Personally I don't like boyfriends bc the comic creator said the onlytrans man in the series (nerd) is a proshipper :/
I have never read the comic (closest thing is a video describing it and reading out some scenes) I thought Goth was the only trans man but if you have where thats said I'd like to see
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It's been a long time. I Haven't written without consequence in awhile. I Guess part of me was questioning who i was because of other's and i was scared to be alone. People have shown me that fear is only an obsticle when you give it the power. I Watched ahsoka earlier and one thing would not leave my mind. Rosario Dawson is gorgeous and threw makeup she was able to transform into this jedi. Surgery is permanent makeup and one day i'll be free.
[12:57 AM]I'm sure people have noticed my word's have emotion behind them again. That i'm hitting jokes without remorse. If you look at twitter,twitch,facebook i have a new banner that read's "OnlyTrans, yea we don't give a fuck about your opinion". It's 100% true and i stand behind this quote. It's a punchline at onlyfans and how society is so bent on saying just because someone sells images of there body or cums for an audience it's not a real job. Is not a job were you make money? Could it be possible you lack self confidence or look like you ran into a bring wall a couple times. Who are you to tell us how the fuck to live our live's. The only opinion i care about now is mine and those i call family. Eminem has a quote "But if I offended you, good 'Cause I still don't give a fuck".
[12:58 AM]I Tore myself apart for over two months. I Relieved a lot of pain and in doing so i was able to see people's true faces. My own belief of people who are just vile and then i had to admit they were only strong because i gave them that power. It's like a prostitute who usually sells there body for money and the one time them don't for some various reason. It's that person who give's them aids. The sex sucked, the person turned out to be a douche and what do you have for your generosity? Fucking aid's man that's the reward. So i'm going after my own idea's and leaving all those aid infested douche's behind me. I looked into getting a chest online but in truth i want tits. I'm curious if i can get a hair transplant, if i can get help with a transition. When i start streaming again i'm raising money to change my name. This is my life and i'm sick of not living it.
[12:59 AM]I Will admit though it's hard. I See these gorgeous friends i have and though i love them deep inside i also recent them. It's not there fault, and not mine i didn't ask to be born like this. Who in there correct mind would say "Hmm, i'll be this gender because i want to get depressed everyday and think about sliting my wrist". I'll tell you no one does. But they have the long hair, the hips, the tits and i just want that so bad it's fucking sickening. One day i'll be rosario, i'll be pretty in my own eyes. That's my true dream. So now i am doing a diary with a 3 day a weak goal. If i feel like doing more because this is for me. This is my diary, my reality