi cared as far as I’m aware and as far as I care
#asks#lol sometimes I get asks and I’m like oh great time to expose myself for having really only watched the movies#but no I’m also very sure there is good amazing fic out there that focuses on this dynamic#without also beating down on the other Jedi#I just don’t have a lot of patience sometimes#it’s why I tried really hard to read dinluke a few years ago#but I just saw so much Jedi hate in fics that I’m like ok 🙄 I get it 🙄#which is sort of interesting to me because I think I’ve written fics that sound Jedi critical#because one of my favorite things is to play around with unreliable narrator pov#and anakin is such an unreliable narrator sometimes#so there’s a lot I’ve written that I know comes across as Jedi order critical which is funny cause I’m not really at all#but maybe my unreliable narrator pov is too convincing 🤔
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Ok.
#photomatt#‘’if we should continue to invest tumblr at all’’ ok man whatever#sure.#I’m not denying genuine death threats happened I’m sure they did#and like. don’t send direct death threats or death wishes to the people in power u hate.#you’re putting yourself in unnecessary danger for at best some mild catharsis. not a good trade off#don’t get it twisted#predstrogen didn’t do that for the record they dug through her blog to find vent posts#which is what the real problem is: she and many other people have been harassed on or off of this site for over a decade now#which is a problem that’s been with this site since at least 2015 and almost certainly earlier#but man. u can tell when someone doesn’t know how to handle public relations when they sound this fucking condescending#w/o Actually saying jack shit#I’ve got a migraine I’m just gonna post this and hope someone w/ a brain (unlike me) can explain properly why this is#the worlds soppiest nothingburger
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worming out of awkward conversations l i k e
#accidentally partially traumadumped on my coworker earlier auaaaaaa im so sorry#literally all she asked was ‘are you gonna be spending cny with your father?’ and cue the rant (sadge)#i didn’t really have to tell her that the dude tried to burn our apartment down during a certain rampage#(said fire was extinguished by my then-11 year old bro with water from the sink though. good boi)#the topic was successfully changed after that yeayyyyyy#but. m a n n n n . cny is not a good time for me lmfaooooo#i swear i have at least one bad memory for all of the years that i’ve gone housevisiting for the season#like there was that time when i，as a kindergartner，was deemed to be the cause of breaking apart the family’s bonds#over a can of cola at a reunion dinner bc i cried when my evil aunt scolded me for daring to want a drink other than water#i think my father still blames me for that to this very day lmfaoooooo#g o d. manifesting my hopes and dreams for that prick to not contact me this year im begginggggg#he’s. like. the one person i hate more than myself. 3rd place on my hatelist is his father ofc. no clue who 4th place would be though…#hmmmmm ok i think that’s enough traumadumping for one cny season lmao#tune in next year as i once again wonder what tf the name of one of my cousins is#bc despite how bonkers that side of the family is… i’m sure that the dude’s parents weren’t deranged enough to name their son ‘colour’—#his name is seriously one of my greatest unsolved mysteries. i mean. he has siblings with names like dylan and vivian/valerie/vanessa(?)#and yet everyone calls him something that sounds like ‘colour’.#like damn did his parents decide to skip giving just one of their children a first name or something? guess i’ll never know
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