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micro-dosing on doll collecting by looking at dolls online and research binging about the characters
#if you can’t buy all the dolls having an encyclopedia of knowledge of them is fine#i feel like everh month/couple weeks i get invested in a new doll line#it’s like one of those special interests that i don’t talk about as much but like i have so much stored knowledge of american girl barbie#(like ag historical line/goty and for barbie generation girl/so in style/my scene/rockers sensations/tmwos/dance club)#and now i’m getting into rainbow high i don’t even know why like it just happened#not to mention mh and eah are always on the back burner waiting but they are more popular so it’s like more content so that’s overwhelming#even tho that’s a good thing#and like there are a million more doll lines#atm most of my dolls i have are disney or of other media chs but feel like i’m on the verge of breaking that and just collecting dolls#especially 80s/90s barbie’s i love them but also there are some super cool newer barbie’s i would be into owning#like the extra and fashion dolls are so cool#okay i think i’ve rambles enough#anyways always down to talk about dolls because my family rarely lets me infodump about them#rey actually speaks
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Little excerpt of a Xavier angsty sex fic with religious desecration imagery, based on THIS pose of his:
#I cannot thank Willow enough for opening my eyes to this man’s potential for religious desecration s/ex with Queen MC#it’s all I’ve been able to think about#love and deepspace xavier#Faa’s ramblings#hey remember when I said I would never write Xavier? well guess what! a hoe is WEAK OKAY
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promo hour but it’s more about promoting your own creative work (art, writing, etc.) about your selfship maybe…!?
#idk i think a lott of artists out there are very under appreciated#and its a reoccurring problem i see that people vent that not enough people pay attention to their creative work#its my problem too#i have 300 but ive come to the realization that im more known for selfship imagines rather than my own art… I JUST DON’T MEAN TO BE A#-DOWNER OR ANYTHING BUT. just something i’ve noticed really#it would be nice if we could hype each other up#it won’t COMPLETELY replace the normal promo hours because there are selfshippers who aren’t creatives yknow. but just hear me out on this#-one okay.#i’m not sure if its been done before either and went horribly wrong… id like to know peoples thoughts too#❥ vels ramblings
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2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I don’t draw nearly enough <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#ehuang beifong#<— finally. a new OC with a proper tag#tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names#and we’ve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter#I feel like she’s a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway#okay moving on from that#next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here#but I don’t care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence#baby girl. sweet girl#and yeah I’ve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought I’d try something else#and while Kuvira isn’t actually shown here. just know that she’s absolutely tearing up off screen#you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands#wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I#okay once I’m done with my current projects I’ll refine and post those#the world deserves to see more of Ehuang#I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuang’s bio dad is#and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eye…#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a ‘imagine that. I love this girl to bits but I’m sure glad I’m not her mom’#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal#Bataar’s just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesn’t see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss#like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though he’s told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant#he doesn’t wish to be ehuang’s dad. that wasn’t why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself#he’s quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao#maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. we’ll see
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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No more doodles for today I got migraine
#the painful kind today so I’m just gonna lay down n read stuff for a bit#probably funny fanfics#speaking of fanfics lol#i’ve been thinking of like. fanfics of my characters yk#like what if people wrote those#and sometimes I have specific ideas for them myself and sometimes I do write things#but I never know how to finish them and I end up vaguely rambling#I’m NOT confident in my descriptive writing which is why I’m a COMIC artist I do not need to describe when I can show#in any case I thought of maybe commissioning someone for an oc fic#but then I am so infinitely PICKY with my characters HGSJFNF I’d likely be stuck in a void#just thoughts I have sometimes#I don’t. actually expect anyone to write fanfics of my silly guys to be clear#but sometimes I have thoughts of what if my characters did become popular enough to have a ‘fandom’ one day#what if. I don’t expect they will but I’m okay with that#I enjoy talking about them and I’m happy other people enjoy them no matter how small the group#i am rambling and tired JGDJFJ
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Unpopular opinion but I actually like Jessica’s diver outfit. I think it’s camp and tacky which is very much her personality. The one leg and the high heels are so stupid I can’t help but love it.
#it’s so stupid#jessica sherawat#semi related but I wouldn’t mind a revelations remake in the near future#replayed a little recently and there’s some struggle bus moments going on#might just be projecting because I don’t know how to play without a controller at this time#but also Jill’s face was a big problem back in the day#do want to see my husband Parker back though#and no a manga isn’t enough#I do think because conspiracy brain if a remake were to happen that would mean loose ends would be tied up in the future#Jessica I’m looking at you with your triple agent nonsense#I can only speculate so much#also remake because nobody seems to want to play raid mode anymore and it’s so fun#was about to go on about how the resident evil multiplayer games suck when raid mode is so good#but I think I’ve complained before#may have to conceptualise one for my own sanity#okay no I’ll write stuff down so i’m not clogging these tags#but I want to ramble so bad#no just use the notes app#just get off this post ffs
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🖤 + Isabel and Imogen crossover thoughts? 👉👈
attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
how likely they would have sex with them:
not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
#hear me out: i think is the sexiest proposition i’ve ever fucking heard#bear with me because my star war knowledge is limited at best and mostly comes from you and my other beloved moots but#this is a REMARKABLY good match up in i think a lot of ways??#from the way you write bix i think she and iz have a lot in common personality wise so right off the bat i think that’s probably a good#indicator of what imogen might think of her once she grew on her#but imogen especially and her very…cold? indifferent? expressions of love (not in a bad way but you know what i mean) are exactly what iz#needs in a partner. like. she is deeply uncomfortable with blatant outright affection and sappy expressions of love and i think that#imogen’s more…almost slightly casual but deeply devoted version of love would suit her perfectly#iz wants to be loved and she wants to be coveted and imogen most certainly could covet her the way she needs#and i think iz has the charisma and extroversion to balance the relationship out — she’d be brave enough to tease imogen with little fear#she has a good and very dry sense of humor that i think would grow on imogen like a fungus#and she can ask for no pickles without threatening to cut off someone’s hand you know#‘if you do not remove those offensive dills i will end—‘ ‘haha okay honey. what she means is we asked for no pickles.’#you know what i mean?#i’ve been rambling for too long but i also want to say even from solely a friendship perspective — i know friend is not a common term in#imogen’s book but she and iz truly have so much in common#the wealthy childhood#the war crimes (even if iz didn’t intend to commit them)#the heaviness of the past#i think iz would see through the bluster and see imogen for what she is and i think while they may not ever be besties#they would understand each other better than most#thank you cayman this was delicious to think about#foc: imogen kol#c: isabel maretti
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WARNING FOR ANIMAL DEATH/MUTILATION IN THE TAGS
I think I’ve figured out why it’s the stuff with my cats that gets me the most viscerally upset when it comes to my roommate and I think I need to tell him why that is… we had a talk and he apologized for a lot of stuff but I just feel like I need to explain why I react so intensely to him hating my cats/wanting me to get rid of them
#like there’s the obvious things I’ve said before that ANY pet owner would feel the same about obvious#but like. okay I love cats. I’ve loved cats my WHOLE life#not just cats but animals in general#animals were baby’s first special interest#and I grew up on a farm and I had usually at least 8 pets at a time growing up#that I got money for by doing odd jobs and you know as a child you can spend all your money on your hobbies#and I love animals so I had pets#specifically I always had at least 3-4 cars#*cats#my mom’s first husband hated cats… fucking DESPISED them#and he talked about hating them/getting rid of them all the time#and. well. when I ever did anything to really piss him off#(which you know as a nine year old could be something as simple as breathing too loudly or some shit)#he would kill them#that man killed probably like 20 cats#cuz even after I was old enough to process ‘don’t get more cats bad things will happen to them’#my mom would bring home cats cuz she ALSO loved and wanted cats#even when I would beg her not to because I knew they were going to die#she never cared because in that moment she wanted cats#and obviously this was awful and damaging#and now that I live on my own with my two cats who are my BABIES that I love and cherish#my roommate talking about hating them and wanting them gone….#yeah it’s uh. um. hitting some really specific nerves#obviously I do not think he would EVER EVER do something like that#because you know. he’s not an insane control freak who hates me and animals#it’s still hitting those nerves#and yeah I think I need to tell him that for us to start coming to an understanding#like i get you don’t LOVE my cats you don’t have to#but you can’t talk that way about them… or I’m going to get VERY upset and defensive#kaz rambles
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i always draw them different every time i draw them ,,
#tho i do keep some traits#like i always draw chara with eyebags n freckles#and frisk with a big nose#because#big noses r wonderful#!!#i have a big nose i think#frisk has finally been cured of their jaundice#this is the first time#i’ve drawn chara so pale#idk if i like#it#okay enough rambling in the tags#undertale#chara#chara dreemurr#frisk#frisk undertale#undertale fanart
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Having my cringe era NOW because Arin Gamegrumps is SO girl to me and I’m not afraid to say it
#to clarify this is cringe because you should never tell someone to come out. or speculate on their identity really#but I’m like. just come out already you deserve it#I’m not pushin any label in particular or nothin I just have my own trans radar and I swear to god it’s off the charts for arin gamegrumps#and by trans I don’t mean inherently binary or nonbinary I just mean That Persons Gender is Queer in Some Way I can Feel it#and by ‘it’ I mean I get this sort of second-hand longing from them that seems to be tied to gender in a notably queer way#anyway. I’m probably totally wrong. but. I HAD to say it#blithering on #arin hanson#game grumps#okay so to go even further in my cringe unnecessary and invasive speculation:#I just can’t help but get the feeling that arin feels a special sort of connection to femininity and girlhood#but- based on my years and years and years of watching his content- I get the impression that he feels ‘too far gone’ if u know what I mean?#very much ‘I want to be a girl so bad but I could never pass’ type shit#and I just hope he knows- even if he really is a cis dude and I’m just trans and overstepping- that he’s girl as hell to me#in the most complimentary and respectful way possible#like even if he’s a dude he’s girl as hell to me and I think it’s cool as hell. and if he’s not a cis dude then well!!!! also very cool!!!#like. he’s. sigh#I just hope he knows he’s pretty and lovely and cool and gender is fake and he can do w/e he wants and people will be there to support him#anyway sorry I’ve rambled on enough#my trip to visit Gay City (Portland) is DOING things to me
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hi~ sending everyone love and good vibes 2day :3
#☁︎ manon's mind#don’t wanna speak too soon but#i think today is gonna be a good one!#did pilates this morning and had a yummy breakfast#and i just wrote a little more of my paper#(this class is driving my bonkers!!!)#so now i’m gonna get ready to hang out with my cousin#we’re going shopping + out to eat#and then we’ll probably swim since it’ll be super hot again#aaaaaa okay i’ve rambled enough#hope everyone has a good day <3#bye byeeee
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i need a toga+uraraka edit/animatic to all the things she said AND/or blow my brains out
#i’m on my knees pls#all i think about is them#“lucky is she who lives unaware???#mother look at me tell me what do you see#yes i’ve lost my mind ????#their relationship is so complex and wonderful and i think these songs capture them pretty well?#sometimes i wish i could lend you my ears my thoughts and tears????#sometimes i wish i could switch some parts out and become like the norm???#i am paraphrasing a little but listen listen#it doesn’t even need to be in a ship way!!!#them as just friends is more than enough for me or whatever they got going on#i just. i love their complexities and what they represent in the story/world#okay i’m rambling i’m sorryandjfjdjc#mha#bnha#toga himiko#urakara ochako
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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alright first night opinion. new kits are kinda underwhelming, but they’ll probably just take some getting used to. gold dynamo is probably my favorite of the three i was looking forward to. not crazy about custom goober. inkline bow is fine but i’d rather die than give up my killer wail so i think i just need time to adjust
#rhyn rambles#i like the new maps though!#crableg is the only one i’ve played actual matches on#but i went to shipshape in recon and i think i prefer it#that being said: the grates on crableg are wonderful for stringer#you can shoot right through them and hit above or below you#and when opponents are on them they’re easy pickings since they can’t really run#on inkline bow i really haven’t figured out exactly how chump works with it yet#i still think it would’ve been better w a bomb or sensor#tri stringer as a main weapon isn’t really good enough to compensate for an iffy kit#but we’ll see#it’s only been an hour and a half lol#OKAY IM PROBABLY DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS FOR A WHILE!#YOURE FREE
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People are always so willing and eager to help at the start but when you don’t get better right away when they realize this is a life long thing you have to deal with they sure do disappear fast
#they stopped visiting me after the first week at the psych ward#they kicked me out of iop when they decided I wasn’t improving enough#most therapists don’t even last one full session before turning me away#everyone offered a place to crash but when I’m not magically on my feet and okay right away they want me gone#and I’m fuckin sick of everyone thinking I’m not trying#you’re not sat with me messaging the suicide hotline three times a day just trying to stay alive#you aren’t the one on three different antidepressants plus vitamins and supplements#you aren’t there when I walk six hours a day only to be paid a fourth of what I was promised#you aren’t the one covered in bruises from working#you aren’t the one watching how much you’ve dropped in weight when you were already underweight because now you can’t afford food#You don’t see me living in a dark closet and by this time tomorrow back in an abusive house#no shit you don’t see any changes cause you aren’t around for it and I’ve spent the last 20 years hiding how bad it all is#ghost rambles
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