Just learned that tumblr added a “shuffle” button on the queue page. Can you fucking imagine? The chaos, on this blog specifically?
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Somehow, you feel my words so deeply and yet you don’t understand them. It’s as if my language cannot express it’s meaning. And so I need a new language. One for us alone, the sun and moon. Right now, I move you to tears but someday I’ll move you to my arms. Right now, I make you say “us” but someday my lips will make you speechless. Someday you’ll be enchanted but not with magic or wonder. No, I’ll enchant you with love and truth. It’ll be raw and I’ll be hurt but… I’m hurting now am I not?
At this point my standards are ridiculous. I’m an idiot. Hard-stop. And yet you, somehow, don’t see that. You call me “cute” and “adorable”. If only you knew the mental damage these words do to me. My heart flutters inside me, beating like I’d just run a mile; my tongue stops working. I just sit there. Staring silently like the aforementioned idiot. I know I joke a lot but I swear: I’m deadly seriously. I’m not like most others. I’m not strong or resilient. My heart does not harden so easily. I tell myself “I won”t let it get to me” but I know the truth. It will.
It has.
Fun fact: every song I hear is about you. Every line and word in every poem or prose. It’s you. It’s always been you. My eyes hold you. My heart pines for you. I love you with so much of my heart and I’ve given you so much of my heart that there is nothing left to deny. But for now, I’m alone. Armed with nothing but deep love and raw words.
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I can’t stop thinking about my version of cat Pico in that vending machine, so here’s a random short story concept.
After great difficulties, Darnell gives up on getting chips. Then he hears munching behind him as he’s walking home, and turns around to see he was being followed by him. He tells him to stop following him. Then sees him tilt his head while going :3c Grumbling in annoyance, he continues home to talk to his roommate Nene. He asks her how to get rid of the little gremlin who’s looking around the apartment.
As the ginger was opening the fridge, Nene thought the cat looked familiar. She thought it was their friend who went missing a couple of years ago. Darnell didn’t believe her, and finally noticed said cat getting something from the fridge. Grabbing him by the collar of his shirt, he lifted him up to see cheese in his mouth. He sighed before dropping him. Then was told by Nene to try calling him by their friend’s name.
Darnell thought she was crazy, but tried anyway. Seeing the little guy walk over upon being called Pico, he stared in disbelief. He took a picture off the wall to ask if the ginger in it was him. He saw a nod. Then took a picture of Cassandra from a newspaper article. Pico hissed in response, and the photo was torn to shreds. Darnell and Nene looked at each other before the pyromaniac picked him up.
“Who the fuck did this to you?”
Unable to speak, Pico just shrugged. Darnell promised to find a way to turn him back to normal, but his life was filled with chaos due to the ginger’s antics instead. And then, then, um… uh… An evil wizard, or something. Idk.
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I really really hope the rangers apprentice movie/show is a show. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll take literally whatever I can get!!! But knowing the way the series is written, how the characters develop, just the kinda vibes, it would make more sense for it to be a series yk? Number one, more content, number two, more opportunities to become even MORE attached to the characters, and each book could be a season. If you think about book 1, it wouldn’t make much sense for it to be a movie on its own, at least in my opinion. Like I said, I’ll literally settle for anything, these are just my thoughts
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Absolutely mega insane abt this commissioned art I got from @/lasagoofs here on tumblr!! She’s so so talented and very nice and understanding!! Would highly recommend them if anyone’s looking for commissions!!
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I’m thinking thoughts today (always a dangerous thing to do)…
I’d love to have memory log done in the next two weeks. If I’m deciphering my brain correctly, there’s either two long chapters left OR three medium chapters (2 needing to be released at the same time).
As for Threshold… I’m thinking about waiting to release the last 3 to 4 chapters by the end of February… would that be heartbreaking to not do another update till it’s completed? Now that things are super established in it, I feel like it’s going to be just rolling to the finish line. Again, I could be wrong but… I sat down with it yesterday and that’s how things were feeling.
Anyways, those are my writing updates. Thank you to anyone reading along, wip stuff makes me so anxious but I’m doing my best xx ❣️
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i’ve got another 20 mins left in 2022 so i’ll get sappy rq. i’ve really, truly, genuinely enjoyed being on here w y’all this year. i joined wrestling tumblr near the end of 2021, so i’ve had this blog a little over a year now, and i’m really grateful i made it and joined you guys on here. thank you for looking at my silly little posts, thank you for thirsting abt wrestlers w me, thank you for sticking around and being generally welcoming to a new face around here. it’s been a really fun year enjoying wrestling with you guys, and i’m excited to do it more in 2023 💕💕
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could you write something for Shani, she is my favorite of the lesser-known female characters and no one has written anything for her (at least with x reader, x oc or headcanons)
Absolutely! I’d be happy to write some shani pieces in the future, but since I don’t feel super confident on her characterization right now so I hope you’re okay with headcannons!
Loving Shani
- First and and foremost, Shani is a stubborn woman. She has to be! And being a field medic for a bunch of equally stubborn soldiers definitly made it take its hold.
- but you you adore it. You love the way her nose begins to scrunch when she’s really adamant about something and the little frown she tries to pull when you playfully push back against her.
- One of your favorite ways to spend time with her is just in quiet moments. Shani does so much all the time and the moments that you can convince her to live quietly you like to savor
- The quiet days in where soft morning light filters through your curtains. Your head lays on Shani’s leg, eyes closed as she reads to you from the medical book she’s reviewing. You don’t really understand anything that she’s saying, but you do enjoy her commentary as she reads through various entries.
- “ ‘use a mixture of pringrape and wormwood for infected wounds’ well that’s just stupid. You can clean it out with water and use just spruce pitch in the same way. Plus it’s less work…”
- “Hmm, really? Why is that?” You ask, just to hear her talk more and happily she obliges you.
- her hand runs idly through your hair between passionate rants and murmurs of voices from the market outside barely permeate through the cracked open window.
-everything is perfect
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Would it be funny , or absolutely horrible of me to put up a poll betting on the next time I burn myself?
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i guess if i can just try and hang in there until monday..i have my follow up appointment so as long as i can avoid any major disaster until then they can tell me if everything is healing okay or not
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I have. So much. To say about religion class. But I’m on a train and don’t really feel like going through all the horrendous takes I’m seeing in the notes of that poll
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