Somehow, you feel my words so deeply and yet you don’t understand them. It’s as if my language cannot express it’s meaning. And so I need a new language. One for us alone, the sun and moon. Right now, I move you to tears but someday I’ll move you to my arms. Right now, I make you say “us” but someday my lips will make you speechless. Someday you’ll be enchanted but not with magic or wonder. No, I’ll enchant you with love and truth. It’ll be raw and I’ll be hurt but… I’m hurting now am I not?
At this point my standards are ridiculous. I’m an idiot. Hard-stop. And yet you, somehow, don’t see that. You call me “cute” and “adorable”. If only you knew the mental damage these words do to me. My heart flutters inside me, beating like I’d just run a mile; my tongue stops working. I just sit there. Staring silently like the aforementioned idiot. I know I joke a lot but I swear: I’m deadly seriously. I’m not like most others. I’m not strong or resilient. My heart does not harden so easily. I tell myself “I won”t let it get to me” but I know the truth. It will.
It has.
Fun fact: every song I hear is about you. Every line and word in every poem or prose. It’s you. It’s always been you. My eyes hold you. My heart pines for you. I love you with so much of my heart and I’ve given you so much of my heart that there is nothing left to deny. But for now, I’m alone. Armed with nothing but deep love and raw words.
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Ugly mobile post is ugly. Just wanted to drop here and say that I read [most of (as when these get leaked, they’re always incomplete to some degree)] the Caribert AQ script and I’m a happy girl. A really happy one. I’ll hold off my thoughts for the time being as I want to see everything complete in a couple of days, but yis, dis.
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do you realize how fucked up I am?
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do you know why this was ranboo's last mcc? i feel like i missed something important
thanks
what they’ve specifically said is that they’re ready to move on, he’s won mcc and really doesn’t have any reason to continue being in them and wants to focus on his own projects, he’s also said that they’re burnt out on minecraft due to playing it so much and really have only played it for mcc
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hi, just got home from watching the marvels and NO SPOILERS but whoever says they don't like this movie HATES fun…and women. i don't make the rules 🤷
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Not OC related but I did wanna say this:
The Acolyte tv show looks incredible. And I don’t say this because the costumes look phenomenal (they do) or because it’s so wonderful to see interesting and complex Jedi stories (it is).
This show looks incredible because this show is diverse. There have always been Jedi played by people of color, but they’ve never been main characters/lead roles in the live action mainstream media. They’ve never been the main focus like this. The main focus in the mainstream Star Wars media. This isn’t some book that general audiences will ignore, this isn’t some animated spin off or some side character. These are lead roles in a live action Star Wars series.
Having so many different cast members with different racial and cultural backgrounds is incredible. Seeing this diverse cast play diverse, complex and compelling Jedi is something I’ve yearned for my entire life. Never ever underestimate the impact or importance of representation.
My OC Ailani and her story partially exist because as a kid, I didn’t have any Jedi who looked like me, so when I played pretend, I made a character up. Now I don’t think this show will necessarily be for children, but the representation matters to all of us who never got it as children. That representation matters to all of us who grew up without it.
Star Wars: The Acolyte looks incredible.
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sam has only thought about destiel three total times in his life and they were 1. right after “last person who looked at me like that, i got laid” 2. when he said “shouldn’t it be deastiel?” and 3. when he responded to dean saying “this cas keeps looking at me funny” with “so kinda like the real cas”
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Logan Sargeant via Williams Racing
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