#oldfeels

[peaceisadirtyword]

Future fics and taglist❤️

Hello❤️ After a very well needed but also exhausting weekend in Germany (the German Vikings Con was amazing and I could meet so many people and I was so HAPPY! especially to see @naaladareia bc she’s great and I love her) I could rest a bit! These past months I’ve been finishing my thesis, as you guys know and defending it. Then I spent some time in Denmark studying danish and took some holidays to go to Ireland and visit a friend and then to Finland where I also tried to work on a photography project🥰 so I took all these months to rest a bit too and work on the Vikings Big Bang fic (which is out already!) AND to work on another long fic (20 chapters, a long ride) that I plan on start posting as soon as I’m halfway done!. I also got a couple of requests I would like to write, an idea for a small fic for Christmas and the second part to August!.

Also, as I had a lot of trouble with my taglist and many people I tag already changed the usernames I decided to start the taglist again! So if you want to be tagged please let me know (I’m sorry, it’s just easier for me this way😭). I still have the taglists for different works I already started like Heartbreaks&OldFeelings and BackToYou those are still intact! So this taglist would be the general one for all of my works, if anyone is interested🥰

The next fic I’ll post (besides Brísingamen, the one for the Vikings Big Bang) is called Pull The Trigger and it’s a Modern!Ivar/Reader (going back to my roots lol). I will tell you when I have the first 10 chapters finished and ready to start posting!. 

Also if you’re interested on other stories I haven’t finished please tell me so I can work on those first too! 

Thank you so much for your patience and I hope you guys like what’s still to come❤️ Love u!

[natic-l-blog]

☽ Auspice

As you lay in bed next to me

I only wish you could see,

How much it’s been tearing me

Knowing that we’ll never be

We’re together and you’re next to me

But not the way I want it to be

Must I need to make it clearer for you to see?

I want you to fall in love with me

[pandapatois]

losing you

felt like

the oxygen

had been

replaced

with fire,

i could not

breathe

you were

everything

nothing

was

alright

and now

i think back

to when

you left

and i

remember

not everything,

but

pieces

i wonder

how you

are doing

do you ever

miss me?

are you happy?

i want

to apologize

for all the

things that

I did

so wrong

we were

so young

i could have been better

things could

have been

different

but

that was

the past

no point

in looking

back

ghosts

are

ghosts

for a reason

day five / 2018

[somapoet]

Ernest Devlin - Old Feelings (The Graduate

[andanteurbano]

“Apagón”

[pinkrainbowworld]

 here comes a feeling you thought  you ‘d forgotten 

[excitedatthethoughtofliving]

Those crisp and cold sunny winter days make me happy. It's been a crazy few days for me, so many things to do, see to, work on, clean, buy, return, enjoy and learn. It is a whirlwind of a December so far. But I feel as if I am growing again, appreciating the world on new levels of gratitude and reflection. . . Random essay over. This week is going well, let's head on full force into the weekend! You never know what might happen to you. . . . #bonn #bonnliebe #reflection #loveovergold #citylife #mylifetoday #freedom #gratitude #girlswholearn #humanism #lgbtqcommunity #lgbt #chronicillness #studentlife #newthings #oldfeelings #germangirl #toughgermangirl #university #thursday #december #christmasiscoming #love #winter #advent https://www.instagram.com/p/B5r-XxVilTs/?igshid=1dmnanvstfyf6

[live-infographic]

Traditional vs Self-Publishing via @ http://www.liveinfographic.com/ OldFeeling, October 12, 2019 at 01:18AM

[sunflowergawdess]

my dream

He was there,

Holding himself up above me,

His hand reaching down caressing my cheek,

Lips pushing against mine,

I’m numb,

frozen in place,

I wake up,

In my room,

Searching for the remnants of him,

Finding nothing,

I smile in content,

Falling back to sleep.

[tiffcat-blep]

He feels old sometimes QwQ  and I also missed doing Frans

Underhundred belongs to: me

Undertale characters belong to: Mr. Toby Fox

[ekllipse]

ყველაფერშია რაღაც განსაკუთრებული, განსაკუთრებით კი სიძველეებსა და ძველ მოგონებებში. მთავარი დეტალების აღმოჩენაა.

[meadowmabel]

Untamable

We started off on the wrong foot From the beginning  You were so good at reminding me just how special I actually wasn’t Pointing out without hesitation who was better Yet we continued to feed this animal that grew and grew until it bit back  The resentment didn’t hold back  the anger untamable   it never stopped until today I was never who you wanted me to be anyway So I’ll fuck off exactly how you told me to.

[alexmor89]

Across the street we see history. #oldbike #vintagestyle #vintagephoto #oldfeel https://www.instagram.com/p/CSG6YL1qQGl/?utm_medium=tumblr

[alisawl]

Собирать этот игрушечный домик было сложнее, чем мебель! Мне, чтобы принести в жизнь что-то новое, будь то домик, отношения или увлечение, нужно сначала избавиться от старого. Что я и делаю регулярно, но иногда, как сейчас, особенно активно. Сейчас я разбираю старые чувства, мысли из записей. Местами это страшно, потому что напоминает об ужасных людях, травматичных событиях и даже годах жизни. Местами смешно, потому что я всегда любила взглянуть на привычные вещи под непривычным углом. Иногда мне хочется просто срочно вернуться назад, обнять эту девочку, женщину и сказать: 'то, что происходит, ненормально. И это вполне ок ощущать себя напуганной, разгневанной и потерянной. Это не с тобой что-то не так. Это ситуация безумная'. Иногда хочется вернуться назад к теплым иллюзиям. Но есть процессы, которые нельзя остановить. Нельзя перестать падать, если ты уже прыгнул. Нельзя развидеть истину, если ты ее уже увидел. Нельзя перестать расти. It was harder to assemble this #toyhouse, than assemble a furniture! Before I bring something new in my life, no matter if it's stuff, hobby or relationships, I need to remove something. I do that regularly, but sometimes, like now, it's specially intense. Now I'm cleaning up old feelings and thoughts from my notes. At moments it's painful, cause they remind of awful people, situations and years yet. At moments it's funny, cause I always liked to observe things in a way off the beaten track. Sometimes I just want to come back, to hug that girl, woman, to say: 'this, what's happening, is not fine. It's normal that you feel scared, angry or lost. You are sane. It's the situation which is insane'. And at moments I wish I had warm illusions back. But there're processes which cannot be halted. It's impossible to stop falling after a jump. It's impossible to unsee the truth. It's impossible to stop growing up. #игрушечныйдомик #growingup #perasperaadastra #psychology #психология #травма #trauma #безиллюзий #withoutillusions #oldfeelings #hugmyself #обнятьсебя #очищение #cleaningup https://www.instagram.com/p/CGr-2g4jPk6/?igshid=1b5hudn0aufys

[itzy-bella-23]

#stopcarrying #oldfeelings #newexperiences #thursdayvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CEGMXqWDpP0/?igshid=19u13bvjlhmfm

[kangwancraft]

Own temple. Studio for me is a peaceful space. #peaceofmind #peacefulspace #soul #oldfeelings #nature #flowers #leaf #craft #myroom #paper #dhamma #ศิลปะบำบัด #ศิลปะ #จิตวิญญาณ (på/i Sweden Lidköping) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBQROP5JzGW/?igshid=1vhbl5vho1wmo