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Life is funny.
At this point I don’t care what you do.
You can leave me
You can love me
You can lie
At this point I realized
I’m wasting my time
I pray day in and day out
I’ll do something awful enough
for you to leave
I pray I’ll do something
wonderful enough for you to stay
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How do you know if you're treading water or trying not to drown?
Life sometimes feels like I'm bobbing in deep waters and waiting for the next wave to drag me under.
I know not to stop and when my head goes under, I think for a split second, it's okay, just let go. Until my sheer stubbornness drives me back up again.
But what if the next time, that split second is the difference between life and death?
Between my lungs filling with water and falling further into the depths below or pushing my head above the water. Just a little longer until someone finds me.
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Worn old shoes need a good cobbler to be repaired; but worn old thoughts, only a rubbish bin!
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OVER
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Viernes 9 de Septiembre de 2005.
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“Si acaso no existe este sentimiento, lo doy por inaugurado. Siento que cada átomo, cada célula de mi triste y patético, descuidado ser, se reduce a nada. Soy aire, soy sólo pensamiento. Siento que el colchón me absorberá mientras duermo. Aun así no me importa”.
“If this feeling doesn't exist, I considerate it inaugurated. I feel that every atom, every cell of my sad and pathetic, careless being, comes down to nothing. I am air, I am only thought. I feel that the mattress will absorb me while I sleep. I still don't care.”
*La mente es así. Si antes me derrumbaba sin necesidad de problemas demasiado grandes, ahora siento que puedo afrontar lo que sea. Es sólo esa sombra que impide ver la luz en el camino lo que te vence, no el problema en sí.
*It’s all in our mind. If I collapsed before without the need of having big problems, now I feel I can face anything. It’s only that shadow that prevents us from seeing the light on the road what beats us, not the problem itself.
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I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you're just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there's not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.
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Old thoughts to a new me. . . . #oldthoughts #newme #changeyouforyou #poem #poet #writerscafe #qotd #poetrycommunity #mentalhealthawareness #poemoftheday #bigandtalllifestyle #kexum #piecesofkblog (at DMV) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMZ6s4Khd57/?igshid=1snqrfo33c1ux
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#Throwback: But did I ask? // Portugal 2019 - Part 2
#Throwback: But did I ask? // Portugal 2019 – Part 2
THOUGHTS
A friend of mine does this thing that he knows really annoys me (and I suspect he does it precisely due to that reason) whereby whenever he asks me something/for advice and I tell him more than what he asked he just goes “but did I ask?”.😂 I don’t think I could convey in writing just how bloody annoying that is, mostly because I always think to myself “you asked!” or “but it comes…
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another one.
02/11/04 please hug me really tight, and tell me you love me. tell me you're glad to be here with me. tell me that everything will be alright and that i make you happy, and.. glad to be alive.
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Bliss
I’m sick to my stomach
It hurts
to try and believe
this news I just received
ignorance is bliss
the thought of you was quiet and sweet
now I’m in disbelief
to know you’re gone
forever
is too much to handle
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A picture with my bed we did frame.
Drugs
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I am doing it! — Everyday. I am. Learning. To. Be. My. True. Self. 🦄 #raiseyourvibration #authentic #real #raw #truthful #vibratehigher #loveharder #selflove #selfcare #spirituality #evolving #growing #reconditioning #oldthoughts #oldenergy that no longer supports my new self. My new growth. #wisdom #inspire #elevate Words have power! Use your words/power wisely. #HappyFriyay ‼️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BxAIQ0jnlVV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=179tch07bg3rx
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My body parts were fighting each other last night in my nightmare, and when I awoke, every cell in my body screamed for you.
I'm now stuck with this feeling where it burns my brain to even try to think to put into words the sensation it's left.
All I know is that everything is on fire, and not even in a good way.
It's not gold, or licking at your body;
it's rough, and ugly, and everything that resembles me.
But not you
26-11-17 11.22am
- I'm stuck in this forest fire. // c.j @lostinthewinterwinds
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