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#on the path that led me to you
It’s officially fall 🍂🍁🌻
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queenboimler · 9 days
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omgcpausandstuff · 6 months
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It's 2009 and Jack is in the passenger seat of his mother's car. She is driving him directly from the hospital to a place that has a pleasant sounding name that lets his parents talk about it in terms that obscure what it is and why Jack's going there. His mother turned down the radio when they got in the car, like maybe they might have a conversation. Jack is staring out the window with his headphones on, blank-faced while Thom Yorke croons "for a minute there, I lost myself."
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fiendishartist2 · 8 months
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imagine going somewhere that you know you might not come back from. imagine leaving behind half-formed friendships and the facimile of your old ones, hand in hand with ppl who want you dead, because its the right thing to do. imagine you don't come back, just like you anticipated, except thats not entirely true. you dont survive, but some force stops you from leaving in peace; it leaves your body lifeless because it has no use for you besides the terror your mind can inflict on others, but it just won't let you die. imagine one day, you're free from the mental prison you've been trapped in. you wake up, but you're still not alive. you're cold and empty and no one looks at you the same because they can't stand to look at you. it hurts because you can't do anything but hurt people anymore. imagine you had no choice in this, except you did, didn't you? its all your fault because you were too curious, too naive, too prideful, too stupid. its all your fault, just like you always thought, and now everyone agrees with you. imagine they wish you hadn't woken up, and you can't help but agree with them. and yet, you do everything in your power to save them all, while you still have people left to save. because you're still you, even if your friends see an animated corpse in your place. you hold onto your humanity with white knuckles and gritted teeth because its all you have left of yourself. and you still lose by the end because you were set up to fail since the beginning. because you are jonathan sims, and the world has no sympathy for you
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hexjulia · 1 month
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ugh reading a book of poetry based on really liking a single poem and then the rest is just sort of mid navelgazing with extra space is really depressing for some reason
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g36a2 · 5 months
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not the worst of lapham's crimes but tommy's short hair being a symbol of recovery was evil.
#this with tommy's ''saving the world'' line is so.#it should have been longer at the wedding.#g36a20p027#like he doesn't get to keep any of the personality we saw him have prior to his recovery!#''a healthy happy man would not think badly of his brother's military service!'' all that really was the drugs + riley sr speaking#what about loving your brother despite believing the path your father's abuse has set him on is the wrong one... same as you?#what about reckoning with the fact that some of the things your abusive shithead father said were right?#tommy and riley sr shit on simon's service because they wanted to hurt simon. so it would have been the perfect plot twist#had tommy retained those views once recovered and in a better place. impactful even#but of course not. riley sr said those things BECAUSE he is an abusive shithead. and tommy because he was in a dark place#and it's so much more compelling to jumpcut to the most cartoonishly happy family of all time being fridged#like man simon changes the trajectory of tommy's life by loving him and staying with him through the worst of it#meanwhile tommy changes simon's life by fucking dying. and it's tragic but for me the emotional impact of this tragedy is tainted#because out of cowardice the writers kill tommy riley twice#first by discrediting what he stood for while an addict and only then by actually killing him off#you can even still kill him off. simon and tommy have a row about his being in the military and then boom dead family#keep everything about tommy as seen in the comics except have him be a counterweight to simon ''i kill killers not arabs'' riley#extra angst extra unfinished business AND tommy's character is not assassinated#FUCK! the comics could have been GOOD!#this is the exact same reluctance to depict anything even remotely anti-war that led mw3r's dogshittification#which is bizarre since my anti-war tommy conspiracy could still be vindicated through pro-boot eyes#since his role is to die his character coulda had a saving pvt. ryan-esque ''the naive are destroyed by the peace they advocate'' type deal#like them not having tommy believe the things he did post recovery reveal a genuine contempt for anti-war thinking#it's like the writers genuinely thought they wrote tommy overcoming multiple character flaws. nightmarish!#so i guess tommy's short hair is one of lapham's worst crimes as it reveals a disturbingly sincere veneration for the status quo during#twenty-fucking-ten of all times!!!
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icannotholdmypen · 2 months
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personal ramble I'll probably delete later: there's something so profoundly frustrating about my mother wanting to talk to me about my job and the creative process and then shifting the conversation to be about our relationship at the mere mention of a name she knows. it immediately stops being a technical fun conversation about art and starts being a nostalgic therapeutic one and I feel so limited by it. help she's stuck in the stereotypical narrative of her personal sorrows and won't let me out.
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saturnsorbits · 1 year
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Thinking about Denji’s rhetoric about sex and women getting into Aki’s head.
… It makes him curious, causes him to wake up wet and panting and have his every waking moment bombarded by the thoughts of delicate skin and soft touches, of a willing mouth and sweet sounds.
He tries to fight it. He does. Tries to ignore how his pants tighten when Denji describes the way Makima had let him hold and squeeze at her. Or, how even noticing how Power has little regard for modesty has him pink cheeked and excusing himself.
But, ever the pragmatist Aki decides to nip his new little problem in the bud.
Which lands him here.
Sat at a bar, three whiskeys (and a bit) deep, with his hands shaking and his eyes fixed, squarely, on you.
You’re beautiful. Stunning as you dance, swaying your hips and laughing. You look fun. Which is exactly what he needs. Something to take away the itch, to satiate the new hunger that has awoken inside of him…
He swallows and downs the rest of his drink.
If anyone was to have his virginity, he guesses it might as well be you.
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empressofmankind · 7 months
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Feeling a little sad as one does on Monday mornings, it occurred to be that Buggy can't cut himself even if he tried.
I'll be over there, having the sads.
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pipskippy · 6 months
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in hxh when gon said "killua, you have it easy...since it means nothing to you" and when antigone said to her sister ismene "you will not die, not with me you won't. you had nothing to do with this" amnd in code ge ass when suzaku said to lelouch "nothing that happens now is any of your concern! your very existence is a mistake! you need to be erased from this earth!" collecting many such phrases
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shininginyourlight · 8 months
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@roguefangs sent: ❛ i guess you could say that my life’s a mess. ❜ @ jaskier electra hearts lyrics | accepting
"It would appear you're in good company then, love!" While Ast/ari/on's life was most definitely up there, he wasn't alone in having quite the fucked up life. It really did seem like the most normal one was Hal/sin, and he turned into a bear when he got too horny.
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"None of us are really in much of a position to judge you. ... I shan't, anyhow!" The others were a bit more unabashed with how they judged much of the actions of each other. Jaskier, on the other hand, just didn't care too much so long as they weren't just downright evil.
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quibbs126 · 1 year
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what if dark enchantress made dark choco's cursed sword to lure him thinking he's actually destine to be in the dark cuz she knew he's trying to find a powerful sword to the better of his kingdom
like my guess is that's why choco's old sword and his new sword has a similar gem bc the cursed sword is supposedly the better and stronger version of his sword
yeah this is my own take on the cursed sword lore cuz that thing felt more of a plot device
Oh yeah I think I’ve heard that theory before (though it was only in a fanfic), and honestly I’d say it’s a pretty good theory. It gives a relevant explanation to the sword that ties back in to the main plot
If they ever explain the Strawberry Jam Sword in canon, I could see this being an explanation for it
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godofsmallthings · 11 months
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i will never stop being insane about invisible string
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friendlifyre · 11 months
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i cant tell if its the autism tm that skews my perception or if ive just really been through enough shit these past few years that my emotional maturity is now explicitly above average
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williamofwestworld · 2 years
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OOC: Yep, I still ship Willores. 
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and, no, I am not sorry.
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julnites · 1 year
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It's happening
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