#omgoshhhh I love this ask!!!

[riosnecktattoo]

Hi, I am a really huge fan of your work! You write Beth and Rio with such heart! No one does angst like you do! I know you just updated WSDWTCT, but curious to know when the next update might be? Creativity takes time, so no rush, but do you have a rough idea? I love that story! I have reread it endlessly since your last update and my heart is in shambles each time. Please mend my heart!

Hey! 💜🥹

omgoshhhh thank youuuu

I love that you're excited for the final part but I don't have any idea when I'll be updating next I'm afraid. I would assume a similar timeframe as before hopefully. I was really burnt out after part 4 so I'm still taking a break/only daydreaming and writing in very small bits.

But yes, I really am SO touched that you love and have reread Cherry Trees! Such a compliment.

I'm sorry it's been left off in an angsty sad place at the mo but I promise I'm going to fix it soon as I can! I want it updated just as badly haha

Thank you again! And thank you for asking about an update so nicely 😊💜

[letsbefeminist]

What's your favorite song?

Shooo, this about to look like a playlist cause there’s no way I could choose just one song lol 

So in no particular order:

Serious - Kygo (I’ve probably listened to this song a billion times tbh & it’s just so fucking incredible)

Talk is Cheap - Chet Faker (just listen, you’ll know why)

The Lily - Blanco (the feeeeeeels)

This Life - Josef Salvat (vibes)

Fingertips - Leo Kalyan (cause of love lmao)

13 - Allan Rayman (one of my fav musicians)

Lucy the Tease - Allan Rayman (another plain out incredible song)

Thunder - Chloe x Halle (my sis & I JAM to this) 

Evergreen - Broods (I just get so emotional when I listen to this)

Gooey - Glass Animals (i’d prolly die for them tbh) 

Pools - Glass Animals (it just makes me so damn happy idk lol)

Amber -311 (the vibessssss this song gives off) 

The Last High - The Dandy Warhols (a staple from my high school years haha)

HiiiJack - SZA (this song is just gorgeous to me)

Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac (reminds me of my momma lol)

Dreams - The Cranberries (everyone gotta love this one, along with Linger)

aaaand that’s barely a chip off the iceberg, like I could seriously do this all night lol 

[fendimanfendiman-blog]

Hello!~ can you please ship me with someone from Pentagon??

A little bit about me!! Im super salty and sarcastic and I love to joke around! I think laughter is the best medicine. But Im also really sweet and try to be understanding. I love to make new friends and meet new people but Im a little shy so that can be a bit difficult. Im a pretty open person and I love to learn about new things! I enjoy travelling, cooking, listening to music, and journaling!! I like guys who are comfortable and easy to talk to! And that make me feel confident in being myself. I want someone I can joke with and just enjoy being best friends!!~

Thank you so much in advance!! Love your blog!! 화이팅~

Hiiii~ OMG OF COURSE. You are so cute by the wayyy~ and your hair is MAJESTIC. 

Sinceee you did both a picture AND a summary I’ll do a two part ship!! yayyyy~

Physical wise….

SHINWON

 I think you would look adorableeeee with Shinwon! I was really struggling picking someone buttttt this is too cute OMG. This one just looked so CUTEEE^^

Personality wise….

YUTO

I think you would be adorable with Yuto! He has quite the tough guy persona but behind that is the kindest lil bean. I mean  his is afraid of like everything and i think he would totally cuddle up to you whenever he had a chance. What a soft bean. I think your personalities would go really well together. I feel like he would totally understand your saltiness and attitude because he has some of that himself. He would see straight through it and see your loving intentions. And I think he would really enjoy having someone so similar to him. He would love both sides of you! :) I think he would love to connect with you about his hometown and all the wonderful new things that you would learn there. You would love asking him about it and he would love to share! Another reason why I say Yuto is because he is so humble and genuine about EVERYTHING! I feel like even if you tried to compliment him he would turn the attention towards you. He would make sure you got so much loveeeeee omgoshhhh. He has such a sweet cute personality and I think this boy would treasure you and love you so much.

Wellll~~ I’m not really good at these things but hope you liked it! This was really fun. Thanks for stopping by friend <33 

[enaasteria]

Answered Asks // 3

Consolidating asks as to not spam dashboards. Under the cut!

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 29th 2018, 3:56:00 pm · 2 days ago wanted to drop by and let you know that i've been listening to 'Fool of Me' by Meshell Ndegeocello for more than a week and it reminds me so much of the heartbreaking moment in chapter 11 when Sehun made the decision to leave Ahri behind. imnotcryingyouare. i hope they become like the song 'Cheek to Cheek' (Louis Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald version) *hinthintwaggleseyebrowswinkwink* hope you have a lovely day <3!

AHHHH REPLIES *-* <3!!! I accept the love you’ve bestowed upon me. I shall violently love you back *SHOOTSHEARTSATYOU* dont worry, I remember the what I wrote in the recs message! I was saying that I’ve been listening to this song ‘Fool of Me’ by Meshell Ndegeocello, which reminded me so much of the end of chapter 11 when Sehun decided to leave Ahri. The heartbreak is so real T_T imnotcryingyouare. I hope they end up being like ‘Cheek to Cheek’ (Ella Fitzgerald & Louis Armstrong version)! - ma

OMG SO APPARENTLY I DIDNT DELETE IT. This is how tumblr inept I am. I thought I did. It showed that I did when I was on the computer but apparently I didn’t on mobile. WEIRD. Listening to it now! 

Both of these songs sound so similar. I feel like I’ve heard them before omg. good recs. I really like them.

Fool of Me by Meshell Ndegeocell

Was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space... What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside OMG MY HEART IS BREAKING. Why do the lyrics fit so well. Right off with the first few lyrics. I’m crying. YES I AM CRYING. This was almost the same words she thought in the chapter. Was she there only to temporarily fill the void in Sehun’s heart when she felt it was for Jiyul instead. OH NOOOO.

I can't touch you no more Can't touch you any more any more And this relates to Chapter 12 a lot how she wouldn’t really look at him or touch him and this is so sad. THIS WHOLE SONG IS SO SAD but it’s so fitting to that part when he chose Jiyul over her and IT”S GOING INTO MY APT PLAYLIST.

Cheek to Cheek by Louis Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald

THIS WHOLE SONG. Can I just say how cute it is??? This just makes me feel like I missed an opportune moment for Sehun and Ahri to dance together at the wedding??? I kind of made it so that it was Soi and Ahri dancing puahahahha. Technically, I should’ve made Sehun and Ahri dance because he tends to dance when he’s nervous about something.

Sooooo BOOOOO I MISSED THE MOMENT. BUT STILL. It’s ok hahahahah But really. This song. The beat. THE CHEEK TO CHEEK. More like forehead to forehead between the two leads. Thank you so much for the recs!!! I loved them so much and can’t wait to add them to my playlist!!

I read chapter 17 till half past 4 in the morning. I had to sleep because i needed to wake up at 9 for a gym session the next morning. But I have sleep problems so I kept waking up throughout the night and reaching for my phone to reread 17 in my sleep-induced haze and dozing off. I had to fake illness and reschedule my gym session in the end xD. I hope my trainer doesn’t see this. HAHAH even when I was half asleep, I kept thinking that I still had so much to tell you about 17!! - ma

OMG MA. WHY DID U STAY UP SO LATEEEE. NUUUUU. Also since your music anon and the abbrev is MA, I literally scream MAAAAA LOOOOL. AND OMGOSHHHH. Please rest. Please sleeeeeep. Your poor thing. i’m so sorry that the story kept waking you up. But I can’t wait to hear your thoughts and really thank you so much. I really can’t appreciate your messages enough. They make me so HAPPPPPYYYY //runs off screaming while drinking my coffeeeeeeeee//

@sehunsmile​ said to enaasteria: March 30th 2018, 11:42:00 pm · 9 hours ago ENA, ENAAAA!!!! I JUST GOT HOME AND I'M FINALLY GONNA READ CHAPTER 17. I'M SO NOT READY BUT I AM! I KNOW I'M GONNA DIE, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS CHAPTER AND GOD CHAPTER 16 ENDED SO GOOD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT I'M EXCITED SO I'M GONNA READ IT NOW! SORRY FOR ALL CAPS I'M JUST TOO EXCITED AHFNJABFKSBFLSKFJDKJDFK

YASSSSS. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF IT AND I DONT MIND CAPS LOCK AT ALLLL. IT just shows me you’re really excited and I’m excited for you to read it. Many apologies for how long it took me to write it but I hope you enjoy it. AHHHH TY FOR LIKING CH 16. I remember being really stressed over it because it was so SLOOOOOOOWWWW but yas yas. Please enjoy 17. Thank you for your patience //hearts u//

@heythereitsmo​ said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 12:12:00 am · 8 hours ago Oh when Sehun tells Ahri the story of the Keepers, I remembered you wrote a piece about it and it was just — beautiful. I cried then and I cried now because it literally took my breath away. Every chapter is so stunning Ena, every word resonates so deeply in my soul. It wasn’t always easy but they’re happy together and in love and I hope on my own stars that someone will love me the way Sehun loves Ahri — even if there are flaws and hurdles. You wrote this fabulously, love. Fantastic job.

YAS!!! You caught the merge of Keepers into Apt. This and Yua x PCY are all other stories I’m working on and I wanted to weave them into apt for continuity. I like having all my stories intertwine in some manner. It’s fun but also makes my brain want to explode when I have to make it flow right LOL. YOU’RE REALLY GUNNA MAKE ME CRY. Thank you so much for reading. I really remember you as one of the readers staying with this fic for so long. i really think it’s been years for you and I’m so grateful for your patience but also all the support you gave me. I wish you all the love and happiness and thank you for loving my characters as much as I do.

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 12:26:00 am · 8 hours ago Okay but Sehun getting provoked by ahri’s ‘other men’ amuses me sooooo much THANK U SO MUCH FOR CH 17 I honestly needed some destressing with an overload of fluff (and that thick tension 😉😏) ☺️💕💓😚

I definitely had to throw in Ahri’s other men to lighten up the mood hahaha. JK JK. I just really love jealous sehun?? I think he’s super sweet and it’s not like he’s like the bad kind of jealousy. He’s just irked??? LOOOL. It’s cute when he’s just agitated. I really hope you love the fluff and slow burn for the kiss LOL

@shewantsmeshesgotme​ said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 1:35:00 am · 7 hours ago I. AM. IN. LOVE. NXKELBFKDLFNFNDNNSKDKFNFBI. I CANT EVEN FORM THOUGHTS IM SO BLOODY IN LOVE OH MY GOD ENA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!!?!? You....you are some sort of a genius wizard I can’t even...I’m just broken I love this fucking story so much and YOU I LOVE YOU THANK YOU CHRIST I NEED TO SIT AND STARE AT THE CEILING FOR AN HOUR. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

LORIIIIIIIIIIIIII. THANK YOUUUUU GAHHHH. THANK YOUU SO MUCHHHH. Thank you for your help. Thank you for reading. Thank you for the screams. IM NOT A GENIUS WIZARD. YOU ARE. BUT THANK YOUUUU. Really thank you so much for reading this fic and DONT STARE AT THE CEILING. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS. Now that I finished 17, I can get to reading all the fics that are sitting in my backlog and I really want to read all of yours. I really need to read The Boxer. It’s on my to do list foreverrrrrrr. hugss!!!

@yeolieminelli​ said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 2:25:00 am · 6 hours ago HUHUHU. Just finished Ch. 17 😭 It's beautiful. How the each traditional family story just made sense for Ahri and Sehun ❤❤❤ Thank you for writing such a beuatiful chapter for both of them. You are a great writer dear. 😁😁😁 On a side note- I was listening to an instrumental that fit so well for the last part of Sehun's surprise, it felt even more magical. I wish I could share it with you, if I discover how. 😂

YAYYYY!!! I”M SO GLAD U ENJOYED ITTT. RIGHT? I’ve had that ending in my head for 3 years now and it’s finally there. It’s finally written and can I place a pat on my back for it because I thought it was fitting for their story too. Thank you so much for your help on it and thank you for reading. What instrumental?? You can send me the title and I can look it up on YT to add to my Apt Song Rec list!!

ramblingpeaches said to enaasteria: @ramblingpeaches I CANT TAG U WHY March 31st 2018, 3:07:00 am · 5 hours ago that was such a beautiful chapter! so worth the wait- no actually way more than that! you honestly have such a way with words. your writing, your story has made me feel a bunch of emotions and you're just so so talented that i feel like i can't properly express how much i adore your writing and hope this somewhat conveys it haha. thank you for an amazing chapter, definitely made my morning! :) ♡

Thank you so much for this message! I’m so glad you thought it was worth the wait. I’m so sorry it took so long to write but I’m such a slow writer. AND I HAVE A WAY WITH WORDS. AHHHHH //SCREAMS// You’re so kind to me and this is really such a great message because it just makes all the screams worth it. AND NOOO. REALLY. You’ve done so much for me. If you read and send me a message of how you enjoyed the chapter, that really just makes my heart swell. Thank you so much for reading!!!

@yeollieollie said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 3:23:00 am · 5 hours ago Omg my heart that was the cutest thing ever why can’t that happen to meeee amazing!!!

Thank you so much for reading!! Wasn’t it??? It’s the most romantic thing I’ve ever written in my entire life and I kind of don’t know what to do with myself anymore LOL.

Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 31st 2018, 5:11:00 am · 3 hours ago hi chap 17 was full of fluff i literally died after reading it 💗 tq for writing such a wonderful story! :) also! how old are sehun and ahri in this story?

ANONNN. Did you know I screamed a lot while writing this chapter. I felt so bad for my followers on Twitter. They felt the main grunt of it all ahhahahaha. I almost died writing this. My heart hurt so bad from it all T_____T Thank you so much for reading and as for their ages. I heavily---HEAVILYYYY aged Sehun in this because I felt I needed his character a bit older than how he was. And since I started this fic 3 years ago, I really did age this poor boy LOL. He’s 29 and she’s 27 in the story. :)

[gerbits-vault]

Hi! I'm a huge fan of yours and I've been thinking about starting a simblr my self. I'm having a hard time trying to figure out a username and how to get started. Do you have any tips?

omgoshhhh thank you!! :D you should definitely start a simblr- it’s a lot of fun! i really enjoy it ^^this got super long so i put it under a cut!

so for usernames...when i first started a simblr i literally just picked like the dumbest thing in the world bc i didn’t feel like i was going to stick to it. but when i really sat down to think of a username...it took me for. ever. i’ve gone through about...4 urls and each one was more difficult to come up with than the last so i am the worst person to ask for url ideas BUT i personally like game references, and the sims wiki is great for that!try townie names, fish names, plant names, worlds, etc! if something you like is taken, try putting your own spin on it or as stupid as it sounds, put an ‘s’ at the end like i did lol (but if it’s too similar to the url that’s taken, i would just check to see if it’s an active blog bc otherwise people might get confused!)

for general “getting started” tips, i would say that the most important thing is tags! tags are your best friend! there was a great post floating around about which tags were bumpin’ and which ones were kind of slow...i cannot for the life of me remember where it was- maybe someone else can point it out?

also people are going to be more prone to follow someone who posts mostly original content- i know that if a blog is 90% reblogs, i don’t follow that blog only because i don’t personally like to see the same post a bunch of times.

uuuummm definitely try to interact as much as you can! liking, commenting, messaging, etc are all good things! it’s a bit daunting at first but it definitely gets easier ^^

i guess that’s everything i have, i really can’t think of much else! just do what you love and have fun with it!